#and the shit starts comin and it dont stop comin and it dont stop comin and it dont stop comin and it dont-
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carnivalcarriondiscarded · 1 year ago
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if one more thing happens. respectfully. i am going to Lose It
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eclarinet · 4 months ago
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same soup... different day
#hello it is sarah in the tags again#i feel like i tell myself i'll actually use this as a blog and then i forget and then i remember and then i forget again#venting ahead if that is not ur jam (talking to the 2 followers who actually see my posts)#i like tumblr because it;s so removed from my personal life that it feels really like a place i dont have to be anything for anyone#anyway i've been wondering if i should go back to therapy again but i feel like they might get tired of me because i keep bailing and comin#back like an addict lol like i swear i'll commit this time! sike. ghost be upon ye#anyway this time i'd come in for the big D#i don't like the floor it just feels closer to being six feet under and a bit like where i belong#i feel like a great number of things have happened in the past year and i've met all of it with a very lukewarm sense of dread and anxiety#its not even about feeling happy i dont even think i can feel shaken by anything. i feel like people see my apathy and think it's confidenc#anyway im not going back. they always say the same thing. can't do shit about shit life syndrome. and i don't want pills i'm so sick of the#isn't it something that i'm especially depressed the day before i start my new job? it's a tradition at this point. cheers#isn't it cruel that everyone in my life seem to put me on some kind of bizarre pedestal and no one questions my decisions or authority and#i battle with myself to figure out if i'm doing the right thing (no one will tell me the truth they are all scared of me getting angry)#was talking with a friend about how it'll be if i join their group project in a module we're taking soon.#and she's like well isn't it obvious? everyone will just listen to whatever you say and we'll end up doing well.#no one would challenge you because you're always right. and it's like.. yeah. i guess. okay. (hate that i know she's not wrong)#lol can u tell this is why house is kind of getting to me. learning lots of things about myself watching that man commit medical malpractic#anyway. i didn't ghost my therapist this time i remember now. she left the clinic lol she asked me to connect on linkedin. that was amusing#i always feel like the therapists here never know what to do with me and i kind of have to hold their hand a bit through my psyche#also they seem to be a bit at awe of me which is a bit annoying. and i know that definitely sounds like Issues but it's just like#ugh not you too. please stop i'm sick of it i'm sick with it. i don't want you to be inspired by my awful life and how i handled it#and i have nothing to say for it but... *gestures vaguely* of all of this
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snekdood · 11 months ago
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oh you want to force the label "butch" on to me? well looks like its time to go back to strictly fucking cis men
#damn and i was really comin around too! too bad ig. yall know whats best or whatever you need to tell yourselves.#im a man. call me a gay man before you think of calling me that shit. call me EVERY slur one would call a gay man before ever calling me#ANYTHING NEAR a fucking lesbian of ANY variety.#i will stab women to prove a point to you until you fuck off.#we'll never be seen as equal to cis ppl till yall stop forcing identities on to people. literally doing the exact same shit cis ppl#do to me already but bc you tell yourself you're above it and woke n shit suddenly you're somehow different. fuck the entire fuck off.#until you can look at me and see me as just a fucking dude. we will never have equality. until you're able to STOP trying to see me as#ANYWHERE NEAR adjacent to women- we- as trans people- will never have equality.#and no i dont think that means lesbian = basically just women but it does subconsciously in plenty of yalls minds.#otherwise why tf would someone be saying trans men/butch as if they're equivalents? why cant you just say trans men?#or better yet and more accurate would be trans men and/or butches. bc otherwise using a dash in between trans man and butch#means you think they're the same thing and just different phrases for the same thing. thats what it means to use that dash#like that.#yall make being a stealth trans guy sound so much more appealing. if as soon as i mention im trans you start thinking#'butch' or 'afab' subconsciously and go on about the struggles of afabs or whatever then ig that means i gotta be stealth and never reveal#that im trans ever tf again bc yall STILL dont fucking get it.
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the-princess-of-bimbos · 4 months ago
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𝐌𝐲 𝐥𝐢𝐭𝐭𝐥𝐞 𝐂𝐫𝐲𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲
🩷Sukuna x chubby reader🩷
𝐀𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭: The reader is female, black ofc<3 but any race can read it if they want to, toxic!Sukuna , reader gets a good ending just because. Please know that this is probably my only "dark ish" ff unless y'all like this type of stuff so...
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It was 12:45 in the morning when you got a text from Sukuna talking about. 'I'm pulling up inna second come outside.' I sigh putting on my black fuzzy slides and my (f/c) robe. I laid back on my bed cause I know Sukuna's ass not gonna be here for a while. As soon as I opened Instagram, 'Sukuna Baee ❤' was calling. "Hello?" "Where the hell are you? I told yo ass to come outside!" His voice was booming from the speaker phone. "Stop yelling at me Kuna. I told you that I don't like it when you yell at me." I say with a pout.
I could practically hear the eye roll he did and he hung up. 'I don't even wanna go in his stupid car.' I thought. I tighten my robe and open the front door going to the curb where Sukuna's car resided. I knocked on his window with a pout on my face. He rolled it down with a big ass smirk. "I know you haven't been crying." He teased. I didn't reply. "Get in." He said with a sigh. I hesitated a bit just to get under his skin. I got in the passenger seat with my arms crossed.
"What's up witchu? Smile fa' me." He smirked. "What do you want?" He leaned his head back with an attitude. "Girl, that's not how you greet a mothafucka when they're being nice to you." I didn't do anything but ignore him."I don't think I want to take part of being your girlfriend anymore Sukuna." You said with your face in the car mirror touching your face. "Fuck you mean 'you don't wanna be my girl anymore'." He mocked. "Because you don't respect me, like at all." You began. Your voice shaking a bit.
Sukuna smirked and slid down his seat a little bit to man spread. "Explain." He said. "Okay, whenever I'm with my home girls, you're always all over them and shit. Giving them full hugs when you don't even know them like that. You're supposed to give them sides hugs or just give them a high five or something. And don't even get me started on the fact that youre over here linking up with them too! I thought it was just me and you Kuna, What happened to that? Also whenever I set boundaries with you, you don't ever respect that. How many times do I have to tell you not to yell at me or when I dont want to have sex with you? But you steady wanna ignore my feelings because you don't care and I'm not even your type for real." You ranted with tears in your eyes.
"How are they fake?" I turned to him. He tossed his phone to me while looking out his window.
Sukuna was on his phone texting someone I think. "See look, you not even paying attention. I'm outta here. Lose my number." I say as I open the door. But before I could do so, Sukuna locked the door. "You not going no where so don't start like that. Second of all, you're being hella insecure because you know I don't even like your fake ass friends anyways." he scoffed.
This is the beginning of your conversation.
Symoné: Who dis?
Me: Dis Sukuna lol
Symoné: How you get my insta?
Me: Y/n gave it to me.
Symoné: Oh....
Me: Shiii you trynna go to this new restaurant wit me?
Symoné: Is Y/n gon be there???
Me: Nah but don't worry bout dat she said that it was cool for us to go together
Symoné: Okay then what time?
Me: I'll be there in 30 minutes. Wear something pretty.
Seen
"What are you trying to prove my nigga?!" You raise your voice at him as you threw his phone on his lap. He shuffled his body. "Well, if they were your real friends then they wouldn't be agree about comin with me anyways." He shrugged his shoulders. "Sucks to suck."
I unlock the door with my hand and leave. "Where the fuck you think you're goin?" He yells. I ignore him and walk into my house.
|Time skip|
*15 new messages from Sukuna Baee❤️*
*25 missed calls from Sukuna Baee❤️*
I wake up from my sleep to see my phone blaring it's blue light, distracting me. I pick it up and read the messages he sent.
Sukuna Baee❤️: Yo Y/n text me back when you can
Sukuna Baee❤️: Hey
Sukuna Baee❤️: Are you sleeping?
Sukuna Baee❤️: I'm finna call you
*missed call*
Sukuna Baee❤️: ANSWER THE PHONE Y/N IK yu UP
Seen
Etc etc etc...... He tried to call again but I let it ring and blocked his number. I scroll through my call list and see Yuji's profile. We've been talking around the same time me and Sukuna been talking and 'dating'. They're twin brothers!
