#bsd natsume soseki

[akutasoda]

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May I request Natsume with a fem s/o who is a single mother? :3

a father's love

synopsis - natsume with a single mother lover

includes - natsume

warnings - fem!reader, reader has a child, fluff, slight angst, following???(he follows you as a cat?), wc - 787

taglist - @vi-chan07

↪being a single mother always had it's up and downs - the downs mainly coming from the dating side of your life. most people unfortunately didn't want the extra person or if they did they couldn't sit with the fact that it wasn't theirs.

↪you had come to accept that this would be the majority reaction and so you didn't care as much and even put dating to the bottom of your list of priorities. you wanted to spend more time focusing on yourself and your child.

↪ you had noticed more recently that there had been a calico around, your child would always be playing with the cat. you thought it was sweet and sometimes when you tried to usher your child back home with you, they'd give you a pouty face and you'd almost felt bad.

↪you had met natsume a couple of weeks after the calico sightings. he was a gentleman through and through and was a kind man who listened to you. he seemed to know exactly how to make your heart swoon and it was a welcome change.

↪eventually, you managed to end up on a date with him. you realised then and there you hadn't once mentioned that you were infact a mother and so you planned to tell him then. you didn't want to catch feelings just for him to turn away at the moment you mentioned your child.

↪you shrunk in on yourself when you slowly mentioned your child, assuming he would make that same face everyone else did - a face that contorted into discomfort but they were always too polite to say anything to your face, just the same message the next day.

↪to your surprise he only seemed to light up. he offered you a gentle smile and asked about your child, you were in a slight shock to answer properly but affter seeing how he genuinely wasn't uncomfortable you slowly started telling him about your child. the entire time he held a gentle smile as he could tell you feared it'd put him off.

↪after your first date you could tell you were in deep. the mere thought of natsume made you smile like a lovesick fool and the fact that he hadn't shunned you for being a single mother only made you get rid of all the wall you put between yourself and others.

↪it would take a couple more dates and for the two of you to decide this was a serious relationship before he met your child. natsume had some slight trepidations about meeting your child, he feared slightly that perhaps they wouldn't accept him as he wasn't there original father but those worries soon melted away.

↪ especially when your child's first impression of your new lover was one you hadn't expected and caught both of you off guard - they pointed out how he looked like the cat they saw but you laughed it off as a coincidence.

↪natsume and your child got along all too well. he indulged your child in whatever idea or request they had but stull knew how to keep a slightly strict attitude when it came to outlandish requests or misbehaviour. your child simply adored him and would practically be hanging off his leg.

↪soon enough natsume would join you on your family outings with your child. if anyone saw you three together they could easily mistake natsume as the original father. sometimes that idea seemed daunting as you felt like you shouldn't impose your child on natsume like this but he always assured you he didn't mind.

↪days easily blurred into weeks and months with natsume around. your lover ever so doting on both you and your child's needs, you felt bad he did so much for the two of you but you loved how naturally he fit into both of your lives.

↪natsume sometimes went away for a night or two and he always assured you it was work - he always returned with something for both you and your child. when he went away you'd notice that same calico's presence around you and your child, like it was protecting the both of you.

↪you joked about adopting it or something to natsume once or twice and he only smiled back. he'd listen to how you felt like it was a protective charm when he was away, a sign that he would return and he smiled more before kissing the crown of your head and promising that he'd always protect you and your child.

↪the family he felt slightly nervous about joining as he feared your kid wouldn't like him but now he couldn't imagine himself anywhere else apart from with his family.

[plinko-mori]

Hiiiii!

Saw the ask about the cycle of abuse and wanted to ask—what are your thoughts about Mori and Natsume's relationship?

Hello! <333

My thoughts in Natsume and Mori's relationship are... Not too easy to explain????

But this will be a little long because of the pictures I'm sorry

The stare Ougai gives to Natsume, I don't know if hate but the anger, how probably he thinks his sensei is "mistreating" him

Not only that, Ougai didn't join in his plans because Natsume was a great person, because they got along... Mori never said that, he only thought in the city he loves a lot

Also since Natsume is a reference to the real life author Natsume, we have to consider the author's personality, way to be, his angry issues and also this quote in an article that one of his grandkids did about him... Horrible person, horrible attitudes but still a author that was loved except for his family

I remember someone told be about one of Natsume's work that there was a sensei with a younger boy that had the heart broken... That sounds too Mori after everything what happened in The Dancing Girl because it was devastating but again I'm sorry I don't remember it well

[amethystroselily]

Ok, I’m reading Gaiden, and I was like “it’s kind of funny that Ayatsuji has cats. He doesn’t seem like the type.” And then I was like WAIT. It’s calico. Is that FUCKING NATSUME????

