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Touchy Situation

This is my newest Evan Buckley imagine, which will have a follow up, based on an idea I had after seeing the new episode.

I hope you will all like it, feedback is always lovely.

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Evan Buckley Masterlist

Summary: Evan is having a hard time adjusting to the new Captain who seems to have a vendetta against him. But things get even harder when (Y/n) goes into labour and they end up having a preemie baby.

Enjoy.

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"Are you feeling any better?" Evan leaned his head to one side and pressed his hips back into the counter. His eyes dragged up and down (Y/n)'s frame while his fingers began to tap against the glazed kitchen counter.

He could see the little things in (Y/n), like the way she was arched forwards rather than standing up straight. That meant she still had some back pain, and the way she kept shifting and leaning her hips from side to side told him the odd pains in her stomach were still present.

He could see the tiredness in her eyes and the far off look in her eyes told him she just wanted to go to bed and sleep. He would guess that (Y/n) didn't feel great today.

"A little."

"Really?"

(Y/n) looked over her shoulder to find Evan's brows raised and his arms folded over his chest rather than holding the counter. And when she noticed his fingers were tapping against his biceps, she couldn't help but shiver. He didn't believe her, and she couldn't blame him.

"Well enough for work." (Y/n) corrected herself and turned round so she was facing Evan.

He crossed the small distance between them and reached out to curl his hands around her hips, pulling her closer. His thumbs glided up and down her hips, noticing that she was wearing her work clothes which mainly consisted of black leggings and a maroon top with the dispatch logo in the right corner.

He wasn't so sure she should be going back to work yet, but if (Y/n) said she was going then he knew her mind was made up. Evan wouldn't be surprised if she came home feeling drained or like she had over-exerted herself, though.

"It's only a short shift, right?" If she suddenly told him she was doing a twelve hour shift, Evan would start protesting, that would be far too much. She would be throwing herself in the deep end after having just over a week off work.

"Yeah, only until eight." Leaning back, (Y/n) looped her arms around the back of Evan's neck and tucked herself into his embrace.

She tilted her head down to bury in the crook of his neck, feeling each deep breath he took while he leaned down and pressed his lips to the top of her head. She couldn't stop from closing her eyes and when Evan pressed his hips back into the counter, (Y/n) leaned further into him, letting him hold her weight for her. But it only made her feel worse; she felt like she was about to fall asleep standing up.

Her lips curved up at the corners when she felt Evan turn his hand and worm his fingers beneath her shirt. She didn't have to look to know exactly what he was doing. And she was right when she felt Evan press his hand against her bump.

He was exactly the same when they'd had Rowan. Always wanting to cling to her, hug her and have a hand on her bump somehow, even during the night he reached out for her. This time around was no different, except for the fact that they knew what gender the baby was.

When they had Rowan, they kept it a secret to find out, but this time hadn't been quite as smooth sailing. (Y/n) had had one or two problems and they'd ended up finding out the gender when the nurse told them by mistake. Not that they were too annoyed, they were excited and it meant they could get the spare room ready and get a few things in that didn't have to be gender neutral.

They were having a girl this time.

(Y/n) began gliding her fingers up and down the back of Evan's neck but when she finally opened her eyes, she blinked and took in what Evan was wearing. He wasn't in his usual jeans or even his jogging bottoms or gym shorts. He was in starched black trousers and a black shirt, and when she tilted her head back, she noticed the fire station logo over the left side of his chest.

"You're working today?" She didn't think Evan was heading to work today, it should be his day off, unless (Y/n) had gotten confused.

It had been off-putting to have time off work, it set (Y/n) back and made the days jumble up. But it meant she had been home every day to take Rowan to school and pick him up, they didn't have to worry about childcare while she had been off.

The only worry had been about the baby, since (Y/n) had time off due to a placental abruption.

"I swapped with Harry at work, I do today, he does my shift tomorrow. That way I can take you to your scan." He spoke quietly against the top of her head where he pressed his lips again, but when they parted and he looked down, Evan saw the frown etched onto her lips.

"But, but you said Gerrard hates people switching shifts."

"Doesn't matter, we've agreed and that's enough. I want to take you."

He hated the perplexed look that came across (Y/n)'s features, and he knew exactly why she was worried. Gerrard didn't like Evan; he took an instant dislike to him when he started two weeks ago, and when he learned that Evan was Bobby's son in law, it got worse.

If Evan tried to talk back or voice a concern, it was thrown back in his face that his father in law was no longer in charge and he couldn't slack anymore or get 'special treatment' as if that happened anyway.

But it did mean that if Evan- or anyone else on the team- had a problem or family issue, they couldn't expect Gerrard to understand. He didn't like people taking early leave from one shift and coming in early for another to make up the difference, whereas Bobby didn't mind. He didn't like people swapping shifts or needing to leave for family situations. He expected everyone to be robots and do their work to peak performance and if he asked them to stay late, he expected them to stay.

"I don't want to get you into trouble-"

"You're not getting me into trouble, baby. Harry didn't care about changing shifts and it's not against the law, Gerrard can't stop us. Besides, I want to make sure my girls are okay."

Evan didn't want (Y/n) thinking she was going to get him into any trouble when she wasn't technically doing anything. They all knew if Evan had any other Captain, swapping shifts wouldn't be an issue, especially because it was to take his wife to an appointment.

Gerrard was just being vindictive and Evan wouldn't rise to it or let him dictate or feel bad about wanting to be there for his family.

"What about Rowan?" (Y/n) pressed her chin into Evan's chest so she could look up at him. She watched the irritation about Gerrard fade from his features which softened into a smile.

"Maddie's gonna pick him up today, she said he can stay for dinner with her and Jee. It's all sorted, I promise." He had already made sure childcare wouldn't be an issue before he asked Harry to switch shifts. Maddie would get Rowan from school and have him at her place so he could spend some time with Jee and when (Y/n) finished her shift, she could pick him up.

"As long as you don't get into trouble."

A shiver tore down her spine when Evan's hand unravelled from her stomach and he trailed both hands up her sides. His fingertips tickled her skin until he finally settled his palms on either side of her neck with his thumbs tracing along her jaw. He tilted her head back and leaned down until their noses brushed and his smile was almost touching hers.

"It's all sorted," He murmured quietly before he pressed his lips to hers, stealing whatever oxygen she had left in her lungs.

He smiled against her lips which parted enough for Evan to slide his tongue into her mouth and trace across her lips. He tried not to shiver and shimmy on the spot when he felt (Y/n)'s hands leave his neck and trace down his sides instead until she was holding his hips to steady them both.

Evan wouldn't have (Y/n) worrying about this, which meant he wasn't about to to tell him as long as they agreed and changed the rota on the system, then it was okay. But if anyone asked for shift swaps Gerrard usually said no or agreed if they went on cleaning duty, and Evan had done his share of cleaning.

He was taking (Y/n) to her appointment tomorrow to make sure she and their baby were okay. And he didn't care what Gerrard said or thought about that.

The memory of this morning flooded Evan's mind and worked as the only thing that kept him sane and quiet.

A stern expression flooded his face while he clasped his hands together tightly behind his back. His fingers pressed into the back of his hands until his knuckles were turning white and pins and needles were shooting up and down his nerves.

He wanted to go home. He never wished to leave shift early and he never wished to stay home and not come into work at all, but Gerrard was changing things. Evan didn't do well with change in any aspect, but these last two weeks had honestly made Evan consider transferring to another station or even changing his job.

He couldn't handle being under Gerrard's reign of terror for much longer, and it hadn't even been a month yet.

"Look at this sorry excuse for a team." Whatever Gerrard said next went in one ear and out the other for Evan. As soon as the Captain was walking towards the end of their line up where Hen was, Evan let his mind wander.

He tried to picture (Y/n), the way she had leant on him the morning, the feeling of her arms cocooned around his neck or her fingers running up and down his waist to try and tickle him. The feeling of her lips on his, her smile, the swell of her stomach, anything. Just any part of (Y/n) to take his mind off where he was and why he was so irritated.

Evan tried not to think too hard about the shift swap either. He wished Bobby was still in charge. Bobby would have let Evan leave tomorrow lunch time, take (Y/n) to her scan and then come back on shift. Evan wouldn't have needed a swap if Bobby had been in charge.

And although he was grateful to Harry for agreeing to the swap, it was still annoying. Now, Evan was going to come home after Rowan was already in bed and he wouldn't get to cuddle him or read him a story before bed. He wouldn't have time with Rowan until he finished school tomorrow afternoon.

Evan was brought back to the harsh reality he found himself in when he heard Gerrard's voice boom through the station.

"Where's Anderson?" The older man scanned his eyes up and down the team all stood in a row like they were in the army talking to their drill sargent.

"Not on shift today, sir." Eddie tried to keep his voice neutral, but he thought it would have been obvious. The correct number of staff were working today, Gerrard had seen them all. Was it not clear enough that Harry was in fact having a day off if he wasn't here and they weren't a man down?

"What?"

A shiver crawled down Evan's spine and he closed his eyes, taking a deep breath before he stepped forward and tilted his head in Gerrard's direction.

"He swapped shifts with me, he's working tomorrow, I'm on today."

"And you didn't run this past me first?" Gerrard rose a brow, but Evan didn't look at him. He looked at the logo on the fire truck directly behind Gerrard so he didn't have to focus on his new Captain who he had a growing dislike for.

"Didn't know I had to, sir."

"This is the third time you've changed shifts in less than a month, Buckley. What's wrong with you?"

Evan steeled his neck and locked his jaw to stop himself from wincing or giving anything away. Gerrard had clearly checked up on him, probably on all the team. It would be on the rota that Evan had either swapped shifts or finished early one one day and stayed late on another. Bobby never minded and no one in head office ever said anything. They didn't care as long as the job got done and people kept their hours.

"My wife isn't well." He couldn't stop the defensiveness from seeping into his voice or his upper lip form curling up in distaste.

He had valid reasons which he didn't have to disclose to Gerrard if he didn't want to. He didn't need permission to swap. He and Harry changed the rota, they both agreed to it and it was all done without a fuss. But Gerrard liked to make a fuss, and he liked to show up his team and make them uncomfortable.

"She'd better be dying for you to have this much time off. This is the last time, understand?"

When Evan took a step forward and dropped his hands from behind his back, he suddenly felt Chimney grabbing his bicep and yanking him back towards their line. He knew what Evan was about to do. He could see his brother in law was ready to lunge, and he had every right.

But no one wanted Evan getting himself into trouble or getting suspended today, he had to keep his calm.

Evan shrugged off Chimney's hand and turned on his heels, stomping against the polished floor in a huff, aiming for the locker room. He had to be away from that so-called Captain before he took his head off.

(Y/n) wasn't well and she was pregnant, if Evan needed time off to look after her or take her to appointments then he had every right to do that. And there was no reason for Gerrard to be so rude and dismissive.

Evan wouldn't stand for it.

***

The grimace plastered onto Evan's face slowly morphed and faded out when he took another bite of his food. He wanted to go home. He wanted Bobby to come back to work and be back in charge.

Last night he and (Y/n) had Bobby and Athena round for dinner and Evan couldn't help but say how depressing Gerrard was making every shift. It wasn't just the team as a whole who were feeling let down and beaten up, Evan felt like he was being persecuted.

When Bobby was in charge, Evan didn't get special treatment, everyone could see that, even the new recruits or the people who came in on bank just to fill a slot when they were short staffed. Everyone knew Bobby was fair and sometimes he even went harder on Evan, but he knew exactly when to draw the line.

Unlike Gerrard.

Evan didn't know what to do, he didn't know how he was going to get through these next few days, let alone weeks if Gerrard stayed in command for much longer. He might have to change stations, ask for a temporary switch until they either got someone else in charge of the 118 or Bobby came back to them.

Evan glanced to his left and rose a brow when he watched Eddie lean back in his seat and subtly pull his plate closer to the edge of the table. Gerrard was complaining- yet again- about something, whilst they were having lunch. And they all knew he had a tendency to spit when he was eating and talking.

A small grin wormed onto Evan's face at Eddie's little movement, and he tried to let his mind wander, which was never a hard task with a hyperactive brain like his.

Both elbows pressed down on the table and he hunched forward, noticing that with both his feet tapping against the floor, it made his knees jostle and bang into the table. No one seemed to notice. It was a good job Evan sat on the opposite end of the table to Gerrard or he would be told off for that too.

Everyone had their dedicated seats at the table, and Evan used to sit next to Bobby. With Gerrard in Bobby's seat, Evan had switched to sit at the other end of the table, adding as much space between him and the Captain as possible. Everyone thought it was the best solution.

When Eddie heard Gerrard begin to nit-pick at the food, he leaned to his left and looked over at Buck.

"It's almost as good as Bobby's spag bol."

"Almost?" Evan jested even though he didn't feel in the best mood right now. He didn't seem to be in a good mood at all, even when he went home he couldn't seem to switch off or get out of this mood. But being around (Y/n) and Rowan helped; it helped a lot.

He managed a smile when Eddie grinned and stabbed at his food with his fork; Evan had been doing most of the cooking while Bobby wasn't here. For Bobby's birthday this year, (Y/n) had booked him onto a cooking course as he loved cooking, and he had taken Evan along with him. The pair of them had a lot more fun than they expected.

Evan ate another mouthful, near enough clearing his plate before he felt his phone vibrating in his pocket.

They weren't supposed to be on their phones while on shift, not even when they had hours to kill between calls on a slow day. But everyone checked them when they could and it was dinner time, Evan would take a phone call if he had to.

