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i just LOVE when i take a step closer to dropping my ed behaviours and then two days later i'm coming back to my stupid edblr account.
#i don't know which is worse#doing this or going from anxiety attacks because a fucking emoji reminded me of my groomer to fantasizing about getting groomed again#i don't like my brain.
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fuck my ed i'll have some bread
the bread:

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RE-BLOG IF….
- You FULLY support recovery and WANT people to recover.
- You think people should AVOID “@na coaches” AT ALL COSTS.
-You are against “f@t-sp0” . (becosue it’s just down right wrong.)
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recovered 🥰🌸 (starving reminds me of my sa now so i avoid it like hellfire but my mindset remains disordered) (i am in constant state of anxiety)
#it's a nightmare you should try it#i will reach my ugw#tw ana rant#ana trigger#ed not ed sheeran#4n0r3xia#4norexi4#tw ed diet
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So this person cindyskin13 sent me a message asking me if I needed help loosing weight and I said yes and they was actually giving me good advice and then they asked to see a picture of the parts of my body I want to loose weight on so I did but then the person asked for naked pics knowing that I’m only 15 . Pedophiles on this app


#coming back to this account just to expose the fucker who ruined me further#but starving triggers me now so thanks for curing me i guess cindy#also fun (obvious) fact#they're not underage#they're twenty fucking seven
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Had a “idc I’ll eat it” day & now it’s been 2 weeks. Don’t do this lmao.
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me for the past 3 years
I just want to know what its like to be skinny
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soooo i wanted to start restricting again and try this diet

but what tf does mono mean
#i will reach my ugw#tw ana rant#ana trigger#ed not ed sheeran#4n0r3xia#4norexi4#tw ed diet#ftm thinspi#guy thinspi#b0nespø
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This year will be high grades low weight I promise
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fully deluded myself into thinking the quality of me and my loved ones' lives depends on if i restrict or not
#ed bllog#i will reach my ugw#tw ana rant#ana trigger#ed not ed sheeran#4n0r3xia#4norexi4#tw ana shit#tw ed diet
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no motivation to ⭐ve, no motivation to eat. just no motivation, period
#ed bllog#i will reach my ugw#tw ana rant#ana trigger#ed not ed sheeran#4n0r3xia#4norexi4#tw ana shit#tw ed diet
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how it feels to have to go on a mid-high restriction diet to manage overeating/binge urges

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my 4n4 coach said i look like i gained

#gonna kms#ed bllog#i will reach my ugw#tw ana rant#ana trigger#ed not ed sheeran#4n0r3xia#4norexi4#tw ana shit#tw ed diet
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error 4.ñ4: the restrictive part of my ed is not working.
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