#boy i fuckin WISH
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my mom saying (in an entirely different context) "you're almost 21, it's time to transition". lmao you don't even know the half of it.
#boy i fuckin WISH#crossing my fingers i can start the process of getting on androgel/low dose t in a few days :)#if my understanding of the laws in my state are correct i THINK i'll be able to do hrt until july when it becomes illegal#if i can manage that im not telling anyone in my family btw lol. if they notice anything different thats their fault not mine!
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post ep 5 - SPOILERS
okay okay okay i think billy yeeted them out of the road. we see jen clawing up from the dirt in trailer footage, i think billy just chucked em back to westview. i don't think he's quite there at murder yet, seeing his last conversation with agatha, which? slay king. as a witch and practicing pagan, love him. "no, not for me" you take that negative energy and turn it right on its fuckin head sweetheart. but also please for the love of the gods don't get carried away, don't commit murder, your father would probably have a stroke even if your mother would sit there yelling you're doing great sweetie!!
also i think the reason why rio wasn't there in the last scene was bc she was collecting alice's body. now i'm imagining her walking out, seeing billy standing there alone with lighting coming from his hands and a scarlet witch crown like
#agatha all along#agatha harkness#rio vidal#billy kaplan#WE GOT IM BOYS#WE GOT BILLY!!!#actually so happy about this#but please my gay son you must resist murder#remember the threefold law#not everyone believes in it#but it might be good to follow for now#witch#witchblr#there have been some things in the show which has made me go eEEHHHHH but overall so far#it doesn't feel like an outright insult#which is nice :)#mainly i wish they'd acknowledge that every witch practices differently#which i get is hard for a rigid story format#but it would still be cool if we could see more of the variety and different interpretations within each witch's craft#oh and it would also be cool if they somehow acknowledged that witchcraft and paganism are still very real cultural practices#anyways i still love this show#even if i burst out laughing when lilia divined the names of the coven because i have seen automatic writing done before and last i checked#nothing exploded#also can we please get kit connor as teddy altman#agatha all along spoilers#ALSO COULD THEY PLEASE ACKNOWLEDGE THAT WICCA IS A REAL RELIGION AND NOT JUST SOME COOL NAME PLEASE AND THANK YOU LOL#if billy is wiccan#like religiously wiccan#that would be fuckin baller#i would be hella cool with him using that name then
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come closer i am just a regular scene😄 UH OH! changes your brain chemistry
#how many times will i upload the ugly boy say it scene...who knows🤷♂️ they make me SICK#this was to highlight the amount of times jamie looks away and down and ONLY says bad hair after making eye contact AAAAAUUUUUUGHHHHHHHHHHHH#and it just spiraled from there. [slaps 26 second clip] you can fit so many thoughts and feelings in this badboy#id say i wish i could capture what i felt the first time i saw this scene and bottle it but honestly... it literally doesn't get old#i was just like 😐...😳 what am i watching....... get a fucking room#pass the fuckin uhhhhhh pass the workplace humiliation kink whatever whatever#royjamie#my edit#rot riffing
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if one more thing happens. respectfully. i am going to Lose It
#yknow that one clip of the bugs life stick bug#where hes like 'im going to SNAP im going to SNAP'#yah thats ya boi bogathan over here#ITS ALWAYS FUCKIN SOMETHIN!!! HUH!!!!#oh motel pillow. we're really in it now#can i go... One Week... without a bad development to my Situation....#i need a giant fucking cake and i need a fork#and i need to demolish that shit on the floor#no no yknow what i need?#weed and an entire rotisserie chicken. On The Floor.#Also A Cake. Always Cake.#and a cantaloupe. maybe i should go get those marinated garlic cloves and chow down#heat up tonights steak. god i wish i brought my tablet i need to Scribble#BITING CLAWING MAIMING#absolutely unprompted#sorry venting again on main Look Away#im not even upset at this point im just mad#like the shrek meme - CAN YOU SHUT UP!!! FOR FIVE MINUTES!!!!!#and the shit starts comin and it dont stop comin and it dont stop comin and it dont stop comin and it dont-#at least ive got my stepdad in my corner smh#hes the real hero here#well i have a bunch of dc fics to catch up on. might as well do that!
