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You know, I keep thinking, and I know part of Tigerclaw's motivations was to Make ThunderClan Great Again, but was there any part of him that was convinced that like... Fireheart is a kind, gentle, and naive cat. The other clans would manipulate him so easily, and he would only get hurt, so this is actually for Fireheart's own good? Did he have similar thoughts about Goldenflower? That her job as a matriarch would be easier if the other clans feared them? Or was his line of thinking always, "they'll agree with me once I explain that the clan is weak"? I keep thinking about the scene where Tigerclaw is being led into the forest to be killed, and Tigerclaw stops and looks at his son, afraid, and looks away, feeling shame and it just... man, Fireheart was so devastated that Tigerclaw felt shame looking at him. I also think Greystripe telling him to keep it moving was a small act of kindness to Fireheart. "Keep it moving, don't make this harder on him than it has to be, don't look to him for help that he can't give you, it's only gonna hurt him more to deny you help"
That whole chapter is so heartbreaking, as is the chapter where Tigerclaw is actually killed. I don't cry often over things I've read, but it was so heartbreaking.
This is a very fun ask.
Tigerclaw knew Fireheart wouldn't agree with his decisions, moreso than worried about Firehart being used. He figured most of the Clan wouldn't, initially. All he had to do was explain himself and make a rousing speech, and everyone would forgive him for the murders and agree that, you know what, he was right all along, actually, and we should let him lead us into a brighter, glorious future. Fireheart, somehow, was in that "everyone". He genuinely thought he could convince Fireheart to take his side and use that compassion solely on his Clanmates.
He knew that Fireheart cares for everyone, but paradoxically, he both thought that it was a weakness that would get him killed and that it was his greatest strength - something Tigerclaw was proud of. We've said before that ThunderClan values the strong, and Fireheart's compassion is more powerful than any of the fighting skills Tigerclaw could offer. He truly admired how his son is unafraid of anything and anyone, and would stand up to what he believes is wrong no matter how likely it is that he'll get hit. Tigerclaw would just have to convince him that doing that for outsiders was wrong.
It was only at the end of Tigerclaw's life that he second-guessed himself and his vision. Everyone was furious with him and didn't humor his rousing speech. Goldenflower wouldn't speak for him. Fireheart just looked at him with grief and pain so overwhelming that Tigerclaw couldn't keep meeting his eyes. Even Horoa, the god of justice and goodness, dressed him down as a disappointment. He had nothing by the end.
Perhaps he was given a mercy by being completely extinguished from existence itself. Otherwise he'd have to wander the world as a wraith, knowing that he failed everyone, that he was wrong, that he hurt his family and Clanmates for no good reason. He'd have to run for the rest of his pathetic ghostly afterlife, avoiding true heroes and lamenting how everything he had worked towards his whole life, all the crimes he committed and all the people he disappointed, none of it mattered. Nothing he aimed for was worth it.
I think it's a mercy, anyway.
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Breaking Bread, and Spilling Soup.
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#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#jiang yanli#jin zixuan#The amount of times I had to double check my spelling for Jin Zixuan...#Why does he have to have a cousin who's name is just one letter off...why...#I originally wrote out WWX asking for an update on his sister more explicitly - however even the Audio Drama has LWJ pick up#on the fact WWX wants to hear news about how JYL is doing. Though I'm certain he knows how much it will sting.#This might be official somewhere - but I personally believe that LWJ made the stop in Yiling to run into WWX to share the news.#Three days feels like a remarkable short time to tell someone about a wedding...though I imagine this wasn't LWJ's first attempt.#Maybe he delayed because he felt like it was not his news to share. Maybe he tried for weeks to find him.#Regardless...ouchie! A fun reminder that Jiang Yanli still means a lot to WWX even if he did cut ties with Yunmeng Jiang.#How many stabs to the heart did this feel like? To not be invited at all? To know she's marrying someone you fear will treat her poorly?#To know that the world and people you left behind haven't stayed stagnent. That they are moving on and moving away from you?#It never feels good to be left behind. Even when we burn the bridges with our own hands.
