#buck is mad

[boasamishipper]

rewatching 7.04 now and my god jealous!buck is so fucking funny

eddie: that guy really knows his engines. you should hear that thing purr now

buck: i wanted him to make my engine purr 😠

eddie: what

buck: what

[demisexual-eddie-diaz]

You break it, you fix it:

A Buddie Fic

(Eddie is dating again, and Buck is mad)

Three dates, two weeks.

Eddie has been on three dates, in two weeks.

And that’s not the part that bothers Buck.

I mean, yeah, he hated that he wasn’t the one Eddie was taking on dates. But, it’s not like Eddie liked any of these girls. He’d come back to work the next day and talk about how ‘crazy’ his Tia is for making him go on all these dates, with women he’s not interested in in the slightest. That was, until the fourth date.

“So, Eddie, how was this week's date?” Chim asked as Buck and Eddie made their way to the firehouses table.

“It actually wasn’t that bad.”

“Really?” Hen chimes in, “how so?”

“She’s…nice? I mean, the other women were obviously not my type. But I guess, she could be? I’m not sure, I’d have to go on another date with her.”

“Another date?” Shit. Buck didn’t mean to sound that angry.

Everyone turned their heads towards him, Chim and Hen’s mouths hanging open and Eddie’s face all scrunched up.

“I mean- uh..” Buck started, but then the alarm went off. Thank you, universe, thank you.

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To say Buck was off the rest of the day would be the best way to describe what was going on. In reality, he was pissed. Pissed at Tia Pepe for making Eddie go on these dates and pissed at Eddie for agreeing to them.

But most of all? That woman. He was so, so mad at her. Whoever she is. He imagines her and Eddie at some random restaurant with candles on the table. He’s dressed up for her. And laughing. Laughing at some probably unfunny joke, just to make her happy. He’s supposed to be laughing at Buck’s unfunny jokes. If he even makes jokes that aren’t funny.

“Buck? Helloooo?” He turned his head and saw Hen waving at him.

“Come on, Buckaroo, we’re at a scene.” Chim says, trying to push him out.

“Right, uh, sorry.”

They shared worried looks that Buck can’t see and whispered to keep an eye on him today.

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Despite Buck’s mood, all of the calls went smoothly today. It was back at the station when Buck finally broke.

“Hey, you coming over for pizza tonight? Chris has his sleepover, I’ve just got to dropped him-” Eddie starts

“No, I don’t want to go ‘over for pizza.’ Hell, Eddie, I don’t even want to see you right now. So, can you please just get out of my face and let me go home. You’ve probably got some girl waiting for you anyways. You promised her a second date, right? Yeah, go have fun. Just leave me alone.”

Buck storms off, not even grabbing his bag, and turns the keys in his Jeep with a bang. Great. Now his elbow is bleeding and will likely be bruised.

He heads back to his loft and buries his face in his pillows. It takes mere seconds for him to sobb into them.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, DAMNIT BUCKELY.” He screams, punching the pillow next to him.

“You always fuck stuff up. Everything good, you ruin it.” He says, sitting up and running his hand over his hair.

He looks up at the clock, realizing that Chris is already at his sleepover. Maybe it’s not too late to try and fix it.

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After texting Chris a confirmation that he’s already at his friends, and an embarrassing amount of Taylor Swift songs, Buck wipes his tear stained eyes on his sleeve, and walks up to Eddie’s door.

After unlocking the door with a click, he steps into Eddie’s living room, throwing his jacket down on the couch.

“Eddie? Hey, uh, could we talk?”

“One sec, Buck.” Eddie replies, stepping out of the shower. He’s wearing only gray sweats and water is dripping down his chest.

Don’t stare, Buckley, don’t stare, Buckley, don’t stare-

“Uh, sorry, were you going somewhere?” Buck says, finally looking up. Is Eddie,, blushing?

“Yeah, to yours. Wanted to see what was going on. Didn’t feel like it would be a phone conversation, y’know?”

“Yeah, probably not.” Buck sighs, sitting on the bar stool closest to Eddie.

“So..? You going to tell me what’s up?”

“I, are you?” he inhales, deeply, “are you really going to go out with that girl again?” Shit. Did those words really come out of his mouth?

Eddie moves his knee closer to Buck’s, pressing them together.

“Why do you ask?”

He doesn’t know why. Well, yes he does, but he can’t tell Eddie why. He’d ruin it all. Ruin it more than it already is.

“Evan? Can you please tell me why?”

Fuck it.