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🤠Desperado Durst & Bandito Borland🤠
#they just got done fuckin#who said THAT?#lol but this does look like bts of the brokeback mountain film set where they're on a smoke break#I can totally see them delivering the “I wish I knew how to quit you” line to each other#but this is the LB version called “Rollin' Rodeo”#Fred really did write the dance step lyrics to Rollin' in a very line-dance kind of way#I wanna see these two get down to a good country two-step#it's all in the hips boys#all in all this is a great photo of these two fools. stay silly my dudes.#Fred Durst#Wes Borland#Limp Bizkit#nu metal#down the rabbit hole
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had such a stupid fun day just hanging out and being a little freak with the emotes (and. the return of the fridge bit.) that i almost forgot literally the Most harrowing moment in my minecraft life happened today
chilling in my ancient city basement with squash and his parents when the white baby comes and wrecks our shit, sends everyone into a panic, having nightmare stalkers and skeleton thrashers and fucking wardens spawned on us, being directly targeted TWO separate times (white baby back for round 2: electric boogaloo)
squash gets downed somewhere in the ancient city. i'm blind and slowed, nightmare screams and clanging hammers and effect clouds everywhere around me, i have no clue where this dying child is. thankfully i find my way over to them, the white fox glaring down at him in cold silence. i'm trying to focus on getting squash up first, throwing myself inbetween them, tanking every hit so he can run away, getting to the lowest health i've been in an attack so far. but he gets up, escapes, the monsters are killed, time resumes moving, everything's alright again.
my heart's still Racing, blood Pounding in my head, i'm on an adrenaline high like you wouldn't believe. then an egg gets killed in chat. i tail the killer and save another child that got downed right in front of me (whether they wanted me to or not). everyone's panicking, there's a server-wide witch hunt, and at that point i had to step away from the computer and. do chores like a regular fucking human being. my legs shaking like jelly as i walked outside to take out the trash. having a casual conversation with my parents as if i hadn't seen Death in front of me in the form of a fucked up minecraft fox model.
#qblrsmp#then i died many times in emote form. helped induce a Bad trip with shaders. fished w/ the boys. wauwauwauwauawau. cocomelon'd two men.#and now i've stayed up so late i'm watching my family wake up and take off for work in the morning. o7#/sidenote i'm being all dramatic abt it but it was so so so fun :3 being able to use my fun cool tricks i've had up my sleeves in case of a#attack was sick :3c it was terrifying and thrilling and exciting- i just wish i got a screenshot of that fuckin lil thang in my basement </
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TRAINING ARC: START!! BOTHER YOUR GUARDIAN AND EXHIBIT ISSUES. NOW SOLVE THOSE ISSUES BY BOTHERING GUARDIANS. I HAVE FULL FAITH IN OUR HEROS!
#jrwi fanart#jrwi prime defenders#jrwi pd spoilers#jrwi show#cw blood#okayokay tryin out this queue thing for the first time despite usin this webbed site since 2013. if all goes accordin to plan this should#post at noon tomorrow. in the mEANT TIME CAN I TAAALLK ABOUT THIS EPISODE PRETTY PLESe??? THIS SHOW IS SO FUCKIN FUNNY...#SO MANY BITS I WISH I COULDVE DRAWN.. THIS WHOLE SHOW IS SUCH A PERFECT CARTOON IN MY BRRAAIAIINN. VYNS whole deal with talkin to himself#wasnt his dealio like. he had like NO complications for most o the show before this. wats that one gravity falls scene with soos goin like#i knew it. im literally the perfect man. and then he raises his arms for a heavenly choir and a dove lands on him. thats vyncent. BUT NOOW#MY BOY COMPLICATED!!! THE OVERTHINKING THING IS SO FUCKIN GOOD AND FUNNY. MY BABY BOY CAN DO ANYTHING. HES SO GOOD AT BREAKING ROCKS#Oh and this doodle page also includes the winebago shenanigens after reuniting with tide. the DARTS remember the darts#remember when tide actually snapped at william for driving like a FOOL!!! LOVE THAT SO MUCH. i gotta draw tide more aauuughghghuhh#ohh my GOODD WILLIAMS BEEF WITH THE RABBIT N THE BOAR WAS SO FUNNY... THESE CHARACTERS ARE ALL SOO FLAWED#WILLIAM IS SUCH A LITTLE ASSHOLEE. VYNCENT IS STUBBORN BEYOND BELIEF AND REASON. DAKOTA IS PERFECT HES A LIL DUMB BUT HES SO SWEET AND KIND#AND OH MY GOD ONE MORE THING CAN I JUST SAY. bizly is such a magnifiscent dm. i remember sayin months ago that#he finds ways to stack impossible odds against our heroes while still leaving room for them to succeed. the pd hasnt taken a single W but!#theyre surviving!! theyre keeping it together! from meat planets to cartoons to other dimensions to fighting the GODS!!! pd is genuinely#such a delight to listen to. a comedy and a tragedy. a story of ragtag heroes doing their best to do good despite their own failings.
