#blaidddrwg1982

[beyourownanchor6]

he’s a 10 but… pt. 5 (pt. 4 | pt. 3 | pt. 2 | pt. 1)

tagging squad below, lmk if you wanna be added or removed <3

@buddiextarlos @achillesbuck @mansikkaomenabanaani @confetti-cupcake @xxfiction-is-my-realityxx @swiftiebuckleyhan @loveyourownsmiilee @justsmilestuffhappens @swiftiebuckleys @honestlydarkprincess @zainclaw @eddiescowboy @djdangerlove @bifirefighters @mr-and-mr-diaz @blaidddrwg1982 @buddierights @crazyfangirlallert @monsterrae1 @wh0re-behavi0r @panicatthediaz @princessbb @jacksadventuresinwriting @prettyboybuckley @eddiediazisascorpio @stanningsky @screaminghowls @buckaroo118 @angelwiththeblue-box @spotsandsocks @elvensorceress @gayedmundodiaz @alyxmastershipper

[buddieisgoingcanon25]

SOOOO, I think it might be interesting for us to say which are our favorite BUDDIE fanfics, we can always find recommendations that we didn't know about and that we are missing.

Here some of my favs (AO3):

White House AU Series by buddiebuddie (President!Buck - Secret Service Agent Diaz)

Red Life Might Stream Again by Underhung_Aura (Fantasy)

Scorching Orbits by BlaiddDrwg1982 (Space)

My Sun, My Moon, My Guiding Star by diazs (Space-astronauts)

Let's Write A Happy Ending by mansikka (Eddie has depression)

Without You by autor unknown, orphan_account (based on the movie Sweet Home Alabama)

Thanks for the fanfic recs anon.

[monsterrae1]

Inspiration ✨ Saturday

Tagged by the lovelies @alyxmastershipper @spotsandsocks @jacksadventuresinwriting @swiftiediaz

Here’s a mood board for something that I shouldn’t be working on yet but I can’t get out of my head, Can y’all guess which wips is this?

Tagging if they want to do this;

@peaceofficerdiaz @loveyourownsmiilee @bekkachaos @the-likesofus @shortsighted-owl @fatedbuck @ajunerose @prettyboybuckley @lostinabuddiehaze @buddierights @buddiefication @yelenasbuddie @elvensorceress @jobairdxx @blaidddrwg1982 @confetti-cupcake @eddiesbleps @dickley-buddie @eddiediazisascorpio and who ever else wants to do this!

[spotsandsocks]

January can be gloomy so here’s a little bit of love for pocket friends and those that help fill my dash with good things. I’ll be tagging friends and mutuals, some people who won’t know me and some who do, I hope nobody minds too much, feel free to ignore me. Thank you to fandom by me💕

Thank you fanfic writers; your imagination seems endless, your words sail ships that may never reach their destination but you’re taking us where we want to go anyway. You give us stories that we’ll never see anywhere else, that make us smile and cry, a 1000 kisses in a 1000 ways. You break our hearts and rebuild it, you keep us company in the dark when we can’t sleep, what would we do without you?

Gif makers; your talents are a mystery to me, you take our shows and catch our favourites in moments of time, slow them and spin them into something clearer, brighter, better and new. You use your time to give us beautiful colours, sometimes you wrap your creations in songs and poems to make us smile and break our hearts. Isn’t that amazing.

Artists you create such amazing things, how? How is there so much talent in your fingertips. It seems impossible to me. You draw or edit or manipulate images to bring such joy, you see what’s not there yet and make it real, imagine our delight when our imagination appears before our very eyes. You can show us things we can only dream of, how wonderful is that, how talented you are.

And you out there who see things about our shows and in them, who share it and see patterns who tie it together and say did you see, do you think, did you know, and you write and write and write such wonderful metas (even if sometimes you hide in the tags) you amaze us with what you see and give hope. It really wouldn’t be the same here without you.

And then last but not least, never that, there’s you, who read and hit kudos, who write comments, the re bloggers and the friends, people who write tags that are funny and smart and kind; do you know what you do, what it means, how your names are noticed and remembered, how you make people smile at their inboxes and notifications. I hope you do.

