#boo-hoo. anyway

[isuggestwishcraft]

hey there guys!!

to cut the announcement short: i am very sorry for the relative silence. i dropped out of college today (at last and finally) - which was the reason i was stressed these past 4 days - so the isat playthrough will continue tomorrow because its very late now and i want to actually be Fresh to deal with the Horrors!!!

see yall after i sleep :)

[rosabell14]

The fact that in house of hades Annabeth is like "Nooo Percy 😭 what you did wasn't good some powers should never be used like that 😰" and then the narrative actively decides to prove her wrong in Blood of Olympus? By having Percy listen to Annabeth's ideology and nearly get killed for it in his fight against Polybotes? He doesn't use his control over poison and nearly dies from it. Had Jason not convinced Kymopoleia to help them, Percy would have died. Listening to Annabeth would have killed Percy.

(and then Percy says that he deserved to die for what happened to Akhlys and Jason is like mood bro and it's never brought up again 😑)

And THEN, in the same damn book Nico literally turns Bryce Lawrence into a ghost and Reyna who has trauma associated with ghosts goes: yeah it was scary and reminded me of my dead abusive dad, but Nico we all have darkness inside of us and we should get to release it. Plus you saved us soooo ☺️

[camplease]

i feel like this is a hot take, but it's clear to me that so much of ianthe's outward projection of superiority is a deeply ingrained — really, formative — sense of inadequacy. it's to prove to everyone, even the people who were supposed to love her, who were supposed to inherently value her, that she does actually have value — in fact, she has the most value because look at what she can DO!

and i don't even think she's entirely internalized that, but that kind of projection kind of falls apart if you show even a moment of self-doubt

and i know ianthe isn’t supposed to be sympathetic here, or at least i’m assuming she’s not to most people, but can you imagine the body horror of being inextricably tied to and irrevocably altered by the guy you grew up with and didn’t even really like and who didn’t like you either (but who served you because that was his Role, and, who, even though you’ll never admit it, you maybe even cared about a bit because at a certain point that’s kind of unavoidable - i know she tried to convince palamedes she didn’t, but she is a known liar prone to sentimentality), but it was fine because you knew you were better than him, too?

except now you're not exactly, not entirely better than him, because he's not just fueling you, you didn't get to just use him to become someone who matters. instead, he's part of you, and you still don't matter?

like from what she says about her parents' reaction to the canaan house aftermath, even that part didn't work. she didn't earn mommy and daddy's validation, admiration, anything

and she's running his empire, but she's still third place to surrogate daddy, too. if she even places!

ianthe naberius is very much the consequences of her own actions, i’m not going full apologia here, just imagining being in that position and. goddamn

[bayetea]

just all of this from moa regarding frank/hazel/leo. the most uncomfortable romantic tension ever because nobody understands it and nobody involved wants it to be there

especially "Hazel's eyes glittered like gold. 'Gold is easy,' she said. It didn't seem that way to Leo--not when he looked at her." like we can interpret this in a few ways. what an interesting thing to think about a girl you just met

and the whole "if this is a private special thing that she's only done with her boyfriend then I either really don't want to try it or I really really do want to try it" like STOP cut the cameras

[dusty-pistol]

I've honestly never understood why so many people hate other people's attributes and identities n stuff. So here's a yap about it

You're mad cuz someone's gay? Are you jealous cuz they don't like you cuz you're an undesirable, hate filled piece of shit? So you take that insecurity and anger out on them and people like them?

You're mad that someone's transgender? So you're upset cuz they've found themselves and made an effort to present how they feel most comfortable? You are a gravely unfortunate individual..

You're mad cuz someone's fat? How does THEIR bodyweight affect YOU??? If you don't like lookin at a fat person, you could just gouge your eyes out since you're never gonna go anywhere that DOESN'T have fat people.

You're mad cuz Therians exist? You're actually mad that someone feels like an animal and expresses that in a healthy way?

