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part of me wants to try elden ring but also...
(looks at frostpunk) afraid of dropping it like 2 hours in when i get too overwhelmed, i don't do well with hard games
#talking to myself#i also kinda wanna return to frostpunk too#there is a dlc and all#maybe i just need to channel my inner nef anyo and become a ruthless ruler of the frozen hellscape#also ages ago i bought a rts game just bc i like the concept... even thoi dont really play rts#im forever cursed by being interested in games which are the types i suck at#but maybe i just need to get over myself and Git Gud#i say and return to wf and genshin bc theyre comfortable and known#blah blah im just rambling
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Honey can be so awkward that their oblivious. And I mean that in the way that— in guys first sick audio, when he made fun of them for kissing his forehead—
when he was giggling about it they looked at him deadpanned, and a little confused. They got nervous and almost swore to themselves that they weren’t gonna do anything out of the blue like that anymore.
“Well I was just.. I thought you—“ and he’s just teasing them, that they get embarrassed a little.
Or when they initiate a kiss (without guys incessant begging) and he starts teasing them, they often shut down anymore affection because they think he thinks their being too affectionate
They’re just an awkward little guy and I love them.
#ugh don’t give me that bs about ‘nooo their just like David >:((( and David’s blah blah blah#to me their just any character Micheal cera has played ever#I don’t care#their weird#my awkward little dude#im projecting#ignore any post I ever make about honey.#redacted asmr#redacted guy#redacted honey#rambles
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men love to try and tee me up for their next relationship while they’re still dating their current gf and i am never interested. NEVER.
#i don’t even fuck w men like that#mind you i’ve told this man that i am NOT INTERESTED in dating SEVERAL TIMES when he’s asked ab my romantic life#but he’s saying some suspicious ass stuff#like today he was like ‘yeah and it’s hard bc i’m starting have feelings for….this isn’t about anyone in particular….others outside#the relationship. and it’s making me feel guilty’#and i’m like hm. um. okay.#and he’s being weirdly cryptic with me in the way men get when they think they’re being sly ab their feelings for you#😭😭#he’s texting me a bunch lately too like ‘you just really inspire me to be the best version of myself i can be’#and ‘i had a really bad week and i just wanted to thank you for being so kind and funny and awesome’#mind you i didn’t do anything out of ordinary for him#mind you he’s my coworker!!!#i see him every day!!#i’m not stupid idk 😭 you complain ab your gf to me and the shower me in praise like pls stop im uncomfortable 😭😭#i’ve already told him i don’t really want this dynamic with a coworker and he kinda just continues and idk what to do anymore!#like we work closely on everything!#he sits directly beside me in the office!#BLAH#cielo rambles!
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the topic of Helpy makes me go insane /pos like I have this headcanon that William/Springtrap just, DESPISED Helpy because William took heaps of pride from the Funtime line of Animatronics, he saw it as his son's crude mocking of HIS creations, when in reality its just Michaelangelo S Afton trying to use humor to once again cope with the horrors™️ Like I've probably said this here before but I headcanon that Helpy found his way into the PizzaPlex's marketing is because after the FNAF6 fire he just was under the rubble remarkably preserved or something and instead of going into the RockStarRow Museum, the FazExecs had dollar signs in their eyes and were like "yeah, that one will make us bank, ong" Ive also probably said this (bad memory sozzz) but a headcanon to go in tandem with that headcanon, is that Glamfreddy sighs in resignation whenever he passes by one of those Helpy monitors (he wasn't paid royaltys <//3 ) AND LIKE I GOTTA KNOW WHAT (glam)MIKE WOULD THINK OF THE ENTITY THAT IS SATAN DISGUISING HIMSELF AS AN AGENT OF LIGHT (Helpi) WOULD HE FEEL SAD? ANGRY? AT THE MIMIC? THE COMPANY?! please the topic of helpy is so interesting PLEAs-
#fnaf#michael afton#five nights at freddy’s#glammike#glamrock freddy#helpy#fnaf helpy#fnaf helpi#uhhhh glammike is like in every single one of my Fnaf AUs so uhh#something something the ghost hunters in the pizzaplex somehow see the original helpy figure from the fire in RockRow#it just showed up (but they dont know that shhhh) so they initially pass by it but then like idk their EMF readers spike their so like#they decide to do a spirit box session next to it#uhhhhhhhh idk maybe michael's spirit can just move throughout the PizPlex and it just#idk makes freddy hard shut down#blah blah they get lots of answers they dont have a clue about but stuff the seasoned lore expert knows#yk for that ghost hunting au maybe Michael's spirit just follows the sam and colby wannabe's thru the PizPlex#yk how like conversing with spirits just kind of wakes them and stirs them?#Yeah Michael spent his life and unlife trying to not do that so like#hes trying to be as directly vague as possible (does that make sense lmao) like hes giving them direct answers right#like “yes” “no” but so direct to the point that theyre boring so that they dont want to prod more#what does this have to do with helpy specifically shhhhh let me write my entire AU in the tags#anyways blah blah “freddy why do you like that weird pink and white bear?”#“hes my son gregory! I have to!”#“like...canonically?”#blah blah anyways Helpy baby boy baby Helpy evil#tag rambles! theyre fun lol#tell me if I should just dump the Ghost hunter au in a different post lol im starting to see gears turning lowkey
