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Bunch of random oc doodles over the past while
#art#traditional art#drawing#oc#oc art#sketch#art on tumblr#artists on tumblr#Most of these are just sketches and doodles which is why they look like that lol#so names in order of appearance:#kris#squiggle#jay#Réiltín#graph#max#potatoes#blame my friend for the last one#and the last four are nameless losers lol
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Valentino Rossi & Marc Márquez
[ happy (belated) 9 year anniversary to sepang 2015 aka the one weekend everything went wrong, everything changed and that still haunts motogp to this day <3 ]
history of man by maisie peters
#soo we were talkinh about possible rosquez narratives in sepang i heard?? *insert that bear picture* bonjour 😏#*technically* the anniversary was last weekend already on oct 25th…but the sepang weekend is now and the edit wasn‘t resdy sooo#:)))#‚i‘m sure there was heartbreak in the world of motogp‘…‘so valentino blamed marc‘….‘valentino started the war yet valentino hates marc‘….#yeah….yeahh#also vale‘s evil spirit entered ae and fucked with the audio and now the one part sounds like ‚his program is to make me lose..‘#which is basically what he said anyway but now the text is all fucked up!!!#get out of my computer evil vale spirit!!!!#also. if the texts don‘t exactly line up and you see any glitches. look past it bestie. please. i went through PAIN to render this#and tumblr fucked the quality left and right and center…why. why. 🤠#what if i just—☠️#anywhoooooo#btw. is is. is it normal to still get brainworms about them. just. asking for a friend. because. maybe that friend hears a song sooometimes#and is thinking is like ohmygod that‘s rosquez#and then she has the urge to make an edit on her fuckass old laptop with a crackef after effects that doesn‘t play audios n lags like crazy#and she will HATE the edit but then think fuck it we ball and hits post with zero regards for the people who will have to the see it#no yeah i should talk to her yeah i agree mhm#motogp#marc marquez#valentino rossi#rosquez#rosquez edit#s.edits
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be nice to me!
#myart#wesley crusher#nick locarno#i dont even care about them. ignore this👇#the beautiful dynamic ive built in my head. wesley (most easily manipulated being on this earth) idealizing nick for letting him on the tea#as a sophomore. and trying to live up to that and reallyyy looking up to nick. coach surrogate father and best friend all in one. yeah.#yeah you WOULD look up to him mr . dead father. anyway#and nick having more influence over wes because hes a sophomore and he specially picked him. and using that to his advantage#nick wants to shape wesley in his image wes just wants friends and is terrified of letting nick down. theyre not friends its so much worsee#and then wes realizing that. AGAIN. nicks just been using him. and the last thing nick does is take the fall for the team.#so he wants to hate him and cant and then nick explodes 8 years later . and . yeah !#i think he acts like he hates him more than he does and turns him into this villian in his head. because he cant admit it was his fault too#he wants to just pin the blame on nick and convince himself hes been evil all along. because he doesnt want to admit he misses him#nick was a good team leader and was in over his head and took it out on wes and he was 22 and didnt know what he was doing but he wasnt evi#ANYWAYYYYYYY now i start listing the like 20 EE songs that remind me of them:
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HOLY SHIT
#I LOVE IT WHEN GRIEF BUILDS UP AND SPILLS OVER#that last shot of Arcee though. FUCK.#I can't imagine how hard this must all be for her. especially since she BELIEVED magnus was dead this whole time#imagine clinging to a memory and learning that it was still alive this whole time. how much would you absolutely beat yourself up over not#doing anything sooner even if you DIDN'T know#and she's clearly blaming herself for it#elita's seems to be wording some of those thoughts out loud but what's wrong is that to arcee she didn't abandon 'the cause'#she 'abandoned' her FRIEND#or something like that. words aren't wording right today#transformers#transformers skybound#transformers 2023#transformers spoilers#arcee#elita one#my post
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aventurine pl. Plea s e . PLLEEEEEEASE