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hrrghgghbmnnmm x-men evolution nightcrawlerā¦.
i actually didn't care for him when i first started watching evo 'cause i thought him annoying as shit but now that is PRECISELY why i'm obsessed with him. Weird Kidā¢ kurt is just such an endearing concept and it's like he's just like me and I FUCKING LOVE THIS GUY SO MUCH
#also#the burning cds thing is so deeply important#(to me)#like im making this playlist for him#and im taking it way too seriously like usual#so when i got sick of blindly listening to random 90s playlists to no avail#at some point i ended up checking germany's top hits in the year 2001 (don't ask)#saw daft punk there a few times#thought āoh i've never really listened to daft punk !! maybe it would suit him !!ā#and my god is it the furthest thing imaginable from something i'd go out of my way to listen to#but in my heart of hearts i know..#i know that canonically its exactly the shit he'd listen to#and thus#the ultimate dilemma arises.#to have an accurate and immersive character playlist..#or to have a playlist that doesnt make me want to affect the trout population.#thank you for your time#xmen#xmen evolution#x men evolution#nightcrawler#kurt wagner
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gee ariden struggling with the enormity of others making you a symbol instead of a person. sorry i don't think solas can relate to any of that aw shucks.
this is definitely the turning point in their relationship from being mostly antagonistic to something a little more understanding. would be a shame if you started growing fond of the thing attached to your rift buster, solas.
pissed because way back when someone made a very good short lavellan comic about his reaction to the impromptu shemlen singalong and the utter Dread it inspired and it was so Good and i can't find it!!! and i want to acknowledge how much of an inspiration it was for me in really getting into the headspace of an elf inquisitor.
#solavellan#solavellan hell#solas#dragon age#ariden lavellan#in your heart shall burn#if you ask me what the fuck is going on with that tent i'm going to throw ninja stars as a defense mechanism
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Namalin
Namari x Falin
Easy short rarepair spotlight post for prosperity~ This one I didnāt think of on my own for once, I donāt know if itās just I forgot the decided-on ship name or what but I remember seeing really nice art and a couple posts about it that I canāt find again š Namalin warrior you are out there and not forgotten ty for making me see the light
I like that Namariās critical of Falin! I have a whole character analysis on Falin if youāre interested, but itās generally well noticed that people around Falin idealize her a lot. Laios, Marcille and Toshiro all put her on a pedestral of ultimate goodness in the world, a saintess if nothing short of perfection. Sounds like Chilchuck felt sort of creeped out by her vibes, uncomfortable because he couldnāt read her, so unlike Namari it seems he preferred steering clear of her rather than debate opposed ideologies like he usually does. Makes sense if unlike Namari his issue is with her cryptic aura rather than the stances she does show. "ā¦ The dungeon is no place for soft hearts" my ultimate namalin scene <333 Itās fun because while this scene is there to show us a lot of things, mostly to establish Falinās characters better as itās the first flashback of her we get, the conflict in it is more than anything else Falin vs Namari in how they contrast and clash and approach situations differently. Namari wants security in swift effective violence and thinks Falin too soft for her own good when she prefers a pacifist approach and promotes compassion even for the "undeserving" in Namariās eyes. Falin steps between the battle ready Namari and the ghost, fearless. Falin effortlessly gently exorcises the ghost without one step back, quickly. Falin proves someone wrong. Falin proves someone wrong.
I love thinking of Namari being surprised when she learns new aspects of Falin. I like Falin having the power to shape peopleās views on her. With Falin ships the most fun part for me is usually that point where Falin/the relationship becomes a clean slate: the person realizes they havenāt been seeing all of her, realizes thereās more of her they hadnāt noticed or that she hadnāt shown, that thereās change, a shift in the views on each other and the dynamic a bit.
