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blind-band-geek Ā· 6 months ago
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Pov your rockstar boyfriend cheats on you again
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I saw someone do this with dungeon meshi and I cried laughing the original is by @/wombrion!!!!
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fredwkong Ā· 1 year ago
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Hey I loved the bull story but Iā€™m still curious what wouldā€™ve happened if he had chosen rainbow
The bull was super hot, but what wouldā€™ve happened if he chose the rainbow card?
The day after choosing the rainbow card, Eric has trouble finding anything to wear in his clothing drawers. ā€œUgh, this is all so boring!ā€ he texts to Blair, with a picture of the piles of bro-y clothes thrown together in one drawer.
ā€œGo shopping?ā€ Blair replies. Ugh, he wears boring clothes too. Heā€™s not gonna be any help.
Before he can go out, Eric has some serious work to do. None of these clothes are up to standard. He takes a pink T-shirt and carefully crops it to show off his belly, and puts on the shortest shorts he has. Looking in the bathroom mirror, he has to admit that he looksā€¦ adequate. Soon, heā€™ll look fucking fantastic.
When Blair comes to his room in the evening, itā€™s to find Eric, naked, sorting through at least five bursting bags of thrifted clothes, most of it in eyewatering neon colours.
ā€œHelp me pick something, we gotta be at the club by 12,ā€ Eric says.
The bouncer barely even looks at Ericā€™s fake ID before nodding him through. He feels electric on the dance floor, revelling in the feeling of other menā€™s hands on his nearly bare body. Heā€™s wearing a tight, cropped tank top under a mesh vest, and cutoff denim shorts. Heā€™s never felt so powerful.
Scratch that, it feels even better when he facefucks a bearded daddy in the bathroom.
Blair begs off the next night, because he has to study. Lame. Itā€™s the 4th of July tomorrow, this whole week is basically for partying and pissing off hets. He puts a cowboy hat on over his perfectly coiffed blond hair. Was he always blond?
Tonight, when the club lights come on at 3 AM, Eric groans. He still has at least three hours of partying left in him, and at least two more loads. Some hunk overhears him. ā€œHey, weā€™re headed to a house party if you wanna come,ā€ he says, gesturing to his friends, a gang of shirtless guys of various sizes and colours.
Eric definitely wants to come. His cockā€™s already leaking in his American flag jock.
Eric spends the 4th of July dancing until heā€™s ready to fuck another boy, fucking someone until he cums untouched, rinse, and repeat. Around 10 PM, Blair comes to join the party with a new outfit Eric told him to grab. Eric gets changed, kisses Blair hard, and then guides him down to suck on his cock. Blair hums appreciatively at the taste of Ericā€™s well-used cock, running his hands under Ericā€™s pink open front jacket.
By the time Eric collapses into his bed the next morning, still wearing his hot pink pants, heā€™s barely conscious enough to notice that the box of cards is gone.
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btchjustvent1 Ā· 1 year ago
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Iā€™m glad I can at least come on here to complain anytime my older sisters husband does something fucking selfish
šŸŽ¶ f u c k h i m šŸŽ¶
Sheā€™s in nursing school right and had her one day off from work cause itā€™s a holiday and what does he decide to do
Oh Iā€™m gonna take MYSELF out and leave HER with the kids ALLLLL DAY while I go on a long kayaking adventure that was 14 miles and basically gone the ENTIRE DAY, came home at 8pm
She barely got studying done cause TWO KIDS
Now that heā€™s home, heā€™s fucking exhausted from his lil adventure trip šŸ„ŗ šŸ™„
Even though SHES tired asf too she still wants to get a good amount of studying done with no distractions before heading off to work at MIDNIGHT
So she drops the baby off with us and all he has to do is put the other 4 yr old to bed which basically is NOTHING so he can sleep šŸ˜€šŸ˜€šŸ˜€
LIKEEEEE?????????
I am sooooooā€¦ā€¦ disfuckinggusted bro.
Your fucking wife has been up since who knows what time in the morning with your kids and been with them all day while barely getting studying done and youā€™re out getting ā€œMEā€ time the whole fucking day
And now sheā€™s gonna go to work on NO FUCKING SLEEP, and has school in the early fucking morning so sheā€™s only gonna get probably like less than 3 hrs of sleep before she has to drive an hour to school and wonā€™t get out till fucking 4 pm
Holy shit dude, like how fucking selfish are you
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neoheros Ā· 5 years ago
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how would haikyuu boys handle falling in love feat. kuroo + akaashi + tsukishima !!
kuroo tetsuro
being in a relationship with him is just a pretty chill experience tbh
i feel like kuroo wouldnā€™t really date anyone heā€™s not close to on a comfortable level
people be like: omfg he looks like a player tho
heā€™s literally not ???? like yā€™all telling me this man doesnā€™t look like the idea of having to interact with people he doesnā€™t know repulses him ? bye
heā€™s not ignorant, he just isnā€™t the type to get out there unless necessary yk?
heā€™s got a good friend group and heā€™s totally satisfied with that !!!!!!
so when he was 100% sure that he saw you as somebody heā€™d want to be more than friends with he was just like :0
kuroo at 5:37 am, thinking of that one time you handed him a bottle of water first: ohā€” oh shit
he doesnā€™t act on it first though because yā€™all have been friends for so long and what if you donā€™t like him back ???
he didnā€™t wanna ruin the thing he had with you because you were literally the only one who tolerated him sending tiktoks at 4 am in the morning
kuroo: omfg have you seen this one yet
you: bro itā€™s almost 5 am are you on crack
but eventually he got tired of just staring at you and admiring you from afar and having to make up some excuse when you catch him cause he just really likes looking at you :(
you: bro stop staring at me
kuroo: no, your face bothers me
you: due to personal reasons i will make you pass away ā¤ļø
so one day he just decides to shoot his shot yk?
if you reject him thatā€™s fine, heā€™ll just have to send numerous tiktoks to wash away the awkwardness afterwards
like heā€™ll be upset about it because holy crap he flat out adores you at this point but heā€™s also got a sense of boundaries and will totally respect your decision
BUT !!!! when you told him you liked him too he just šŸ„ŗšŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ
this man had the goofiest grin on his face for weeks on end and his heart is all over the place because all the things he imagined in his head to do with you is finally gonna come true !!!
donā€™t be fooled though !! nothing will change from your friendship !!! youā€™re still both really chill with each other except now yā€™all can hug and kiss and !!!!!
kuroo: donā€™t i look kinda good in this picture though
you: not really, let me take a better one
kuroo: stop taking me out of frame
in retrospect, itā€™s really fun to be in a relationship like the one you two have because thereā€™s not much things to disagree on and the dynamic you both have just go so well !!!
thereā€™s also not a lot of new things to do or be uncomfortable about because yā€™all have already done everything as best friends !!!!!!! itā€™s šŸ„ŗ
you, seeing kuroo staring at you: whatā€™re you looking at me for
kuroo, unnerved: youā€™re so pretty
you, caught off guard: itā€™s my time to pass away now i see šŸ˜Œ
you two joke around a lot but that doesnā€™t mean you two take whatever you say to heart
somewhere along the line, this made kuroo a bit worried on how you took his intentions though
he knew you were cool with messing with him but sometimes he wonders if what he says ever gets to you
so one night while the two of you are eating frozen yogurt in his car, you in his hoodie and just straight up vibing to the tiktoks that played as background music
he looks up, spoon in his mouth, ā€œyou know that i love you, right?ā€
ā€œyouā€™re so cheesy,ā€ you tell him, laughing while you scroll up to the next video on the fyp
he leans back in his seat, eyeing you under the single yellow light of the car
you, barely looking up from your phone: i love you too though
akaashi keiji
being in a relationship with akaashi is quite literally the most gratifying thing
heā€™s 97% of your wise decision making and youā€™re very much thankful for that
when he first met you he honestly didnā€™t know what to think
his first impression of you? an indecisive impulsive mess
his second impression of you? a very cute indecisive impulsive mess
thereā€™s not a single doubt that he was crushing on you H A R D
he doesnā€™t pay attention to it though because he knew how crushes often worked and most of the time they didnā€™t really work out
but the more he looked at you or stared at you from afar with a silly grin that he doesnā€™t even realize, everyone around him notices just how silent you make him
leave it up to the fukurodani volleyball club to be the best matchmakers in the world
so one night while akaashi was chilling in bed he gets a text from bokuto telling him about an impromptu team hang out sesh
akaashi: itā€™s 7 pm ..?
you, in the group chat: theres never a wrong time for milk tea !!!!!
when you sent that everyone else in the chat was just so frickin ecstatic because now that youā€™ve confirmed you were going, itā€™s obvious that akaashi was now too
he arrived like 2 minutes early from the designated time and the way it wasnā€™t at all shocking when no one else arrived except for you
akaashi: well they totally bailed :/
you: hey at least now we have a list of people to take revenge on when the purge strikes
itā€™s okay though because the two of you make most of the night anyways !!
you never thought sitting outside of a 7/11 at 7 pm on a friday could be fun but as you sat there with boba tea and a ramen cup with one of your closest friends next to you, you were just !!!! so frickin soft
akaashi on the other hand didnā€™t feel anything but utter nervousness the whole time
it was so cold under the night sky and you were so close to him, heā€™s praying that you take the redness on his cheeks from the weather and not from the rapid racing of his heart
bokuto texting him: bro i swear to god if youā€™re not taking this chance to shoot your shot iā€™m >:(
heā€™s so nervous because it actually was an ideal time to tell you how much he liked you
plus heā€™s pretty sure that you were eventually gonna notice just how often he glanced at you whenever you came to their practices or in general
so heā€™s like fine then !!! heā€™s gonna do this tonight and if you reject him then heā€™s just gonna have to deal !!!!
akaashi, anxious: hey i really liā€”
you, cutting him off: i like you a lot and iā€™m pretty sure bokuto did this on purpose because he knows and iā€™m sorry if it wasted your time !!!!
akaashi, less anxious: oh
HE !! DOES NOT HESITATE !!! TO REASSURE YOU !!
he just smiles softly and tucks your hand in his and tells you heā€™d like to walk you home that night
after that something just changed between the two of you
suddenly heā€™s walking you home everyday with little forehead kisses before he leaves
going grocery shopping with him when you run out of food at home because heā€™s the only one who knows about your secret snack stash
akaashi: you donā€™t need that much yakult
you: ? donā€™t be alarmed but i think we just found the reason of our first fight
whenever you go out with him to shop for anything at all, he always has to be the person in front when you walk because heā€™s the one pushing the cart with his left hand while his right is tightly interlocked with yours
you just stray behind him, pointing out all the things youā€™d like and heā€™s the one who decides if itā€™s worth to buy because youā€™re absolutely sure that youā€™d be dead broke if you were left alone
akaashi: this hoodie looks cute, do you wanna try it out
you, recalling the four sweatshirts you havenā€™t returned to him: nah i have enough
sometimes youā€™d get in the cart whenever the grocery store youā€™re in is mega big and heā€™s just gonna have the most unbothered face as people eye him because heā€™s pushing a fucking cart with a person in it
youā€™d get worried though thinking that youā€™re too heavy for him to push around so you insist to get off but he just doesnā€™t let you because you were so cute and šŸ˜¤
akaashi is just so frickin soft when it comes to you like most of the time when someone idly mentions your name a smile immediately comes up to his face and he doesnā€™t even realize it
he also almost always wake up to numerous snaps of you at 3 in the morning just doing the most random things
he goes through them with such a silly grin and has to fight the urge to screenshot all of them cause u were so FRICKEN cute
akaashi, looking at a photo of you with tears down your face from 4 am: thatā€™s my baby šŸ‘‰šŸ‘ˆ
everyone around yā€™all are just on the fence about the two of you dating since neither of you really cleared what was going on ???
you were scared to call him your boyfriend because there was never really a discussion about it and you didnā€™t want to come off as assuming
but one afternoon right before he left when he dropped you off at your house, he just stopped and looked at you and you were so confused
akaashi, taking off his sweatshirt and giving it to you: the news said it gets cold tonight
you, on the verge of tears: oh šŸ„ŗ
tsukishima kei
heā€™s a salty little shit who complains 24/7 and thatā€™s about as canon as it gets
BUT but !!! if thereā€™s anything tsukishima is good at and i mean anything !!! itā€™s being observant and keen on the people around him !!! ESP TO YOU !!!
at first you were always just kinda there ?
like he noticed your presence cause you shared classes with him and you were also at his practices a lot cause you and kiyoko would walk home together
so he knew of you but didnā€™t really know know you, yk?
but then one day yamaguchi came to him introducing you because apparently heā€™s the only one left on the team who hasnā€™t met you and it may or may not be because you were low key scared of him
itā€™s all good though cause once you two shook hands and talked he became more open to actually including you in his life
you guys made out to be good friends considering that you balanced out his snarky attitude with your even worse comebacks
like they werenā€™t really all that clever but itā€™s annoying enough to get him to shut up when you want him to
everyone on the team was super surprised at the fact that you were able to talk to tsukishima like that but also they were like: ā€œplease donā€™t ever stop???ā€
so you became from someone he barely realized was there to always looking for you first when he enters a room
yamaguchi: you know some people would call that having a crush šŸ˜—
and heā€™s all confused cause he knew that the possibility of him getting through high school without having a crush was very slim but jesus christ a crush on YOU??
tsukki, internally: god has favorites and it is not me šŸ’”
but when he gets over the idea that itā€™s completely revolting to like you like that he realizes something click and suddenly it wasnā€™t an annoying idea to see you romantically
so in full tsukishima style he asks you out and was pretty surprised when you said yes but you werenā€™t cause he wasnā€™t even mildly subtle at hiding his intentions
you: does this mean you wonā€™t be mean to me anymore šŸ„ŗ
tsukki: no but thatā€™s a nice try ā¤ļø
even when the two of you started dating, he didnā€™t really want anything to change cause he liked the dynamic he had with you
he was very relieved that you werenā€™t easily offended and you didnā€™t really get on his nerves a lot
you guys were hot heads but you also respected each other šŸ„ŗ
something you quickly became accustomed to after dating though is being codependent when it came to sleeping
youā€™re usually always over at each otherā€™s houses and his mom is totally over the moon at the fact that his son found someone like you
so every afternoon after school you two are at either houses and just chilling and vibing because school do be very tiring tho
most of the time naps happen and even if it is super hot outside and youā€™re on the verge of a heat stroke, you just canā€™t get comfortable unless youā€™re touching him yk?
tsukishimaā€™s probably the same since he really likes it when his leg is over yours or when his arm is touching your arm
you, under a blanket against tsukkiā€™s back in extremely warm weather: itā€™s hot
tsukki, sweating: yeah
you: so anyways
he didnā€™t even realize how much heā€™s used to you being there when he falls asleep that at night when he actually needs to rest and youā€™re not anywhere near him he just canā€™t ???
tsukishima, snapping you a picture of him with tired eyes at 2 in the morning: you ruined my life
you, just as tired, quickly replying: uno reverse card bitch
so itā€™s 2 am and neither of you can fall asleep and itā€™s just an entire frenzy of tiring yourselves out
the two of you end up facetiming and just talking endlessly about random thoughts and perspectives on people
his voice is 100% groggy and every 2 minutes heā€™s yawning but he really likes it when heā€™s talking to you because itā€™s always better when itā€™s you in the mix
heā€™s telling you all about how he thinks dinosaurs are super cool and fantastic that when he realizes youā€™ve fallen asleep heā€™s just like šŸ„ŗ
he stares at the screen for a while, suddenly regretting that he wasnā€™t there to make sure you were comfortable
heā€™s got the softest smile on and he doesnā€™t even care that heā€™s staring at you while youā€™re asleep cause you just looked so peaceful and warm and sweet
tsukki: thatā€™s my baby šŸ„ŗ
he feels another yawn come up and he ends the call, hoping that the tone wonā€™t wake you up when he does
at this point heā€™s also on the verge of falling asleep and heā€™s very glad that he talked to you because you always knew how to get him out of things like this
tsukki, texting you: thanks for falling asleep on me SNAKE
tsukki: love you, gn <3
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mcyt-transcribed Ā· 3 years ago
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transcript of ā€œwhere I've beenā€
TW for discussion of cancer and Covid-19
Ā Hereā€™s theĀ Google Doc linkĀ or you can click on the read more.
Techno: Yo, Technoblade here with another upload, oh my God I canā€™t believe it. Weā€™re back, weā€™re playing Bedwars, uh, I donā€™t know why I said that in the present tense because I actually recorded these Bedwars games a few days ago. I have- Iā€™ve played like, almost no Bedwars since the win streak, which was like, I dunno, years ago - so, you know, forgive me if Iā€™m a little rusty. These are literally just the first three games of Bedwars I played, recorded them, and then just threw them in this background footage because, you know, I like live commentaries a lot, but I feel like sometimes, when you have a topic to talk about, having to play a video game simultaneously can sorta- it can sorta detract from the commentary, you know?
But before that: a plushie commercial filmed on my iPhone.
We got the first one - itā€™s Technoblade. Heā€™s in a flying pose. Heā€™s flying to save some civilians or heā€™s falling flat on his face. Depends on who you ask. Alright. We got the- We got Technoblade. Heā€™s sitting down. Heā€™s- Heā€™s seated. Heā€™s seated. Itā€™s incredibly exciting. Uh, we got- we got Technoblade but heā€™s- heā€™s a giant- heā€™s a gigantic pillow. Itā€™s Technopillow. This is actually- This is actually really- This is really soft. Youā€™re gonna have to take my word for it.
These plushies go on sale on September 3rd at 3 PM EST at youtooz.com. The last ones sold out in around eight hours, so be prepared. I mean, one of them was like, two minutes but ehhh, itā€™s not happening again.
So where has Technoblade been? I know Iā€™ve been gone since like, June. I was actually being really productive in July, which I know you guys are gonna- Youā€™re not gonna believe me when I say that because I made no content. But I was! I was, you gotta believe me, okay? I was getting so much work done IRL; I was like, filling out paperwork, making business moves, working on merchandise, buying new equipment to make new videos. ā€˜Cause I really wanted- I really wanted to increase the rate at which I was making videos, ā€˜cause I kinda spent- You know, I kinda spent like, all this time becoming a famous YouTube and then instantly like, stopped uploading. Which, I mean, to be fair, I guess that started more in like 2018. So, thatā€™s more just a pattern now.
Ā But I figured, you know, this whole thing where I go two- you know, one or two months without uploading- I donā€™t want that to be me, man. I wanna be uploading at least once per week. So I spent a lot of time preparing to do that. And the plan was that I would start doing that in August, but I took a- It didnā€™t- Itā€™s, uh- Itā€™s not going great, Iā€™m not going to lie to you.
So in the last two days of July I noticed that my right arm was starting to hurt a decent amount and I thought- My best guess was that it was some kind of repetitive stress injury, ā€˜cause you know Iā€™ve been playing video games since the age of like, five. Itā€™s pretty much nonstop. I was gonna get carpal tunnel at some point but, uh, I took a few days to rest my arm and it really didnā€™tā€¦ really didnā€™t feel any better after that. And so after a few days of that, I looked at myself in the mirror and I noticed that my right shoulder was starting to swell like crazy and I was like, ā€œOh my God! I mustā€™ve broken a bone, this is-ā€ I mean, this- It looked- it looked crazy.
So, you know, the next day - August 2nd - I, uh, headed over to the doctor to see what was wrong and uh, they ran a couple of scans and then they came back and they told me that, uh, the reason my arm hurts is because I have cancer.
That really couldnā€™t have gone worse, I donā€™t think. I feel a bit silly talking about this with, uh, Minecraft in the background; it feels a bit out of place. But Iā€™m a Minecraft YouTuber - I donā€™t- I donā€™t do a face cam. Which is I guess how most people would talk about serious things, with a face cam. I also probably, uh- *chuckles* Also probably a bit weird to plug my merchandise in the- in the same video, like, ā€œHey, guys, I have a- I have a terrible disease, also buy my plushies, bro.ā€ But uh- *laughs* Listen: Iā€™ve been waiting so many months to sell those plushies, bro. And it keeps getting delayed and now cancer thinks it can stop me. No no no no no. Iā€™m trying to make some bank, bro. I wanna get paid, also they look fantastic, I mean just look at them, they look incredible. Alright?
I mean, I guess it would be ideal to like, split up the announcements, but Iā€™m going back into chemotherapy next week; I donā€™t got time for this, man. We gotta go!
To be fair, I could make this a lot weirder; I could have like, the thumbnail be a giant red arrow pointing to my tumor with the caption ā€œMight die! Not clickbait!ā€ *laughs* Yeah, just the ultimate- the ultimate YouTuber, bro. Weā€™re clickbaiting the whole process.