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Character Aesthetics: Elliot
pretty boy with the big plans
#elliot#my edits#wish i had a quote but unfortunately nothing is written about him yet#look at my boy#the fuckin bimbo#;asoidfhlkjsd
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i don't vibe with astarion as a father for a host of reasons
i do vibe with him being a 'grunkle stan, if grunkle stan were played by bayonetta' type of relative, tho
#i say this as someone who fuckin adores kids but wants 0 of my own#the bat boy would make a terrible horrible father. as he is now. maybe in a few centuries if he worked on himself more?#i dont want to yuck yums but i also kind of wish i could see what some people are seeing because...#im not seeing it#he's the cool uncle/childless wine aunt combined in my eyes#i say bayonetta specifically because of that post with the gif of her and jeanne dressed in foxy santa type outfits and walking cuntily#about to bring on the toy reckoning for christmas or whatever#like. yeah. astarion comes to spoil the fuck out of the young ones and get them hyped up on sugar or whatever#and let them run around with knives. and then he leaves his friends who are parents to deal with the aftermath!#that shit's more fun anyway.....#more power to you if you can see him as a papa i suppose#the beauty of art - people get different things from it#to the void with love
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mmmmm heyyy👁️. ive basically been gone from tumblr for over two days because ive been feeling like a shitty piece of shit. BUT. i finally saw dune part 2 and ohmygoddddd it was so so good. but yes. i was missing leto so bad the entire time. Father come back pls. i need you.
#it was so good tho#like so cool i was internally freaking out about how cool things looked#the fight scenes🤌#the environments/settings🤌#all of the fuckin machinery🤌#the acting🤌#the everything🤌#yum#also i dont find austin butler attractive but funnily enough feyd was the only time ive found him hot😭 yes i have issues. but like. okayyy..#i watched it alone and i wish doing things alone wasnt seen as such a weird or sad thing like. theres nothing wrong with it#sorta vent->#but basically ive been feeling like an annoying piece of shit so ive been staying off of here for the most part#because ive been convincing myself no one likes me and everyone in my life would be better off without me😝😝#just tee bee ehch#and idk i was just feeling like ass and was doing nothing and when i finally would go to use tumblr i was already too tired to do shit#so i just went to sleep#and i was busy today#yesterday*#and ill probably be a bit busy today too but idk maybe hopefully ill catch up a bit#idk ya boys just been hating himself like usual but not as usual bc it was worse but it is what it is#i felt a bit better yesterday though#and also my new antidepressants ive been on havent been doing shit for me so im going back to a previous one i used to be on so yea#hopefully that helps soonish idk#i never vent on here so i feel kinda bad for doing so but i just wanted to puke my thoughts here#also since im already here complaining ive just like. not written at allllllll basically like i got into my head and made myself discouraged#so. that sucks. but also nothing out of the ordinary there#why does Everything i say sound so embarrassingly depressing and pathetic hhhhhhhgggggggggggggghhhghghg#anyways yea i was doing bad im still not doing good but hopefully will be a bit better so ill be back and caught up later today or tomorrow#idk if anyone gave a fuck or noticed but i just like complaining into the void so yea#talkin shit
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most nights kinda suck. but sometimes youre relaxing in a nice motel and one of the tv channels is playing 9-1-1 episodes <3 and everything feels like it'll be okay for a few hours <3
#rn they got the BANGER prison ep playing#where buddie is held at gunpoint together <3 hostage husbands <3#god and motel beds??? they almost make me wish my bed was on the ground#bc its So So fun to just. gently Toss myself onto it#theres room to stretch.... fun....#man and i have my favorite cheetos too!#and tomorrow its My turn to drive the 9 hours <3#< said with forced cheer through clenched teeth#BEN BARNES AD JUMPSCARE WHAT THE FUCK#sorry. that got me. fuckin. ben barnes....#absolutely unprompted#also im having angsty wh thoughts that i cant Wait to scribble. or write maybe? idk!#when i scribble something fluffy my brain immediately counteracts it with Pain#like the barnaby & wally Playing scribbles!#yeah! what if barnaby accidentally decapitates wally! what then! fun thoughts For Me To Enjoy!#the scene is Very Clear in my head!! its tasty#RAVI NO DONT DO IT#sorry watching the Episode and my boy ravi is about to risk his life#he'll be fine but still. RAVI NOOOOOOO
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I'm so glad the Dark Souls 3 brainrot seems to be hitting a significant chunk of my dash today
#It's hitting me too don't worry lmao#I wanna draw Dragonslayer Armour#in the mood to draw a fuckin MAW#TOOTHY boi#Wish I had the motivation to animate it but y'know#I got half a spoon and that shit's like 20#one step at a time lmao#pun's text posts
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I must not rewatch OUAT. Rewatching OUAT is the mind-killer. Rewatching OUAT is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face the urge to see Captain Swan again. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the urge to rewatch OUAT has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.