Namari often feels like an external view looking in to meā¦ I need to make a proper analysis on her but like. I made a lamari post once (analytic more than personally invested rip sorry) and I go with the same Namari take here, I think sheās someone who tends to have an outsider view on people and relationships if that makes sense, sheās a coworker before anything else and sheās content staying at a distance, sheās not objective per se but she tries to keep feelings out of her choices and how she sees people (her lil arc on not staying to save Falin despite the existing camaderie but in the end asking to work for the Flokes more because she wants to stay with them). Sheās serious no nonsense on the job but friendly off the job and likes having casual friends, but sheās notā¦ She doesnāt really feel connected to the group. Sheās so focused on doing her job, even if she does get impulsive and passionate and too assertive for her bossesā tastes, so focused on working her reputation and life from the ground up that that professionalism and attitude limits her social life. It doesnāt help that her reputation makes her widely judged, so she probably enters social spaces on the derensive. The closest person she was to pre-canon as far as we knew was Chilchuck and even they have a very "coworker I get along with" dynamic more than friends, with a similar sense of boundaries, humor and world view. Also like canon says a few time, the party didnāt really try to get to know each other well pre-canon, didnāt hang out after work often no one knew where Marcille was from and no one thought that was weird (also how no one had the instinct to ask about Senshiās past) etc, the notable exception is weāre shown Namari and Chilchuck hitting taverns together and having a grand time. Everyoneās fine with things as they are, they get along decent even if not everyone considers each other friends exactly. Where Iām getting at is that to me, it feels like she tries keeping emotional distance. Emotional distance from people in general being something which in my interpretation of Falin is also present, which would make it a theme and common thread interesting to explore imo. But yes like, Namari looking at Falin, and how everyone treats her, and being more skeptical, seeing her for what she is a little more, maybe even uncharitable. "Why is everyone treating her like sheās all that? Sheās gentle sure but seems like a doormat to me" and then one day she comes running up with her mace ready to cave in someoneās face to protect Laios. So yeahā¦ Keeping her distance but one day Falin offering her some gentleness that feels very too personal for someone whoās not used to being genuine and simply showing that they careā¦ Them talking a bit which leaves her stumped and mindblown in a quiet way when Falin defies her expectations. Namari growing on Falin when she stays and decides to open herself up more, or when Falin ends up reading her really well like sheās shown to do with her parents and Marcilleās worries. Sheās very attuned to worrying and why and when different people do it especially when it comes to when they worry for others, perhaps because she does a lot of that too, so I think sheād nail down how Namari does care for the rest of the party and itād make Namari feel seen both in a warm validating way and in a scared naked way.
We see in the tentacles chapter that sheās someoneās whoās very protective and looks out for her peers in a tough love way. Sheās overbearing but itās because she wants everyone to have the best chances. I like that sheās very confrontational and somewhat pushy and rude, but itās tough love, itās protective care: asserting herself to better protect and defend. The opposite of Falinās type of care, quiet and self-sacrificial devotion. Theyāre barbarian x healer but theyāre also bodyguard x bodyguard in their attitude and role. ā¦ What I want for them is slow burn slice of life of being coworkers and slowly getting to know each other better, pretty fluffy, but god, put this way theyād have the potential to be such a hot layered mess of insanely mutually devoted codependenceā¦ Falin taking a hit for Namari and Namari being scarred by it forever, lots of arguments about it, my god.
I like that sheās the fighter to Falinās healer. I looove thinking of scenes of Falin healing Namari, necessitating touch and like, a moment of slowing down and sitting together in silence, too intimate, the perfect opportunity to connect that neither truly want to take until one day they do. I love how onesided I imagine the relationship would be at first. Again, as per my interpretation of Falin, I think Namari would have all these little observations and opinions on Falin meanwhile Falin really doesnāt think of Namari much at first. So Namari thinks a lot about Falin and thinks sheās got her pinned down but hasnāt (not that sheās fully wrong, sheād have credit and confront Falin on some of her flaws like the doormat thing), while Falin is very passive about Namari and doesnāt think deeply about her or anything but she read Namariās insecurities and logic well. Not unlike how Laios was the one who seemed to understand Namariās way of care the best in the party in the tentacles episode, and how he was very understanding of her choice and reasons. In Falinās case itās more like, the objectivity of passivityā¦ She cares about Namari less than Laios who generally seeks to form bonds, so her lack of investment allows her a neutral perspective. In that way another parallel with Namari that Iām drawing, except Namari lets feelings from her opinions seeps in moreā¦ Onesided beef my beloved. Iām going insane save me this post was a mistake. I think Falin takes the crumbs of friendship and love where she can without expecting or asking for anything more than whatās offered, and I think her relationship with Namari (or anyone really) would start out the way it did with Marcille: the other takes the initiative and they end up spending time together, Falin is friendly but unattached until the bond gets gradually and wordlessly strenghtened through regularly spending moments together. So! I think Namari would need to take a lot of the first steps, which since again sheās confrontational & argumentative and doesnāt hold herself back on that front that could spark a lot of conversations I think. Ooor since Falin cares about Namari less than Laios and Marcille she allows herself to be bolder herself lol. Or also circumstances force them to spend time together like dungeon party getting separated shenanigans.