To all of you I think that you should know that you help bring happiness into places you can’t imagine, to people you will never meet and faces you might never see and I thank you for it 💕💜💕

Tagging under cut there are so many more of you I know but maybe you’ll see this anyway in your travels around this little blue app we love to hate

@loveyourownsmiilee @monsterrae1 @shortsighted-owl @the-likesofus @elvensorceress @yelenasbuddie @lostinabuddiehaze @swiftiediaz @buddierights @ajunerose @fleurdebeton @megslovesbooks @jacksadventuresinwriting @livingwherethesidewalkends @ci5mates @lilbuddie @fiona-fififi @blaidddrwg1982 @taketheplanspinitsideways @rogerzsteven @bekkachaos @jobairdxx @thekristen999 @b99tgplhtgawmf1sh @ronordmann @matan4il @weewootruck @caroandcats @homerforsure @stagefoureddiediaz @anxieteandbiscuits @dickley-buddie @canonicallyobserving911 @sibylsleaves @like-the-rest-of-la @paranoidbean @starlingbite @yawningmicrobe @blue-cheeseinmyoffwhites @cosycrescent @fatedbuck @buddiearemydads @mikereads @swiftiebuckleys @hattalove @belovedbuddie @sherlocking-out-loud @henswilsons @skyhighrollins911 @oliverstarked

[buddieunderratedgem]

Scorching Orbit

Author @blaidddrwg1982

Words: 14.2k

Submitted by @monsterrae1

Summary:

Eddie crossed the room, indicating to Buck to tilt his head so he could inject the anti-radiation meds directly into the jugular vein. Doing them both quickly, he winced in sympathy as Buck flinched when the meds hit his system. Running his hands through Buck’s hair, he smiled softly.

“Now for the sedation.”

Buck nodded his head. Eddie measured out the dose, adjusting for Buck’s size. Attaching the medical monitor that would automate the wake-up sequence, Eddie injected the sedation.

“I’ll uh…I’ll see you when I wake up?”

Eddie’s smile faltered, his eyes threatening to give him away. Leaning forward, Eddie pressed a single kiss to Buck’s lips, allowing himself to enjoy a kiss before the sleeping meds claimed Buck for the next 12 hours. Silent tears rolled down his cheek, interrupting the kiss. Pulling back, Buck’s brow furrowed.

“Eddie…what…what did you….”

The drugs were kicking in, and Buck could barely keep his eyes open.

“I’m sorry, baby. I’m sorry.”

[hotshotsxyz]

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where else but here, who else but us?

(8x06 coda) (buddie) (986 words)

Eddie wakes to the smell of bacon frying and coffee brewing, and for the first time in maybe his entire life, he lets himself luxuriate in it. If he’d actually made it to bed last night, he might even go back to sleep.

He stands and stretches, then shivers a little bit as the cool morning air tickles his bare thighs. Eddie grins. He just—

He did something for himself, and the world didn’t end. He did something for himself, and not only did the world not end, it got a little bit bigger and a little bit brighter. He did something for himself and Buck showed up, and that joy he was feeling burned a little bit hotter.

Eddie scoops his phone up off the floor and finds that it’s completely out of juice. He huffs a soft laugh and plugs it in. It’s a silly thought, but—Eddie can’t remember the last time his phone died. How could it, when he’s been so damn determined to avoid anything that might bring him a little joy. Hell, he hasn’t even been letting himself text Buck unless Buck texts him first.

He pads down the hall and into his bedroom and pulls on the softest pair of sweats he owns. He changes into an old, threadbare t-shirt, leans against the wall and exhales.

In his kitchen, Buck is making breakfast. In Texas, Christopher is safe and probably still asleep, and that’s a whole lot more than Eddie’s been letting himself acknowledge.  Here in LA, Eddie is alive and healthy and, if the priest that was maybe hitting on him is to be believed, allowed to forgive himself. He’s not there yet, but he can let himself join Buck in the kitchen.

On his way, Eddie makes a pit stop in the living room. His phone, up to an impressive 8% battery, has already reconnected to the Bluetooth speaker that’s tucked behind one of the photos on the mantle. He queues up a playlist that he and Buck have been curating together for years. Soft music fills the room and Eddie kind of wants to cry.

