#bring me the horizon rp meme

[ventricide]

a collection of lyrics from Bring Me The Horizon's album, POST HUMAN: NeX GEn! feel free to adjust context, pronouns, and wording as needed.

YOUtopia

❝ there's a place i wanna take you, but i'm not quite there myself yet. ❞

❝ there is a home, somewhere, beyond my bones. ❞

❝ and i'm just too terrified to dive inside. ❞

❝ hard to ignore, we're sick to the core. ❞

❝ a world's been buried, whеre love is the law. ❞

❝ stop pushing daisies, no one wants flowers when they're dead. ❞

❝ golden raspberry, for the performance in your head. ❞

❝ there is a home, beyond our bones. ❞

❝ it's okay to cry. ❞

❝ what was it like? ❞

❝ it's like i walked into a dream, and stepped out of the coma. ❞

Kool-Aid

❝ we are the children of the devolution. ❞

❝ is this what you wanted? ❞

❝ do you want some more? ❞

❝ who’s keeping score? ❞

❝ 'cause you got a taste now, drank the kool-aid by the jug. ❞

❝ so suffer your fate. ❞

❝ oh, come here and give me a hug. ❞

❝ nobody loves you like i love you, oh, my dear. ❞

❝ you should've known that this was gonna end in tears. ❞

❝ i got my hands around your throat, i love the way you choke. ❞

❝ 'cause i am yours and you are mine, i'll never let you go. ❞

Top 10 staTues tHat CriEd bloOd

❝ i guess that some of us are just born with tragedy in our blood. ❞

❝ it's just basic chemistry. ❞

❝ or maybe all these open wounds, is how the light gets into you. ❞

❝ 'cause i'm starting to realize, no one's gonna come and rescue me, ❞

❝ i'm drowning in my sleep, the scars have got too deep. ❞

❝ no amount of love could set you free. ❞

❝ the fight's inside, i'll take myself to hell and back. ❞

❝ tonight we go to war. ❞

❝ someone put a gun straight to our hearts, and paint the walls with our love. ❞

❝ there's a world of hurt in us. ❞

❝ maybe once we spill our guts, we can stitch ourselves back up. ❞

❝ yeah, i know that you're low. but once you hit the bottom, at least there's nowhere to go but up. ❞

❝ the hardest thing you'll ever know, is there's no love like your own. ❞

❝ it was so comforting, somewhere. ❞

​liMOusIne

❝ drag me down some more, get me low like a basement. ❞

❝ i hope that you wrote all your songs for me. ❞

❝ on my last nerve, burnt out all my veins. ❞

❝ feelin' good but it's never good enough. ❞

❝ got a bellyache crawlin' in my guts again. ❞

❝ come closer, i'll swallow the bile for you. ❞

❝ don't want closure, i'll stitch myself up alone. ❞

❝ kiss the ground i walk, i'm a fool for you. ❞

❝ hop inside, take a ride to the top. ❞

❝ we can brake, but we're never gonna stop. ❞

❝ got a death wish tuggin' on my sleeves again. ❞

❝ it's not over, didn't want to let go. ❞

❝ so lock all the doors, 'cause i'm insecure. ❞

❝ what the fuck you waiting for? ❞

❝ do you like the way your skin crawls? how it makes your body twitch? ❞

❝ does it make you sick? ❞

DArkSide

❝ think my angel's fallen. ❞

❝ picked the stitches, now i can't stop bleeding. ❞

❝ three in the morning, i ain't slept all weekend. ❞

❝ don't give a fuck if my heart stops beating. ❞

❝ hey, i'm begging you to stay. ❞

❝ my dark side won today. ❞

❝ my heart keeps breaking, over and over. ❞

❝ hey, don't let me out your sight, i can't trust myself tonight. ❞

❝ can you talk me off the ledge again? ❞

❝ something haunts me. ❞

❝ but there's no escaping. ❞

❝ something's in the way, don't know what i can say. ❞

❝ memories are haunting me. ❞

❝ so bury me alive, there's nowhere left to hide. ❞

❝ maybe i won't miss me when i'm gone. ❞

​​a bulleT w- my namE On

❝ i guess this is goodbye. ❞

❝ i guess we got what we deserved. ❞

❝ hold on to your heart, it's almost over. ❞

❝ i guess i should've known. ❞

❝ i guess a part of me still hoped. ❞

❝ the beat in my chest sounds like a swan song. ❞

❝ you got a bullet with my name on it. ❞

❝ a moment of silence for a lifetime laid to waste. ❞

❝ still sounds like violence. ❞

❝ still got both feet in the grave. ❞

❝ you can't drown it out. ❞

❝ i'm dreaming backwards, nobody answers. ❞

❝ i won't look down again. ❞

❝ i'm sorry, did my back hurt your knife? ❞

❝ let me kiss it better this time. ❞

❝ i promise that i'll die. ❞

❝ if jesus christ returns, we'll just kill the fucker twice. ❞

❝ we get so lost inside of your eyes. ❞

❝ your lullabies keep me awake. ❞

❝ i picked up your tab, paid in blood. ❞

❝ saw things you never should. ❞

❝ we feel safe in our lives, not masks, and not distractions. and identify the roles society gives us. ❞

❝ we're corrupted when we forget who we are. ❞

❝ her plan's to harvest them as batteries. ❞

❝ subjects suffered profound disturbances, psychosis, organ failure. their bodies are vegetative. ❞

❝ seek the truth, follow the six-rayed star.❞

❝ for my part in this, god forgive me. ❞

​n/A

❝ okay, folks, we've got a new face joining us. ❞

❝ why don't you go ahead and share a little bit about yourself? ❞

❝ hi, my name's [muse name] and i'm an addict. ❞

❝ i'm here 'cause i'm not quite all there. ❞

❝ 'cause what used to be my idea of a laugh is now just me checking my pulse in my underwear. ❞

❝ so maybe i should drop dead, eat shit, go to hell. ❞

❝ i could jump headfirst out the window. ❞

❝ dark thoughts keep on filling up in my mind. ❞

❝ kinda wanna get fucked, make love to a chainsaw. ❞

❝ not sure i'll be coming back down this time. ❞

❝ hello, [muse name], you fucking knobhead. ❞

❝ did you think you had us fooled? ❞

❝ and, baby, i know that i told you i was out of the woods, but i still left a kеy under the mat for the wolvеs. ❞

❝ got out on good behavior. ❞

❝ i'm sorry, kid, but i can't be your savior. ❞

❝ i don't know what you expected. ❞

❝ 'cause i'm fucking losing it, get a grip, ignore all the signs. ❞

❝ the voices in my head keep telling me i'm fine. ❞

❝ out of luck, what the fuck? ❞

❝ what am i gonna do? ❞

❝ where did it go wrong? ❞

LosT

❝ watching evangelion with a big fat slug of ketamine, i lost the plot a little while ago. ❞