[plinko-mori]

I want to add facts to your interpretation that is also my interpretation + more things (sorry)

Vita Sexualis is a book that, in a simple summary, an asexual person trying to live with people not understanding he is asexual

What you say actually makes sense because the original book is more related to a self discovery based on the past experiences and the visions of others at the moment to compare «sexual life» you know?

I haven't said this on Tumblr but on Instagram yes: Mori treated different both of them, not because it was a boy and a girl. It's more deep than that, we have to consider Mori's different vision on them + context (War and Port Mafia, different circumstances)

I want to add this:

I don't know you guys, but I personally understand here that he didn't join because of Natsume. He joined the tactic because of the city, not the sensei

Let's loom at this panel

How Mori looks at Natsume...

I'm not good at emotions but he doesn't look to happy to see his sensei at all, specially with that dialogue like "You should believe more in me" and

I don't know if you see the same as me but like... More than surprised he looks horrified in a way?

Mori had and has not the best relationship with Natsume, I know it

A lot of people are going to hate me for this, but

Analysis on why Mori treats Yosano and Dazai differently. So, both Dazai and Yosano are implied in the narrative to represent Mori's "children" figures, but for very different reasons. Yosano was a rebel and carefree child with a strong personality, and Mori says that "her fortitude was amazing". We can notice that he was really friendly with her at first. He really admired her, and in particular the way she spoke back and fought against authority, a thing that Mori never really had but wished to have. In short, young Yosano represented what Mori aspired to be. That is why Elise was modeled after her, because abilities in bsd's world are tied with the user's soul. I think that many people misinterpreted Vita Sexualis, it has never been said that ot represents what Mori is attracted sexually too, but it represents what Mori desires. Elise is also a symbol of Mori's guilt, for traumatizing Yosano in that way during the war. He never intended to hurt Yosano in any way because he cared about her, but he felt obligated to do it for the "greater good". Now, let's talk about Dazai. We can see that even from the start, Mori doesn't treat Dazai the way you would normally treat a 14 yrs old, but he treats him like an adult, sort of like he was one of the people working with him. Then plan strategies together, they talk about cruel acts without any bother, and Dazai becomes his right-hand man. This is because Mori knew that Dazai was a really smart, intelligent and dark soul. Mori treated young Dazai so differently because he said multiple times that he reminded him of himself. I think that no one would want to see the darkness that they had in themselves everyday, like a reminder of all those terrible things. Dazai was Mori's reality, the cold truth that he is supposed to serve the city and commit terrible acts for the greater good, while Yosano was his dream of becoming careless.

(This is just my very very personal interpretation ofc!! Everyone has their own opinions which I totally respect. Also, sorry if I wrote anything wrong, I am so sorry lol.)

[raccoonwxrks]

Cat person

[sableeira]

You know how “the moon is beautiful tonight, isn’t it?” is used as an expression for love confessions? It’s said that Natsume Soseki came up with it after overhearing a student translate “I love you” to Japanese in a very literal sense. While there is no source confirming that this exchange actually happened, I still think a scene referencing the expression with Natsume randomly appearing would be hilarious

[yah1dka]

dazai: chuuya, don`t you feel something weird?

chuuya: HUUUUh? you think this is the right question after kissing me? if you don`t like me you should say so!

dazai: no, like, someone's watching us, chibi

chuuya: you`re just being paranoid

natsume in his cat form, watching the extention of his little science fukuzawa-mori partnership project: yeah, dazai, don`t think about it

[iamthemess]

Wanna know what else I'm obsessed with?

It's Natsume. Lots of people forget about him or never even really noticed him. but I did and he is honestly the most unsettling character to me.

He is constantly around Dazai, watching throughout 15 and dark era and he spies on the agency/Dazai? in the present timeline too.

He appears around PM Dazai all the time unless he is with Mori or Chuuya but not Odasaku. He watched the lupin trio.

It's not just the watching, it's the interfering. He gave Oda that book, that book that made Oda who he is and in turn made Dazai who he is.

Was Mori really the only one who made the decisions about Oda dying? Why was there no other choice unless it was a part of a bigger plan?

He put Mori in a prime position where he would be called upon to treat the old mafia boss, where he could learn and understand that the city was falling apart. For a lot of that time the person giving him orders was Natsume.

Natsume was the one who hired Fukuzawa to be Mori's body guard.

Natsume was the one who made the detective agency a possibility.

He is the one who put Mori and Fukuzawa in charge of opposite organisations. What else did he do?