This is what he’s been denying himself. Easy mornings and raucous evenings and his best friend filling all the empty spaces he’s always been too afraid to try to fill himself. Eddie walks into the kitchen and finds Buck already looking for him.

“Morning,” Buck says, a little rough, like it’s the first word he’s said today. It probably is.

“Hey,” Eddie replies. He steps into Buck’s space and pulls him into a hug, just because he wants to. He feels Buck exhale and melt into him. “You okay?” he asks softly.

Buck pulls back from Eddie’s embrace and bites his lip. “I, uh—honestly?”

Eddie nods.

“I don’t really know,” Buck admits. “I think I just—or, I thought—I don’t know.” He lets out a frustrated huff.  

Eddie slides his hand down Buck’s arm until his fingers are circling Buck’s wrist. “You don’t have to,” he offers.

Buck’s head tips to the side. “You seem different,” he observes quietly.

“I am, I think,” Eddie says.

“What does that mean?” Buck asks

Eddie considers for a moment. “I think I’m just… ready to let some things go,” he says. “Maybe let some new things in.”

Buck smiles, small but genuine. “That’s—I’m glad.”

“Me too.” It’s incredible, but Eddie’s pretty sure he actually means it.

Buck’s gaze slides away from Eddie and hits the floor. “I, um. Me and Tommy. We—or, he—he broke up with me,” he says.

Something clenches in Eddie’s chest. “Then he’s an idiot,” he says.

“Maybe,” Buck says with a kind of hopeless shrug.

“He is,” Eddie says with conviction. “You’re—“ Sunshine. Joy. Perfect. Everything. He lets go of Buck’s wrist and twists their fingers together. “You’re the best person I know,” he says. “If Tommy couldn’t see that, that’s on him.”

Buck blows a disbelieving breath out through his nose. “He said I was going to break his heart.”

“Getting his heart broken by you would be a privilege,” Eddie replies before he can think better of it.

Buck lets out a pained noise. “But I wouldn’t—or, I didn’t want—” He cuts himself off with a frown. He looks up through his lashes and Eddie and Eddie—

Oh, Eddie wants.

“Anyone who’s lucky enough to be loved by you, even for a second, should know it’d be worth it,” he says.

“Eds,” Buck breathes.

“I mean it,” Eddie says, squeezing his hand. “And if you don’t, I’ll believe it enough for both of us.”

Buck laughs wetly. “You make it hard for a guy to wallow in a breakup, you know that?”

Eddie grins. “Good.” He steps back, tugging Buck’s wrist as he goes. “Come here,” he says, and Buck follows easily.

The coffee and bacon are quickly cooling on the counter, but there’s music in the air and Buck’s in his arms and Eddie’s pretty sure he wants to kiss his best friend. And he thinks that might even be a good thing.

“Eddie, what?” Buck asks breathlessly as Eddie puts a hand on his waist and spins them both.

“We’re dancing,” Eddie says, smiling.

“O-okay,” Buck says, clumsily following his lead.

Eddie can’t help the laugh that bubbles from his chest. A small grin spreads across Buck’s face.

“Maybe I would have,” Buck murmurs quietly.

“What?” Eddie asks, spinning him again, just because he can.

“Broken his heart.”

Warmth spreads from Eddie’s chest to his fingertips. “Yeah?” he asks breathlessly.

Buck hums but doesn’t clarify further. Eddie, though, Eddie’s pretty sure he gets it.

He and Buck—well. It’s hard to imagine a world where they don’t choose each other, over and over and over again. It’s them. How could they ever end up anywhere but here?

Eddie wants. He tightens his grip on Buck and keeps dancing.