Yuji: I've missed youuuu 🥺 why haven't you been talking to meee it's been 2 weeks 🥲
Me: I'm sorry babe. I was caught up in some other drama. It's all over now
Yuji: Do you still have that movie night planned?
Me: Duh ofc I didn't forget. I'll see you tmw at 10???????
Yuji: Yep :)
*Liked by Me*
Y/n smiled and looked towards at you. "The hell are you looking like that for? Don't hate the player.... Hate the game or how ever you say it."
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ariseur · 8 months ago
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This is a stupid request so iUEOE IF U DONT LIKE IT ITS FINE but . A cloud x reader where Cloud, even after months from the start of their relationship, keeps getting a bit flustered, all blushy, whenever he gets kissed? ITS STUPID ITS LILE. IT COULD BE A DRABBLE TBH CAUSE ITS YEAH. BUT YEAH . Sow wy.
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red kisses 𓆩ꨄ︎𓆪
cloud strife x fem!reader
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ughhh this request was so cute!! i made it into a fic instead because i just had some ideas :) hope you guys enjoy 💕!!
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mentions of kissing, cloud gets flustered, intended lowercase, tifa teasing cloud for having a big fat crush on you, reader is referred to as clouds girlfriend, lmk if i missed anything!!
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1186 words, 6519 characters
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“shit!” you yelled, ducking under the rapid gunfire on the shinra infantryman. your hand reached for your sword before a gloved hand came to stop you. eyebrows furrowed, you looked back at cloud who just shook his head before pulling out his buster sword and stepping out into the gunfire, using his weapon as a shield from the bullets as they ricocheted off the metal.
you watched in awe as he cleared out the group. you knew he was always good at his job but seeing him in action never failed to make your jaw drop.
“hey, you comin��� or not?” he called out for you, his extended leather clad hand beckoned you after the coast was clear while numerous infantrymen laid on the ground unconscious below him. snapping out of your thoughts, you peeked your head out from behind the storage container and jogged your way towards him, beaming.
“my hero.” you extolled, leaning closer to lay a quick chaste kiss on cloud’s cheek before skipping over towards a metal door, eager to continue your mission. he made a noise of surprise, hand ghosting over where your lips had touched his face as a shade of pink tinted his freckled skin. his eyes followed your footsteps as he turned around and caught up with you, quickly following behind just in case you were caught off guard. you couldn’t help but smile as you heard him pitter-patter after you.
you definitely noticed the faint blush on his cheeks when he returned, and thus began your journey to flush cloud whenever given the chance to.
more time had passed, and cloud had actually gotten to know you. even if you never let him forget that one instance on the mission to the mako reactor.
and here cloud sat— in a bar stool at seventh heaven drinking the strongest of whatever tifa’s got while she talked about the newest mission avalanche was planning. she cut herself off mid-sentence, noticing how cloud continued to swirl his drink around while his eyes stayed glued to the ripples created in the glass, mind clearly elsewhere.
she put her arms behind her back as she leaned forward and tried to get his attention. “cloud?” she called, causing his eyes to peer back up at her. he made a small ‘hm’ sound in response.
“what’cha thinkin’ about?” she asked, inquisitive smile still painted on her face as usual. resting her arms on the wooden bar countertop, she watched as cloud contemplated to say what was really on his mind right now. he exhaled through his nostrils as he took another sip of the red liquid in his glass, “nothing.”
tifa’s brows raised as she finally understood. “so,” she began, “thinkin’ about your girlfriend, huh?”
“what makes you say that?”
“every time she’s around you, i never hear any of that ‘hard-ass’ complaining you’re always doing, as wedge would call it.” she grins, now knowing she hit the head right on the nail. “it’s like she placates you.”
“‘m just tired, that’s all.” he huffed, throwing his head back and downing the liquid as a weak attempt to try and hide the growing blush that grew across his face.
tifa simply laughed, standing up straight and greeting marlene as she walked in through the double doors with her dad, squealing about whatever new things she found today. always so excited to explore even in the slums of midgar. he placed a few coins on the bar counter as a payment for the drink, walking out of the bar and praying that tifa didn’t notice the money on the counter in hopes that she wouldn’t try and sneak it in his room like last time.
as for your new “mission” of trying to fluster cloud, it grew harder for him to ignore as everyday you’d press a kiss to his jaw or his hand or even the tip on his nose. he started to take his behavior into consideration after what tifa said. did he really act all that different around you?
your goal started making more progress as time went on and your relationship got more serious. often, your invites to your place ended up just being a torture chamber for him as you had managed to root yourself deep within his brain. he couldn’t get you out, and although he acted like he didn’t care, it haunted him. you were everywhere around him. but maybe, he thought, just maybe it wasn’t such a bad thing to get close to someone.
he’d look at marlene and his mind would think back to you. the way you’d sit with her and talk to her about her weird dreams where she’d become a dolphin or something like that. barret would throw a glare at him and all cloud could think about was how you mentioned how barret scares the absolute shit out of you. you were everywhere, your presence, your perfume, your—
“hellooo—?” earth to cloud?” your hand came into view, once again snapping cloud out of his thoughts. he hummed.
“space out there?” you smiled at him, and ugh, that smile. it made him feel obnoxiously warm. he never got used to those butterflies that would travel along his stomach, even if you guys had been together for a while.
he huffed as he looked away, lolling his against the soft pillows you had on your bed. “yeah, uh.. yeah.” he finally said, eyes trailing off as he narrowed his eyes at shinra’s public service announcement that broadcasted on tv. cloud let out quiet groan at the man’s face and turned it off, the remote dropping from his hand and onto the blanket as he turned back to you.
“you always seem to glow, cloud. did you know that?” you blurt out, finger tracing the taut muscles of his arm.
“well.. maybe it’s just because of the mako—? SOLDIER, remember?”
“no, not like that,” you giggle behind your hand, “i’m just saying i think you’re handsome, cloud.” that makes him let out a small noise of surprise, stiffening as he’s unsure what to say next.
“oh.” he said, ears heating up as he looked away from your intense gaze. he crossed his arms, trying to avoid the way your head craned to try and see his face.
“and you’re so fit,” you lifted a finger up with each compliment you listed, just trying to get a rise out of cloud, “and intelligent, and sweet, and—“
“okay, i think that’s enough.” he must’ve been flushed right now, he though.
“and you’re just so breathtaking.”
“you are such a liar.”
you dramatically feigned offense, putting a hand on your chest as your jaw dropped. “how dare you assume such things about me? i am simply loving my boyfriend, is that such a crime?”
he scoffed as a weak smile made its way to his face, “you’re loving torturing your boyfriend, there’s a difference.” however, his eyes widened as he felt your lips press against his jaw. he gave you a pointed glare, “see what i mean?”
“oh hush, you love it.”
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mee3pp · 1 month ago
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Farm house Pt 4
“Who would like dessert?” Mabel hums as she walks in front of you holding the chocolate cake she so kindly made for everyone. “I’ll av’ a piece” Gaz nods, the dining room is filled with nods and hums of agreement. You sit down in your chair in between Simon and your best friend and you watch as she cuts the cake. “I think i need a piece of that” Simon mumbles just loud enough for you to hear as he watches Mabel, you whip your head around to glare at Simon and you stamp on his foot under the table which draws out a grunt of surprise from him. “May I remind you Simon we are at the dinner table in my house not a hooters so pull it together” you mutter before smiling and turning back to everyone. “Grumpy witch” Simon grumbles “ya need a cigarette and a good fuckin to set you straight” usually Simon wouldn’t say such a thing but he’s close enough with you to be able to say those things and only earn a glare.
“Cap, where do ya keep yer water cups?” Soap asks and you perk up at the opportunity to piss off your dad and to get Soap alone. “Come on i’ll show ya” you hum as you stand up grabbing Soap’s arm as you walk past and you drag him to the kitchen. “We keep em’ down here in this cabinet” you hum as you reach down to the cabinet under the hot plate and you grab Johnny a cup. As you hand him his cup your fingers brush against each other and for johnny that was enough to chub his dick up so he very quickly walks over to the tap and fills his cup up and drinks it, front pressed up against the bench. “Ya can meet me back at th’ table i won’t get lost i promise” Johnny chuckles and he lets out a breath he didn't know he was holding when you leave. Not that he would ever admit it but Johnny is slightly scared of his Captain’s threats as he knows John Price is not a man to leave empty threats. “Soap if ya dont hurry up i’m eatin’ ya fuckin’ cake!” yells Ghost from the dining area his gravely and low voice echoes through the house. “Yeah yeah i’m comin” Soap scoffs. 