How did Mori find Yosano? Where did Dazai come from? How did the guild know about Atsushi?

Time and time again Natsume shows up to create a chain of events leading up to creating a perfect pair who could cause devastation and/or save the city.

He started with Mori and Fukuzawa, Mori who would continue this line of succession by creating soukoku, Dazai and Chuuya. Mori even quotes something Natsume told him. "only diamonds can polish diamonds."

Dazai, with Natsume possibly guiding him, goes on to find his own diamonds to be polished and creates Shin soukoku.

Everything that has happened can stem from Natsume, a character we rarely see and isn't outwardly stated as important. What is he hiding?

[theghostinabadbook]

If i had a nickel for every time a Port Mafia assassin was conviced to stop killing by someone who can turn into a cat so they could learn the value of life, died saving someone, and started to protect/take care of a child in the middle of a abilities conflict, i would have two nickels, which isn't a lot but it's weird that it happened twice.

[sorcerersandskillusers]

What do you think Fukuzawa thought when he watched one of his secretary's cats, a cat who he has probably seen hundreds of times and maybe even held and given treats too...

Turn into not just a grown ass man, but a man who Fukuzawa greatly respects and who helped him build the ADA, no to mention the man who originally partnered him with Mori.

Like what must have been going through his head, "Was I giving dried fish to NATSUME-SENSEI THIS WHOLE TIME???

[moxie-girl]

can u imagine tumblr in the BSD universe. i think Haruno would run a popular straycatj/pangur and grim-esque blog about mii-chan and. could u imagine the drama of “popular beloved internet cat turns out to be some guy with an ability”

[akutasoda]

HAPPY 1000 FOLLOWS!!!!!!!!! 🎉🎉

Your event looks very fun, may I join in?? I'd like to have platonic headcanons of Natsume (bsd) with a granddaughter who decided to join the port mafia at a young age, but acts very fairly, doesn't harm innocents and basically acts according to her own sense of justice. I hope this isn't confusing!! 😅

PLEASE TAKE CARE AND TAKE YOUR TIME!!!! 🥰 MWAH!!! 💋

moral decisions

synopsis - he doesn't quite know how to react to the news of you joining a mafia

includes - natsume - platonic!

warnings - fem!reader, fluff, slight overprotectiveness, small mentions of injuring someone, wc - 585

a/n: thank you!! of course you can join and you take care aswell! <3

↪out of anything natsume would try and predict you telling him when you started a sentence with 'i have something to tell you', he would not guess that his granddaughter would be joining the port mafia. reasonably, it threw him off guard and he resisted the urge to openly show his shock.

↪he understood the fact that it was your life and you could do what you wanted with it but he still felt like he should openly show his hesitation. it wasn't really the fact that you were joining but it was more that he didn't want you getting caught up in something at your age.

↪it would be very hypocritical of him to outright show his dislike of you joining when his old student was the boss. so he settled for voicing his concerns to you about joining so young - in his eyes you still had a great deal of your life to live out and he couldn't bear to see you die so early on in your line of work.

↪maybe it was also the fact that he would have a granddaughter who would be a criminal but again one of his old students was a criminal. you assured him that you wanted to join with the intention of still acting fairly and legally - as legal as you could get for becoming associated with a mafia.

↪you always surprised him and your proposition was intriguing as it was unheard of. a part of him could almost blame the mafia themselves for allowing someone of your age to get caught up in that kind of stuff - but you joining and willingly staying away from harm, he didn't quite know how that would go down.

↪he knew he wouldn't be able to stop you when you made up your mind and so he would always check up on you more than usual. he breathed out a sigh of relief when you announced to him that you had joined, a small oart of him worried you would be hurt just from trying to join.

↪you were well aware that the calico that sat around you at work was natsume, yet you hadn't the heart to bring him up on it as you knew he was trying to protect you. although sometimes you wondered why the boss of the port mafia would stare down the cat, surely he didn't know right?

↪natsume was very pleased to know you kept your word to him. he knew from you telling him about your day to him openly becoming your shadow that you were acting on your own sense of justice - no matter the looks you got from other members.

↪sure he wasn't exactly the proudest when you would tell him about some of the work assinged for you to do but he was happy that you didn't stoop down to some of the mafiosos level and harm innocents. it was a rather bittersweet arrangement for him, he enjoyed seeing how happy you were but he wished it wasn't involving the mafia.