He pushed his seat back, scraping the legs against the floor when he realised it was Maddie calling him. She didn't usually call when he was at work unless there was some kind of emergency. Working at dispatch meant Maddie and (Y/n) both called the 118 to give them pointers and let them know about serious situations and collisions.

"Buck, can you talk?" Maddie's voice was oddly quiet like she thought Gerrard had super-human hearing.

But it was the catch in her voice that caught Evan's attention and he knew that slight scratch in her tone. She had been- or still was- crying. Why was she upset? What had happened?

He got up from his chair and stepped across towards the sofa in the corner of the annex just past the stairs. He wasn't talking to her with the rest of the team listening in and Gerrard watching with those beady little eyes that made Evan uncomfortable.

"I've got time… Mads, what's the matter?" Evan slumped his hips against the back of the sofa and crossed one leg over the other while his free hand curved around his chest. It made him look like he was trying to give himself a comforting hug, but he didn't care. He could feel himself bubbling up with panic, he could just sense that something wasn't right.

"You need to come down to the hospital, now."

"Why, are you okay?"

The silence he was met with made Evan realise that this wasn't about Maddie. She would be a bit calmer if she was at the hospital because of an injury or problem with herself. Maddie was always detached whenever it was something wrong with her or she had an issue. When family were concerned, she lost her nerve a little.

Thoughts and rambling circled around in Evan's mind as he tried to deduce the problem. It couldn't be something to do with Jee, or else Maddie would have called Chimney first, not Evan. And she doubted it would be something to do with Rowan, who was at school, or else (Y/n) or the school would have gotten in contact with him.

That only left (Y/n).

"(Y/n)'s water broke, she's gone into labour and- and they can't stop it." The hitch in Maddie's voice showed she was about to cry, but her words broke her little brother completely.

Evan couldn't help the tears that blurred his vision or the way his face dropped like he was suffering from a stroke.

This wasn't right. It wasn't possible. (Y/n) hadn't been well lately, but she hadn't had any signs that she would go into labour. She wasn't even thirty weeks pregnant, if she had the baby now they would be extremely premature, they would all have a big fight on their hands.

They couldn't have their baby now; they got to thirty nine weeks with Rowan and he had been perfectly fine. (Y/n) had no issues and a smooth labour with Rowan, why was this time any different?

"Buck?"

"Text me the ward details, I'm on my way." He wasn't sure how he managed to stop his voice from wavering or crackling like static. But when he heard Maddie murmur her agreement, he ended the call and stuffed his phone into his pocket.

She could send him the details so he knew what part of the hospital he had to get to. He wasn't sticking around here, he was going straight to his wife. She needed him.

His feet felt oddly cold and numb in his boots when he wobbled back towards the table. Everything seemed to blur in front of him, he could see shapes and colours but everything was dotted with spots twinkling in front of his eyes. Each breath started to run away without him and when he wobbled to the left, he suddenly felt Hen reaching out for him.

Her hands grabbed his arm and his lower back, steadying him before he fell into the table or into a heap on the floor.

"Buck, woah, what's going on?" Worry was very much evident in her voice as she pushed up from her seat to stand beside him.

"I have to go."

His voice was raspy and he couldn't look anywhere but down at his empty plate that was spinning in circles before his eyes.

"Your shift isn't over." Gerrard barely looked up from his plate before he went back to hacking away at his spaghetti, eating as if he had been starved for a week. Despite telling Evan earlier that the food was unnaturally spicy and the mince tasted off; anything to irritate him.

Evan could of killed him then and there. Bobby wouldn't have queried it. He would have seen the distress on Evan's face and told him he could go without question. He would of asked what was wrong and tried to help rather than sit there and dictate.

Evan glanced his watering eyes around the team, barely able to suck in a proper breath which caused Hen to place her her hand on his chest to try and prompt him to breathe.

"What's happened?"

"(Y/n)'s having the baby."

Both Chimney and Eddie shared sideways glances with each other. That wasn't good. They all knew (Y/n) was nowhere near full term. Before Bobby left he had marked it on the calendar in his office when (Y/n)'s due date was. He had been getting ready to arrange more staff for that month so Evan could have his time off and Bobby could also take some leave to see his second grandchild.

Eddie ran his hand down his face, silently doing the mental math before he took a shuddering breath and looked over at Hen. (Y/n) was nearly three months early if she was indeed going to have the baby today. None of them wanted to think what the odds were that this would turn out okay.

"Go." The little nudge Hen gave Evan was enough to make him charge into action.

He stumbled away from the table, boots skidding along the floor before he pounded down the stairs, almost toppling over more than once on his way down. He had to go, (Y/n) needed him. He had to call Bobby and tell him what was happening. Wherever Bobby was, whether he had a new assignment or whether he was at the chief's office, he had to know and come down to the hospital.

Evan had to find someone to look after Rowan when he finished school.

"You're no longer acting Captain, Wilson. You don't get to dismiss people from work. He still has to stay on shift or he gets reprimanded-"

"You heard him, his wife's in labour."

The dark look that crossed Hen's eyes matched the way her lips curled up and she clamped one hand down on the back of the chair in front of her. While her other hand moved to hold her hip that cocked out to the side. Did Gerrard not have a heart? What if his spouse had been rushed to hospital, would he not want to be there from the start?

"And she will see him in-" He put his fork down to glance at the watch strapped to his wrist. "Three hours, when he actually finishes."

"She's not even hit thirty weeks yet, that makes the baby extremely premature. He has to go." It took a lot for Eddie to refrain from slamming his hand down on the table to emphasise his point.

Being in labour before thirty-three weeks was classed as very premature, so (Y/n) being below thirty made her extremely high risk for complications and it didn't give the baby the best of odds. How could Evan be expected to stay at work when his wife was in risky labour? How could he be told he had to carry on working?

His mind would clearly and rightfully be elsewhere and if he wasn't concentrating at work someone could get injured. Evan couldn't stay here agonising for three hours that were better spent being with his family.

The team moved over to the balcony just in time to see Evan hooking his bag onto his shoulder before he slipped behind the stairs towards the back door. He was heading out into the car park to get to the jeep. He was in a rush, and none of them blamed him. All their thoughts were drifting away with him, wishing him luck despite the irritation written across Gerrard's face.

No one could expect Evan to stay.

***

"I-I'm sorry-"

"Don't say that." Evan wiped his hand across his eyes, ridding hundreds more tears that didn't seem to want to stop falling from his eyes.

He hated when (Y/n) said that, especially right now. She kept trying to say sorry as if she had done something to provoke labour. She hadn't done anything wrong and Evan wouldn't sit and listen to her plead and say how sorry she felt when she didn't have to. She had nothing to feel bad or guilty about.

He inched the chair closer to the bed and pulled (Y/n)'s hand closer to his face so he could press his lips to her knuckles. He started to run his hand up and down her arm when (Y/n) tightened her grip on his hand and leaned forward on the next contraction.

Every now and then, Evan looked over at the monitor across from him. They were monitoring the baby's heartbeat, to make sure she was okay and that her vitals didn't suddenly drop or fade out. That constant wavy line and the quiet drumming beat kept Evan's own heart going.

"You're doing so good," He murmured against the back of her hand while he ran his fingers up and down her arm in a constant rhythm.

They had been in this position before, but that had been entirely different. They had been prepared for labour, they were ready and excited and had no issues when they had Rowan. Labour had lasted fourty hours with Rowan, this time it was barely more than nine.

Rowan had been fine when he had been born, none of his organs were too small and under-developed. His lungs were prepared to breathe on their own, his stomach had been developed enough to take milk orally. Their baby girl wasn't going to be the same. She wouldn't be able to breathe unaided. She wouldn't be able to feed properly, or regulate her heartbeat or her body temperature. She wasn't going to survive outside an incubator.

Evan turned his head back to look at the midwife when (Y/n)’s hands tightened around his own signalling she was having another contraction. He cringed when (Y/n) started pushing and her scream rebounded through his ears and made a shiver run down his spine.

She pulled Evan's hand up until she could press it against her chest and her eyes followed him as he got up from the chair and perched down on the edge of the bed to be closer to her.

It reminded her of how they'd been when they had Rowan. (Y/n) had constantly been moving around the room right until she was ready to push with Rowan. And they both ended up on the bed, (Y/n) sat between Evan's thighs. They had been happy. They had been excited and content and overwhelmed. They weren't crying in fright, screaming in agony and suffering broken hearts at the prospect of having a poorly, premature baby.

He leaned over, curling his left arm around her waist and he let (Y/n) lean into his chest while his lips attached to the top of her head.

Part of Evan wanted to let go of (Y/n)'s hand and move down to feather his fingers across her stomach instead. She was only six months along, and Evan couldn't get his head around the prospect that her stomach wasn't going to get any bigger than this. They had barely gotten into the phase of feeling the baby move and kick, and now it was all over.

"Okay, the head's born now, well done. Take a breath, and we can get ready for the next contraction."

Part of (Y/n) was desperate to smile when she watched Evan lean over her stomach as soon as the midwife spoke. He kept hold of her hand and his other hand stayed on her waist, but he leaned down to look at their second baby.

They were going to be so much smaller than Rowan.

Evan had a picture from the first time he got to hold Rowan right after his birth. He wanted to do the same again, have a picture of him holding his baby girl for the first time. But if he did, those pictures wouldn't be comparable. His daughter was going to be miniscule, compared to Rowan.

She was going to be tiny, wrinkled, helpless. Evan doubted if she would fit in the palm of his hands.

"That's it, push again (Y/n),"

"You're almost there, sweetheart." Evan nudged his nose against (Y/n)'s and pecked her lips before he moved round a little. He leaned across so (Y/n) could lean her back against his chest a bit more. His arms cocooned around her waist and his fingers stayed oddly still against her stomach.

Evan's mind was going a mile a minute. So many thoughts blundered about in his head. What would he do if this situation didn't go the way they were hoping for? Maddie had gone to get Rowan from school and look after him for the rest of the afternoon, and she said he could stay with her and Chimney tonight.

If their baby didn't make it, how could Evan call her and explain that? How would he tell Bobby and Athena without breaking down? What would he say to Rowan? Their boy was only five, he wasn't going to understand any of this.

Tears tracked down (Y/n)'s face and she felt like she was on fire when she heard the midwife say that the shoulders were born. Then the arms.

It felt like she was being electrocuted and like her legs had been burned off at the thighs when all the weight was suddenly pulled down from her stomach. Their daughter was no longer safe and protected with (Y/n), she were fending for herself now. (Y/n) hadn't protected their daughter like she had done with Rowan. She'd failed her.

Her body slumped back into Evan but she couldn't hear whatever he said, even though she could feel his lips moving against her neck and his voice vibrated against her skin. His arms tightened around her waist in a comforting, broken hug as he held her tightly to his chest and started to sway them side to side.

Her shaking hands moved up to hold onto Evan's forearms that grounded her and kept her calm when she felt like she was about to disappear. She let her head flop back on his shoulder and her wet lips smothered his neck as her nails punctured into his arms.

"Is she okay?" (Y/n) was surprised she managed to speak when her throat was tightening and tears were streaming down her face.

She thought labour was going to feel the same as when she had Rowan the first time around. (Y/n) didn't expect it to be over so swiftly and it broke her heart to know this had been easier because their daughter was significantly smaller than their first baby.

"She's a strong one. Here, you can have a quick cuddle."

Tears began to stream down (Y/n)'s face when the newborn was settled on her chest. She couldn't stop the way she started to cry and struggle for air, even though she wasn't the one who had the breathing problems.

Her trembling hands moved to cradle her daughter who fit perfectly in the palm of her hands. She didn't care about the midwife hovering beside her, making sure the little baby could still breathe and was still wriggling. All (Y/n) cared about was the life resting on her chest and Evan, curled around her like a security blanket. With the tip of his finger delicately but shakily brushing across his daughter's cheek.

(Y/n) all but mewled and tucked her face into Evan's neck when their girl was taken from her chest. That wasn't long at all, but at least she'd gotten to hold her for a few seconds.

"I seem to remember you saying you cut the cord with your first. Would you like to do the honours again?"

The midwife was leaning over the end of the bed and she looked over at Evan with something tender in her eyes. It almost made him wonder if she had been in this position before, if she herself had experienced a premature baby. The look in her eyes made Evan feel like they could relate to her.

When Evan looked down at her, (Y/n) nodded and managed to lean forward enough to let him move from behind her. She would be okay if he let her go, just for a little while.

His took the medical scissors from the midwife and tried to stop himself from shaking. She held the cord up where she had clamped it off and Evan cut it just like he had done with Rowan and a handful of other newborns that he delivered whilst on shift. But this was different. It would always be different with his own children.

As soon as the cord was cut, Evan was left shaking, barely breathing as he leant over the end of the bed. His eyes glued to their initial midwife as she stole the baby from the bed and moved over to the incubator in the corner of the room. Evan knew in a minute or two their daughter would be rushed down to the neonatal unit.

(Y/n) swallowed harshly as she watched the midwife scribble Baby Buckley onto a wrist tag, along with the date and time of their daughter's birth.

They didn't even have a name for her. They thought they had another three months to come up with a name they both agreed on. But now their girl was here and they didn't know what to call her. Baby Buckley was going to have to be sufficient until (Y/n) and Evan had some time to think.

They hadn't been expecting her so early.

***

"Mum," Tears began to flood (Y/n)'s eyes again, causing yet another headache to well up behind her eyes, but she did her best to push them away.