I think their personalities match cutely, I think falin would try to protect namari like she does others but also Namari simply doesnāt need protection, just support. And I think theyāre complementary in that way that Namariās friendly but also wonāt sugarcoat things, and I think if she takes an interest in Falin it could go from there and she could develop some understanding of her and idk like an intrigued crushā¦.
Namari wants stability & security & to, like, not be judged and rejected and exiled lol, to find her nest her pack the place where she feels good and wanted in. I think having a fitting partner would help in that (similarly to how the found family with the Flokes seemed to. Oh another parallel, Falinās top priority is protecting Laios her brother and what Namari are a family figure) and I think Falin would fulfill that cozy protection and that warm ābeing seen and not judgedā feeling. But also Namari would run up to her and yell about her trying to sacrifice herself ever.
Another fun thread to explore: post-canon guilt for not having gone to save her. Sure, they werenāt close, but they had some nice memories, didnāt they? Namari cares, and it stings despite herself when it feels like people think she doesnāt. Oh it wasnāt a lost cause after all, oh itād have worked out, oh I could have stayed loyal and it wouldnāt have compromised myself in the end. Wanting to apologize to Falin, or just ahnging out with her and sharing a moment after she wakes up. And tangent but thatās interesting to think aboutā¦ Narratively, I think the purpose of Namari and Toshiro in the story, beyond strenghtening the theme of "seek to understand what is different from you and promote unity despite them" and fleshing the cast and worldbuilding, is Toshiroās purpose was being a foil & tool in Laiosā arc (trouble connecting with people) while Namariās was being and a foil & tool in Marcilleās arc (standing up for ideals without being out of touch with harsh realities and needs). They are the conflict that push our protagonists to growā and they explore different ways of dealing with a situation or topic, different ways of growing into themselves on that end: Laios needing to listen to others more and Toshiro needing to focus on voicing himself more to be able to connect, Marcille needing to learn ideals sometimes cost too much and Namari needing to internalize that ideals are sometimes worth risks (not only to be able to find a reasonable but fulfilling life balance, but also to get in touch with their compassion: Namari restricts her own too much and Marcille is too harsh on people she deems to be breaking values, like Namari not risking her life and career for a friend with no promise of success, or even like how Namari is harsh on Falinās way of doing things : too gentle, too soft, too idealistic) (similarly to Chilchuckās arc with Marcille too, and he also plays a hand in advancing that arc in the Namari chapters). We are getting far from namalin sorry ummm preview for future analyses like Toshiroās contrasting approach to grief and accepting loss.
More post-canon namalin! Thinking about a timeline whereā¦ Namari is fond of Falin finding herself and going off to do her thing. "Finally!" she thinks. If sheās still for hire, maybe Falin would want her to come along, either as guide or bodyguard <3, she knows Namari has a lot of good avice on a lot of things to give, plus theyāve worked together before. She hires Namari and they travel for a bit. Travel would do Namari good too I think, even if her end goal is to settle and I think Falinās would be too eventually. Seeing sights that light her wonder for the world and going places where people donāt know her story, donāt recognize her face or her name. Them, feeling free. Finding a companionship that feels uplifting instead of stifling or charged. Namari having been too in her head about reputation and social games and money that they hit the roads and spend time in nature and itās like, woah. Iāve been living in a small world with made up rules.
Ahh yes romance, Namari and Falin kissing after 3 years of not really knowing each other despite seeing each other every day then 2 months of wanting to spend more and more time together until theyāre an inseparable duo! Workwives. I want them to stand next to each other during campire time and Namari cracks little jokes and Namari laughs. I want Namari to gift Falin a bug caught in amber and for it to be their wedding/promised to each other thing.
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Rowdy but levelheaded barbarian x gentle healer that will also cave your face in with a mace I like itā¦ā¦ Theyāre an interesting duo of mixed stuff. Protection being your purpose and what youāre worth for, literally being a meat shield (Laios, Tansu), finding your individuality recognized and validated through a growing bond with the other. Sticking around as a love language. Also bug immortalized in amber and it being beautiful.
Nevermind this wasnāt short. Um! Anyways.