So after the scans come in, I get transferred to another hospital which has an oncology award, so itā€™s a lot more specialized towards what I need. And Iā€™m sorta like sitting there in the bed for a couple of days like, ā€œHello. Could I please get some healthcare? Could I- Could I just get a- Could I just get a crumb of healthcare? Please! Like, I *stutters* I wanna see people sprinting, you know? I feel like I want to see some urgency, you know? If you guys gotta- *stammers* You know, thereā€™s like, this tumor on my arm - if you guys could just- if you guys could just get rid of it. Just get rid of it right now! Could we just go? If you gotta cut off my arm, cut off my arm, bro - do what you gotta do. I wonā€™t complain, man, Iā€™ve won enough Minecraft tournaments. Iā€™ll just play Minecraft with my feet from here on out, bro. Iā€™ll still be B tier at least, okay? Itā€™s fine. Do what you gotta do.ā€
But then the doctors are telling me, ā€œOh, well, we canā€™t- we canā€™t do it immediately. We gotta- We gotta find out what it is, we gotta run some tests, do a biopsy.ā€ Iā€™m like, ā€œOkay, do the biopsy.ā€ Like, ā€œOh, well first we gotta do some scans.ā€ Iā€™m like, ā€œAlright, dude, the scans.ā€ And so it took a couple of days and then they did a biopsy, uh, three days later. And then I was like, ā€œAlright. Letā€™s go!ā€ And they were like, ā€œOh, well, the biopsy is gonna take like, a week or more to get back.ā€ And Iā€™m just sitting here like, ā€œBruh, please. Please, just treat me.ā€
I mean, it makes sense. It makes a lot of sense and Iā€™m sure they know what theyā€™re doing, but Iā€™m just sitting there in the hospital like, ā€œPlease. Please, healthcare.ā€ So they get the biopsy and they send me home and theyā€™re saying like, Iā€™ll come back in like a week or so when they have a treatment plan prepared, and so I- It was a very fun week at home ā€˜cause I was sitting there still not getting treated and I was just like, looking at my tumor like, ā€œAlright, Mr. Tumor. You know, you need me to survive so itā€™s in your best interest to just- to just chill out for a little bit, you know? We donā€™t wanna go too crazy.ā€
And faintly- Faintly if you strain your ears, underneath my skin you can hear:
[Dreamā€™s speedrun music plays for a few seconds]
Techno: Yeah, it was a really fun week. But I did finally get started on chemotherapy, which is a wonderful process. Let me explain chemotherapy. So basically uh, you know how society has progressed for thousands of years of technological and medical innovation? So basically, one of the top three ways we have to fight cancer is uh, for you to go to the hospital and then they uh, plug you into a machine and then they inject poison directly into your veins for several days. Thatā€™s uh, thatā€™s one of the best ways weā€™ve got of going about this and the poison- itā€™s supposed to kill the cancer - it uh, also kills things like, you know, blood. But ehhh, does anybody really need blood? I feel like itā€™s pretty optional, you know? Uh- *small laugh* Blood for the Blood God as it were, alright? Uh, Iā€™ll take what I can get.
I, uh, you know, I used to have a channel meme- ā€˜cause back in the day- you know how my motivation always goes up and down in, like, cycles? I used to have a meme where whenever Iā€™d get super motivated Iā€™d, ya know, Iā€™d start uploading, like crazy. Iā€™d also do things like get a haircut. And, so, I joked that, uh, the less hair I had, the more Iā€™d upload. ā€˜Cause thatā€™s- the hair was holding me back. And so, if thatā€™s still true, I gotta say, chemotherapy, thatā€™s gotta be daily uploads or something, bro. *laughs* Itā€™s gonna be- Chemotherapy Arc is gonna be fantastic for content.
Well, ya know, after I got diagnosed, I, uh, Iā€™ve been making a lot of phone calls- ya know, informing all of my distant family members about the situation- and, I gotta say, of all the phone calls Iā€™ve made, nobody took the news worse than my health insurance provider. Theyā€™ve been inconsolable for weeks. They were like, ā€œYou got what!? No!ā€Ā 
I mean, I had no idea they cared so much. Theyā€™ve just- oh my God. I- I think theyā€™re the real victims of this. I mean, could you imagine? Could you imagine? Like, look at me! I was a healthy twenty-two year old, I, like, barely went to the doctor, even for, like, regular appointments. I- I guess I went to the dentist, thatā€™s the one thing I did. I was the freest paycheck theyā€™ve ever seen in their lives. They couldā€™ve been milking money off of me for decades. And then, bam, cancer, bro. *laughs* Oh, those poor guys.Ā 
Uh, the one- the one favor I- I do wanna ask- If you guys could all do one small favor for Technoblade- uh, you know that coronavirus thing you been hearing in the news for the last couple of years? Uh, I want you guys to get rid of it. Just, uh, I want it gone. Just a couple days should be sufficient for you guys to do that.
No, but, seriously. Iā€™m kind of, uh, immunocompromised right now, which means, uh, if a bacteria touches me or, like, a virus touches me, I will explode. So, yeah, uh, I wanna- get the vaccine, is what Iā€™m saying.
Iā€™m gonna get cancelled by the anti-vaxxers for saying it, but itā€™s such a good vaccine, bro. Pfizer got full FDA approval, this week, for people aged sixteen and up. I think you- you can also get it if youā€™re eleven to fifteen if youā€™ve got emergency approval or whatever. Uh, I mean, if you have any concerns, donā€™t listen to a Minecraft YouTuber, but, please, at least talk to a doctor. Because itā€™s- itā€™s so good bro. Itā€™s so good.
The hospitals are currently getting flooded by unvaccinated people. Iā€™m gonna go ahead and speak on behalf of all cancer patients when I say that it is incredibly annoying when the- when the hospitals are getting overworked by people dying of preventable diseases. Iā€™m just saying- we got dibs on those hospital beds. So, ya know, you- you probably donā€™t- you donā€™t even want them really. You donā€™t even want to need them. So, I think the vaccineā€¦ what is it? It, like, reduces the chances of you needing hospitalization from Covid by, like, ninety-six percent? I mean, itā€™s so effective, bro! Come on! I mean, you might still get, likeā€¦ I mean, you could still catch coronavirus, but, like, the symptoms are gonna be so much milder, bro, Iā€™m just saying. Think about it. Think about it. Talk to a doctor.
I remember when I first went in for chemotherapy, A: I was thrilled, ā€˜cause, like, yo! Healthcare! Inject it into my veins, bro! Letā€™s go! But, also, like, the first couple of days were actually pretty chill. I was like, ā€˜Dang! This is easy, bro!ā€™. And then it kicked in. And then it kicked in. My energy levels were zero; they were absolutely nothing. Itā€™s hard to describe how tired I was, but I think my one example is- so they let me go back home. And after several days of resting, I had a virtual appointment with a doctor. And, so, they were, like, ā€˜Alrightā€™. And I was just sitting there, like, ā€˜Wait a second. You guys want me to sit upright in a chair for an hour? What is this, the Olympics, bro? Iā€™m going back to bed! What? What?ā€™ *laughs* ā€˜Wha? Letā€™s calm down here. Sitting in a chair? Am I Superman? Like, come one, bro.ā€™
As you can probably tell, Iā€™m feeling a lot better right now. Which is, uh, I think thatā€™s part of the process, is, uh, you get a little bit of recovery time to, uh, ya know, eat a lot of really good food- get the weight back- and get ready for the next round.
And, uh, before we go back for the next round, Iā€™m gonna be playing a lot of video games, uh, making some content, seeing if I can get some more videos prepared, because, uh- I know people are gonna be like, ā€˜No! Technoblade! You donā€™t need to make videos for us! Please rest!ā€™
Nah, this isnā€™t about you, bro. This is about me. I enjoy this, man. This is, like, one of the safest and most fun things I could be doing right now, bro, Iā€™m gonna do it. I donā€™t know how much content I could make, ā€˜cause Iā€™m kinda slow, but weā€™ll see. Weā€™ll see.
I already have a video prepared for next week, uh, September third. You guys are gonna love it. Itā€™s, uh, it was actually- itā€™s kind of, kind of an old video. It was, uh, from a few months ago, but itā€™s very good. So, yeah! You guys have that to look forward to.Ā 
And, for the record, I know Iā€™ve been complaining a lot in this video, but I just wanna clarify that the doctors I have are, like, insanely good, bro. Iā€™m gonna be getting some of the finest healthcare in the world, so donā€™t worry about me too much.
I think the treatment has already started to show some results. I- I mean, itā€™s been so short of a time, so the results arenā€™t gonna be insane or anything, but, at the very least, the speedrun music has stopped playing.Ā 
So, yeah, thatā€™s where Iā€™ve been and thatā€™s what Iā€™m gonna be doing for the foreseeable future. Wish me luck, and, uh, wear a mask, I guess. Ya know, standard coronavirus procedures. All that coronavirus stuff and like, getting vaccinated - that goes double for Californians, okay? But it helps everywhere.
Uh, thatā€™s all Iā€™ve got for today. See you guys next time!
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jazminetoad Ā· 4 years ago
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In My Reality | Prologue
Hey, I was bored so I decided to start a fanfic series of the Tatsumi Brothers from Juuni Taisen. Yay
Itā€™s aĀ ā€œTatsumi Brother x Readerā€ story about how the Tatsumi Brothers enter the readerā€™s reality which kinda flips her world upside down.
So I just finished the prologue. If you guys like it or if Iā€™m bored again, Iā€™ll make the first chapter. (ClickĀ ā€œKeep Readingā€ to read the story)
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"[Name] get out of bed; It's 3 in the afternoon," my mom told me as she came into my room with fresh, clean clothes. I didn't have to look over to know.
Groaning, I removed my mask from my eyes then rolled over to face up at the white ceiling. The sunlight seeping in from the blinds caused my sight to cringe before it finally adjected to the light and I could see the grey walls lurking in the corner of my eyes. Arising from my queen-sized bed a yawn escaped from my mouth. My form reached over and placed my sleep mask on the nightstand, next to my water mug.
"Morning mom," I greeted her as she sorted out the pile of clothes on my dresser. Looks like she did a colour load, which means no pants to put away.
"Morning sweetheart. Can you put your clothes away before you come downstairs?"
"Sure," I simply answered as I slipped out of the cozy sheets I once was tangled in.
"Thank you. I'll see you when you come down," she stated, placing the last of my t-shirts neatly on the others. Afterwards, she wrapped her arms around the remaining clean, clothes that weren't mine, carefully balancing them as she left my room and closed the door behind.
The click of the doorknob echoed into my ears when my feet landed on the fuzzy rug. My eyes drifted their gaze to the plain black bodypillow wrapped in [f/c] blankets, reminding me of a burrito. It just had the colour for the case, no special Anime character on it. I wish there were one though; it'd make the nights seem less lonely to see my favourite character's face on it. However, a pillow is a pillow. Despite me using it as an illusion for myself it doesn't change the reality that when I hug it in my sleep or when I'm awake no arms will return my embrace.
A sigh falls out of my breath, my eyelids dropping in sync. I turned my head away from the lying pillow and dragged myself to the other side of my bed, towards the dresser that patiently held the clean clothes my mom put there. I opened a drawer, putting my undergarments away first then my socks. Once those were put away, I moved to retrieve hangers from my closet, passing by my desk and shelves as I did.
If you were wondering why I slept so late into the afternoon, well, it's currently winter break, so that means I can stay up late and sleep in late past noon. Sadly enough, it's January which means the break almost over, and that means school is standing around the corner, menacingly. Just the thought of it disturbs my mind as that reality tries to infect my thoughts.
I hate reality. I know not all of it is shit, but there's enough of it that makes me want to drown myself in the world of fiction. Whenever it's the weekend or breaks from school, I binge Anime, tv shows, YouTube, and movies, so that's the only thing on my mind. I then write or read fanfiction, there is the rare occasion I sketch something but I'm not good at art since I don't practice enough. By the time I return to reality after having my head stuck in my imagination for so long, I can barely focus without going back to daydreaming. Eventually, that wears off, and then reality is what floods my brain; I despise it but I know I can't be stuck in my fantasies forever. Luckily my friends provide that nice spot in-between for me, helping me stay in the real world but also let me discuss the fictional. Then there's also my bro.
"Yo sis," my brother's voice called from the other side of the door after his fist knocked on it. "You wanna continue Code Geass?"
My bro is the best. Unlike most siblings I know, we actually get along. He's also a big help in my life, one of the reasons why I haven't lost my mind. He makes sure I don't overwork & stress myself and reminds me to have fun and chillax. I love him for it, and he's practically my best friend. We aren't the exact same age but we were born in the same year, just a few months apart so we get to be in the same grade. He's the older one. He's also taller which means he can t-pose over me, and we reenact the meme; it's great.
"Yeah," I answered. "Just let me get ready."
"Alright," he replied before I felt the vibration of his footsteps grow distant from my room.
'Heh, if I had Takeyasu's ability, I'd be able to sense his movement better.'
I chuckle to myself at the thought floating in my mind as I put the final shirt away. My two favourite characters that I desired to be real was the Tatsumi Brothers, Nagayuki and Takeyasu. I love those two. Whenever I watched their episodes from Juuni Taisen, I always smile. They make my heart feel something that I never felt for any character before. I don't want to be cliche and say true love, but to me, that's what it feels like. I know they're fictional characters, so I won't get much out of it, but strangely enough, I'm okay with that. I can't imagine my heart belonging to anyone else. I do wish they were real, though. I even used my wish on the bracelet my friend, Meri-chan, got for my birthday one year, that they'd become real.
The bracelet was some urban legend. It was lime green and had a few beads on it. The legend goes that you make a wish and when the bracelet breaks, your wish has come true. 'Course, it's most likely a bunch of baloney but that didn't stop me from wishing that the Tatsumi Brothers would become real. I currently just wear the bracelet as an accessory since the wish probably won't happen, it's not like the thing is going to break anytime soon.
Grabbing my towel, my other hand opened my door. I slipped down the hallway and slid into the bathroom, my foot pushing the door closed as I put the towel on the towel rack. Hopefully, I don't take too long because we were left on edge on the last episode of Code Geass we watched. Well, I'll finish sooner than my wish coming true that's for sure, heh.
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"Okay bro but if you think about it, Lelouch-"
"[Name], I washed your school uniforms. Can you put them away while I start on tacos?" Mom requested from the kitchen, interrupting the Anime, my commentary, and reminding me that school is coming soon. "You too, [b/n]."
"Yes, mom," we both respond.
My brother picked up the remote and hit the pause button so we wouldn't miss anything. I pulled myself up from the plush couch, disappointment growing on me since I had hoped not to be interrupted until dinner was ready. Well, I guess I could let the disappointment wither away since it's Taco Tuesday, my favourite. I chuckled to myself as my feet reached the next level above the main floor and headed down the open hallway to my room.
My laughter died out upon seeing my seven school uniforms, five that were the regular female uniform and two that were gym uniforms. Unlike most students, I didn't like the idea of having to wash my uniform every day, so to make things simpler, I paid for six more with my own money. It was a bit irritating, using the money I earned from my summer job for this instead of getting something else. Still, my practical choice, so I didn't necessarily have to worry about my mom washing my uniform every night.
"Hhhhhh, why does school have to come back so soon?" I asked myself as I picked up one of the uniforms.
The uniform wasn't too special, a simple white blouse, a blue skirt, a blue jacket, and a blue & black striped tie. Students could decide if we wanted to wear tights, leggings, or shorts underneath the skirt as long as it was black or white. I wore leggings unless it was summer which I then wear shorts and knee-high socks. There are those girls that only wear thigh-high socks and panties under their skirt to which my nerd brain questions why. 'Course that's their choice, have fun with your ass cold.
A Discord ringtone made me resurface from my pond of inner thoughts. Becoming aware of my surroundings, I realized my friends Meri-chan and Kamida were calling on the Discord group chat we had. I could tell by the laptop I had open on my desk. I quickly put the uniform I had in hand on the rack with the others before sliding over and clicking the answer button that popped up.
"Yo, what's up nerds."
"Hey I'm not a nerd," Meri-chan protested. "I'm a cool kid."
"Meri-chan, we're all nerds here," Kamida stated before greeting me. "Hey [n/n], how you doing?"
"Eh, good I suppose but I could be doing better, Kami," I answered simply. "How's life?"
"Pretty chill but I got bored, so I decided to call you guys."
"Well, I'm just putting my uniforms away," I informed them and went to put the last uniform away.
"I sometimes forget that you have more than one," Meri-chan commented before I heard her gasp. "Hey, how 'bout we hang out tomorrow, we only have so many days before we have to go back to school."
"Oh, don't remind me," I groaned, hanging my head, then went back to putting the uniform on the hanger and walking over to the closet, hanging it up with the rest.
"That doesn't sound like a bad idea Meri-chan, we could hang out tomorrow," Kamida suggested.
"I'm down," Meri-chan quickly responded.
"Welllllll..." I hesitated, sitting down in the [f/c] spinning chair in front of the desk.
"[Name]."
"You see, I kinda want to stay inside my last few days..."
"[n/nnnnn]!" Meri-chan whined.
"Come on [Name], you know you can't stay cooped up inside forever," Kamida reminded me.
"I know," I grumbled, leaning back in my seat. "Fine, I'll come out tomorrow, but it's going to be after 2."
"2 am, geez [n/n] I didn't know you'd be willing to come out that early," Kamida joked.
"I meant 2 pm," I corrected.
"Okay," he chuckled as Meri-chan pipped in.
"But if you're late again, you're buying lunch this time."
"Okay, bet, but what if I'm not?" I inquired, my fingers tapping on my desk.
"Mmmmmmm," she hummed, seemingly to be thinking.
"It's fine I'll pay for lunch tomorrow."
"Alright, but don't use it as an excuse to be late."
"I won't," I reassured her. "Anyway, I'm gonna go watch a few more episodes of Code Geass with my bro-"
"You still need to watch Dragon Ball Z," Kamida interrupted.
"And you need to watch Juuni Taisen," I countered, emphasizing the "you".
"Yeah, yeah," he brushed it off. "Anyway, go have fun with your bro. We'll call again later on tonight."
"Alright, bye guys." I left the call and closed out of discord then proceeded to shut my laptop.
Kamida and Meri-chan were my two friends from school; we've known each other since childhood. 'Course Meri-chan isn't Meri-chan's real name, that's just a nickname Kamida and I gave her. Occasionally, they called me [n/n]-chan but not too often. Then there are times where we call Kamida, Kami-kun, but mainly Meri-chan does it out of spite since Kamida doesn't like it. Especially when Meri-chan does it in her kawaii voice. Those two are the only ones outside of family that have the same vibe I do, that's probably why we've been friends for so long.
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"Hey, you guys ever wish fictional characters could become real?" I randomly asked out of the blue, staring up at the white ceiling as I waited for my friends over the call to answer my question.
"All the time," Meri-chan answered.
"We know simp," Kamida smugly commented.
"Nuuu!" Meri-chan pouted while Kamida and I laughed. "Hey, if anything [n/n] is the simp over here, she's the one actual crushing on the characters."
"Hey don't call me out like that."
"Ha! She doesn't deny it," Kamida jeered.
"Okay, what about you and Android 21?"
"Ack-" Kamida blurted before muting himself, causing me and Meri-chan to giggle. A few seconds pass by before he unmuted himself. "Why are you asking this question [n/n]?"
"No reason in particular-"
"Are you sure it's not you wanting to talk about Juuni Taisen?"
"No- it's not just that. I just think fictional characters would make reality interesting."
"Right..."
"Meri-chan if you could bring someone from Juuni Taisen to-"
"My boy Uuma! You should know this by now."
"Bruh-"
"Well, it's either that or Usagi, and I rather be alive thank you."
"Who's Uuma again?" Kamida inquired, not knowing who was who quite yet since he hasn't watched the Anime.
"Uuma is the warrior of the horse," I informed him.
"Right," Kamida mumbled before letting out a yawn.
"You sound tired, go to sleep!" Meri-chan told Kamida.
"No, you go to sleep."
"Guys, we're all on the same timezone. If one of us goes to sleep then we all do," I stated. "It makes sense since we're all planning on meeting up tomorrow."
"I guess we go to sleep," Meri-chan said bluntly.
"Yeah, alright, goodnight guys," Kamida yawned.
"Night."
"Night guys."
With that, we each left the call. I, however, didn't fall asleep right away. I woke up late and the night was still pretty early, so I opened up the Funimation app on my phone. Scrolling through the list of saved Anime, most of which were halfway through since my brother and I are watching them together, I came across Juuni Taisen.
"Why not..." I muttered to myself as my finger tapped on the Anime and went right to click on episode 7, In Like a Dragon, Out Like a Snake (Part 1).
By the time I finished episodes 7 and 8, it was 2 am when my eyes glanced at the clock in the top corner of my phone. Sighing to myself, I leaned over and snatched my charger off the nightstand, plugging it in the wall before connecting the other end to my phone. Turning off my phone, I placed it on the nightstand and snagged my sleep mask, putting that on my head.
As I laid there on my bed, silence flooded the room, not a sound to be heard but my own breathing. Vines of sorrow began to grow on me as the feeling of loneliness came over me. I tried to pull myself out of the emotion, turning over and wrapping my arms around the plain bodypillow in an attempt to comfort myself. In the end, it only helped slightly. It didn't erase the pain because I knew there were no arms that would hug me back. A tear escaped my eyes before I pulled my mask over them, and a final thought appeared in my mind before I entered the dream realm.
'I wish I wasn't alone...'
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"Congratulations, Tatsumi {Ani|Otouto}, warrior of the {dragon|snake}!" Duodecuple exclaimed. "You are the winner of the 12th Juuni Taisen, everyone give yourself a hand!" The man started to applaud but soon stopped. "The antidote has settled in by now. You'll be fine."
{"Tch|Alright"} the Tatsumi brother simply responded.
"Now that you've won the Juuni Taisen, you can make one wish of your choice. Would you like to make your wish now, or would you like for it to be granted later?"
"In all honesty, when I arrived at the Juuni Taisen I wished for {nothing|money}, I didn't need anything else really but now that {I'm here|I had time to think about} I don't want to wish for {nothing|money}."
"Oh, do you have another wish in mind?" Duodecuple inquired the Tatsumi brother sitting in front of him, alone.
"Yeah... I wish me and my brother were never apart of the Juuni Taisen."
