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kpop demon hunters lyrics rp meme. edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  

so sweet, so easy on the eyes, but hideous on the inside.

you can't hide.

i finally opened my eyes, it's time to kick you straight back.

i see your real face.

i see your real face, it's ugly as sin.

it's ugly as sin.

time to put you in your place.

you're rotten within.

i don't think you're ready.

you're the master of illusion.

they'll turn on you soon.

how can you sleep or live with yourself?

you're a broken soul.

you came at a bad time.

you just crossed the line.

i'll show you wild.

bleeding isn't in my blood.

i was born for this.

i'm gonna show you how it's done.

i don't talk, but i bite, full of venom.

don't want you, need you.

i need you to fill me up.

you could be everything that i need.

every sip makes me want more.

want another bite.

i need you to need me.

i waited so long for a taste.

i was a ghost, i was alone.

i didn't know how to believe.

i lived two lives, tried to play both sides.

i couldn't find my own place.

called a problem child, coz i got too wild.

i'm done hiding.

i'm done hiding, now i'm shining.

we came so far.

it's our moment.

you know together, we're glowing.

we're gonna be golden.

our time, no fears, no lies, that's who we're born to be.

that's who we're born to be.

i waited so long to break these walls down.

i waited so long to wake up & feel like me.

no more hiding, i'll be shining like i'm born to be.

i'm feeling all your attention on me.

no reason to be so shy with me.

you'll never wanna leave.

play me on repeat in your head.

i can be your sanctuary.

i'm the only one right now.

i will love you more when it all burns down.

you gave me your heart, now i'm here for your soul.

i'm the only one who'll love your sins.

gimme your desire.

i can be the star you rely on.

don't you know i'm here to save you?

thank you for the pain.

don't let it show, keep it all inside.

the pain & the shame, keep it outta sight.

your obsession feeds our connection.

too late, coz you're mine now.

you're mine now.

you're mine.

i will make you free when you're all part of me.

i tried to hide but something broke.

i was suffocating.

here with you, i can finally breathe.

you say you're no good, but you're good for me.

i've been hoping to change.

i know we can change.

i know we can change, but i won't if you're not by my side.

why does it feel right every time i let you in?

why does it feel like i can tell you anything?

why does it feel like i can tell you anything, all the secrets that keep me in chains and all that might make me dangerous?

that might make me dangerous.

you got a dark side.

you got a dark side, guess you're not the only one.

what if we both tried fighting what we're running from?

we can't fix it if we never face it.

what if we find a way to escape it?

we could be free.

let the past be the past till it's weightless.

hope only hurts, so i just forget it.

you're breaking through all the dark in me.

you're breaking through all the dark in me when i thought that nobody could.

you're waking up all these parts of me that i thought were buried for good.

between imposter & this monster, i've been lost inside my head.

i've been lost inside my head.

it's just easy when i'm with you.

no one sees me the way you do.

i don't trust it, but i want to.

what if we heal what's broken?

nothing but the truth now.

nothing but the proof of what i am: the worst of what i came from.

i tried to fix it, i tried to fight it.

my lies all collided.

i don't know why i didn't trust you to be on my side.

i broke into a million pieces.

i broke into a million pieces & i can't go back.

i broke into a million pieces & i can't go back, but now i'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass.

i'm seeing all the beauty in the broken glass.

the scars are part of me.

the scars are part of me, darkness & harmony.

my voice without the lies.

my voice without the lies, this is what it sounds like.

why did i cover up the colours stuck inside my head? i should've let the jagged edges meet the light inside.

show me what's underneath.

show me what's underneath, i'll find your harmony.

the song we couldn't write, this is what it sounds like.

we're shattering the silence, we're rising, defiant.

you're not alone.

none of us are out here on our own.

we listened to the demons, we let them get between us, but none of us are out here on our own.

we're not heroes, we're still survivors.

dive in the fire & i'll be right here by your side.

fearless & undefined, this is what it sounds like.

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stupid shit said in discord servers part five meme. ft special guests from my dnd party!

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am I stale cheese

relating to him kinda makes you a partial bottom at least

i've accepted my partial bottom status, i've grown

while i love you all, my nipples are for imagination only

im a grown up. i can make my own bad decisions

AITA for being so dyslexic that my dad tried kill me?

land lighthouse (help??)

dick rocks or not

i have been colonised

when ur domsona is miss trunchbull,,, weird vibes tbh

the ghosts need their peace too

i've never known someone to get so passionate about a chocolate bar

my short body is stout and full of chivalrous strength like a hobbit

dONT MAKE ME EMOTIONAL IM RRYING TO USE MT BRAIN

can voice to text understand you are not a hot beverage

it's ok, I can be a hot beverage

i feel like you just gave me an std

Omg *name* I have something you should look into further. Yeah it’s called a therapist

i graduated from therapy, i'm fine

it's icing... icing? .....rain with ice..... HAIL! HAILING! all of you shut the fuck up.

you're adopted and you get your period every two weeks

you enjoy pathetic men and say "wot red flag"

also you go "EW" when people say they love you

i don't know the anatomy of a seal

I don't think *name* is physically capable of being anyone's rival or frenemy, unless he's put under extreme duress

nah spread em go for it

also, if this is yet another psychosexual freak fight between you and *name*, I do not want to get involved

that's true, combining you two does yield one singular idiot, yes

yes, that's right, I'm running away from home to become a pilot

she has socially inconvenient rabies

if there's another god that can rival the dice gods it's the dyslexia gods

you’re already homophobic and bisexual pick a struggle

i’m not homophobic, I love you and you’re gay

it’s not gay if it’s teeth though

but i will say im a terribly programmed bot

my spine has been a bad girl and needs to be Whipped into shape

LEAVE THE AMISH OUT OF THIS

spongebob quack noise of realisation

wait, not you you twink

i am not accepting emotional terrorism today.

what you have is beyond friendship and bordering on domestic altercation but in a good way

look at that pillow princess, he can take it but hes not carrying that baby, thats way too much for his highness

oh no, my only weakness: affection

omg the two of you being dramatic…what a surprise (said no one ever)

I mean, what is a squirrel if not a vampire lunchable

i will nail you to the door rose used in the titanic and send you facing the water so you drown

technically i guess vampires could soak

I’m a faggot I can’t count

i don’t want to be an emoji

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yungblud // idols rp meme.

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hello heaven, hello.

are you out there?

are you with me?

do you still remember?

are you still scared of dying?

i don't know what's in my head, but i know what's in my chest.

i don't know if i can make it.

don't know if i can change it.

i wanna feel alive.

do you wanna feel alive?

that's the price you pay.

are you gonna die with the lies that they force inside your head?

are you gonna live?

are you gonna die?

one step into heaven, but first, you'll go to hell and back.

are you gonna die in the pain that they all inflict on you?

are you gonna swim through the storm of what you have to do?

there's a chance i won't see you tomorrow.

all the hopes & dreams i may have borrowed, just know, my friend, i leave them all to you.

idols pt. 1

looks like you made them believe.

whatever happened to you and me?

we're living like idols.

everyone knows i need you.

i can't breathe.

all of the lovers trap me.

living like idols, just you and me.

lovesick lullaby.

i'm not going through a break up, but it feels like that today.

let's keep it professional.

i got things on my mind that my mind don't like.

i wanna feel good.

i wanna feel good emotions.

i always pick the wrong people.

they make me feel like i'm sick in the head.

i know that i'm wrong.

zombie.

if i was to talk about the words, they would hurt.

if you were to ask about the pain, i would lie.

to fix my mind, i need time.

i need time, but it's running out.

i know that i can't live without you.

would you even want me looking like a zombie?

would you even want me?

it wouldn't last.

the world is just a figment of the fools.

they don't care.

you're almost there.

i don't know what i'll turn out to be.

you'll love every moment, believe me.

the greatest parade.

you can dance on my coffin while i sleep.

you can tell me you love me.

all i do is believe you.

i need your praise.

i won't let you down.

i think i've forgotten who i am.

can you remind me?

what's a life without meaning, if there's a meaning at all?

are we just common believers in the fall?

i know there's no tomorrow.

change.

won't you ever stay the same?

i almost forgot that i need you.

won't you heal me?

i need you with wild faced desire.

i'm already shut in a shattered state.

i wish you'd stayed in my life.

i'll never forget that i need you.

you're tired of me.

i follow your sound.

monday murder.

you'll shine with effervescent light.

just take your time.

just another day to die.

we'll fight for a peaceful life.

watch the world go by.

ghosts.

i'd swim a thousand miles just to hear you say the words that never come.

say the words that never come when you need them most.

is it your mother's tongue? or your father's ghosts?

remember sticks and stones and how they broke your bones.

pain is how you learn.

pain is how you learn: you learned a lot.

you begged them all to stop, until you rose up again.

you rose up again.

you tried your best.

you tried your best to surrender.

what a beautiful scene.

wanna stay here forever.

you're my gateway to heaven.

can't bare to watch another generation stall to the hands of greed that will take it all.

we'll be ghosts by tomorrow.

you'll rise up again and you'll fight against the surrender.