“We’re goin’ to th’ pub for some drinks we will be back later” You tell your father as you stand arm in arm with Mabel. Both of you are matching in short denim skirts with a cute little tank top and your hair done in a half up. “Ya sure you girls are gonna be alright by yourselves? Ya know how the men down at the local can get” Price asks his voice thick with fatherly concern. “We will be fine, if we need help we will call you or Simon” You groan even though you appreciate your fathers concern it can get annoying. When Johnny hears the words “or Simon” jealousy sparks in him, why can’t he be the one you call when you are in trouble? Why does it have to be his best mate? Sure he knows Simon doesn’t have eyes for you he can’t help the undeniable jealousy that flickers in his heart and those words are like adding wood to a fire. Does he have any reason to be jealous? No is that going to stop the man? Also no. 
You and Mabel make it to the pub where you settle in a booth near the bar, for easy access to drinks of course. You order a beer and Mabel orders some old fashion fruity drink. “Thats foul i dunno how ya drink that stuff” She giggles as she takes a sip of your beer “You're just soft” you tease with a grin. “Okay now, you have to tell me. What's going on between you and Johnny?” Mabel giggles before she takes a sip of her own drink and you sigh a long and extremely exaggerated sigh. “Well technically there ain’t anthin’ happing between us” you start to explain but Mabel cuts you off. “Bull shit, girl i’ve seen him starin’ right a ya tits love” Mabel giggles in all honesty her words sound quite silly coming from her mouth as she has such a posh and proper accent. You giggle before continuing. “Yes i’m aware but thats besides the point, basically the other night my dad had the audacity to tell me to stay away from Johnny” You groan and put up an extra dramatic flare “okay listen he wasn’t fully on m’ radar until dad told me to steer clear”. Mabel rolls her eyes, this was typical of you as you hate being told what you can and can’t have because if you want something you will have it. 
 “Yeah that makes a lot of sense but he is kinda cute” Mabel smiles and you deadpan at her “i’m not going to steal your future husband” you roll your eyes at your best friend of course she’d say that. “You want another drink?” you hum standing up and she nods and mumbles a quick “yes please” before you wander off to the bar to order more drinks as you watch the bartender mix Mabel's drink you feel two big hands squeeze your side making you jump and squeal a little. You turn around to see Simon standing behind you. “You’re a Melon” you hiss at him and he shrugs. “Ya need to be more aware of ya surroundings witch” is all he says as he follows behind you back to the booth where Mabel waits. “Ya stalkin’ us?” you huff. “Nah don’t like ya mug enough to stalk you, Jonny wanted a drink so ere’ we are” Simon shrugs as he stands at the end of the booth as you slide in the the side opposite Mabel and she looks up from her phone to see Ghost. “Oh.. hey Simon” She says followed by her hopelessly blushing so you roll your eyes. Ghost gives her a nod before looking around the pub for Johnny before spotting him. “I’ll be right back” he gruffs out before disappearing into the croud. “Pull it together oh my God” You chuckle at the sight of your best friend practically drooling over your other friend. “Sorry… he’s just so like rugged in a handsome way” She mumbles which you then proceed to tease her by fake gagging. “Ah hello Ladies” Soap greets loudly as he stands at the end of the booth Ghost lingering behind him. It is now your turn to secretly drool over a man, Johnny to be specific. Okay at first getting Johnny’s attention was purely to piss off your father but now its deeper. You want Johnny for yourself, for your own greedy needs and wants.
“Mind if we join ya lass?” Soap asks with his usual impish grin as he slides onto your booth seat and Ghost slides into Mabel's side and you both shoot each other knowing glances. “As long as he stays away from me” You joke jabbing a finger over at Ghost who rolls his eyes. “Yeah yeah, i don’t enjoy lookin’ at ya mug as much as you hate lookin’ at mine” Simon playfully scoffs. For Johnny it’s weirdly odd seeing his fellow Lieutenant who is famous for being cold and closed off all playful and slightly relaxed. It also sparks jealousy in him, because why does Simon get to bask in your comforting aura? Why can’t he be the one joking and banter with you?
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niyalationz · 2 months ago
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what in the mother FAWK was bad blood 😭😭
Ok #rant ahead sorru guysies..
(Assuming kayfabe here guys ok ? Ok!)
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Wtaf. Wtf. Wtaf. Wtf. Wtaf. Wtf. Wtaf.
1. even if i dont like liv, it's like theyr purposely trying to make her look weak. her whole reign has been about running away and cheating; idgaf if shes a heel. She still needs to PROVE she deserves the title.
2. i hate how this entire feud is all about dominik. Like doesnt rhea have a new man ?? Gtfo.. and the announcers constantly pushing this narrative that rhea still loves him the ENTIRE match was genuinely so annoying like stfu stfd and do ur job ho 😭😭
3. as a huuuuggee rhea fan, i wouldn't of even cared if liv won the match. Because there was nobody to get involved and cost rhea to lose, she was guaranteed to win in a way that would show everyone she can hold her own against anyone and deserves to have that title. She managed perfectly fine without TJD on her side before, so why can't she now?
4. o ya, raquel def fucked the match up. She came in to early, caused the DQ, and still tried to save it. Also, it was so anticlimactic how she came in. She should of had her theme song playing and she should of came out AFTER rhea was hitting dom.
5. this match was so obviously scripted it hurt like wtafff. I know i said 'assuming kayfabe' up there but cmon now. I will NEVER understand why rhea didnt just pin liv right then and there and maybe beat up dominik after. Even if raquel came out after she had pinned liv and beat her up, Rhea would still have the title and at the end of the day that's all that matters.
6. can we pls talk abt jhea? the writers started this like a year ago and are just now adding onto it bcz of the betrayal , but they've already ruined it before it even started. zero interactions two shows in a row (which i do understand the first one,, i wouldnt want my son to watch me wrestling + flirting with another woman that isnt his mother), but BFFR. Not even a behind the scenes of them talking? All we've gotten is them posting stories of one another. Come AWN neow HHH !☠️
7. okay so now were breaking up the terror twins. 💀 idk if triple H is trying to make Liv look weak or just ruin rhea's entire career. these bookings and plot line is ass and they did this w sasha banks tew. Look where she at now 🤷🏽‍♀️ anywayyy,, i dont get WHY they would break them up either. It also sort of ruins damians character and their bond w eachother that wwe has built up for years + the irl bond they have. Damian has sacrificed his own body to protect her, and now he got one win and all of a sudden he needs to go solo and leave a broken up rhea behind? NAW. He would not dew that. If u told last week Damian abt ts he'd slap u silly and knock the mario coins outta u.
8. i lowk stopped watching after that roman and cody match bcz i didnt care to see the rest so idk what all happened after that, so spare me guyss...
9. honestly,, jimmy coming back made me happy as a mf. Holdon let me show yall
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10. Do i gaf thats not they names.. nooo not rlly lol haha anwyays
11. am i happy that my baby daddy roman won? Hell ya!
12. am i even happier that he came back for cody? HELLLLL YEEEEAHHHHHHH
13. am i confused at the rock comin back and not saying shit? ..yes
14. but anyways thats js my take on the situation. Maybe it's tew much yapping and not alot of sense behind these words, maybe it's just me seeing the drew vs punk first and expecting SO much more. I was expecting like rhea 2 go dummy crazy on Liv likkke. I wanted to see Rhea 'the bloody eradicator' ripley beatin ho's ass! But anyways i guess not 😭😭
15. i guess this isnt the end of the feud? Idk.. adding raquel into beef that should of just been rhea vs liv was a dumb ass move idc !