❝ my dog just died, my friends hate me. ❞

❝ i saw myself on MTV. ❞

❝ my ego is not my amigo. ❞

❝ i don't think i belong on this planet. ❞

❝ it's too much to take, i can't understand it. ❞

❝ someone tell me, why am i this way? ❞

❝ stupid medicine, not doin' anything. ❞

❝ what the hell is fucking wrong with me? ❞

❝ i guess there's no remedy, i'm so terribly lost. ❞

❝ i used to go to therapy, but the doctor tried to section me. ❞

❝ the next time that i open up to someone will be my autopsy. ❞

❝ if i keep this up, i think i'm gonna break down. ❞

​sTraNgeRs

❝ maybe i'll just be fucked up forever, should have figured myself out by now. ❞

❝ and i don't wanna tear myself open, no, but it's hard to care when you bleed out. ❞

❝ so won't you break me down, make me get better? ❞

❝ i confess i'm a mess, some kind of error. ❞

❝ well, maybe i was destined to disappear. ❞

❝ we're just a room full of strangers, looking for something to save us. ❞

❝ alone together, we're dying to live and we're living to die. ❞

❝ well, i guess my guardian angel missed the memo, 'cause we're walking on razors again. ❞

❝ and we swore to god we'd never let this happen, no. ❞

❝ we've dragged ourselves through hell, and we'll be damned if we go back. ❞

❝ it never stops, can't erase this. ❞

❝ so cross out my eyes, tear the pages. ❞

❝ 'cause you and i, we're just dying to live and we're living to die. ❞

❝ where did we go? ❞

❝ we're all alone, no place like home. ❞

❝ take us back to yesterday. ❞

❝ save us from ourselves. ❞

R.i.p. (duskCOre RemIx)

❝ let's motherfucking go. ❞

❝ did my back hurt your knife? ❞

❝ do you think you're bulletproof? ❞

❝ go chat shit all you like, you and i both know the truth. ❞

❝ plot twist, i don't give two shits about you, or whether you exist. ❞

❝ trippin' if you think there'll be a happy ending. ❞

❝ still alive, but you're dead to me. ❞

❝ there's voices in my head that'll never leave. ❞

❝ wish i could forget all these memories. ❞

❝ i don't know why you keep diggin' your own grave. ❞

❝ your therapist is gonna need some therapy. ❞

❝ you and me are done, so see you later, punk. ❞

❝ in a bit mate, it's been fun, in a near-death kind of way. ❞

❝ it's people like you, darling, that give humans a bad name. ❞

❝ make me the villain if you want. ❞

❝ so keep your name out my mouth, 'cause i wouldn't wanna smash that pretty glass house. ❞

❝ a parasite, you're a heart disease. so stay the fuck away from me. ❞

❝ you and me are done, so see you later, creep. ❞

❝ and although they are no longer with us, they live on in our thoughts and in our hearts. ❞

❝ we will start today's ceremony with a few words from a dear friend. ❞

AmEN!

❝ i hope you have fun rotting in hell. ❞

❝ suck a dick, heretic. ❞

❝ i hate you, and i'd like to see you burn, burn, burn. ❞

❝ so tell all your friends, this is the end of everything. ❞

❝ too late to repent, the wicked will reap what they sow. ❞

❝ can i get an amen? ❞

❝ somebody call the exorcist. this is heresy, the child is possessed. ❞

❝ don't you know, you're so six-six-sick? ❞

❝ yeah, you fanatics prey on me, hate on me, patiently waiting to watch me bleed. ❞

❝ get your head from out of my ass, got me feeling like a human centipede. ❞

❝ just let me breathe, stay the fuck away from me. ❞

❝ i don't really want me as my own enemy. ❞

❝ just let me suffer, just let me breathe. ❞

❝ just let me suffer, suffer in peace. ❞

❝ i'm about to lose control. ❞

❝ i execute judgment on you, you wicked demon. ❞

❝ you burn in hell, it's over. ❞

❝ wow, that's really cool. ❞

DiE4u

❝ you know that i'd die for you, cry for you. ❞

❝ you know that i'd breathe for you, i'd bleed for you. ❞

❝ let me see my halo, even though it's painful. ❞

❝ i'm prepared to lose. ❞

❝ i keep holding my breath for a miracle, hoping the hole in my heart would've healed somehow. ❞

❝ feeling so fucking close to the edge right now. ❞

❝ you know you're everything i hate, wish i could escape. ❞

❝ but you know i would die for you. ❞

❝ 'cause i've died inside a thousand times, but still i'd kill myself for you. ❞

❝ 'cause the truth of it, you could slit my wrists, and i'd write your name in a heart with the hemorrhage. ❞

❝ you know it's you i need to kick, you make me feel like shit. ❞

❝ i don't wanna die for you. ❞

❝ this isn't love, this is a car crash. ❞

❝ this isn't love, this is a bloodbath. ❞

❝ this isn't love, this is a sentence. ❞

❝ it's a bullet in the head, so pull the trigger. ❞

DIg It

❝ i'm sorry, this directory is encrypted, please enter your cipher to continue. ❞

❝ you have a hundred and thirty two documents and one audio log, would you like to listen? ❞

❝ pins and needles in my face, i can't trust my feelings anymore. ❞

❝ shouldn't have looked behind the veil, my whole world's at war. ❞

❝ 'cause they've been feeding us a fable. ❞

❝ i can't keep quiet at the table anymore, no. ❞

❝ i hate my fucking guts right now, reckon you'd be better if i nеver existed. ❞

❝ i'm sorry that i lеt you down. ❞

❝ found a way to hide and now i'm addicted. ❞

❝ give me something to believe in, some kind of system override. ❞

❝ i need to give my ghost a reason to let it slide. ❞

❝ 'cause everyone's too scared to heal, they don't give a fuck how they feel. ❞

❝ i just don't know how to deal anymore. ❞

❝ well, maybe the damage is done, maybe the darkness has won. ❞

❝ we were programmed just to suffer. ❞

❝ 'cause the world is a scary place, scary future, scary fate. ❞

❝ thought the pain would teach me somehow, but the only thing i figured out, is life is a grave... and i dig it. ❞

❝ i don't wanna lose myself again. ❞

❝ 'cause the world is a scary place, scary humans, scary race. ❞

❝ when you find this letter, hope you don't get it twisted. ❞

❝ hello, this is [muse name], your personal multidimensional friend. ❞

❝ it looks like i encountered a fatal error, please boot me in safe mode and enter the serial number located on the side of my head. ❞

[theonlytwoalive]

R.I.P. BY BRING ME THE HORIZON PROMPTS lyrics from bmth track, adjust as necessary !

did my back hurt your knife?

do you think you're bulletproof?

go chat shit all you like, you and i both know the truth

i don't give two shits, about you or whether you exist

still alive but you're dead to me

there's voices in my head that'll never leave

wish i could forget all these memories

i don't know why you keep digging your own grave

out your fucking mind in a fantasy

your therapist is gonna need some therapy

you and me are done, so see you later, punk

it's people like you, darlin', that give humans a bad name

make me the villain if you want

keep your name out my mouth

i wouldn't wanna smash that pretty glass house

you're dead to me, a parasite, you're a heart disease

stay the fuck away from me

you and me are done, so see you later, creep

[lucifersresources]

as always, feel free to edit/alter to better fit!

MANTRA

"do you wanna start a cult with me?"

"i need a purpose."

"i can't keep surfing through this existential misery."

"wait, how do you spell epiphany?"