don't wait.

fire.

we could run the world.

who knows tomorrow what will be?

violence is a choice.

what do you feel, when you feel like you're breaking alive?

you got nowhere left to hide.

i've been running for most of my life.

i'll find you by my side.

war.

everybody loves the way you are.

everybody loves the way you are, but you don't let them look inside you.

you don't let them look inside you.

i wish i could have been a better scar for you.

every time i try to speak is another wasted breath without you.

i wanna be a fake, i wanna be a liar.

i wanna be the one to let you down.

i thought we were the same.

did you see the beauty in the fall?

does it make you happy when i break down?

we start a revolution.

i'll always let you down.

idols pt. 2

do they know the truth?

you can't help yourself.

only you will know what it's like to be alone.

you can't go back to the start.

idols of your own creation, that's where your imagination starts.

all your dreams are shut in the dark.

you drew yourself a set of prison bars.

you drew yourself a set of prison bars on your painted scars.

they'll see you the way that you are.

supermoon.

you are a self-fulfilling prophecy.

you are a product of your own temptation.

all you are is a self-inflicting odyssey.

tell me what inspires you lately.

maybe i'll remember you.

maybe i'll remember you vaguely.

they won't ask if you're feeling strong enough.

they don't know what it is that they love.

they don't know what it is that they love any more than you do.

so alive when you're dead.

ready, where you wanna go?

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conan gray // superache rp meme.

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movies.

i want a love like the movies.

i look at you like you're perfect.

all of our friends think of us jealously.

still can't believe that this isn't a dream.

i'm falling in love with a damn fantasy.

in my head, we kiss under the stars.

we know that's not what we're doing.

baby, this ain't like the movies.

we're holding hands, but it's all just for show.

they don't know, they can't know.

you say it's over, but why does she call you at 3am and 4am?

that's a funny way of staying friends.

in my head, we never grow apart.

in my head, you never break my heart.

we love all the love that we had.

i can't pretend.

i can't pretend it'll ever come back.

i think you're seeing right through me.

people watching.

i like her coz she's so much smarter than me.

i'm happy for them.

i wanna feel all that love and emotion.

i wanna feel all that love and emotion, be that attached to the person i'm holding.

someday i'll be falling without caution.

for now, i'm only people watching.

someday i'll be falling without caution, but for now i'm only people watching.

i'm only looking just to live through you vicariously.

i've never really been in love, not seriously.

i've never really been in love.

i hope i use some common sense.

i cut people out like tags on my clothing.

i end up all alone, but i still keep hoping.

i still keep hoping i won't be scared to let someone know me.

disaster.

the potential of us, it was keeping me up all night long.

this could be a disaster.

what if you freak out?

we're losing it all at the critical chapter.

you call me a liar and now i'm falling faster.

is it purely platonic to call me, like, every night?

if i'm reading it wrong then it'd be better off it i died.

you're not mine for taking.

maybe i just made it up, messed it up.

best friend.

i'm glad you've finally gotten over them.

i swear that bitch was such a narcissist.

everybody knows i love you so, so, so, so much.

that's my fucking best friend.

that's my fucking best friend, that's my fucking lifeline, that's my ride or die.

made a promise that i'm gonna marry you if we're both still single by like thirty-two.

i hate like, everyone, except for you.

you're just as psycho as me, just as sick inside the head.

astronomy.

we were the same, with runaway fathers and mothers who drank.

a tale as old as time, young love don't last for life.

now i know it's time to go.

it seems like you own my heart.

as much as it seems like you own my heart, it's astronomy, we're two worlds apart.

we're two worlds apart.

i wish i'd stayed with you.

i thought if i wandered, i'd fall back in love.

you said distance brings fondness, but guess not with us.

the only mistake that we didn't make was run.

now look what we've done.

stop trying to keep us alive.

you're pointing at stars in the sky that already died.

you can't force the stars to align.

yours.

i'm somebody you call when you're alone.

i'm somebody you use, but never own.

i'm somebody you touch, but never hold.

you're somebody i'll never really know.

i know i'm not the one you really love.

i could give you all you want.

i could give you all you want, the stars and the sun, but still, i'm not enough.

all i really wanted was that look in your eyes, like you already know that i'm the love of your life.

you already know you're never saying goodbye.

you're never saying goodbye.

i'm not yours.

i want more, but i'm not yours.

i can't change your mind, but you're still mine.

you're still mine.

tell me that it's time for me to go.

you know i can't do it on my own.

the only thing that's harder than sleeping alone, is sleeping with your ghost.

i should've known that it was dumb love.

can't believe i chose you.

can't believe i chose you over all my best friends.

what the fuck did i do in the end, just to not be yours?

jigsaw.

if changing my clothes would make you like me more, if changing my hair would make you care, then i'd grab the kitchen scissors & cut myself to slivers for you.

if being more polite would keep you satisfied, if being less insane would make you stay, then i'd be more like my sister.

i've changed every part of me.

i've changed every part of me until the puzzle pieces aren't me.

i look in the mirror, now i'm just a jigsaw.

you take every part of me, all of the things you need, then the rest you discard.

all i did just to make you happy, still you don't even fucking love me.

you don't even fucking love me.

killing parts of myself to fit you, clear as shit i was not the issue.

clear as shit i was not the issue.

if i made you like me, would i even like myself?

pointing out all my flaws doesn't help.

why don't you love me?

family line.

my father never talked a lot.

his anger took a hold of him.

my mother never cried a lot.

she took the punches, but she never fought.

i'm leaving.

they're just the ones who gave me life.

but i truly am my parent's child.

i'm so good at telling lies.

i'm so good at telling lies, that came from my mother's side.

i'm so good at telling lies, told a million to survive.

god, i have my father's eyes.

my sister's when i cry.

i can run, but i can't hide from my family line.

i can run, but i can't hide.

the holidays will always hurt.

i wonder what i did to deserve this.

how could you hurt a little kid?

i can't forget, i can't forgive.

now i'm scared that everyone i love will leave me.

all that you did, i try to undo it.

all of my pain and all your excuses.

i was a kid, but i wasn't clueless.

someone who loves you wouldn't do this.

all of my past, i tried to erase it.

but now i see, would i even change it?

might share a face and share a last name but we are not the same.

we are not the same.

summer child.

you see all the flowers in the weeds.

your father was awfully mean.

there's darkness behind those eyes.

there's darkness behind those eyes, even when you smile.

you don't have to act like all you feel is mild.

aren't you way too busy taking care of everybody to take care of yourself?

footnote.

i told you i liked you.

it's so clear i'm in love with you.

you like someone else.

if i waited, could that maybe help?

you told me that patience won't help change how you felt for me.

patience won't help change how you felt for me.

i'll stop being pretentious.

i'll stop loathing our friendship.

you taught me a lesson, that love isn't precious.

i'll just take a footnote in your life.

they think we're a couple.

i'd be embarrassed if i wasn't so pleased.

everyone else see what you never see.

we're perfect together, but i'll never be the one.

please don't forget me.

memories.

it's been a couple months, that's just about enough time for me to stop crying when i look at all the pictures.

now i kinda smile, i haven't felt that in a while.

you just wanna talk, and i can't turn away a wet dog.

please don't ruin this for me.

please don't make it harder than it already is.

i'm trying to get over this.

i wish that you could stay in my memories.

you show up today just to ruin things.

i wanna put you in the past.

i'm traumatised.

i wanna put you in the past, coz i'm traumatised.

i wanna put you in the past, coz i'm traumatised, but you're not letting me do that.

you're too busy playing the victim to be listening to me when i say, i wish that you would stay in my memories.

it's hard to find an end to something that you keep beginning over and over again.

i promise that the ending always stays the same.

there's no good reason in make believing that we could ever exist again.

i can't be your friend.

i can't be your lover.

i can't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love with somebody other than me.

can't be the reason we hold back each other from falling in love.

i guess i'll let you stay.

i guess i'll let you stay for as long as it takes to grab your books and your coat.

it makes me feel like dying.

i was barely just surviving.

the exit.

it's crazy how fast you tilted the world that we were busy building.

feels like we had matching wounds.

feels like we had matching wounds but mine's still black & bruised and yours is perfectly fine.

feels like we buried alive something that never died.

it hurt when i found out.

you love her, it's over.

you already found someone to miss.

you already found someone to miss, while i'm standing at the exit.

i can't hate you.

i can't hate you for getting everything we wanted.

i just thought that i would be a part of it.

i was moving into your apartment when you met someone.

impossible to understand how you're not coming back.

i can't say it out loud.

overdrive.

said i'm not catching feelings.

said i'm not catching feelings, i guess i lied.

i can't think of a reason we should take our time.

all or nothing, let's just trust the night.

i don't wanna see no red light.

you're right next to me, feel the heat going overdrive.

i know you're a stranger, but i'm liking the danger.

i'm liking the danger.

don't give a fuck about labels.

telepath.

already know how this ends.

you say we're breaking up, what a shame.

don't even wanna stay friends.

it's just so you, you're just so predictable.

won't you try something original?

old news, reused, that's why i don't cry.

i got a feeling you're coming back just like you have in the past.

you'll be sending me trash you should have left in the drafts.

you'll see me moving on & hate that i'm gone.

call me a telepath.

there you are at my door, drunk and asking me for a kiss.

yesterday, you said that you hated my guts.

yesterday, you said that you hated my guts, now you're back in love?

now you're back in love?

i bet you'll return in perfect timing and i won't stop you from trying.