16. bye yall 😛
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the-sun-princess · 4 months ago
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Emi Plays Revue Starlight: El Dorado Part 2
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well it wouldnt be a seisho 99th class production if they didn't gay the script up a little
masai and amemiya went to the beach for inspo for this scene….if nothing else is said i Am going to imagine they exchanged rings themselves there. amemiya DID mention something about real life experiences, after all
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JUNNA HOW DID U GROW UP BY THE OCEAN AND NOT KNOW HOW TO SWIM-
karen gets seasick. junna doesn't
i am realizing i dont actually know Shit about El Dorado besides 'city of gold' and the animated movie which has Nothing to do with this besides one character being named miguel
aww karen's the first person junna's told she's gon go overseas after graduation. hasn't even told nana lmao. promised her to become a brilliant lead actress. and agrees with karen's sentiment that as long as they keep acting, they'll meet again on stage one day
everyone's sayin how perfectly junna is suited to be salvatore and i'm just sitting here grumpily going WHY DIDNT U LET ME PICK MAHIRUUUU havin to play thru at least this route i assume before i can ;; and at worst, having to play thru ALL of them
lmao judy comin in all threatening. mahiru and nana Might? recognize her? Claudine and maya Def do. futaba and kaoruko have 0 idea
lol judy swiped junna n karens cloaks while they off guard tsk tsk.
aw fun kaoruko hoppin in with the english. judy can speak p good japanese (i mean, her va is japanese. but as a character it is a lil surprising. i wonder if hikari taught her)
mahiru n nana checkin on their gfs after the startle
aha hikari told judy about the seisho girls thats fun
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this nana expression keeps killin me she looks so disgruntled
kaoruko who Doesnt tick you off from other schools. lalafin?
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since when did u start channeling ran bandori masai
guys please you can't go 'oh well she's doing all our hard work with ease' like have u not learned from claudine and maya that the hard work of others is just not easy for u to see
also junna- karen- i thought the beach was a hot minute away from tokyo and ur out here on a whim AGAIN kjsdhf
lol honestly junna stop bein whiny about not bein adequate yell at her karen. and aw. karen feels the same loneliness of junna going off n leaving as she did when hikari did
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emotional dipping time
and now physical dipping out time off to a 2 person training camp in the middle of the exchange program kajhdf
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snort
also man is it weird to have karen call junna. junna. and not junjun
MASAI WHAT DO U MEAN UR GON RESTART THE ENTIRE PRODUCTION FROM THE GROUND UP AJKHSKJHF I GET THATS WHAT JUNNA N KAREN ARE DOING BUT-
jkdhf wants revenge on karen too for showing up class B on coming up with the new starlight ending
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so much for their 'april fools' memoirs in starira
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yeaaa lets GO b-gumi
this is fun lol i've always liked what we've seen of b-gumi
still not enough mahiru tho
oh they stuck at school bc dorm curfew is past lmao
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masai pls its just junna. and karen
guess they're back i was expecting to see them training lol. and it past dorm curfew so. stuck in the school building i guess ksjdhfdjhfkj
OOOOOOOO
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love that these two are stickin together all the way hehe.....also yes they absolutely exchanged rings themselves at the beach and no one will tell me differently
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oh they also goin hang with mahiru, maya, n futaba even MORE reason for a mahiru route grumble bumble she's the only one of those three in the mainest main role
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gay
lol they all settled in for the night in class b sleepin bags n junna n karen were gon tell masai and amemiya what happened during their lil training camp
and karen immediately fell asleep
which sounds like a good place to stop for the night aha i'll find out why maya n junna are going 'ow' later
<<part 1 part 3>>
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kiwibirdlafayette · 2 years ago
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Its Gays on A Boat! (working title)
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There's a multiversal threat, and theres only one group of idiots that can stop it! Its taking out the S1 Mianite world and its comin for the rest of the universes in the vast SMP Multiverse o nooo
Mianite spin off pitch; Post DSMP; canon divergent. uhh fills in what Sonja was up to during Isles and after the fact. mostly just random ideas i had i cant write prose for shit
A few years after S2 Sonja and Wag get kinda left behind. Tom returns to Astrakheins with Alice to find himself, Jordan depressedly goes off to become a pirate, Tucker leaves the universe to pursue other things
The two of them end up gettin into more powerful magics outta boredom (which Martha doesnt really like all that much) and in her explorations, Sonja stumbles upon the idea of necromancy. i dont have it fleshed out but. she talks to Philza (whos in the S1 world with Techno, pre-SMP Earth) who introduces her to Kristen. exploration of Capsizes limbo and basically she brings back Capsize
Canonically SMPEarth takes place right before Isles. and uhh While Jordan and Tom have reunited when Martha and Alice send the two back in time to investigate x thing idk i didnt finish the series yet (Mianitian Isles) Sonja is kinda just tryna help Capsize find herself again bc she didnt come back right (big ol memory issues). Post Isles Tom ends up on their boat with no idea where Jordan went (spoiler: bro ended up in the End of the DSMP, pulled there by XD) Jordan gets involved with the DSMP Syndicate bc of Phil and Techno
((theres a gap in story here but tldr; before the nuclear bomb that resets the server goes off, the trio find Jordan and take him and Tubbo- maybe also Ranboo and Michael- onto the boat and they fuck off to.... somewhere. Phil and Techno have their own way out i personally like the Syndicate ending Phil wrote i dont wanna mess with it))
A lot of it kinda focuses on the four reconnecting and repairing their faults of the past and a continuation of this multiversal threat that Jordan was investigating on the DSMP which i cant really explain yet. basically think world historian but a lot worse with quintessence stuff
like Jordan trying to make it up to a Capsize for how he treated her, but who doesn't remember him that well, Jordan reconnecting with his son that he basically had to abandon when the Realm of Mianite was falling apart, the tension between Sonja and Tom, where Sonja has kinda been Capsize's friend all this time while he was gone and regretting not being around, Tom helping Capsize through this revival state relating his own experience where he cant remember the ghosts of his past life all that well- and more!
also shenanigans. tons of mianite-style silly shenanigans cause we love some absolute 180 contrast in these damn things
other maybe plot points
Furia. yea theyre back
redbeard coping with the fact his sister is back. havent decided how much she remembers of him for angst reasons >:]
if i stick to ranboos canon ending for their character, them finding ranboo in the nether at some point
tom really leaning into the godhood of bein mecha dianite
meeting their origins alts from starborne kingdom of dianite when the timelines start to get fucky and blended together
motanite returns, and most of the Ruxomar Alts (including Spark whos been in the vast expanse with S2Ianite and comes back to roast Jordan)
Waglington. just waglington.
ok thats it for now. ill take questions i guess i know its very disorganized bc im still writing OSMP stuff and im tryna to not do two at once
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bbina · 8 months ago
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ok so some more stuff ive noticed !!
1, i feel like yn doesnt really like sungchan in the way she thinks yknow? by the time wonbin & y/n were a few months into dating i feel like she gaslit herself honestly and still is bc she cant accept the fact that she likes anyone but sungchan also bc it‘d give her a sense of "victim"(?) or relief bc a shit person would lead someone on and a shit person would think of using someone to make someone else jelly yknow... maybe im overthinking it😶
2, yns dishonest is her downfall🤷🏽‍♀️ ik its obvi but im saying her dishonesty with herself. she obviously has a hard time with herself sense she doesnt even trust in herself which is jus harming others. she has no set boundaries with people like sungchan bc if i was in her situation i wouldve never agreed to hang out with sungchan or hugged him. her pushing away her feelings and problems is the reason she will end up alone and cold 😶
thank u for coming to my ted talk and so so so sorry for spamming ur inbox😭🫶🏼
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IM CRYEIEJFNGNN NOT U AIRING YN OUT 😭😭
1. what if yn got used to “dating” wonbin bc its been going on for a while and doesn’t know how to say stop bc shes so used to it (literally did not care when the petnames started rolling) and is using the excuse that she likes sungchan as a way to keep doing the act with wonbin ?
2. yn be communicative challenge: failed miserably. has she not learned her lesson with the whole fiasco with sungchan 😭 literally got SOMEONE ELSE to do her dirty laundry for her and now shes about to do the same ????? did eunseok not teach you what its like to have mental stability??? since shes moved on from the chains of her crush on sungchan suddenly shes fine w hanging out with him one on one 🤭 and now shes doing the same shit she did to sungchan prior but this time with wonbin when she had that stupid ass crush on sungchan………
KEEP THIS SHIT COMIN I WANT TO KNOW WHAT PPL THINK OF BTL 😍😍🤭🤭 and i dont mind u spamming my inbox!!!!! this is so fun!!!!
