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can i just say something
stanley and the narrator, holding. hands
kissing perhaps. n being nice to each other even???
i just. they. they love each other somuch(falls down the stairs oops)
#the stanley parable#tspud#stannarrator#blogging under the influence#yeah that's right it's druuuunk emi hours#go read my drunk narrator fic#two chapters now! on ao3. it slaps if i do say so. and i do.#narrator says so too. he says goooooo read it. i should go to bed#honk shoo zzzzz
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F in the chat to all the introverts out there who don't get an insane dopamine rush from positive interactions with random strangers. Truly some of the highest highs I've ever felt.
#in which i say things#don't blog under the influence#i mean i've had 2 drinks in the past 3 hours but i don't feel sober just from this dopamine hit
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can we see one of your aus?
I don't have that sketchbook with me but here are some old drawings of that ace attorney wings au
So basically, white angel wings = good, black demon wings = bad, insect wings = spirit mediums (combinations exist, like Edgeworth having black angel wings)
I'll try to flesh that au out more in the future but for now I only have these
#old drawing alert#they look really bad. I feel like my style has improved a lot since then. these are from late 2022#I had these in my camera roll since then. took me a while to find them. I may have more? idk#I also found a drawing of Edgeworth and Phoenix in bunny girl suits. cursed?#ask#anonymous#ace attorney#aa#phoenix wright ace attorney#phoenix wright#naruhodo ryuichi#miles edgeworth#edgeworth#mitsurugi reiji#narumitsu#wrightworth#maya fey#ayasato mayoi#wings au#art#fanart#traditional art#au#little lore behind Mile's black wins:#he started off with white wings and a halo but they turned black after the years he spent under Von Karma's influence#btw if you search 'au' on my blog you should be able to find various drawings of different aus i have from different fandoms
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Can we. Can we talk about how Melanie was—effectively—losing her mind during all of season 3 and half of season 4. Can we talk about that.
Her emotions were being twisted into only feeling anger during all that time. For over a year. She leaned into it because it felt good, that was her downfall, but we can't deny that she was being influenced.
Her erraticness and volatile behaviors during this time can't be separated completely from the bullet wound seaping Slaughter poison into her leg.
Is she completely innocent in this scenario? Absolutely not. But she is just as much a victim of the Fear's influence as any of the other male characters in the series who we idolize for having sexy grey morals. We can't be treating her like some sort of pariah in the fandom for not reacting perfectly in terrible situations.
#sorry went on a little tangent there#all of the above are my feelings roughly about daisy too and how the fandom treats her guilt for all she did under influence of the hunt#under the fearfluence? whatever#tma#melanie king#this blog is a melanie king stan zone now we protect melanies character 'round here#the double standard is just. whew#tma discourse#<for anyone who might want to avoid
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Any pre-smartphone futuristic media that predicted people having little personal pocket computer devices got thing wrong: not one of them predicted how easy it to loose track of that fucking thing. It’s like the unholy combination of loosing your keys and loosing your writing utensil: you JUST had it a second ago, you carry it all the time, you can’t remember where you set it down, apparently you didn’t put it in your pocket this time, where the FUCK could it have possibly gone
#in which i say things#someone ask me where i'm writing this post from#don't blog under the influence#everyone should have me on their fantasy blunt rotation
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send me ur crazy dnp related confessions that u feel would be too weird to submit at the show (or u can’t go to the show but wanna participate)
#tagging them all under confession#if u wanna look thru them on my blog#a bold request for me to make on this week old blog#bracing myself for radio silence#(which spiritually has existed for 9 years)#might delete this and repost if the feed is dead lol#phan#dan and phil#dnp#daniel howell#phil lester#dan and phil tour#amazingphil#terrible influence tour#terrible influence#tit tour#confession
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So you don't really like sweets? What other flavour DO you like? You don't seem the spicy or sour kind to me. Do you even have a favourite dish?
#wir#wreck it ralph#turbotime#art#turbotastic#turbotime oc#oc#turbotime sona#drawing#wir oc#ask pls#ask response#ask reply#ask blog#ask#ik thats not a dish she is just so simple to make happy#don't smoke#thats not cool#also if you drink#drink with moderation!#and don't drive under the influence!
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Me ranting about a book below the cut but I just need to get this off my chest
Honestly, I hated that ending so fucking much. It's honestly so fucking impressive how the author was able to ruin two books worth of stuff in one single sentence at the end. I can't believe that she'd allow the two of them to take on other lovers. The MC went a full century without touching anyone else. She waited for her lover to awaken and yet??? I feel like the two of them just should not have gotten together if they were just gonna??? Break up, fuck other people for a hundred years, and then get back together? How on earth is that love? How on earth is that "fated"?