"before the truth will set you free, it will piss you off."

"before you find a place to be, you're gonna lose the plot."

"all you ever do is chant the same old mantra."

"could i have your attention please?"

"it's time to tap into your tragedy."

"think you could use a new abuser."

"now you're sinking, what were you thinking?"

"what were you thinking?"

"do you really wanna think all by yourself now?"

"all i'm asking for's a little bit of faith."

nihilist blues.

"i've been climbing up the walls."

"i'm a spirit in a tomb."

"do you mind if i'm exhumed?"

"i'm the ashes in the plume."

"paradise is in my soul and i'm terrified i can't get out."

"we are lost in a labyrinth."

"please don't follow."

"you were in my dream last night."

"you were in my dream last night, but your face was someone else's."

in the dark.

"i feel so cold."

"i'm looking on the bright side now."

"none of this is real."

"i think we need to talk like, now."

"don't swear to god, he never asked you."

"it's not his back you drove a knife through."

"it's not his world you turned inside out."

"you're so damned cold."

"don't you know you've lost control?"

"no secrets, you can't keep me."

"guess my fairytale has a few plot holes."

"you can give up the act now."

"i'm not looking for salvation."

"i'm not looking for salvation, just a little faith in anyone or anything."

wonderful life.

"i've forgotten what i'm on about."

"looked on the bright side, got keratitis."

"i wear a happy face."

"i feel all numb now, is that a feeling?"

"i wanna waste away."

"i'm on the edge of the knife."

"nobody cares if i'm alive or dead."

"what's your problem?"

"this is the real world."

"one day this might hurt me less."

"everybody knows i'm still down."

ouch.

"i always knew this was gonna end in tears."

"didn't think your wrists would keep a souvenir."

"i thought that i had heard it all."

"i heard your lover screaming down the phone."

"i was under your spell."

"i said you could drag me to hell."

"i hoped you wouldn't fuck the devil."

medicine.

"some people are a lot like clouds, you know."

"some people are a lot like clouds, you know, coz life's so much brighter when they go."

"you rained on my heart for far too long."

"i never dished the dirt, just held my breath, while you dragged me through the mud."

"just held my breath, while you dragged me through the mud."

"i don't know why i tried to save you, coz i can't save you from yourself."

"i don't know why i tried to save you."

"i can't save you from yourself."

"i can't save you from yourself when all you give a shit about is everybody else."

"all you give a shit about is everybody else."

"you just can't quit."

"why don't you deal with it?"

"i think it's time to stop."

"you need a taste of your own medicine."

"you need a taste of your own medicine coz i'm sick to death of swallowing."

"watch me take the wheel like you, not feel like you."

"i'm sorry for this, it might sting a bit."

sugar honey ice & tea.

"i think we're too close for comfort."

"i'm breaking up."

"it's got my head running 24/7"

"i don't know if i can figure it out."

"it's all messed up."

"we're so full of sugar, honey, ice and tea."

"don't move a muscle."

"so play pretend that it's all good."

"block out all the sadness."

"we all march on like we know the way to heaven."

"who the hell died and made you the king?"

"we don't know what we want."

why you gotta kick me when i'm down?

"ain't you got some place to be?"

"was hoping the suspense would kill you."

"give me your expert opinion."

"they always wanna kick you when you're down."

"what the fuck have i done?"

"we like you better in limbo."

"come on and take a shot."

"don't let the fact that you know nothing stop you talking."

"my name's still on your tongue."

"tell me, why you gotta kick me when i'm down?"

"you better pray i don't get up this time around."

"why you tryna put me in the ground?"

"go ahead and bury me, this is how i grow."

"don't say it's coming from love."

"what doesn't kill me better run like hell."

"you better run like hell."

"remember this line that you crossed?"

"there's no turning back now."

"you've corrupted the memory."

"there's no way to fix us."

fresh bruises.

"don't you try to fuck with me."

"don't you hide your love."

mother tongue.

"i never really had much faith in the universe's magic."

"i never really had much faith in the universe's magic till it pulled us to that time and place."

"i know you know me."

"i know you know me, you don't have to show me."

"i feel you're lonely, no need to explain."

"don't say you love me."

"just let your heart speak up and i'll know."

"no amount of words can ever find a way to make sense of this."

"i wanna hear your mother tongue."

"oh love, i'm in trouble."

"our fates were woven."

heavy metal.

"just minding my own meltdown."

"you got that something special."

"i'm afraid you don't love me anymore."

"they gut me like an animal."

i don't know what to say.

"kill the angels if they're keeping guard."

"how do i start when you don't know what to say?"

"i don't know what to say."

"the world's already full enough of defeated people."

"i saw the universe hidden in your heart."

"a flower in the rain only grows more when it's grey."

"you just shined on brighter, making gold out of the pain."

"i can die, but i can't break."

"you can rule, i won't obey."

[vexsprompts]

♥️     𝐁𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐌𝐞 𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐇𝐨𝐫𝐢𝐳𝐨𝐧 𝐋𝐲𝐫𝐢𝐜𝐬     [   𝚂𝙴𝙽𝚃𝙴𝙽𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝚃𝙰𝚁𝚃𝙴𝚁𝚂    ]    ♥️

sentence starters inspired by lyrics from bring me the horizons’ album 𝐚𝐦𝐨 !! some lyrics have been slightly modified to be more usable. feel free to edit  &  add context to your needs . have fun !!  ♥️

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𝐢 𝐚𝐩𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐢𝐬𝐞 𝐢𝐟 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠

❝   I saw you staring.  ❞ ❝   Don’t be afraid.  ❞ ❝   Love’s all we have.  ❞ ❝   It was mine.  ❞

𝐌𝐀𝐍𝐓𝐑𝐀

❝   Do you wanna start a cult with me?  ❞ ❝   I need a purpose.  ❞ ❝   How do you spell epiphany?  ❞ ❝   Before the truth will set you free, it’ll piss you off.  ❞ ❝   You’re gonna lose the plot.  ❞ ❝   Too late to tell you now.  ❞ ❝   Can I have your attention, please?  ❞ ❝   What were you thinking?  ❞ ❝   All you ever do is chant the same old mantra.  ❞ ❝   All I’m asking for's a little bit of faith.  ❞

𝐧𝐢𝐡𝐢𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐮𝐞𝐬

❝   I can’t hide.  ❞ ❝   I’m burning up.  ❞ ❝   I’m only lonely for the truth.  ❞ ❝   I'm terrified.  ❞ ❝   I can’t get out.  ❞ ❝   Please, don’t follow.  ❞

𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐚𝐫𝐤

❝   I feel so cold.  ❞ ❝   I’m lookin’ on the bright side now.  ❞ ❝   I think we need to talk, like, now.  ❞ ❝   Don’t swear to God. He never asked you.  ❞ ❝   It’s not [his] heart you drove a knife through.  ❞ ❝   Don’t you know you’ve lost control?  ❞ ❝   You can give the act up now.  ❞ ❝   You can’t keep me in the dark.  ❞ ❝   I’m not looking for salvation.  ❞