Her arms opened out and she could feel herself trembling when Athena hurried over to her and wrapped her up in a hug. Athena kissed the side of her head and held (Y/n) as tight to her chest as she could, like she was trying imbed her step-daughter into her chest to keep her safe.

"Oh, honey. Are you okay?"

(Y/n) didn't know the answer to that, so she kept hold of Athena until she moved to sit down on the bed beside her. When Athena gently let go of her, (Y/n) leaned back and reached her arms up when her dad leaned over her. His arms secured around her, pulling her into his embrace while he kissed the top of her head.

"Hey sweetheart, we stopped by the neonatal ward on the way up." Bobby cupped the back of (Y/n)'s neck and pecked her temple again as he spoke. He felt his heart exploding in his chest at the hope that bubbled up in her eyes.

"Is she okay?" (Y/n) hadn't been able to get down to see her baby yet, that one little cuddle was all she had. The nurses constantly reassured her that she was okay, but it wasn't enough. And Evan hadn't left her side yet to go and see if she was okay.

He had texted Bobby and Maddie the moment their baby was born and Bobby and Athena came straight over. But Evan had asked if they would stop by and see if they could see and check on the baby first, Evan didn't want to leave (Y/n) alone just yet.

"She's stabilised and settled in an incubator. All set up on a breathing tube," Bobby felt the shiver than ran down (Y/n)'s spine and he hated to see the way her lips wobbled before she started to cry again.

This wasn't how any of them thought their day would turn out. Bobby didn't think he would get a frantic call from Evan just after dinner saying he was rushing down to the hospital. He never thought he would have a premature baby in the family, it was just taken for granted that things had been fine with Rowan and they all expected it to go smoothly with the new baby too.

"We'll take you down to see her soon." Athena rested her hand on (Y/n)'s thigh to try and calm her down.

"Is Rowan okay?" (Y/n) looked between both parents, praying they had heard from Maddie and knew if he was alright. He loved spending weekends with Athena and Bobby or going out with Maddie, but he didn't usually spend the night away from home during the week. He would know something was wrong because he hadn't been told about this sleepover, it was sprung on him.

"He's fine, honey, and we'll take him this weekend so you both can stay here and focus on the little one."

Bobby nodded, about to chip in and agree and try to calm his daughter down, but when he looked up, he frowned. Evan looked panic-stricken. His teeth were pulling at his lower lip, his eyes were hollow and dark and he was looking between Bobby and his phone like he had just received an alert about the end of the world.

When Evan ticked his towards the door and began to tremor his foot against the floor, Bobby nodded. He pecked (Y/n)'s temple again and smiled at Athena before he followed Evan outside into the corridor.

"Buck, everything okay?" Bobby's hands found his hips but he was taken back when Evan looked like he was going to explode. The word 'no' rambled from his lips before he thrust his phone at his former captain before his hands tangled in his hair.

The younger man began to pace up and down, scratching his scalp with how tightly his fingers were knitting into his curls. He could feel his breaths running away without him and tears were welling up in his eyes again, but he didn't know what to do.

For a few moments, Bobby stayed silent as he looked over the text messages that had been sent to him. For starters it was wrong that Gerrard was messaging Buck during a time like this when he knew exactly what was happening. And secondly, what he was saying was utterly horrid.

"Okay… Buck, calm down-"

"Bobby, he's telling me I have to go into work tomorrow. He said if I don't turn up he'll suspend me without pay."

Evan tried not to raise his voice, but he couldn't help it. The first few messages he could ignore. The ones saying he had been wrong to leave shift early and would have to make the time up, Evan could ignore that. But it was the ones that followed and the email that reiterated the same thing which sent his blood boiling.

He was trying to make Evan go to his shift in the morning. He wanted Evan to do a twelve hour shift the day after his premature baby had been born. Who did he think he was? Why did he think he had the right to do that? Why on Earth did he think Evan would agree to this?

"Look at the end of the message!" Evan's voice was seething and he leaned over Bobby's shoulder to hastily scroll to the last tangent message he received from Gerrard.

*… you haven't been authorised any leave and as such, you need to turn up to work as normal tomorrow.

"Work as normal! Is he being serious? This is an emergency- she's not even an hour old yet-"

"Buck, I'll sort it." The commanding tone in Bobby's voice cut off Evan's rambling that was taking away his breath and making his face turn a dark shade of red.

Evan couldn't 'work as normal' when his wife had just had a baby. A baby who was in the intensive care unit and would be there for the foreseeable future. Evan's baby wasn't going to be leaving this hospital for at least six to seven weeks, that was almost two months. Evan would have to split his time between home, hospital and work and he had no idea how that was going to work. Normal was never going to be an option from now on.

But he knew one thing for certain; he was not going in to work tomorrow. He had just had a baby, he was entitled to two weeks leave and Bobby and Athena were entitled to one week of leave for being grandparents. None of them could be forced to work.

He shifted his hands down from his hair to dig his nails into the back of his neck, bending his elbows out at his sides to try and expand his chest and take deeper breaths.

Why couldn't Bobby still be in charge? Why did Gerrard have a vendetta against Evan? What had he done to deserve any of this?

"Alright, now I spoke to Sue over at dispatch, normally they don't give maternity pay or leave until thirty-eight weeks, but because (Y/n)'s already had the baby, they've agreed to start her on leave and full pay from now, as normal. She'll just have to go back to work a bit earlier but we can sort that when the times comes."

Bobby had called Sue the moment Evan called him, someone had to tell her that (Y/n) wasn't going to be back to work for a while.

The policy for maternity leave was that (Y/n) shouldn't get paid any leave until she was thirty-eight weeks pregnant, then she could take her leave and be off work for the agreed period of time. But (Y/n) wasn't on leave because she was ill, she had already had the baby and Sue was understanding as well as sympathetic.

(Y/n)'s maternity leave would start now, which meant that she would be going back to work nine weeks earlier than original, since she was taking it nine weeks early at the start. But that was okay. As long as (Y/n) got paid and her leave was secured, it didn't matter when she went back to work.

"And me?" He almost dreaded to ask. He didn't know what he would do if it turned out that Gerrard was in the right and he had to go back to work tomorrow.

He wouldn't. Evan wouldn't be able to leave (Y/n) or their daughter, but he didn't know how long Gerrard would keep him on suspension if he didn't turn up. And he couldn't afford suspension without pay.

"You're pay is different, as soon as you have a child you get two weeks paid leave from the day of the birth. Just like with Rowan. Gerrard can't take that away from you so I'll have a word with the Chief and make sure it's amended on the rota. It's going to be fine, I'll sort it out."

When Bobby handed him his phone back, Evan shoved it in his pocket and looked up at his father in law. Bobby's hands moved to his shoulders and he started taking deep breaths, coaching Evan to do the same.

There was no need to panic. Now that bobby wasn't in charge of a station, he was around the chief and the department a lot more than before. He would go straight there tomorrow and make sure that Evan was put on paid leave, not suspension. After those two weeks, Bobby would help him work out a system where he could work and visit the hospital.

And all the family would help with looking after Rowan so they didn't have to leave their daughter alone at the hospital. They would all make it work, Gerrard be damned.

"Why's he doing this to me?" Tears began to bubble over in Evan's eyes as his chest tightened. "He t- he tried to stop me being here, he's trying to get me back on shift… Bobby, she might- if she doesn't make it-"

"Hey, don't think like that. She's here, she's being looked after and we're gonna go and check on her in a minute. She's strong, we'll make sure she's okay. As for Gerrard, we can sort that too."

Bobby didn't know why Gerrard was being vindictive against Evan, he didn't know whether it was because Evan had ideas and stood out on shift. Whether it was due to his bold ideas and his methods or his personality or simply because he was Bobby's in law. Whatever it was, it couldn't continue and the team weren't going to let it happen. They would do whatever they could to make things easier for Evan and his family.

Pushing forward, Evan deadlocked his arms around Bobby who gladly reeled him in for a hug.

"I wish you hadn't resigned." There was no malice in Evan's tone, but the raw agony laced into his tone was enough to cut Bobby's heart strings and make him cling to Evan tighter.

He shouldn't have resigned so quickly. He should have taken the time to think about it and choose his options. He should have talked to the chief and made sure there was a suitable replacement rather than leaving and letting Gerrard slip back into the position of Captain. He had unintentionally made things ten times more difficult for his family, and he was utterly destroyed by it.

"Me too."

He couldn't change what had happened, no matter how desperately he wanted to.

And now Evan was stuck bearing the consequences.

#evan buckley x reader #evan buckley #911 imagine #imagine #evan buckley imagine #buck x reader #buck imagine #pregnant! reader #eddie diaz #hen wilson #maddie buckley han #bobby nash

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A-Mazing*

Summary: An extra for 404*

The one where you and Harry find yourselves lost in a corn maze together.

Word Count: 7.5k

Content Warning: 18+, smut, exhibitionism, size kink, Daddy kink, enemies dynamic, Harry being a little bitch 🫶

“Oh, absolutely not.”

Harry smirks as he turns to you, hands sliding into his hoodie pocket. “Gee, thanks.”

“No, I’m serious, I’m not getting stuck with you,” you argue, glancing toward the rest of the group that’s already heading inside the corn maze. “Seriously, please. Anybody else. I will take literally anybody else.”

“Well, you don’t get anybody else,” Harry snorts, much too smug for your liking. “You were late.”

“Yeah, and I was late because I was fixing your mistake,” you remind him. “It took me three hours to recode that sequence. And I’m still not finished—"

“Right, because it wasn’t a fucking mistake, Princess. The way I designed it was going to help it run three times more efficiently than the way Prescott suggested. And you just fucking undid it—"

“You weren’t asked to make it more efficient. You were told to do it the way the client wanted—”

“Well, the way the client wanted it was slow and stupid—”

“And you would be the authority on slow and stupid.”

Harry’s eyes narrow while his lips press into a thin line, looking quite incensed. “Very mature. Are we going in or what?”

“Fine,” you agree through a heavy exhale, shoving past him to head toward the entrance.

You have no idea why you even agreed to come in the first place. Sure, the idea of getting a few coworkers together for some fall fun was sweet, but truth be told, you don’t really care about any of these people outside of the office. You don’t care to see them, or get to know them, or hang out with them.

And the one person you do know happens to also be the one person you can’t stand.

Corn mazes are fun. Even pairing up to do them together is kind of exciting.

But with him? You’d rather get lost.

“All right, here’s your map,” the kind, older woman at the table says, handing you a piece of paper. “Answer the questions at each fork and follow the path according to your answer.”

You nod your understanding and offer a quick thank you before slipping past the tent and toward the beginning of the maze. The setting sun casts shadows across the field as you both make your way through the stocks.

You feel a sense of adventure as you make your way to the first checkpoint. Taking in the lingering scent of kettle corn somewhere off in the distance, and the excited chatter of the other people inside the maze. It’s exhilarating, and you feel a sense of purpose as you stride forward. Spurred on by a need to win – to do better than him.

And you hear Harry subtly huff from somewhere behind you, clearly annoyed with the way you’ve left him behind. “Real fucking mature,” he scoffs, and you can practically hear his eyes roll. “We’re supposed to be a team, Tinkerbell. You know, work together.”

“Well, I don’t want to be on a team with you,” you retort. “And we’ve never worked well together. As is evident by your complete lack of common sense and understanding of the system we’re trying to design.”

“Oh, this shit again—"

“Yes, this shit again. You’re costing us time and money by trying to prove you’re so much better than everyone else—”

“Well, I can’t exactly help it if I am, now, can I?”

You feel your expression fall as you spin on your heel to face him. “You’re fucking annoying, is what you are. It’s not my job to clean up after you. Okay, I’m not your mother, I’m not your babysitter. I am your equal. And it’s about fucking time you start treating me like it.”

Even in the dark, murky space, you can see a certain glimmer in his eye. One that challenges the frown on his face.

He studies you for a moment, eyes searching for a response. “Careful what you wish for, Princess.”

With that, he shoves past you and forges ahead into the maze. Leaving you to stare at his back with a glower.

You’re both silent as you approach the first fork, offering nothing more than looks of indignation and huffs of apathy as you raise your map and scan the question.

“What does WWW stand for in a website browser?” you read aloud before snorting. “World Wide Web. C.”

An easy question. You both know the answer, and there's no way he can argue with you.

So, instead, he says nothing. Merely glancing over the paper almost skeptically before heading toward the third row.

Pocketing the trivia questions, you chase after him. “So that’s how it’s gonna be, huh? The silent treatment?”

Harry’s back stays to you as he slips between the stocks. “I’m not giving you the fucking silent treatment; I’m not twelve.”

“Then why aren’t you talking to me?”

“Because you’re a fucking brat.”

The vicious way he sneers the word sends a certain reaction down your spine, but you brush it away just as quickly as it appeared. “I thought I was your teammate.”

“You said it yourself, we’re not a team,” he retorts. “You’re not my babysitter, and you’re not my mother. Unless what you were really trying to say is that you want me to call you Mommy.”

You feel yourself hesitate, confused, and slightly startled by the suggestion. “Ew. Why would I want that?”

You see his shoulder lift and fall in a shrug. “I don’t know. You’ve always been a kinky little thing. Maybe it gets you off.”

“Oh, fuck you, I don’t have a mommy kink. Especially not with you.”

“Fine, a daddy kink then. Don’t think I forgot how eager you were to say it last time—”

“That was for you,” you hiss, once again glaring at his hooded back. “Okay, I was trying to see if you liked it, and you did—”

“Of course I did. It’s hot.”

“Sure, yeah. But I’m the kinky one?”

“I never said I wasn’t. I’m just saying, if you want me to call you mommy…all you have to do is ask.”