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who up thinking about VR-LA and how he places the safety and happiness of his family over literally everything else
#just blahs#im having emotions about the robot you guys#a bit ago i just rambled about this to my friend for like half an hour and maybe 2k words#he makes me ill#rwd#rolling with difficulty#vr la rwd#rwd vr la
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what is your favorite thing about charles and your favorite thing about erik? separately, as in what you like most about their characters :]
a devious question this one is, my friend!!! it's hard enough for me to explain my thoughts cohesively, but having to pick ONE thing i particularly love is difficult. with characters like charles and erik, theres been so much done with their characters over the decades and so they have so many components to them that make them so interesting and fun to observe. BUT I TRY FOR YOU TODAY. under the cut i kinda ramble and the size of this text box makin me anxious
i think if i were to be simple and broad, what i enjoy most about charles is his determination to help others, even if he isn't really thanked and/or if people don't even like him. ofc, this isn't to say he hasn't done wrong- to be honest, the fact he does wrong/questionable things at times is another aspect of him i really enjoy, maybe because- broadly speaking- he's meant to be altruistic (intent vs outcome and all that). i don't know if that's super exciting to most people, but it is for me
as for erik, my reason for liking him is easier to explain tbh. To Be Simple And Broad, his progression from villain to antihero over the decades has been fun to observe (as much as i have so far anyhow) and analyze. i think to be a bit more specific, him using his rage and pain as justifications for his villainous actions is definitely what compels me the most: hurt people hurt and the sort, an idea i've always found interesting (something something vicious cycles and the like). yet now, he recognizes this wasn't really. A Just Thing To Do and is beginning to change that, which i enjoy
#snap chats#may you forgive me anon i always feel awkward explaining things AVELKJEAKLJ#i feel esp awkward cause i haven't read toooo much of the comics yet- like ive read. an ok amount so far krakoa wise#can you guys tell im fighting god himself to Not write a fuckin. NOVEL#im so sorry i have an over-explaining problem my mom was mean to me growing up but anyways#i definitely want to read more and more outside krakoa. the more i read the more im fascinated by these two and their history#but to continue my prattling. as if the three paragraphs above arent enough This Is Not A Thesis RELAX#i think a. 'poignant' moment i think adds to what i like about charles too is that soliloquy where he recognizes people dont like him#yet he could always be worse- like if he's bad now to others imagine if he really just said Fuck It All#it's simple but so am i whaddyagonnadoboutit. i mean that point itself could be discussed but i'm trying to keep this brief bear with me#i so bad want to know what issue that's from tho all i know is that it's from krakoa but i neeeed the whole context#i think like. an additional bullet point to charles i also like is his loneliness#and i say this cause- I Say From My Amateur-Psychology Armchair- it's a component of why he's so earnest to help#but im keeping this point in the tags until i can confidently verify that with myself after some more reading#Unfortunately a favorite pass time of mine is psychoanalyzing characters like why else you think i major in psychology smh#im going to force myself to cap the post here because i ended up typing like 20 more tags just rambling#and as i said id like to keep this simple and clean !!!!! i have sat here for like four hours answering this ngl#ignore the fact half that time was spent getting distracted by solitaire and riffling cards ok I Am Very Easily Distracted#but fr when it comes to charles and erik- charles esp imo#i feel like i need to write a whole paper just so i can mention the nuances of the characters and like. EVERYTHING#because again six decades is A Lot of time for writing decisions to be made and for their characters to change over time#im a glazer but i wanna be a nuanced glazer yk. is that glazing at that point-- w/e anyway#its a lot. so today you will have to tolerate a very Blah answer from me which i must apologize for#down the line once ive read a comfortable amount more varying from multiple eras maybe ill revisit this question more in depth#as of right now tho .... chat i wanna get legion of x so bad i skimmed it and hhhhhhhhim gonna throw UP#i need to shake charles like a ragdoll BUT ANYWAY. bye bye for now lovelies !!!!!!!#please forgive me if i didnt answer your question efficiently ..#here i am saying i wanted to keep the tag count brief and yet !!! jesus christ. shut up My God I REACHED THE TAG LIMIT
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Concept sketch of my new JJBA self insert and her stand, BellaDonna (who will eventually be known as Madonna). Inspired by the song 'Like a Prayer' by...well, Madonna! @sapphire-heart-tippy
(lore dump under the cut, TW for mentions of animal injury and religious trauma)
My self insert (who will also go by Jane) grew up in a deeply religious family and tried to be a good jehovah's witness child that made her parents proud.
