#borderline musings

[borderline-musings]

I…why is one small thing always capable of ruining my entire mood, my day, my week, my year. All I want to do is die or scream or burn something or disappear. Just. Why

I was thriving a minute ago. Now everything is just…pain.

[starvoidwolf]

I wonder how I managed to end up in this place

Where I couldn't get away

We're on the borderline

Caught between the tides of pain and rapture

[apollos-boyfriend]

If you unneuter him you can neuter him a second time.

Or leave it as a threat

[prispls]

is it all grey where you are too?

do you dream of us colliding once more, making the room glisten with violet hues and lovers' dew?

and do you long to touch me once more with your soothing blues and paint me blushing red like you always do?

cause i always do.

[sashaxoxo02]

[oscquinn]

preview; borderline c4, rated pg13. playlist attached.

NEW YEAR, SAME OLD MISTAKES (lip gallagher x bsf!reader)

hi lovelies!! here is a little preview of what's to come in borderline, along with my playlist for the chapter. hope u enjoy! <33

It’s nearly three in the morning now. After getting Lip to bed and helping Adri clean up from the party, you’ve been relegated to the fire pit in her backyard while you smoke down a prerolled joint from your bag. “Do I really have to?” you ask, only teasing her. “It’s freezing out here.”

“You know how my parents are about that,” she responds, standing a good five feet away as she pulls one of the chairs back. “Don’t care if it’s legal, they’d be pissed if they smelled it.”

You smile in return, taking a deep hit before blowing it out. The warm smoke soothes you, melting away the anxieties you’ve been losing yourself in all day. “They don’t really care if you smoke though? And they’re not even here…”

Adri shrugs. The way you’re avoiding mention of what you’re really out here to talk about doesn’t go unnoticed, but she knows not to push it. She’ll let you come around in your own time, or you’ll share the joint with her and she’ll bug you until you open up. 

Either way, Adri will get to play therapist. She’s looking at you from across the fire pit, the flames keeping the winter chill at bay. You decide to get it out of the way. 

“He kissed me,” you tell her. You take another deep drag, watching her face contort in shock, confusion, and something akin to horror. For everything the night has brought, you can’t help the laugh that escapes you at her reaction. 

“Pass me the fucking blunt,” she grumbles, scooting a bit closer. You laugh again, tendrils of smoke spilling from the corners of your mouth. You toss the altoids tin in your lap to Adri, it holds another joint along with your mini lighter. She lights the thing and inhales, wrinkles her nose at the taste of the smoke, and coughs out a question for you. “So, how did that happen huh?”

THX 4 READING -> series masterlist. lmk what you think of the preview if u want 🫶🏻🫶🏻

[citizenerased77]

[aelirus]

^ peak

[princeofhags]

Yrliet's conversation early on where she complains of a crew member propositioning her got me thinking. The level of disgust she leveled at the idea of being intimate with a mon-keigh...Marazhai does not show that same reluctance.

Which is not at all due to him believing humans are equal to Aeldari in any way. Rather, I think it's more that the Drukhari revel in the profane and taboo. Several times he does things and then explicitly looks for a reaction, hoping to disgust or disturb. I put forth that (at least his initial) ease at the idea of sleeping with humans is because of how 'low' it is. 'Look, I'm fornicating with the mon-keigh. Isn't that gross? Are you going to cry and throw up about it? Please at least feel a modicum of disgust so I can feed off of it. Please.'

...does this make the Lord Captain his fetish? Asking for the class.

[borderline-musings]

Wow. Yet again. I’ve ruined everything. What a fucking surprise.

[theprophetsaid]

Randomly remembered that Brian started talking to Rami as if were Freddie during the filming of BoRhap.... and I feel sick.

[devilishdanse]

@angelichooves subscribed to the ★ Sinday Special ★

"I bet those pretty clothes of yours would look just as nice on the floor!" The moment the words leave his tongue, Lucifer snaps his mouth shut. Why in the Seven Rings would he ever say something like that to him. Great. He wasn't going to hear the end of it now. He clears his throat and pretends to adjust his bowtie. Lucifer lowers his gaze to the his gloved hands, feigning disinterest.

[mad-hunts]

an idea for how another character could meet barton in an untraditional way: your muse met barton while he was in residency by expressing concern for him as they saw him at the grocery store... with only like five bottles of wine in his cart at the checkout 🫠 JSJSJ

[abovedivinity]

Every time I see him a part of my brain goes 'Eobard Thawne is that you'

[spiderwarden]

Minthara going quiet for a long moment as she stares off with a thousand yard stare because she can't grasp her surroundings or make left or right of her own mind or the memories she's trying to nail down that she knows is there. She pretends it's not a thing, but that's what happens when you leave the Moonrise Towers with unaddressed damage after you were almost made into a thrall and had your brain blasted by a force a hundred times your size and your own tadpole chomping into your skull for any sort of relief.

[envyfilled]

You can't even begin to imagine... the depths of my greed...and how desperately I want to touch you. How desperately I wish to call you mine.