𝐰𝐨𝐧𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐥𝐢𝐟𝐞

❝   Are we rolling?  ❞ ❝   I read a fun fact about the brain.  ❞ ❝   I’ve forgotten what I’m on about.  ❞ ❝   I feel all numb now.  ❞ ❝   I wanna waste away.  ❞ ❝   Oi, Debbie Downer, what’s you problem?  ❞ ❝   Don’t you know how to chew with your mouth closed?  ❞ ❝   I’ve got a Type Two kinda thirstiness.  ❞ ❝   One day this might hurt me less.  ❞ ❝   Everybody knows I’m still down.  ❞ ❝   There’s no need for the obvious.  ❞ ❝   Everybody knows I got bounce.  ❞

𝐨𝐮𝐜𝐡

❝   I always knew this was gonna end in tears.  ❞ ❝   And I thought that I had heard it all.  ❞ ❝   I hear your lover screaming down the phone.  ❞ ❝   I know I said I was under your spell but this hex is on another level.  ❞ ❝   I know I said you could drag me through hell but I hoped you wouldn’t fuck the Devil.  ❞

𝐦𝐞𝐝𝐢𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐞

❝   Some people are a lot like clouds, you know. ‘Cause life is so much brighter when they go.  ❞ ❝   You rained on my heart for far too long.  ❞ ❝   I don’t know why I tried to save you ‘cause I can’t save you from yourself.  ❞ ❝   All you give a shit about is everybody else.  ❞ ❝   Why don’t you deal with it?  ❞ ❝   You need a taste of your own medicine.  ❞ ❝   I spent too long in a place I don’t belong.  ❞ ❝   I think it’s time to stop.  ❞

𝐬𝐮𝐠𝐚𝐫 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐲 𝐢𝐜𝐞 & 𝐭𝐞𝐚

❝   I think we’re too close for comfort.  ❞ ❝   I’m sorry, it’s over.  ❞ ❝   I'm breaking up.  ❞ ❝   Don’t move a muscle.  ❞ ❝   It’s got my head runnin’ 24/7.  ❞ ❝   I don’t reckon I can figure it out.  ❞ ❝   We’re so fucked.  ❞ ❝   Who the hell died and made you the King?  ❞ ❝   Fuck you.  ❞

𝐰𝐡𝐲 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐠𝐨𝐭𝐭𝐚 𝐤𝐢𝐜𝐤 𝐦𝐞 𝐰𝐡𝐞𝐧 𝐢'𝐦 𝐝𝐨𝐰𝐧?

❝   I see you.  ❞ ❝   Ain’t you got someplace to be?  ❞ ❝   Was hoping this suspense would kill you.  ❞ ❝   They always wanna kick you when you’re down.  ❞ ❝   What the fuck have I done?  ❞ ❝   When all is said and done, my name’s still on your tongue.  ❞ ❝   Why you gotta kick me when I’m down?  ❞ ❝   You better pray I don’t get up this time around.  ❞ ❝   What doesn’t kill me, well, it better run like hell.  ❞ ❝   There’s no turning back now.  ❞ ❝   Oh, God, what the fuck have you done?  ❞

𝐟𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐡 𝐛𝐫𝐮𝐢𝐬𝐞𝐬

❝   Don’t you try to fuck with me.  ❞ ❝   Don’t you hide your love.  ❞

𝐦𝐨𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐨𝐧𝐠𝐮𝐞

❝   I didn’t see it coming.  ❞ ❝   I never really had much faith in the universes’ magic.  ❞ ❝   It still has me choking, it’s hard to explain.  ❞ ❝   I know you know me, you don’t have to show me.  ❞ ❝   I feel you’re lonely.  ❞ ❝   Just let your heart speak up, and I’ll know.  ❞ ❝   No amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this.  ❞ ❝   I wanna hear your mother tongue.  ❞ ❝   Love, I’m in trouble.  ❞ ❝   I'm sorry, but you got me gushing all over the place.  ❞ ❝   I think we're chosen. Like our fates were woven.  ❞

𝐡𝐞𝐚𝐯𝐲 𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐚𝐥

❝   I woke up in a warehouse.  ❞ ❝   It’s now or never.  ❞ ❝   I’m afraid you don’t love me anymore.  ❞ ❝   This shit ain’t heavy metal.  ❞ ❝   Do you love me anymore?  ❞

𝐢 𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐬𝐚𝐲

❝   I'll see you at the gates.  ❞ ❝   I’ll find a place to park.  ❞ ❝   How do I start when you don't know what to say? ❞ ❝   I don't know what to say.  ❞ ❝   I saw the universe hidden in your heart.  ❞ ❝   Where do you start when you know it has to end? ❞ ❝   I can die, but I can't break.  ❞ ❝   You can rule, I won't obey.  ❞

[phoenixmemes]

❛     i  long  for  that  feeling  to  not  feel  at  all.     ❜

❛     there’s  nowhere  else  for  us  to  go.     ❜

❛     where  do  i  go  from  here  ?     ❜

❛     give  me  a  reason  to  start  again.     ❜

❛     go  to  hell  for  heaven’s  sake.     ❜

❛     i  think  it’s  time  you  knew  the  truth.     ❜

❛     you’ll  have  to  take  this  with  your  cold  dead  hands.     ❜

❛     you  can  run  but  you’ll  never  escape.     ❜

❛     did  you  really  think  that  you  could  fix  me  ?     ❜

❛     i  don’t  wanna  do  this  by  myself.     ❜

❛     i’ve  heard  these  lines  a  thousand  times.     ❜

❛     there’s  nothing  left  to  say.     ❜

❛     i’m  sorry.  it’s  not  enough.     ❜

❛     i  wish  i  could  agree  with  you.     ❜

❛     you  think  you’re  changing  anything  ?     ❜

❛     i  will  find  a  way  !     ❜

❛     there’s  no  hope  for  us.     ❜

❛     you  can  have  my  heart.     ❜

❛     i’m  sorry  ,  but  it’s  too  late.     ❜

❛     i  think  we’re  doomed.     ❜

❛     you  must’ve  made  some  kind  of  mistake.     ❜

❛     you  know  that  i’m  in  love  with  the  mess.     ❜

❛     well  ,  don’t  you  feel  so  much  better  ?     ❜

❛     you  are  the  reason  i  still  fight.     ❜

❛     i’ll  forget  but  i’ll  never  forgive  you.     ❜

❛     i’m  afraid  you  asked  for  this.     ❜

❛     you  broke  my  heart  and  there’s  nothing  you  can  do.     ❜

❛     i  guess  it  wasn’t  meant  to  be.     ❜

❛     time  won’t  help  you  ‘cause  karma  has  no  deadline.     ❜

❛     promise  me  you’ll  never  leave  my  side.     ❜

❛     i’m  telling  you  ,  you’re  all  i  need.     ❜

❛     i’d  like  to  help  you  but  i  think  it’s  too  late.     ❜

❛     don’t  ask  me  why  then  roll  your  eyes  at  the  answer.     ❜

❛     you  don’t  want  this  but  it’s  what  you  need.     ❜

❛     i’m  not  okay  ,  and  it’s  no  alright.     ❜

❛     who  will  fix  me  now  ?     ❜

❛     save  me  from  myself  ,  don’t  let  me  drown.     ❜

❛     'cause  you  know  that  i  can’t  do  this  on  my  own.     ❜

❛     you  don’t  have  to  lie  ,  i  know  exactly  where  you’ve  been.     ❜

❛     so  be  careful  what  you  wish  for.     ❜

[greene-rph]

Amo Album Sentence Starters

I APOLOGIZE IF YOU FEEL SOMETHING.

i saw you staring out of your own abyss again

don't be afraid to be scared

i apologise if you feel something

MANTRA.

do you wanna start a cult with me?