One day, she comes up with the power to heal various injuries and ailments, almost to the point of being able to revive the dead. She figures she's given this power by the lord himself and vows to do good with it, but when she's found using them to heal a bird that had been wounded by a cat, her mother falls into hysterics thinking that she MUST be possessed by the devil to have such abilities.
She's punished and shunned by her community while her mother prays for a cure and though she tries to repent her power doesn't seem to go away, so eventually her mother snaps and drags her into the wilderness and attempts to throw her to the bottom of an old well.
Her Stand, which had previously not manifested physically, appears then to cushion her fall and eventually she manages to pull herself out of the well with her Stand's help, who she now believes to be a guardian angel. But not wanting to return home, she runs away to face the world alone, growing jaded and bitter over time. She loses all of her faith, and the power to heal inverts itself, becoming a sort of poison. Something that LEECHES life, rather than heal it.
When she's an adult (my age irl so 25 I guess) she's made her way by becomes a bounty hunter/assassin using her Stand and eventually catches the attention of Dio. Who takes her in and explains to her what her Stand REALLY is, promising to teach her how to properly wield those powers if she agrees to serve him. She reluctantly takes his offer, but starts to see him as a familial figure, since no one else had ever tried to nurture or even accept her gift. Dio is the one who giver her Stand the name BellaDonna, after the deadly plant!
#artfarts#self insert#self ship#self insert art#jojo self insert#jojo oc#jjba#jjba oc#jjba part 3#stardust crusaders#jojo's bizarre adventure#and of course wehehehe she meets polnareff and they eventually get together!!#so...i actually kinda forgot that polnareff actually ALSO starts off as an agent of dio 😂😂 with the mind control thing#idk just HOW influential the buds can be. he seems to retain his personality and it just sorta...dictates his morality#and also does whatever dio says. so when he DOES get mind probed by dio my s/i is already his agent#and what im saying is even when they meet THEN hes flirty as hell and immediately interested in her#cause OFC he is thats his personality 😂😂 its his nature hes french#and ofc we know he gets the bud removed and he joins the main cast so im trying to figure out how jane fits in!!#i definitely dont think she joins or turns immediately#i think they capture her first to CHECK for a bud and when they dont find it theyre like...well what now#pol wont let them kill her so they just sorta drag her along and over time she starts to have a change of heart#i think she expects dio to send someone after her or to save her himself but when other agents keep coming and trying to kill her TOO#she realizes he never really cared about her at all#blah blah angsty stuff aside she starts seeing who polnareff truly is and starts falling for him too!!#ok ive rambled enough here if u read all of this mwah im kissing ur forehead 🫶🫶🫶#🩶 just like a prayer 🩶
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how i imagine yall feel when i randomly come on here and post
#dragon's ramblings#same shit im very busy i work 5-6 days a week im on twitter kinda but also just do my own thing blah blah
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I made a Yoshida-Denji roleswap AU some time ago but gave up on it cause I don't know how to design a good Ocean Devil Hybrid design LMAO 😭 Octopus Pochita's name is Takocchi, more random info in tags
#csm#chainsaw man#chainsawman#hirofumi yoshida#csm au#Yoshida is the Ocean Hybrid cause I think the fear of the ocean makes more sense than octopi for such a powerful devil#Idk ocean devil just seems like a more even match for the chainsaw devil#Yoshida bites his finger off and the tentacle starts forming from there and blah blah#Did that cause Denji's transformation is pretty violent and I needed some kinda balance#Denji's earring cord pull isn't like when he pulls the cord in og cause its not actually attached to him#its basically just the equivalent of yoshida crossing his fingers to summon octopus. chainsaw devil sees the motion#im too lazy to explain all the other au details i made up so far#maybe try and search my rambles on twt lmao#i tagged some with OctoYoshi AU iirc#Denji's angsty looking cause his whole thing for this au is just fighting the bisexuality devil /hj#TK's art
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Part 1: Mad King's War
Prologue: Diverged History(pages 17-21)