#★ arin rambles#‘here we go again’ you think everytime you see my ramble tag. I dont blame you#AVENTURINE AVENTURINE PLEASE SAVE ME WHITE BOY#OH MY LORD#OH MY GOODNESS GRACIOUS OH MY GOODNESS.#MY JSOE IS RUNNING HES RUINNING MY LIFE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE IM SO ILL PLEASE I#AVENTURINE. im so serious i can talk about this man all day. and more specifically this video#‘it was just posted 30 minutes ago arin youre scaring the kids’ SILENCE. I NEED SPACE#I NEED A. A MOMENT. EVERYBODY PLEAS GETA WAY FROM ME IM GOING TO GET SO SCARY#Please. Im so sorry. Im begging you . I love this man oh my gish please hes so cute#HES SO CUTE. HES SO CUTE IM SO SICK OF HIM WHY???????? WHY IS HE SO PRETTY HES SO PRETTY HES GOREGOUS HES SO STUNNING. HELLO. HELLO.#Im going to. Slam my head against the wall im overwhelmed with joy and happiness hes everything ive ever wanted ever#any minute not spent talking about him is a moment wasted i promise you MY PRINCESS IM COMING TO SAVE YOU#IM HIS KNIGHT IN SHINING ARMOUR EXCEPT ITS NOT SHINY#IM COVERED IN DIRT#IM STILL COMING FOR YOU AVENTURINE RUN#oh goodness me oh my#im so happy hes so prettu im so happy i cant do rhis im sweating geniumnly i feel so sick#Im cant . Do this anymore. I CANT TAKE IT. I HAVE TO… AAUGH… AAAHH… I HAVE TO…. DANCE!#guys…. he my favorriet…#my slinky….. my krimpet… my teacup i think. My doc mc stuffins doctor playset. My dishwasher. My italian coldsteel cinquedea . atp anything#hes my EVERYTHING. MY EVERYTHING…!!!!!!!! *MY TELEKENISIS THROWS EVERYTTHING ACROSS THE ROOM*#yall i dont think ive had a hyperfixation this horribly bad since. Since the. Since. MAN I DONT KNOW#IM COOKED. HE WOMT LEAVE ME ALONE. I LITERALLY DREAMT OF HIM LAST NIGHT LIKE IM SO DOOMED? ACTUALLY?#oh to be medicated and focus on . Things like cooking. Or idk. Getting a job. No i just think about some messed up blonde all day im absolut#ly DOOMED#yes im still yapping i got 30 tags u gon stick through them all. Every single one of them. Dont leave me please i want to talk about him ton#TO SOMEONE. I WANT TO TALK ABOUT HIM TO SOMEONE ALL DAY. ALL MY FRIENDS ARE TESTING. IM LEFT ALONE ALL DAY I JUST WANT TO TALK ABOUT MY WIFE#i womder how crazy i look right now#Sighs lovingly at him..
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i neeeeeeed a therapist so fucking bad lmfao
#k talks#someone who will have both perspective & empathy to talk thru this issue w#bc it is ALL tangled up in my head & i simply cannot unsnarl it by myself#the lich is too close to the problem to be helpful & the other people i’d talk to about it are solidly in the ‘well fuck that’ camp#& i don’t think that’s the correct answer either tbh#altho i don’t blame them for taking that position bc i’d prob be telling them the same thing if the roles were reversed#the one friend who DID have a v useful perspective about it last time we talked is superrrrr busy & i can’t drag him out of his life just#to talk to me abt this one thing#so i am counting the days until my insurance kicks in & i can afford therapy again 😭🙏🏼#(20 days. btw)
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at least i get to say that my hypochondriac delusions about dying soon weren't delusions at all lmao. small w
#not close to that stage yet but knowing that i wouldn't be eligible for a liver transplant should i need one terrifies me even more#maybe i'll make it to 30. maybe even 40 if i'm really lucky. but right now everything seems pointless#fucking autistic loser who has no friends or a general circle of people that like them or brings anything of value to society maybe this is#natural selection and my body's speeding up the process#idk man. looking back at all my struggles with classes this last year it all seems so pointless#i got so worked up and spent the last few months i had without this miserable because i was stressing over something that would never lead#anywhere. at least i have an excuse to drop it all now. an excuse to bedrot until i literally rot#sorry for doom posting blame my fucking immune system#romeo's wretched rambles
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A small collection of fanart/shitposts I've made for @voidscarredadjudicator 's fic Humanity's Endling: https://archiveofourown.org/works/44749253/chapters/112589939
(That get progressively lower and lower quality)
#Blame them for the last one#Fortnite Battle Pass I just shit out my ass#Second one: When you and your friends find a dude from#a 12000 year extinct species just hanging out in the middle of nowhere#First fic I've made fanart for and it quickly devolves into shitposts#my art#splatoon#splatoon fanart#fanfiction#ao3 fanfic#fanfiction fanart#fanfic fanart#fanfic art
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thinking just a bit too hard about how the added depth given to tifa and aerith's friendship only increases the weight threatening to crush tifa after the forgotten capital, she already had so much to carry on her weary shoulders, she's going to have to carry even more when mideel happens, and it doesn't even stop after meteorfall, ohg od oh i love her so much i