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pesterloglog · 11 months ago
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Jane Crocker, Roxy Lalonde
Act 6, page 5815-5819
GG: Is everything ok?
TG: yeah he just wanted to make sure i dont hate him like yall do which you dont even
GG: I... see.
TG: so im just talking to him a bit to help him not feel bad
TG: sorry
GG: That's ok.
GG: You were saying?
TG: i was gonna say why i finally quit drinkin
TG: i mean if you want to know
GG: Yes.
GG: Actually, once you did stop, it made me finally realize it was a problem for you for a long time.
GG: And I didn't say anything at the time, but it made me wonder if I wasn't doing the right thing before.
GG: By failing to point out you might have a problem? Or just going along with it and participating in lively banter any time you clearly had too much to drink?
GG: Was I just being a bad friend?
TG: nah it wasnt your responsibility to fix my shit
TG: and anyway i think i made it hard for anyone to come at me like it was a real problem
TG: i was always joking around so much and havin a good time like kind of overzealously so
TG: that i probably just made people feel like a shitty wet blanket for even mentioning it
GG: How long do you think it's been a problem?
TG: i dont know its hard to say exactly when i started getting real carried away
TG: just at some point i discovered a load of my moms centurys old booze in the house
TG: and i didnt have much to relate to her by except her books
TG: so i felt like drinking was a way to be more like her
TG: or be closer to her kinda
TG: and there was nobody around except the silly chess people
TG: who in a way just made me feel more alone
TG: cause they reminded me i was only one of two humans left and the other was an ocean away
TG: so little by little
TG: i got out of hand
TG: and one of the only things i had to look forward to was the idea that the game was supposed to be able to bring my mom back
TG: assuming i even decided to help the batterwitch out by playing at all
GG: But it turned out you couldn't bring her back. At least not the way you thought.
GG: So what was it that made you finally decide to give it up?
TG: well
TG: thats pretty much what it was
TG: when i first went to lopan i saw my sprite there
TG: so i got out my bottle of momslime and was all ready for the bestest most poignant reunion ever
TG: and thats when the juggalo struck
TG: and i just knew the witch had fucked me over AGAIN
TG: cause what other hag is insane enough to get juggalos to do her dirty biz nigh exclusively???
TG: NO HAGS BUT HER
TG: and i was so pissed and so distraught about that goddamn clown squandering my sprite
TG: so i got crazy drunk and felt the super sorriest for myself i ever did
TG: but little did i know there would be a lovely silver lining to the debacle
GG: Dear, sweet, precious Fefeta!
TG: :3
TG: she became a great friend
TG: and whats more was she told me not to worry
TG: that my mom would be comin anyway and all i had to do was wait a while
TG: and i believed her cause she knew stuff + was THA BEST
TG: so thats when i decided to clean up my act
TG: i didnt want her to meet a sloppy embarrassing mess of a daughter
TG: even if she did like to drink at some point it was kind of a childish idea that doing so myself would make me closer to her or help us bond or whatever
TG: anyway i think i might of overestimated her drinkin habits
TG: she sure didnt look like no drunk
TG: oh!
TG: jane did i mention
TG: i saw her in a dream today!
GG: No!
TG: shes real young tho
TG: like our age
TG: and she looks so pretty and happy
TG: not like a girl w booze challenges
TG: i think her fav color must be orange just like dirk
TG: she was wearin the same sunny orange nighty deal i caught a glimpse of her in v briefly another time
TG: and oh...
TG: she also called me mom?
GG: Huh?
TG: huh is right
TG: u know im really not sure if shes actually my mom
TG: but i do know were totes genetically related somehow
TG: i just think theres more to it than we know
GG: I guess we'll find out!
GG: Whoa...
GG: The whole place was shaking for a moment there.
TG: wut
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aothaer · 2 years ago
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4 and 9?
Thanks for asking these questions!! I love, love talking about my spiritual practice so you should totally please feel free to ask more! <3
4. How do you picture the universe? What is your idea of its cosmology?
At the exact moment the big bang happened, (which in my opinion wasn't caused by anything besides random chance and quantum tunneling) a massive, messy, cosmic consciousness was created at the exact same time that atoms, matter, and the physical properties of the universe were created. It's nearly, but not quite, synonymous with 'energy', in the scientific sense of the word. Two major things happened to this cosmic conciousness during the course of the universe- part of it, so energy itself, started to take form within living organisms. Eventually, we humans came along and we started to become hella good at being self-aware and concious. That Cosnic conciousness, energy itself, allowed us to do this because it's so concentrated within us.
We started to tell stories about spirits, Gods, what have you, and that shaped the cosmic conciousness that wasn't yet housed inside of a physichal body into the stories that we told, ie the gods, spirits, whag have you! :) it's a hella complicated belief so I definitely welcome more questions.
9. Do you have a patron/matron? How did you choose them?
I used to! Sort of! I was absolutely obsessed with choosing a matron/patron when I first started practicing at 14. So I looked for signs and researched like nobody's business. At 15, i saw a lot of signs from Odin specifically. Crows/ravens flocked to my car at school, and only my car, I'd hear his name mentioned in places where he didn't usually get mentioned an absolute shit load, and I had dreams about an old, one eyed wanderer before I had any idea that Odin was a wanderer archetype. So, after a solid 2 months of skepticism and investigation, I cracked and gave him his first offering- a bowl of cheesey potato soup, then I just started calling him my patron. But, ater a few freaky, freaky incidents when I was 17, I stopped working with him entirely. I'm okay with getting into why later if wants to know <3 however, recently, I've been pulled to pick up my relationship with him again, so I'm going to, and I'm hella excited!
Thank you so much for the questions! Feel free to keep the comin', i dont get enkigh chances to talk about my oractice and i love talking about it!
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indig0g0 · 4 years ago
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mmmm
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alteabellerose · 5 years ago
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Its my birthday!!!! 😊
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littleduelist · 6 years ago
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Very heavily considered driving my car into a ditch
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Being Franks Daughter in Hawkins pt 10
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Gif Caption: Top Gif: Marc and Steven from Marvel's Moonknight, Bottom Gif: Billy Hargrove from Netflix's Stranger Things
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Reader: 17-18 | female
Characters Mentioned: Frank Castle (MCU), Matt Murdock (MCU), Marc Spector/Steven Grant/ Jake Lockey (MCU), Peter Parker (MCU), Curt Hoyle (MCU), Dinah Madani (MCU), Karen Page (MCU), Billy Hargrove (ST), Steve Harringotn (ST), Dr.Sam Owens (ST), Joyce Byers (ST), Will Byers(ST), Mike Wheeler (ST), Jim Hopper (ST) Nancy Wheeler (ST), Lucas Sinclair (ST), Dustin Hednerson (ST), Max Mayfeild (ST), Jonathan Byers (ST)
A/n: Here we go shits goin down just wait till i make billy and Y/n fight
Warnings: Guns, fighting with Billy, chaos is a comin around the corner.
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So you rushed to get the kids at school, driving quickly to the middle school.
Parking in the first spot you seen just in time as the bell rang.
You got out and quickly went to stand by the bike racks.
Mike was the first out, and certainly in a rush.
"Y/n-"
"We need to go." Y/n deamnded.
"No. I need to go to Will's house-"
"Exactly," y/n spoke picking his bike up with ease.
"Hey!" Mike argued, Y/n carrying it to the car and putting it in the back, "Thats my bike! Be careful!"
"Kid! I could give less than one fuck about a bike. Hell. I'll buy you a new one- I know about Will."
Mike looked up at her as she closed the trunk.
"You know about the Shadow Monster-"
"Yeah. Fucker had will draw me." Y/n informed, "Where are the rest of your friends."
"They dont know Will's been seeing it. Just. I do." Mike told, "Im just going, we lost Dart."
"Dustin's pet?" Y/n asked.
"I'll explain on the way."
The two got in but a hand slammed ontop the car on her side.
"You." Billy growled, "what The FUCK is happening. You were just arrested a few hours ago! What did you tell them?"
"I dont have time for this-"
"Oh no- You're gonna fucking answer me!" Billy argued, "Now Y/n!"
"Stay in the car." Y/n told Mike as she got out slamming the door closed.
"I suggest you back up Billy." Y/n threatened
Real names were being used, this was getting serious
He took a step forward they beyond invading personal space now, "Or what."
