#bpdtwt

[bpdorexic]

bpd isn’t fun or cute or quirky. i developed an ed and a sh addiction because of it. i’m constantly on the verge of killing myself, even when things are going well. i will always be paranoid in my relationships - no matter how many times i’m reassured, i’ll always be convinced the people i love never have and never will feel the same way about me and will abandon me once they realize that for themselves. if i don’t desperately cling on to others to try to avoid that abandonment, i push everyone away. my suicide feels inevitable, and even if nobody cares that much about me, i still care enough about them to try to mitigate any damage once i do finally kill myself. i feel like an incomplete person, a puzzle with broken and missing pieces that doesn’t even match the picture shown on the box it came in. if i don’t feel empty, i’m filled to the breaking point with emotion and i can’t express any of it in a healthy manner. the only way i can cope with either of those states is sh or suicide, regardless of whether i’m experiencing a positive or negative emotion. the yandere trope being romanticized and people calling bpd things like “beautiful princess disorder” downplay the seriousness of it and i just wish people would see that. i wish i could be different. i wish there were some magic pill that would take away all this pain. my only options are suicide or intense therapy and a hell of a lot of work over the course of years, and i don’t know which i’d prefer.

[puppymeds]

I need you to love me. I need you to crave me. I need you to need me. Ill worship the ground you walk on. You said i make you feel like a god among men and thats true, you are one! My god! My love!! I want to worship you! Ill be a devote follower and serve you any way you want if only you’d love me and me alone! You said you craved my body and that i made you feel so loved, please let me keep showing you that you’re my god! Ill do anything you want! I want you hungry for me! I want to be the only one you look at wish so much love and need and lust. Let me worship you, please.

[moot-lover]

“Mental health matters” until I carve their initial on my leg or arm 🤭🤭🤭

[cyb3rgrly]

nom

[nynuunynu]

Luo Binghe was made for the people active on shtwt, bpdtwt, and obstwt

[oh-my-starz]

hey guys, i'm frankie!

i post + lurk on shblr, bpdblr + edblr. i started out on here years ago (like, 8yrs ago, so no wonder i'm so messed up), moved to twt over lockdown (sh/ed/bpdtwt user is _0hMyStars_, with a zero at the start. if the txt looks weird, it's bcos there's underscores at the start and the end of it) and am now making my tumblr return bcos my meds have stopped working and this is the result! (i do also miss u guys too lols).

i struggle with (mostly quiet) bpd, anxiety + depression, psychotic symptoms, disordered eating, complex trauma, and i'm formally dxed neurodivergent in various ways - mostly autism, but some other things too like dyspraxia and (most likely, still waiting to be tested) adhd.

here are some some facts abt me:

- i'm 21yrs old

- i'm a polygender greyace lesbian

- i use any pronouns that aren't she/her

- i love my cat more than most ppl

- i rlly like mac n cheese

[poppyandzena]

the other anon who mentioned this is soooooo right

#bpdtwt would tear Poppy a new one, i totally agree. those girls are vicious. i love that community btw, i'm on it. poppy just would not survive that twitter space.

Someone out BPDtwt on the phone for us, we need their strength

[warumin]

everydaay's starting to feel like eva ushiromiya bpdtwt

[xoxo-nxrth-xoxo]

my introoo:

• DONT REPORT JS BLOCK.

• 6teen

• came from edtwt, shtwt, bpdtwt

• not pro anything, all of these are mental issues nothing to be pro abt

• i post bcs and meals <4

• cw: 122 lbs

• gw: 110 lbs

•ugw: 90 lbs

[its-simply-just-krys]

[killerquetiapine]

hi bpd tumblr how y’all beeeeeen bpdtwt is WILD within a month i’ve been called out cancelled dragged impersonated shsksksks so chaotic but fun

[puppymeds]

New to EDblr. Originally from EDtwt but its gone to shit and my accounts keep getting sussed…

About me:

🦴call me ghost

🧛🏼im immortal (24)

🏳️‍⚧️transmasc & gendervoid

⛓he/it/rot/vamp +

❤️‍🩹achillean 🌈hypersexual

😈s3x worker

🍤pollo-pescatarian

🚬stoner 🍿junkorexic

🫠audhd, bpd & more

🩸disabled 🧟anorexia & arfid

🍷alternative style

🔪horror lover

👻supernatural/parnormal enthusiast

🗝oddity & taxidermy collector

🔮witch 🧿atheistic pagan

🪞My stats🪞

•Start Weight: 173lbs (april 2023)

•Goal Weight: 110lbs

•Under Goal Weight: 90lbs

•Height: 5’2”

• Current Weight:

august 23, 2023- 141lbs

december 7, 2023- 128lbs

🚩DNI🚩

❌under 18 (minors)

❌over 40

❌if youre not ed, sh, trauma, bpd or obslove tumblr

❌proship ❌loli/shota

❌ageplay ❌mik ❌map/pedo

❌religious accounts

❌anti weed

🩻this is my ed, vent & trauma diary.

So trigger warning for mentions about:

•s3xual a$$ault

•eat!ng d!$ord3rs

•borderline personality disorder

•obs3ss!ve l0ve

•add!ct!on

•r3ligi0us trauma

•mental and physical disabilities/disorders

And more!

If you think i am responsible for YOUR triggers or you are against people expressing their trauma in safe ways (aka venting online in THEIR space) please kindly block and leave me alone! Thanks!

[puppymeds]

Body check- august 27, 2023

Current Weight-137.2lbs

Start Weight- 173lbs