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yesitsmewhataboutit Ā· 3 years ago
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Lights Out
Series Masterlist
Warning āš ļø: slight nsfw at the end
Previous Chapter // Next Chapter
You woke up to a warm feeling. When you opened your eyes and finally started to focus, you remember the events that had happened only a few hours ago. You remembered hearing the rain and thunder. You had always not liked when it rained hard outside and was thundering. You never knew why but it just always made you anxious. You remember his voice, you don't remember what he said, but you remember sitting with him.
You came back to reality and realized you were still laying on Bryce's chest. He was still sleeping, and he looked so cute. You tried to move away, but he had his arms wrapped around you and wouldn't let go. Another bang of thunder hit and lit up the room. You flinched and buried your face back into him. You looked at the clock and saw it was 5:15 am, still early. You tried to go back to sleep. You didn't think you had ever been this comfortable. You could hear his heartbeat it was so soothing. You loved it. You laid there just listening and letting yourself fall back asleep.
You woke up again and saw Bryce was awake and on his phone, but he hadn't moved at all, letting you sleep. You tried to shift a little to look up at him, "You awake?" He asked. You hummed in response. You needed to use the bathroom, so you started to sit up. "You ok?" He asked. "Yeah, I just need to go to the bathroom." You said as you got off the bed and walked out of the door. When you came out of the bathroom, you saw Carmen in the hallway. "Morning." She said. "Morning." You said back. "Oh, it's been storming pretty bad outside. I know how you feel about storms. Are you ok?" Carman asked, looking concerned. "Yeah, I'm good. Bryce was there last night when I started freaking out and helped." You said. "Awww," Carman said dramatically. "No, no, no, don't start that." You said. "Yeah, yeah. Just between us, I think he likes you back." She said, winking at you. "I'm going back to sleep." You rolled your eyes and walked back to Luke's room.
You started walking away back to the room. It was around 8 am so you guys still had a while to stay in bed. The storm was still going strong when you got back to the room. You climbed back into the bed right on top of Bryce. He put his phone down and put his hand in your hair. It was soothing and nice as he stroked your hair, and you drifted back to sleep.
You woke up to Luke jumping on the bed, which rocked us both and jolted us awake. "Ughh, what are you doing?" You groaned. "Bro, it's 11 am, and you two have been sleeping for hours. Get up." Luke whined. You groaned again and sat up, getting off Bryce and letting him sit up too. "My mom went and got some donuts if you guys want some." He told you two. "Oh, sure. I am pretty hungry." Bryce said.
All three of you went out of the room and down the stairs to eat. "Morning, guys," Carman said as the three of you walked up. "Morning," Bryce said to her. "Hey y/n. I know you don't eat donuts for real, so I got you something separate," Carman said, handing you the bag. "Thanks." You said. All you guys sat on the couch, ate and watched tv. "Bryce, can you hand me the empty bags?" Carman yelled from the kitchen. He got up with all the trash and went to give it to her. "Thanks, hun." She said. "Hey, before you go, y/n said you were with her last night during the storm. That was sweet." He nodded and smiled. "I know you like her. My lips are sealed." She said. "Oh uh, o-ok." He said, turning around to go back to the couch.
"Hey, guys. I'm looking at the weather, and it looks like this is about to be a really bad storm." Anthony said, coming up from his room. "Really, how bad?" Carman asked. "It looks like it's only going to get worst, they are saying stay off the streets, and it's going to be raining a while." He said, coming to sit down. "Wow. Y/n I think you're going to have to stay longer if that's the case, you too Bryce, it won't be safe." She said, looking concerned. Both you and Bryce called their parents and told them what the news said. Since it was summer, it wasn't too much a problem you would be staying into the week. It was only about 2 pm, but it was very dark outside because of the rain. There was not much any of you could do, and you were doing your best to stay calm and not freak out for any reason. Bryce was also doing his best to keep you calm, and so he was doing his best to stay by you and make sure you didn't go crazy.
Around 3:30 pm, there was a loud bang of thunder, and the power went out. Even tho it was early, it made the house considerably darker. "This is ridiculous. We can't just sit in the dark." Luke said, bored out of his mind. "Well, what do you suggest we do?" You asked him. "Uhhh, I don't know. How about a game?" He said, looking in the corner at all the games they owned. "Like?" Bryce asked? "Mmmm. Twister?" He said, pulling the box off the shelf. "Sure, why not?" Anthony said, getting up and taking the box from him. Everyone agreed since there was no point in trying to do anything else. They decided it would be three of them playing and one person saying the colors, and Carman held the flashlight so everyone could see a little better.
It was pretty fun, and everyone was laughing and trying not to fall into their twisted states. They had almost forgotten that the power was out and there was a dangerous storm outside. However, as all things do, the game took quite a turn. During one of the turns, it was Bryce, you, and Luke on the mat. The game was going pretty well. Anthony called out another color and place to go, and it ended up in my head being kind of by Lukes. We looked at each other and laughed, waiting for the next call. For a second, you felt something on your leg. You tried to move your head without messing it up and look at what it was. You couldn't tell, but you remember you were by Bryce's legs and Luke's left arm.
You figured it was just his elbow and looked back over to Luke, who was looking at what you were doing. He leaned over and whispered so quietly even you barely could hear, "That's not my elbow." That caught you off guard and made you lose your grip and fall, taking them both down with you. Everyone laughed for a second before even trying to come to reality. When you did, you saw Bryce had fallen on top of you, and Luke was right. That wasn't his elbow. He looked you in the eyes for a second before quickly looking away and getting up. Since it was getting later into the day, everyone decided to stop playing and figure out what they were going to eat. Carman offered to make some chicken tenders for everyone, and you all said that would be good.
You had preferred to stay in the basement since you wouldn't be able to hear the storm as much, so that's mostly where you stayed. "Oh shoot, we didn't cover the pool over," Anthony said. "Oh yeah. You probably should do that." You said to him. "Hey, can you two help me?" He asked. "What? I don't wanna get wet." Bryce said back. "Yeah, me neither." Luke agreed. "Well, mom will kill us if we don't," Anthony told them. They knew he was probably right, so they reluctantly got up to go. "You going to be ok by yourself y/n?" Bryce asked before leaving. "Yeah, I'll be fine," You said.
After a while, you heard the back door open again and went up to meet them. You started laughing when you saw them. "You guys are a mess." You said, laughing. "Oh shut up," Luke said back. You told them not to move and said you would go, get towels, so they didn't make a mess through the house. You got the towels and went back to them. They all dried off as good and they could. You had brought a bin for them to put the towels in when they were done since you didn't want to get wet. When they were done, there was a second of silence, and they all exchanged looks and then threw the towels at you, making you completely wet too. "Awwww, you guys suck." You groaned, throwing them in the bin. They were all dying laughing. "Hey, if we have to change, you do too," Anthony said. "What are you talking about?" You asked, confused. Luke motioned to your shirt, and you looked down, and remember, you were wearing a light shirt. "WOW, u guys suck." You said again but laughing a little. You weren't too upset since it was dark they couldn't see that much.
They all went to change. You were in the upstairs bathroom, Luke in his room, Anthony in his room, and Bryce in the downstairs bathroom by Anthony's room. Even tho you only were supposed to stay a few days, you had packed a little extra just in case you needed it, thank god. You put on the extra hoodie you packed and went to leave the bathroom. Right, when you went to open the door, it opened by itself, and Bryce walked in. You backed up, trying the figure out what he was doing. He closed the door behind him, turned to you, and started to kiss you.
You were so confused. But in all honestly, you weren't going to say anything, at least not right now cause that would mean he would stop kissing you, and you don't want that. You wrapped one arm around his neck and the other his waist. You could tell his hair was still a little wet because you could feel your arm getting a little wet. You didn't care tho. You were only focused on the kiss. He started to get rougher with it and pushed your back to the counter. He put his hands on your waist and moved them up slightly, signaling you to jump. You jumped on the counter, not breaking the kiss. He pushed your back to the wall and started kissing your neck. You couldn't think of anything except his touch at the moment. Your mind went blank, and all you did was melt into him.
You both started breathing heavier, and you were biting your lip not to make any noise. After a few minutes, he started kissing your lips again. You moved up slightly and pulled him closer, with your legs, and started grinding into him. His grip on your waist tightened, and he started moving your hips into him harder. You felt yourself getting wet, soaking your underwear. He slowly kissed up your cheek and toward your ear and whispered, "Payback." And, left.
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creepy-carrion Ā· 5 years ago
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Hotline | Tim Wright x Reader
ā€œCan I have ā€˜I called you at 2am because I need youā€™ with my guy Tim Wright please ahaha....? Also youā€™re like my fav hc writer/whatever writer šŸ„ŗā€
BRO HHHH OH MY GOSH TYSM,, that means so much i,, ;;;;;;; here is the good food hope u enjoy <3 when will I write Tim in an established relationship? Who kno
cw: alcohol mentions
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You didnā€™t exactly refer to yourself as a light sleeper, but the thunderstorm raging outside was loud enough to wake you up with a bang. The flashes of lightning illuminated your room once every few seconds, as the rain clattered loudly against your window. Even if you could tune out the noises of the wind and rain, the roaring thunder and flashing lights were a lot more difficult to ignore.
Sighing, you swung your legs over the edge of your bed, rubbing your eyes. You had not been sleeping well to begin with, your mind being the one to keep you up. You really did not need the elements to work against you as well.
This wasnā€™t going to work. Maybe with a bit of luck the storm would pass in a bit, or maybe youā€™d eventually pass out downstairs. You sleepily shoved your feet into your pair of fluffy slippers, popping your back before heading downstairs. Maybe some warm milk would help. And hell, you could add a shot of Baileyā€™s. You deserved a treat.
As you made your way through the living room to get to the kitchen, you noticed the screen of your phone flash. Thatā€™s odd, you had missed calls? You couldnā€™t recall having any before heading to bed. Probably some scammer trying his luck at a late hour... at least you hoped so.
You were wrong. Thirteen missed calls from a number you recognized as Timā€™s. Shit. Didnā€™t he mentioned being mixed up in some shit lately? You didnā€™t put it past him to call you over the police, the bloody idiot. With shaking hands, you pressed the numbers on your phone and pressed call.
Tim picked up almost immediately. You couldnā€™t help but let out a shivery sigh. He wasnā€™t dead, at least, thank fuck. ā€œChrist, Tim, I- how is- are you alright?ā€ you stumbled over your words, desperate to find out what the hell was going on. ā€œI...Ā  uhm... yeah, Iā€™m fine.ā€
If the blatant hesitance wasnā€™t enough to make you doubt that, his tone of voice sure as hell was. He barely spoke above what could be considered a whisper, his voice sounded scratchy, and he sounded so, so tired.
ā€œTim, I...ā€ You interrupted your sentence with a sigh as you started pacing through your living room. ā€œWhy are you so desperate to call me? Itā€™s-ā€ You pulled the phone away from your ear to check the time. ā€œItā€™s 2.18 in the morning. Hell, itā€™s night. Did you do something? Whatever it is, I can help, but-ā€
ā€œ(Y/N)! Nothing is going on. Iā€™m fine, okay?ā€ Tim raised his voice at you, interrupting your rambling. You paused, standing still as you waited for him to continue. ā€œI just- I donā€™t know... I donā€™t know, okay?ā€
There it was again. That tiredness in his voice, the scratchiness... He probably meant he was doing alright physically, because he sounded like utter shit. ā€œWhen was the last time you slept..?ā€ You broke the small silence with your question, moving to sit down on the couch.
ā€œI thi-ā€ He paused, his sentence interrupted by an aggressive coughing fit. ā€œI think three days ago...ā€ You swallowed, deciding not to respond. Something probably did happen. But it was probably best if Tim just got to talk for now. ā€œThings just- The nightmares are back, and some stuff went down with Jay, and I... God...ā€
You could hear his voice crack, then a brief silence. ā€œI called you because I... I need someone right now. I need you. I need- I needed to hear your voice.ā€
You bit your bottom lip, before straightening your back. Clearly you needed to be there for him right now. ā€œItā€™s okay, Tim. Iā€™m here. Are you back in the area already or are you still, well- wherever you are?ā€
ā€œYeah... Iā€™m not around... Can we just stay on the phone?ā€
ā€œThatā€™s okay.ā€
You were both quiet for a moment, Timā€™s shaky breathing aside.
ā€œUhm.. So... Is it storming where you are at as well? Itā€™s fucking crazy out here. The rain is just pouring out of the heavens, itā€™s surprisingly loud against the windows, too...ā€
Tim muttered to himself, something to do with hearing static, before replying. ā€œNo, itā€™s clear... Not good weather but, you know...ā€ He scraped his throat. You could hear him shuffling around in his room. ā€œI didnā€™t wake you up... right..?ā€
You couldnā€™t help but snort. ā€œAfter thirteen tries? No, Zeus and his massive shitshow woke me up. You did, however, interrupt my booze hour. I was literally on my way to the damn kitchen.ā€
He huffed, but you could practically feel the stupid grin he was wearing on his face right now. ā€œI thought youā€™re supposed to drink at 5 PM, not 2 in the morning...ā€
ā€œYou know better than that, cā€™mon. Itā€™s always 5 PM somewhere.ā€
ā€œRight, sorry. Havenā€™t been drinking much lately anyways.ā€
ā€œWell, we can fix that once youā€™re back.ā€
He chuckled, causing you to grin as well. ā€œYeah, I uh, I hope Iā€™ll be able to come over soon.ā€ He quieted down, licking his lips. ā€œI just really- I kinda wanna see you again, you know?ā€
Your grin turned into a warmer smile as you hugged your legs to your chest. ā€œI miss you too.ā€
Tim swallowed thickly, and you could faintly hear the sound of him fumbling with some paper. ā€œYeah, I... yeah. So uh... didnā€™t you say you were going to check out that expo a while back? How was that?ā€
And so you stayed up for hours, you going off on little tangents about the day you had while he just asked questions and listened, the comfort of hearing your voice drowning out everything else. The operator didnā€™t matter. Alex didnā€™t matter. You were all that mattered. You were all he needed.
After two and a half hour of rambling, you paused, listening for his response. ā€œTim? You there?ā€ The only response you got was the calm breathing from the other end of the line, the previous shakiness nowhere to be found. You smiled to yourself, wishing you were there to witness it.
ā€œGoodnight, you idiot... love you.ā€
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mynameisminhooooo Ā· 5 years ago
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They get to spend all of quarantine with their s/o (Monsta X)
Request : Hi!! Could you do an exo and/or Monsta x reaction to getting to spend all of quarantine with you?
Sorry I put in bullet points bc it's felt like it made more sense? Sorry if you didn't like that. I also included what y'all would do. Bc why notĀæ
Shownu :
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Omg this precious little bear was beyond excited to spend quarantine
Like as soon as his manager said plans were cancelled until further notice he ran out of the practice room
"Y/n I'm staying with you during quarantine..."
"Oh. Aight"
Your guy's quarantine consisted of laying in bed from the moment you woke up till 4 pm
As well as making a lot of food
And taking baths bc social distancing who?
Leads to other things 34% if the time, bc why not??
And of course singing together and him teaching you how to dance to all the songs
Cooking with this dude, where do I start
100% chance of making a mess
Would knock over bowls of side dishes while trying to grab a towel to wipe his hands
Just smiled at you when the food is all over the ground
Talking to the other members over the phone during dinner so it was like you guys were all eating together
Taking food to the other members and leaving it on the doorstep
One time they came outside before he was able to run back to the car and he was convinced he was contaminated
You had to spray him with Lysol to make him feel better
Him just being a whole lil bear the whole time
You guys would go on walks when you'd feel couped up too much
Y'all would be that extremely cute ass couple during quarantine
"I'm so glad I got to spend my quarantine with you" he'd say while kissing your forehead
"I love you y/n"
"I love me too, but your cool too"
"That's not funny" cue pout
Wonho :
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Would literally be so happy to spend time with you
Hasn't seen you in like 2 weeks because of his rigorous schedule
When he finally gets to you're guy's apartment he'd just drop all his stuff and run to you, wrapping you in the biggest hug
You guys would eat until you couldn't breath
Ordering take out everyday sometimes for all 3 meals
You guys would take an online art class because why not
Video chatting his family and ofc the members to make sure everyone was well and healthy
Calling his mom 3 times a day
Would be the person who stocks up on toilet paper
Disinfecting everything every morning
Singing karaoke every day after dinner
Doing workouts in the living room because you guys gained weight and he wanted to watch his gorgeous figure
You'd help him write lyrics
You guys would try to be productive and do fun things like read at least once every other day
He'd be so happy to spend time with you like omg
Would literally cry when he looked at you sometimes bc he just loves you that much
Your guy's favorite things to do was lay in bed in each other's arms
"I wish we could stay like this forever, I love you so much y/n"
"I love you too, but can you let me go I have to pee really bad"
Your guy's quarantine would honestly be so fun
Minhyuk :
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Would honestly act like he didn't want to spend time with you
"I guess I'm stuck with you"
\(-_-)/
"Your so lucky to have me, huh because I bought food"
Supports every small business and buys from all of them so they'd keep going
"I'll have 3 jars of kimchi, 2 bowls of kimchi jjigae, just give me half of everything"
"Minhyuk where are we gonna put all this the fridge is full"
Gives almost all the food to his family and the members
Buys like 2,264 board games
"Hey, you wanna play Monopoly I'll let you win"
Once again \(-_-)/
Fights about the dumbest thing
"I wanted to buy boardwalk!"
Throws your character off the board
Another person who stocks up, but he bought all the ramen
Your guy's quarantine would be so unproductive honestly
Like you guys just sit around playing board games
Listening to music all day everyday
Going for walks when the sun went down
If he sees an animal on the street he is bringing it home for "safety reasons"
"Look y/n this poor pigeon was left on the street"
Did I mention \(-_-)/
"Minhyuk... It's a pigeon"
Dancing throughout the house
He broke the TV while doing a twirl
Blames it on the pigeon, who you guys have name Piggy
Trying on each others clothes
But at the end of the day he'd be so happy he could spend his quarantine with you and Piggy
"I guess your ok to spend time with..."
Kihyun :
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He would be so happy to spend time with you
Would be the most precatious person
"Put on gloves y/n"
"I'm changing the channel..."
Would 10/10 spray down everything before you guys touch it
You guys baked a lot during quarantine
Burning almost everything
Would try to make jokes the whole time
They were not good...
He would try to teach you how to hit the highest notes
Him almost breaking the window
Singing together while reading
Would call every member every day to see how they were doing
You guys would try gardening together because you guys got bored
10/10 the type of dude to telling everyone to buy from small business
If he saw anyone in the street outside the window, he'd yell at them
"Get inside!"
"Do you want to die?!"
You guys would people watch
You guys tried everything possible to pass boredom
Yoga, Singing, Staring Contests
If you got sick would literally call an ambulance
"They want to know if you have a fever, are experiencing lethargy, or have a cough?"
"Kihyun I just have a stomach ache"
Would be so relieved when he just found out it was just gas
He would not let you leave the house
"I really care about you, I cant risk you getting sick"
"You do knows there is a 3% chance of death right"
"But I wouldn't be able to see you"
Wow, whatta man
Hyungwon :
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He honestly would be one of those ppl who didn't take it very very serious
"You wanna go to the park?"
"We can barely leave our house to get food?!"
"Ok, loser"
Was happy to spend time with you, but he wanted to actually do things with you like go to dinner
He just wanted to spend quality time with you
You guys would just lay in each other's arms everyday watching TV
Blinds closed letting no light in
The members would call you guys because after 3 days of nothing they were worried
"Oh we're fine, we've just been eating, sleeping and watching TV"
You guys would watch watch every variety show they have been on
You guys would try dying your hair by yourselves
"Wow y/n this blue is really nice"
"Blue it was supposed to be lilac"
How???
Shopping online for everything, food, clothes, furniture
"Y/n we need a new couch I just bought one"
\(-_-)/
You guys got erasable markers and literally drew on the wall
But they did not come off...
He would be kind of sad that he couldn't take you anywhere
But being the cutie he is he'd find ways to do cute date ideas at home
Jooheon :
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"Guess what I'm coming home for quarantine!!!!"
Literally couldn't wait to hold you in his arms
Would cry when he came home, because he gets to spend time with you for who knows how long
You guys just hold each other and cry
Would follow you everywhere
If you went to get the mail he'd go with, if you needed to run to the store to get food, he's right by you
"Why is the door locked??? Y/n, you alive? Did corona get you???"
"Don't break the door down! I'm taking a bath"
"Ohhh, let me in!"
This little jerk picked the lock
You guys just sat in the tub for like 3 hours talking about what you should do during quarantine
Things you would do together during quarantine include sitting in the tub for 3 hours everyday
Calling his sister every day so he could talk to his cute niece
He would teach you all his rap parts from every song he could
You guys would send the members a goodie package every week with food and toiletries
Because he worried about them
You guys would take online dance class
Because why not???
Tango, Rumba, Foxtrot, Meringue
He would enjoy every minute with you
You're guys little vacation came to a halt when he fractured his fibula after falling down the stairs
He felt bad that you had to take care of him
But he was so grateful to have you by his side to help him
"Y/n you don't have to get up I can go to the kitchen to get a fork"
Could barely get off the couch
"Just please sit hear"
"So like you wanna bang?"
"No, I want you to get better"
After he got injured he just got so sad that he couldn't do anything with you really anymore
"I love you y/n"
"I love you too"
I.M :
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He already was used to seeing you basically everyday
The only difference was you guys got to stay home
You guys didn't even have to change your schedule
He was grateful that he was able to wake up to you every morning tho
"Good morning, cutie"
"Why are you so close??"
Would be so nice the entire quarantine
Need him to wash your hair, just yell for him
Need something off the top shelf
He got it covered
There would be days where you guys just laid in bed the whole day though
You had online school throughout this time
"Y/n hang out with me!Ā”!Ā”"
"I'm doing homework for my English class"
"But I'm cuter than English class"
*insert pouty face*
Would try to get in your pants every other hour
You'd let him because ofc
"No, not now Changkyunnie..."