"Watch yourself." Y/n warned.
"What did you tell them?" Billy questioned once again.
"What? Bout you?" Y/n argued voice raising, "about what your dad does? Bout there Shit justice system. About how you Let it happen-"
"Shut up. Now." He demanded.
"Why? Because you cant swallow the fucking truth?-"
He grabbed her forearm, face leaning in closer.
"And whats the truth."
"You already know the truth: You came to me I helped but you asked me to stop- to not cross that line, yet you know in a god damn heart beat I'd cross that line for you. Its at the back of your throat but you wont swallow it." Y/n argued, "Now let the fuck go of me Billy. Before I break your arm."
He threw her arm to the side, both still in each other's face: "I fucking hate you," he deemed.
"I'll go cry about it then." Y/n shot back turning around to get back in the car and starting to drive off.
"You're dead to me Castiglione! DEAD!" he shouted as she drove off.
You drove off in heavy silence, Mike afraid to even talk
But you obviously distressed.
"You...okay?" He asked.
"Yeah...Yeah nothing I can handle..." Y/n lied with a smile, "Remember. Secret Supehero."
He looked over at her, "Why do older people lie to everyone?"
Y/n sighed: "I don't know."
It was silent the rest of the trip.
You had said you'd cry about it to Billy in sarcasm, but soon as you let Mike out the car to go to Joyce you sat on the porch trying not to cry
Hopper was leaving, shove over his shoulder when he spotted you
Dad mode?
Yes
He took a seat next to you, handing out a pack of cigrattes out to you
"Should a cop be giving a teen a cigratte?"
"Yeah well. We do stupid shit when we're upset." He explained as she took the carton, "plus I was a teenager once."
"Thanks."
She pulled out one and lit it with ease handing it back to him.
"Don't make it a habit."
"I wont." Y/n told rubbing her face, "You know. I moved from New York to Hawkins for some peace."
"Seems like the chaos followed you." Hopper told as he lit his own cigratte.
Y/n chuckled under her breathe, "Chaos follows me everywhere."
"Me and you both kid." Hopper spoke, taking a long inhale of his cigratte before blowing the smoke out his nose.
"Come on." He spoke.
"What?" Y/n asked.
"Come on. Lets go diggin."
Odd but. You follow him anyways
This time he didn't put you in hand cuffs.
And he took you to the farms.
You both got out and he told you to start digging
"For what? Roots?"
"No. Just dig until you hit something." He explained pulling out a pistol, "You know how to use that?"
"Revolver, Sam & Wesson. Model...67?" Y/n spoke looking over the revolver, "Sorry. 66."
He looked at her surpises as she tucked it in the back of her jeans and grabbed her shovel starting to dig.
"Well? Are we diggin? Or are you standing there?" Y/n asked.
He'd proceed to dig with you, making small talk along the way
He actually laughed when you told him you had done what you had to Neil Hargrove
Hopper explained he never liked Neil and that you beating Neil up kinda had made his week.
Apparently from what you could piece together: Neil had said he touched you: got into an arguement over something and it escolated.
He said it was good that you knew how to defend yourself
"My dad taught me." Y/n explained, they both take a small break sitting in the hole "but I have a feeling you don't like him."
"Barely know the guy." Hopper told her.
"I think it's about Joyce." Y/n spoke, "Ya know. Pretty ol Joyce Byers."
He rolled his eyes, smoking his break time cigratte.
"Hard to let someone go you love kid."
"I know..."
"thats what she wants and shes happy. Thats the only bad part. You think you can make her even happier but it doesn't get better than that kid." Hopper lectured with a stretch, "Don't think I've seen Joyce so happy before."
Y/n nodded standing up grabbing the shovel again, they both getting back to it.
"It plays out how it should in the end." Y/n spoke up, "Right?"
Hopper nodded, "Right."
The two contuined digging themselves what could of been there own graves
Tossing dirt over there shoulders and up top till Y/n hit something
"Here."
They both quickly dug and pulled at the black vine like goo
Creating an opening.
"What in the name of America's ass..." Y/n spoke dipping her head downward into the what she assumed was tunnels.
"Fuck- what are you doing-"
Y/n dropped in, with ease. If she was going to be involved might as well as be invested.
She landed on her feet looking both ways Hopper dropping in behind her.
"Well I'll be damned..." Hopper aspirated they both shocked at what was surronding them.
You only pushed forward Revolver in hand
Hopper stopped her, he cutting off his sleeves
"Airs toxic." He explained as she took it from him tying it around her head to make a makeshift mask.
"Just like my realtionship with Stark." Y/n sighed pulling a small flashlight from her boot.
The thing about being in front is your use to Frank keeping up, or you keeping up with Frank
You're use to fast pace, you can sight see later
So when you push on and loose Hopper you're kinda fumbernucked
"Chief!?" Y/n shouted looking around, "Cheif!"
"Oh fuck...I should of listened to Marc..." Y/n sighed contuining on, "what are the odds he's down here with his bird mother fucker..."
She looked around, but the shouting from Hopper caught her attention, she quickly rushing after him.
"Cheif! Cheif!" Y/n shouted looking around "Cheif!!"
Y/n looked down feeling something wrapping around her ankles, "Fu-"
She was pulled by the ankles and too the ground, being dragged down a tunnel.
"Fuck! I just wanted a Normal fucking school year!" Y/n protested in anger as she tried to grab onto something. Her shouting only echoning in the distance.
Meanwhile Dustin was trying to find SOMEONE ANYONE to help him
He was knocking on the Wheeler's door. Just to get an uncaring answer from Mr.Wheeler
"Son of a bitch, you no help at all." Dustin complained walking away.
"Lanuage!" Mr.Wheeler complained shutting the door as Steve had pulled up flowers in his hand he muttering to himself.
"Yeah. I made a mistake. Okay. These are an apology gift for Y/n but I dont know what Im apologizing for even though I do but nothing happened at the halloween party just. I dont know how to tell her what did happen." Steve muttered to himself, he going to ask Nancy for help, and for an apology to Y/n herself, Steve felt like Nancy could atleast do that, "yeah makes sense...:
"Are those for Mrs. Wheeler?" Dustin spoke up.
Steve looked up, "what no-"
Dustin grabbed them, "hey! Man-"
"Do you still have that bat?"
"What?"
"The one with the nails?"
"Yeah. Why?" Steve asked.
"I'll explain on the way lover boy. I need to go to Y/n's house."
So Dustin explained it to him, how he kept a baby demogorgin, and how he named it Dart
And how it REALLY didnt like you
Like. Despited you
"So?" Steve spoke, "You're freaky little pet didnt like Y/n-"
"Im assuming it'll go after her, and she doesnt know anything about the-"
Steve immediately floored it, driving faster to her house.
"Dude! Calm down!"
"If that thing Kills her Henderson, I'll make sure she drags you down to the grave with her!"
"Okay! Okay!"
They make it to your house and Steve bangs on the door.
Frank answers it, cup of coffee in his hand, must've just gotten home from work.
"You better have a good reason for-"
"Is Y/n home?" Steve asked frantically.
"No." Frank spoke, "She went with you last night-"
Matt joined Frank at the door.
"Is something wrong?" Matt questioned, "Y/n's not with you?"
"She's most likely with Billy-" Steve brushed off, "Yeah. There..."
"Probally out at a party." Dustin finsihed.
"Y/n hates parties." Frank argued.
"Yeah! But you know Y/n always the...life of stuff! We're gonna go." Dustin contuined as they both quickly walked away to Steve's car and quickly drove off.
"I'll get my suit." Matt spoke walking off.
Meanwhile your still stuck in the Upside down, hanging upside down, blood rushing to your head as more vines hold your arms straight down.
"What a bunch of a holes leaving me upside down...like atleast sacerfice me in a cool way."
"Hopper!? Hopper!?" A female called from the distance, it was Joyce.
"Oh thank god!" She cried out, she must've gotten Hopper out from wherever he was trapped.
"Kid! Kid!"
"Im here!" Y/n called, "Over here!"
The small group walked towards her, "Who's that?" Y/n asked.
"Im Bob. Im a friend of Joyce."
"Hi Bob Im Y/n. Joyce is dating my dad."
"What are you doing?" Hopper asked.