You come to the second fork, forcing the conversation to a halt as you feel your heart hammer in your chest. “Whatever. Let’s just get this over with.”

“Fine.”

You unfold the map and search for the next question. “What is cynophobia?”

“Easy. Fear of cats.”

“That’s ailurophobia, you dipshit. Cynophobia is a fear of dogs.”

“Dipshit. Classy. No, that’s real nice, Tink. Very romantic.”

“Well, it’s true. Look it up.”

“Can’t,” he says calmly. Confidently. “There’s no service in here.”

“Oh, yeah? And how do you know?”

“Cause I’ve done this before. Many times.”

Your eyes narrow. “Seriously?”

“Seriously.”

“…why?”

There’s a brief pause before he says, “She used to love it here.”

Your heart instantly drops into your toes, grimace untwisting as you glance toward the ground. “Oh.”

Another shrug. “Point is, I can’t look it up. So…pick whichever. I don’t care.”

Swallowing thickly, you gesture toward the second exit. “B. The answer is dogs. My brother used to have it when he was younger.”

And for the first time all evening, it’s Harry’s turn to look surprised as he nudges his glasses further up the bridge of his nose. “You have a brother?”

“Yeah. Didn’t you learn that from my file?” you tease, and you notice his lips twitch up into a smirk.

“Not exactly.”

“Yeah, well…I don’t really talk about him. He doesn’t live here, he lives back home. After my dad left, he stuck around to take care of our mom.”

You see a flash of sympathy streak across his expression, but you’re brushing him off before he can comment.

“Anyway, it’s B,” you repeat, walking toward the middle row. “If you don’t believe me, then go your own way.”

For a moment, Harry hesitates, almost as though considering it. Then, he sighs, and begrudgingly follows your lead.

This time around, you’re both quiet. Listening to the sounds of everyone else further on in the maze laughing, or talking, or squealing with excitement.

A few scattered lamps help guide you through the dark labyrinth. You can see the wind move through the corn stocks. The way they rustle as they sway with the breeze, adding an element of eeriness to the already spooky scene.

Furthermore, the night air is beginning to grow cold. The fall chill nipping at your skin and reminding you once more that it’s no longer summer as you shiver and pull your jacket further around your body.

“Should have brought a real coat,” Harry comments, almost haughtily, and it makes your eyes roll. “It’s October, Princess. Can’t wear booty shorts and flip flops anymore.”

Despite the fact that you’re wearing neither of those, you still feel the need to scoff, “Well, of course it’s not cold to you. You’re already dead inside.”

“Ooo, ouch. You got me. Sick burn, Tink. Real sick.”

His flippant response makes your skin crawl. “You are so fucking annoying, do you know that?”

“And you’re a fucking brat, do you know that?”

“I’m not a brat, I’m just right.”

“Sure. Whatever you say.”

“Yeah, it is whatever I say, actually. I’m the one with the fucking map.”

To prove your point, you wave the paper in the air before stopping beside the next checkpoint.

“What are the names of the four women on the show, The Golden Girls?” you read, eyebrows furrowing in thought. “Uh…I know Rose is one of them.”

“And Betty White,” Harry adds.

“No, her character. Not her,” you huff. “And I’m pretty sure Betty played Rose, so that’s only one.”

“Well, excuse me for trying to help,” he scoffs before glancing over the multiple-choice answers. “Then it’s probably A or C. Those are the only ones with Rose in them.”

“Well, we have to pick one. Okay, we can’t do both—”

“Yes, I fucking know that, Tinkerbell. I’m just narrowing it down—”

“Well, maybe be less condescending about it.”

“Fine,” he nearly snaps, angrily stabbing at the map with his finger. “A. Dorothy, Rose, Blanch, and Samantha.”

“No, that doesn’t sound right. I don’t think they had a Samantha. It was…it was something else. Either Sophia or Sarah.”

“Well, you have to pick one. You can’t have both,” he repeats mockingly, and you begin to glare. “Besides, statistically, it’s more likely they switch up the letters with each guess. We’ve already done B and C. Next should be A.”

“Really? That’s your reasoning?”

“That’s my reasoning. Take it or leave it.”

And you don’t like it. You don’t feel convinced by it. But you decide – just this once – to put your faith in his incessant need to be right. To trust him and his judgment.

You nod once. A curt gesture of good will as he sighs gratefully and takes off toward the first row.

An eerie feeling follows you as you trail behind. Perhaps an ominous warning to turn around. That something is about to go wrong.

At first, you shake it away. Equating it with your distaste for the man before you.

But soon…you see the real reason why.

“You’ve got to be fucking kidding me,” you groan when you’re both forced to a stop by a dead end. “See? What did I tell you?”

“Fuck off, you didn’t tell me shit, Princess. It’s a dead end, not death,” he huffs. “We’ll turn around and try again.”

“Can we? We passed like two other rows and now I can’t remember which way we came.”

“Well, that’s not my fault.”

“Oh, bite me, Harold.”

“Just tell me where.”

You feel your heart race beneath your chest. Spurred on by adrenaline, slight fear, and the brisk cold air. “Can you please stop being so infuriating?”

“Can you please stop being such a bitch?” he replies cooly before his eyes flick down toward your shivering frame. “You’re shaking.”

“Yes, I know,” you grit through clenched, chattering teeth. “It’s cold. And don’t you dare make another joke about flip flops. I don’t have the energy to slap you.”

That arrogant smirk returns. “Cute. Told you, you should have brought a coat.”

“Well, I didn’t,” you hiss. “So can we please just get the fuck out of here before I freeze to death?”

Harry’s eyes roll, but you notice his grin grow as he sighs and lifts a hand toward the collar of his hoodie.

In one fluid motion, he’s slipping the sweatshirt up his torso and over his head to hand to you. Dangling the dark fabric between your bodies as you stare at it incredulously.

“Take it,” he grumbles, waving the material in your direction. “And don’t fucking say I’m never nice to you.”

Stunned, you blink quickly. “What…are you doing?”

“Just put it on,” he huffs, gesturing toward you again. “Cause, if you die out here, I’m not dragging your body back.”

Your eyelids narrow into small slits while you cautiously reach for the hoodie. “Seriously?”

“Seriously.” Once you’ve taken it, he uses his knuckle to shove his glasses back into position. “Like you said, I can’t get cold. I’m dead inside.”

You smile at this before pulling the cozy jacket over your head. It smells…good. It smells like him. Radiating heat and the faint scent of his cologne.

Truth be told, it feels like a warm hug. Something you can’t imagine Harry ever giving you on his own. And a part of you feels…relieved. Relaxed and almost…enamored. Perhaps even grateful.

“Thanks,” you murmur, snuggling against the fabric before slipping your hands into the pocket. “You didn’t…have to. I know being nice isn’t your thing.”

He snorts, turning now toward the tall lookout platform just beside the dead end. “Whatever. Maybe we should go up and see if we can see the exit.”

“Okay.”

With that, he turns toward the stairs and begins the trek up. You rush after him, trying hard to see the steps without much light, and thankfully making it to the top in one piece as you begin to look around.

It’s beautiful. Absolutely stunning, the design lit up by the soft glow of the moon. An almost romantic touch, although you shake the thought away. You can see a few groups spread out throughout the rest of the maze, but most of them are already making their way out. Having figured out the riddles much quicker than the two have seemed to.

You pout. “Nuts.”

“Yeah,” he agrees in a low grumble. “Okay, we’ll…we’ll turn around. Maybe you were right. Maybe it was C. We can try that next.”

It’s strange to hear him admit you could have been correct, and you can’t help but smirk as you nod. “Okay.”

You follow Harry down the other side, focusing your attention on your footing as you take each step one at a time.

But once you’re toward the bottom, your tennis shoe suddenly catches on a rogue nail, and you begin to stumble. Body falling forward before you can even reach for the railing.

Instantly, Harry – who’s already made it back to the ground – reaches out for your arms, slipping his hands beneath your elbows to help steady you and catch you just in the nick of time. Sparing you from a rather embarrassing fall.

You gasp as you’re flung forward, allowing yourself to settle in his embrace for support while you work on your balance and place your feet back where they need to be.

And once you’re sure you’re sturdy, you take a deep breath, and straighten up.

“Shit,” you whisper, lashes fluttering from the rush of adrenaline, and the feel of his touch. “I hate these shoes.”

You expect a snarky quip, but instead, you see his expression twist from behind his glasses as he glances over your face. Hands still glued to your arms. “Are you all right?”

A bit stunned by the soft and rather gentle tone of voice, you nod once. “Yeah. Sorry, I’m…sorry. I should have been looking.”

He seems confused by your apology but chooses to ignore it, instead watching you closely as if monitoring your reaction. “If you wanted me to hold you, Tinkerbell, you could have just said so.”

Despite yourself, you laugh, cheeks growing warm as you push yourself out of his arms. “Fuck off.”

“Fuck off? Or fuck me?”

“Ha. Very funny.”

“Maybe I’m not being funny,” he argues. “Maybe I mean it.”

“Oh, really?”

“Really.”

You snort. “Harry, come on. This would be the last place to fuck.”

“Why?”

“Yeah, why. What’s wrong with it? It’s dark. Secluded. There’s the element of getting caught, which I know you like.”

“Harry,” you repeat, almost doubtfully. “We…there’s no place to even do it. It’s way too exposed, and cold, and dangerous. We’d be better off just fucking in my car.”

“If we can even find our way back to your car,” he retorts teasingly. “Besides, I thought you liked danger.”

You gaze at him with suspicion, feeling that odd racing return to your chest. “You’re not being serious, are you?”

He shrugs. “I don’t know. Maybe. I wasn’t at first, but…it’s not a bad idea.”

“Please. You can’t be that horny that you have to fuck me every time we see each other.”

“Okay, well, I’m not and I don’t,” he scoffs. “It’s just…different.”

“Oh, really? Why?”

Another shrug, but this time, he’s stepping closer. Those soft, green eyes dancing down your body as if drinking you in. Indulging in the sight of you. “I don’t know,” he repeats, a bit quieter. Thicker. “There’s just…something about you, in my clothes. It’s…it’s good. You look good.”

The look in his eye is primal. Breeding a new sense of desire deep within the pit of your stomach. You shift under his lustful gaze, fingers curling into your fist from inside the pocket.

“Thanks, I guess,” you manage to say, noticing the way he continues to move closer. “It is comfy.”

“Good,” he mumbles, still studying your stance before dragging his attention back up to your face. “And you’re warm?”

“Getting there.”

A short nod. “You know…there are other ways of heating you up.”

The sneaky remarks are back, and even though you can feel your legs squeezing together from the suggestive tone of voice, you grin. “Yeah?”

“Mhm.” He finally reaches you, fingers outstretching for the front of his hoodie. Moving up your chest almost innocently before slipping around the back of your neck. “Want me to keep you warm, Tink?”

And you want to tease him a little longer, make him wait. Suffer.

But he’s too good. He’s always been too good at catching you off guard and luring you into submission. The way he speaks, the way he looks at you, the way he pulls you closer with the palm of his hand. You can practically taste him. Can smell him everywhere. Feel him in places he’s not even touching you.

And you need it. You need him, you want him. Right now, more than anything.

“Yes,” you exhale, almost shakily. “Yes, please—”

He surges forward, lips connecting with yours almost violently. Stealing the rest of your plea before you can make it.

You can’t breathe. Can’t do anything but whimper as he sucks on your tongue and presses his fingers harder against your head. Trapping you against his mouth until you feel dizzy.

And he’s so warm. A stark contrast to the brisk, autumn air. And he’s soft in a way you hadn’t anticipated. Inviting. As though he’s been waiting his whole life to lay his mouth to yours.

“Har—” you gasp when he pulls back to nip at your bottom lip. “Har, please—”

You sound deranged. Wounded, almost, and so goddamn pitiful. You’re tugging on his shirt, trying to yank him impossibly closer. Tilting to the left for a deeper angle and raising up onto your toes in order to taste him fully.

“Easy,” he whispers, and it’s so very strained. Like he’s using what little strength he still has to speak to you. “Easy, Princess. S’okay, I’ve got you.”

It’s possessive the way he talks to you. Commanding you to listen. Insisting that your pleasure is his. That your wellbeing is in his hands.

He’s not a caring man by nature. At least not to you. But in moments like this, his dominance takes control. Turning him into a desperate man eager to care for you. To protect you and keep you safe.

Perhaps it’s a more caveman mindset. The idea that he needs to look after you. That you’re his to keep and care for.

But right now…you adore it. Feel safe in the idea of submitting to him.

“Please,” you try again, breathless and desperate as you cling to his strong frame and beg him for something only he can give you. “Harry, please…hurts.”

There’s a teasing glimmer in his eye, brightened by the reflection of his glasses. “Yeah? Is it achy, Tink?”

You nod quickly, grabbing onto his other hand to slide it down your stomach. Right toward where you need him most.

And he lets himself be moved, watching with intrigue at the way his fingers are dragged toward your thighs. Smirking rather sadistically while pressing his palm against your pussy with fervor.

You whine at the subtle friction, already attempting to grind down against the heel of his hand as he meets your pace with soft strokes of his own.

“There you go,” he murmurs, watching your hips before returning his attention to your face. “Feels good, baby, yeah? Like to use me, don’t you?”

Another quick nod, and you sigh contently when he presses his lips to your cheek. Placing open-mouthed kisses along your jaw and down your neck.