"Yes, now... Pleaseeeeee"
All the members would worry about you because you guys were the youngest and they thought you wouldn't take this seriously
Y'all did though, you only left the house for food
"Y/n am I cute?"
"No, now go to sleep"
"But I love you and I miss you"
"I'm right next to you and it's 3 am"
Bro. Idk why but this drained me I'm gonna write the exo one different bc I literally ran out of ideas of what to do doing quarantine.
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moonraccoon-exe Ā· 5 years ago
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Hi, Connie. I know it's been a while since you did any headcanons and idk if you still do them, but I'm curious of your opinion. I realize the wall is one giant quarantine bubble, but the people are still free to do as the please inside it. How do you think each of the chocobros would handle an Insomnia-wide quarantine like what's going on in most of the world right now? What if one of them got sick (assuming a FFXV equivalent of COVID-19?) How would Regis, as King, take care of his people?
PS: Aparently the Keep Reading line is having some troubles. May appear right under the question (how did it get THERE?) or nowhere at all lol pls forgive tumblr he trying.Ā 
HEEEEEEEEEELLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Itā€™s definitely been a while since I did any headcanons, but thatā€™s because school has kept me busy like crazy, and when I have spare time, I put it into my two big fanfics going on (I donā€™t want people to wait too much!) but Iā€™ll definitely keep doing these, every single one of them, until I finish, even if it takes me years and years <3
The ask prompts are one of my favorite things in the world so of course Iā€™ll keep them going!
HOH
YOUR PROMPT IS SUPER INTERESTING!!!!! AYYYYY, letā€™s see what this raccoonie brain has there!!Ā 
FFXV Insomnia in a quarantine
First things first, the government
Regis, as King:
Regis is going all the way into making sure EVERYONE can stay home.
Regis is going to ask the other countries to lend Lucis money. As in. M I L L I O N S.
ā€œYour Majesty, you ARE aware weā€™re nowhere half to repaying that debt in a near future?ā€
ā€œTHIS IS A LITERAL PLAGUE WITH NO CURE YET THATā€™S KILLING DOZENS SOME OF WHICH THEIR FAMILIES CANā€™T SAY GOODBYE TO AND YOU W O R RYĀ  A B O UTĀ  Ā T HEĀ  EĀ  C O NO M YĀ  Ā ĀæĀæĀæ? ?!??ā€
Regis has brain and, most importantly, humanity. Heā€™s definitely going to put the country in debt for the next 15 kings is that helps people right now.
Mostly because heā€™s aware itā€™s no oneā€™s fault.Ā 
Regis is announcing what heā€™s going to do to keep people safe publicly:
The next three months of any loans are forgiven. Mortgage, rent, water, electricity, and all the public services will be free for the next three months. If you own any debts, be it a house or a little clock, you donā€™t have to pay on the next 3 months, and instead that amount will be divided into future months in small amounts so itā€™s recovered in the medium or long run. No one needs to spend one gil in any of the basics, donā€™t worry about that, itā€™s covered, governmentā€™s got you, SO PLEASE STAY HOME.Ā 
Regis is aware that some people canā€™t stay home because what little they earn is what they spend in basic food; Regis is going to spend lots of the money he burrowed in them.
Regis is going to pay as well to teachers and artists for online classes and entertainment, because heā€™s aware of the mental/emotional distress people can be in after certain time indoors.Ā 
Regis is going to put most the money in the medical and cleaning services.
Regis is going to keep online and phone polls for people to fill in particular cases (I still need to go out because I need to go look after my mother each friday, I still need to go out because I need to go get medicines each certain time at this district) so the Citadelā€™s intel know best what to do.
Regis is going to make sure to have teams sanitizing public transport and places everyday.
Regis is a no-game man, dammit.
((Regis is the reason Insomnia only needed three months before being free))
Makes sure the media broadcasts not only the death cases, but also and most importantly the healed cases. Not gonna let the media get stupid with this for money or paranoia, no sir
Noctis, as prince
DID YOU THINK HE WAS JUST GOING TO MOP, THIS IS THE PRINCE
(Remember the game tells us he was a damn good prince as in politically? what a bean <3)
Noct was taken more off guard; Regis acted immediately like a (good) madman, Noctis still needed a bit to process it
Noct is who comes up with some ideas that Regis puts into action (the phone/online polls, the online classes, for example)
Noct too manages some of the intel going on during quarentine to see how the city is progressing and how else they can help.
Noctis is in charge of the interviews along the...health minister (?) everyday, while Regis stays at work and intel.
Noctis makes sure to do a livestream each certain days to greet the people, answer questions, or just have a bit of fun, and to remind them to stay home and to keep the spirits up. We know Noct would rather rot in boredome in his sofa because Sleepy Boy, but he knows the effect he has on his people, so he does the livestreams for them; to keep them entertained, informed, and simply to keep them sane.
Noctis came up with the idea of making an app/text service for those that suffer of domestic violence;Ā ā€œstaying homeā€ sounds easy to him because he has a huge house and a good family, but heā€™s aware that not do everyone.Ā 
(Putting a keep reading here)
Noctis
Sleeps it away lmao
Honestly Noct doesnā€™t have much troubles with the wholeĀ ā€œstay homeā€ thing. He likes home. He LOVES staying home. LET HIM STAY EVEN AFTER QUARENTINE IS OVER.
Noct has videogames and his bed. You donā€™t need to tell him twice to stay home.Ā 
Noct sleeps most of the day.Ā 
Noct decides to not shower everyday.
The only trouble Noct goes through is that his room starts getting super messy everyday and Ignis isnā€™t going to appear to help him out.Ā 
Noctis spends his time doing homework and mumbling about howĀ ā€œteachers didnā€™t use to give us this much homework until quarentine, this is just their excuse goddammit fuck this shitā€
I feel you Noct
Besides that, videogames, trash food, and sleeping.
Itā€™s 9 pm, heā€™s in pajamas. That he hasnā€™t taken off in three days.Ā 
Itā€™s 6 am and Noct is out of bed. He hasnā€™t slept since 2 am.
What is this guyā€™s sleep schedule.
Despite the careless and carefree attitude, Noct still worries. He still has to stay the most informed, as the prince, of the international and national situation, and it sometimes gets stressful.
When Noct sees numbers grow and a gloomy future, he gets stressed but wonā€™t say it; that careless attitude is his way of coping. Like pretending itā€™s not true.
Noct worries about the poor, too, and the low and working class. He too came up with more ideas along with Regis to keep them safe too and not force them to work while the middle and upper classes stay indoors like itā€™s not the big deal.
Noct thinks a lot about Prompto. He knows he doesnā€™t need to go out too much, but he also knows how much of a terribly, horribly emotional distress Prom is in when staying at his house for too long.
Noct takes up on video-phoning Prom, everyday. His best boy canā€™t be sad, stressed, or messed up, and heā€™s going to keep him sane and cheer him up everyday.Ā 
Noct may or may have not ended up inviting Prompto to spend quarentine at the Citadel with him. He hadnā€™t finished saying it when Prom was already at the Citadelā€™s door asking to be sanitized before going in.
If he got sick, everyone around him would be more scared than him LMAO
ā€œOHNOTHEPRINCEISILLHEā€™SGOINGTODIEIAMNOTREADYFORTHISNOOOOOOOOOā€Ā 
Noct: so can I skip online school like this?
Heā€™d be looked after with almost paranoia, thereā€™s only two of the Lucis Caelum alive and honestly losing the heir and only one that can have kids at this point to the virus woulndā€™t be very epic on history books
Noct IS worried, just pretending heā€™s not.Ā 
Noct is going to avoid Regis LIKE A PRO. Heā€™s going to ask to live somewhere else, will ask to sanitize his room and keep it locked, will ask that Regis gets nowhere near ANY of his belongings. Basically, Noct is going CRAZY over avoiding Regis...so Regis doesnā€™t catch it :ā€™ā€™(Ā 
What a pure bean
Even if Regis tries visiting him, and even if the whole place is sanitized and like a little bubble away of the rest of the world, Noct will still not want him to come inside.Ā 
Honestly, this is going to make Regis really, deeply sad and maybe even hurt. He wants to stay positive, but he keeps thinking of what if Noct dies to it, and not only dies, heā€™d also die without having held him for a last time or seen him.
They meet through the window. They phone each other and just touch through the closed window... :ā€™) </3
Noct knows he may be over protecting Regis, but heā€™s honestly not going to have it any other way. He has way more than enough watching his old man grow old too fast from the Ring to run the risk of giving him this stupid virus. If he has to make his old man sad in order to keep him healthy, SO BE IT.Ā 
Ignis
Heā€™s fine.
Heā€™s just so cool with this.
ā€œAh, of course. A plague. It was our turn, as was expected.ā€
...w...what are you talking about, Ignis.
Heā€™s barely impressed.Ā 
Master of following instructions, they told Ignis to stay home and THAT he did.
The store? The neighbor? Just an inch outside his main door? NO. THATā€™S NOT INDOORS.
Itā€™s not that heā€™s paranoid, heā€™s just not bothered by the idea fo not going out and he knows that the more he stays home the faster this will pass that he just. Stays in, sometimes not even looking out the window for a day or two.
Ignis still phones Noct each two days to remind him his room is messy do something because I wonā€™t, or do nothing, the cockroaches will help you with the crumbs and leftovers in a day more.
Ignis isnā€™t bored. He still has home office and paperwork to do, the poor, young, miserable thing.Ā 
In his spare time he likes doing stuff he likes, as he normally didnā€™t have the time to do.Ā 
Ignis is making sure to call the other chocobros to make sure theyā€™re ok. Heā€™s particularly attentive to Prompto.
Boy is having video calls with Gladio because Best Friends.Ā 
Ignis attempts to do as your raccoonie; will try to finish two-week worth of his paperwork in one or two days t o have the rest of the time free LMAO
(I hope, unlike me, heā€™s succeeding at that)
Ignis worries mostly about others and the outside Lucis. He takes up on the advantage of being bros with the prince to suggest something, that Noct can suggest to Regis to make it better for as many people as possible.
If he got sick, heā€™d attend hospital and not go out until heā€™s 100% okay AND spent 2 weeks with no fall back into it.Ā 
Heā€™d thank the doctors and nurses like every five minutes honestly. Iggy appreciates theyā€™re doing such high risk job, keeps admiring them. Dammit.
He would accept no visits. Is it the prince? tell him to FUCK OFF.Ā 
Mostly the throne family Ignis wonā€™t dare visit even after heā€™s healed.
ā€œIGNIS ITā€™S OK YOUā€™VE BEEN FINE FOR A MONTHā€
ā€œTALK TO ME WHEN QUARENTINE IS OVER AND/OR THERE IS A VACCINE, GET THE FUCK OFF MY FRONT YARDā€
Ignis is not overly worried about the illness. He has stupidly strong defenses and can see himself getting out of this. He worries just whatā€™s normal but keeps spirits up with all the numbers of healed cases.
Go Iggy!Ā 
Gladio
Surprisingly, heā€™s taking this really well.
Gladioā€™s sort of more scared than the rest at the news; he was so prepared for physical enemies, the idea of an abstract, non-physical one suddenly sweeps him off his feet.
But he handles it well. So long he doesnā€™t watch the news.
Gladio wonā€™t listen or read the news on the virus; heā€™s aware of it, heā€™ll take care and be careful, but he wonā€™t read or hear numbers or updates, heā€™ll just live this out until itā€™s over.
Gladio takes his mind off it with indoor exercising, lots of it.Ā 
Gladioā€™s job was mostly physical, so he takes on the advantage that he has nearly no chances of home office to do stuff he likes; mostly, this nerd will drown in history documentaries on KupoTube, will watch the equivalent of Disney and Dreamwork movies, will read like the world is ending, and will take up on online courses.
He likes crafts. Okay? Leave him alone and let him give his baby steps into watercolor painting.Ā 
Gladio is video calling Noctis. To force him to exercise LMAO
ā€œOY, NOCT, THIS IS PRE-RECORDED, DO YOU THINK Iā€™M AN IDIOT? COME BACK HERE TO YOUR COMPUTER OR ITā€™LL BE WORSEā€
Gladio is holding back a Desperate-To-Go-Out Iris.
Sheā€™s not irresponsible, she just HATES INDOORS LET ME GO OUT ITā€™LL BE JUST AROUND THE BLOCK
Gladioā€™s not letting Jared go ANYWHERE
ā€œSOMETHING HAPPENS TO YOU AND I DIE, YOU STAY HERE, Iā€™LL GO BUY GROCERIES AND DONā€™T YOU DARE GET ANYWHERE NEAR ME AFTER Iā€™M BACK UNTIL Iā€™VE SHOWEREDā€
Gladdy itā€™s ok :ā€™)
A bit paranoid when it comes to others, though will still be a bit paranoid about himself.
Gladio is mostly calm about it; just a few times every now and then heā€™s stressed and a bit too troubled for an easy sleep.
Video calls Iggy every day because Best Friends.
Iggy keeps him sane, the baby :ā€™(
Honestly, Gladio also makes sure that Ignis is ok. Ignis is always looking after all other three, but Gladio is whoā€™s most aware of looking after Ignis. Ignis wonā€™t say it, but heā€™s probably feeling very lonely after a month indoors, as his family wonā€™t pay much attention to him. Gladioā€™s making sure to keep him happy, distracted, and in good spirits, and in company.
If he got sick, heā€™d probably have a very bad emotional time at first.
Gladio would cry and think nearly for sure that heā€™s dead already.
Not like in drama, he would seriously get sad and be very, very scared :ā€™(
Same than Noct, he wouldnā€™t let Clarus near him or any of his belongings, nor Jared. Not Iris either, of course, but he worries more for the older men.
Gladio would probably not do very well emotionally in hospital. Heā€™d spend there the necessary time, but then he would probably like most to be in an apartment for himself if available or in his room without letting anyone near.Ā 
Gladio will keep thinking of the chances to live or die, of how scary the idea of a virus with no cure is, will get really gloomy and negative on it.
His family try to provide emotional support, but every time they call Gladio just drowns himself in ideas like what their family would do if he died and it just makes him sadder
The doctors and Iggy are what keep his spirits up, to be honest.
The sadness lasts the first days. AFter that, Gladioā€™s going to handle the ilness like a DAMN WARRIOR
ā€œYOU INJECT THAT THING, DOC, BRING IT ONā€
A new treatment and the consequences are unsure? BRING IT ON.
Whatever it is, Gladioā€™s HEAD IN FOR IT
Baby boy just needed some time to process it. After that heā€™s just taking it so lightheartedly, even the doctors get cheered up at his bright attitude towards it.
ā€œYouā€™ve progressed on a 1%ā€
ā€œHELL YEAH ONE PERCENT!!!!!!!!!!! :Dā€
What a beautiful boy omg
Prompto
This one is the chocobro that REALLY gets hit by quarentine.
Promptoā€™s not hyperactive, he can stay indoors if they ask him to...the problem is his house.
Prompto gets easily anxious staying at home for too long. He spent his childhood locked away in there, isolated. No parents, no friends, nothing. He stayed locked away in what was the toughest moments of his life. He doesnā€™t hate indoors, he hates indoors at his house. It brings all of that back.
Promptoā€™s trying to keep all the lights on to make it less like in his childhood; gets easily guilty remembering the huge debt the King put himself into so he doesnā€™t have to pay for electricity and now heā€™s wasting it.Ā 
Prompto gets easily anxious around food nowadays. Remembers it was staying indoors doing but eat what got him so fat and lonely.
(Prommy itā€™s ok, fat is not bad :(( this poor angel )
Honestly Promptoā€™s so busy emotionally stressing over being indoors at his house that the pandemic in the world isnā€™t even super concerning, itā€™s just as if there was a storm outside; he knows itā€™s bad and that not everyone can stay safe from it, but heā€™s just worried in his own situation at home.
His parents get to stay indoors with him for home office, which is as good as it is bad.
For some reason itā€™s not so comforting because it makes Prompto think of how absent they used to me. For some reason, it also IS comforting because unlike his childhood, at least theyā€™re there now.
Prompto tries to make the best out of this and tries bonding with them when theyā€™re not busy.
It actually works <3 They donā€™t get overly emotional or anything but they get to spend some good time together, watch movies, talk more, etc.
It helps Prom with the food issue that Dad does the cooking this time.
Good as his parents are with him during quarentine, itā€™s home, like the physical place what keeps gnawing at his emotional health.
Prom is going to try EVERYTHING to keep himself distracted.Ā 
Iggy phones him constantly, which helps a lot. Noct videocalls him everyday, which really keeps him up.
Prom is taking BUNCHES of online courses and classes, bECAUSE THIS BOY LOVES DOING AND LEARNING STUFF
Week 6 of quareantine, Prompto has made his own jacket out of kitchen towels. Itā€™s...actually impressive.
If he got sick, he too would be paranoid.
More than sad, Prompto would be openly scared and nervous.
EXTRA
The chocobros as a Four:
Theyā€™re having online video parties and meetings.
The four got a pizza each. Theyā€™re video meeting, and pretending itā€™s the same pizza lol
ā€œYOU ATE THE LAST SLICE HOW DARE YOU, I TOLD YOU I WANTED IT!!! >:ā€™ā€˜(ā€
The guys are showing their quarentine achievements to each other.
ā€œLook, Iā€™ve let my feet nails long because I donā€™t need shoes anymore and I shaped them like Iā€™m a dragon hahaā€
ā€œOi look, I learned a new trick with my yo-yoā€
ā€œLook how GREASY my hair is right now haha. what do you mean if Iā€™m attending the national interview later like this, of course I amā€
The chocobros are sending each other online courses that they think the others or one of them will like
Theyā€™re having one of those online movie in different computers together.Ā 
Also multiplayer games because they can.
Ignis wins every time.Ā 
The chocobros are playing a 4-members Squad mode in Battle Royale games. Noct and Prom are okay. Ignis is the Pro. Gladio is the bait.
Iris:
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
Cor:Ā 
Cor is surprisingly calm about this.
Cor is spending his time meditating.
Cor has barely any paperwork, as his work is mostly physical, so he gets a lot of time free with Regisā€™ politics for a proper literally-no-need-to-go-out politics. Meditation that is.
Cor is phoning Prompto each now and then, too.Ā 
Prompto would answer happily that heā€™s fine and with no virus. Cor finally once tells him heā€™s not asking if heā€™s ok about the virus. Prom needed no more explanation and just said he was ok, if a little sad.
Cor is working out at home.
Cor is getting bored.
Cor is reading, watching series, or meditating, or cooking just for the sake of it.
Cor just has one problem.Ā  Heā€™s a workaholic. You give him no work, this man starts slowly having a meltdown and descent into the abyss of madness. He needs to die of stress, how else do you expect him to live?
The first weeks were fine. After the first few weeks Cor starts getting anxious about needing work to do.
Cor you stupid thingĀ 
Cor is starting to get distracted in meditation because he keeps getting anxious about working in something.
Cor starts phoning Regis.
ā€œDo you have any paperwork for me now?ā€
This is every two days.Ā 
Regis COULD have given him something. Regis doesnā€™t. Cor needs to learn to know how to be AT PEACE FOR FUCKING ONCE.
Cor is making paperwork up to work on lol
Cor was diagnosed with the virus. They put the virus in quarentine for its safety.Ā 
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Shawn silently shuts the door to her room after making sure sheā€™s safely fallen asleep, well fed and high on ā€œwormiesā€ (Stomach worm medicines. Zahra Ameen shortens things as she likes to, and you are expected to accept that.) He hadnā€™t bothered a lot with his phone since he got here, so when he pulls out his phone to finally check it, heā€™s not surprised to see the flood of notifications. The only people who really needed to know where he was were his mom, Zahra, and Zachary, his roommate. ā€œZachā€ for short, ā€œwhiteboy supremeā€ for Zahra.Ā 
His fingers danced across the screen typing back replies to each of his project partners for their assignments due in the following weeks. She really couldnā€™t have chosen a worse time to fall sick because their mid terms were around the corner, a truck load of assignments lined up for both of them, and heā€™s thinking of ways he can probably do some of her stuff so she has lesser work to get back to when she recovers. Recovers, he thinks to himself as his momā€™s words ring through his head. ā€œShe has a bug, baby, sheā€™s not diseased, and sheā€™s a strong girl and I need you to be a strong boy right now.ā€ He silently huffs to himself because what does his mom know anyway? (everything.) He decides to quickly dash out and grab his laptop and notes over to her room so he can stay with her and work at the same time.Ā 
He shoots her roommate a text about going back to his dorm and runs out. Back in their room, Zach silently watches Shawn pack his things like heā€™s preparing for exile. His laptop, chargers, notes for 3 different courses, his nighttime face cream, a towel, a power bank, a sanitiser is tossed in and heā€™s pretty sure he sees a his family photo thrown in somewhere.Ā 
ā€œGot everything you need, Shawnie?ā€ Zach walks over and throws his arms around him from the back, clutching him tight. ā€œIā€™m going to miss you so much.ā€
Shawn lets out a yelp as Zach becomes dead weight on him, forcing him to fall face first onto the bed, both now laying flat on what once was a pile of Shawnā€™s belongings. ā€œZach you know I canā€™t pack with you playing dead ON me, right? Move, jackass.ā€
Zach rolls over, propping his head up on one hand and continues to observe him, ā€œyou know Iā€™ve noticed a few things about you, these days, Shawnie. And in my expert opinion I would like to diagnose you with a serious case of unrequited love, the subject in case being a girl currently diseased and lying in her bed high on wormies while you pack to move in with her-ā€
ā€œIā€™m not moving in with her-ā€
ā€œInterrupting is bad manners, you know? As I was saying, you are packing to move in with her, and I highly doubt she feels the exact same way about you, bro.ā€
ā€œOkay, Zach. Get to the point, what do you mean, here?ā€
ā€œSee, I just donā€™t see her doing the same for you! If it werenā€™t for her staying over with you for your regularly scheduled, uh, activities, I would say that she wouldnā€™t come over at all! Itā€™s always you going to her! Donā€™t you see that? Itā€™s one sided!ā€
Shawn was still staring at him with a blank expression, still not sure where this whole conversation was going. ā€œZach, I need you to try and make more sense. I know itā€™s hard, but please.ā€
ā€œShawn, Zahra only has to breathe in your direction for you to be all heart eyes for her, like someone just says her name and you start blushing,ā€ and unfortunately for him, he did start blushing again, ā€œSEE? Shawn, full offense, I think youā€™re whipped trash and sheā€™s just - not. I donā€™t think she feels as much as you do, and itā€™s really cute that you want to wait hand and foot on her, but itā€™s not reciprocated!ā€
Shawn looks away, unsure of how to tell him that it is, in fact reciprocated. They had talked their feelings out when they went home for winter break, made love till they couldnā€™t anymore and then talked some more and fucked some more. It was taken care of, Zahra Ameen was in love with him, too and they werenā€™t even dating yet.Ā 
ā€œIt is, actually,ā€ Shawn starts.