#(sobbing and crying and snotting everywhere) AERITH GAVE HER SOMEONE TO CONFIDE IN ON SUCH A TUMULTUOUS JOURNEY#SOMEONE SHE COULD BE AS CLOSE TO FULLY RELAXED AS POSSIBLE#SOMEONE TO GOSSIP WITH OR SHARE HER CONCERNS OR JUST. BE A NORMAL GIRL WITH#YUFFIE'S THERE BUT SHE'S JUST A KID AND TIFA WOULD NEVER WANT TO HARM THE AIR OF CAREFREE CHILDISHNESS SHE MANAGES TO MAINTAIN EVEN IF#ITS BECAUSE YUFFIE IS HIDING THINGS THAT ARE CRUSHING HER#but poor tifa . gentle tifa. is now left to regret. to blame herself.#she has barret who acts like a father figure to her sure - but despite how much she cares about him and values her frienship with him#he's not aerith. he's not someone she can just gossip about first loves with. not someone she can fully Relate to. if you get what i mean#she is left to trace back the thread of how poor aerith got caught in this mess#she was the one to ask aerith to save marlene. but how did they get there? aerith refused to let cloud be a bystander in wall market#how did that happen? she made a risky choice that put her in a position where their paths crossed. why? because cloud was briefly lost#during the bombing mission. why did the bombing mission happen? she couldn't stop it. ETC ETC#NONE OF IT WAS HER FAULT... BUT SHE NEVER WANTED TO DRAG INNOCENT PEOPLE INTO THIS AT ANY SINGLE POINT#AND NOW SOMEONE WHO QUICKLY BECAME A CLOSE FRIEND IS GONE oh lord my heart#all of this added onto the things like how alone she was in nibelheim... it was just her and her dad for some years after the boys all left#and then the Incident happens and she loses that last person she had... and to an extent another she didn't even know was right there(cloud#god i could talk about her and how she has suffered more than jesus for ages (happy easter. lmao)#FF7 Rebirth spoilers#just in case?? for anyone who's only playing the remakes i guess. since this was basically already there the remakes just elaborate on it#i think about 'we found you!' 'i guess you did!' SO OFTEN#these two girls mean the world to me and i will not let you reduce them to love interest rivals#when tifa ran over to aerith's body i think everyone in the world heard my heart shattering into dust#these thoughts are a bit disjointed and don't articulate well what i mean but god. god. i am thinking about her today
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(logs back in, covered in blood) hi!!!!!
#WAVES#hi hi hi#hello#HI#I've been so busy w school#i still am.. i have tests next week but HELLO#i have doodles to post ill probably post them later#Hi tumblr friends. Ive missed you tumblr friends#what else uhmm#AHH my younger brother got me into musicals#the only one i really cared about (in broadway) was .. phantom of the opera#BUT CAN YOU BLAME ME i still have like 3 more adaptations in my to-watch#i watched falsettos last night#I'm halfway through little shop of horrors!#the 2019 one#for comics i started fishflies recently#games.. i'm still at bloodborne i just haven't had the time#oh i also recently dyed my hair black#oh and i bought a mechanical pencil. Best thing ever in my art journey#a.talks
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you know i don't bring this up as a light anecdote because it involves me being talked about in really perverted ways behind my back. but when i was like 20 i was part of this large group of friends that was mostly a bunch of guys, and a couple of girlfriends. and the energy if you were a girl starting to hang around them was like. "ok, so who are you gonna hook up with/date?" and it didn't last long bc of course when the answer ended up being "well none of you," the patience they had for me evaporated. lol. so i was being talked about among literally every single one of them behind my back in a gigantic group chat, of like literally everyone in the original group chat (including the ppl who never fucking used it, and it was over twelve people) minus a few other ppl they didn't like, decidedly. and eventually one of my GOOD friends (that i am still friends w to this day) told me about it and then there was the whole drama of people not being able to accept consequences for their actions, not owning up to being cowardly bullies, etc... yawn yawn yawn. truly that was some stupid middle school shit from a bunch of immature ppl that i didn't really take to heart. not the guys, anyway. i was honestly very hurt by a couple of girls who partook in it though, that i thought genuinely liked me and who i genuinely liked in return, so that was shocking to me.
but anyway. after this all happened my sister went OFF on this one guy in particular. bc he had been a nuisance before. he was a slimy creep honestly. i used to feel a lot of pity for him bc i thought he was just sad and wanted attention but that was just my 20-year-old nonsense brain way of interpreting it. he was incredibly annoying and would wear girls down, would hop from one girl to another week after week, each one not reciprocating his constant desperate flirting and lovebombing. and there was a joke he participated in about me and my (also queer, female) friend that was particularly crossing a line. so kaily just ripped this guy a new one when he went to try and offer an explanation. like imagine trying to even talk to someone after you just humiliated and bullied their sister... couldn't be me. like i was literally the one being bullied in this instant but i can't imagine the kind of white hot rage i'd be in if someone did that to my sister. you know? so yeah.