I need a purpose

before the truth will set you free it'll piss you off

could I have your attention, please?

what were you thinking?

i know this doesn't make a lot of sense

all I'm asking for's a little bit of faith

NIHILIST BLUES.

you were in my dream last night

too afraid to taste your conscience

I'm terrified I can't get out

please, don't follow

IN THE DARK.

I've done it again

I know I'm getting warm 'cause I feel so cold

I'm looking on the bright side now

none of this is real

I think we need to talk like now

jesus christ, you're so damn cold

don't you know you've lost control?

forget about the things you think I know

no secrets, you can't keep me in the dark

guess my fairy tale has a few plot holes

I'm not looking for salvation

WONDERFUL LIFE.

I read a fun fact about the brain and how it starts to deteriorate when we get to 27 or thereabouts

you can’t sit there unless you’re righteous

I feel all numb now, is that a feeling?

nobody cares if I’m dead or alive

debbie downer, what’s your problem?

it’s all gone wrong!

one day this might hurt me less

everybody knows I’m still down

OUCH.

I always knew this was gonna end in tears

I know I said you could drag me through hell

I hoped you wouldn’t fuck the devil

MEDICINE.

some people are a lot like clouds, you know 'cause life's so much brighter when they go

but I never dished the dirt, just held my breath while you dragged me through the mud

I don't know why I tried to save you 'cause I can't save you from yourself

all you give a shit about is everybody else

why don't you deal with it?

I think it's time to stop

watch me take the wheel like you, not feel like you, act like nothing's real like you

I'm sorry for this

it might sting a bit

but you won't admit

why don't you get a grip?

you can't keep going on and on and on and on like this

you need a taste of your own medicine

SUGAR, HONEY, ICE AND TEA.

I think we're too close for comfort

I'm sorry, it's over

I don't know if I can figure it out

don't move a muscle

the situation is in control

who the hell died and made you the king?

WHY YOU GOTTA KICK ME WHEN I’M DOWN?

ain't you got some place to be?

was hoping the suspense would kill you

come on and give me your expert opinion

what the fuck have I done?

they said ‘we just want your blood’.

so come on and take a shot

don't let the fact that you know nothing stop you talking now

why you gotta kick me when I'm down?

why you tryna put me in the ground?

it's all in good fun

don't say it's coming from love

what doesn't kill me, well, it better run like hell

you better run like hell

remember this line that you crossed

there's no turning back now

oh god, what the fuck have you done?

FRESH BRUISES.

don't you try to fuck with me

don't you hide your love

MOTHER TONGUE.

I didn't see it coming

I never really had much faith

I'll never forget

it's hard to explain

I feel you're lonely

no amount of words could ever find a way to make sense of this

I'm in trouble

HEAVY METAL.

I woke up in a warehouse

just minding my own meltdown

it's now or never

you wanna live forever?

you know what we want, you should give it to us

it's now or never, but there's no pressure

I'm afraid you don't love me anymore

all I wanna know, do you love me anymore?

I DON’T KNOW WHAT TO SAY.

I'll see you at the gates when it gets dark

I don’t know what to say

wish I told you this before it got too dark

where do you start when you know it has to end?

I can die, but I can't break

you can rule, I won't obey

[killjoystuff]

                             THAT’S  THE  SPIRIT  ROLEPLAY  PROMPTS.

HAPPY SONG:

❛ There’s a voice in my head, says I’m better off dead. ❜ ❛ You want to give up. ❜ ❛ Gave it all that you got and it still doesn’t cut. ❜ ❛ You’ll be just fine. ❜ ❛ The great big void inside us opens up. ❜ ❛ My head is like a carousel. ❜ ❛ We’re all fucked in the head. ❜ ❛ Don’t wake us up, we’d rather just keep dreaming. ❜ ❛ Let’s all sing along a little goddamn louder to a happy song and pretend it’s all okay. ❜ ❛ Well, don’t you feel so much better? ❜

THRONE:

❛ You left me alone and broke every promise you ever made. ❜ ❛ Nothing could take the pain away. ❜ ❛ You can throw me to the wolves.  Tomorrow I will come back leader of the whole pack. ❜ ❛ Every wound will shape me. ❜ ❛ Every scar will build my throne. ❜ ❛ The sticks and the stones that you used to throw have built me an empire. ❜ ❛ Don’t even try to cry my a river. ❜ ❛ I forgive you. ❜ ❛ You are the reason I still fight. ❜ ❛ I’ll leave you choking on every word you’ve left unspoken. ❜

TRUE FRIENDS:

❛ I wouldn’t hold my breath if I was you. ❜ ❛ I’ll forget but I’ll never forgive you. ❜ ❛ True friends stab you in the front. ❜ ❛ It’s funny how things work out. ❜ ❛ You got a lot of nerve but not a lot of spine. ❜ ❛ You made your bed when you worried about mine. ❜ ❛ It’s kind of sad ‘cause what we had... well, it could’ve been something. ❜ ❛ How dare you try and steal my flame just because yours is fading. ❜ ❛ Hate is gasoline. ❜ ❛ Karma has no deadline. ❜

FOLLOW YOU:

❛ My head is haunting me and my heart feels like a ghost. ❜ ❛ I need to feel something ‘cause I’m still so far from home. ❜ ❛ Promise me you’ll never leave my side. ❜ ❛ You got me on my knees, I’m your one-man cult. ❜ ❛ I’m telling you, you’re all I need. ❜ ❛ You can drag me through Hell if it meant I could hold your hand. ❜ ❛ I will follow you. ❜ ❛ You can throw me to the flames. ❜ ❛ Let me breathe you in. ❜ ❛ Dig two graves ‘cause when you die, I swear I’ll be leaving by your side. ❜

DROWN:

❛ What doesn’t kill you makes you wish you were dead. ❜ ❛ Got a hole in my soul growing deeper and deeper. ❜ ❛ I can’t take one more moment of this silence. ❜ ❛ The loneliness is haunting me. ❜ ❛ The weight of the world’s getting harder to hold up. ❜ ❛ I’m not okay and it’s not alright. ❜ ❛ Who will save me now? ❜ ❛ Save me from myself. ❜ ❛ Don’t let me drown. ❜ ❛ What doesn’t destroy you leaves you broken instead. ❜

OH NO:

❛ You don’t have to lie, I know exactly where you’ve been. ❜ ❛ It’s not a state of mind, no, your head’s just in a state. ❜ ❛ I may be on the outside but you’re empty within. ❜ ❛ It’s getting kind of old now. ❜ ❛ I think it’s time to pack it in. ❜ ❛ Don’t call it a party ‘cause it never stops. ❜ ❛ One is too many but it’s never enough. ❜ ❛ Don’t tell me you’re happy ‘cause this isn’t love. ❜ ❛ Be careful what you wish for. ❜ ❛ Who’re you trying to fool?  You know you’re in over your head. ❜

[rpmemes-galore]

Bring Me The Horizon  {Sentence Starters}

“I won't give up on you.”