ā€œItā€™s what?ā€
ā€œReciprocated.ā€
ā€œDid she tell you that?ā€
ā€œYes.ā€
ā€œWhen?ā€
ā€œWhen we we went back home.ā€
ā€œShe told you she likes you?ā€
ā€œShe told me she loves me.ā€
ā€œShe told you she loves you?ā€
ā€œYes.ā€
Both of them took a moment to just look at each other, Zach getting pensive, until he flung a deodorant at him. ā€œShe told you she loves you A MONTH ago and you didnā€™t tell me?ā€
Shawn ducks just in time, the bottle landing somewhere behind him. ā€œWeā€™re barely learning to say it ourselves, Zach, itā€™s not exactly meant to be advertised right now,ā€ he was exasperated, heā€™d been through the same cycle with his friends before, as had she with hers. People didnā€™t understand their dynamic, and they didnā€™t expect them to. Theyā€™d grown from being close to closer at their own pace and all while being exclusive without even trying, they were good at being them and there wasnā€™t ever a time they needed validation from anyone else. ā€œAnd even if we did you guys would start grilling us for not dating and being in love, why am I meant to-ā€
ā€œHey, hey Shawnie listen,ā€ Zach steadies him by holding his shoulders down, ā€œIā€™m happy for you, bro, if youā€™re happy with her then Iā€™m happy too, I was only worried because you were all in, you know? And I donā€™t want to see you get hurt man, you know what I was like after Rachel last year.ā€
ā€œYou saw Rachel for 3 days and decided you were in love with her without talking to her and sheā€™d had a boyfriend for months before that, Zach Iā€™m not sure how that counts as heartbreakā€¦ā€
ā€œWhat are you? The heartbreak police? Iā€™m telling you, I was in a one sided relationship-ā€
ā€œIt was NOT a relationship, Za-ā€
ā€œWhat did I tell you about not policing me, Shawn? Now, glad we decided to have this conversation, Iā€™m glad both of you are equally whipped for each other, you need to pack up and get to her dorm before she wakes up or else - I donā€™t know man I donā€™t want a repeat of last time.ā€
Shawn snickers lightly, taking in how Zach was actually disturbed at the thought of Zahra screaming at him for messing around with her a few weeks ago. Shawn and Zahra had a few ground rules. One of them being they never left the other sleeping in bed without telling them where they went - this way they never had to wake up alone, wondering where the other went. Waking up alone after not going to sleep alone was one of Zahraā€™s deepest fears, and sheā€™d had a hard time communicating that to absolutely everyone except Shawn. Sheā€™d rambled on and on about the why and how before he simply said, ā€œDonā€™t leave you alone in bed. Got it.ā€ And so, a few weeks ago when Shawn went to shower and Zahra woke up without him, Zach told her he left for the day and didnā€™t want to wake her up. She was a second away from crying when Shawn came out of the shower and kissed her good morning. That was when she physically launched herself at Zach for making her believe he truly left her after she told him not to.Ā 
Goes without saying that Zach had been afraid of messing with her, avoided her for a week straight right after the incident and promptly left the flat as soon as she came over all other times. Zach still grumbled as Shawn continued packing proceeding to catching him in a headlock and pressing down on the visible hickey she mustā€™ve left on him the last time she came over. Shawn pushed him away whining about ā€œhow many times have I told you not to do that, you absolute fuck?ā€ and received a loud, ā€œif youā€™re so sensitive why donā€™t you ask her not to?ā€
And we all know that would never happen.
Another 10 minutes and Shawn had taken everything he thought he would need, Zach still not leaving his side.
ā€œYou got your dorm pass?ā€
ā€œYesā€
ā€œLibrary card?ā€
ā€œYesā€
ā€œVitamins?ā€
ā€œYesā€
ā€œCondoms?ā€
ā€œYe- why would I need those? Are you out of-ā€
ā€œYouā€™re going to see the one person I know who loves the deed more that you do, just figured you need them at hand.ā€
ā€œSheā€™s practically an invalid right now, get your mind out of the gutter, Zacharyā€
ā€œHey Iā€™m just saying I canā€™t take the responsibility of being a godfather anytime soon, bud.ā€
ā€œGood thing you wonā€™t be one, then.ā€ Shawn pulled out his phone to check if she had woken up and texted him after seeing the sticky note he left on her bedside, but his heart stuttered a bit seeing her last texts to him.
Babiest to shawny boy : (3:11 pm): feeling icky tbh but i had a rly cute guy come over to nurse me back to life
Babiest : (3:11 pm):Ā  he is the greatest souper on the world
Babiest : (3:11 pm): soup maker?
Babiest : (3:11 pm): might just fuck around and wife him up while youā€™re not watching. Love uĀ 
Did anyone go over to herā€™s while he wasnā€™t there? Not to brag, but heā€™s makes the sickest soups he knows, how could someone except his mom and her mom possibly come close to the absolute delicacy that is his world famous noodle soup? Why would she want to wife- I mean, be with someone else when he exists? And they exchanged the L word pretty recently, too, or did she not mean it? Why would she say it if she did not mean it? And if heā€™s honest, she does deserve the world, and heā€™s willing and ready to give it to her but if she wants it from someone else, who was he to stop her? He would wish it was him though. It always felt like it was.Ā 
He continued staring at the texts till Zach snapped him out of it, and he blinked away tears he didnā€™t know he had. ā€œHey, can you read these?ā€
He handed his phone over and continued pacing around the room, constantly running running his hands through his hair, biting his nails, just to have an outlet. Zach bit his lip reading the texts, unsure of how to respond. He wasnā€™t there when this went down, how was he to know if she was talking about Shawn or someone else?Ā 
ā€œBro, do you think thereā€™s someone else?ā€
ā€œI donā€™t know, I thinkā€¦,ā€ Shawn looked away, not wanting to cry when he doesnā€™t know anything for sure and definitely not wanting to do it in front of Zach because he was the easiest crier he knew. One person composing themselves is better than two of them losing it. The energy in the room had shifted in the matter of seconds. The airy, playful banter was gone as quick as it came, signs of possible heartache hanging over both of their heads now. Their friendship worked in funny ways, sometimes. Zach took on responsibility as quick as he could, and Shawn could let go of his voice of reason for Zachā€™s sake at any given point. If what both of them were thinking did turn out to be true, it would be the first time Shawn would have to wear his heart on his sleeve rather than the other way around.Ā 
ā€œYou can say whatever you want, you know that Shawny,ā€ he sighed, looking back down at the texts. ā€œWe donā€™t judge around hereā€¦ā€
Shawn didnā€™t face him for a bit. He couldnā€™t and he didnā€™t want to. He continued crossing the length of his room while Zach resumed his spot on the bed, watching him intently. A few more rounds and he came to halt abruptly in front of him, eyes red from not crying, itā€™s a thing that happened to him. He let out a sounded that felt something like the air was choked out of him and heā€™d been punched in the gut.
ā€œShe told me she loved me, Zach.ā€ And Zach started crying, and Shawn was about to join in until his ring tone cut them off.
It was Zahra calling.Ā 
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Zahra sighed for the third time in 5 minutes, she was having a hard time finding relevant information for Shawnā€™s next research paper. Her eyes were strained now and the pads of her fingers felt scratched into after working on her laptopā€™s touch pad for so long. Her hands uncovered her face and lay flat on the table in front of her as she leaned forward to stare at the screen as if that would make things fall in place together. She felt a finger link with her pinky, a soft, tired smile growing on her face as his thumb ran across the back of her hand. Shawn had a few nervous ticks, the easiest to ground him was through physical contact, easier so when she was around. Zahra flipped her hand over slowly, letting his fingers intertwine with hers, seeing him furrow his eyebrows over a particularly hard piece of writing and thinking of how quick the library matron would shoo them out of there if she just leaned over and gave him a few kisses, not many, just a few. She spared a glance around the relatively empty section they had found, and decided that loving on her boy for a bit was more important at the moment than having a secluded working environment.Ā 
She leaned closer, pulling him in by the side of his face to pepper kisses across his temple down to his cheeks. She felt his cheeks grow into a smile under her lips, a soft, ā€œIā€™m trying to concentrate, baby,ā€ coming through. ā€œYou work too hard,ā€ she mumbled, finally pulling his face her way and kissing him for real. He reacted naturally, pressing down on her chin so sheā€™d let him kiss her as he pleased, rubbing his thumb across her cheeks now.Ā 
It was her turn to smile as she felt his tongue pad across her lower lip, pulling away slightly to brush his nose against hers. Another Shawn and Zahra thing. She leaned back in, mirroring Shawnā€™s actions and swiping her tongue against his lip softly, keening as she heard him hum softly. He caught her chin again, but to lightly pull away this time.
ā€œControl yourself, Ms. Ameen, weā€™re still in the library and your membership could be revoked if someone caught you engaging in such a lewd act,ā€ he grinned lightly, pecking her one last time before getting back to work.Ā 
ā€œLewd act? Really? As if this is the worst weā€™ve ever done,ā€ he tries to shush her but she continues anyway, ā€œRemember when we went behind the bleachers after your game last ye-ā€
ā€œShut up, Zahra, honestly,ā€ it was his turn to blush furiously, ā€œdonā€™t you have a paper to finish?ā€
ā€œYour paper, you mean?ā€ She rolls her eyes at him and heā€™s endeared to no end, really. As she slips her hand back into his, laying her flat on the desk before her presumably to take a break, his heart feels slight pangs that turn to jabs till he thinks he probably cannot breathe anymore. The day he read the texts, he went over to her house anyway, and thereā€™s a lot of things Shawn Mendes was capable of but staying away from Zahra Ameen was not one of them. So heā€™d gone over, hugged her and kissed her like he always did and promptly ignored her when she giddily asked him if he got her texts.Ā 
Her face fell when he chose not to answer her, and sheā€™s not used to not getting a reply from him so she pressed a bit more till he brought in the remaining soup for her to finish and go back to sleep. He knew they were coming to an end, sooner than he expected, and he actually didnā€™t expect this at all. An unfortunate part of him believed they were it, they were endgame,Ā  they were each otherā€™s ā€œult favesā€ as Zahra said. All good things come to an end, though, and as much as he wished it was him and her at the end, he couldnā€™t dream if holding her back from anything. Maybe a better love was in store for her, and the least he could do was let her have it, the most he could do was hold onto whatever they had until she told him the truth.Ā 
He didnā€™t stop with the hand holding or the kisses or the I love youā€™s, and to his misery neither did she. If anything she became softer around him, killing him inside all while holding his hand. He thought it was just a way to make the blow softer, whenever the blow eventually comes.Ā 
And now a week later as she held his hand under a desk in their university library, he wishes he had tried talking to her about it on the same day. It would spare him the pain of holding her hand and thinking itā€™s the last time heā€™ll ever get to do so, it was exhausting to constantly think of each time as their last.Ā 
He looked up from their hands to see Amisha walking over, nudging Zahra to sit up and greet her classmate. She rubbed at her eyes, reminding him to get the mock papers he was supposed to refer to while writing his own. Shawn pulled away, grateful for the distance all of a sudden as he saw her get out of her seat for the first time in over 2 hours, hugging Amisha and catching up softly, keeping their voices to a whisper.
He thumbed through the piles of papers available to him, picking out a few randomly and signing in his name on the counter. At times he was grateful Zahra forced him to get a library card and then forced him to study with her endlessly because he had grown to love the place. As he walked back his tennis shoes made a light thwack sound against the marble of the surprisingly dead room, focusing back on Zahra.Ā 
Amisha and Zahra had lots in common. They picked the same Majors, same Minors, happened to be the only two second yearā€™s on the debate team and shared their heritage being two of the many Indian girls on campus. Amisha had also learned of how much Zahra loved their campus library, and made sure to her rounds each time she came in in hopes of running into her.
Zahra spoke animatedly about falling sick the previous week and as Amisha asked her if sheā€™d started working on her own research papers due soon. ā€œI have! I promise, just let me finish my boyfriendā€™s and Iā€™ll get back to mine for reals,ā€ the answer wouldā€™ve gone on for longer had they not heard a pile of something fall behind them, disturbing the silence around them.Ā 
Shawnā€™s heart was in his mouth and his hands shook even after the papers slipped through. Boyfriend? Things had gotten to a point of Zahra having a boyfriend and she still let him kiss her?
ā€œYou okay, Bub?ā€ Zahra rushed over, helping him get his precious mocks into one pile again and raising her brow when he didnā€™t reply, just stared at her dumbly. ā€œShawn?ā€
ā€œHey um, we have class beginning in 10 and the walk is usually takes us 15 soā€¦ā€ Zahra looked back at Amisha who looked ready to break into a sprint if she said the word.Ā 
She nodded to the door and Amisha took the signal and left with her bookbag as Zahra frantically packed her own stuff, starting to throw instructions at Shawn for his remaining assignments, things like ā€œIā€™ll email you the final design by tonightā€ and ā€œweā€™ll finish your report writing by tomorrowā€ and ā€œIā€™ll see how your business prof doesnā€™t give you the highest grade after seeing the model weā€™re working on, babe.ā€
dontcrydontcrydontcry he chanted in his mind, still not sure of what to tell her or how to react, the jabs felt in his heart again. She finally turned to him, cupping both his cheeks and pressing one long kiss to his lips, enough for him to make it through the day usually but right now, it didnā€™t feel like heā€™d make it through the next minute.
ā€œWeā€™re gonna crush this sem, baby,ā€ she grinned, her eyes sparkling before she turned around and ran out after Amisha. He wasnā€™t sure if it was her leaving or the wind just not finding place in his lungs but his poor heart and his poor mind were barely hanging on by a thread. Thoughts of her consumed him within a second of her leaving, and his sanity seemed further and further away. He was used to feeling weak in the knees around her, but not so much in her absence.
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Zach pulled his backpack up higher on his shoulder as he waited for his group to join him at the campus cafe heā€™d been waiting at for the past 10 minutes. His mind was working overtime as he didnā€™t know how heā€™d face Zahra while he knew how bad Shawn was taking the hit of their relationship. He hated the image of Shawn walking home with red rimmed eyes for the second time in the same week after he knew he met Zahra at the library. He didnā€™t have the heart to ask him the reason why because he already knew.Ā 
Which is what brings him here, because he shared 2 classes with Zahra, and Shawn doesnā€™t. Zach was already nervous around her because she was at the top of most of her classes anyway, and she was in group project for this particular one. He wasnā€™t sure if he was supposed to act like everything was fine between them, or between her and Shawn. From what he gathered from Shawn, she acted like everything was fuckinā€™ dandy. A part of him wanted to call her out, hurt her for hurting his best friend but a bigger part of him knew how that would affect Shawn. To him Zahra had hung the moon, and Zach would comply for his sake. Seeing her walk towards him with the rest of their group, he took a deep breath, narrowing his eyes, as if he was preparing for attack. He didnā€™t gain second place in his schoolā€™s acting competition to never put his skills to use. If she could pretend, he could pretend, too.Ā 
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He couldnā€™t pretend for the life of him. It had been two hours and all he did was stare at her with a blank expression, he would give mono-syllabic answers each time someone asked for his inputs and he could see her grow uncomfortable under his stare over time. They had their books and papers piled onto the table along with their coffees and snacks, he couldnā€™t even finish half of his iced coffee and Zach loved iced coffee.Ā 
In his mind he played a dramatic scene where he stood up and screamed ā€œHow could you?!ā€ in her face before throwing all their books off the table and saying something more like ā€œYou should be ashamed of yourself, Zahra Ameen,ā€ or ā€œHow do you sleep at night knowing youā€™re a cheater?ā€ and storming out of the cafe but a) Zach had social anxiety and therefore hated being the centre of attention and b) their notes were expensive and he wasnā€™t about to throw them to the floor anytime soon. And he would very much like to not be banned from the only cafe they have on campus, thank you very much.Ā 
So all that was left for him to do was stare, and hope to God that it was enough for her to own up to what she did. She was in the middle of showing the group designs she had worked on in the past, trying to gain inspirations for their coming submission and he visibly winced as he recognised two of those as work sheā€™d done for Shawn in the past. She accidentally picked up the mug next to her own and took a sip, nearly spitting it out and saying the most pained, ā€œIs that peppermint hot chocolate?ā€ The group all burst into laughter as her distaste for the poor drink just grew bigger.Ā  ā€œWhy are you guys laughing? Itā€™s genuinely the worst thing ever!! What kind of sociopath drank good olā€™ hot chocolate and thought, hmm, how can I make the best thing in the world taste bad?ā€
ā€œItā€™s not even bad, itā€™s like the upgraded version of hot chocolate, Zahra, you just donā€™t have taste,ā€ the girl next to her giggled.Ā 
ā€œGod, you sound exactly like my boyfriend, you guys should start a cult,ā€ she rolled her eyes, ā€œAnd as much as I donā€™t support this agenda, he loves this disgraced drink from the place on 21st, if you ever want to try it out.ā€
Zach looked like heā€™d seen a ghost. He looked like the life had been sucked out of him. His heart clenched and his hands shook. If this is how Iā€™m feeling then what on earth is Shawn going through? He continues staring at her for just a second longer, mumbling the tiniest, lowest, ā€œHow could you, Zahra?ā€ before he rushes to stuff his things into his bag, the group looking at him in his confusion.Ā 
ā€œAre you okay?ā€ Of course she had to be the one to ask him that, thatā€™s just how great his life is.Ā 
ā€œNo - I mean, I have somewhere to be, bye,ā€ and then heā€™s dashing out the door. He runs and runs, doesnā€™t stop until he reaches their dorm and barges inside their house. A few stray tears may or may not have fallen out in his state of frustration, and he sees Shawn by his desk and runs over and wraps his arms around him in the tightest hug he could muster.Ā 
ā€œIā€™m sorry, Shawn Iā€™m so, so sorry you donā€™t deserve this,ā€ he cries into his shoulder, ā€œYou deserve everything, bro, you deserve the world..ā€
Shawn was used to Zach crying at the smallest of things, he was an easy crier, that one. And yet he had never truly heard wails so heartbroken come from him, not even when Shawn made Zach watch The Notebook with him for the first time. He wraps his arms around Zach, trying to comfort him but to no avail, his cries growing deeper by the second. Shawn himself was spent, the past few days having taken a swing at his health, and this was the second day he had avoided the mirror. It was embarrassing how much he had let a girlĀ  affect him but if he was being honest, he knew she was anything but.Ā 
He shushed Zach again, now rubbing his back, telling him he couldnā€™t fix whatever it was that made him so sad if he didnā€™t talk to him at all.Ā 
ā€œItā€™s her, itā€™s Zahra sheā€™s- she,ā€ he could barely talk through his hiccups and Shawnā€™s heart broke at the mention of her all over again. He coaxed Zach into speaking more, ā€œShe does have a boyfriend, Shawn, she said it today, she said it in front of me like, she said her boyfriend loves some hot chocolate from the 21st street place and she - she knew I was right there in front of her, and she said it so easy, like she doesnā€™t even care, and why arenā€™t you saying anything?!ā€
What can I possibly say, he thought.
ā€œItā€™s okay, buddy, sheā€™s with someone else, thatā€™s not the end of the world, is it?ā€ he smiled weakly. It was though, he felt like his world was seconds away from burning every time he thought of her.
ā€œBut sheā€™s - you - you love her, Shawn, and youā€™ve never loved like this before,ā€ Zach cried out.