"Hey, I'm totally cool with you being miles away from me even though you genuinely do not have to be. Not only that, but I'm totally cool with both of us fucking a multitude of other people for literally a hundred years. After we're done with our hundred year escapade of not being loyal to each other, why don't we get back together?"
Fucking insane. That's your retelling? That's your happy ending?? What self respecting person would allow someone to put them on the back burner for 100 years? It's not like their love wasn't confessed. They admitted to loving each other. Or loving each other once, at least. So? Either end it or be faithful? Who the fuck allows themselves to be a "hmm... I'm gonna sample everyone else first and come back to you when I feel like it" for fucking 100 years? Is that really love prevailing? Is that really true love? And what on earth was with all that ambiguous sexuality bullshit? I'm going to kill someone.
Y'all, I am being so fucking serious when I say the ending of this book influenced by writing and my drive to be a writer in a way that literally nothing else has. This book had me in shambles. I can't think about it too long. I cried for days after. Just the thought of the line "Alyce, come home" can send me into turmoil fr. God, I fucking hate lesbian books. I'm never reading one again.
#I've mentioned this on my blog before#But it still gets to me#It genuinely gets under my skin in a way so few things do#Idk if this post comes across as funny#It's fine if it does but this is like a genuine source of sorrow for me 😭#It fucked with me so bad#It IS funny but it's also not#The only good thing about this stupid book is that in influenced me to want to write more#I can't give up when lesbian fiction looks like That#Low key bad books inspire me more than good ones#Even if what I write sucks at least it's something I wanna read and makes me happy#I just...#How do you fuck up an entire two books with one fucking line??#I understand I'm being influenced by my intense monogamy but STILL#God#I'm going to the gym#Fuck this shit bro#I need a sappy lesbian romance ASAP
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✧ — matching boat boys layouts ; credit us and the artist when using! 01.
#i am under the influence of swag ✧ request accepted#layout#tumblr layout#blog layout#joel layout#smallishbeans layout#etho layout#ethoslabs layout#double life kin#mcyt kin#<- defaulted to kin tags let us know if we should change them!#✧ mod lumi 💫
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Have five pride flags, you have to give them to five people, doesn't matter who or what you give them to DO IT :]
*Voidstars looks at the flags fairly confused. But surprisingly enough she has a few ideas on who they should go to*
*taking this epic trip else where!*
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*Voidstar somehow finds @ask-illumina, she chucks the flag at his face and runs off before she can be questioned*
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*Next on her list is @yourlocalfierygrandpa. She raids his fridge, ate almost everything, and leaves the flag in its place*
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*Luckily, not having to go back to banlands yet, she runs into @the-true-warden in crossroads. Running right past him, she leaves the flag at his feet and keeps going just incase he attempts to catch her*
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*While she’s in the area, she gives another visit to @crossroadsnumber1doctor. She headbutts the window till it breaks, then Leaving the flag on the now broken window. Darting off the deliver her last flag*
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The perfect group of gays to end her trip. @hypertana-posts house is once again raided. She steps right in like the owns the place. Not acknowledging the pair of gays looking at her. She throws it on the ground and leaves
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Remaining asks for sight: 5
Remaing asks for epic trip: 3
#phighting ask blog#phighting!#ask blog#ask answered#voidstar#send me asks#if this seems very ooc#it’s because it is!#she’s still under the m/a influence#can’t hurt anyone yet#she will be our murder dog soon#anyway hi friends#enjoy your gift lmao 🫶
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Hiiiiii I'm camping for the weekend and I'm probably going to be loveposting while under the influence. I'll be tagging as appropriate, just wanted to give a heads up!
#rain rambles#alcohol tw#alcohol mention#drinkposting#<- tag to blog if you dont want to see the under the influence posts!
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musing in the tags about the view two years out from my hysterectomy and the shifting nature of neuropathy. i asked my PT for recommendations/resources pertaining to pain science and that's been a very helpful lenses to have. i'm still not back to normal, will never be unmarked by this experience or return to my pre-op self, but my baseline has been gradually increasing over the last few months, and it feels good to look back on the last two years and say "i have no idea how i managed to function while living with that, but i did!"