“Har,” you try again, nuzzling closer. “Har, they’re…they’re gonna see. Can’t…can’t do it here—”

“Yes we can,” he replies calmly. And the soft, secure tone of voice instantly turns your insides to jelly. “Promise I won’t let them see, okay? Gonna keep you to myself.”

He removes his hand from your pussy to place it on your hip. Guiding you back until you feel your body connect with something hard. You glance around just long enough to find that it’s the wooden frame of the lookout. And he keeps you trapped there as he hides you both beneath the structure, tucking you away from any prying eyes that might pass.

“There,” he says, grinning to himself at the eager look on your face. “Now Daddy can see just how wet you really are, hm?”

You can tell he’s using the nickname sparingly. Tentative of your reaction as he waits to see how you might feel about it.

And truthfully, you hadn’t anticipated liking it as much as you do. Especially in this moment, when he’s giving you everything you’ve ever wanted. It’s like music to your ears, orgasmic just to listen to.

You swallow thickly and nudge your nose against his cheek. “Yes, Daddy.”

He tenses beneath your touch, cursing against the shell of your ear before he whispers, “Show me.”

He returns his hand to yours, allowing your fingers to interlock as you shakily guide him toward your jeans.

After a bit of maneuvering, you get the zipper down, and help slip his hand inside your underwear. Straight down to your cunt as his fingers glide through your folds until he can find what he’s looking for.

“Oh, Tink,” he coos almost sympathetically. Stroking your pussy as you move to grip his wrist excitedly. “S’all wet, isn’t it?”

“Yes, Daddy,” you mumble, leaning your head back against the wooden board for stability. “Hurts.”

“I bet,” he tsks, sliding his middle finger toward your hole. Circling it once before glancing over your expression. “Need something to fill you up, hm? Get you warm again?”

You hum your agreement, tugging his touch further into you as he chuckles and steps closer. “Please…”

“What, baby? What do you need?”

You whimper again and roll your hips against his fingers. Needing the friction of his thumb against your clit which he refuses to give you.

“What do you want, hm?” he mumbles, dipping down to ghost his lips across yours. “Just ask…and Daddy will give you anything you want.”

And in this moment, you know he means it.

“Want you…to fuck me,” you exhale, reaching now for the curls lying against the back of his neck. “Please, Har. Need you to fuck me. Make it better. Make it go away.”

“Is that right?” He slips a finger inside, and you feel your insides twist as you gasp and squirm against the pleasurable touch. “Need something bigger, yeah?”

“Yes…yeah. Please. Please, Daddy.”

He smiles again before slipping his hand from inside your jeans to help tug them down your legs. Yanking almost furiously until they’re settled near your ankles. Allowing him just enough room to slip between.

And once your cunt is on display for him, he stares at it with a certain mesmerized admiration. Allowing himself to enjoy you before he reaches for his own belt and tugs it free.

Once he’s managed to pull his cock out, he reaches again for your hips. Squeezing them once before turning you around.

His arm slips around your middle to keep you secure and you grin lazily as you rest yourself against his chest.

“Gonna hold you, just like this,” he whispers against your cheek, and you feel the tip of his cock trailing against the curve of your ass. “Keep you warm.”

The hand against your ribcage is gentle. Keeping you steady as he attempts to hold you close.

“Deep breath, Tink, okay?” he instructs next, nudging the crown against your dripping hole. Warning you of his next step. “Know it’s a lot, but you always take me so well, don’t you? Gonna take me again?”

You grab onto his arm, nails scraping down his skin as you whine, “Yes. Yes, I’ll take you. Just need it, Har, please—"

“Okay, all right,” he shushes, nudging his cheek against your temple. “Need you to relax, okay? Are you relaxed, baby?”

And you think you are. Mentally, anyway. You’ve never felt so comfortable in someone’s arms. Under their influence and control. Even despite the cold air nipping at your thighs and the outside threat of getting caught, you feel at ease. Adrenaline coursing through your veins as the sounds of people somewhere else in the maze float toward you. Reminding you of where you are. What could happen.

“Tink,” he warns, sliding his cock through your folds in wait. “I need you to relax for me, okay? I really don’t want to hurt you.”

“No?” you manage to retort, and you catch his smile out of your peripheral. “Thought you liked to hurt me.”

“I do,” he agrees, lips following the shell of your ear. “But not like this. Don’t wanna split you in half.”

“Maybe I want you to,” you breathe, reaching back for his neck. “Maybe I need it, Daddy.”

He chuckles almost darkly before pressing his mouth against your heated skin. “I’ll remember that.”

With that, he drops his hand down to your cunt, circling his fingers around your clit until he feels your body unwind. Allowing him just enough room to begin pushing his cock in.

“There you go,” he sighs, both of you groaning when you feel how easily he slips in. “So fucking good. Take me so well, don’t you? Always do, I know. Relax, baby. It’s okay, I’ve got you.”

The burn is almost overwhelming. Demanding your focus and attention as you feel him stretch you open, forcing your walls to accommodate his size.

“Hey,” you hear him murmur, his palm coming up to cup your jaw. Thumb sweeping across your parted lips. “Are you breathing? Gotta breathe, Tink, come on. You know better—”

“I know,” you gasp, sucking in a greedy gasp for air before you suck in his finger. “I know, Daddy, m’sorry.”

He hums his approval before allowing himself to sit inside your warm mouth. “It’s okay, know it feels good, hm?”

“Mhm,” you agree around the large digit, allowing your tongue to settle him on your tastebuds. “More.”

“More?” he repeats, using his other hand to squeeze your hip. “Want more, greedy girl?”

“Please…”

“Please," he echoes thoughtfully. "Greedy Girl has manners, how precious.”

There’s a slight air of condescension and teasing to his response, and you feel yourself flutter around his length.

His grin grows. “You like that, baby?”

You manage one more weak nod as you press yourself against his body, squirming in his hold while his cock pushes in to the hilt.

“There,” he exhales, groaning some before falling still. Allowing your body to adjust to his size. “You okay?”

“Yes…yes, m’okay. Please move, please…please, Daddy—”

“Okay, all right,” he agrees coarsely, readjusting his stance before returning his arm to your stomach. Just beneath your chest. “Need you to be good, okay? Just listen to Daddy’s voice and do what I say.”

“I will. I will, I promise.”

“Good.” He begins to pull back. Dragging his cock through your quivering hole as you moan his name.

But such a loud noise isn’t quite what he had in mind, his other palm reaching up to smack across your mouth to silence you.

“Uh-uh,” he grunts, pausing the rhythm of his hips until he’s sure you’ll obey. “None of that. M’keeping you for myself, remember? Can’t let them know.”

You make an incoherent noise against his hand before writhing back against his cock. Needing more friction and movement that he refuses to give you.

“Unless that’s what you want, Greedy Girl,” he whispers into your neck. “Want them to see what I do to you. The way I make you fall apart…the way you beg for my cock. Even when you hate me.”

The idea sends a shiver down your spine as you groan his name and claw at his wrist.

“Is that what you want?” he murmurs between sharp thrusts. “S’it why you keep this pretty pussy so nice and tight for me? Cause you want them to know that it’s only me? That everything…everything…you do is because of me?”

Your eyes roll back, either from annoyance or pleasure. But it’s blissful, this feeling. This hard fuck, this angry connection.

And yet, this infuriating man is oddly tender with you. Holding you close and helping you find your release, despite the way he goads you.

“Do you, Tink?” he asks again. “Do you want Lucas to see? Want them all to fucking see what you do to me?”

His nails are scraping down your ribcage, pulling you taut against his chest as he drives his cock as deep as it’ll go. Hips meeting your ass as he releases your mouth to hold onto you again, keeping you still.

“Tell me,” he says between deep breaths. “Tell me you’re mine. Tell me you only cum for me—”

“Har—”

“My greedy little whore. My dirty fucking princess.” His tone is angry. Dissolving into something feral as he begins to pound into you with a harder force. Nearly knocking the wind from your lungs. “Not his. Mine. Always mine—”

“Yours,” you repeat between soft whines. “Yours, Harry, you know that—”

“Yeah?” He holds you tighter, allowing you no room to squirm as he nears his release. His pace becomes faster and sloppier the closer he gets. Allowing your warmth to soak him, draw him in. Using you as nothing more than a toy. A means to his end. “Then prove it.”

Even without much extra stimulation, you can feel yourself getting closer to the brink. Harry has always had this innate ability to get you there without much more than a few pumps of his cock. Perhaps it’s his size or his technique. The way he knows exactly where to thrust in order to hit the right spot and make you see stars.

And maybe there’s a part of you – albeit small – that enjoys the idea of being good for him. Of coming on his cock (or his tongue or his fingers) just so he can watch. So he can feel what he does to you.

Maybe…you just want to be good for him. At least in moments like this. To know that you’ve earned his approval, his praise. That such a brilliant man has devoted his time and attention and body just to you.

That you’re worthy of his time.

Worthy of him.

It’s almost degrading to think about and yet…it makes you clench. Pussy clamping down on his beautifully thick cock until he groans and nuzzles his nose against your neck.

“Shit,” he hisses, rhythm stuttering as a shot of pleasure rolls through him. “Tink, if you’re gonna do that, I’m gonna cum.”

“Good,” you answer instantaneously. “Want you to. Need you to, Daddy, please—”

“No,” he huffs, and he stills for only a moment as if attempting to refrain from falling apart. “No, need you to cum first. Daddy needs to feel you cum first, okay? Come on, baby, gotta give it to me—”

You mewl helplessly, drowning out the rest of his instruction. You’re close, and you know it won’t be much longer until it overwhelms you.

And there’s some part of you that feels…disappointed. Saddened by the idea of things going back to how they normally are. That he’ll take himself from you – take his cock from you – and return to the maddening man you can hardly tolerate.

Maybe subconsciously, you try to hold off. Keep your orgasm at bay so you can keep him just a little longer. So you can appreciate the caring man behind you and the way he’s so desperate to put you first.

He’s quite wonderful when he’s not being an ass.

“Tink,” he grunts, hand moving up toward your jaw. You feel his palm press to your throat, and you swallow thickly against his skin. “Baby, I want you to cum. Wanna feel you. What do you need? Hm? Wanna play with your pretty button for me?”

You nod pitifully and allow your own fingers to move down toward your cunt. It’s wet and achy and swollen so much it almost hurts to touch. But you release a strained breath, nevertheless, appreciating the sting of overstimulation as you writhe in his hold.

You can feel your body beginning to overheat the closer you get. Helping warm you up from the October chill still biting at your skin. And the sounds of your friends aren’t far behind. Perhaps looking for you, waiting for you both to exit the maze and continue on with your evening.

But you don’t give a damn about anybody else right now. Just him.

Something you never thought you’d say.

“Getting closer, yeah?” he hums against your ear, fingers tightening around your neck. “I know. Fucking shaking, baby, you’re okay. I got you. Just let it happen, let go.”

There’s something about his voice. About the feel of his glasses against your temple. About the way he makes you feel safe and secure. The way he effortlessly brings you to the edge and promises to catch you when you fall.

You know he hates you. And yet you also know that despite this loathing you share, you’re still his priority. That he’ll put your pleasure first, no matter what. That he wants to be good.

“Har,” you whimper through a high-pitched whine. “Shit, please—”

“You close? Gonna give it to me? Make Daddy happy?”

The reminder of the nickname makes you moan, a bit softer than before, but still rather lewd. And Harry tsks from behind you, once again sliding his palm up to your mouth.

“Dirty fucking princess,” he grits before he’s suddenly slamming himself into you. “Can’t ever do what she’s told, hm? Just loves to disobey me. Wants to get caught. Wants to be my greedy little girl—”

My greedy little girl.

That’s what does it for you. His possession, his mark, his claim. Reducing you to nothing more than this thing he uses for his pleasure. An object to be had.

In any other moment, you’d chastise him for it.

Right now, it’s everything you need to hear.

You cum on his cock without much choice. Pleasure unfurling like the petals of a flower in spring. For a moment, the overpowering sensation is all you can comprehend. Just ecstasy, a weightless euphoria. Lifting you up and dropping you back down.

He curses when he feels it, offering you quick murmurs of praise before he’s grabbing onto your hips with both hands and yanking you back. Using this leverage to drive his cock in in sharp thrusts before he’s following. Releasing himself into you with a groan as you gasp and grab onto one of the beams for support.

Thirty seconds pass of heavy breathing and lingering whimpers before you both fall quiet, chests heaving and legs still shaking.

He doesn’t pull out for at least a moment or two, merely holding onto your waist as he works to gather himself together.

“Shit,” he finally whispers, and you feel the subtle stroking of his thumb against your tender skin. Right over the bruises you’re sure to find tomorrow. “You okay?”

“Mhm,” you hum weakly, nodding once. “Really good, actually.”

“Yeah? Good. You needed it.”

You feel your lips pull back into a smile. “Oh, did I?”

“You really did.”

“Right. Even though you’re the one that fucks me every time you see me.”

You hear him scoff as he finally – and slowly – pulls out. Allowing your muscles to unwind as you release a deep breath. “I’m doing you a favor,” is his reply. And it’s laced with a condescension and haughtiness that you know all too well.

“Oh, is that what you’re doing?”

“Yes.” He tucks himself back into his briefs before crouching down to reach for your jeans. Pulling them back up your legs with a strange amount of care, despite his snarky attitude. “I do a lot of favors for you.”

“Really?”

“Really.”

You turn around while he steps back and readjusts his glasses. “Was getting us lost one of those favors?”

A strange, almost sadistic kind of grin begins to stretch across his face. “Maybe.”

You hesitate. “What’s that supposed to mean?”