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“I don’t want you to. Go out with her again. Or anyone else. Ever. Ever again.”

Eddie’s hand moves to Buck’s knee and he attempts to get him to look at him. Buck’s been staring at the floor since they sat down.

“Why, Evan. Why don’t you want me to go out with her again? Or anyone.” He asks, knowing the answer.

Buck finally breaks his staring contest with the floor and looks into Eddie’s eyes. When did he start crying?

“Because, Eddie, I don’t..I don’t want you to see anyone. I don’t want you to need anyone.”

“Need anyone..?”

“But me. I don’t want you to need anyone, but me.”

They’re both crying at this point and Eddie stands him and Buck up, Buck immediately hiding his face in Eddie’s neck.

“Okay. Okay, Evan, I’ll never go out with anyone else again. Except you. And I promise to never need anyone but you ever again. I’ve always needed you, and I always will. I love you so damn much, Evan.” Eddie sobs, running his hands over Buck’s hair.

He kisses the side of Buck’s face,softly. Soothing him. Grounding him. Loving him.

“Good. And I’m sorry.”

“For?”

“For telling you this way.”

“Wouldn’t want it any other way, mi amor. Not for one second.”

[set-wingedwarrior]

Great news for who couldn't afford the FIRST subscription!

[daffi-990]

Seeing comments on Facebook like “Buck was always a ladies man” or “he’s never shown any interest in guys before” is why this story arc is so important.

Bisexual people exist and so often get dismissed or told to pick a side or that they just can’t commit to being gay or some other shit.

Just because you show a preference to one gender doesn’t mean you can’t be attracted to another.

And you don’t have to have your sexuality figured out at a certain age! It’s fluid! It changes! You could not discover something about yourself until you are away from toxic noise and finally are in a place where you feel safe.

I’m just .. I’m so thankful for Oliver and Tim and how they’re wanting to tell this story.

Especially Oliver.

He loves Buck so much and he sees the bi community and he wants to give them the best representation he can.

*sighs*

just yeah .. this story arc is important and Oliver is cradling it so gently in his hands because he knows how precious it is

[rosietherivendell]

"Christopher would absolutely have something to say about that. That kid cannot shut up about you." Oh I bet. Tommy rolls up to the Diaz house expecting a chill time with Eddie and gets met with a teenager who brings Buck up in every sentence. That's usually Buck's seat. Buck never forgets to use a coaster. Oh yeah you fly helicopters cool did you know Buck saved someone from a helicopter crash? We already watched this movie with Buck. That's not what we order when Buck is here why aren't there extra crab rangoons? etc etc etc Christopher only told Buck about Tommy agreeing with his Star Wars opinions because his bullshit radar is so fine tuned that the second Tommy patronized him the tiniest bit (as most adults do talking to teenagers it's not Tommy's fault my dude is fighting for his life) he was like my father will hear about this and Buck is so jealous he has no idea Chris is complaining

[911-incorrect-quotes-dispatch]

Chim: Our Buck? You’re into Evan Buckley? Ravi: The drill sergeant from hell? The chainsaw maniac? Chim: The power czar? The clipboard tyrant? Hen: The firehose? The chainsaw wielding menace? Eddie: Yup, all of those. Any thoughts? Hen: And prayers, Eddie. Many, many prayers.

[mythtakens]

Buck and Eddie at work 😗✌️🚒

[cashmoneyyysstuff]

you are . . NOT !!

katsuki watches the maury show with you

you’re watching the maury show on your computer when katsuki marches into your room without a word and flops down next to you on your bed.

“ hello to you, too.” you snort. his words are muffled by your sheets but you’re about 90% sure he told you to shut up, you ignore it.

he lays face down on your bed for a while not saying anything and you know he’s had a long day and wants to be close to you without actually talking. you don’t mind, you’ll give him his space until he reaches out himself.

and he does after a little bit, turning his head around to face you as he looks from you to your computer screen, eyes focusing on the woman screaming that the man she cheated on her husband with was 100% not the father of her baby, mixed with the cheers of the audience.

he looks at you and raises a brow “ what’s happenin ?”

“ lady cheated on her husband with his brother.” you respond.