#Dunmeshi rarepairs#Namalin#Namari x falin#Falin x namari#Spoilers#Dungeon meshi manga spoilers#Bc of a chapter cover + post-canon talk#Namari#falin touden#Dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#Gotta make a namari analysis eventually. Maybe. One day. Tough skinned girl bc sheās been burned and reputation is v important#who cares but caring doesnāt put food on the plate. Whoās an outcast and foreigner and doesnāt have a home to go back to#Itās the hustle life. Idk what it is about the Floke that made her want to stay but thatās why i wanna look at the tansu party eventually#Namarlin ot3 is so good as wellā¦ esp if it focuses on namari#Namari is poly i know it in my heart#Also YES I know thereās 1 namarlin/namalin fic out there i havenāt read it. Yes i will. I just havenāt been reading much lately#Oh on that note -types up new post-#Analysis#character analysis#relationship analysis#meta#Holding my head#Complementary ships with conflict and character arcs i love you#Watch fumiās brain melt live#Fumi rambles#I need to go lay face down on the floor now#This sure is what I was supposed to take away from the canon text!#TAKE IT OFF MY HANDSSS TAKE IT AWAY FROM ME I NEED TO ACTUALLY GO DO CHORES#Namari betting Falin would reject Shuro but going āno comment -looks away-ā when asked whyā¦
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Is the renkaza a crackship?
nope! on ao3, they're the third biggest kny ship and the biggest kyojuro ship, actually--not that popularity automatically means a ship can't be crack? hm.
the definition of crackship is debateable lol but to me they're not cracky 'cuz the things akaza was saying during their mugen train fight and akaza's human backstory provide a lot of give in terms of connection points to kyojuro.
they're a ship for all the people who love enemies/rivals-to-lovers plots, and ships that involve a lot of physical fighting and/or searching for humanity, which are some of my fave things to look for haha. they can also just be deeply convoluted and toxic when romantically involved, which is its own brand of fun! (tho i personally tend to look for stuff that ends more wholesomely. angst with a happy ending my beloved. š)
i will say that while they're not a crackship, the au's where akaza just fucks off completely (like my au comic haha) or where kyo goes all-in on being a demon right away can come off cracky, but i think that's less "crackship" and more "crack taken seriously".
i hope this makes sense!
#rei replies#renkaza#akaren#kny#if there are two people fighting and one of them says 'I WANT TO FIGHT YOU FOREVER' i am one HUNDRED percent shipping them#the minute something like that is said they are already making out in my mind#ur so perfect kyojuro! u have to live forever so we can fight all the time kyojuro!#let me turn you into a demon so we can get married and cut off each others' arms forever kyojuro!#akaza was soooooo down bad#on the other side of it there's kyo forcing himself to be a pillar at all times. everyone looks up to him. he is always strong.#'SET YOUR HEART ABLAZE' he exclaims to his tsuguko and the slayers that all look to him for inspiration and guidance.#'my heart must be ablaze' he tells himself after the hundredth reprimand from the father who failed him#clutching onto his burning passionate heart so that his little brother will never see the way he crumbles on the inside.#no one should see him as anything less than the hashira he must be in his father's stead.#no one can see him weak--but for the demon that's already cut him to the quick and yet continues to insist that his strength is perfection.#and deeply empathetic kyojuro can do nothing but hope when he sees how akaza picks over his food and dogs at his heels asking for a fight.#idk there's a lot there. i feel like kyo can be ugly with akaza because he doesn't have to be perfect in front of a demon.#and like i mentioned earlier: akaza is nothing if not completely down bad for the flame hashira.#i digress
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literally no one was doing it like natsuno yuuki. he was genre savvy but he was also fucking gay so he still died. after his death he started dressing like the google search results for gay vampire. his only friends were his homoerotic bestie, an adult medical professional speed running his descent into madness, and two random kids he dug up his stalkerās grave with. he became a vampire and was immediately better at it than all of the other vampires but he thought they were bitches so he didnāt even tell them he turned. his last words was that he was never going to make it out of that town alive but if anyone could have it was him and thatās what makes him so tragic. he died trying to save someone who was never ever going to save him back. he wasnāt afraid to die because he was already dead. he burned the entire town to the ground mourning his own death and he didnāt do it to save a single goddamn person, he did it because they murdered him and he was going to fucking hurt them back for it. Iām obsessed with him