He shrugs once before backing out of the lookout as you rezip your jeans. “It means…maybe I knew this was the wrong way.”

“…I’m sorry?”

His hands shove into his pockets while his sly smile seems to mirror his satisfaction. “I just figured it wouldn’t hurt to do some…exploring.”

“Oh, you have got to be kidding me,” you nearly gasp, striding after him so you can swat your hand across his chest. “Are you fucking serious? You got us lost on purpose?”

“We were never lost, Tinkerbell. I knew exactly where we were."

"Yeah? And where are we?"

"Taking a detour."

“I cannot believe you,” you murmur, staring at him rather incredulously. “God, you are so fucking horny, it’s insane.”

“Oh, relax,” he snorts. “I didn’t take you back here to fuck you. I just thought you’d wanna see the top of the maze.”

“And you couldn’t have just asked?”

“Would you have agreed?”

You consider this. “…all right, maybe not. But you’re still a fucking ass.”

“Yeah,” he agrees coyly. “I know.”

You keep your stern glare, but your grin is playful. “Whatever. Does this mean you know the way out?”

“I do,” he says. “There’s a shortcut. Cassie and I used to cheat and use it all the time.”

The revelation of her name makes your breath catch. You hadn’t expected him to reveal something so personal, and there’s a part of you that isn’t quite sure what to do with it.

You can tell he hasn’t realized his slip, because he’s still smiling at you like he’s waiting for you to get the joke. To laugh with him.

But there’s something else in his eye – something beautiful and reminiscent. Excited. Like the mere mention of her name has calmed him. Reminded him of a better time. A happier place.

Reminded him of someone who isn’t you.

“I see,” you manage, choking the words out as you glance toward the dirt beneath your sneakers. Avoiding his eye. “Well…great. Get me the hell out of here, please.”

He studies you for a moment. You can feel his eyes boring into your profile, as though attempting to work out just what changed in your demeanor.

Then, he runs his tongue over his bottom lip, and says, “Yeah. This way.”

With that, he maneuvers back through the large stocks of corn and leads you through the intricate labyrinth. Weaving his way along the path and bypassing each checkpoint with ease, almost as if he’s done this a hundred times.

You imagine he has.

You reach the exit in only a few minutes, and relief washes over you as you catch sight of your car in the distance. Your means of escape and your excuse to leave him behind.

“Thank God,” you mumble as you both slip out from the corn and back into the light. “That was…excruciating.”

“Oh, was it?” he teases. “Really? All of it?”

“Yes, all of it,” you snort, but you feel rather amused as you glance over his expression. “Let’s never get stuck in a corn maze together again, agreed?”

“Agreed,” he replies, but there’s a certain playful glimmer in his eye. “We can just fuck the old-fashioned way. In your car.”

“Gee, great.”

You both fall silent as your quippy remarks die down. Looking at each other like you’re waiting for someone to break the spell. To return you both to your anger and your rivalry. To poke fun at the few moments of intimacy and understanding you shared and release you from this strange yearning.

You decide to be the first, clearing your throat as quietly as you can while reaching for the collar of the hoodie to slip it off. “Uh, well…thanks again. For letting me borrow this.”

He blinks, momentarily puzzled – or perhaps…disappointed? – as he watches you pull it from your body. “Yeah. No problem. Just bring a fucking coat next time.”

“There won’t be a next time, remember?” you retort, tossing it over.

He catches it with one hand, and smiles. “Right. And thank God for that.”

“Exactly.”

Another lull, the two of you continuing to stand in the dimly lit parking lot as you wait for him to say goodbye.

And suddenly, you realize…you don’t want to go. You don’t want to say goodbye. That you feel…safer when he’s around. More relaxed and at ease. Even when you’re griping with him or resisting the urge to put his head through a wall, he’s still…comforting. A forceful and reassuring presence that you otherwise feel lost without.

Because you remember who he was before…Cassie. You remember his kindness and his ability to make you laugh.

And you know that he’s still that person. He’s still trying to take care of the people he feels closest to, even when he doesn’t mean to. Even when he doesn’t realize.

You know why he pushed you away. You know why he’s created such a vast, unyielding distance. And you can’t exactly blame him.

But the version of him that automatically thinks to care for you…that’s the version you’re drawn to. That’s the version you don’t want to say goodbye to.

“What?” he asks, grinning again as his head cocks. Seeming to notice the shift in your expression. “Why are you looking at me like that?”

You hesitate, lashes fluttering as you work out a response. Wondering just how much you can share…and how much of it is real. “Nothing, I…this was just…”

He waits, brow raised.

Your lips clamp. “Nothing. I’m just thinking about all the fucking work I have to do when I go in tomorrow, thanks to you.”

And you can see he’s unconvinced, eyes flicking between yours as if looking for the real answer. But he waits a beat before his smile fades and he asks, “Why did you really come tonight?”

A bit caught off-guard by the question, you blink. “What do you mean?”

“I mean, you could have partnered with anyone else. If you really wanted,” he explains, slowly stepping closer. Forcing a hitch in your throat. “Could have left me behind. Gone ahead. But you didn’t. Why?”

And there it is. That hint – that almost undetectable trace – of vulnerability behind the usual arrogance. He’s giving you the chance, offering you an opportunity for truth.

And maybe you want to take it. Maybe you want to confess and unburden yourself of this weight that’s settled on your shoulders.

The truth teases the tip of your tongue, laden with consequences.

But just before you can offer him the real answer, there’s a distant laugh from one of the groups back in the maze. Interrupting the moment and stealing what little courage you had left.

Your lashes flutter quickly as if shaking yourself from a daze, and you step back. Forcing distance between your bodies in an attempt to find clarity.

Harry watches you go, expression hard and etched with frustration, while you swallow thickly and spin on your heel.

He doesn’t call after you as you race to your car. Doesn’t insist on an answer or try to make you stay.

He merely stands there beneath the warm hue of the streetlamp, allowing you to run away, and disappear into your car before fleeing the scene.

Leaving him behind.

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Go read it

Here’s what I manifested

1. SP

I manifested a girlfriend because I’m bisexual asf

And I created her on my phone

Just write if list of what she looks and acts like

I manifested my dream career

I manifested platonic SPs

As in friendships

Money

A strong intuition

More knowledge

A better self concept

Immunity

The ability to hypnotize with my eyes(OK I HAVENT TESTED THIS OUT BUT IM EXCITED TO)

Meeting a celebrity

Can’t say who but I manifested it for the future

I even got pets now!!! A puppy two kittens and two snakes!!

I manifested lots of cool talents

I improved my dancing!!!!!!

I was insecure about my voice

So I changed it

Deadass I sound kinda sexy now

I wanted a whispery ass voice😭😭

So I got oneeee

I also manifested a LOT of personal stuff that I won’t share

Unfortunately I’m SUPER protective of my soul and just overall self

And I’m not posting a face reveal

This might seem surprising to most

My passive aggressive behavior but this is literally how I am daily

I really am nice but y’all just make me ANXIOUS

But still

I love you darlings soooo much

Like for real

But please just pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Don’t make me your wish granter

Make your own wishes come true

If it’s cool with y’all

I’ll manifest tonight

That entering the void will be easy for you guys

But you HAVE to do it yourself I can only guide you

You got this babe

If you got offended it’s working

That means you needed this

Take this tough love and go use it for good

I better see some goddamn success stories this month or we gon fight

(Not literally that’s just my humor talking)

Love you bitches

Now go meditate before I appear under your bed tonight and yank yo shit

Love youuuu💗💗💗💗💗

#void state #law of assumption #law of attraction #void #law of manifestation #manifesting #manifesation #subliminals #loassblog #loassumption #loa tumblr #loa blog #loa success #loablr #success story #reality shifting #desired reality #guided meditation

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carajilloplz · 6 months ago

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smoke sesh w joost

sorry but yours truly is a lowkey pothead and i haven't smoked in forever because it's illegal in my state so i will be indulging

joost smoking headcanons

i am personally the type to go nonverbal but joost? he'll be the giggliest bitch in the circle. EVERYTHING will make him burst into the most contagious laughter, especially when you start coughing after taking too big of a hit from your bong. you never know why but it always makes him laugh and you just laughed along.

he's also the one who taught you how to roll a joint. once, when you confessed you didn't know how to, he sat you down and taught you how to roll one.

"yes, so keep tightening a little as you roll up... yes, just like that! and ok before you go all the way just give the edge a little lick. good! that's actually great for your first holy shit."

"now I never have to buy prerolls." you said, proudly holding up your lighter to your creation.

oh and the sex? amazing. we know that from bad habit ofc. he just loses himself and, once again, is an absolute munch especially while high.

you'll watch the weirdest things when high. you had finished the midnight gospel a million times, your heart always tender for joost on the last episode, and would have spongebob on loop when you couldn't pick. you'd gone through the entire harry potter series, all of the lego movies and your favorite so far that was new to joost was dazed and confused.

you guys also come up with the best munchies, especially when it's an idea that both of you come up with, like the cookie-oreo-brownie amalgamation that you made once.

"shut up joost! i saw it on tiktok and it sounds really good right now."

he shrugs, "ok fine, i trust you schatje. i'll get on with making the cookie dough"

and there's nothing better to him than just laying in bed on a lazy sunday and sharing a joint with you. no sunday scaries for the week because you'd gotten everything sone, so it was just you in his arms, the smoke curling around you two as the soft sun leaks through the windows.

"joost we are becoming sluggish, lazy, and unconcerned."

"stop quoting frank ocean's mom to me, oh my god."

A/N: um n e wayz i'm literally just pumping out content lol enjoy it before i start my internship...

#joost klein x reader #joost klein #joost klein headcanons

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wroetojaw · 1 year ago

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SIDEMEN BRUTALLY RANK MORE YOUTUBERS | H. Lewis

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summary: cozy day in with your boyfriend and watching the sidemen

tags: fluff, w2s x reader

warnings: slight cursing (not really)

a/n: instead of doing my literature essay I completed this story hope you guys enjoy!! more stories and stories about other youtubers are coming soon! ⋆｡˚

“Welcome to MoreSidemen, where the Sidemen, talk badly, about other youtubers” Simon says as the others cheer jokingly.

You giggle quietly while watching the video, leaning back into your boyfriend’s arms. Harry said you were one of the people they ranked and asked if you wanted to watch it with him. And, of course, you agreed because who wouldn’t. You watch Harry as he gets up from the couch to go get a snack.

"You look good in this video by the way," you complemented him as your eyes wandered back to the screen. "I reckon I look good in every video, don't know what you mean..." He remarked. You rolled your eyes and playfully shoved him when he sat back down next to you only to be grabed by the waist and pulled closer to him.

"They are our friends, so don't take any of these seriously," Simon continues with a disclaimer, knowing how the internet would react if he didn't. "Maybe not for much longer if I get ranked last for any of the nice ones." You say, half-accusingly glaring at Harry. He puts on a guilty look and shrugs.

"Which Youtuber would you most want backing you up in a fight, we have seven people." The said seven people then popped up at the bottom of the screen. It was you, Deji, Theo Baker, Callux, Danny Aarons, Randolph, and Calfreezy. “Oh shit, it’s my girlfriend oh no,” Harry says, putting his hands in his face. The guys laugh at him and Vik says, “someone’s sleeping in the dog house tonight.” "Bro you better watch what you say."

"Who'd you want most", "Well Deji has got to be number one", "Yea Deji number one," they say in agreement. "Hey! What about me," you say, turning around to pretend to punch Harry. He ducks out of the way and says, "Come on Y/N, he's literally a professional boxer". "Yeah well...I can throw a punch too." You grumble, turning back around to face the television.

"...Theo's up there because he's pretty w..." You hear your boyfriend say in the video. "I could take him down," you mutter. "I know you could okay Y/N," he says as he kisses the top of your head. The guys continue discussing their rankings, not once mentioning you at all. "Okay now hold on a sec, because I personally think Y/N could pack a punch you know, I feel like she's got the temper enough to take a bitch down." Simon reasons with the group.

"Remind me to give Simon a big hug the next time we see him." You say gleefully, happy someone finally recognized your strength. "Yeah, I agree. I think she has the ride-or-die kind of mindset because she will fight for you and what-not, god I love her." Harry says. You look up lovingly at him and kiss his cheek.

"So we're going Deji, Theo, Danny, Lux, Y/N, Freezy, Randy," they say as they list out their rankings. "Are we sure about Freezy and Randy?" Tobi asks, to which Harry responds, "Y/N loves getting into fights so yeah..." You glare at Harry, unsure if it was a compliment or not. "You know she's actually mad strong. The other time she accidentally turned around and elbowed my stomach and it had a huge bruise for a week," Josh added. "Does that mean you're just weak then?" Simon says. The lads just laughed and before Josh even tried to defend himself, Simon already started talking about the fan's rankings.

"Randy's third? And Danny's six?" Simon says in disbelief. "No way I think Randy and Danny swap," Harry says, he looks down the lists and sees you've been ranked at sixth. "Wait no way they voted Y/N as last. Guys have you seen her during our challenges, she would take a bitch down," Harry continues. You thanked him for 'defending your honor' and gave him a big smooch on the lips.

They continued to disagree with the fan rankings, but you honestly couldn't care less anymore. Knowing that your boyfriend thought you were tough and could hold your own was enough for you. You begin to dose off as the video continues playing, hearing Harry chuckle every now and then when his friends make a joke, as he combs your hair unconsciously.