at the end of this rant kaily told him "go to hell." you know. like fuck off. go fuck yourself. go to hell. good old indecent words to throw out at someone you loathe, right? i'm literally ONLY bringing this up because i cannot stop thinking, all these years later, about how one of the girls who participated in it, and was the least apologetic about it (in fact weirdly a year later she came back just to taunt me again and tell me how much better her life is without me and how stupid i was for breaking up a 'wonderful' friend group?? yeah that sounds like the behavior of someone who is over it)... i don't remember where but someone told me she talked particularly about that message to that guy and said "kaily told (name) to burn in hell" like. like that whole time she interpreted my sister as like a conservative christian who was calling him a dirty sinner. bc presumably she had never heard the phrase "go to hell" in a non-literal context before, or just never understood it?? like that girl didn't necessarily strike me as incredibly bright or something, in the short time i knew her, but i never would've guessed she could be so dumb...
but for the record that pervert guy yeah he is gonna burn in hell.
#tales from diana#im sorry how much dramatic backstory that anecdote required#that one girl and her friend are still some of the most baffling pieces of that story to me#like i hate to say it but i was not shocked that all but like two of those guys really liked or respected me at all#none of them seemed to like any of the other girls in the friend group#they just barely seemed to tolerate their friends' girlfriends. bc they had to#and some of those guys didn't even seem to like or respect their girlfriends#both of those girls who bullied me were some of 'the girlfriends' and i have to be honest. i wouldnt wanna be 'the girlfriend' there#neither of them are still w their then-boyfriends and im pretty sure for both of them it ended awfully#idk what happened to the really particularly aggressive one who thought kaily said 'burn in hell'#but for some reason like 6 months later when she and her bf broke up she unfriended me on fb#i had never unfriended her in case she wanted to apologize at any point (i had hope... 20 year old nonsense again i was really naive)#but then yeah another 6 months later she and the other girlfriend (still in a relationship at that time) just blew up at me and some others#for like no reason. just bc we all stayed friends... w each other#like i promise u i never went out of my way to bother these girls in any way. directly or indirectly. they just had to say#'its been a year and i still hate you guys' like why. we were literally all adults. we didnt go to school together we never saw each other#we were all just frankly moving on but i guess they were not over it#the other girl whose relationship lasted longer had maybe the worse boyfriend? definitely the worse breakup#he abandoned her for another woman and kicked her out of their living space#she was literally begging on social media for help#and again that guy was a monster who did not seem to really love her. he's married to the other woman now#they have a kid together#idk where either of those girls are now bc basically all their friends abandoned them#feels like if they had chosen their allies better way back when we were 20-21 itd have been different#which is not to blame them. but like. i would not have let that happen to my friends#but the fact that anyone stood up for me when i was being bullied was 'starting drama'#and the fact that they all let their problems pile up until their lives are destroyed? well i guess thats just being civilized and mature#sorry if this is just sounding incredibly judgmental bc i dont think they deserve their situations at all#but i dont think their choices didnt play some role in their being eventually discarded by rotten fuckin men#they were pretty rotten to me too. poor things...
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im back yay
#┈ ✴ ﹙rambling﹚#i made a separate blog for some stuff#and then didnt log back into this one#a lot has happened since i last posted !!#im in college now yayy#im pretty happy now tbh i have cool new friends and i dont have to see my dad all the time#only on the weekends if i even decide to go home#dont feel as much pressure to be there for my psycho friend because i physically cant be. and they know that so they talk to their bf-#-and their other friends and they dont scream at me for it because how r u gonna blame me for getting into college#my roommate is the coolest person and i feel so calm around her#most at ease ive been around someone who isnt immediate family since probably elementary school#im immensely grateful <33#life update!!!#anyway i need to finish this essay im working on#because i wanna read fanfiction lol#and its due tomorrow but ive been putting it off for a whole week lol#and one of my annoying classes is canceled later this week like life is worth living!