“You’re up to no good...”

“You can have my heart.”

“Oh shit, I've done it again.”

“I swear I heard your voice.”

“No one can know about this.”

“Go to hell for heaven's sake!”

“And I don't want it, I just need it.“

“I'll forget, but I'll never forgive you.”

“It's getting harder just to feel alive.“

“We'll never find our way back home.”

“Can you feel... can you feel my heart?“

“There is a Hell. Believe me, I've seen it.”

“What you call ‘faith’, I call a sorry excuse.”

“You can't kill us, we will never fucking die.“

“No one wants to hear you. Save your breath.”

“For the love of god, will you bite your tongue?”

“I'm scared to get close and I hate being alone.“

“I can promise you one thing: you will die alone.”

“I want to sink my teeth into all of you. All of you.”

“Even Hell can get comfy once you've settled in.”

“I'm not homesick. I'm just so sick of going home.“

“We will never sleep, 'cause sleep is for the weak.”

“I can't drown my demons, they know how to swim.“

“I can't stop the bleeding, and it's only getting worse.”

“And then I found out how hard it is to really change...”

“You've got hell to pay, but you already sold your soul.”

“Hide your fangs all you want, you still need the blood.”

“You don't have to lie... I know exactly where you've been.”

“If I had it my way, I'd slit your throat with the knife that you left in my back.”

[sparknshinerpmemes-blog]

I’m scared

   to get close

      I hate

 being alone

     I long for that feeling

  to not feel at all

   The higher I get

  the lower I’ll sink

I can’t drown

        my demons

           They know

     how to swim

[dcviated]

yet another mun meme || [ open ]

@ivakir​ sent: 6, 11

6. is roleplaying the only writing-based hobby you have, or are there other things you like to write?

Yeah, no. It’s all roleplay related stuff around here. I used to do a lot more drabbles back in the day. Both on tumblr for my muses and even back before then either on forums or shit I think I wrote a lot of one-off stuff on deviantart too? But with how much I have to do to keep up with drafts any muse and energy I’m more than happy to funnel into doing RP. I don’t feel any regrets or feel like I’m squandering my talents.

If anything I feel like I need to spend less time writing and more time doing other things. Even if it’s just watching anime or playing video games. I need to expand my horizons and give myself more ideas to work with when it comes to plots and just consuming other media (shit what if I read a book) would help with that. I’m also trying to learn bass, and could do to put more time into that...

11. describe your ideal outcome/endgame for the muse you are currently writing. if you are a multimuse blog: do this for your current favorite muse, or the muse of the last reply you posted.

*checks what last popped out of my queue*

Right, Mizuki.

She’s an interesting muse since like a few months after I picked her up (when she was just a child) she got the sequel announced with her as the star which immediately threw out every hc I had for her. I’m not even mad, I keep bringing it up because it’s hilarious and it makes me wonder- am I not thinking off the wall enough? Do I get too domestic with my hcs and sell my muses and what they get up to short?

Regardless, I’ve got a good core and line set for her now post-AINI. Which is to say this girl is needing some kind of guidance. She’s been without proper guardian figures almost half her life, and cut something crude out of stone that makes up a semblance of the kind of person she wants to be. But now that she has that, and so many things in her lap (sans a boyfriend) she doesn’t.... know what to want? To do with it?

With all these paths in front of her she’s at a point of indecision and the ideal outcome is for her to realize that she doesn’t need other people telling her which option to go with, and she can simply live and go forward finding out things organically. Her life has so much insanity going on and her maturity was so compressed, she feels like that next step needs to come along.... now. And as someone who’s in their 30s and still hitting strides that’s such a fucking LOL.

So the ideal is for her to learn that line of maturity. And get proper guidance. I still think she’s better as a powerhouse businesswoman than she is an ABIS agent but I know AI3 will continue to laugh in my face somehow about that. Mark my words.

[rpmemesbyarat]

RP meme from the Baali Clanbook V2 from "Vampire: The Masquerade" Part 1 of 2

"But who are they? Why have they been so often misunderstood or misrepresented?"

"Are they all leatherclad Satanists and devil worshippers?"

"What are their goals?"

"Some of the stories may be outright fabrications. Some may have slivers of truth within them. Others still may be shockingly accurate."

"I have stolen you away from the safety of your life and thrown you to the wolves, so to speak."

"Don’t call after me for salvation."

"Pay close attention, as you lay on the damp stone of your oubliette. That scratching in the walls? Skittering things moving across the floor? These are to be your constant companions."

"Enjoy the torchlight, for it will vanish from you within the hour."

"I believe the absence of light makes all things clearer."

"It truly does bring one to a sense of nothingness."

"Do not fret, my dear, for you are to be part of something far larger and far older than yourself."

"Scream if you wish. They will consider it a courtesy."

"I know they hunger to meet you. . .and I hunger to give you over to them."

"There is always a bit of the truth in the most convincing of lies."

"These places were foci of great power, the sleeping deities below the ground saturating the very earth with foul energies."

"The words and names that had been spoken burned themselves into the souls of all those present and forever changed them."

"Small threads of the truth behind such power were revealed every so often, ending in tales of foul magics and dark gifts that could devour minds and twist perceptions."

"Those that were able-bodied were twisted and rent into weeping distortions of flesh. Those that were beautiful were turned into horrors."

"Those that survived were thrown into the well of sacrifice."

"To this day we have not discovered the truth of the matter. To this day, we do not care."

"Their hatred almost seems born of something more desperate. . .such as the desire to wipe away a mistake."

"You have to understand, accounts from this time are the vaguest of descriptions set in myth and the rare written tablet."

"There is power in a name. A power that flows from the named to the speaker."

"The mere mention or intonation of these names burns horrific knowledge into the soul of any who hear them."

"Playing with such powers unprepared always leads to ruin."

"They were lost. They were angry. They wanted to tear the world to its foundations."

"It remains a place of power that has drawn arcanists again and again."

"Centuries of ritual and sacrifice were given to lull it back into dormancy."

"We think it worked, but as plagues and contagion crawl across the world, how are we to know?"

"In my opinion. . .this is pure comedy gold."

"We took root. We spread our secrets as needed. We enslaved and sacrificed the weak. In short, we did what we always do."

"This arrangement worked in our favor for a time."

"Our influence spread, but so did the chance for conflict."

"As humans grew in strength, so did we."

"It is a role we are accustomed to, at this point, to be honest."

"Corrupting the faithful was a game of chicken."

"Could it be done beneath the very nose of the church?"

"Oh, what a time to be undead."

"Giving our souls to some minor demon or even an archdemon is an insult."

"We serve beings created before the god of Abraham or Lucifer’s fall."

"It is in our very blood to desire knowledge of what awaits over the next horizon."

"Explorers raided tombs and paraded the remains of ancient monarchs and dynasties to their homes. Mummies were unwrapped at social affairs and examined—and it was such a popular pastime that tourism companies in Egypt sent such delights to European countries to satisfy their morbid curiosities and struggled to fuel the growing trend."