However, one of the questions you hear as you fall asleep catches your attention. "Which youtuber is the most attractive?" You sit up, curious about what would be their rankings. The rest of boys in the video look at Harry, thinking that he would instantly say his girlfriend, but boy were they wrong. "Number one Callux," Harry says immediately. You both burst out laughing as he continues to try and correct himself, in the video, realising his girlfriend was also in the list. You pretended to act offended as Harry 'apologises profusely', peppering kisses all around your face. You couldn't help but giggle at your boyfriend's adorableness.

Laying back down in your boyfriend's arms as he wraps them tightly around you, with the video playing in the background, you look up at Harry, wondering how did you get so lucky and how much you love your life.

#harry lewis x reader #w2s fic #w2s imagine #w2s #sidemen #sidemen x reader #sidemen fanfic #harry lewis #w2s x reader #harry w2s #josh bradley #simon minter #miniminter #ksi #ethan payne #tobi #vikstar

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0nlythrowharrybeaux · 10 months ago

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Make it Better **

Ummm...I got a 🤏🏻wee bit 🤏🏻 horny and this happened...it's just filth.

WARNINGS: inappropriate relationship, slight dom/sub dynamic, bondage (collar and leash), subby male, oral sex (fem receiving), performative cunnilingus, prostate play, p in v, very light cbt: overstim, multiple forced orgasms, squeezing), degradation and praise kink, anal play, anal sex w/strap on, cum play.

WC: 5.9K

One thing you loved about Harry was his complexity. He was such an interesting and wonderfully multifaceted person, it was wonderful to see and to experience. Even now, as he reprimanded your class for all failing his last exam, you couldn’t help but smile down to your lap as you imagined how different his mood would be when you met up later.

“Is there something amusing about this, Y/N?” He questioned, but your head was in the clouds.

“Y/N.” Your friend Allen whispered and elbowed you lightly and you glanced up at him, he glanced over to the front of the lecture hall. You glanced over and saw Harry staring at you expectantly.

“I’m sorry, what was that, professor?” You asked as you uncrossed your legs rather sloppily as you sat up to ensure he saw your underwear from down at the front of the room.

“I asked if there was something amusing about you all failing the exam on the diagnoses chapter? You’re sitting there smirking as if something about this isn’t serious.” He called you out.

“I’m sorry, professor.” You mumbled.

“What was that?” He asked, cocking his head to the side as if trying to hear you better.

“I’m sorry, professor.” You repeated more loudly and he hummed and went back to chewing you all out. Truth was that psychopharmacology was a bitch and everyone in your class was resigned to fail this collectively since Harry dropped your lowest score from the final grade. Therefore, you guys didn’t try and it showed and now Harry was pissed because you had all taken advantage of his policy.

He spouted off on everyone’s lack of integrity a few more moments before he took a deep breath and then said, “Anyway…” before he started to lecture. You smiled every time you glanced up from your notebook, he looked so fucking hot today. He was wearing his glasses today, and his scruff was outgrown how you liked it, and he had a vintage looking vest on that really showed off how big his chest was. You squirmed a bit at the thought of his stubble tickling your sensitive pussy as he got in there and ate you out. You couldn’t wait to see him later.

************

You said goodbye to your roommate and headed down the stairs and out of your apartment complex near campus. You walked to the first intersection and turned left towards the park and there was his range rover near the bus stop. You hurried over and he unlocked the door and you slipped into the passenger seat.

“Hi, baby.” You hummed and he smiled and leaned over the console as you shut the door, lips puckered out and waiting for you to kiss him. Finally your lips met quickly as your thumb brushed up his jaw.

“Hi.” He said when he pulled away, “Buckle up.”

“Oh yeah.” You said and strapped in before he took off. “What’re you in the mood for tonight?” You asked him.

“Need you first. Then we can order in, yeah?”

“Yeah, that sounds good.” You hummed and reached your hand over to his thigh and gave him a squeeze. He placed his hand over yours and slid it up a bit, “Don’t rush me.” You said and he smiled.

“Sorry, I had a day.” He hummed.

“Yeah, even got a little snippy with me there.” You said with a smirk.

“I know…sorry about that.” He apologized.

“S’alright, baby.” You smiled

“I liked your panties, do you still have them on?”

“Of course I do.” You assured him.

“Good.”

You got to his house quickly and soon he was parking inside the garage. You unbuckled as the heave metal door closed and he hurried around to help you out of the car.

“A kiss, please.” He said as he loomed over you and you smiled and puckered your lips for him to kiss you quickly.

“C’mon, lets get inside.” You insisted and he grabbed your hand and guided you into his house. “Wanna get straight to it?” You asked him and he nodded.

“Please.” Harry mumbled as he locked up the garage exit.

You started off to his bedroom and he soon caught up with you. He draped himself over your body and walk over with you. You leaned into his hold as he cuddled up closer to you.

“Need you so bad, babe.” He hummed lowly.

“I know, we’ll make it better soon.” You assured him as he kissed your shoulder. As soon as you made it to his room you unwrapped him from you and set your overnight bag down on the chair by the door and he came around to the front of you. His lips latched to your neck and started sucking gently, gradually getting harder and harder to leave a mark. You moaned as you tossed your head back, “Harder. Mark me.” You requested and he did just that, leaving an achey little blossom right at the base of your jaw. “Mmmm, now get naked for me.” You instructed.

Harry immediately started undressing and you did too as you walked over to his bed. Once you were naked you sat down and smiled, just as he was taking off his socks. “God, you’re so hot. And you know it. Don’t you, baby?” You asked and he smirked and shrugged modestly as he strutted over, his hardening cock swung a bit with his movements, “You know, I thought it was cute. How you got all stern with us in class today.” You reminded with a casual smile, “I love how much you care that we’re learning from you.”

“Of course I care, baby. Always wanna be good for you.” He said as he stopped before you and you smiled up at him. Your eyes raked back down to his cock, it was almost completely hard, it was erect but still hanging a bit. You wanted his big, fat cock standing straight up for you It always amazed you when it did, it was just so heavy, it always surprised you and made your mouth water. You wanted him so hard that you could see him throbbing and twitching aggressively at random.

“And you are. You’re so good for me, professor.” You purred up him, “Already getting hard for me.” You smiled and he nodded when you peered up at him. “Because you were so cute today you can pick three toys but for you only.” You said and he smirked and then hummed pensively as he walked over to his closet where he stored all your toys and accessories. In the meantime you went over to your bag and opened it up. You reached inside for the black velvet drawstring bag and then opened it up. You reached inside and pulled out your strap-on. You smiled as you smoothed over the indigo blue silicone six inch piece. You then reached in and grabbed the remote for the vibrating parts and the lube before going back to the bed. Moments later Harry was returning with a few things. “What’d you bring?”

“A fleshlight, a prostate wand, and a leash and collar set.” He said with a grin.

“You’re such a whore.” You smirked and he chuckled timidly, “Look at me.” You said and he glanced into your eyes, “Get on your knees.” You ordered and he set the things on the bed beside you and then knelt down. You spread your legs and he licked over his lips at your perfect little pussy. He could see your little cunt throbbing, begging for him to do something to it. “Please, lick my wet, little pussy, professor.” You pleaded and he groaned and delved right in. His hands went to your thighs and held you open and you thrust yourself forward as much as possible so that you could feel more of his mouth on you. His fast and agile flicks over your clit had you giggling and whimpered in minutes, “Oh fuck you’re so good at this, professor. Fuck you’re going to make me come…” you groaned and tossed your head back as your fingers gripped his duvet tight.

He started slurping you up and sucking as he prodded his fingers into you, hardly meeting any resistance from how fucking soaked you were for him. He loved the warm and sticky feel of your arousal coating his fingers and dribbling out of your tight little fuck hole. He wanted to ram his thick cock into you and add to your mess.

“Yes! Yes, I’m coming, professor! Oh yeah, baby that’s so fucking good.” You slurred quietly and he hummed happily as he eased up on your clit as soon as he felt your legs twitch, “Oh fuck professor, you’re so good. You eat my pussy so good…” you panted out. He continued kissing and licking at you as you pet at the high point of his cheek bone, “So good for me. Clean your fingers and help me get the strap in.” You said and his eyes fluttered up at you and he smiled as he pressed a gentle kiss to your puffy little clit.

“For a kiss.”

“Right.” You smiled and pulled him up to kiss his lips deeply. “Love to taste you like this.” You hummed and sucked on his lip and inhaled the scent of your arousal and cum around his mouth and on his nose. “It tastes good, huh?”

“So fucking good, baby. Would lick you raw if you’d let me.” He muttered against your lips. You smiled and kissed him again and it deepened. He got up and straddled your body as he reached for the strap beside you. It had a hook shaped insert for you that sat right against your g-spot and then a textured pad for your clit and then at the next end the slender and slightly curved six inch cock with a warming and vibrating tip. “Fuck you’re so wet.” He chuckled as the tip slipped past your entrance. He was gentle as he slid it upwards and when he felt it dip he pressed in and felt the tip sink past your entrance. You moaned softly as he added more force and sunk it deeper, sliding it along your inner wall. It tickled your entire body as it smoothed over the ridges inside of you, and then finally he bent his wrist forward and the rounded tip sank right against your g-spot. Your eyes closed and you shivered as you moaned lewdly.

“Oh fuck, professor!” You explained.

“It’s good right there?” He asked and you nodded profusely.

“Yeah, baby. So good, you hooked into my pussy so good…” you keened and then laughed as he swirled it into spot making you gasped. He smiled down at you and you tutted, “Alright baby that’s enough. Lets get you into that collar.” You suggested.

“Mmmm, lets.” He hummed happily and grabbed it for you as you sat up. You hesitated for a moment as the hook of the strap dug further into you.

“Shit, okay give it to me.” You said and he handed it over. You quickly unbuckled it and he knelt down so that you could fasten it back on him. “Is that alright?” You asked, giving a sudden experimental tug by the d-ring at the front.

“Yeah, that’s perfect.” He hummed.

“Good. Let’s get you laid.” You said patting the bed and he got up and went over to the top of the bed and laid in the middle as you wiggled on up on your knees with the toys in hand.

You giggled at the tickle of the rubber pad of the strap over your clit and he smiled at you. You grabbed the lube and the wand and got that set up on the slimmer side. You hovered over him and ran the cool metal wand down his tummy. He twitched and then relaxed again under you. He hissed when you set it down right over his pelvis before running your lubed up finger over his little ribbed entrance. He immediately relaxed and you smiled.

“Good boy.” You praised, “You’re such a good boy for me, professor.” And he moaned as you reached for the lube bottle again. You squeezed some onto you finger and then smeared it against him before leaning back over him and kissing him as you pressed in, waiting for the tight muscle to give way, “C’mon baby, let me in. S’gonna feel so good.” You encouraged him and with a bit more pressure you sunk in and pushed deeper until you felt that little raised area for the umpteenth time in your life and then you smoothed over his prostate as he moaned loudly and his cock twitched wildly as the pleasure zapped through his body.

“Oh fuck yeah, baby. Fuck yeah…” he sighed in relief. You did it again until he was squirming and thrusting up into the air.

“Oh professor, love to see your heavy cock swinging around like that. You want something tight and warm to put it in, yeah?”

“Yes, baby. Yes, please give me something to sink my cock into.”

With this you reached over to the fleshlight and brought it up to your mouth, he looked at you with a pained expression as your tongue ran from the bottom to the top. You nipped at the clit with your lips and then tongued a bit at the hole. When your eyes blinked open you chuckled at him and reached for the lube.

“What was that?!” He asked in shock, “Where did that come from?” He questioned.

“I don’t know…I just saw it and it looked so pretty and pink. Supple and smooth like a peach.”

“Interesting…” He posed and you chuckled. You’d never even kissed a girl before so you had no idea where this had come from. But he made you do crazy things when you were in charge.

“Yeah, huh…now I wanna see it stretching around your cock. Wanna see that fat cock spreading that tight, little cunt apart.” He groaned and you squirted some lube into it and then held up his cock. You pressed his cock at the opening of the toy and the excessive amount of lube you’d spurted in started to drip down the length of his cock.

“Please.” He breathed out and you bit your lip as you pushed it down enough to swallow up his swollen and ruddy tip. “Shit…want you back inside. Put your finger back inside.” He mumbled and with a look you communicated that he grab the flashlight for you and he did right away. Once your hands were available again you pushed your index finger back into him, helping him open up just a bit more before you stimulated his prostate with the metal wand resting over his lower tummy. You couldn’t wait to fuck him…

“Go on, get yourself off then.” You instructed and he looked relieved when he thrust his hips up to sink the rest of his cock into the the flashlight. You heard the squelch as he bottomed out and it made you smile at him. “Feels good?”

“Yes, baby. Feels so good…” he groaned as he watched his girth stretching the little silicone hole open wide around his erection. The sight was mesmerizing for you as well, you grew even wetter at the thought of your tight little hole stretched wide and slightly puckering around his thick length the way this toy was.

“Gonna get the wand in now, OK?”

“Please.” He agreed as he nodded and you soon had the bulbous head rubbing against him before applying pressure and sinking it with the intent to get it deep to where your finger had been. It was tapered, the deeper it went, the more girth it had and this would also help to open him up for you a bit more. Finally, when the rounded tip prodded against his prostate he groaned, “Oh fuck yeah….”

“Right there?”

“Yes, baby. Yes, right there…” he confirmed happily as you started to swirl the metal toy so that the tip could rub and prod at his prostate.

You loved watching him like this, balls heavy and tightening every time he buried his cock to the hilt because you then prodded at his prostate a bit faster. His chest was glistening in the dim light of his bedroom and his abs clenched as he tried his hardest to stave off his orgasm. He had such a long and annoying day, he wanted this to last as long as possible. You could see him struggling, his brows knitting in concentration as he tried to will away the feeling of his orgasm.