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RØRY // restoration rp meme. edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  

if pain could talk, what would it say.

why aren't you listening to me?

i got a story.

the tremor in your bones? that's me.

won't be very good if you ignore me.

i tried whispering, but you ain't fucking listening.

you didn't give me a choice.

you should've heard me out.

i'm screaming, but for some reason you still don't believe it.

you can't drink me or drug me or fuck me away.

i ain't ever fucking leaving.

i'm here to stay.

i'm not going anywhere.

i'm not going anywhere until you look me in the face.

when you find someone to love, i won't let you trust it.

build a life you love: watch me destruct it.

together forever baby, that's you and i.

sorry, i just had to get your attention.

if you'll have me, i'll be your greatest protection.

this is the start of your story.

in the bible.

you didn't see me coming, did you?

i hit rock bottom.

my demons, can't stop 'em alone.

i learned my lessons.

turned my curse to my blessings.

i ain't lived a righteous life.

just an addict on their knees with their face towards the light.

everything you lost will be restored.

everything you lost is still yours.

when the light is gone & you're barely holding on, everything you lost will be restored.

i was drinking everyday to numb the depression.

i don't need to be told that i could live forever, i just needed a little bit of hope.

i just needed a little bit of hope.

i don't need to be told that i could live forever.

i just needed a little bit of hope, you know, that maybe things could get better one day.

things could get better one day.

i know that hell's real, i lived there for twenty years.

i know that heaven's real too, it's right here.

i know that hell's real, i lived there for twenty years; i know that heaven's real too, it's right here.

not broken, not hopeless.

you're meant for something more.

you will be restored.

WOLVES.

you told me i would forget you.

if you could see my now...

there's a bullet in my chest in the space you left.

hope you don't hold it against me.

hope you don't hold it against me, these things that i've done.

time is coming, can't outrun it.

all the things i never said, the things that i can't forget.

gonna bring you back to life.

take my soul, take my bones.

i hope you know i'd throw myself to the wolves.

i'd fight god if i could.

i'd get high, wreck my life, for a second of your time.

i hope you know i'd throw myself to the wolves to bring you home.

i'm in an ocean of anger & that's how i'll drown.

missing you is the anchor that's dragging me down.

now i'm screaming, begging jesus in my head, take me instead.

hold on.

i'll use you as a warning sign.

i miss you more than i thought i would.

not got the strength to hold on.

all i got is this wasted potential.

i'm sorry, i'm leaving.

you don't know me, but i swear i know you.

all of the things that you've been through, well i've been through them too.

i know every battle that you fought and lost in your head.

i've seen you become someone else.

you got a future with things that you do.

you gotta promise me you'll never give up.

you ain't fighting for you, you're fighting for us.

i broke the heart of somebody who was just trying to love me.

she was screaming, i was leaving, so detached from my feelings.

i've been lied to by everyone, but i can't be by you.

there's a family pattern, a reason it happened.

you were only a kid when they did what they did.

you weren't protected.

it made you feel like you don't matter.

it made you feel like you don't matter, but it ain't true.

re-enacting patterns of attachment, ain't your fault that it happened.

ain't your fault that it happened.

you gotta promise me you'll hold on.

BLOSSOM.

you buried me alive, you left me there to die.

you buried me alive, you left me there to die, now you're gonna watch me breaking through the dirt.

a death becomes a birth.

you're gonna watch me blossom.

there are dark places here.

do not be afraid, for salvation is near.

you took everyone i ever loved.

you took everything i needed.

it was you that had me by the throat, i was barely breathing.

you thought that i was gonna choke.

i'm still here.

i'm six feet down and screaming.

i will feed, i will wait.

bury me & i'll bloom.

i'll tower over your lives.

bury me & watch me bloom.

sherlock holmes.

is it trauma, did childhood play a part?

is this just who you are?

maybe i'd find the answers.

i've been through the evidence, but i can't make sense of this.

i can't make sense of this.

i need to know how you don't miss me.

i'm sherlock holmes & you're the greatest fucking mystery.

you were threatening violence when i heard from you.

this deafening silence is my only clue.

you will see me fighting but you won't call it brave.

you'll call me the problem child so you can walk away.

i know you were broken & that's why you broke me.

we repeat the patterns that we're just too blind to see.

i won't have kids, won't pass it on.

this rage won't live after i'm gone.

i'll fight myself at every turn, i'll build a stake let myself burn.

one drink away.

i'm happy & sober.

but what if i told you i'm only one drink away from 2am mistakes.

thank god i changed.

i got somebody waiting on me.

i got somebody waiting on me & i haven't ruined it yet.

i've been going to meetings, i've been keeping it clean.

i've been waking up scared i got high, but it was only a dream.

i thought it was over.

people change.

i walk with my head held high now & i call that grace.

who knew a wreck like me could be saved?

MORALITY $UICIDE.

i think that maybe there's a problem on this planet.

when did war become our universal language?

there's profit in disaster.

you took your faith & you burned it alive.

who cares who lives when you've already died?

they're up in arms when someone's son becomes their daughter.

i'm tired of this torture.

i'm tired of the lies.

this ain't democracy.

this ain't democracy, this is hypocrisy, this is atrocity.

SORRY I'M LATE.

let me tell you a story.

they tell you it's over, they write you off as if you're nothing.

you know you're something.

i know it's hard not to feel bitter.

i know it's hard not to feel bitter that it took you longer.

but all of the shit you've been through only made you stronger.

it made you stronger.

sorry i'm late.

sorry i'm late, i fucked my life.

been busy trying to stay alive.

sorry i'm late, just fucked some guy.

did i let my whole life pass me by, or am i right on fucking time?

am i right on fucking time?

i'll make you a promise.

when you think it's over & you think you lost it, it's still right here if you want it.

are you ready?

are you ready to stop waiting for someone to change it?

are you ready to stop waiting for someone to change it, to come back for your life & be the one that saves it: you're the one that saves it.

you're the one that saves it.

the atheist.

you turned an atheist into a prayer.

you turned a patriot into a traitor.

you turned the person that love you the most into a goodbye on a handwritten note.

i can't wait for you.

this is me letting you go.

this is me letting you go, rip you out of my bones.

leaving you out in the cold with everything that you broke.

you turned a family home into a crater.

you turned your own flesh & blood to a stranger.

the words that i wish you spoke turn into glass in the back of my throat.

i can't pray for you.

this is me letting you go, tear you out of my soul.

i woke up with this voice inside my head & it said 'everything you lost will be restored'.

was it a delusion?

i clung onto it as if it was truth, like some kind of life raft.

things started changing.

so much joy came back into my life.

i don't know whether it was some kind of prophecy, or some kind of delusion that became truth simply because i believed it.

maybe that's what faith is.

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end of the year vibes meme musically inspired.

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made it out alive.

something isn't right.

something isn't working.

half my fucking life caught somewhere in-between.

is it so much to ask to be offered some protection?

is it so much to ask to be let go by the past?

i want to feel some acceptance.

i want to find somewhere to belong and something to belong to.

still chasing forgiveness for anything i did when i was somewhere in-between.

no longer bulletproof.

the memories are yours.

survival adds up to something: independent, undefeated.

when it feels like the work was for nothing & you're wrecked and in retreat, survival adds up to something.

how reassuring- it could have gone worse.

grateful that you got this far & proud that you behaved no worse.

giving up on hope for a better past.

remember that you got this far.

now i'm old enough to see there's a million different people you will be before you're me.

i did my best.

i know i'm not everything that you had hoped & imagined that i would be, but i did my best.

we need to find some common ground.

between you & me, both of us want peace, ceasefire.

15 year old me, he judges my decisions, he scorns what i've become & the hatred that consumes me starts & ends with him.

i'm a machine & i was built to last.

come on now, let's fix this mess.

we can get better, coz we're not dead yet.

i can't leave you behind, you're always on my mind.

come on now, let's make peace between you & me.

try and get better & don't ever accept less.

draw a line underneath all of this unhappiness.

we're not dead yet.

so what if i called?

when i look back, i can see i was wrong.

what if you're lonely & you know i am too?

at your best, you were magic.

what if i said i'm tryin' to save your love from dyin'.

i watched it begin again.

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quotes about That Person pinterest inspired.