"Oh Just ya know. Hanging around with Mephisto's sperm." Y/n stated in a matter of fact tone, and glared at him, "What the fuck do you think Im doing!?"
So they helped you down and all of you luckily got out of there of course after being fuckin jumpscared by some guy in a hazmat suit
Your so done with different relams
Cant you just call Dr.Strange for this to be done?
God you wish
When you get out you're panicking seeing what's clearly a goverment operation
But then Will goes into what you can only describe as a severe seizure
Fuck the goverment now.
Wills in obvious pain and your main focus is to get him up and okay
But as quick as you go to help him your shoved away.
Unlike the others you actually detained, despite everyone's shouting for your release.
You fighting them to the best of your ability without severely injuring anyone
But they detain you anyways
And wow. Hawkins Lab who could of guess
There violent with you, or alteast of the verge of violent
They scrub you down with a damn hose while your in cuffs, they've cuffed your ankles.
This is beyond you just knowing now. They have to know something else.
And your chained to your chair, you had bit someone so they muzzled you
A doctor walked in, older man.
"Hello Ms.Castiglione." he spoke tossing a thick file on the table, "what do you prefer?"
Y/n glared at him, "Ms.Castiglione? Or Ms.Castle?"
She didnt answer as he sighed, "Perhaps Ms.Russo?"
"Fuck. You." Y/n spoke, venom dripping from her lips, "My name. Is Y/n Castiglione my father is Franklin Castiglione. I don't know a Russo. "
He nodded, "Alright. Lucky for you it was just a side research on my part. No one else knows."
Y/n was quiet as he opened up the file, "Multiple Premeditated and Conducted Murders. You're quiet Bust Ms.Y/n. I do thank you for taking down that molester slash serial killer, just before you moved to Hawkins. Horrible person he is."
"What do you want? Me to be quiet?"
"Infact. Yes. But I don't think that'd be a problem. With all your...past lets call it?" He explained, "Now I could care less about your track record. Wipe it clean for you if you do me just one small favor. Both you and your dad's track record."
"What."
"Why does this...entity. lets call it. You know. Where you were trapped?"
"The upside down." Y/n filled in.
"Sure. Yes." He went along with, "The upside down. What connection do you have with it?"
"It tried to kill me." Y/n told, "thats the only connection I have to it. Not a good one if you ask me."
"Why is it scared of you?"
"Shit." Y/n spoke leaning back in her chair, " why arent you asking yourself that? Aren't you afraid of me? You're the one threating my track record."
He shifted in his seat: he's uncomfortable.
"Now." Y/n spoke standing up, chains falling off her body, she pulled the muzzle from her face, red lines showed where it once pushed deep into her skin, "Shall we? Doctor-?"
Y/n looked at him as he sat in shock, she leaning in closer.
"Owens." She spoke, "Doctor Owens. Can We go? If its afraid of me. Dont you want me out there?"
He took you around the Lab, you thought you were going to see Will but ended up with Hopper
Both given hazmat suits which you decided against and just took a respirator.
Thats when you seen it for the first time.
The gate.
Unlike Hopper or the others you did hesitate to go and walk up to it.
It was like an infection, that spread throughout a body and that body was loosing
You reached your hand out but it retracted immediately and spread else where.
"What the fuck..." y/n laughed looking back at Hopper who had been yelling at her the whole time to get back.
But did you?
No
You walked through the gate, becausw fuck it at this point
You still dont understand how this place, or thing, or whatever is afraid of you
Can a place be afraid of you? That just doesnt sit right
Unless this Shadow Monster affecting Will is controlling this place
That would make more sense, but why?
Hopper was yelling at you to be careful when you realized it and rushed back through the portal
It knows who you are and if it knows who you are, it knows who your dad is what you both are.
You demanded to know where Will was, and Dr.Owens wouldnt tell you, so you pulled a gun from a gaurd on him.
Eventually you got it out of him and rushed to see him, Dr.Ownes behind you
Will was surpised to see you, and so was Joyce who quickly stood infront of Will's bed.
"Leave now." Joyce demanded.
She knows, "Joyce. Mrs.Byers. please. Let me explain-"
"Explain what?" She questioned, "That you killed people. Both you and you're dad!? The Punisher!? Really!?"
"Mrs.Byers those people had the right to die!" Y/n argued, "you don't understand-"
"No. I don't!-"
"Mrs.Byers. Please. Those people killed children." Y/n explained to her, her expression seemed to let up just the slightest, "Its how I ended up with Frank to begin with. He has my back, and I have his. I may have killed people but I wouldn't lie to no one. Especially not you."
"Why wouldn't you- Frank. Tell me." She asked, genuinely heartbroken.
"I. Its not something you can go flashing around." Y/n explained, "Look. You know me. You know my dad. Frank. My dad loves you and you know he'd do anything for you and your family."
Joyce slowly dropped her shoulders, "i get it. I do. Its scary." Y/n explained.
"But I know. For a fact. That If I can help save any of you. I would." Y/n contuined taking a few steps closer, "and that thing, knows I can do some serious damage. Let me help you."
She sighed, and nodded, Y/n sighing in relief, but wasnt expecting the hug that came next.
Joyce Byers was hugging you, after your whole identity was releved to her.
You don't think you've had anyone hug you after someone knew of well. You killing people.
So Joyce allows you to contuine to help
You sit besides Will.
"Hey bud...do I...scare you?" Y/n asked.
He shook his head no, "No...you're a good person."
Y/n smiled holding his hand,
"Are you kidding?" Mike added, "Your a totally bad ass! Taking down Badguys! I knew you were a superhero!"
Y/n laughed, "thank you Mike...But Will,I scare that thing?"
He nodded.
"Why? Do you know?"
Will shook his head no, "It doesnt like your friends either."
"My friends?" Y/n questioned.
"You're new york friends" He explained, "it doesnt like your dad either."
Y/n was silent for a moment, "fuck-"
Y/n got up quickly, "Where are you going?" Joyce asked.
"Its after my family!" Y/n argued, Dr.Owns throwing her keys.
"Take mine." He spoke, "go!"
You've never rushed off so quick before.
But he never told you what car he drives, and you got fucking annoyed and just broke into one and hot wired it and was off at the speed of light
Plus it was dark outside making it worse.
"Fuck. Marc I could really use you now!" Y/n argued, "Should Of just fucking listened! But No! You wanted a boyfriend! A normal life! Fuck a normal life!"
Y/n made it to her house, jumping out the car and rushing inside the house, no one home.
"Dad! Matt! Matthew!" Y/n shouted, curising as she looked around, "Karen! Peter!"
She walked into his room, "Curt!? Madani!"
No one. She went into her room, pushing over her bed, with ease and going to the loose floorboard.
"Fuck... Y/n cursed, but paused, looking at the vest, she could take it, put it back on.
Instead she grabbed the hatchets besides holstered on a belt.
"I can do this without you." She spoke, covering the floorboard and grabbing knifes from her wall.
"Thank god for Loki." Y/n spoke kissing one of the blades before holstering them on her belt.
Y/n covered the hole again and left to find her family.
You walked out the house, looking up at the full moon and screamed at the top of your lungs for Moonknight.
You were glad when part of the moon became blocked out, it Marc in the ceremonial armour landing at your feet.
"Now you need me?" Marc asked the coustume breaking away.
"Get in the damn car." Y/n ordered getting in the driver seat, "I need Steven."
"Well of course you do." Steven spoke getting into the passanger seat, "What is it today love? Midnight sons? Ancient Egyptian battle-"
Y/n speed off quickly, "Well slow down!" Steven complained.
"Theres a gateway here in Hawkins. To what they call the Upside down- It knows about me and Frank. I dont know where he is! And You need to help me!"
"Where the bloody hell would he be?" Steven asked
"I don't know!-"
Y/n floored on the breaks, rocking them both forward, "The Byers house."
"What?"
"The Byers house! If Frank's going to look for anyone it'd be at the Byers house! Fuck he knows me too well!" Y/n argued making a fast U turn, going back to Joyce's house.
"Who's the Byers!" Steven asked
"The moms Franks Girlfriend!"
"Frank has a girlfriend!?" Marc aspirated.
So you quickly drove to Joyce's house, well you where-
Until you stopped, smelling blood as you floored on the breaks.
"Marc I need you to contuine to look for my dad." Y/n explained getting out the driver seat.