#natsuno yuuki#shiki anime#god this was such a good horror show#Ozaki was a force of his own but the actual thing that led to the downfall of the Shiki was Yuuki#Yuuki was the one who kept ozakiās will his own which led to the ultimate reveal of the Shiki to the town#he was the first one to realize that it was vampires out of everyone#he was the one at the heart of every major turning point in the fight against the Shiki#and the sheer grief he has for himself is fascinating#heās the one who fights the hardest to live initially#he wanted to get out of the town and go back to the city#heās genre savvy and resilient and he kept trying and trying to find a way out for himself and the people he cared about#that ended up being his downfall#he tried to find a way out for someone already turned and thatās what ended up killing him in the end#but whatās fascinating is that he accepts his own death and that completely shifts his approach#heās not trying to save his friend anymore#he doesnāt even tell him he was turned#heās not trying to find a way out anymore either#he accepts himself as dead#he doesnāt want to escape#he doesnāt want to save the town#he wants to revenge himself#his own parents didnāt even fight to save him but he mourns his own death so violently he makes a pyre out of the town for it#Tatsumi asks him why he sided with the humans and he says he didnāt. he just didnāt like the shiki all that much.#he didnāt do it to save the town. he /didnt/ save the town. the town burned to the ground. he did it to revenge himself#heās not afraid of dying because heās already dead but heās jinrou. heās one of the few vampires who COULD pretend to be normal#he chooses to die fully instead of play at being alive#Iām just so obsessed with him
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the coolest kids in forgotten valley!!ā
(ā¦it seems there may have been a stretch of time where rock and lumina were the only kids in forgotten valleyā¦š„²)
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#in the remake hugh and the playerās kid are the same number of years apart#so i can see them having very similar conversations n friendship#surely these two kids will grow up well adjusted and they will have no lasting effects from this kind of isolation. they will be fine#i have been thinking a lot about what their childhoods were like. i want to protect both of them#everyone who has anything to say about them as kids says that both of them were not well behaved children at all#tei says rock was rambunctious and energetic and hard to handle. sebastian says lumina was less than amenable#rock says he was bored to death when he first came here and lumina asks you not to tell romana that sheās lonely#lumina also hated wearing dresses so. she is very mad and ready to bite people maybe#sos awl#bokumono#my art#rock tumbling (sos)#harvest moon#story of seasons#story of seasons a wonderful life#bokujou monogatari#i like to imagine a au where pony and cecilia come to visit their familyās respective farms#so these two can have more friends ;w;#i am always thinking about how they were both severed from their families and taken in by someone else at a young age to live in nowhere#and they are both not exactly enthused about following the path laid out for them#headcanon ā ļø i wonder if rockās moving out on his own happened when he was a teenager. he was extremely confident everything would work out#anyway he got fired from every job ever and after many years came crawling back. and he came crawling back blond#at the time of chapter 1 lumina is baffled by the state of the guy she grew up with. why is he using dated slang and wearing disco costume#she is also kind of mad at him for having been gone for so long#hc ārock probably had more freedom as a kid than lumina did which probably annoyed her#once again takakura retrieves a small rock from the goddess pond and heās covered in poison ivy bee stings etc. no remorse#lumina from her window on the hill feels somehow jealous of these misadventures#lumina mentions in her heart event that she doesnāt often visit the beach because her skin burns easily#meanwhile rock was probably playing outside always. if his kid is any indication#idk i like thinking about the history of this extremely small village
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Maximus deserved to be the leading man of a sweet, gentle, romantic story, in which the only bad things that happen are misunderstandings and we're guaranteed a happy ending with him riding into the sunset, alive and well and content. HOWEVER
#it's so completely unfair that THIS is what happened to him instead#if ever there has been a man who didn't deserve any of that#90% of my fanfics are me and maximus in romcom scenarios#or rather period drama romance scenarios#is it so much to ask?? for him to be happy???#is it so much to ask that i be the one to make him that way????#I AM HOLDING HIM SO TENDERLY IN MY ARMS RIGHT NOW#I SWEAR I AM#giving him a tender forehead kiss and telling him i love him so much#just listening to his heart beat and feeling him fall asleep in my arms#I NEED IT I NEED IT SO BAD#let me give the precious man a moment of peace and love#I LOVE HIM I ADORE HIM I CHERISH AND TREASURE HIM SO VASTLY#he is the brightly burning lamp and i am the moth that can't stay away from him#gladiator#text posts#maximus#maximus decimus meridius#gladiator 2000#russell crowe
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HIS PERFECT KINGDOM OF KILLING SUFFERING AND PAIN
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3: Your strangest kin: AM from I Have No Mouth and I Must Scream. It's not really a kin per se, i just really resonated with him :]
#flashing#gore#deliver me from being perfect and complete [queue]#you dont ask questions about project mayhem [boards]#lyrics: heresy by nine inch nails#computer#technology#digital#burning#melting#sfx#organs#code#hearts#vhs#orange#white#red#black#stim#stim gif#stimboard
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What would Tigerclawās reign have looked like if he hadnāt been a homicidal prick? Since Horoa said he couldāve been the finest in leader in generations, I have to wonder.