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you and i will always be unfinished business.

i tried to love you into loving me... that's not how love works.

loving you was a sacrifice. i gave you the power to destroy me, and that's exactly what you did.

i gave you the power to destroy me, and that's exactly what you did.

you will always have a special place in my heart, and that terrifies me.

i won't ever forget you, and maybe that is the only forever the two of us were meant to have.

i'm sorry i had nothing to say that night.

i was so interested to see how you'd break my heart.

you planted flowers inside of me... foolish of me to think you'd water them.

it's pathetic, really, how much i still hope it's you and me in the end.

you said you'd be here.

hell exists... it's 3am, here, without you.

i'm scared that loving you is the only thing i got right, and it still wasn't enough.

i regret the end, the way we couldn't leave one another without wounds.

we made it seem as if all the love we shared was wasted time.

i will always remember the way you folded me at my corners, like there was a part of me you wanted to come back to.

you made me feel, and i don't like it. stop it.

i wish the best for you, i just wish that i was the best for you.

maybe in another lifetime, we get it right.

you had my heart before i could say no.

loving you is the most exquisite form of self destruction.

fuck you for giving up on me.

the worst pain is being hurt by the same person you explained your pain to.

you fucking broke me, and i'm still the one apologising.

i broke my own heart loving you.

now you're just a stranger with all my secrets.

sometimes the beginning is the same as the ending.

what if no one makes me feel the way that you do?

you made it look so damned easy to walk away from me.

you were the hardest lesson i ever had to learn.

you didn't say goodbye, and part of me keeps believing that means you're coming back.

i would've left the entire world behind for you.

you leave teeth marks on everything you love.

all of your devotion turns violent.

you let me go, but you left claw marks.

i don't think i'll ever know how to love someone without swallowing them whole.

love is supposed to turn you soft... i think it only ever turns me brutal.

we wanted each other in the way of flesh wanting to knit itself together over a wound.

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my chemical romance // the black parade rp meme. edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!  

the end.

come one, come all, to this tragic affair.

what's in is despair.

you might wake up and notice you're someone you're not.

if you look in the mirror & don't like what you see, you can find out first hand what it's like to be me.

find out first hand what it's like to be me.

kiss this goodbye.

i'd encourage your smiles, i'll expect you won't cry.

you won't cry.

here's my resignation, i'll serve it in drag.

you've got front row seats.

you've got front row seats to the penitence ball.

when i grow up i want to be nothing at all.

i want to be nothing at all.

save me.

get me the hell out of here.

too young to die.

if you can hear me, just walk away.

dead.

did you get what you deserve?

did you get what you deserve? the ending of your life.

if you get to heaven i'll be here waiting.

your heart can't take this.

have you heard the news that you're dead?

no one ever had much nice to say.

they never liked you anyway.

wouldn't it be great if we were dead?

you never fell in love.

is that the most the both of you can give?

it life ain't just a joke, then why are we laughing?

why am i dead?

this is how i disappear.

drain all the blood and give the kids a show.

there's things that i have done you never should ever know.

without you is how i disappear.

without you is how i disappear and live my life alone, forever now.

let me if it's so, that all the good girls go to heaven.

can you hear me cry out to you?

words i thought i'd choke on, figure out.

i'm really not so with you anymore.

i'm just a ghost.

i can't hurt you anymore.

i'm just a ghost, so i can't hurt you anymore.

you wanna see how far down i can sink?

let me go.

i'm so far away from you.

the sharpest lives.

it rains & it pours when you're out on your own.

i've spent the night dancing, i'm drunk i suppose.

if it looks like i'm laughing, i'm really just asking to leave.

you're in time for the show.

you're the one that i need.

i'm the one that you loathe.

you're the one that i need, i'm the one that you loathe.

you can watch me corrode like a beast in repose.

i love all the poison.

i've really been on a bender and it shows.

blow me a kiss.

give me a shot to remember.

you can take all the pain away from me.

your kiss, and i will surrender.

the sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead.

a light to burn all the empires.

the sun is ashamed to rise.

the sun is ashamed to rise and be in love with all of these vampires.

you can leave like the sane abandoned me.

there's a place in the dark where the animals go.

you can take off your skin.

juliet loves the beat & the lust it commands.

drop the dagger.

drop the dagger & lather the blood on your hands.

welcome to the black parade.

would you be the saviour of the broken, the beaten, and the damned?

will you defeat them, your demons?

one day i'll leave you.

one day, i'll leave you, a phantom.

sometimes i get the feeling she's watching over me.

i feel like i should go.

when you're gone, we want you all to know, we'll carry on.

we'll carry on.

your memory will carry on.

in my heart, i can't contain it.

the anthem won't explain it.

your misery & hate will kill us all.

paint it black & take it back.

let's shout it loud & clear.

defiant to the end.

we hear the call to carry on.

though you're broken & defeated, your weary widow marches on.

on & on we carry through the fear.

take a look at me, coz i could not care at all.

do or die, you'll never make me.

the world will never take my heart.

go & try, you'll never break me.

we wanna play this part.

i won't explain or say i'm sorry.

i'm unashamed.

i'm unashamed, i'm gonna show my scar.

give a cheer for all the broken.

it's who we are.

just a man, i'm not a hero.

i'm not a hero.

i don't love you.

don't ever think i'll make you try to stay.

when you go, don't ever think i'll make you try to stay.

maybe when you get back i'll be off to find another way.

i'll be off to find another way.

you're still a good-for-nothing.

get out.

better get out while you can.

when you go and would you even turn to say 'i don't love you like i did yesterday'?

i don't love you like i did yesterday.

sometimes i cry so hard from pleading.

so sick & tired of all the needless beating.

when they knock you down & out is where you oughta stay.

fix your eyes & get up.

house of wolves.

i know a thing about contrition.

i'll be granting your permission.

let the spirit come on through you.

we got innocence for days.

i think i'm gonna burn in hell.

say what i wanna say.

tell me i'm an angel.

take this to my grave.

tell me i'm a bad man, kick me like a stray.

ashes to ashes, we all fall down.

you better run like the devil.

you better run like the devil coz they're never gonna leave you alone.

they're never gonna leave you alone.

you better hide up in the alley.

they're never gonna find you a home.

as the blood runs down the walls, you see me creeping up these halls.

i've been a bad motherfucker.

mama.

we all go to hell.

i'm writing this letter & wishing you well.

we're all gonna die.

stop asking me questions.

i'd hate to see you cry.

when we go, don't blame us.

we'll let the fires just bathe us.

you made us oh so famous.

we'll never let you go.

when you go, don't return to me, my love.

we're all full of lies.

we're meant for the flies.

right now they're building a coffin your size.

i should've been a better son.

you ain't no son of mine for what you've done.

there's shit that i've done with this fuck of a gun, you would cry out your eyes all along.

we're damned after all.

through fortune & flame, we fall.

if you can stay then i'll show you the way.

return from the ashes.

raise your glass high, for tomorrow we die.

sleep.

it feels like-- as if somebody was gripping my throat.

walk away a saviour.

i'm undeserving of your sympathy.

there ain't no way that i'm sorry for what i did.

i'm sorry for what i did.

through it all, how could you cry for me?

i don't feel bad about it.

kiss me goodbye.

just sleep.

the hardest part is letting go of your dreams.

a drink for the horror that i'm in.

a drink for the monsters that i've been.

three cheers for tyranny.

there ain't no way that i'm coming back again.

sometimes i see flames.

sometimes i see the people that i love dying.

i can't ever wake up.

teenagers.

they're gonna clean up your looks.

make a citizen out of you.

they can watch.

the drugs never work.

they got methods of keeping you clean.

they're gonna rip up your heads.

another cog in the murder machine.

teenagers scare the living shit out of me.

darken your clothes.

maybe they'll leave you alone.

you're never gonna fit in much.

what you got under your shirt will make them pay for the things that they did.

make them pay for the things that they did.

disenchanted.

we watched our lives on the screen.

i hate the ending.

i hate the ending myself, but it started with an alright scene.

it started with an alright scene.

it was the roar of the crowd that gave me heartache to sing.

it was a lie.

it was a lie when they smiled & said 'you won't feel a thing'.

we ran from the cops.

we laughed so hard it would sting.

as we ran from the cops, we laughed so hard it would sting.

i'm so wrong.

if i'm so wrong, how can you listen all night long?

can you listen?

can you listen all night long?

how can you listen all night long?

will it matter after i'm gone?

you never learned.

you never learned a goddamn thing.

you're just a sad song.

you're just a sad song with nothing to say.

this never meant nothing to you.

you think that i'm wrong.

i spent my high school career spit on and shoved to agree.

bring out the old guillotine.

we'll show em what we all mean.

go, run away.

where did you run to?

where did you hide?

go find another way.

famous last words.

i know that i can't make you stay.

where's your heart?

there's nothing i can say.

there's nothing i can say to change that part.

is it hard understanding i'm incomplete?

i'm incomplete.

a life that's so demanding... i get so weak.

i get so weak.

a love that's so demanding... i can't speak.

i am not afraid.

i am not afraid to keep on living.

i am not afraid to walk this world alone.

honey, if you stay, you'll be forgiven.

you'll be forgiven.

nothing you can say can stop me going home.

i'm out here on the other side.

i'm so weak.

a love that's so demanding... i get weak.

these bright lights have always blinded me.

i see you lying next to me.

i see you lying next to me with words i thought i'd never speak.

words i thought i'd never speak.

awake and unafraid.

asleep, or dead?

blood.

they encourage your complete cooperation.

they think you need to smile.

i can't control myself.

i'll be here.

i'll be here for a while.

give them blood.

give them all that they can drink.

it will never be enough.

they can fix me proper with a bit of luck.

they adore me so.

i'm such an awful fuck.

i'm the kind of human wreckage that you love.

it has never been enough.