"In the end, the humans enjoyed wallowing in their own bloodlust so much that they held World War II as a celebration just a few decades after the close of the first."

"We had extraordinarily little direct influence, of course, only giving the occasional gentle push now and again."

"We could coax just a bit more strength into our rites or could use their names to bind ever more powerful creatures."

"Still, nothing we could do or think of could ever compete with the horrors that humans delivered upon one another. Most shocked even us."

" We can feel the end in the air like an unspoken tension."

"A pragmatic approach, I think."

"They see the end coming and they want to hasten it."

"Over the decades, some of these plots have been run well while others have been disastrous."

"Those that survive are lucky."

"Selling the souls of others is fair game."

"Making deals with demons and devils is always a tricky subject."

"Besides, one cannot simply murder someone and claim the soul for a demon. The entire process is ritualized and sanctified. It is a drawn-out, multi-hour affair of torture, degradation, and befoulment. Once a soul has been properly broken down, it can be claimed by the demon it was offered to in exchange for small slivers of power."

"And the rest, well, they have their own agendas in mind."

"They cultivate skills to lead individuals into their own damnation."

"It is a path of rebellion against what it once meant to be human."

[sylvctica]

✖ ☯ ?

the salty af munday meme / accepting

✖ How has Tumblr RP changed since you started?

HOO BOY ... considering i've been on this hellsite since 2013 ... a lot ... container theme era when everyone and their mother had one and it was weird to not have one ... specifics feel a bit harder to pinpoint since my memory from then is spotty at best and i was in a singular fandom bubble for a little bit before branching out to be fandomless.

i do know there is a bigger acceptance in exploring things such mental health and other themes when it comes to characters ... maybe it's because i was also young at the time and not as knowledgeable, but it felt weirdly stigmatized during those earlier years or just something you dont really do? which is like ... ick. i think it's a wonderful facet to explore (when done appropriately and with respect), may it be to find a personal connection through your favorite character, or just finding out something new about your character and a new topic to research and expand your horizons.

it took me a long time to feel comfortable accepting that one of my OCs had clear signs of BPD, when i am a person that doesn't have that myself ... but at that time resources were also kinda few and far between, and it wasn't something i really saw being talked about by other writers so it felt like a thing to just kinda keep to yourself. obviously over the years i’ve been writing him i’ve researched to understand it better alongside CBT, but it did definitely take a while to feel comfortable bringing it out in the open.

now i can say i'd be a bit more comfortable exploring such a topic compared to back then (obviously age plays a bit into that too, me at 15-16 vs now is definitely a jump LOL).

☯ Have you ever tried to bring peace to a situation?

mmm maybe not directly? i can't quite remember acting like a direct middleman to any conflict, mostly as someone to offer advice to one of the sides ... i suppose if that counts as bringing peace through trying to resolve their issue? augh, specifics is hard to pinpoint through, most are usually tied up in trying to resolve miscommunication and how to get certain points across without it coming off too strong or too harsh or too soft.

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Basics

name (or preferred online name): Thaly. age: 36. birthday: September 17. fluent in: English. I’ve been meaning on picking French up again? We’ll see.

Writing details:

preferred genres/tropes/aus: Angst, romance, smut--no, I will not be shamed for liking it or writing it, piss off--some horror, and mind-trip-fuck stuff. See: most of my RPs with @chasiingrain for examples of crossovers I like. I also enjoy some crack every now and then. disliked genres/tropes/aus: Fight scenes--I do enjoy writing them, but I feel like I’m shit at them? I need to improve, so I need to do them more. Mostly, I just don’t like things that feel like they don’t have a purpose or point in moving the story along. preferred writing styles: Multi-paragraph to novella. If it’s crack, one-liners are okay. personal icon preferences (do you use them? do you prefer certain sizes? ect.): Mine are 100x100, and really? I don’t care about what size other people use, or if they use them at all so long as they’re not so huge that I have to scroll past them to see the post. any other details about your writing preferences you want to include: Past or present tense is cool, and I personally strongly prefer third person both in my own writing and in my partners. Doing first person for RP just feels--really weird to me. I don’t really care about formatting/colors/etc. So long as the writing is good, you can dress it up or dress it down all you like. 

Get to know me:

what fandoms do you consider yourself a part of, even outside of this blog?: On here? Only really Final Fantasy and SMT/Persona. I was briefly part of Danganronpa and MHA, but the drama was just... nooooot remotely something I was willing to deal with. IC drama is great. OOC? Ain’t nobody got time for that, least of all me. what fandoms are you entirely uninterested in?: Anything not listed above, at this point. I am an old dork, and not interested in venturing into new fandoms beyond the odd crossover RP here and there. favourite foods: Unagi, corn on the cob, most things chocolate... ohr, and poutine. favourite drinks: Cola--I can’t tell the difference between Coke and Pepsi, TBH--and I like mixing root beer and Dr Pepper together. It’s really good--try it sometime. hobbies: RPing (duh), tinkering in PhotoShop, video games, reading... the usual suspects. list ten things you want to do in the future: Uh... I’m gonna skip this one for now? Mostly because I’m in survival mode with the pandemic and the election and the looming bullshit on the horizon. Once I get through that, I’ll be able to turn my gaze more toward the future. For now, I gotta keep my focus on the present. what do you wish would change in the rp community?: If we could make female muses get the same kind of love and attention that male muses get by default, that would be fucking splendid. I’d also shift call-out posts to what they used to be for--alerting people of actual danger rather than being used to basically try to bring personal, private problems into the public eye for no real reason. Someone being an abusive asshole? Go for it. Someone turning you down for RP, so you make up a reason to shame them? Fuck outta here. Also, there’s no such thing as a user on this site that has not, at one point or another, said or done something problematic. Giving people the chance to grow ain’t a bad thing, and some people need to remember that. Oh, and for fuck’s sake--let people have their boundaries. what are some of the things you love about the rp community?: The amazing writing I get to read--and the nonsense I get to throw back into the mix as my contribution to it--crossovers, too. And of course, the shenanigans and friendships and the like. anything else you’d like to add?: Y’ins caught me on a corndog years ago. When can I have something else as bait?