↪again, at the end of the day it was your life and he couldn't stop you from doing what you wanted. he just had to hope that you wouldn't get hurt and if he had to personally make sure that wouldn't become true, then so be it. maybe a small part of him would be proud that you still held up your moral compass even in the darkest depths of yokohama's underworld.

akutasoda's 1k event

[plinko-mori]

Rintarou had a good relationship with his children, you will not find anything about them speaking bad about his father or being afraid of him... Rintarou Mori never gave them traumas, he was an admirable dad

For what I know, his ex couple's didn't hate him at all... But I can't confirm this information since I don't remember where I may be read that

On the other hand, Soseki Natsume's children were traumatized, afraid of him... He had most horrible memories than good memories with their dad, some of them completely feared him, others had still respect for their dad

The "special case" being one of Soseki's grandchildren who was extremely empathetic towards him

His ex-wife ended up bad psychologically speaking because oh Natsume's behavior, which is extremely depressing

Isn't it curious how in BSD we see the opposite?

Mori is remembered mostly for bad things, both fandom and characters

Natsume is remembered for more good things, both fandom and characters

[mackerel22]

Dazai: I don't know what I feel about chibi.

Natsume, in his cat form: You fucking spend all day and night thinking of ways to annoy him, you call him with pet names, he's your partner in crime, you trust him to save you every fucking time you're in death's door, he's the reason you don't wanna die anymore and you don't know how you feel? Please, for fuck sake, you love him.

Dazai:

Natsume: I mean— meaw.

[selfaware-bungou-stray-dogs]

Spooktober. Lantern

Self-Aware! Ichiyo Higuchi x GN! Reader x Self-Aware! Natsume Soseki

Description: You and Higuchi are trying to praise an ugly decorative lantern, and Natsume is a cat.

Warning: OOC. English is my second language. Fluff. Short

A/N: A short fic for a Spooktober.

You were eyeing a decorative lantern on your table. It was a present from one of your distant uncles. He worked in a decor stores and, for some reason, took half of his paycheck in decorations.

Probably for presents.

You weren't against a new decor item. But, you were against this one lantern.

It was ugly. Not in a "cute ugly, "Halloween ugly" or a "funny ugly" way. In an "ugly and cheap" way. The mansion might not have a luxurious decor, but you still have standards.

And you can't get rid of it. Because your uncle used a courier to deliver the lantern to you, and you were currently on the video call with the uncle, and he knew and saw, that lantern were in good shape. And, if you threw it away, he will be disappointed.

"So, what do you think?" your uncle sounded proud of himself. You were thinking for the best way to answer his question. Higuchi decided to fill the awkward silence.

"It looks... unique." she tried not to look at the lantern or at the monitor. You slowly nodded.

"Yes... Unique..."

Your uncle frowned.

"You didn't like it?"

You quickly grabbed the phone and start circling around the living room, shoving it to your uncle.

"No, I like it. It will be the great audition for the room, see? Everyone will pay attention to it the moment they come in."

Higuchi lips moved, but she didn't make a sound. Thanks to Gide and Rimbaud, you started to learn, how to read lips.

"Not in a good way. It's ugly and have no place in this house." Higuchi noticed your look. "What? [Y/N], honey, don't tell me, that you disagree?"

You didn't show your disappointment in Higuchi. Because you weren't disappointed, and secretly agree with her.

Still, you continue your honeyed words to ensure uncle's happiness.

None of you noticed a calico cat jumping on the table.

"Hm, [Y/N], I must say, your living room needs more lanterns. I will send more similar... Get away from here, your beast! Get away from the lantern!"

You and Higuchi jumped, not expecting the yelling. And then, something crashed behind your backs.

Here, on the table, Mii-chan was sitting. One of his paw was stretched out. And on the floor were the remains of the lantern.

Your uncle screamed again.

"No! You won't get another lantern from me! Not until you taught your cat, how to behave!"

Your uncle ended the call. In a second, Natsume Soseki stand up from the table, dusting himself. He gave you a sly smile.

"I am sorry, Dear Muse, for taking away your lantern supply."

You and Higuchi huffed with laughter.

"Just help me clean this mess, and you are forgiven, Mr. Cat."

Natsume gave you another smile.

"Well, I could, but I have paws..."

Okay, who taught him him about that meme? Higuchi, who was standing near you, caughed and rubbed the back of her neck. She looked embarrassed and guilty.

Huh. Either Higuchi can read minds, or you are a seer.

You raise an eyebrow.

"You having paws doesn't stand in a way of your little war with salesman from the fish market. Or did Higuchi do most of the job?"

Now both Higuchi and Natsume looked embarrassed. Yes, you knew, that the duo, for some reason, didn't like that one guy from the fish market and have a mini war against him.

You rubbed your temples.

"Let's just clean up the mess and do something more interesting or productive."

Higuchi and Natsume nodded, agreeing with you.

[r26yz]

another failed ending