ā€œI need you to calm down, first, Zachary,ā€ he let out a dry laugh, ignoring his best friendā€™s protests, ā€œSheā€™s allowed to love someone else, buddy, I guess it wasnā€™t so requited after allā€¦ and if sheā€™s happy with someone elseā€¦ then Iā€™m happy for her, I canā€™t be angry because she doesnā€™t love me back, thatā€™s not fair on her or on me,ā€ he sniffled a bit, looking away and ignoring the burn in his eyes, ā€œI guess - I mean, Iā€™ll always wish it was me and her at the end, you know? But you canā€™t fight for everything, thatā€™s not how love works, it works when youā€™re at peace, and maybe Iā€™m not at peace today or tomorrow but some day I will beā€¦ā€
Zach watches his best friend struggle with his words, his emotions and mostly his love that he canā€™t contain no matter how much he tries. He canā€™t help but mumble back to him, ā€œShawn I know weā€™ve always been against physically abusing women but you remember Riya from freshman year? She won the Inter College women on women boxing championship this year, I can get her to rough Zahr-ā€
Shawn lets out the first laugh Zach has heard in days, smiling despite himself. ā€œThat wonā€™t be necessary, weā€™re not sending someone to beat up the girl I still love.ā€
Shawn goes to get Zach some water now that he has finally calmed down with the crying and is now settling himself onto his bed when he hears a series of knocks on the door, a chill running down his spine when he realises only one person knew that pattern. Zach goes over to open the door before he can stop him.Ā 
His face contorts almost immediately upon seeing Zahra, defence mode kicking in automatically.Ā 
ā€œAre you okay?ā€ She starts, ā€œYou ran out of there like-ā€
ā€œShawnā€™s not here if youā€™re looking for him,ā€ he snipes.
ā€œWhere is he?ā€
ā€œHe has a class right now.ā€
ā€œWhich one?ā€
ā€œIntegrated uh, Marketing.ā€
ā€œNice try, he had that class yesterday,ā€ she shoves past him, entering their dorm and finding Shawn looking like a wounded puppy in the kitchen area. ā€œHiā€¦ā€ she says softly, careful to approach him. ā€œYou didnā€™t answer my calls or texts so I thought Iā€™d come over to-ā€œ
ā€œNowā€™s really not the time, Zahra, you should go,ā€ heā€™d never asked her to leave, ever. And his heart broke as he saw her pretty face fall, the dull jabs in his heart making a return.Ā 
ā€œOh, um,ā€ she tried to find the correct thing to say to him, unsure of what sheā€™d done wrong, ā€œIs - are you okay? Is something wrong?ā€
ā€œHe said he doesnā€™t want to see you right now, Ameen,ā€ Zach spits, moving to stand between the two of them, blocking Shawn protectively.Ā 
Zahraā€™s heart fell to her stomach as she tried to remember what she couldā€™ve done so bad that the whiteboy had to step in.Ā 
ā€œOkay, um, Iā€™ll just leave this here then,ā€ she put down the takeaway glass of peppermint hot chocolate that none of the boys had noticed till now, ā€œPlease drink it before it runs coldā€¦ and um, please call me?ā€
ā€œYou really have guts, huh,ā€ Zach speaks up again, ignoring Shawn trying to hold him back. He sizes up Zahra, stepping closer to intimidate her, ā€œYou want to fool around with god knows who and still come around for him? I donā€™t know what made you think that this was ever okay-ā€ but before he can complete himself Shawn puts a hand to his chest, pushing him away from her.Ā 
ā€œRemember what we said about scaring girls, Zachary,ā€ Shawn keeps his voice low, ā€œLet me handle this, please.ā€
Zach scoffs before heading to his room and slamming the door shut, and Shawn runs his hand down his face, preparing himself for the worse of this heartbreak.Ā 
ā€œCan you just tell me whatā€™s going on? I have no idea-ā€œ
ā€œWhen were you going to tell me?ā€ It was Shawnā€™s turn to be mad.
ā€œAbout what?ā€ Her confusion only grew by the second, both boys talking in riddles.
ā€œAbout you fucking someone else, Zahra, about you having a boyfriend.ā€
ā€œIā€™m not fu- I have only been with you, Shawn.ā€
ā€œSee? Thatā€™s what you want me to believe? Zahra, I loved you, I gave you everything I had, and it wasnā€™t enough for you I get it, thereā€™s better guys out there, and,ā€ he sighs in annoyance, blinking his tears away for the fifth time in a day, mad at himself for being so emotional, for loving her so much his voice coming out in whimpers, ā€œthe least you couldā€™ve done was tell me, baby, I wouldā€™ve let you go the second you said you wanted out, what did I do to deserve this?ā€
Zahraā€™s eyes pricked with tears as she saw him struggle to get the words out, tears streaming down his face. She moved closer to him to wipe them away but he just moved further away from her again, not willing for her to help.Ā 
ā€œBaba, I donā€™t know what youā€™re talking about I - I havenā€™t, I donā€™t want anyone but you - I really donā€™t know what youā€™re talking about, how am I supposed to give you an answer?ā€ She croaked out, throat going dry at the thought of him hurting because of her.Ā 
ā€œSo you still want to act like you donā€™t know? Fine, Iā€™ll tell you.ā€ She winced as his voice grew louder, sheā€™d never seen him like this before. ā€œThat day at the library? When you told Amisha you were there with your boyfriend? And when I came over to your house when you were sick and god, Zahra I made you soup from scratch and you had the audacity to say you had some boy come over to take care of you and you wanted to wife them up? Like what the fuck was that about? But I let it slide because I loved you Zahra, youā€™re my best friend the least you couldā€™ve done was lessen the blow - oh and today? When you told your group including Zach about this boy of yours? Do you need more reminders? Youā€™re one to talk about people who cheat but look at you now, huh? Or do you not count this as cheating because, in your words weā€™re not even dating, are we?ā€
It falls into place in her head before she can form words to get it out. He had it all so, so wrong. It hurt her that he bottled up his feelings so much that he thought she realistically liked someone who wasnā€™t him.Ā 
ā€œShawn,ā€ she started calmly, ā€œthat day at the library, whose project was I working on?ā€
ā€œHow does it matter?ā€ He scoffs, turning away from her again.Ā 
ā€œIt does, please, whose project was I working on?ā€
ā€œMine? But who el-ā€
ā€œAnd today with Zach, I told them about the peppermint hot chocolate from the place at 21stā€¦ who took me there for the first time?ā€
ā€œThat fucking boyfriend of yours? How am I supposed to know?ā€
ā€œYou did,ā€ she whispered, ā€œand in that cup behind you is peppermint hot chocolate, because youā€™re the only person I know who loves it so much.ā€ She wipes her tears away, moving to hand him the cup. ā€œI told you it would run cold.ā€Ā 
He had visibly calmed down, trying to take in what she was trying to tell him. ā€œWhat about the day I came over when you were sick?ā€
ā€œYouā€™re the only one who would bring the soup and take care of me. Youā€™ve always been the only one.ā€
ā€œWhy didnā€™t you tell me before?ā€
ā€œI didnā€™t think Iā€™d need to, to be honest. After coming back to college this time, it felt like everything had finally fallen into place, you know? Like we had fallen into place. I know itā€™s not something Iā€™d discussed this with you, but I only love you, you know? How could I ever want someone else?ā€
He looked down in shame, thinking of the mess heā€™d created. ā€œWhy didnā€™t you ask me?ā€
ā€œAbout what?ā€
ā€œBeing your boyfriend?ā€
She wiped her nose, laughing out fully before looking him in the eyes and lowering herself on one knee. ā€œIf thatā€™s where weā€™re still at,ā€ she grins at him, ā€œShawn Mendes, will you be my only boyfriend?ā€
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Story Description: After you reveal your inexperienced sexual status to your bestfriend, Jungkook grapples with the news, startled by the idea that the girl he always thought could get anyone, is a virgin. After finding his porn at 3AM, you decide that maybe itā€™s about time to stain the white sheets of your world with the colors of a forbidden fruit Jungkook seems to have in the palm of his hands.Ā 
PAIRINGā€” jeon jungkook x reader, friendwithbenefitsAU
GENRE/WARNINGSā€” smut, fluff, humour
ā† CHAPTERS ā†’ CHAPTER 11
It's 3 pm on a Monday.
You're in a soundproof meeting room in the library. It's one of those meeting rooms where the walls are completely glass; you can see out but people can't see in. It's horribly distracting but wonderful for those who love to people watch. You, however, dislike people watching and wish you were in bed instead.
There's a big white table in the middle of the room with eight white plastic seats around it. Some of us have come straight from lectures with fresh hot coffees held close to chests. Some of us have come before going to lectures or like you and Claudia, before going to the student council office.
The room is only meant to fit 8 or 9 people but in this particular case, we've fit about 12 people.
You came early with Claudia to grab the unbooked room, so you're in a chair comfortably waiting for everyone to arrive, nervously at your fingernails. People like Yoongi and Hoseok and Mabel are packed like sardines up against the wall.
And Jungkook has obviously come from the gym, his hair still damp from the shower he likes to have when he's finished working out. You haven't met eye contact with him but you checked him out when he was on his phone in front of you.
You sigh, as you think about how delicious he looks in his white cotton button-up. It wasn't fair.
That bastard.
"Sorry, I'm late," Wendy whispers, closing the glass door behind her, standing in front of it next to Yoongi. "The health department are having an influenza talk, wanted to make sure I had enough information."
"That's wise," you smile, swallowing the lump in your throat. "Is that everyone?"
Claudia does a headcount before finally smiling.
It was glamping season and Claudia had pulled Yoongi, Hoseok, Jungkook, the girls and you into a meeting to discuss how we'd utilize it. Apparently, this is an important part of university culture that you had blissfully ignored prior.
Ever since Halloween, you've been throwing yourself into group activities with the girls. It's actually been so nice just to be apart of a group of girls who are positive and optimistic while being study focused and career-driven. You've been blessed.
But you miss Jungkook.
It's been two weeks of discomfort with the way things were left last time.
He's been busy and you've been busy with study.
You feel on the edge.
Maybe a holiday is exactly what you need. You'll be refreshed by the fresh air, you'll be around more people, you'll have fun talking about non-Jungkook and non-law study things. You'll be comfortable and fed and warm and loved.
Whatever Claudia organizes, hell, you're in.
The excitement pulsed through you as you fantasized making smores with the girls, playing truth or dare, drinking and having fun.
As you daydream, the fantasy shifts to camping with Jungkook and you're eternally grateful to be pulled out of your thoughts as your phone buzzes in your pocket because hell, it was getting romantic all up in your brain.
Shaking your head, you pull out your phone and read the message.
Jungkook: Hey, you look nice today
You gape down at the plain blue jeans and Harvard grey hoodie. Your attire wasn't exactly aimed to impress.
You: I'm not dressing to impress but thanks
Jungkook: You're finally responding to me? Woohoo Jungkook: Hi
You: Focus
Sighing, you slip your phone back into your pocket. To be honest, you haven't spoken to or spent time with Jungkook in a while. The embarrassment of what happened on Halloween plagued your thoughts and you couldn't bare confronting those feelings around him.
So embarrassing.
And it's not like you're his girlfriend or anything, this was okay.
Jungkook leans on his chair to meet your eyes. You blush when he smiles. That stupid smile, making your heart flutter.
"Y/N," Claudia claps her hands, "I know Jungkook can be distracting but are you even listening."
You startle, looking away from him to Claudia. "Sorry, carry on."
"My fault, she's still not talking to me," Jungkook laughs, stretching his hands behind his head. You can tell he has more to say with words hanging off the tip of his tongue. "Do me a favor Claudia and put her tent next to mine. She can't run away from me then."
Everyone in the room groans.
"Excuse me?" Frowning at Jungkook, you raise your voice. "You ugly ass noodlehead. Imma make sure I'll be in the tent furthest away from you!"
"Oh yeah," Jungkook chuckles, leaning forward, he places his fists underneath his chin. "With who? You'll just end up in my tent anyway, who are you kidding here?" Ā 
Heat dusts your cheeks. "That's not true! I'll just stay with Seulgi!"
"Oh hello," Seulgi winks, licking her lips at you. "You can stay with me in my tent any time."
Sinking in your chair, you cover your face with your hands. "Oh god. Seulgi, shut up."
"Don't worry babe, unlike Jungkook, I'll keep it in my pants."
Wendy laughs loudly, interrupting any opportunity to clap back. "Oh my god, this suddenly got way more fun. I'm coming!"
"Of course it did," Mabel adds, fanning herself with her book, "You're all a bunch of whores we get it. Will we have to sleep on air beds and is there an option to sleep somewhere else if we have to. I can't stand those things."
Jungkook agrees. "They make too much noise when you move."
"See? Thanks, Jungkook," Mabel smiles. "And they bloody deflate in the middle of the night. I don't want rocks in my ass."
"Mabel, we're on beds." Claudia groans, flicking her hair over her should as she takes out her computer. Connecting her MacBook with the big screen, she opens her prepared PowerPoint slideshow.
The first slide shows a glamping location in Busan that she liked. "Alright, my Busan babes in the room. Welcome to camp cozy."
To say the campsite was beautiful was an understatement.
There were four big khaki tents and they were already set up at the site with large beds and furniture within. Fairy lights all over the place, fluffy blankets, fluffy pillows, big bean bags. Christ. It was perfect. "From my expert research and communication skills, each tent comes with a double bed, so we have beds for 8 people."
Yoongi raises his hand. "I have a question."
Claudia nods.
"I don't want to share a tent with anyone else because I plan on having a lot of sex in my tent, where do I go?"
Everyone in the room snorts.
"What? I'm asking what you're all thinking?"
Wendy walks across the room to slap his back. She chuckles madly. "I agree."
"I'm not bumping uglies with you Wendy, don't act like we're on the same team," Yoongi shakes her hand off his back. "Although if my date doesn't turn up, I'm happy to cuddle and stroke your hair and talk about our boy problems."
She stands in front of him, blinking in confusion. "Are you being serious because that actually sounds so fucking nice."
He laughs loudly at her. "Of course I'm not."
Wendy pouts, raising her shoulders to her cheeks as she walks back to her side of the room. "Asshole."
Claudia clicks next on the slideshow, showing alternative options. "Our options are 4 big tents for 8 people or 10 if you're little, and if you want privacy, don't come," pointing to the beach she cheekily adds, "I hear the sand is a nice mattress, why don't you find out Yoongi?"
"I've never had sex on a beach before," Yoongi deflates, "Am I okay to bring my own tent then? I'll pitch it myself, I'll even drive down myself?"
"Sure," clicking onto the next slides, she goes through items we'll need and an estimate of the cost. "If anyone wants to help organize this?"
You're acutely aware your phone is buzzing in your pocket but you're also aware that it's Jungkook because he's on his phone and he's aiming it at you. Biting your bottom lip, you raise out of your seat.
"Should we split up into groups to help organize this? Transport, Food, Cleaning, Finance, Activities?"
Claudia beams, finally happy someone was contributing to the organization of it. "That's a beautiful idea, oh bless your little cotton socks."
Everyone mutters between themselves as Claudia opens up her google document. You watch as she types your name under food and Jungkook's under transport.
"Is Y/N a good cook?" Hoseok asks Yoongi, crossing his arms across his chest. "I bet she is. She can cook for me any day. We love a kitchen bitch."
"She can like totally hear you," Mabel says, rolling her eyes. "And she is like 100% taken you giant ass."
"No, she isn't," Hoseok holds his hands up in surrender. "Last time I checked, she was single."
"Ugh, who even invited you," she stands up, walking over to him. "You're lucky I find you attractive otherwise, you'd be blOCKED from coming. Aren't you studying sociology or something."
You don't need to look at Jungkook to know that he's beaming in delight and is now a big fan of Mabel. The tension in the air between Jungkook and Hoseok makes you uncomfortable. You've never been put in a position like this before giving you were just a virgin like a couple of months ago and had no idea what a peen actually looked like.
"Looks like I have a fan." Hoseok steps closer to Mabel and whispers into her ear. No one knows what he says but she blushes and rushes out of the room.
"What'd you say to Mabel?" You ask concerned, she's never run off so fast.
"I have seduction superpowers," Hoseok winks at me. "Want me to come over and whisper in your ear too? Bet I can seduce you in less than a second."
"No thank you," You gulp, unsure what to say to that. Jungkook stands out of his chair, glaring at Hoseok. "Leave her alone bro."
"What?" Hoseok chuckles, winking at you again. "I'm just having a bit of fun with her. She's so kitten-like, makes me want to get to know her a bit more."
There's a possessive tone to Jungkook's defense that's both intimidating and sexy. "Well, don't. Shut the fuck up. Leave the girls alone."
"Am I not allowed to? She looks like she's enjoying it?
Seulgi sinks into her seat next to you.
"No, you aren't allowed to," You've never seen Jungkook so angry before. "She's mine, back off."
The whole room goes silent at that.
The tension in the room is palpable.
And your heart is pounding against your chest.
"Is that true," he asks you, goading you to speak up with his eyebrows. "Are you Jungkook's girlfriend?"
Your heart is pounding so hard against your chest that it's deafening in your eats.
What am I supposed to say to that because I honestly am not his girlfriend officially, although it would be nice? This is not how I thought this meeting would go at all and quite frankly, I'm pissed. Jungkook's face is pink. It's the only thing I can focus on. I can't even remember what he asked me. He seems to want to know the answer to Hoseok's question as well, as though he doesn't know the answer either. Dumbass. They're all dummies. Who are these people and why are they putting me on the spot like this. I didn't ask for any of this, I'm just simple girl-
"Ooh, Jimin wants to get coffee," Yoongi giggles, interrupting your thoughts, softening the tension in the room as he gapes at his phone. "There's too much testosterone in this room, why not you both just fuck each other and get over it."
For a second you think Yoongi is referring to you and Jungkook.
Anger dissipates when Yoongi slaps Hoseoks ass. "Sounds like you both need to relieve some tension and normally, I enjoy a bit of torture but this is horrible. Claudia, message me with details, I'd love to come. It okay if I bring Jimin?"
She nods.
Yoongi doesn't say anything after that. He simply picks up his backpack, nods at Claudia before leaving the room. You wish you had the guts to do the same but you feel frozen and Claudia looks desperate for help now.
Hoseok sighs. "Looks like she's single my bro."
Jungkook says nothing to this.
He simply stares at you in an unreadable expression as you stand and walk towards him.
Gesturing for him to sit down, you pat his back to calm him, he leans into your touch like a kitten being scratched behind its ear. "Sit down and calm down, I don't know why you boys get off on tormenting girls but cut it out or I'll cut YOU out."
Jungkook apologizes while taking his seat.
"And you," Pointing at Hoseok, you scoff. "Who even are you? You don't get to speak to me or about me like that. Women aren't pieces of meat, we're human beings. Now, shut the hell up and keep your dick in your skirt and your tongue in your mouth."
The girls laugh behind you.
Claudia thanks you.
Fucking Hoseok.
You decide then and there, that when you go glamping, you'll piss in his shampoo.
Little bitch.
"Now that everyone's finished their periods. Jungkook, you're the team captain for transport, liaise with me so we can try and get a discount or something," she writes Seulgi's name underneath his, "Hoseok, how do you feel about organizing activities?"
He picks up his laptop bag. "I'm fine with any job you give me Claudia. As long as people aren't afraid of drinking games, we should be A-okay," he lifts his wrist, staring at his watch. "Naeun is pretty fun as well, can she work with me since Y/N can't?"
"Be careful Hoseok," Claudia warns, adding her name to the list, she finishes. "Anyone who isn't in a group by the end of the day will be on cleaning duties."
She then re-opens the map, showing us the trip location. You stare at the pictures as she flicks through them. There's something so nice about camping by the beach, a nice dip when it's too hot, a bonfire at night with the sound of cascading waves.
Your phone buzzes once more in your pocket. You pull it out, knowing it's going to be a message from the mousy brunette still huffing in anger.
Jungkook: Can we talk after this?
Looking above your phone, Jungkook tilts his head at you, a worried expression sits between his brows.
Taking a deep breath, you respond.
You: I'm hungry, want to get something to eat?
Jungkook: Can we go now?
You: When Claudia is finished.
"Claudia, are you done?" Jungkook asks, placing his hands together in prayer. "Please be done. I'm so hungry."
Seulgi frowns. "Is that what it is, hanger?"
Hoseok winks at Seulgi.
"Ugh, can someone fucking uninvite him," she gags loudly, "He might give us all ear chlamydia."
You watch the cocky little shit deflate. A bit of you feels sorry for him but after what he just pulled with you and Jungkook, hall hath no fury like a scorched betch.
"I guess this meeting is over then," Claudia sighs, closing her computer down as well. "I'll make us a group chat to discuss it."
Jungook loudly jumps out of his seat, the gloom worried appearance he previously wore, now replaced with pure happiness. "Yes, let's go eat Y/N!" He rushes over to your side of the table to help you pack up.
"Ooh, can I come?" Wendy and Seulgi both ask.
"No, "Jungkook pulls you out of your chair, patting your bum as you leave the meeting room. "We need to talk and eat, you guys can go eat and talk with someone else."
You don't even have enough time to say goodbye or apologies or tell Claudia you won't be coming to the council office because Jungkook is rushing you out of the room, down the aisles of the library and into the darkest parts of the university library.
You're going in the opposite direction to food as he takes you within the deep depths of the math and science department.
"Jungkook, where are you taking me?"
He hushes you. "We gotta talk."
Irritated, you stop. "Jungkook, I don't really want to talk, I wanna eat," turning around to face him, he grabs your shoulders, pushing you down the aisle backward. "JUNGKOOK!"
"You have no choice, we need to talk," He stops, then he looks left and right before softly pushing you up against the wall. It's clumsy and not at all sexy when Jungkook tries to bypass the big ass fake plant next to you and you slightly trip as he pushes you back up against the wall. His hold on you is strong, as he quite literally picks you up by the shoulders to help you stand.
"Now, You." he starts.
"No, you let me talk," You harshly whisper, "You gotta give a girl a warning and I'm starving so let's do this later."
Dropping his hands from your shoulders. He stares deeply into your eyes. "Shut up for a second will you? Or I'll make you shut up. I have that power you know."
"Jungkook, what the hell," you whisper, pushing his chest away from yours. "You could've just asked me to follow you, you didn't need to push me up against the damn wa-
You don't get to finish what you were saying because Jungkook slams his lips against yours, stopping the words from leaving your mouth. The kiss is startling but not unwelcome as you close your eyes and melt once again into him.