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fleetwood mac // rumours rp meme

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second hand news.

there's nothing to say.

someone has taken my place.

i got nothing on you.

there's nothing to do.

i ain't gonna miss you when you do.

i've been tossed around enough.

i know you're hoping to find someone who's gonna give you peace of mind.

i'm just second hand news.

dreams.

you want your freedom.

who am i to keep you down?

thunder only happens when it's raining.

players only love you when they're playing.

i keep my visions to myself.

it's only me who wants to wrap around your dreams.

have you any dreams you'd like to sell?

never going back again.

let me in.

she broke down.

i'm never going back again.

you don't know what it means to win.

come down and see me again.

don't stop.

you'll see things in a different way.

don't stop thinking about tomorrow.

it'll be here better than before.

yesterday's gone.

why not think about times to come?

why not think about times to come, and now about the things that you've done?

if your life was bad to you, just think what tomorrow will do.

life was bad to you.

all i want is to see you smile.

it takes just a little while.

i never meant any harm to you.

don't you look back.

go your own way.

loving you isn't the right thing to do.

how can i ever change things that i feel?

if i could, baby i'd give you my world.

you can go your own way.

you can call it another lonely day.

tell me why everything turned around.

songbird.

for you, there'll be no more crying.

no more crying.

for you, the sun will be shining.

when i'm with you, it's alright.

i know it's right.

to you, i'll give the world.

to you, i'll never be cold.

i love you like never before.

i wish you all the love in the world.

i wish you all the love in the world, but most of all, i wish it from myself.

the chain.

damn your love.

damn your lies.

if you don't love me now you will never love me again.

you don't love me now.

you will never love me again.

you make loving fun.

you make me happy with the things you do.

this feeling follows me wherever i go.

i never did believe in miracles.

i never did believe in miracles, but i've a feeling it's time to try.

i never did believe in the ways of magic.

i never did believe in the ways of magic, but i'm beginning to wonder why.

don't break the spell.

you make loving fun.

i don't have to tell you, but you're the only one.

you're the only one.

you make loving fun, it's all i wanna do.

i don't want to know.

i don't wanna know the reasons why our love keeps right on walking down the line.

i don't wanna know the reasons why.

i don't wanna stand between you and love.

i just want you to feel fine.

the truth had come down now.

take a listen to your spirit, it's crying out loud.

you say you love me.

you say you love me, but you don't know.

now you tell me that i'm crazy.

oh daddy.

you know you make me cry.

how can you love me?

i don't understand why.

how can you love me? i don't understand why.

if there's a fool around, it's got to be me.

you soothe me with your smile.

you're the best thing in my life.

why are you right when i'm so wrong.

i'm so weak but you're so strong.

i can't walk away from you.

gold dust woman.

take your silver spoon and dig your grave.

lousy lovers pick their prey.

they never cry out loud.

did she make you cry?

did she make you cry, make you break down, shatter your illusions of love?

did she shatter your illusions of love?

is it over now?

pick up the pieces and go home.

rulers make bad lovers.

you better put your kingdom up for sale.

silver springs (super deluxe).

i would be your only dream.

did you say she was pretty?

did you say that she loves you?

she loves you.

i don't wanna know.

i'll begin not to love you.

i said i loved you years ago.

tell myself you never loved me.

can you tell me was it worth it?

was it worth it?

time cast its spell on you, but you won't forget me.

you won't forget me.

time cast its spell on you.

i know i could have loved you.

i know i could have loved you, but you would not let me.

i'll follow you down.

the sound of my voice will haunt you.

you'll never get away from the sound of the woman that loved you.

was i just a fool?

give me just a chance.

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stupid shit said in discord servers part four meme. ft special guests from my dnd party!

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i never wanna think a cop is funny.

flirty rat man was my nickname in college.

the moon sounds like a fun place to be.

thinking a cop is funny is a gateway drug to being a republican.

today i learned she would punch a seagull.

booty call via shared thoughts.

it's fallen angel math.

i want em gorgeous, awful and bloody.

the fuck did i just read.

i just didn't know what knotting was. i miss those times. i miss five minutes ago.

you're not an edgelord, you're just pathetic.

there will be no butt sniffing in my god fearing house!

wanna see how gay my kindle looks?

i saw a book review titled "unlikely travel companions fight their inner demons" and i just think that's all of us

come to america and we can lay down together with no spoons

sitting in vc with the two of you is probably a bit like couples therapy

i'm not a planner i'm a go with the flow-er

penguins are all non binary, confirmed

the world is a gay penguin waiting to fly

this is a win for the lgbtqa+ community, penguins are gay

new pride mascot just dropped: penguins

it'll be me shoving you in the PIT OF HELL

i'd push my friendguin off an iceberg for money ngl

penguins can accidentally end up in gay relationships

penguins are friends not food

they made weed legal in my state so now all the cop dogs are confused

they always stand there dick to dick

the giraffe wanted a pillow

have you smelt the grass?

like, sure, i am picking fights, but in an affectionate way

well now i'm contractually obligated to fight you

it's like a suburban mom's wet dream

NO ONE EVER TRUSTS WHAT I SAY. THATS LIKE GIVING ME THE NUCLEAR CODES

sure, i'm better than donald trump, BUT LIKE THAT ISNT SAYING MUCH

doe, a deer, a female deer. Die, a long long way to hell -

i know you're a bot but get a grip

the jerking off motion at you is flirting

i hate it when my upper body grippers don't grip.

have you tried the lower grippers?

having to explain my joke makes me want to murder you

don't take my inches away from me, i need all the ones i can get.

nevermind, I'm not an eldritch horror anymore

are you a pretty worm?

i'll airfry a ghost i'm not afraid

kinky. not into that though

gay stuff in the creepy basement causes swollen lips?

*eddie culz voice:* say it out loud.

my brain just imagined Edward Cullen in like a rap outfit

eddie culz before the beat drops: hold on tight spider monkey

but am i a pretty melon?

what is ur secret, thumb

you guys are both bullies, you dont count

i am a hole

not to be a hole about it, but me too.

i am become cheese

mm i'm so edible.

STOP THE LESBIANISM SHES TOO OLD FOR YOU

DON'T LICK MY ASS

i was eating my ass

sometimes it takes a dick to teach

when u don't get a regular boner but a fang boner

he fakes his death a lot

the threat is… unthreatening at best.

i imagined a finger waggle. it’s important.

the ghosts are still in *name* and *name's* head. fucking sick bro.

we see an exorcist fucking freak crawling along the ceiling...

Dora The Explorer: Madre, Pick Me Up I’m Scared Edition

Skel and the eTons make their debut into the world.

YOU GOT NOTHING IN YOUR BRAIN! HOLLOW MAN NO BRAIN!!!!

critique me, writing daddy

it's me and my guiding bolt against the world

humans can’t exactly lick their own assholes

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taylor swift // the tortured poets department : the anthology rp meme part two. part one here.

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the black dog.

i just don't understand how you don't miss me.

old habits die screaming.

i move through the world with the heartbroken.

my longings stay unspoken.

i may never open up the way i did for you.

do you hate me?

i pledged and i still mean it.

now i wanna sell my clothes and set fire to all my clothes.

i wanna hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons.

i wanna hire a priest to come and exorcise my demons, even if i die screaming.

imgonnagetyouback.

i can tell when somebody still wants me.

i'm gonna get you back.

i'm gonna curse you.

you were never not mine.

i can take the upper hand.

i might just love you till the end.

we're becoming something new.

even if it's handcuffed, i'm leaving here with you.

we broke all the pieces but still wanna play the game.

told my friends i hate you.

i love you just the same.

pick your poison, babe, i'm poison either way.

the albatross.

wild winds are death to the candle.

a rose by any other name is a scandal.

they tried to warn him about her.

cross your thoughtless heart.

only liquor anoints you.

she is here to destroy you.

one bad seed kills the garden.

i'd visit in your dreams.

they tried to warn you about me.

devils that you know raise worse hell than a stranger.

she's the death you chose.

you're in terrible danger.

the devil that you know looks more like an angel.

i'm the life you chose.

chloe or sam or sophia or marcus.

you just watched it happen.

i loved you the way that you were.

tear my world apart.

you said some things that i can't unabsorb.

you turned me into an idea of sorts.

you needed me.

you needed me, but you needed drugs more.

i couldn't watch it happen.

i crashed into you like so many wrecks do.

too impaired by my youth to know what to do.

can we watch our phantoms like watching wild horses?

it just didn't happen.

will i always wonder?

how did it end?

we hereby conduct this post-mortem.

our maladies were such we could not cure them.

a touch that was my birthright became foreign.

how did it end?

we were blind to unforeseen circumstances.

we learned the right steps to different dances.