You're mad cuz some people are polygamous? You're MAD cuz someone gets more BITCHES THAN YOU??

If any of these apply to you, then I fear your IQ is that of a pencil shavin, you absolute sewer troll. Your jealousy is showin, and frankly, it's pathetic... As far as I'm aware, all these people are livin life to the fullest and expressin themselves in healthy ways and you're upset cuz you're too afraid to be as outgoin and unique as these people. I think you'll find life is much more worth livin if you actually live it and not let hate guide you through it.

[flamingtoads]

Toad they’re out here hating on your girl Athena.

WHA-? WHAT NOW?! (911 s8e8 spoilers in these parentheses: but if it has anything to do with telling that woman to fucking return the cart I will lose my damn mind lol)

Okay, listen here my sweet jellybean! We both know those who are hating on our drop dead gorgeous and talented Queen are some straight up silly-billy goofballs. And we will celebrate their collective wrongness by re-blogging and posting more positivity about the lovely and oh so precious Athena! You agree? I agree! We AGREE!! IN THIS HOUSE WE LOVE AND CHERISH ATHENA GRANT NASH!!

[endiness]

that jess is a man in his 30s by ayitl and he ended up the most mature, stable, well-adjusted, responsible adult in the entire show. and people still wanna be like "but he was a problematic teenager121!!!"

[gayafsowhat]

Why do so many people forget that Ella wouldn't have been able to go to castlecoming anyway. Do none of you remember the plot of Cinderella

[goosecastle41]

Hey so if I wrote a fic about Curly post Mouthwashing and how he suffers from the guilt of not protecting his crew while also suffering the pain as a disabled person who was once able bodied would y’all want that or should I just suffer the feelings I have about that in silence?

[butchdiaz]

speaking my truth. the coma dream kind of gives me the ick

[oopsallmabari]

....why are the youtube comments so mad lol don't y'all like to have fun. don't we like to have fun here

[sandboxer]

I actively hope capcom never clarifies Phoenix's parental situation for a whole host of reasons that are outside of the scope of this post. however, for my own masochistic reasons, I do tend to imagine him having grown up with parents that died in his late teens. this is only made more enticing when considering him in a relationship with Edgeworth-- Edgeworth, whose mother was never in the picture and whose father died when he was eight. Edgeworth, whose second chance at a father was the man who murdered his first. Edgeworth, whose last hope at having some sort of parental figure in his life was marrying into a loving family. it must have been agony for him to hear happy stories of Phoenix's parents and mourn, selfishly, what he'd nearly had but never would, neither with them nor with his own. I imagine by the time he's in his later teens he's disenchanted with the idea of capital-f Family, but given how deep his bond was with Gregory, it's hard to believe the hope of regaining that ever leaves you entirely.

[beansterpie]

rewatching LoK, i'm being reminded how much I dislike the.... the brothers, mako and bolin, yanno? they're such underwhelming characters on basically every level. it'd almost be impressive if they weren't in every episode and didn't annoy me so much ugh

[rosesradio]

jason's roman vs greek identity crisis in the books is comparable to troy bolton in which it was really about being bisexual all along

[scatteredcloud]

I wish society wasn’t fatphobic to the extent that people will congratulate you on your weight loss when you’ve lost weight because you’ve been physically and mentally ill all year.

Haha thanks it’s because I’ve been starving myself :] haha I’m so glad you think it’s appropriate to say that to anyone in any context but especially in this one where you’re speaking to someone who had thin privilege to begin with :]] you’re right it’s really cool and healthy for me to be the same weight I was as a 12 year old :]]] yeah it’s super cool of you to notice that I’ve been eating 1.5 meals a day and then think it’s a good thing :]]] hahaha thank you so much for reaffirming my disordered eating habits that’s really beneficial for me in trying to break those habits so thanks for reminding me that you think that it’s an acceptable and even morally superior way to live what the fuck is wrong with you hahaha :]

[wormzandgutz]

Arataki Itto I am waiting at your door with a shotgun /pos