"Excuse me!?"
"Look! Go look for my dad!" Y/n ordered, "Please."
He sighed, "You're lucky I like you."
He shifted over and took her seat, "becareful. I know you sense ya know....werid shit."
Y/n nodded.
You watched Marc drive off as you walked into the forest
You smelled Blood and Unlike Matt you couldnt identify who's blood
But with everything going on.. it was best to check
You found yourself farther than you thought as you made it to what seemed to be an old dumping grounds, an old bus, some old cars along with rubble here and there.
"Hello!" Y/n called.
She stopped when something squished below her.
"Aw...shit...always my fuckin feet..." y/n complained raising her foot.
Y/n kneeled down, taking a knife from her belt. Sticking it in the substance and bringing it closer. It was meat. Most likely beef from the color, or perhaps pork-
"Y/n!" Someone whispered in a rush. She looked up.
"Get over here!"
She looked up, and squinted, "Max?"
There was a low growl, Y/n pausing in her spot.
The bus door opened slowly, barely making a squeak Steve slowly walking out, hand loose in one hand and the other one out in sign for her to not make a move. Then brought a finger to his lips to tell her to keep quiet.
Another low growl as Y/n turned her head.
Just a rabid dog at first glance. Until it got closer. It's head made of what could be a flower bulb as it stalked closer.
Y/n slowly pulled one of her hatches from her side.
"Steve." Y/n started, "get in the bus."
"What-"
"Get in the fuckin' bus." Y/n ordered.
"No."
"I'm not-"
The growl came closer as it slowly closed in.
"Fuckin' stay close then..." Y/n whispered to him facing the dog.
It came running at the two, jumping for it's killing just for Y/n to slash it off to the side.
"Let me guess. Gift from a god." Steve spoke another growl being heard from behind, Steve's shoulder blades met hers quickly, they back to back.
"No." Y/n responded, "sharpened from the thrift store. Camping department."
"Keep on the toes in a circle," Y/n told taking the second hatchet out a second dog coming at them, Steve takinga swing at it, knocking it off and back into the on rolling fog.
"Gotta admit." Steve spoke up, twilring the bat in his hand, "Kinda hot seeing you kick ass Killer."
"Not the time to flirt hot shot." Y/n laughed.
"Steve! Y/n!" Dustin shouted.
"Busy!" Y/n complained.
"There's More!" Lucas shouted, "A shit load more!"
Y/n and Steve looked around them, they completely surronded by more of these flower head dogs.
"Oh..." y/n started.
"Fuck..." Steve finished.
"Abort! Abort!" Dustin shouted.
"Go! Go!" Y/n shouted.
The two took back back towards the bus, Steve rushing in with Y/n behind him, yet one clamped down on her hand.
"AH!" Y/n screamed.
"Y/n!" Steve shouted regripping his bat.
But Y/n dragged the monster in and Dustin shut the foor.
"Im keeping my fucking hand!" Y/n shouted at it, grabbing the lip of the monster and forcing it's mouth open.
"Holy Shit!" Max screamed Y/n getting her hand out and holding onto one of its petal like lips.
"Fuck. You!"
She pulled at it's mouth forcing it more open than it should be naturally, it screeching in pain as Y/n raised her foot up.
"Die! You!" Y/n shouted kicking it down, "peice!"
With more force and the help of her weight the thing was split, "Of shit!" She shouted for a final time, it dieing as Y/n threw it off to the side.
She falling onto the floor with heavy breathe, leaning against one of the broken seats "fuck..."
They looked at her in Horror, she covered in blood and guts, then the kids lauged.
"YOU'RE A TOTAL BAD ASS!" They cheered.
Yet it didnt last long as the dogs charged at the door, trying to get in, resulting in the fear setting back in.
"FUCKING HELL! IM DONE WITH FUCKING FLOWER FUCKIN FACES!" Y/n shouted grabbing the bat from Steve.
"Y/n! Y/N!"
You had already gone to the door where Dustin had tried to block it in and with the reching in demodog you beat it half to death.
Yet it didnt stop there, a scream from Max ripping you attention away, one of these dogs, screeching down at her from the open bus emergency exit.
But before anyone could make a move, it stopped and looking off to the side it chirping, growling then roaring before it left in a hurry.
You guys were quiet no one making a move for a good five mintues.
Steve was out the door first, back with his signature bat in hand as he checked
But the creatures had just vanished
And now that you all have a mintue to breathe in the outside air the adrenaline is starting to wear off.
"Dustin." Y/n called, "you got duck tape in that backpack of yours?"
He went through his bag, "Yeah. Here."
Y/n thanked him wrapping her bleeding hand and past her wrist in duck tape, "here."
He was in compelte shock as you just contuined on without a care, putting your hatchets away at your sides.
You all walked off, hoping to find where they went, Lucas found from using his binoculars that they went "home" Hawkins Lab
You told them last time you checked, Will was there
Dustin and Lucas started to try and fill you in
But you said you already knew, and not to worry you could handle it.
You stayed in the back of the group, Max walking besides you.
"Are...you okay?" She asked.
Y/n nodded, "yeah... this? Its nothing."
It was silent, "I know...you and Billy."
"I don't wanna talk about it..." Y/n responsed.
"But I just-"
"Look! Max! I don't care what you think!" Y/n argued, in a whispered shout, "my dad's god knows where, Im dead to Billy! I-"
She stopped rubbing over her face taking a deep breathe in, "Im...look Im sorry...I just...want everyone safe."
"Is that a superhero thing?" Max asked, "taking everything on yourself?"
"It just may be...Im not much of a hero..."
"Just a badass?" Max asked
Y/n chuckled, "Just a badass."
"Well..." she spoke, "if the badass doesn't mind. I don't mind helping with anything."
Y/n smiled patting Max on the head, "I'll remember that. Your first lesson when shits not grinding in the fan. Hot wiring."
"Really!?"
"No."
You all contuined forward, and you had to break up some stupid fight between Lucas and Dustin
Even tho they both yellled at you to stay out of it.
"Look! Both of you!" Y/n shouted, "You fucked up Dustin! You fucked up Lucas! You both get that!?"
"But-" Lucas tried to interveine.
"I said You fucked up Dustin! You fucked up Lucas! Do you both get that!? Or will I have to have The winter soilder come and stab both of you in the eye!" Y/n argued.
"You know The Winter Soilder?!" The two asked.
"Not the point!" Y/n argued, "so lets just. Go. Alright?"
The two nodded and contuined down the railroad path.
You all coming up on the lab.
Hearing hellos coming from the distance you all started towards the sound. Just for it to be Jonathan.
And Nancy...
Great she first tries to steal your boyfriend, talks to you like nothing happened, and then she was with your brother-Jonathan, she was with Jonathan.
"What are you doing here?!"
"Us!?" Nancy asked, "We're looking for Mike and Will."
"Shit what happen to your hand?" Jonathan asked Y/n grabbing the ducktaped hand.
"Nothing big-"
"Wait what are you doing here?" Nancy asked her.
"Right now? Getting Mike and Will out of there." Y/n argued pointing towards the lab.
"Gate has no power." Jonathan told her.
"Fuck..." Y/n spoke pulling away from him, looking up at the gate, "I can jump it-"
"Are you insane?!" Nancy asked, "That's barbed wire-"
"And?" Y/n asked walking towards the Fence serveying the area,"not as bad as you think."
She started to climb the fence.
"Y/n! Woah woah!" Steve stopped her, "You're injured-"
"Will and Mike are in there!" Y/n defended and started to climb again, but Nancy pulled her down.
"Are you trying to die?" Nancy argued.
Y/n turned to her getting dangerously close, "no but your going to if you touch me again."
Nancy looked offended, "What the hell-"
"Blow it out your ass Nancy." Y/n argued, "You're just Bullshit. You're pure bullshit!"
"Y/n-"
"Be quiet." Y/n ordered, "You stop me again, I will hurt you."
Y/n climbed over the fence, just barely able to throw herself over the barbed wire.
"Y/n!" Steve shouted, "Y/n!"
You ignored him and managed to hurry to the building, yet the door wouldnt open and if the power is off...
You managed with one of your longer pins to slide it between the door and the door frame wiggling around till you heard a click and the door opened letting you in
It's time to go safe the homies now
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