I feel like, with his passion, drive, love for his home and Clanmates, and dedication to helping his Clan prosper, he'd be truly great. Assuming we're on the Good End of his lifetime, that is - where he dismisses he dark ideas brewing in the back of his mind and keeps himself on the straight and narrow, earning his ascension peacefully and fairly. He'd be eager to help all of his Clanmates be the very best cats they could be, whether as a fighter or as a person, and ThunderClan would naturally grow strong from the support of their excellent leader and the support of each other. Granted, they wouldn't be very kind to outsiders, but barely any less than they are usually. Tigerstar would have been highly respected by the other Clans - it'd be a wonder that he wasn't leader any sooner.
And if a certain little kittypet newcomer managed to prove himself to have the heart of a lion, and Goldenflower took a particular interest in him...well, having one extra son to be proud of couldn't hurt.
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I just finished the game romancing Lucanis and that is all there is? I've romance Emmrich, Bellara and Davrin so far and Lucanis his romance feels like it's missing content. Is that intended or a bug because it feels like a bug.... Please tell me it's a bug.
Well my dear listener if it's any consolation you are roughly the 20th person who had asked me directly if Lucanis' romance is bugged
#I literally spent half of my gameplay thinking his romance trigger was bugged#Listen you guys I know what a slow burn is and while I love the character that was tepid at best#compared to past DA and ME games and how much the development team was hyping up interactions with the companions well... yeah it sucks#asks for bee#Seriously I've had a lot of people dm me and ask if their games bugs#it breaks my heart
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i rlly like ur art :3 ur improving so much!! ^w^
katmaflower doodle for youā¦ā¦
Awawwawaw wawwawawwaw karmaflower!
I like these doodles.
#Warm hugs for saint#rain world#rw slugcat#art#rw art#rw shipping#rw saint#slugcat#rw artificer#rw#rw karmaflower#rw artisaint#Ask#Ask me#not my art#These are two reasons why I'm still here.#My heart burns when I see these two together#I really like this drawing#I love it
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I title this one the weird ass clown guy i found under my shoe
They a bit (a lot) unhinged
#sui mention#suicide mention#tw sui joke#sui joke#oc.seth#oc.osiris#black lumaban#fungus.doodle#shitpost#reanimated heart#also in the prologue they were running from a murder they absolutely committed#they listen to their intrusive thoughts and have abandonment issues what a great combo!#an extrovert that hates people#they want to die but wonāt downright kill themself. they want to BE killed#anyways other than the obvious issues they have theyāre just a silly guy and like doing magic tricks#they ask if you wanna see some magic and then you have a 50/50 chance if they do the coolest card tricks ever or they pull out lit fireworks#new update was fire btw like my hot gf#my hot boyfriend and his hot boyfriend are so cool#im gonna murder them all (makes an absolutely unhinged character)#also fun fact: osiris is religious but they HHHATE IT like they see a crucifix and develop a plan to burn it within .2 seconds#me about to project my religious trauma onto my ocs:#they strive to make things Worse#anyways thatās it thatās the post
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Louie commits arson in GameStop to play pikmin for free
(He doesnāt know that pikmin bloom exists)
GO PLAY PIKMIN #35
Arson is THE answer (too bad for pikmin bloom)
#GO PLAY PIKMIN#go play pikmin ask#nintendo#pikmin#pikmin fanart#louie#artists on tumblr#art#fire in your heart fire in your soul#burn#gpp#ask
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šThis handsome hunk truly radiated in this eraš
#he is the source of my permanent state of šheart eyesš#I'm such a freaking sucker for guys with brown eyes and Wesley just has the prettiest brown orbs that pair so well with his cute smile#I wanna hold hands with him and snuggle against his broad chest. Is that too much to ask?#just find me swooning over Wesley Louden Borland until the day I day#and then in the afterlife too. this is a full time job folks.#Wes Borland#Limp Bizkit#nu metal#Black Light Burns#down the rabbit hole
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