the death rattle breathing silenced as the soul was leaving.

my beloved ghost and me, sitting in a tree.

i can't pretend like i understand.

so high school.

tell me about the first time you saw me.

look at you.

no one's ever had me, not like you.

you knew what you wanted.

i hate it here.

tell me something awful.

tell me all your secrets.

all you'll ever be is my eternal consolation prize.

now i seem to be scared to go outside.

i don't believe in good luck.

i hate it here.

i will go to secret gardens in my mind.

nostalgia is a mind's trick.

only the gentle survived.

i dreamed about it in the dark.

i felt like i might die.

i'm lonely.

i'm bitter, but i swear i'm fine.

this place made me feel worthless.

in my fantasies, i rise above it.

thanK you aIMee.

it was always the same searing pain.

all that time you were throwing punches, i was building something.

i can't forgive the way you made me feel.

but i can't forget the way you made me heal.

it wasn't a fair fight.

i built a legacy that you can't undo.

i built a legacy.

but when i count the scars, there's a moment of truth.

there wouldn't be this if there hadn't been you.

in your mind, you never beat my spirit black and blue.

i don't think you've changed much.

i look in people's windows.

i had died the tiniest death.

i'm afflicted by the not knowing.

what if your eyes looked up and met mine one more time?

the prophecy.

i got cursed like eve got bitten.

a greater woman wouldn't beg.

please, i've been on my knees, change the prophecy.

change the prophecy.

who do i have to speak to about if they can redo the prophecy?

i still dream of him.

even statues crumble if they're made to wait.

i'm so afraid i sealed my fate.

someone tell me it'll be okay.

cassandra.

burn the bitch.

do you believe me now?

i was in my tower, weaving nightmares.

what doesn't kill you makes you aware.

what happens if it becomes who you are?

they knew the whole time.

when the truth comes out, it's quiet.

peter.

forgive me.

is it something i did?

i thought it was just goodbye for now.

you said you were gonna grow up, then you were gonna come find me.

promises oceans-deep, but never to keep.

are you still a mind reader?

are you still a natural scene-stealer?

i've heard great things, *name*.

life was always easier on you than it was on me.

underneath the same moon, in different galaxies.

i won't confess that i waited.

i let the lamp burn.

as the men masqueraded, i hoped you'd return.

love's never lost when perspective is earned.

the shelf life of those fantasies has expired.

lost to the 'lost boys' chapter of your life.

forgive me, *name*, please know that i tried.

please know that i tried.

please know that i tried to hold on to the days when you were mine.

the bolter.

we must stop meeting like this.

as she was leaving, it felt like breathing.

she liked the way it tastes.

she just knows she must bolt.

there's escape in escaping.

robin.

you are bloodthirsty.

you have no room in your dreams for regrets.

you'll learn to bounce back.

the manuscript.

now and then she rereads the manuscript.

now and then she rereads the manuscript of the entire torrid affair.

i'm not a donor but i'd give you my heart if you needed it.

but soon, it was over.

everything had been above board.

the years passed like scenes of a show.

write what you know.

looking backwards might be the only way to move forward.

the tears fell in synchronicity with the score.

at last, she knew what the agony had been for.

the only thing that's left is the manuscript.

the only thing that's left is the manuscript, one last souvenir from my trip to your shores.

but the story isn't mine anymore.

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taylor swift // the tortured poets department : the anthology rp meme. part one. part two here.

edit/alter/change pronouns etc as you see fit!

fortnight.

i was a functioning alcoholic.

i hope you're okay.

no one here's to blame.

but what about your quiet treason?

for a fortnight there, we were forever.

i wanna kill her.

all my mornings are mondays stuck in an endless february.

i took the miracle move-on drug.

the effects were temporary.

i love you, it's ruining my life.

my husband is cheating.

i wanna kill him.

the tortured poets department.

i think some things i never say.

you're in self sabotage mode.

i've seen this episode and still loved the show.

who else decodes you?

who's gonna hold you like me?

who's gonna know you, if not me?

this ain't the chelsea hotel.

we're modern idiots.

you awaken with dread.

i chose this cyclone with you.

i wonder if you're gonna screw this up with me.

everyone we know understands why it's meant to be.

who else is gonna know me?

that's the closest i've come to my heart exploding.

my boy only breaks his favorite toys.

here we go again.

my boy only breaks his favorite toys.

i'm queen of sand castles he destroys.

i should've known.

we could've played for keeps this time.

i know i'm just repeating myself.

he runs because he loves me.

i knew too much.

there was danger in the heat of my touch.

he saw forever, so he smashed it up.

once i fix me, he's gonna miss me.

i felt more when we played pretend.

he stole my tortured heart.

told me i'm better off, but i'm not.

down bad.

did you really beam me up in a cloud of sparkling dust, just to do experiments on?

i was the chosen one.

this world is bigger than us.

i knew cosmic love.

for a moment, i knew cosmic love.

now i'm down bad.

everything comes out teenage petulance.

fuck it if i can't have him.

fuck it if i can't have us.

they'll say i'm nuts if i talk about the existence of you.

for a moment, i was heavenstruck.

i was heavenstruck.

i loved your hostile takeovers.

how dare you think it's romantic.

fuck it, i was in love.

fuck you if i can't have us.

so long, london.

i kept calm and carried the weight of the rift.

i pulled him in tighter each time he was drifting away.

my spine split from carrying us.

i stopped tryna make him laugh.

how much sad did you think i had in me?

you'll find someone.

so long.

i didn't opt in to be your odd man out.

i founded the club she's heard great things about.

i left all i knew.

you left me.

i stopped cpr, after all, it's no use.

the spirit was gone.

i'm pissed off you let me give you all that youth for free.

two graves, one gun.

i'll find someone.

you say i abandoned the ship, but i was going down with it.

my friends said it isn't right to be scared every day of a love affair.

every breath feels like rarest air when you're not sure if he wants to be there.

how much tragedy did you think i had in me?

just how low did you think i'd go 'fore i'd self implode?

you swore that you loved me.

you swore that you loved me, but where were the clues?

i died on the altar waiting for the proof.

you sacrificed us to the gods of your bluest days.

i'm just getting colour back into my face.

i'm just mad as hell coz i loved this place for so long.

but daddy i love him.

i forget if this was ever fun.

these people only raise you to cage you.

these people try and save you coz they hate you.

they slammed the door on my whole world.

but daddy, i love him.

you should see your faces.

floor it through the fences.

no, i'm not coming to my senses.

i know he's crazy, but he's the one i want.

growing up precocious sometimes means not growing up at all.

he was chaos, he was revelry.

stay away from her.

the saboteurs protested too much.

i'd rather burn my whole life down.

i'd rather burn my whole life down than listen to one more second of all this bitchin' and moanin'.

i'll tell you something about my good name, it's mine alone to disgrace.

i don't cater to all these vipers dressed in empath's clothing.

god save the most judgmental creeps who say they want what's best for me.

they think it can change the beat of my heart when he touches me.

you ain't gotta pray for me.

it's just my choice.

scandal does funny things to pride, but brings lovers closer.

we came back when the heat died down.

fuck em, it's over.

time, doesn't it give perspective?

no, you can't come to the wedding.

he's the one i want.

fresh out of the slammer.

i'm running back home to you.

he doesn't understand me.

handcuffed to the spell i was under.

it's gonna be alright, i did my time.

now that i know better i will never lose my baby again.

my friends tried, but i wouldn't hear it.

he kept me going.

i swirled you into all my poems.

ain't no way i'm gonna screw up.

ain't no way i'm gonna screw up now that i know what's at stake here.

florida!!!

they said i was a cheat.

this city reeks of driving myself crazy.

your home's really only a town you're just a guest in.

can i use you up?

me and my ghosts, we had a hell of a time.

i'm haunted but i'm feeling just fine.

i did my best to lay to rest all of the bodies that have ever been on my body.

i need to forget.

tell me i'm despicable, say it's unforgivable.

love left me like this and i don't want to exist.

guilty as sin?

this cage was once just fine.

am i allowed to cry?

what if he's written 'mine' on my upper thigh only in my mind?

i keep recalling things we never did.

without ever touching his skin how can i be guilty as sin?

there's no such thing as bad thoughts, only your actions talk.

we've already done it in my head.

i've screamed his name.

they're gonna crucify me anyway.

what if the way you hold me is actually what's holy?

they don't know how you've haunted me so stunningly.

i choose you and me religiously.

who's afraid of little old me?

you don't get to tell me about 'sad'.

if you wanted me dead, you should've just said.

nothing makes me feel more alive.

who's afraid of little old me?

who's afraid of little old me? you should be.

the scandal was contained.

at all costs, keep your good name.

you don't get to tell me you feel bad.

is it a wonder i broke?

i was tame, i was gentle, till the circus life made me mean.

don't you worry folks, we took out all her teeth.

they didn't do it to hurt you.

i wanna snarl and show you just how disturbed this has made me.

you wouldn't last an hour in the asylum where they raised me.

i'm always drunk on my own tears, isn't that what they all said?

i'm fearsome and i'm wretched and i'm wrong.