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dear diary

“ i don’t know what’s going on, but something’s up. ”

“ the sky is falling. ”

“ god is a shit head, and we’re his rejects. ”

“ i can’t stomach anymore survival horror. ”

“ i keep fading in and out. ”

“ kinda sad my whole entire existence’s been a waste. ”

“ it’s not the end of the world. ”

parasite eve 

“ don’t breathe on me. ��� 

“ i’m a believer of nobody. ”

“ we just need to fear something. ”

“ only pretending to feel something. ”

“ i know you’re dying to run. ”

“ please remain calm, the end has arrived. ”

“ we cannot save you. ”

“ don’t call it a warning, this is a war. ”

“ it’s coming for ya. ” 

“ when we forget the infection will we remember the lesson? ”

“ if the suspense doesn’t kill you, something else will. ”

“ quarantine all of those secrets in that black hole you call a brain. ”

“ you can’t keep washing your hands of this shit anymore. ”

“ life is a prison and death is the door. ”

teardrops 

“ addicted to a lonely kind of love. ”

“ i wanna know how we got this stress out. ”

“ everything is going dark. ”

“ nothing makes me sadder than my head. ”

“ i’m running outta teardrops. ”

“ let it hurt till it stops. ”

“ i’m slipping away. ”

“ everything is so fucked, but i can’t feel a thing. ”

“ the emptiness is heavier than you think. ”

“ i’m tripping on the edge. ”

“ high as a kite, i’m never coming down. ”

“ guess you know how it feels to be alone. ”

“ lost my halo, now i’m my own anti-christ. ”

obey 

“ think i’m losing my fucking mind. ”

“ destroy yourself, it feels so good to fade away. ”

“ we’re only gambling with your soul. ”

“ just don’t wake up and smell the corruption. ”

“ bite me first, i’ll bite you back. ”

“ you fucking monsters are people. ”

itch for the cure ( when will we be free? )

“ i know why you’re here. ”

“ now tell me, who do you trust? ”

“ this universe is without law. ”

“ i wanna be a kingslayer. ”

kingslayer 

“ i need to know where your loyalties lie. ”

“ are you gonna bark or bite? ”

“ do you really want to twist the knife in the belly of the monster? ”

“ don’t come crawling back. ”

“ i’d sacrifice my life to find you. ”

1x1 

“ put me out of my misery. ”

“ disconnected from the world again. ”

“ the sun don’t shine in the place i’ve been. ”

“ why you keep acting like i don’t exist? ”

“ feel like i’m ready to die, but i can’t commit. ”

“ i ask myself, when will i learn? ”

“ i’d set myself on fire to feel the burn. ”

“ i’m scared that i’m never going to be repaired. ”

“ my mind feels like an archenemy. ”

“ i don’t know what hurts the most: holding on or letting go. ”

“ reliving my memories and they’re killing me one by one. ”

“ sabotaged myself again. ”

“ we can’t be friends. ”

“ hush your mouth, you talk too much. ”

“ i’m staring into the void again. ”

“ no one knows what a mess i’m in. ”

“ the voices in my head say i’m just being paranoid. ”

“ it’s bad for my health, how much i hate myself. ”

ludens 

“ some resist the future, some refuse the past. ”

“ don’t act so surprised. ”

“ you’re like the phantom greeting me. ”

“ i need a new leader. ”

one day the only butterflies left will be in your chest as you march towards your death 

“ why’d you keep fucking it up? ”

“ don’t want to have to bury you, but nothing seems to get through your skull. ”

“ i hate to say ‘i told you so’. ”

“ bet it feels pretty real when your skin starts to peel from the bone. ”

“ you were dead to the world, now i’m dead to you. ”

“ how did i let you sink your fangs so deep? ”

“ you know you can’t breathe on your own. ”

“ the hole i wore into your soul has got too big to overlook. ”

“ i thought we had a future, but we ain’t got a chance in hell. ”

“  the sun is setting on our love, i fear. ”

“ the tide is turning on our chance to turn it round. ”

“ love isn’t in the air. ”

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Nickname: Lunar Star Sign: Libra Height: 5′3″ Favorite music artists: In This Moment, Adelitas Way, Bring Me The Horizon, Halsey, and so many more! Last TV show you watched: My Hero Academia What kind of stuff do you post: Mainly RP threads, a lot of memes, some Munday selfies, and headcanons! Why did you choose your URL: I was originally going to make this into a Fire Emblem Three Houses OC blog, so I based the name off a star and the game’s crests. However, since I changed it to a My Hero Multi-muse blog, I couldn’t think of a different URL. The name just kind of stuck, so I left it be! Hogwarts House: Hufflepuff Pokemon Team: Team Instinct, but I haven’t played Pokemon GO in ages. Favorite Colors: Blue & Pink How many blankets do you sleep with: One large comforter Following: 450 Followers: 142

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Ask the mun about writing (x)

11.  Do you prefer making or receiving starters? Sending or receiving memes? Why?

It really depends on my mood.  When I’m feeling inspired, I love to make starters and receive memes.  Most of the time, though, I’m too tired and brain-dead to instigate, in which case I like to receive starters and read the memes I’ve sent to other people to get that good ol’ dopamine rush without really doing anything lmao

18.  What is the most important thing to you in receiving a reply?

All I ask is that my partner gives me something to work with.  If I feel like I’m going to give (what I consider) a bland reply because I haven’t been given much to work with, I find it very difficult to reply at all.  Beautiful prose and a high word count have nothing to do with it.

20.  What inspires you to write?

Any number of things!  I’m proud to say that I’m a pretty open-minded person and I like to marvel at the world, so I find it easy to find inspiration all over the place.  Whether it be music, television and cinema, fiction and non-fiction writing, etc.

Most of all, however, when it comes to roleplaying, I gotta say that my biggest sources of inspirations come from my RP partners. :>

31.  How different is your muse now compared to when you first wrote them?

Kyle is pretty different compared to when I first wrote him.  I started writing him back in 2010, when I was only fifteen.  He’s matured over the years as a person and character, just as I have.  He used to be far more boisterous and boyish back then and more slapstick overall.  More like canon APH Australia, I suppose (even though Australia was hardly in Hetalia at the time, so I didn’t even receive inspiration from canon back then, anyway).  Now, he’s more cynical and wry, and has a much more worldly demeanour.  He’s also more relaxed and down-to-earth.  He does have his moments of boyish cheekiness, however, but it’s much more rounded out than it used to be.

33.  Do you write things other than roleplay? Can you share something?

Here’s a snippet from a writing piece I completed for an assignment last year.  I’ve been meaning to edit it and upload it here, since it’s relevant to Australian history, but I haven’t gotten round to it yet.  I won’t give any context but some people might get a sense of what it’s about:

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Right on cue, just as the countdown hit zero, the atomicbomb was detonated.  Jeff’s breath caughtin his throat.  Without opening his eyes,he could see the bones of his hands through his eyelids and flesh, just like anx-ray.  He barely had a moment to marvelat such a morbid sight before Danny cupped Jeff’s shoulder, turning him on hisheels.  The event before them was evenmore impressive than the glimpse of their own skeletons.

Like a giant, fantastical beast from ancient tales, theexplosion wafted into the heavens as a colossal mushroom cloud.  It swelled inhues of yellow, red, and pink, engulfing the horizon and curling in on itselflike a self-consuming titan.  It wouldsoon grow to be over ten thousand metres high.  Jeff’s mouth was agape.  He hadnever seen something so captivating in his life.  It was both beautiful and terrifying,demanding respect like a fire god that wished to devour the world.  Jeff couldn’t bring himself to look away,though a part of him wanted to.  Hisheart grew inexplicably heavy.

Thirty seconds later, the sound of the explosion hit them, abang loud enough to bedeafening.  The scorching heat followed,before the force of the blast covered the servicemen in dust and debris,sending them stumbling back.  Some of themen were even pushed down to the ground.  It took a few good moments for Jeff to be able to hear Danny at his sideagain, who was laughing nervously.

‘That was brilliant,’  Danny said (quieter than he’d intended),clapping Jeff on the back.  The contactmade Jeff wince—it felt like he had a sunburn.