#myart#fanart#fire emblem#naesala#chrom#fe frederick#tellius#fire emblem awakening#Fire Emblem Wrong Bird au#FE WB au MKW#FE WB au MKW prologue#good time to remind yall im still fucking around and finding out when it comes to drawing these guys#expect inconsistency for awhile when it comes to outfits or goddess forbid wings#...yeah im still trying to figure out how i want to draw wings#blah blah you've heard me mention i barely prepared for making a fancomic a million times by now just add that to the list too#inconsistency aside we can *finally* move scenes#and by we i specifically mean me cause im the only guy behind this nonsense#unfortunately it just goes from barren field to a field with a tree and mountain/hill thing in the distance#genuinely forgot that existed in-between the starting field and the burning town for the beginning of Awakening#but that's why you double check stuff folks! ...especially since it'll be awhile before canon gets to truly diverge#well i guess diverge more since technically already has diverged#point is i can't get to what i consider the cool shit for this au until i properly set the stage#either way i am still enjoying myself with this and whilst small i am noticing my artstyle progress so extra fun to see that play out#but anyways that's enough rambling from me this time#happy new years btw
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grumbles
#tl posts#blahblah blah this is bc i wanna ramble but dont necessarily wanna make anyone see it unless they actively choose lol#me being grumpy and irritated abt dni breaking again lol#blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. blah blahblah blah blah blah blahblahblah#blah blah blah blah blah blah blah blah. blah#this is rlly sysc-ourse bc im not debating it and in theory if ur anti endo ur not following me anyway lol#but man. anti en-dos will be like pro/neutral en-do DNI!!!!! and then interact with those people#im just so tired of it man it makes us not wanna make boards or art anymore#bc im tired of no matter how big and flashy we make it#they break THEIR OWN DNI by interacting with US like have some respect for YOUR OWN BOUNDARIES AT LEAST!!!!!!!!#sorry 2 be so crangy lately just tired of boundaries irl being stomped and then coming on here#and having the same thing happen#like whatever dont respect me but at least respect urself lol#just tired man
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I always get detained at da border because PROFUNC never ended but basically I'm like if a targeted individual didn't even care
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AYO HOLD UP THERE’S A WORD AND A FLAG FOR THIS???
#labels arent necessary and blah blah blah but having a word for it helps !!!!#AND the flag is pretty????#aceflux#motherfucker im just gunna tell people im queer tho but at least *I* know what i am#shut up carm#carm rambles
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gonna go brave the pillow room on aj so i can gift more ppl. wish me luck 🫡
#im out of saps AND items to gift 😭#also no one is gifting back this year and its kinda sad lol#like i dont remember who all ive gifted and idrc#but literally no one has gifted me back so its just. :/#especially when they SAY they gift back. like dude.#its not a big deal bc im doing it to be nice. but. cmon.#at that point it just seems like youre lying to get free stuff :(#ANYWAY ive been silently gifting ppl in the aj subreddit who're making gifting posts to try to give back yknow#dont expect anything from those ppl bc they literally give out hundreds of gifts gahsbabavca#previous rant was about ppl who comment in those threads and shit#ramblings blah blah#jamblr#im so nervous about tagging my posts so. uhhhh. *throws at the wall and runs*
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need to get my gender dysphoria comic project done asap i am so sick of being misgendered by my twitter followers lmao :')
#marie rambling#rant#its been constant this year idk#like i posted about liking mint chocolate chip flavor and someone commented “girls who like that blah blah” im not a fucking girl?#idk i'm just tired of it its pissing me off#is part of why i don't post on twitter much anymore#ik i should put my foot down about it but i don't want to be a dick ig
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... Mhm
#haikyuu!!#fan art#sketch#yahaba shigeru#traditional art#haikyuu art#vent art#idk if it actually is but its there in case people dont want to see that kind of stuff#anyway im going to rambling about projecting for a bit because im not feeling so hot rn#1 its low self esteem hours for... reasons I'd rather not disclose because i dont need others feeling bad about it anyway blah blah blah#constant feelings of being undesirable and like im not valuable for just myself throwing that onto Yahaba and his relationship to oikawa#2 i feel very guilty about the way I'm feeling atm because other people are very happy and i just feel like im making things about me being#sad if i say anything to those involved#3 i hate asking for attention and feeling like I'm going out of my way trying to get it when everyone else seems like it just fucking#happens to them instead of searching for it#man maybe getting bullied in middle school did have a lasting impact on me#drawing my boy crying keeps me from crying!!#screaming and crying and whatever else goes with it#anyway...#mutuals please dont ask me about this i just needed to throw it out into the void
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