#bpd gamz

[anor3xikemo]

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[gamz333]

gamzees very long list of blogs, what theyre for and who runs them

@gamz-kins <- main blog, kin request (kinda paused) - me

@gamz-rb-hell <- random rbs n silly time - me

@gamz-hc <- source stuff - mostly me

@gamz-hoard <- the big ass hoard - me n sometimes others

@mituna-kins <- WIP agere request blog - me (regressed)

@jellyfshing <- id pack blog - me

@mocharays-jelly <- graphics, layouts, moodboards - me n mocha

@gim-wisp <- WIP - gim

@bpd-vampesse <- mogai coining - mine n vampy

@virus-darling <- WIP F/O BLOG -mine

@sliceddoll <- WIP - mine

@bagzofblood <- WIP probably F/O blog - mine

@poison-vamp <- WIP - poison miku

@theslainandslaughtered <- WIP probably id blog - me prolly

@hyper-go-on <- WIP -me n silver

@muttsona <- sparkledog furry shit - whole sys

@boyyurifreak <- WIP maybe sexuality stuff?

@frillesse <- WIP mlp edit blog - ran by flutter

@canirabies <- WIP probably used to rant about himmm (♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡) - mine

@bladesse <- WIP mogai blog - not run by me

@holy-honk <- WIP - mine

@g4mz33-c4p70r <- WIP - gamzee captors

@djp0n-3 <- WIP edit blog - me n DJ

@spiraltohell <- just dont go here plss (old blog) - me

theres one more but i dont feel comfy sharing that

[aftersome-system]

(and BPD)

Gamz 🍖

[TEXT ID: this host of this system is a HPD and NPD symptom holder]

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[homestuckkinsafespace]

bpd gamzee again. my ex blocked me for a few months and i was doing alright but recently he came back and has been messaging me over and over again how he still loves me. im trying to stand my ground but it's hard... i want to be the forgiving type but im not ready to love anyone again and i dont know how i can ever trust him as friend or lover. im just so confused... -BPD gamz

gam, first of all, i’m incredibly proud of you for standing your ground and assessing how you feel first. that’s difficult to do, and you deserve credit where credit is due!

you have to remember, the two of you broke up for a reason. you deserve better than somebody who only sees how much you’re worth after a few months and thinks that he can just have you whenever he wants. you deserve somebody who cares about you and truly loves you, somebody who is willing to commit not only just when it’s convenient for them.

you don’t have to forgive people who hurt you. it’s honestly a bad mindset to think that you can forgive everybody. it’s good to move on to brighter things, while also accepting that somebody wasn’t right for you. you can’t let yourself be walked on. put your own needs first and then move forward. you don’t need anybody to be another half of a whole, just somebody who improves upon you, who is already whole.

if you don’t feel like you can trust him, right now, the best move is to say that you’re not interested in speaking and begin to move on. make new friends, talk to people in different friend circles more, you’ll find that there’s a lot of good people in the world if you open your eyes and go to befriend them. the hskin community is a great place to start, i find, as it’s how i made some of my best friends.

right now, your entire life is going to seem difficult. i get that relationships can sometimes seem to be the center of the world. you just have to accept that the good times are over and move on accordingly. it can’t be done in a night or a week, but you’ll look back one day and realize that everything is fine. you have to make the things in your life surround you, not others. put yourself first - you deserve happiness.

for the moment, find an anchor. find something you love to do. and stick to it. commit yourself to that anchor. it could be anything. drawing, making mosaics, writing, sewing, taking long walks, whatever fuels you. if you make an anchor the center of your world, you’ll find that you start focusing on yourself and your own happiness - which is the biggest step towards moving on.

be safe. i’m proud of you, and i hope you’re well.

- john

[hyena-tits]

Intro:

I'm Sküg/Gamz, I'm a transmasc genderqueer pupgender pangender unibinary boygirl aspec butch bi lesbian. I'm a fuzztive in a traumagenic polyfragmented DID system. I'm also a scemo cyber/mall goth punk juggalo. I make art on occasion. I'm also Autistic, Schizoaffective Bipolar with BPD, NPD, HPD, DPD and more. I'm a canine polytherian/cladotherian, erotophonophile, vorarephile and (auto)zoophile along with others. My special interests include psychology, social justice and My Little Pony Friendship is Magic. My fursonas are Xanax (hellhound) and Vanity (pig)

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[br4inr0tx]

Hi I was hoping for a homestuck character matchup?

