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Trying to break out of art block while cramming school work (that isn't even for my major) means rough self indulgent sketching of middle aged gladnis and messing around with fashion + royalty free stock images.
Gay people dancing and being in love btw. If you even care.
#Gladnis#gladio x ignis#gladiolus amicitia#ignis scientia#ffxv#final fantasy#final fantasy xv#carma art#boy i die.
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i think the recurring theme of dostoevsky's that will always destroy me the most is when despite how much a character wishes and yearns for it, they continuously refuse pure and unconditional love when it's offered because they don't think they're worthy of it (and then hate themselves even more for turning it down). it will ruin me EVERY TIME
#and yes ofc theres a ton of theological implications there but i think its way more powerful as it stands between characters#its most obvious in raskolnikov denying the love of Literally Everyone In His Life and nastasya & prince myshkin#(<- im only like halfway thru the idiot still SORRY I HAVE NO TIME TO READDD)#you can also see it in lise smerdyakov and ivan to a certain extent#hell even ilyushas dad rejecting the money#like this recurring cycle of self loathing and self isolation that are ENTIRELY SELF IMPOSED DESPITE THEIR LONGING FOR IT. ohhhhhhhhh my god#it gets me SO BAD EVERY TIME#maybe its just the larger theme of self destruction in general bc that also always makes me lose my shit#throwing myself into the abyss head first and heels last and am even glad that ive fallen in such a degrading posture and consider it#flattering to myself etc etc#boy i die.#anontalks#the self hatred in ruslit goes fucking HARD!!!
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the way that john breaking up with oscar means we no longer have continuous opportunities to see oscar be fully honest about his motivations and desires because john was the only person he was honest with and had the opportunity to be truly private and safe with.
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#delusional til i die#x reader#star wars x reader#anakin skywalker x reader#anakin skywalker#tom riddle#slytherin boys x reader#formula 1#f1 x reader#leon kennedy x reader#the vampire diaries#the originals#max verstappen x reader#spencer reid x reader#spencer reid#klaus mikaelson x reader#genshin impact#genshin impact x reader#harry potter#harry potter x reader#fanfic#fan fiction#girlblogging#charles leclerc#lando norris#kpop#dean winchester x reader#sam winchester x reader#anime#naruto
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my grandma sent me a picture of my dog with his new xmas present and i need a fucking inhaler LOOK AT HIM
oh to feel a fraction of the unbridled joy he is experiencing
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Conjured this at 4am (it's 4am)
#art#fanart#dungeon meshi#delicious in dungeon#dunmeshi#kabru#kabru of utaya#laios touden#labru#why not#treasure insects#white boy loses good shading privileges#1k#5k#10k#15k#i fucking hate labru i hope you all die
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Crocodile finds a strange stray cat an 11-year old Nico Robin (AU where they met 13 years earlier. Robin's been on the run from the World Government for 3 years. Crocodile's 27 and has not set up base in Alabasta yet)
It seems like I have become possessed. By some sort of demon.
Bonus:
#My art#One Piece#Nico Robin#Sir Crocodile#Y'all the OP brainrot is BAD#According to an SBS Crocodile would absolutely spoil his child rotten if he had one. *We all know how Robin's childhood went*#Scary mofo who does not know how to parent a child but boy does he have the spirit + Child who has never had proper parent in her life#They'd make. An absolute disaster of a duo. This AU concept is so fucking funny to me okay#But also sad because I would fucking die for baby Robin she deserves the fucking world#This poor girl has never been spoiled in her entire life AND NOW PAPADILE IS HERE TO SPOIL HER#You know it's funny. I know 11 yo Robin should LOOK older than 8 year old Robin. But Crocodile is a fucking giant so she's still baby sized#Also I just had too much fun drawing Robin looking as pathetic as humanly possible lmao#She's a like a wet kitten in the rain 😭
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the inquisitor has far too much on his plate these days
#dragon age inquisition#dorian pavus#dai#dai fanart#pavellan#malloch lavellan#my art#i KNOW that dorian is carrying that boy to bed every other day#malloch does NOT leave his desk he has to be PERFECT or else people are going to DIE#and he neglects himself to a startling level#dorian my sweet king#you deal with so much
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death leech shadoo.....