#meatsuit renno#chronic blogging#ctxt#at first post-hysto pain was a deep burning ache#and eventually that lessened on my left side and settled in for the long haul on the right#after a couple weeks it had started to feel like a small carnivorous creature scrabbling and gnawing at the inside of my abdomen#nestled into the hollow of my pelvis and reaching up with its raking claws#about 6 months in and the creature still chewed occasionally but had shrunk to the size of a tennis ball under my right incision site#it clamped its jaws down and went to sleep and i perpetually felt like someone had pinched a fold of my insides with a large binder clip#this constant awful twisting tug every time i moved that kept me from straightening up or breathing fully#this is about a year into recovery and my original surgeon has blown off my requests for follow-up treatment three times now#i carried on as best i could. fatigue and brainfog getting worse & worse as the pain wore on unrelentingly#about a year and a half into recovery it worsened again. searing lancing pain like i'd been impaled on a piece of white hot rebar#couldn't hardly move. couldn't think straight. couldn't sleep#finally checked myself into urgent care & then the ER just to try to get someone anyone to take me seriously and help me#finally got a referral to a new surgeon who immediately pinned it as extreme neuropathy#started gabapentin end of december last year and the relief was immediately#i never thought i would welcome the gritted teeth vice grip of my little feral pain creature#but when i felt the molten spike slide out to be replaced once more by its worrying jaws#the intermittent spark and fizzle of that pinching squirming pain was a dramatic improvement#then i started PT in march and slowly so slowly the creature's hungry grip is loosening#it still clamps down occasionally. maybe once every week or two i'll have a day when i just accept#that there will be a horrible little creature chewing on my right side from the inside#but nowadays with the gabapentin doing as much as it can and an exercise routine i must stick to religiously to supplement PT#the pain is more of a little pearl of dark matter shifting around under my skin#it's incredibly dense. the heart of a black hole of disabling agony. all that white hot fury condensed into a slick heavy marble#as i recover some of my strength and energy i can feel my body coating it in nacreous layers to minimize its influence#my hysterectomy was 2 years and 4 days ago today and i feel like i can finally finally say i'm beginning to truly heal#i suspect i'll always carry this pearl in my side like shrapnel. product of damaged nerve tissue that went untreated for far too long#i wish my original surgeon had been more competent more attentive less lazy & indifferent to my pain. but i still don't have any regrets.
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I will continue sending these and posting these for the people with weight and height questions - things I care a little for.
I barely take pictures, especially full pictures. I got to take these because I had to create social media content for a retail store I work for. A colleague and dear friend, a beautiful one I must add was feeling a bit unsure infront of the camera phone so I stepped in. These were the results.
For some seconds I remembered the little man who had big modeling dreams. Some people were standing not too far from us and I was changing poses not caring much - what haven't I heard before?.
...anyway I love this picture ❤, everything about it and me. I hope I get to take more like these.
#black boys#gay black#gay men#blackgay#atlanta#retail#marketing#influencia#under the influence#vent blog
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ack sorry I was rude about the bathroom problem script I misunderstood what you meant </3 thank you for being a great resource for the sunny stans
No worries lmfao I was being crypto maybe unnecessarily but more for fun… trying to lure people to my blog… lol
But I promise my main goal here is to make sure fans have access to as much Sunny content and resources as possible!
That’s my whole motivation for this blog, after years of searching the depths of the internet for old stuff and running into dozens of dead links (why!! @alwayssunnyfxx !? why did you privatise/delete so many videos!?) and watching almost every social media site fall apart to bad AI search and bots, I want a place where that’s not going to happen (as long as Blogger stays in existence, I guess)
It’s definitely a work in progress, and there’s still a lot to come, to be added and collected, scripts included, but hopefully we will soon have a great resource and fun and interesting site for the community, and a place for great future content and, of course, Season 17+ updates :)
#iasip#ask#ppb#woring on a formative post#not rn lol i’m tipsy#but yo publish monday probs?#i need 5 peer reviews on this thing#anyway i am trying to pander this blog to everyone#so you can read the posts and get it#no matter if you’ve seen the show once through while under the influence or 100 times#you can see these things and go yeah! or go ohhh#that’s the goal :)#on top of all the FUN STUFF!#anyway if anyone wants to join… again. i have a discord and what not#:$#also like#s16 tracking everything on my own was fun#but i hated literally HATED how isolated my stuff was lol#like it was just a personal spreadsheet i could figure out how to format here#this blog is more freedom :)
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Ugh I hate trying to find decent restaurants in the city center of areas with high tourism. There's too many options to choose from and too many of them are mediocre. I'm only here for a limited amount of time, I want good food dammit. PLUS I'm usually hungry which doesn't help with the decision making process.
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ever since I saw someone comment that Shawn and Gus from Psych are ADHD and autism solidarity I literally can't think of anything else when watching the show. As an ADHD'er myself i had already definitively identified and related to Shawn as having ADHD, but claiming Gus for the autistics? HOLY SHIT that is the most correct take about this show. Neurodivergent partnerships for the fucking WIN my god
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