#smol speaks#that show has caused me such deeply rooted psychological damage yall dont understand. i hate this show#it has my most hated character of all fucking time in there. i want to kill her with my bare hands. i hate her more than i hate Kazama#the writing is a mess. the plot is incomprehensible. but also it has my OTP. and I MEAN that they are EVERYTHING to me#how did they fuckin nail writing Captain Swan and then the rest of the show is. well it is.#also it's solely responsible for the fact that Neverland/Peter Pan takes up any space in my mind when i fucking HATE Peter Pan (the Disney#movie that is. and a bunch of adaptations). and yet. my boys. my boys are in there. boys i can and have rewritten in my head#god i wish it was as simple as 'i like this' or 'i hate this' but i just. God. yeah this post is for me
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Thinking about how there must be legends about the ghost haunting Skyhold. Strange things happen at that fortress. Servants complain of things going missing, items getting moved on their own, and there's talk of a strange figure occasionally spotted by a select few.
I often think about how the soldiers there probably scare the recruits with wild stories of the pale spirit, still lingering and vengeful after being murdered, or after falling from the battlements, or after drowning in the old well. Some say it used to be a mage, who was possessed and killed everyone who was in the keep prior.
I think about how Cole must hear these things, and know it's him they're talking about. But he cant just not help people. And it's so much easier for everyone if they forget it was him. I think about how he wants friends, but thinks it's not possible for something like him. Not safe. Yet he gets them anyway, in the inquisitor, in their companions, in Solas and Varric. I think about Cole a lot.
#dragon age#dragon age inquisition#cole dragon age#i just think he's neat#Im excited to get to his personal quest eventually#i wanna help him become a 'real' boy#real in quotes because he's always been real but yknow what I mean#also need a refresher on his background before the game#i know he was like left in a basement to starve to death when he was... alive?#that's what I need a refresher on I think#oh wait#i think it was that he's a spirit who latched onto the alive person Cole and just sort of took on his appearance/personality?#augh spirits are so fuckin cool#i really wish they didn't do Justice dirty like they did in da2#he deserves better than to be haphazardly tossed into the category of 'corrupted'#AND ignored by his bff/host because anders is too afraid to try to communicate with him#i always come back to anders and justice eventually#anyway i want more spirit characters and friends
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im so jealous of cis guys. being able to grow up how they want and being confident in themselves and just. im so fuckin jealous. it is so hard. SO hard. to feel comfortable with someone else in a relationship when im not comfortable with myself. i hate it.
#i know this is stupid#im supposed to be proud of being trans and love myself no matter what and be proud of my identity but#fuck man sometimes id just give anything to be cis#like this shit sucks#i dont wanna fuckin do this anymore im tired of it#'nick ur only 18' YEAH I KNOW AND ITS STILL BAD#god im pissed off#i just. i hate that i cant be proud of who i am bc im not someone else.#im losing my mind i think#i wish i was cis so fuckin bad u guys. i wanna have the experiences of growing up as a boy that i missed out on.#i wish i couldve went to school dances in a suit and not had to worry about being stared at#i wish i could dress how i wanted and present myself how i feel comfortable without hearing those goddamn whispers behind my back#im sick and fuckin tired of it#anyway <3 im done <3 im gonna go watch youtube and pretend like i dont exist <3#vent#dysphoria mention
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Man having read the first chapter of Encore now that it's translated and looking back at the title page of the last chapter I stopped at at Yet Another Failed Start At A Reread Of The Original (it was chapter four this time; p sure I made it farther last time), the difference is pretty startling. Everything looked so jank back then compared to now LMAO
I do wholeheartedly love the improvement tbh. ig it was only natural after 15+ years of drawing the guy.
#Kaitou Joker#Mun Post#remember that the series debuted back in 2007 :^)#I turned fourteen that year. fuckin imagine.#I wonder if there will be any special celebrations three years from now for the 20th anniversary...#I do hate that I caught onto this kind of late; but there's no guarantee I would've liked it when the anime started to air anyways#and the scanlation scene back in 2007 was fucking archaic lmao; even if it HAD been picked up that early... it's so weird to think about th#also weird to think about is that; given how I interpreted the author's comments at the back of one volume#if it wasn't for the series' floating timeline; joker would be either within a few years of my age; or my age almost exactly#which. another thing that's weird is imagining him being Old in any capacity. which he kind of IS in Boy Jokers; even if he barely shows up#in there being somewhere in his 30's for that series' canon feels about right#god I hope that that series isn't mainline canon. I doubt we could be so lucky but man I wish#that was his fuckin *sister* man...#not that I DISLIKE J tho... but he could exist in some other capacity. just. u know. not THAT one lmao#sort of lost the plot a bit lmao. as per usual#reading a fresh scanlation felt kinda weird somehow. especially since these chapters are still relatively new...#dunno how to put my finger on it exactly; it's just Strange; but not necessarily in a negative way for sure#super excited for the other two chapters; especially since the third one dropped so recently#stuff is happening!! also I kind of like watching my faves get their asses kicked just a little bit. big fan of hurt/comfort but u know.#u kind of gotta Hurt Them first LMAO. crack a few eggs to make an omelette kinda deal
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