design by @galaxylover06
#SPREADING THE DEATH LEECH SHADOW AGENDA 🙏🙏🙏#look at himm hes so#im not doing him any justice w these ugly ass doodles#im gonna paint him better another time i promiisseee#who am i kidding ofc im gonna do it ill draw him until i die#robby youre a genius i love ur boy#sth#sonic fanart#sonic#shadow the hedgehog#maria robotnik#gerald robotnik#FIRST GERALD DOODLE ON THIS BLOG LETS GOO#nov.aart#nov.oodles
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if i think about the hunger games in peeta's perspective i WILL start sobbing
#imagine you're a boy who's going to die. you're in love with the girl you've been watching from afar. you know your fate.#you just want to help her‚ but then there's the announcement and she's here in front of you‚ kissing you‚ risking her life for you and you#think‚ i could live and i could love. you think she loves you when she hands you the berries‚ when she puts them in her mouth.#then you both survive and you go back home and nothing is real anymore. you have nothing. no family. no friends. no love. just an empty#house. a drunk for a neighbor. the love of your life walking into somebody else's arms. you think‚ i survived the games. i could survive#this. and you also think‚ i should've bit down on those berries‚ should've felt the juice burst before i died.#and then the third quarter quell announcement rings in your ears and you think‚ she will live and i will die as i should have in the first#place. the girl you love kisses you on the beach and somewhere you heart stirs and your mind revolts and you savor every touch she has ever#given to you‚ in front of the cameras and off. because you are a tribute and you are always being watched and snow's presence looms and#you think‚ i know she cares. but you get taken. you get drugged. you get tortured‚ your mind altered. the girl is a mutt‚ a murderer. she's#everything you despise‚ your mind stirs. your heart revolts. you gain more awareness but cannot distinguish reality from fiction and you#have never known katniss' love. the war ends. you heal. you come home. you plant primrose for her. years down the line‚ you grow in love#more than you thought possible. but some days‚ you cannot tell fiction from reality so you ask the love of your life‚ you love me.#real or not real? and she says‚ real‚ and kisses you.#and you sigh and kiss her back and revel in this. a home. a life. a love.#lit#the hunger games#everlark#otp: real or not real?#katniss everdeen#peeta mellark#text#tais toi lys#thgpost
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Alexander Ludwig as Dorn Bad Boys: Ride or Die (2024) dir. Adil El Arbi & Bilall Fallah
#Alexander Ludwig#bad boys ride or die#usersam#holesrus#Mine#i downloaded this movie for one reason and one reason only#and it's him#look at him#they're so big and fuzzy
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some gentle dadstarions to make up for the atrocity
#bg3#baldur's gate 3#astarion#tav#tavstarion#dadstarion#i will die on this hill: i think he would be a bad dad in the way that your small child shouldn't have a knife#but that kid would be ADORED#that's his boy
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It’s interesting finally starting a show that’s been cancelled because I often gauge how much I liked it by how pissed off I am that’s it’s been cancelled
In this case it’s dead boy detectives and oh. I am so mad. This show is literally built for longevity. You would never run out of cases for the boys to solve. There is so much lore to pull big bads from. And the characters are so good and they carry the show so well. You had literal gold served to you on a platter and you cancel it???
Anyway. I loved the show very much and I am incredibly bitter. Netflix it is on site
#also Edwin is everything to me and I would die for him#and that cliffhanger with Niko was rude#thank you and goodbye#dead boy detectives
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Daemon walking around Harrenhal like
#hotd#house of the dragon#hotd season two#daemon targaryen#my boy that place needs an exorcism#in the next ep he will go around with holy water#compelling ghosts with the power of christ#i have no proof#but no doubts at all#btw what was pookie thinking when suddenly the cryptid woman who said he was gonna die there gave him something to drink#and he DRANK IT??????#like babygirl NO#1k#2k
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AND IN A BLINK GONE
#WHERE IS YOUR GUN HYUNA#alien stage#alnst hyuna#alnst luka#alnst round 7#spoilers#round 7 spoilers#i want this baby boy obliterated#IVAN DIDN'T DIE FOR THIS SHIT
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