“ his brother ?” he repeats. his eyebrows furrow and you know he’s hooked. if there’s one thing katsuki loves but will never admit he does, it’s trash tv.

you nod, grinning somewhat evilly “his brother. now they’re trying to find out which one’s the father.”

he hums, scooting himself closer to you so he can see the screen too. he flips himself around so his neck isn’t craned at that awkward angle anymore and settles himself down right next to you. hook, line and sinker.

he wraps his arm around your shoulder and shoves his head in your neck, breathing you in. you both don’t say anything. “do you want me to play it from the beginning for you ?” he shakes his head in your neck. you reach your hand up to scratch at his scalp and you smile when he sighs. he holds you a little tighter, pressing feather light kisses into your neck.

katsuki’s never been good at expressing himself with any other emotion that isn’t anger. it makes him feel stupid and weak and soft. he’s had a long fucking day and he doesn’t wanna talk about it, simply wanting to indulge in you but he can’t tell you that, can’t find the words to, so he tries to find other ways to tell you and he hopes you understand and you do.

katsuki’s thankful for you because sometimes he wants to talk, wants to open up about what’s bothering him but sometimes he doesn’t. he doesn’t and you don’t pry when you know he doesn’t and he’s so thankful for you. he presses kisses on your skin and soft bites at your flesh to convey just how thankful he is, how grateful he is for having you. he hopes every warm press of his lips against your skin can convey how much he loves you loving him. and it does, because you turn your head and kiss the side of his head so sweetly and he knows you’re it for him.

he’ll tell you all of this one day, he promises. he’ll tell you all the thoughts swimming around in his head one day, but he hopes this’ll do for now. and unknowingly to him, it absolutely does.

he pulls his head out of your neck and kisses you hard on the cheek one, two, three times and you giggle. you feel him smile into your cheek when he kisses you a fourth time.

“fuck’re they screamin’ about ?” he says and you turn to look back at the screen. the woman is yelling at her husband’s brother vehemently denying the possibility of him being her baby’s father. you feel a little bad for laughing. “ she says he’s not the dad” you answer.

he clicks his tongue “ why the fuck is she on the show then.” he says, turning his attention back to your computer but his grip on you stays secure. you press yourself a little closer to him.

you’re still smiling lightly when you look back at your screen, simply shrugging. “ she said something about her having more sex with her husband than with him.” you answer and he snorts.

“ ten bucks neither one of them’s the father.”

[hisbucky]

*sometime after Eddie left* Buck: I think your dad is going to do something stupid. Chris: I think so too. Buck: Did you see his face? Chris: I know. And he bought us pizza. Buck: Guilt food. The audacity. Chris: ...We're still going to eat it, right? Buck, smiles: ...I mean, it can't be called guilt food if we're not going to eat it.

[smallandalmosthonest]

i know no one who hates bucktommy is still following me but if somehow someone sees this and they were considering review-bombing the episode, please consider that there is a very talented child actor who was given an immense challenge in that episode and he was featured in a way he has never been on that show and maybe consider how it would feel for that child if the episode that showcases his acting in such a big way, receives a bunch of shit reviews

[epiphainie]

day three mindset is maybe i could engage with canon compliant content too bc god their breakup was really juicy i hate that it's juicy

[lover-of-mine]

Buddie Countdown to Season 7:

16 days.

[eddiebuckley-diaz]

Every time Tommy says “Evan” it comes out so soft and awed like Buck is something precious he doesn’t want to let go of

[buckley-diaztruther]

sometimes I read fics where buck gets hurt/does something reckless and eddie gets so mad at him and tear him a new asshole. and while I don't hate these scenes every time I do think it's really important to note that eddie has never once, in canon, yelled/gotten mad at buck the way everyone else has over his recklessness. dismayed, sure (like when buck took off on the bicycle to save chim), but never angry. closest we've seen is him telling buck about the will and he wasn't even like. mad. or if he was, he didn't let it show to buck as anger.

it kind of circles back to the invincible vs expendable thing. everyone else sees bucks behavior as cock recklessness. but eddie KNOWS where buck is coming from every time and tends to lean towards strong but gentle reminders that 'yes, I know you and I know this is who you are and your heart is one of the reasons we love you. but you also matter regardless, you have things to live for as well. reasons to prioritize yourself.'

and while there is something so juicy about eddie completely losing his cool I also just would love to see more of this quiet, graceful understanding and support

[zedleaked]

CATCHING UP ON CRINGETOBER BECAUSE I WAS ON VACATION FOR A BIT

DAY 1: SCREENSHOT REDRAW

DAY 2: TSUNDERE

[bucksboobs]

Sometimes it is vital to take a step back and remember Evan “Buck” Buckley, a character that was introduced as womanizing manwhore with a heart of gold beneath it all, is now, 7 seasons in, bisexual and dating a man. Like holy shit that is so cool. When do we LGBTs EVER get something like this?