I’m 5ft tall non-binary person with relatively pale skin, dyed red hair(soon to be dyed black again)that’s shaved on one side long on the other and green eyes that have the slightest tinge of gold around the pupil. I tend to leant more towards casual gothic attire but occasionally take in a more cottage core look if I’m feeling extra soft that day. I also am a practicing pagan who works with both Bastet and Loki.

According to my close friends my personality is a estranged mixture of protective mom and possessed teddy bear. Chaotic but caring and I’ve made it my job to make sure my friends are taking care of themselves, despite my constantly forgetting to do the same on my end due to my ADHD. I’m also obsessed with researching animals and how to take care of them as I’ve grown up with them my whole life.

As for hobbies I bounce between knitting, digital art, resin work, sewing, playing the Lyre (a small handheld harp), ocarina, and kalimba, I’m also a DM a homebrew D&D campaign for a few friends online, and I’m a bit of a variety gamer (ranging from bloodborne to animal crossing I’m all over the place).

Sorry if this is confusing to read at all I tried to keep it organized and cohesive.😅

Homestuck is one of my favorite fandoms to write for that I haven’t done in awhile, so I’d be happy to.

Your Homestuck matchup is.. Gamzee Makara !!

• So I had three people, but things started to pop in my head that pushed me away from them and choosing clown man.

• First I thought Eridan, but then I would think he’d tell you off for your witchcraft and say it’s science, and that may or may not get you pissed. I also thought of Sollux but he might look down on the stuff due to Eridan’s stuff. Then again he’s chill with Aradia, so I don’t really know anymore.

• I think you a Gamz would get along though. He’s chill with everything. Also this is Gamzee before he went crazy for coco puffs.

• Gamzee is usually described and depicted as tall and lanky. Homeless drug addict look ig?? Point is your small compared to and he thinks it makes you cuter. He called you a fairy before sent from the Messiahs and you may or may not of taken that lightly.

• The clowns as a whole seem to dig goth looks. Most of them are killer clowns and are tied to a very sinister religion. Sure, he isn’t one to talk sense he’s to lazy to put on anything aside from pajama pants and a t-shirt but if he did try to have an aesthetic he’d probably be some sort of saturated clown-core or weird-core; which meshes with you sense it’s considered "alternative". I’m sure you can help him style outfits, or even play dress up with him for a date idea.

• He also likes your piercings. There as common on Alternia as Earth, but still. He likes to touch them like a curious cat sometimes. Now that he has you he might ask you to take him out to get some of his own.

• The clown definitely believes in magic, and would have star eyes watching you preform witch stuff. Even just lighting a candle makes him go nuts. It’s kinda cute-

• He’s for sure a cuddle bug. Very clingy I imagine, though doesn’t get jealous much or even at all. He enjoys the warmth from your human body, and he hopes his cold body isn’t to much of a bother on your end.

• A personal headcanon I think about is Gamzee suffering from BPD. He’s not aware of it though, and so aren’t most of his friends. Since he’s drugged up most of the time it seems to mellow him out anyway. Point is your not alone suffering from whatever. He’s too chill to realize it anyway, and might just think your hyper and forgetful on the main.

• If you can’t tell I love Gamzee sm he needs love <33

• He loves three animals from Earth! They’re not to different from Lusii, and he might even think their Lusii at first too, so he’s not to handsy. One day you handed him a puppy you were allowed to hold a pet store and he had heart eyes. Tears formed from happiness too love he fell in love. Let’s just say you adopted the puppy and their name is Gamzee Jr.

• He knows Jack shit about your hobbies, though being the clingy clown he is it doesn’t matter what it is, he’ll throw himself into it. He’s always your biggest cheerleader.

• Especially for video games and D&D. He’d probably have the most fun with those.

• He’s very lax and quick to do whatever you’re doing. Doesn’t matter much what it is, and I think that’s the best thing you could ask for. Very adaptable boyfriend. 👍

[homestuckkinsafespace]

aesthetic for a gamzee who recently broke up with his abusive boyfriend and is trying really hard to recover and be happy again? -BPD gamz

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