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i might stop posting art to my sky sideblog it's been feeling kinda worthless lately
#alwx.txt#it's like. if i post my own art that i enjoy making it gets less than 20 notes most of the time#and like at the end of the day it doesn't matter but I'm feeling Annoyed about it#cuz for a while my art that i enjoy making barely gets any notes#and the one i make just cuz. like the process was fun ig but i didn't like it that much#they end up with 100+#and so i am just. slightly annoyed about it#so like I'm gonna keep drawing literally anything else#and gonna keep taking my OCs out of the game and into the oc world i have with my friend because at least in that one i have more fun#and i don't feel the need to like. post at the appropriate hour or whatever#who cares. who cares honestly. i care too much about it and it's ruining my life#<- exaggerating btw i still have fun with the game i just no longer have fun drawing it#i blame sk*t*ber from last year
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NEVER notice parallels between two of ur OCs you MIGHT accidentally make them gay
#this is about my last post#they’re so similar… and then in other ways… they’re exact opposites…#they’re both the smart and more cautious sidekicks to the brave outgoing guys…#they’re both extremely lost and desperate for something to drive them forward after the deaths of their best friends…#but ONE of them lived a normal life until The Death then his life became defined by murder#while the OTHERS life was always defined by murder but after The Death he’s free from that and can’t go back to it#both of their lives are ruined. one for the better and the other for worse.#SO WHY AM I MAKING THEM GAY??? YOU 2 LITERALLY BLAME THE OTHER FOR ALL UR PROBLEMS STOP KISSING!!!!
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I've had a stupid merlin au idea stuck in my head for days now and I know I'll never get around to writing it the way I want it written but I kinda wanna try anyway even though I am 100% of the target audience
#it's an f1 au btw#so I feel like a merlin x f1 crossovee is very niche#but I just have this idea in my head pf arthur as a driver and merlin as an aerodynamics engineer#and arthur starts off as an ass (as per usual) and thinks that he's god's gift to motorsports and all his good results are because of his#skill and bad results are because the engineers fucked up bad#and lowkey people don't like working with him BUT uther is giving red bull absolute mega bucks to keep him and he is actually a fantastic#driver in his own right. deep down he's not super satisfied though because people keep saying he's only winning because of his car#and his dad's money which is why he's a grumpy ass to most people and tries to claim good races as his and blame engineers for bad ones#also because uther probably taught him that attitude#in this au I think either Newey didn't exist but rb dominance still did or this is far enough after Newey that I haven't got arthur blaming#him for a bad car because y'all I can't do that it's too unrealistic no one would believe it#(yes I am aware that max and checo are currently complaining about a car newey made but shh)#anyway he secretly goes to sign for like. williams or something who currently suck so he can prove to himself and everyone else that he IS#a good driver and can drive a shit car well. he's admittedly doing fairly well in a tractor when merlin joins the team as the new head#of aerodynamics and arthur is giving him shit because he's so young and how could he possibly fix this shitbox#then Merlin's first big upgrade packages comes and makes a pretty big difference and arthur has to rethink a bit#the next season is the first car that merlin was actually mostly in charge of and it's a massive difference and suddenly it's competitive#meanwhile merlin's pov is that arthur sucks ass and he hates him but he keeps being told that arthur is his destiny#he refuses to believe this though and even though he has magic he point blank refuses to use it on anything that would help arthur even#somewhat indirectly like using it to help design the car. his official reasoning to people who know about his magic is that the fia wouldn't#allow it but personally he also just wants to say a fuck you to fate because he doesn't like arthur. but then they get to know each other#more and he realises that maybe arthur isn't that bad and they become friends like in the show#arthur is leading the championship (pendragon dominance could bore fans) but then he has a big crash and is out for a couple of races#by all accounts it's a miracle he's even alive (it's the only time merlin has used his magic for arthur). when he comes back he still has a#chance at wdc but it's way tighter than it was. maybe there's only a few races to go. he gets some podiums and his competition has some bad#luck (genuine not merlin) or something but then at like the second last race he can guarantee wdc if he wins regardless of where anyone else#places. he does it and merlin is the one to go on the podium with him on behalf of the team (maybe not for winning wdc but just his first#win after the crash idk) and it's this big emptional moment#also morgana was as good as arthur as kids but uther only supported arthur so now she works for sky or someone in a role like nico rosberg
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Doodle dumps of my bbys + comic of LG freezing and FH lending him a coat :3
#the land of miracles#shenlan qiyu wushuang zhu#lan ge#fa hua#doodles#ITS SO SOFT AND WHOLESOME I JUST UUGHHKFJDSHF QWQ MY BBYSSSS theyre so sweet with each other...#also the last comic page is sending me HFKDHAHA theyre never beating the gay allegation lmaooo#every one of their friends be immediately assuming theyre a couple as usual even tho theyre not HAKJDHAHHA#they have no one to blame but themselves considering how ambiguously close they are and i love it#falan
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