[buckleys-diaz]

⁠—River Tam, Serenity

↳ requested by @blaidddrwg1982 

[gra-sonas]

Tagged by my boo @blaidddrwg1982, thank you kindly, sir ❤️ Tagging everyone who’s in the mood to do this. 🙌

Name: I go by grasonas everywhere

Star sign: ♑️

Height: 1,74m/5'7

Time: 10:30 am CEST

Birthday: I’m a winter baby

Favorite band/artist: all time favorite band: a-ha, otherwise there are sooo many pop/rock artists/bands I like, it’s hard to pick one tbh. I’m also a huge fan of classical music, Bach and Mozart being among my favorites

Last movie: The Gray Man on TV, Elvis at the cinema

Last show: Hearstopper every day (yep, 3 months later and I’m still watching it on a daily basis), recently I also watched Stranger Things S4 and Virgin River S4

When did I create this blog: May 2019 iirc. My initial blog (grasonas without the hyphen) was established in 2011 tho, but I lost it in the Great Tumblr Purge 2K18 🥺😭 (still not over it tbh)

What I post: mainly RNM/Malex/Vlamburn etc, occasionally Hoechlin (❤️‍🔥). I’m waiting for RNM to be over (😔) before I post about other stuff. My Drafts are filled to the brim with Heartstopper posts, so that might be more prominent come September. 🍂

Last thing I googled: I don’t google, I DuckDuckGo (fantastic search engine that won’t track your every move, f*ck Google ☺️) and I looked up what 1,74m is in feet 🤪

Other blogs: I have the attention span of a gnat, I couldn’t handle a sideblog. We post everything on main in this house ✌️

Do I get asks: I do, and it’s one of my favorite things. Shoutout to all my lovely nonnies 💕

Following: around 60 or so

Average hours of sleep: 5-7 (7 is the goal, most nights it’s between 6-7, that’s way up from ~5 hrs I used to get for years tho, so that’s progress)

Instruments: piano and English flute (I haven’t played either in years tho)

What I’m wearing: it’s a t-shirt & sweatpants kind of day

Dream job: one that gives me purpose, makes me happy, and pays well 🤡

Dream trip: PATAGONIA 😍😍😍😍😍😍

Nationality: German (with Viking ancestry 😋)

Favorite songs: there are currently 446 songs saved in my Favorite Tracks, and that’s just favorites from the past year or so, can’t list them all 😵‍💫 My all time favorite is Take On Me (a-ha forever 💕)

Last book I read: recently re-read RWRB, so pumped for the movie!!! I mostly (almost exclusively) read fanfic otherwise

Top 3 fictional universes I’d like to live in:

1/ the one where our poor planet doesn’t burn to a crisp bc of corporate greed, and those least responsible have to suffer the most severe consequences

2/ the one where queer people are allowed to just be and don’t have to fight for equality/basic human rights on a daily basis (let alone fear for their lives if the wrong people found out)

3/ the one where people with uteruses have the bodily autonomy to decide what’s best for their life/health, and people get paid equally

Bonus universe: the one where white/rich/conservative assholes don’t ruin it for everyone else (I guess that’s just universes 1-3 combined 🙃)

(Also, the Heartstopper Universe, I’d like to find the Charlie Spring to my Nick Nelson, pls 🥺)

[imtheiliad]

Wee Woo Show Asks:

62 & 69

62. Most WTF?! moment?

In the moment? Watching the last 3 minutes of 413 live. Nothing will ever compare. It was truly unreal.

69. Answered

Weewoo show asks

[capseycartwright]

Favourite carb?

i’m a rice girlie it’s the BEST she’s diverse she’s delicious you can never go wrong with rice i could eat it every day

ask me things you’re curious about

[fcntasmas-archive]

I just read your fic and I am shaking. That was amazing. My heart…it just wasn’t ready for it. I left you a novel on AO3, but I just have to say, you have made an amazing story. Thank you so very very much for sharing it with us. I’m in tears. Absolutely in tears.