you caged me and then you called me crazy.

i am what i am coz you trained me.

i can fix him (no really i can)

the jokes that he told across the bar were revolting and far too loud.

i can fix him.

i can fix him, no, really, i can. and only i can.

he had a halo of the highest grade.

good boy, that's right.

i'll show you heaven if you'll be an angel.

trust me, i can handle a dangerous man.

loml.

who's gonna stop us waltzing back into rekindled flames?

we were just kids.

i thought i was better safe than starry-eyed.

i felt aglow like this never before and never since.

you and i go from one kiss to getting married.

we're never quite buried.

you told me i'm the love of your life.

you blew in with the winds of fate.

you took me to hell too.

you shit-talked me under the table.

i wish i could un-recall how we almost had it all.

should've let it stay buried.

our field of dreams engulfed in fire.

you're the loss of my life.

i can do it with a broken heart.

she's having the time of her life.

i can show you lies.

i'm a real tough kid.

i can handle my shit.

you gotta fake it till you make it.

lights, camera, bitch, smile, even when you wanna die.

he said he'd love me all his life.

he said he'd love me all his life, but that life was too short.

all the pieces of me shattered.

the crowd was chanting 'more'.

i was grinnin' like i'm winnin'

i was hittin' my marks.

i can do it with a broken heart.

i'm so depressed i act like it's my birthday every day.

i'm so obsessed with him but he avoids me like the plague.

i cry a lot, but i am so productive.

you know you're good when you can even do it with a broken heart.

i keep finding his things in drawers, crucial evidence i didn't imagine the whole thing.

try and come for my job.

the smallest man who ever lived.

was any of it true?

now you know what it feels like.

i don't even want you back.

i just want to know if rusting my sparkling summer was the goal.

i don't miss what we had.

could someone give a message to the smallest man who ever lived?

you hung me on your wall, stabbed me with your push pins.

you didn't measure up in any measure of a man.

were you sent by someone who wanted me dead?

did you sleep with a gun underneath our bed?

were you a sleeper cell spy?

in fifty years, will all this be declassified?

confess why you did it.

good riddance.

it wasn't sexy once it wasn't forbidden.

i would've died for your sins.

i would've died for your sins, instead i just died inside.

you deserve prison, but you won't get time.

you said normal girls were boring.

you were gone by the morning.

in plain sight you hid.

you are what you did.

i'll forget you, but i'll never forgive.

the alchemy.

this happens once every few lifetimes.

what if i told you i'm back?

i'm coming back so strong.

i'm the one to beat.

the sign on your heart said it's still reserved for me.

who are we to fight the alchemy?

clara bow.

did you know you'd be picked like a rose?

i might die if it happened to me.

this town is fake, but you're the real thing.

the crown is stained, but you're the real queen.

you're the new god we're worshipping.

beauty is a beast that roars.

it's hell on earth to be heavenly.

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conan gray // found heaven rp lyrics meme.

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found heaven.

can we repent this sin?

no soul is innocent.

everybody wants to love.

you walk alone into the darkest night.

you'll never sleep until you're satisfied.

you need love.

you need him.

you'll never get your momma's wedding ring.

father always said you ruined everything.

don't be scared.

you're no demon.

don't be frightened now.

you're in love.

you found heaven.

you're in love, you found heaven.

your heart is breaking.

you never meant to start this holy war.

you're trapped.

don't look back.

never ending song.

i apologise for calling.

too late, all my tears already falling.

our story wasn't stopping.

it goes on and on and on, like a never ending song.

you and i sacrificed my adolescence.

we've grown too close.

i can hear your voice in the music on the radio.

can you make us stay forever?

are we done?

fainted love.

you're losing your mind tonight.

calm down.

don't you get yourself down.

we're nothing.

i'm the worst if you want it.

when your heart aches and it's dead in the night, don't you worry for me.

don't you worry for me.

it's enough to survive.

i want your fainted love.

that's enough.

you take all the pain that you think you deserve.

it's easy to hurt.

say you'll love me for life.

say you'll never leave.

kiss me till i almost believe.

lonely dancers.

join me for the night.

dance with me so we don't cry.

there's no need to hide.

i know the answer.

your lover left you.

my lover's busy kissing other guys.

we're both alone now.

i know the perfect way to waste our time.

forget that guy.

he don't know love.

i hope he dies.

get back up, we'll be alright.

tonight, you're mine.

alley rose.

so much you'd change since you were born.

the way you kissed me, hot and fast, i knew it'd be the last.

don't leave me hanging alone.

where'd you go?

i'm just so nervous dear.

how the hell do you think i feel?

i waited all year at your feet like maybe you'd love me.

maybe you'd love me.

i don't even care if it makes me sound insane.

i thanked god to touch the flame.

i swore necks were made for bruising.

i swore lips were made for lies.

i thought if you'd ever leave me, that i'd be the reason why.

i don't care even if it's just a summer fling.

it's all experimental.

you go back to safer things.

i swore hands were made for fighting.

i swore eyes were made to cry.

you're the first person that i've seen who's proven that might be a lie.

that might be a lie.

the final fight.

i didn't fight the feeling.

i wanted you to see it.

i believed your lies.

i just stood and cried.

i just stood and cried for the lost time.

i just stood and cries for the love that died.

all i wanted was the final fight.

all i needed was to make it right.

there's nothing left to do but finally tell you what you put me through.

made a whole new life.

i came right back after growing.

you're still the same.

though it's me who may be broken, it was you to blame.

it was you to blame.

miss you.

is it wrong to now decide?

you know i'm a wicked man.

i bit the hand that was feeding me.

the fear of love is my tendency.

i never meant to break your heart.

i'll be gone because you love me.

i miss you.

didn't think you would understand after all that i put you through.

i came back only wanting you.

bourgeoisieses

the rich are wrong.

i'm a low-class guy.

the men at war, they draft the poor.

no time to mourn.

i don't need that, i need a maserati.

forever with me.

in this lifetime, we did it wrong.

i guess that you could argue we survived.

after all this time, i wonder why you're still with me.

you're still with me, well, at least in all my memories.

i ain't sorry.

i wouldn't change a thing.

it'll take a lifetime to get better.

i think i'm gonna love you.

i think i'm gonna love you, you're forever with me.

you're forever with me.

you are the reason i learned to love.

you are the reason i learned to love, also, the reason that i cry.

still, i think of all the bloodshed.

i'm even smiling now.

anger does replace the pain.

who am i to blame?

who am i to blame? i broke your heart the same.

i broke your heart the same.

eye of the night.

you're here, you're haunting me.

you're haunting me.

i always feel like i am not alone.

i hear a voice that tells me where to go.

i hear your heartbeat bleeding through the door.

the memories that i cannot ignore.

fight for my life inside a silent war.

boys & girls.

you don't know me.

you wouldn't care if i fell over and died.

he wants ya.

you don't even see me.

she wants ya.

there's no point competing.

nobody cares that you're psychotic.

i don't know much about love.

come find me in the crowd.

killing me.

got the curious feeling you're fiending for love.

we haven't spoken for weeks.

i love you bad.

i love you bad, that's the problem.

better love i deserve.

i'm hurting.

but sadly i worship every moment we meet.

i worship every moment we meet.

you take and you take coz you know you can.

i chase as you're chasing another.

you're killing me.

you're not making it easy.

too busy deceiving and cheating and lying and competing to know how lucky you are.

i just want you.

i just want you to free me.

i can't let go of your heart.

you lie to me.

you lie to me faster and faster, you're such a good actor.

you're such a good actor.

i don't wanna talk, just go away.

you claw at the locks till i let you invade.

i wanna die.

i wanna die but you keep me alive.

fight to survive.

oh love of my life, you're killing me.

winner.

packed my bags at fourteen.

packed my bags at fourteen, i hadn't planned on leaving, but you haven't been back home for days.

i hadn't planned on leaving.

they shudder at your name.

you don't really want to hear the truth, do you?

it's obvious to anyone who ever knew you that all you ever want is to be right.

all you ever want is to be right.

all you ever want is to be right, even if that means you gotta lie to do it.

there's no one who ever has done better at making me feel worse.

now you really are the winner.

there's nothing that ever did quite kill me more than what you did.

take a bow, coz you're the winner.

my heart that once was beating-- bleeding in the palm of your hand.

you have the nerve to miss me.

how do i somehow feel guilty when you're the one who let it get this bad?

you're the one who let it get this bad.

all you ever wanted was to fight.

i was only trying to survive your chaos.

look at how it's paid off.

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character playlists inspired meme part 1/???