Moving his hand up against your body, he cups the back of your neck. He's unexpectedly rough as he grips on your hair, pulling your body against his. Your hands rest on his waist as you easily fall back into the rhythm. Ā 
He kisses you like he's starving like he hasn't had food in days.
Oh man, this boy.
Raising your hands, you hold his face tenderly, hoping he gets the point to soften the kiss. Kisses with Jungkook are always magical but this one had so much feeling. Each movement of his lips and his tongue were filled with unspoken words, fears, and anxieties. It was startling how much a kiss could say and how much this kiss overwhelmed you.
He holds you close, not wanting to let you go.
Your body shivers, sensitive to his touch as his warm hands continue touching you.
He loosens his grip on your hair, resting his warm palm on the back of your neck. It's a feeling you're familiar with, being held so tenderly.
Pulling away from the kiss, Jungkook leans his forehead on yours.
You both pant from the intensity of the emotions, your eyes still closed.
"It's been hell without you, Y/N," he catches his breath, his voice a soft whisper. "I can't take this anymore. I've reached my limit."
"What?" Opening your eyes in panic, your heart stops as you stare into his gentle brown eyes. Is he ...is he dumping you. "Wait, what do you mean by that Jungkook?"
He steps back, unable to meet you in the eyes. "I can't do this anymore. I can't hold myself back anymore. I'm getting jealous. I want to have you around all the time. I want you to study with me. I want you to call me in the morning and before you go to bed. I want to hold your hand when we walk around campus. I want people to know that you're mine and that I'm yours. I want to kiss you. I want to fuck you. I want to hold you as you cum. I want all of it. "
You're confused. "What? Jungkook, I-
He presses his hand up against your mouth.
"I don't like this uncertainty of who I am to you, I'm creating a boundary right here and I want it around us," He releases his finger to let you respond, "Will you be my girlfriend?"
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jaenara92 Ā· 4 years ago
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Headache
Fan fiction
Genre: Fluff
Day6 and You (Y/N)
Part.1Ā 
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12.05 AM
You walked into the parking lot with your runny nose. The cold allergy won't go away unless your body gets warmed.
You opened the car door and ready to go home but then you see something on the passenger seat next to you. A thermos bottle and a couple of snacks with a yellow sticky notes:
"I know you forgot to bring your jacket.
I know you will have a runny nose while running into your car.
I know you are hungry now. Thank God I have your spare key so that I can sneak into your car.
It's 10:05 pm, I need to get rest since I'm not sleeping for 2 days and I can't interrupt you in the office so... a cup of warm chocolate milk will make you better and of course with your favorite croissant. Ā See you very soon.
-I am finally officially yours since 3 months ago-"
Your boyfriend keeps the butterflies in your stomach since 3 months ago. You can't stop smiling while you reading his yellow sticky notes. Your 3 months relationship really fulfilled with sweet things that you never felt before even though your boyfriend is very your best friend since 2 years ago. You afraid to ruin your friendship but it turns out into a relationship since he told you his feelings.
You can't wait to sip your warm chocolate milk and consume your croissant to warm your body and it's even not your second cup of it, surprisingly your nose stop runny.
You are too sleepy to ride your own car then you barely realized that you just ride the wrong way. You made a u-turn so you can drive the right way.
You feel like a lot of hectic things happened in the office. More so, Ā your only band group will come back in 3 months, and a few songs still in the demo version. Since now you are a PD-nim and responsible for Day6 songs.
Many things come to your mind when it comes to revising the demo version. Jae would be the first man who's got angry when you revise the lyrics, chord, tempo, or even the way they sing and it could become an argument material until we get the best decision. Dowoon would be a little frown when the tempo raised cause you know the drummer has to move all the body such as hands, legs, move simultaneously in one instrument. Wonpil could be more opened to received my suggestion but of course with his smirks. Sungjin will be the one who thinks harder and made the best decision for the whole song. Brian could just smile but everything he said will be full of sarcastic words. So you will try to revise it and make it easier for the boys or maybe you'll just put the bad mood mode on them so they can't argue about your revised suggestion.
You've been thinking a lot all the way home and you just arrived at your place.
You pressed the passcode on the door lock and open the door.
"I am hooooome." Your bad habit is keeping say that I'm home while you are living alone in your place.
You checked your phone and you got a message from your boyfriend and you replied to his message fast.
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You replied to his message fast. You take a shower and go to bed.
08:45
You wake up and feel freshened. You checked your phone to make sure your boyfriend is not coming yet.
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You shocked that even you can't meet your boyfriend in the morning and you called him.
"Hello babe, are you wake up now?" He picked up the phone.
"And you leaving already?"
"Yes, I'm sorry, the schedule is hectic today. We have to take another photoshoot in the morning and then back to the studio to listen to the PD-nim suggestion about our demo version."
"See you in the studio then."
"See you in the studio, babe."
"Don't call me babe in the office."
"I am trying my best."
"I know. Bye."
You hang up the phone and getting ready for the office. Before you take a shower, you see a plate on your table in the dining room with a beautiful slice of Sunkist, watermelon, apples, and a vanilla latte next to it. Your morning fulfilled so much love from your boyfriend, still, your boyfriend is never stopping you from smiling every day.
You put on your black turtleneck, jeans, and white Nike air force sneakers. You drive to the office hoping that your revised demo will be accepted by the boys. They should accept it, the management has approved it tho.
You arrived in the basement parking lot and you see the boys just arrived from the photoshoot.
"Y/N! Hi! over here." Jae waved his hands to you. Jae and his bandmates are across from you. Jae just out of the car. He always sits in the front seat since he is the eldest among the member.
"Oh, Hi there." You walked towards them. "How was the photoshoot?"
"It's pretty good with the retro thing, I think I am very handsome today."
"Yes, I can see your confidence, Jae."
Sungjin just out of the car and set the seat to let Wonpil and Dowoon out of the car. Brian is on the other side of Sungjin and he walked to in front of the car.
"Hi Y/N." Brian said.
"Hi, Brian." You replied shortly.
"Sungjin, have you receive the email? I have sent you the revised demo version song. I mean the revised melody."
"Yes, I've heard that, I think we're gonna have an argument in the next 10 minutes."
"Noona, have you eat?" Dowoon asked.
"Of course I have fruits, latte in the morning, how about you?"
"We had fast food this morning."
"Great, just make sure that 5 hours ahead you're guys not hungry, we will have a heavy meeting today." I explained.
"Oh, I just got even more nervous to think about our comeback, I think I'm not ready for this." Wonpil answered.
"I'll get your back, bro." you tried to calm him down.
"Let's go to the studio guys." The manager leads you to the studio.
The Day6 members are sitting in the studio, they're kind of nervous and hoping the revised are not really too much. Ā You can hear all of the boys starting to exhale.
"Guys, I was meeting with the management last night about your comeback and they approve my revision about your demo version. Let me start with Headache song demo version." and you continue your words.
"Brian, you took too much line in this song. This is not Brian featuring Day6. I think you need to share it with Jae and also we have changed your bass chord to make the bass even stronger." You begin it with bad mood mode.
"That's too harsh and that's only a demo don't take it seriously. Actually, Jae can't reach the notes tho. " Brian replied
"Brian, we can change the notes. Jae, don't worry I've got your back."
"I know I can count you, Y/N, but yes you're too harsh in the beginning. Does something happen to you?" Jae worried.
"No, I'm fine. Ok next. Wonpil, I need you to take the opening part with the synthesizer thing, not the drum as the opening. Dowoon, we need you to raise the tempo."
You pause and get a little doubt on yourself that they won't accept if you changed the lyrics. You started to exhale and continue.
"I think, I mean if you guys ok, I'll change the lyrics from
Girl, please don't go
into
babe, please don't go
and
Girl, please forgive me
into
Babe, be my headache.
Cause the title is Headache but I can't found that word on the lyrics" Ā You started getting intensed.
"Cause the situation on that lyrics already give you a headache." Jae tried to explain.
"Not every person that listens to your music pays attention to your lyrics. They won't even feel your lyrics as a headache. They need your music delivered well to them." You explained.
"Hey! lyrics are important too!." Brian starting to get annoyed with you.
"But when I saw the title with the lyrics then I found that's no correlation between both of it. I get confused what is the exact title of this song. You guys wanted to go international, right? how can you reach them if you're not paying attention to them? International listeners only read on the alphabet, not in hangul. So at least put the word headache on the lyrics is the best way."
Brian got speechless and can't answer your argument.
"Ok, I lose, that's why we need you as our PD-nim." Jae answered.
"I think Y/N is right about the lyrics. Is not bad I think." Sungjin defended you.
"Wonpil, please try to sing it." You ordered.
"Babe, be my headache." Wonpil sing.
"Not bad but Dowoon please try that line"
"Hey, I'm drum!"
"Hey, I'm a drummer too. Sungjin, please try that line."
"Babe, be my headache."
"We need a nasty tone, not a strong one. Jae.."
"Babe, be my headache." Jae tried to sing.
"Oh God not a sexy tone, Jae. Brian, please try."
"Babe, be my headache."
"See, that sounds pretty ear-catching. Ok, that line belongs to Brian"
"Don't call me Brian, it's YoungK!." Brian protested.
"Whatever, we have a week to make this song worth it." You ignored Brian and starting to share a paper of newly revised melody.
Wonpil started to get his synthesizer and arrange the opening melody. You and Dowoon tried to re-arrange the tempo. You give him a exemplify the tempo to him. Sungjin, Jae, and Brian started a little discussion since they are all a guitarist.
Hours to hours gone by.
The manager comes to the studio.
"Guys is night already, I bring you some food."
"What time is it?" Sungjin asked.
"7 PM." Manager answered.
"Wow, no wonder I feel so hungry. Do you buy some burgers for me?" Brian asked.
"Burgers, jjajangmyeon, pizza, you can eat it all. I know you all will stay up the night."
"Thank you Manager-nim, you are the best." Wonpil and Dowoon run into their pizza.
"Ok, we will take a break an hour." You ordered.
"Yes, mam." Dowoon answered.
"Y/N, can we have a little conversation outside?" Jae asked you and bring your favorite jjajangmyeon so you can eat it with him outside.
"Of course." You answered.
Jae looked so restless, he's not happy as usual. Jae leads you to the park outside the building and gives you a jjajangmyeon.
"You know, the company doesn't really like my vlog." Jae started.
"I know, the management has discussed it."
"You know, I've been thinking if vlogging is the best way to introduce Day6 to the world."
"But you know, the income from Day6 is not big as another idol in the company. You're not even an idol, Jae. You are a member of a band. I have watched your vlogs it's kinda fun and entertaining when you said 'Respekt!' but that's not a mission of what Day6 made in the first place." You tried to explain.
Suddenly your phone keeps vibrating.
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Deep inside your heart, you know that your boyfriend is being jealous of Jae.
Jae is your old friend in college. You were in California for four years until you were graduated with a political science degree. Jae was your very closest friend back then, he was your only classmate that fully understand you.
After Jae signed a contract with an entertainment company, he secretly sent your video into an audition competition. The video showed you singing while playing piano and also your drum cover for a couple of songs. Miraculously, the company really interested in your music video. The company really pays attention to your musical ability.
In 2012 you decide to sign a contract with the entertainment company for being a trainee. When the company told you that you are able to choose between became an idol in a girl group for being a leader or producer, you chose producer as your main job. You were debuted as a junior producer in 2014.
When you found Jae in the same company in 2012, you were both agreed to not let anyone knows that both of you been a best friend since 2009. The trainees are banned to have a close relationship with another trainee, it's all written on the contract. Both of you won't let anyone misunderstanding your friendship. The trainee only can have a relationship after 3 years debuted into an idol.
It has been a secret since 2012 until now because we used to it but your boyfriend starting to realize something between you and Jae. Ā 
"You're boyfriend text you, aren't you?" Jae asked.
"How did you find out?"
"You might be date one of our members." Ā Jae guessed.
"You'll never know."
"What, is it true? so you won't tell me? oh God, I hate you Y/N."
"It's been 3 years since you debuted, I can date all of you." You were chuckling while seeing Jae very shocked.
"Date me then!" Jae answered spontaneously.
"No way Jae." You still can't stop laughing. You're planning to stand up and going back to the studio but suddenly Jae holds your hand.
"Have you ever think about me as a man?" Jae asked intensely. You panicked and try to laughed as weird as you can.
"I never think about you as a girl tho, let's get back to the studio." You tried to let go of Jae's hand but Jae even holds you harder.
Suddenly you hear a voice that really familiar to you that made you into the maximum panicked level until you can't even move your body.
"Babe." He called.
"Brian." You said slowly.
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surveys-at-your-service Ā· 4 years ago
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Survey #280
ā€œthis is the place in our mind with a crooked crown / we came to execute its own perfect shutdownā€
Do you have a strong local accent? No. Do you prefer green or red grapes? Red, but either is fine so long as theyā€™re crisp. Can you stand on your hands unassisted? pffff Who was the last person to knock/ring at your door? Pizza guy. How old were you when you last went trick or treating? No idea. Have you ever been bobbing for apples? ā€No. Thatā€™s a gross game lol youā€™re dipping your head and mouth into water other people are dipping their head and mouth into.ā€ <<<< This. Whatā€™s your most expensive piece of clothing? No clue. Whatā€™s the last thing you took a picture of? Guys I actually took a selfie bc for once in my goddamn life, I felt really pretty with the makeup Summer did on me. She's working towards a degree in cosmetology and is so talented with it. Whatā€™s the last thing you drew a picture of? A meerkat pup. Have you ever been on a pogo stick? Omg, yes. I got one for I think Christmas one year as a kid and I got SO into it. I learned how to do it really well. Can you down a pint (of anything) in one? Probably not without throwing up. Have you ever been banned from a public place? No. Have you ever been in a newspaper? A couple times, I think. I know once in elementary school for when I was in chorus; we went somewhere for a small Christmas show. Then I believe I was in it for another school thing? Idr. What football team do you support? I donā€™t care for football or sports in general. What did you want to be when you grew up? My phases included paleontologist, vet, movie director, author, game designer, aaaand I know Iā€™m forgetting one. But my current and long-term goal has been to become a photographer. Being an artist as a free time ā€œjobā€ has always been an aspiration, too. Have you ever tie-dyed your own clothes? In school, yeah. How often do you buy new clothes? Very rarely. Usually just around Christmas or my birthday from gift cards I get. Are you reliable? In some ways yes, in other ways no. Are you proud of yourself? No. If you could ask your future self one question what would it be? If sheā€™s ended up happy. Do you hold grudges? Nah. Do you decorate the outside of your house for Christmas? Mom does pretty much last minute, but only sometimes when looking at the past few years. Can you solve sudoku puzzles? Sure, theyā€™re fun. Whatā€™s the most unusual conversation you've ever had? Who knows. Are you much of a gambler? Not at all. I donā€™t fuck around with money, especially when just $5 makes you feel great. Have you ever been to Disneyland? Iā€™ve been to Disney World. Do you sing in the shower? Very rarely. Almost never now that I donā€™t play music while Iā€™m in there. As a child did you ever suck your thumb or fingers? I mean probably? I do know I loved my pacifier and was SO upset when Momā€™s doctor or someone playfully told me I was gonna have to give it up because my upcoming baby sister would want to steal it, and guess what? Nicole never fucking used a pacifier so I was tilted lmao. What time do you usually go to bed? Lol BRO it can be as early as 7 PM on bad depression days to as late as like, 2-3 AM. Iā€™d say the average time is likeā€¦ 9:30. What's your favorite animal? MEERKATS hngggggggggggggggg Have you ever been in marching band? No. Do you have any enemies? No? At least I donā€™t consider anyone to be. Have you ever been a cheerleader? As a kid, Mom wanted me to so I could do something with my sisters, who were actually interested in cheerleading. She certainly didnā€™t force me to or anything, I just agreed to it despite not being into it. We were with this Christian sports group for a long time doing various sports all the while being taught lessons in Christlikeness. Iā€™ve actually got warm memories of it Did you ever date anyone on the football team? No. Do you sleep with stuffed animals? No, not that Iā€™m against the idea tho. The plushy would just have to be very special to me and also comfortable to hold. How many consecutive days have you ever missed of school? I missed an entire week when I learned about Momā€™s cancer. I could barely function. With how much school stressed me, I would NOT have managed. Have you ever been pregnant? No, not in my to-do list. When was the last time you wanted to speak out, but couldnā€™t? Iā€™m sure it was recently over Facebook; most times, I keep my mouth shut over political things on there that might get me fired up because Iā€™m afraid of confrontation. Are fingerless gloves awesome? I love them. Wore them daily in high school. I still have some of my favorites, though Iā€™m doubtful they still fit my handsā€¦ Would you rather be cannibalistic or die in the wilderness? Okay so Iā€™m gonna actually go kinda in-detail, so the squeamish be warned. Realistically, I think Iā€™d choose to die. ESPECIALLY if I was the one expected to kill another person; then, thereā€™s no question. I wouldnā€™t be able to do it either if I knew the person. If it was some stranger someone else killed and cooked, I donā€™t know with absolute certainty; starvation really can make animals out of people. I do know for sure Iā€™d vomit. I far more heavily lean into still preferring to die, because I just believe some things arenā€™t worth living after theyā€™ve been committed. Iā€™d hate myself. Iā€™d rather die feeling clean of conscience. Would you survive on a deserted island? Hell no. Have you dyed your hair eccentric colors in the past? Yeah, I want to do it far more oftenā€¦ What size drink do you usually get at fast food restaurants? Medium, sometimes small. What do you think is the best thing in life? Love, both platonic and romantic. Have you ever sold anything online either on Craigslist, eBay, Amazon, etc.? If not, what is your website of choice like any of the above for buying things? We sold our previous dog over Craigslist, and I sold my iguana there as well. I know Mom has used eBay and Amazon, but idk for what. Have you ever seen an animal give birth? Have you ever had a pet give birth before? Iā€™ve seen old pet cats give birth many times. What is something you want to try to accomplish within the next year? I want a job that Iā€™m content with and can mentally handle. Oh, and I REALLY want to make strong progress on recovering from the muscle atrophy in my legs. Whatā€™s the most unusual kind of pizza youā€™ve ever tried? I have no clue; Iā€™m not that adventurous with pizza or food in general. If you were given the chance to decorate an entire house the way you wanted, with no limit to cost, how would you decorate it? GOTHIC AS A MOTHERFUCKER WELCOME TO THE GOTDAMN ADDAMS FAMILY. Whatā€™s one of your favorite things to touch/feel? My cat. :ā€™) How often do you wear tights? Ew, never. Has there ever been anything youā€™ve become interested in much later than other people? I guess Instagram, but only as a viewer. I donā€™t have a personal one, just for my photography that I only rarely post. Have you ever had a veggie burger? Yeah, during my vegetarian streak. Burger Kingā€™s really arenā€™t that bad so long as the patty is made well. Do you like candles? Yeah, sure. When was the last time you wore a sports bra? Forever ago when I was doing Wii Fit. Where did you get the shirt youā€™re currently wearing? I think Hot Topic? Itā€™s an oversized Umbreon shirt. Who last messaged you on Facebook? My friend Summer when we were planning our lil witch photoshoot w/ friends. Who last walked you home? lol you donā€™t just have someone ā€œwalk you homeā€ here. Bundles of homes are way too far and in-between for reasonable walking distance. Did you make any new friends lately? If so, what are their names and how did you meet them? Not really recently, no. Would you rather see your favorite band/artist in concert with 2 other people or have a free $20,000 shopping spree to Walmart? Seeing Ozzy with my mom would be a DREAM, but to be realistic, Iā€™d take the shopping spree pretty damn quickly. $20k? That would do WONDERS for us, especially as weā€™re about to move into a new place. When was the last time you threw up and why did you? A long time ago when I started a new medication. Do you want revenge on the person who has hurt you the most? ā€¦ Iā€™m gonna be REAL honest. For the most part, no. But ngl there are times Iā€™m like ā€œIā€™m gonna work on getting back in shape and become H O Tā€ like a petty bitch lmao this is embarrassing to admit. Has anyone ever claimed that you saved their life? Yes. Did you ever have that near-drowning experience? No. Have you ever performed on stage? For dance, yes, but I never did a solo. Are you a jealous person? Not jealous (usually), but Iā€™ve come to realize Iā€™m a pretty envious piece of shit. Morning person or night person? Iā€™m in my best mood in the morning because I have the ā€œitā€™s a fresh startā€ ideology. Then I repeat exactly what I did the day before. :^) Have you ever written a poem for someone? Numerous times. Do you meditate? No, but I wish I could without it only causing more stress. Do you like cranberries that they serve for Thanksgiving? EW I hate cranberries. What don't you understand that frustrates you? Finances. Do you plan on going to college? Iā€™ve tried college three times and dropped out each time. Iā€™m done trying with school. Do you believe the governments hide technology and information from the public? AbsoFUCKINGlutely. Which is your favorite Pokemon? Ninetales! What horror fiction character scares you the most? Whatā€™s the name of the villain in the Scream series? Ghostface? I donā€™t feel like looking it up, but he TERRIFIED me as a kid, and I still think heā€™s