I NEVER KNOW HOW TO ANSWER THESE BECAUSE LIKE. i'm so sorry you're in tears but i'm so grateful that you found enjoyment in my story and that you took the time to tell me so i'm a mess ok thank you ilysm you're so so kind <333

[beyourownanchor6]

hostage—billie eilish

'but nothing hurts when i'm alone

when you're with me and we're alone

and let me crawl inside your veins

just let me hold you

hold you like a hostage'

tagging squad below, just lmk if you wanna be added or removed <3

tags: @buddiextarlos @swiftiediaz @mansikkaomenabanaani @confetti-cupcake @xxfiction-is-my-realityxx @howardmisteraprilhan @loveyourownsmiilee @justsmilestuffhappens @swiftiebuckleys @honestlydarkprincess @zainclaw @eddiescowboy @djdangerlove @bifirefighters @mr-and-mr-diaz @blaidddrwg1982 @buddierights @crazyfangirlallert @monsterrae1 @wh0re-behavi0r @panicatthediaz @princessbb @jacksadventuresinwriting @eddiediazisascorpio @stanningsky @screaminghowls @buckaroo118 @angelwiththeblue-box @spotsandsocks @elvensorceress @alyxmastershipper

[kodzuken]

Read the transit AU.

Ahem.

IT IS SO AMAZING YOU ARE SO AMAZING YOU AMAZING AMAZING PERSON YOU DESERVE ALL GOOD THINGS.

ahhh thank you sm!! i’m so glad you enjoyed it 💞💞

[monsterrae1]

12 days of fandom joy

Created by @mostlyinthemorning

Rules: everyday for 12 days in December, choose a fandom work from any fandom from 2023 that you loved. It can be anything you like (a gifset, a drabble, fanart, a fic or just a post that made you laugh) Reblog the post and add comment or tags about why you love it. Tag your post with #12 days of fandom

✨day 4✨

Bet on it

By @honestlydarkprincess | explicit | 4K

“I’m just saying, out of the two of us I think I could last longer without sex,” Buck shrugged, a cocky smirk on his lips.

They were all hanging out in the loft as they waited for the last bit of their shift to end, they hadn’t gotten any calls for the last two hours so they were relaxing when Chimney had mentioned how he was going to attempt to grow a beard for November. Somehow that had then gotten them on the topic of No Nut November and Buck had piped up.

Eddie looked at his boyfriend in disbelief. “You absolutely could not last longer than me,” He said, shaking his head and chuckling. Their relationship was relatively new— they had only been out to the team for a few weeks and Eddie was so grateful he didn’t have to keep them a secret anymore. That being said, he hadn’t anticipated that Buck would bring up their sex life in front of the team and he felt the tips of his ears burning. Hopefully Buck would drop it. Hen, Chimney, Ravi, and Bobby were all looking at them in amusement but Eddie still wanted to disappear.

Or, the one where newly together Buck and Eddie make a bet to see who can last longer without sex. The bet lasts one day.

♥️💚 Jess gave it their all to their kinktober fics this year and they were all amazing!! This one specially I love cause it has some of my favorite kinks 💚♥️

Todays tags @911onabc @spaceprincessem @shortsighted-owl @buckleyobsessed @tsunamibuckley @rugbertgoeshome @the-likesofus @stanningsky @bekkachaos @jacksadventuresinwriting @blaidddrwg1982 @yelenasbuddie

[spotsandsocks]

Just moved into 2023 here. So here’s a new year wish for all the wonderful talented creative and kind people I’ve bumped into on this little blue app, you’ve make my days brighter with all you share, your posts, reblogs, asks and tags, your stories and your art. What wonderful humans you all are.

May you all have a kind and gentle 2023.

I hope it brings to you all the things you need to find a little happiness in this crazy world.

@monsterrae1 @elvensorceress @shortsighted-owl @bekkachaos @buddierights @rogerzsteven @ajunerose @like-the-rest-of-la @lilbuddie @fiona-fififi @loveyourownsmiilee @dickley-buddie @livingwherethesidewalkends @ci5mates @yelenasbuddie @swiftiediaz @ronordmann @canonicallyobserving911 @lostinabuddiehaze @megslovesbooks @taketheplanspinitsideways @the-likesofus @hetrez @fleurdebeton @sibylsleaves @jacksadventuresinwriting @blaidddrwg1982 @black-and-whitecrow @yawningmicrobe @matan4il @stagefoureddiediaz @paranoidbean @jobairdxx @thekristen999 @weewootruck @caroandcats @starshaker @b99tgplhtgawmf1sh @heatherdanyel

[incorrectroswellnm]

Michael: My kink is when people actually care about my feelings and what I have to say.

Isobel: Too unrealistic.

Isobel: Settle for bondage like the rest of us.