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i don't wanna know.

did you say that she loved you?

i loved you years ago.

you never loved me.

was it worth it?

time cast a spell on you.

you won't forget me.

i could have loved you.

i could have loved you, but you would not let me.

the sound of my voice will haunt you.

you'll never get away from the sound of the woman that loves you.

was i such a fool?

the distance never made a difference to me.

you were like an angel to me.

i'm good on my own.

you called me angel.

my heart leapt from me.

i could still break beneath the weight of the goodness, love, i still carry for you.

i'd walk so far just to take the injury of finally knowing you.

there are some people, love, who are better unknown.

there was heartbreak.

i couldn't believe it, how you could just stop wanting me.

i've pleaded with the powers and their plans.

i tried to rewrite it.

i tried to rewrite it, but i can't.

she stays up, he's sleeping like a lamb.

she loves him more than anyone ever has in the history of man.

you didn't even falter.

you walked out without sweating.

he stole our youth and promises heaven.

the men start wars.

the men start wars yet troy hates helen.

women's hearts are lethal weapons.

women's hearts are lethal weapons, did you hold mine and feel threatened.

taste my venom.

you are still my great obsession.

i beg you, you say you don't understand.

you'll lose me.

you'll lose me, the best you'll ever have.

shadows of us are still dancing.

you think that you got away.

i'm in the trees, i'm in the breeze.

you'll see my face in every place.

you can't catch me now.

i'm here, i'm there, i'm everywhere.

bet you thought i'd never do it.

you think i'm gone coz i left?

i'm coming like a storm into your town.

i'm higher than the hopes that you brought down.

sometimes the fire you founded don't burn the way you'd expect.

you thought that this was the end.

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stupid shit said in discord servers part three meme.

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how dare you be a cop.

i had a dream you worked for nasa but like... nasa were also cops, and you tried to arrest me for publishing pictures of the earth on twitter.

i have never been to jail.

i'm a nun, i've never been in horny jail in my life.

respectfully, you are gay 24/7

babe i'm horny, not sad.

[unintelligible mort screaming]

why am i even attracted to him?

your animagus form would be king julian.

shit i'm not a bot

i still have the immune system of a rat.

ethically, i can go to the library, right?

i can cry and rest at the same time, it's called multitasking.

i don't know where this comes from I'M A HAPPY PERSON.

i'm blowing you a kiss, if you don't catch it and put it in your pocket, i'm gonna end it all.

they're both switches, so there's multiple holes to choose from.

do you ever say something and wonder how exactly you got to this point in life?

mousekeep, mouselight, mouseboss.

ur funny and that's on me.

you made me do this, any injury is on you.

i can buy friends.

i can't bully you today, i have you pencilled in for tomorrow.

he's gay and mean.

ah yes, i'm a moron.

i am made a horrid joke... wait, you're british, you won't be scandalised.

i love lamps.

jfk is a werewolf for real this time.

i'm not putting him in the closet, he worked so hard to come out of that!

i'd like to thank the academy, my dad, and my trauma for the humour it gave me.

all he needs is a bong and he's happy.

god i wasn't even flirting i don't even like you like that man, no homo!

you're gonna die a bottom, how embarrassing.

now WHY is my banana nut muffin so goddamn bald.

i'm bisexual which means i'm attracted to men and i don't like men.

i'm bisexual which means i'm attracted to you as a result of your work and the fact i have no experience in this field.

i'm bisexual which means i'm attracted to me.

in the most affectionate way possible, i am not convinced you are of this earth.

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taylor swift // 1989 vault tracks rp lyrics meme.

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"slut!"

what if all i need is you?

got love-struck.

got lovesick all over my bed.

love to think you'll never forget.

love thorns all over this rose.

i'll pay the price, you won't.

they might as well be looking at us.

if they call me a slut, you know, it might be worth it for once.

if i'm gonna be drunk i might as well be drunk in love.

everyone wants him.

in a world of boys, he's a gentleman.

you're not saying you're in love with me.

it might blow up in your pretty face.

say don't go.

we're a shot in the darkest dark.

the waiting is a sadness.

fading into madness.

it won't stop.

i'm standing on a tightrope, alone.

i'm holding out hope.

i'm holding out hope for you to say 'don't go'.

i would stay forever.

i would stay forever if you say 'don't go'.

why'd you have to lead me on?

why'd you have to twist the knife?

why'd you have to twist the knife, walk away and leave me bleeding?

why'd you whisper in the dark just to leave me in the night?

your silence has me screaming.

you kiss me and it stops time.

i'm yours, but you're not mine.

you're not there.

i was trying to see the cards that you won't show.

i'm about to fold.

why'd you have to make me want you?

why'd you have to give me nothing back?

why'd you have to make me love you?

i said 'i love you', you say nothing back.

i want you more.

now that we don't talk.

i guess i'll never, ever know now that we don't talk.

it looks like you're trying lives on.

i miss the old ways.

you didn't have to change.

i guess i don't have a say.

the more i gave, you'd want me less.

i can't pretend it's platonic.

it's just ended.

guess maybe i am better off.

the only way back to my dignity was to turn into a shrouded mystery.

guess this is how it has to be.

suburban legends.

all was quickly forgiven.

you were so magnetic.

i didn't come here to make friends.

we were born to be suburban legends.

when you hold me, it holds me together.

you kiss me in a way that's gonna screw me up forever.

you'd be more than a chapter in my old diaries.

i can still see you now.

i know that you still remember.

we were born to be national treasures.

i broke my own heart.

i broke my own heart coz you were too polite to do it.

my whole life's ruined.

is it over now?

you still wouldn't go.

you dream of my mouth.

was it over?

is it over now?

your new girl is my clone.

did you think i didn't see you?

at least i had the decency to keep my nights out of sight.

i think about jumping off of very tall somethings.

if she's got blue eyes i will surmise that you'll probably date her.

you search in every model's bed for something greater.

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pale waves // unwanted rp lyrics meme.

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lies.

you called it love but it never had that feeling.

you ripped out my heart.

do you feel happier yet?

do you say some things you regret?

i'm feeling better alone.

you messed me up.

can't take those stabs in the back.

i'm in over my head.

i'm so over you.

all your lies, they just caught up with you.

i'll forgive but i won't forget.

we all make mistakes but yours, i just can't shake.

unwanted.

you're so good at making me feel like nothing.

you're so good at making me feel unwanted.

my distorted view on us is starting to get too much.

you don't love anybody.

your silence fills the air.

why did you keep me hanging on?

i'd never fit your perfect life.

i'm nothing but a goodbye.

the hard way.

i could tell you were good at hiding your pain.

i saw your heartache.

i stayed away.

i didn't protect you.

i just assumed that you were okay.

i learnt the hard way.

you left us too soon.

they took all your power.

it's haunting me.

why does someone have to lose?

jealousy.

jealousy is haunting me.

so bad at biting my tongue.

wish you were mine.

don't mention any other name that doesn't sound like mine.

i'll never be replaced.

i satisfy.

i won't pretend and i won't apologise.

i gotta have you to myself.

why would i want anybody else?

you think i care at all?

you know you infect my soul.

i can't change your past.

alone.

i've heard a lot of things, you and your reputation.

it's the furthest thing from love.

go to hell.

i'd rather spend my entire lifetime alone.

you'd be an ultimate waste of time.

i feel your desperation.

will somebody put me out of my misery.

you've already come undone.

clean.

you're underneath my skin.

show me what i've been missing all of this time.

i just can't get enough.

you're the one drug that i don't want to get clean from.

is it too soon to say that i'm falling?

i can't get off of you.

i'm hooked.

i don't really care if it's my fault.

without you.

it's no fun to stay the same.

you get hurt, then you learn.

feels like a piece of me is missing.

i don't know how i'm supposed to feel.

you're not here anymore.

i'll learn to carry on without you.

all i have is these memories to get me through the night.

i fought my best but never won.

i tried to make you stay.

was there something i didn't say?

i survived somehow.

only problem.

you can call me naïve for hoping you would fix me.

i'm foolish to believe you could pick up the pieces.

there's nothing left.

maybe you're the only problem.

it's time to let you go.

i can't help but to think of you now.

every bad thing i would do, it was always with you.

the problem wasn't me, it was you.

you're so vain.

i'm gonna bring you down.

i've tried my best to bite my tongue.

i've listened to your shit for far too long.

you'll get what you deserve.

if you could, you'd go and marry yourself.

you're so vain.

when you open up your narcissistic mouth, all you do is let me down.

you think you're always right.

you think that you're perfect.

putting up with you was never ever worth it.

you're blinded by your own vanity.

reasons to live.

i'm gonna stay this way.

i hit rock bottom.

you picked me up when i was down on the floor.

you showed me how to love myself a little more.

how am i supposed to breathe when i feel this fucking weak?

you are the medicine to get me by.

you are the therapy to ease my mind.

you catch me every time.

numb.

i don't think i'm going anywhere.

i'm too numb to even care at all.

happiness is something i can't find.

there's gotta be something more than this.

i can't even run away.

act my age.

when did everything start falling apart?

where did all the time go?

thought those times would last forever.

better get my shit together now.

wish you were still around.

memories fade.

guess i'd better act my age.

nothing's making sense.

they say that youth is wasted on the young.

so sick (of missing you).

i'm so sick of missing you.

i don't know how we lost control.

you gave up on us.

without water, the flowers don't grow.

you didn't even notice me.

didn't know that you could be so fucking cruel to me.

it's not surprise that you just don't care.

you were never mine.

i tell myself that i'm getting better without you.

loving you is something that i don't wanna do.