“You don’t have to ask when you want to come tonight.” You said to him and his gaze found yours.

“Yeah?”

“Yeah, professor.” you smiled, “Just want you to feel good.” You hummed and he sighed in relief.

“I do…fuck baby, you make me feel so good. Best girl I’ve ever had.” He panted and you loved when he told you this. It made your brain grow fuzzy and your heart to race with pride.

You knew he had fucked three other students before you came along. Well, the first two were just isolated incidents after those people graduated. The third one happened when he had decided to just risk it with one of the students from one of the upper division elective courses he taught, so that they would be on the older side but not majoring in his department. He’d have them all semester and then it’d be over. He chose someone who really cared about school, wanted them to be so eager to please him and when that went well he found it hard to let go, so he stopped for a couple years. And then your junior year you had him for the first time in his Learning and Behavior class. He recalls how you had come nearly 15 minutes late on the first day, he found it quite annoying actually until you stayed after class to explain yourself.

He just remembers the warm and sweet scent wafting around you as you told him that you had just transferred and had accidentally walked in the wrong direction from the parking structure. You asked for his syllabus and if you had missed anything at the start, he assured you that you only missed a little introduction on himself to which you responded with “Well that’s a real pity…” with a regretful smile and after that he was enraptured. It was ironic that you would be studying reinforcement and punishment methods and theories all semester. Without realizing it you were conditioning him to crave you. You felt that he was conditioning you too, every time he spoke of a reward he’d somehow make eye contact with you.

You were bright and you worked so hard, all of the faculty you had spoke highly of you and so you were invited to join their Psi Chi chapter - basically an honor society type of organization for psychology students. This small group of students always got to have an exclusive holiday party at the department chair’s house with all of the faculty. You guys were privy to the future pans of the department, you got to know your professors better, and even form surface level friendships with them. After all, you’d be colleagues in the field a few years from now. You had Uber-ed to the party since your car was in the shop, so after it was over you stalled until mostly everyone left before you walked to to nearest bus stop and waited around for someone to pick up your ride request. It was Saturday night before dead week, people were raging before they’d have to be in study mode so it was hard to get a driver leave the downtown area where all the people were. Harry happened to see you and offered you a ride home and well, you actually kissed him and you ended up parked down a dark little street while you tugged on his cock until his cum was dripping down your fist.

Over time though, things started shifting when Harry realized how safe he felt with you. You guys had been talking about things you wanted to try and you causally mentioned pegging because you felt like it must feel really powerful to do the fucking. He said he’d let you peg him and you even laughed because clearly in this relationship the one with all the power was him. He was your professor and you were just a 21 year old student…having power over him felt strange almost, but he insisted that you try it with him a couple times until you finally did and boy, you loved it. You didn’t know you had this whole other side of you until your strap was balls deep in him as his sperm squirted out of his tip all on its own. After witnessing that there was no going back, you guys did anything and everything you could together and now here you were a year later…still making each other feel good.

“You’re doing so good for me, professor. I like to make you feel good.” You hummed and he sighed as he ground into the fleshlight. The slick sounds of it all had your ears ringing. You reached for the remote of the strap and switched it on to the lowest setting and the vibrations made you freeze for a second, “Oh shit…” you whispered as you got used to the feeling of the vibrations deep in you and over your clit. Your eyes went down to his cock again, watching the little, silicone pussy puckering around him, “Fuck baby, need to get inside you.” You muttered and he nodded furiously.

“Please, please fuck me, baby.” He panted and you pulled the wand out of him and set it down before gabbing the remote again. You switched on the warming setting for the cock part of it and then lubed it up generously. Harry looked feral and impatient as you did the prep work, he was itching to feel you fucking him the way you did. It was always so good with you.

“Ready for me?” You asked and he nodded. “Wanna hear it.”

“Yeah, baby. I’m ready. Get inside me, please.” He mumbled and you were gentle as you pushed in. He moaned in satisfaction, thanking you for how good it felt. You smirked when you noticed he was copying your actions on the fleshlight, teasing himself the way you were teasing him. After allowing him to get a little more used to the new girth you picked up your pace and he fucked at the fleshlight this way as well, deep and slow, getting all the way in until his eyes pinched shut and he winced.

“Too deep, professor?” You asked him and with his expression still tense he shook his head and hummed.

“Mmm-mmm…s’fucking perfect…fuck baby, you fuck me so good.” He praised, “Take such good care of me, baby. Always wanna do your best for me, don’t you?”

“Yes, professor.” You nodded, “That’s why I need you to come for me.” You said and he groaned as you picked up the pace a bit more. He started moving the fleshlight faster over himself until his head was falling back into his pillows as he groaned.

“Oh shit, I’m coming, baby! I’m coming!” He warned as he thrusted up hard as he could and spilled into the toy.

“Good boy. You’re so good for me, professor.” You praised him as you caressed over his tummy as he twitched a bit. This next one was the one where he got real subby for you. He was too sensitive so he stopped stroking his cock but if he was going to come again for you then he needed to keep going. You reached for the leash and gave it a tug. “Did I say you could stop, professor?”

“I’m just so sensitive-”

“I don’t care.” You cut him off, “You’re gonna give me another one so we can come together.” You said and he moaned and started to pull the fleshlight up and down ever so slowly, “There you go, work up to it. In and out…just like that, professor.” You smiled. This time you were copying him, being gentle and working back up to a pace that would make you both come.

When he was in moods like this he wanted to feel at your mercy, he liked when you’d get a little mean with him. So you started to thrust faster and harder, the more force you used to fuck him the deeper the the g-spot stimulator on the strap rubbed into you and made you tremble. You grabbed the remote and turned up your vibrations a few notches and then turned his on. He immediately shot up and moaned loudly as his prostate buzzed with the toy kissing right up against it.

“Harder?” You asked and he shook his head and swallowed thickly, “Too bad.” You smiled and turned up his vibrations to the next setting and he grunted lowly as he started to writhe. You reached for the leash and tugged him up a bit, his abs were burning, you could see them clenching hard, “Come for me, professor. Come for me.” You demanded and his eyes rolled back before shutting as he shot another load into the silicone pussy wrapped around his cock. The sounds of him sliding in and out of it were so sinful, you moaned as you saw his cum started to leak out of the bottom. He always shot such big cum loads, it made you crazy and seeing it starting to drip down his full, swollen balls got you closer to your high. The leash was pulled taught as he fell back into the pillows panting and whimpering.

“That’s so good…fuck that’s so good!” He moaned as he shivered. You smiled as he shook with the pleasure, goosebumps rippled over his skin as he relished in the relief you were giving him, “More, baby. Fuck me better, please. Fuck it all better.” He pleaded and you did just that. You went a little bit faster and moaned as your clit rubbed into the textured vibrating pad every time that you bottomed out and ground into his prostate.

“Like that, professor?”

“Yes baby, fuck I love it…” he groaned lowly his eyes meeting yours.

“Fuck, look at you.” You smiled, “Such a big, smart, handsome man getting fucked like a helpless little whore. Mmm, such a good boy.” You hummed and he moaned. “Tell me professor, what are you?”

“I’m your good boy.” He panted and you smiled.

“Yes you are, baby. Taking it all so well. S’hard being in charge all the time, isn’t it?” You asked and he nodded and winced when you sunk in hard and started to grind, “How would you know? You’re not in charge. Not at all. I’m in charge, aren’t I?” You smirked and he nodded, “Do you think they know?” You asked and he groaned, “Do you think they know Professor Styles isn’t actually in charge? Do you think they know that you drop your pants for me and beg me to stuff your little hole?” You asked him and he moaned loudly. You bit your lip as you watched his balls start to throb. “Wait for me, I’m so close.” You moaned and he groaned and tossed his head back. You yanked at his leash and he grunted.

“Baby, I-I can’t hold it…” he warned and you bit your lip and focused on the feelings deep inside of you, the pleasure from the vibrations deep in your core radiated throughout your body in a delicious wave, “Shit…shit! You’re making me come! Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck me, baby!” He mewled as he started to stroke himself even faster and he groaned as he sunk the fleshlight down over his cock until his cum started to seep out of the top end of it.

You moaned at the sight of his thick, creamy cum oozing out of the too hole of the fleshlight, it was stuffed full with three loads of his sperm, it had to come out from somewhere. And you thrust faster until you were shivering as you started to come as well. Your eyes were squeezed shut and your breathing hitched for a few moments as the euphoric wave rolled through you beautifully. Your soft moans were like music to his ears, he loved that degrading him a bit got you off as much as it did him. After allowing yourselves a few seconds to come down from the peak of it all you let go of his leash and reached down to his balls. You squeezed at them gently and he groaned, his eyes were lidded and he looked completely fucked out.

“Think we got it all of out of you?” You asked and and he nodded frantically as he whimpered and bit his lip when you squeezed a bit harder, you loved how soft his skin was there, could play and suck at them all day if he’d let you, “Mmmm, I don’t know…they still seem quite big and full to me.” You said and he gasped as you tightened your grip around the base and gave them a few taps with your other hand. You saw his thighs tremble and you laughed a bit.

“Don’t make fun.” He whined and you rolled your eyes.

“You love it.” You said with amusement as you let go of his balls. They really were looking quite swollen today, but considering how sensitive he was, you didn’t want to make him too uncomfortable, just a little bit. “Let’s see how much you came for me, I’ll decide if you need one more.” You said and he hissed as you gently pulled the fleshlight off of his cock and inevitably, his sperm started dripping down his thick shaft and ended up puddling at his lower tummy. His cock was at half mast and it fell against his tummy with its weight. You watched with an amused smile as his cock twitched, almost as if it were fighting for its life. “That’s respectable.” You commented cooly and he huffed out a laugh. He knew you were still in the role, but he kind of wanted you to acknowledge that it was a lot, even for him. He wanted you to tell him that he did so well for you because he truly had. He had even spilled out of the top of the fucking thing. “What?” You asked him.

“Respectable?” He asked and you smiled.

“Yeah. What else do you want me to say?” You asked him with a hint of indifference. He needed, no, required, your praise. All day long he’d been waiting to hear you tell him that he played so well and that he made so much cum for you, and now you weren’t giving it. It was the itch he needed scratching to forget about the shit show of a day he had.

“Baby…” he whined softly and you smiled and leaned down to peck his lips.

“What is it?” You asked softly. Your lips tickling his own with your words.

“Say it.” He mumbled and you smirked, “Please, I need you t’say it.”

“To say?” You asked and he pouted.

“I came so much for you. S’more than respectable.” He said and you hummed. “Please, tell me I did good for you. I only wanna do good for you, baby.” He hummed desperate and you smiled and kissed him deeply, your tongues tangled for a moment before you pulled away with a smile.

“Seems like I don’t even need to say it, you know it don’t you, baby? Know that you played so fucking well today.” You said and he nodded, “And you did come loads, never seen it gush out of the other end of the fleshlight, like that.” You chuckled breathily and he hummed as he smiled into your kiss.

“Right!” He said and you nodded, “Are you proud of me?” He asked and you nodded.

“Course I am, baby. Only pity is that all that cum went to waste.” You said as you swirled your index finger through it a bit before bringing it up to your lips and cleaning it off. “We’re waiting a full week for next time-”

“Baby-” he started to whine.

“I want you to fill me up with your cum, professor. Lots of it.”

“I like the sound of that.” He smiled and kissed him again and laid over him for a bit before you pulled out and started to help clean him up.

Understandably, he wanted to have another body shower to run his skin of that sticky feeling, as did you. When you finished up he ordered in your food while you cleaned the toys thoroughly before putting them aside to drip dry for a bit. When you wandered back into his bedroom he had laid out a t-shirt and some of his briefs for you even though you had brought your own clothes to sleep in. You watched his back muscles ripple until he finished pulled his shirt of himself and then you went over by him to get dressed. You got the briefs on first only to see him holding the shirt for you.

“Arms up.” He instructed and you did just that as he slipped the thin, cool shirt of your body. He then hugged you tight and pulled you down into the bed with him. He kissed the top of your head a few times and you hummed happily, “Thank you. I needed that.” He said quietly.

“Of course, baby.” You hummed and then sat up, straddling his hips as you looked down at him with a smile.

“Baby?”

“Yeah?” You asked sweetly as you ran your fingers into his curls.

“I ummm, I think er, I’m uh…I’m in love with you.” He confessed and you paused. He was so scared of just having said that, but it had been weighing on him since the winter break when he wanted nothing more than to be beside you for those three weeks.

“Um, I-”

“You don’t have to say anything i-if you don’t fe-”

“I love you too, Harry.” You whispered and he pulled you down and kissed you with so much joy.

“Best thing I’ve heard you say yet.” He mumbled against your lips and you giggled and hugged him again, “I’m so relieved to hear you say it.” He sighed into the room and you felt him relax beneath you.

You were beyond relieved too. Yes, this was all very unconventional, but in getting to know Harry the way you had, had made it nearly impossible for you to not have any feelings for him. He was kind and considerate and caring and smart. He looked out for you and challenged you in ways you’d always wanted. He helped you grow, he treated you like an equal, he made you better. For a few months now you’d been tiptoeing around the feelings. You’d fallen for him and you loved it so much that you couldn’t even feel stupid or embarrassed for it. Your heart lay with your hot and wonderful professor, but it was only sweeter that you now knew that his lay with you too.

“Did I make it better? Your day?” You asked and he nodded.

“Yeah, baby. Definitely.”

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