mega creepy. Were you part of the Brownies/Cubs/Scouts/Guides etc? I was in Girl Scouts. Have you ever invented a fairly unique meal or drink? No. Do you have any family secrets? Donā€™t think so. Do you often read your horoscope? Never. Theyā€™re bullshit. Have you ever had a proper Tarot reading? No; also bullshit. Have you ever milked a cow? No. Do you love or hate rollercoasters? Theyā€™ve always scared me because Iā€™m afraid of throwing up. Now with how dizzy I get, I absolutely refuse to try one because I WILL faint with all the movement. Whatā€™s your favorite sportswear brand? idc Whoā€™s your favorite superhero? Does Deadpool count? Whoā€™s your favorite villain/baddie? If weā€™re still in the comics/superhero universe, the Joker. Have you ever won a giant-sized cuddly toy from a fair? No. What would you say is your favorite album of all time? Black Rain by Ozzy Osbourne. I fucking adore it; it was my introduction to metal, and still after all this time, every track S L A P S. I deadass played that CD so much that it scratches at a few points. Do you dislike hairy people? lol fuck this question. Iā€™m guessing youā€™re asking if I find them attractive and not as if people I ā€œdislikeā€ them, but in both cases, itā€™s no. Weā€™re mammals, who the fuck cares how hairy you are. Do you like your own name? I actually do really like my name. My first one, anyway. Would you ever sign a Prenuptial agreement? NOPE. Want one? Youā€™re gonna have to find someone else willing to, my man. How long has your longest ever phone call been? No less than two hours, but I know more. I have three instances in particular where I talked with either friends or Jason for SO long. Could you ever have an affair with a married person? Hell no. What is your family Christmas like? Nicole comes here so she and I open presents with Mom, then we spend the day at my older sisterā€™s to be with the kids. We also try to squeeze visiting Dad in there the same day, but sometimes it has to be a different one. If you met a genie who offered you three wishes, what would you wish for? (more wishes does not count) Just three is hardā€¦ but #1 is indisputably world peace, and then uhhhh the end of poverty and maybe the cure for cancer. Iā€™d have a super hard time picking a third; so many things matter to me. Have you ever had your national flag painted on your face? No, not in my plans. Do you have any strange body things? Well, define ā€œstrange,ā€ I guess? Nothing like, really strange. What fairy tale character would you most associate with? Can I be Snow White and attract cute critters like moths to a flame? Also I would 100% take a Good apple. If a loved one was to serenade you, what song would you most like them to sing? It would depend on the person and our bond, really. Is there a cherished song between us? What is our relationship like? Thereā€™s no umbrella song I can think of. Is your dad an embarrassing dancer? GUYS!!!!!!!!!!! My sisterā€™s wedding, okay? Father/daughter dance? He actually has MOVES and it was incredible man, never gonna forget that. What if any unusual objects have you swallowed? Nothing, I think. If you were stinking rich, would you only go to places other rich people went? Hell naw, man. There are plenty of great, affordable places in all categories. I could be a millionaire and youā€™d still see my ass in McDonaldā€™s ordering a burger and fries lmao. Have you ever owned a slinky? My sisters and I had multiple as kids; those were d o p e. Teenage parents, good, bad, or indifferent? An AWFUL idea. A teenager is physically, most likely financially, and mentally unprepared to raise a child properly. It can seriously affect the kid, and of course the parent. Whatā€™s the most expensive thing youā€™ve ever broken? Iā€™m unsure. Pirate downloads, good or bad? Itā€™s badā€¦ yet plenty (myself included) have/do do it. Democracy, good or bad? Good. Itā€™s very important to me that rule should come from the peopleā€™s majority versus a small coalition of rich guys. While the majority is not always right, it seems like the best option to me. Communism, good or bad? Okay so to be totally honest I actually donā€™t entirely understand what communism outlines. Like I just read multiple definitions and small articles and Iā€™m still kinda like ā€œ????ā€, though judging by the countries listed as those governed by communism, I would guess itā€™s bad? Have you ever been electrocuted? On an electric fence, but it wasnā€™t too bad. Have you ever been hit on by someone of the same gender? Yeah. The war in Iraq, good or bad? Get the fuck out of it. To start with, Iā€™m a pretty fierce pacifist, and justā€¦ killing and killing and killing for YEARS is so goddamn pointless and is just a massacre. The war in Afganistan, good or bad? jfc ^ Have you ever appeared on YouTube? LETā€™S NEVER TALK ABOUT THIS lmfao Have you ever eaten anything prepared by a celebrity chef? No,, but thatā€™d be dope. Have you ever been on radio? No. Do you prefer male or female singers voices? ā€Their gender doesnā€™t matter, but their talent does.ā€ <<<< Do you have a list of things to do before your ā€˜xā€™ years old? Goals should not be judged by age. Iā€™m bad at this and have to remind myself of it a lot. A goal is a goal regardless of a number. Celebrate for *you*. Are you proud, comfortable or ashamed of your body? Very very much ashamed. Do you know html? Super poorly. Have you ever flown first class? lol hunny What are better, violins or pianos? Violins. How old is your oldest blanket? As old as me. My baby blanket is stored somewhere. Do you take enough vacations? lol hell no. Iā€™ve maybe gone on three vacations in my entire life. Have you ever been sick on your birthday? Yup. Then one time I was recovering from a wicked stomach virus but went to Olive Garden anyway lol. I was fine though, and itā€™s actually a sweet memory because Jason (he worked there at the time) got the staff to do the whole ā€œhappy birthdayā€ thing. I got a bombinā€™ brownie. Who is your favorite person? Sara and my mom. What do you do to stay healthy? lol you assume Iā€™m healthy. What is your favorite form of exercise? Swimming. Do you like going to church? I never did. As a kid, I would cry when/if Mom decided we were going to mass after Sunday school lmao. Itā€™s always been boring and too long to me, even when I was religious. Have you ever fallen asleep during a sermon? Probably as a kid. Do you like to pray for others? No. I donā€™t believe anyone hears them or will intervene somehow if I ask anyway. Have you ever witnessed a miracle? No. I donā€™t think I believe in those anyway. Have you ever been the recipient of a miracle? Definitely not. How did you or whoever come up with the name(s) for your pet(s)? I thought ā€œRomanā€ was a majestic name for a male cat, and Venus has the coloration that the planet does. Who did you last walk a dog with? Sara and I walked Buster the last time I was there. It was windy as SHIT so we didnā€™t get far because my ass was absolutely freezing, all the while Sara was used to it. Ride bikes with? Wow, good question. I havenā€™t ridden a bike in many, many years. Hold hands with? My friend Summer did yesterday when she was trying to reassure me of something. For what reason did you last high five someone? Ryder and Aubree each caught Pokemon in Pokemon GO. :ā€™ā€™ā€™ā€™) I was watching them in the car while my sister/their mom was doing something at work, and they wanted to play it; theyā€™ve come to learn that between my phone and DS, Iā€™m the Pokemon provider, lol. I was the proudest fucking aunt ever bc they did SO GOOD after getting the hang of throwing the ball like Yā€™ALL. When Ash came back to the car, I gave ā€˜em each high fives before getting back in. What color and type is your vehicle? Donā€™t have my own car. Looking to upgrade or add any time soon? I doubt Iā€™ll have my own soon. What animal do you have the most possessions *of*, or featuring? Like, dĆ©cor or stuffed animals, things like that? Not the actual living creature? Easily meerkats, holy shit do I have a collection. What do you use to wash your dishes? Gain soap. Last thing you measured? Uhhh idk. Last thing you weighed? Myself. Last song you danced to? *shrug* What do you remember from your dream last night? I just remember it was a nightmare about Dad being angry. How old were you when you got your first credit card? Lol I donā€™t have one. Do you talk to your parent(s) [almost] every day? Mom, yes. Dad, no, because we donā€™t live together. What does your shampoo and conditioner smell like? I just started using a Dove brand shampoo targeting dandruff, so I donā€™t think it has a specific smell. I donā€™t use conditioner, just adds grease to your hair, plus mine is short anyway. Last person to tell you that you smell good? Idk. Last person you told that they smell good? I also donā€™t know. If you smoke marijuana, what is your preferred or typical method? Iā€™ve never touched it. Last person you ran into unexpectedly? Ummm idr. How many plants can you see right now? Thereā€™re none in my room. Last compliment you received on your appearance? HA On your character/personality? That I was a loving sister. Do you remain friends with anyone you met at your first job? N/A Who have you hugged in the past month? My mom, Summer, sisters, niece and nephew, Dadā€¦ Newest musical discovery? 3TEETH is great. Like, I'm obsessed. Their cover of ā€œPumped Up Kicksā€ snagged my attention, despite actually being iffy about it at first. Guess what Iā€™m listening to this minute lmao. Last thing you cleaned? A cup. What exactly do you carry around all your stuff in? A purse. What do you carry around, typically? Phone, keys, wallet, hand sanitizer, and my iPod are items of note. Where is your newest scar? Itā€™s on the palm of my left hand from Roman playing with me. Where is your oldest scar? Idk. Last thing you disposed of? The milk carton. What was the last picture someone sent you? Mom sent me a gif from Hocus Pocus to fit the witch photoshoot Summer, her friend, and I did. Did you hear a siren today? No. What do you typically drink? I would rather not pretend I tend to drink soda lmao Last bad news you heard? My auntā€™s brother committed suicide a couple days ago. Last good news you heard? I donā€™t really know. How far away is the closest cinema from your house? Itā€™s like, 15-ish minutes away. Have you ever been to the emergency room? Many times. Are you one of those people who canā€™t go without their morning coffee? Yā€™all know me and coffee. But in place, I have my morning Mountain Dew, rip in fucking pieces. Have you ever worn fake eyelashes? No, though Iā€™m honestly curious what Iā€™d look like. Do you know the story of how your parents met? If so, tell me? They were coworkers; thatā€™s all I know. What is your favorite Chinese food? I love pork fried rice. Do you live far from your parents? I live with my Mom. I live around 20 minutes or so away from Dad. What was the last hot food you ate? Iā€™m assuming you mean spicy as opposed to just hot as in temperature. In that case, probably hot wings. Have you ever seen a meteor shower? No. Describe your current position: Iā€™m lying down in bed, just kinda perked up by my two pillows. Have you used a microwave today? Yes; I had a Jimmy Dean breakfast bowl. Do you prefer going out for coffee or brewing your own? N/A Have you consumed caffeine today? If so, in what form? yikes- Do you know anyone who follows a raw vegan diet and lifestyle? Not that I know of. Have you killed a bug this week? Yes; weā€™re dealing with a lovely mix of gnats and fleas. What was the first food you learned how to cook? Scrambled eggs. Or maybe pancakes with Momā€™s assistance. Idr. Do you have a Bachelorā€™s degree? If so, what in? No. How many email accounts do you have? Two. Can you go see a doctor alone or do you like to take someone with you? I like my mom to be with me. How long is your average shower? 15 minutes, maybe? It depends on the routine I feel like doing. Whenā€™s the last time you had a headache? Yesterday. What woke you up this morning? I think I woke up naturally? A rare occasion nowadays. Who was the last person you cried in front of? Summer, yesterday.
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neoheros Ā· 5 years ago
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how would haikyuu boys handle the quarantine? feat. pretty setter squad
sugawara koushi
respects the quarantine a lot
itā€™d be very hard to get him out of the house especially when it involves other people
has stocked up on literally every kind of canned food
ā€œwe donā€™t need to go to target, weā€™ve got a house full of food !!ā€
gets up at about 9 - 10 am
but he likes to sleep early
if you donā€™t sleep early, he doesnā€™t mind staying up with you if you ask him to but donā€™t expect much of him since heā€™s most likely out like a light after 11
he makes sure you wash your hands every other hour
itā€™s kinda repetitive but he cares yknow
eventually youā€™ll get so bored of staring at the same things that you promp him to go out with you
heā€™ll say no the first five times
and youā€™re just like šŸ„ŗ
heā€™ll eventually agree but on the condition of bringing alcohol wipes and surgical masks
ā€œNO DAICHI WE ARENā€™T ACCEPTING COMPANY !! ITS THE LAW !!ā€
kageyama tobio
heā€™s a baby
take care of him please
tbh if the two of you arenā€™t living together, you most likely have to be the one to help him stock on food and necessities
but if you do share a house/apartment then heā€™d go grocery shopping with you every now and then to make sure you donā€™t run out of stuff
iā€™m talking you in the shopping cart and him complaining about it being heavy but not letting you get off
once you get back in the car though he makes sure to put sanitizer on both your hands and the moment you get home, he reminds you to wash them
his sleeping habits are kinda out there
most of the time he sleeps early, but there are times when you see him on the couch under a weighted blanket scrolling through tiktok at 3 am
no matter what time he sleeps though, he always get up at either 9 am or 2 pm
no in between
if he wakes up at 2 pm then thatā€™s because he doesnā€™t want to let go of his grasp on you
is the big spoon all the time
and no youā€™re not gonna get to squirm out of his embrace, iā€™m sorry
kenma kozume
iā€™m just gonna be blunt here
this kid is grateful for the quarantine
of course heā€™s distasteful for the pandemic and stuff but cā€™mon heā€™s a teenage boy with a full ass gaming system and you think this isnā€™t a life heā€™s dreamt of?
like kags, youā€™d most likely have to be the one to make sure heā€™s stocked up on food and stuff
whenever you both would go grocery shopping together heā€™d always go for the junk food like sodas and lays chips
knowing this fully well, you get the things needed to actually make a proper meal
yā€™all know damn well this boy goes to sleep at 6 am and wakes up at 2 pm
itā€™s how his body clock has adapted and thereā€™ll be times heā€™ll try to sleep with you at 11 pm but heā€™s just staring at the ceiling and moving and flinching and at this point even you canā€™t fall asleep with all the ruckus heā€™s causing
ā€œK E NM A LEAVE THE BEDā€
ā€œno, iā€™m trying to be productive by sleeping early and then iā€™ll wake up early then we can have a good day together.ā€
ā€œbaby iā€™m sorry but neither of us will be able to sleep at all if you DONā€™T GODDAMN LEAVEā€
when heā€™s not gaming or having kuroo yell at him for barely participating in his online classes, he likes to have you in his embrace
most of the time if youā€™re not up doing daily things, the two of you are in bed just hugging
or youā€™re in the living room scrolling through tiktok and heā€™s in the bedroom also scrolling through tiktok
and when you both find a funny video you call to each other and then show it and go back to doing your thing
goals ngl
oikawa tooru
no
if i were to be stuck in the house for a month with this man i would cry
heā€™s a morning person for fucks sake
he gets up at 8 am and goes to bed before 11 pm and yes he will drag your ass in and out of bed so you guys can start and end the day together
itā€™s so sweet iā€™m not gonna lie but holy fuck my dude
he goes on morning walks and runs and sometimes heā€™ll ask you to come with him and tells you youā€™re missing out if you say no
but most of the time heā€™ll let you sleep in when heā€™s gone and you wake up to either your favorite starbucks drink or a protein shake he made you
oikawa tooru = healthy quarantine lifestyle
the two of you have cabinets and pantries full of food, both healthy and absolute junk
he tries his best to steer away from that stuff though but sometimes he doesnā€™t mind eating through them when you two are on the couch and binging old nickelodeon shows
with his bad knee, you also take into consideration how important it is to be exercising and keeping his regimen up
so even if you cry blood from running with him too much, you never mind coming with him since itā€™s for him to get better
heā€™s like one of those white moms whoā€™s always out for a walk and always cleaning the house
whenever the two of you would go out for a quick raid in target or walmart, he always has to hold your hand
because ā€œwho knows whatā€™s out there now that the world is ending, babe? gotta keep you safe.ā€
bro i love him so much i miss his stupid face oikawa i didnā€™t mean it come back home baby
akaashi keiji
when i tell you this man deserves an award for being the best boyfriend on earth
ugh heā€™s just so ? perfect
quarantine life with akaashi !!! is so !! romantic and domestic and beautiful
he insists on going grocery shopping alone, keys in his hand, him wearing a jacket over his hoodie, jeans and sneakers with a cross chain
this man is a sight for sore eyes
but even if he does insist on going alone so you can just sit back and not get exposed to the corona
you always tell him you like it when youā€™re with him especially when you do domestic stuff like shopping together and driving together at night with the windows down
when youā€™re shopping together, heā€™s the one who pushes the cart with his right hand and his left hand is intertwined with yours
you go pick out the stuff you like to buy and he tells you whether or not to put it back because letā€™s be honest heā€™s 90% of your wise decision making
heā€™s a light sleeper who has a good bed time
but when he wakes up at 2 am to see you leaning against the bed frame with the comforter over your head watching tiktoks
he doesnā€™t mind propping himself up next to you as he leans his head on your shoulder and watches whatā€™s on your fyp
(he falls asleep there 97.9% of the time)
you love him
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anonymorshu Ā· 5 years ago
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Iā€™m Back!
Yeah, thatā€™s right. I live! Happy New Year!
It seems that Tumblrā€™s guidelines update a couple years ago annexed all the pornbots, so to my followers that are still here, I have missed you all and will be making some changes for the better that I'll get into later.
Firstly, the reason for my hiatus:
From what feels like since I started using Tumblr, I had tried to check it every night at 11 PM before bed alongside the first two pages each of a couple subreddits I follow. Eventually, I had followed too many blogs to the point that I took a break around July 2018, and slowly tried to recuperate where I left off, going into the 500+ range of Dashboard pages. Eventually, I tried skipping a few hundred pages to try and get closer to the end, but that wasnā€™t enough. I started setting aside the Reddit pages to get to later so I could put more time into this, and that lead into the series of events that unfolded in this Reddit post I made back in October.
So with that being said, a lot has happened since I made my leave. In particular:
Literally all of Deltarune is amazing. Especially best boy Rouxls Kaard.
Upon release, Super Smash Bros. Ultimate took up a good portion of my time as it would anyone; I main most of the newcomers. Love it to bits, especially playing Terry as of late. I got Piranha Plant later than I wouldā€™ve liked; February 3rd. I also beat the World of Light story mode on Hard from start to finish February 20th at 2:19 AM.
I watched Cowboy Bebop from March 9th to June 13th, 6:55 PM. Bit of a bittersweet ending, but it certainly went out with a bang.
I made a Twitch channel on March 31st. Donā€™t expect streams anytime soon.
I watched JoJoā€™s Bizarre Adventure: Golden Wind over the course of its run, as did my parents following the previous parts in 2018. They love everything there is to do with JoJo and I couldnā€™t be happier.
Come June 11th, I got Final Fantasy VII on Switch on sale and completely get now why itā€™s heralded in such high regard by the gaming community. Iā€™m certainly anticipating the Remake.
Not long after that, my brother picked me up Axiom Verge as part of a BOGOF deal. One of the best games Iā€™ve ever played.
While I wasnā€™t really interested from the first episode alone and put it off, I picked Code Geass back up and binged it over the course of October to November 4th. Not the best ending, but given all that happened prior, it was for the best. Still gotta see Akito the Exiled, though.
From November 22nd to now, Iā€™ve been really enjoying Re:Zero as well.
In anticipation of Persona 5: Royalā€™s release, from November 30th to now Iā€™ve been playing Persona 3 FES and loving it. I plan on playing Persona 4 afterward.
This past month or so, Iā€™ve been watching a fair amount of My Hero Academia. Pretty cool. Iā€™m on the second season thus far.
As I never got to truly post about it, back in late May 2018 I broke 100 Subscribers on my YouTube channel, but didnā€™t wind up finishing work on the special for it until September. That video can be found here:
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Heck, just recently I broke 300 Subs, but my next specialā€™s at 500.
But back to the subject of Tumblr:
Despite how many (admittedly unnecessary) r/DDLC and spicy anime art link posts Iā€™ve made in the past, the Tumblr NSFW ban barely affected me, thank goodness. I only got 3 posts taken down under the new guidelines, them being this, this, and this. The first one, not too explicit, the third one, completely understandable. But the second one? Itā€™s a completely clean DDLC comic about Sayori comforting a sad Yuri. It blows my mind that that of all things would get detected and taken down. But I digress since I was able to appeal them all and get them back up safe and sound.
Additionally, I was quite upset when I reblogged all those posts from the @memoriesā€‹ April Foolā€™s account due to my lack of getting caught up with Tumblr prior. But I was worried I wouldnā€™t get the chance to participate come April 2nd, so I had to bite the bullet and rebloggedĀ ā€˜em anyway.
Even now, I couldnā€™t get caught up if I wanted to since Tumblrā€™s Dashboard is completely broken. If I click the ā€œNextā€ button to Page 2 of the Dashboard, itā€™ll display the second page, but when I go to Page 3 or further, and then click theĀ ā€œPreviousā€ button to go back to Page 2, despite the URL, it takes me to Page 1. Absurd.
And now, what changes Iā€™ll be making:
For my sake, Iā€™m gonna limit how much Reddit and Tumblr I intake so as to prevent another downward spiral. Henceforth, Iā€™m only going to check the first page of each subreddit alone rather than the first two of each, and only the first two pages of my Dashboard when I do my daily check-in before bed.
Iā€™m gonna be removing theĀ ā€œOriginal Contentā€ tag to my non-reblog posts, and instead, add a ā€œReblogā€ tag to my reblogs. This way itā€™ll be much easier to manage, and itā€™ll be a much more accurate tag thanĀ ā€œOriginal Contentā€. Those who donā€™t want to see my reblogs can filter the tag.
From here on, I may limit how many tags I use on posts, in particular, only putting the franchise/series name(s) only instead of listing every character featured.
Iā€™ll also try to put a heavier focus on my videos, ergo discussing behind-the-scenes things about my videos as mentioned in the update video I made back in November. 2019 was a very slow year for me in terms of channel content, so Iā€™m gonna try and fix that going into 2020.
And that should be everything.
If you have any questions regarding the things mentioned, I may be able to answer them via the askbox. You can even choose to stay anonymous should you so choose.
In closing, Iā€™m sorry if it seems like I left you all in the dark for too long, I hope you understand my reasoning for my absence, and I hope to do better.
Thanks for reading.
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