#benji's asks

[drunken--raccoon]

New pinned post since my old one disappeared (😐)

Hi! My name is Benji, and I'm 25. I'm anorexic, and have been for 14 years. I'm supposed to be in recovery but uhhhhhh I'm not LOL. I'm also diagnosed with depression, anxiety, BPD, PTSD, and ADHD. I mainly use my blog for memes and venting

Stats below the cut lol

HW: 158.0 lbs

LW: 104.8 lbs

CW: 117.2 lbs (BMI 22.9)

GW1: 120.0 lbs

GW2: 115 lbs

GW3: 110 lbs

GW4: 105 lbs

GW5: 100 lbs

GW6: 104 lbs

UGW: 65 lbs (lol)

[benjinotes]

𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐭𝐭𝐞𝐫 - 𝐛𝐞𝐧𝐣𝐢𝐜𝐨𝐭 𝐛𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐰𝐨𝐨𝐝

request: hi, can you do one shot of jealous, Benji? One of the Black's allies tries to flirt with her, maybe

pairings: benjicot blackwood x fem (bracken) reader

warnings: jealousy, little spicy, a little angst w//happy ending, mentions of violence and blood.

ask me for permission before translating

Benjicot Blackwood should hate you, despise you even.

Your homes fueled an animosity that went back generations, rooted in ancient disputes and rivalries, and the hatred he harbored for you was so intense and overwhelming that it infiltrated every thought, every action, and every cell in his body.

That burning resentment consumed his soul in such a way that he almost couldn't remember anything else when he was with you, as if his very existence had been eclipsed by your presence.

But despite this deep hatred, there was something inexplicable and profound that pulled him towards you-an irresistible force that he could not understand.

Each small encounter, no matter how full of hostility and provocation, revealed a complexity of emotions that went beyond the pure aversion felt by any of your ancestors toward each other.

And the fine line between love and hate began to blur; Benjicot found himself increasingly lost in this tangle of conflicting and bewildering feelings, now completely unable to ignore the disturbing fascination that you held over him.

Watching from afar as you spoke to Cregan Stark, he fixed his burning gaze in your direction. The expression on his face was a mixture of anger and a little sadness, which only increased as you approached Cregan or smiled in his direction. He was hating it; he wanted so badly to stop that interaction, and his veins burned for him to do so.

However, Benjicot was aware that he could not act hastily, especially in the presence of practically the entire court and Queen Rhaenyra Targaryen's loyal allies who occupied that room. Furthermore, the presence of your brother, positioned behind you, did not help at all; he watched him with an arched eyebrow and a wry smile, an expression that Benji felt an almost irresistible impulse to confront with a punch.

Yet, he contained himself, being aware of the consequences that his actions could have in that place, and turned his angry gaze from your direction to one of the nobles who were next to him while trying to hide the wave of jealousy that was boiling inside him. The feeling of you being so close to another man who wasn't his made him nervous and uncomfortable, and he could already start to feel the collar of your tunic tightening his neck.

But he wanted to beat Cregan Stark; damn it, he wanted to rub Lord Stark's face in the ground just for the simple fact that the man thought he was worthy enough to even talk to you.

No one was worthy enough of you, not even himself.

"Are you alright?" Benji heard his aunt's voice filled with concern, but he just nodded, ignoring the shards of glass embedded in his hands from his tight grip on the wine glass.

She simply nodded, he could notice her eyes showing distrust, as she turned her attention to the lords of House Royce in a conversation that Benji honestly made no attempt to hear.

He returned to observing you with a forced seriousness, trying to ignore the pain from the cuts on his hands caused by the broken glass.

However, the pain he felt physically was quickly replaced by another overwhelming feeling of jealousy and sadness as he realized that now you were not only talking like before with Lord Stark but also smiling in the other man's direction, with such a soft and gentle smile, and that made his heart stop for a moment.

That wasn't fair. You had ignored him for days and now here you were smiling at another man in a way you had never smiled at him, and in such a genuine and sweet way that he didn't know whether to knock Lord Stark for being the person you were heading, or thanked him for giving him the chance to see you smile like that.

But one thing was certain: Benji couldn't bear this any longer, and when he saw you get up from the table and walk through the wooden door, he stood up from the table abruptly and followed you without hesitation, ignoring the questioning look from his aunt and the curious looks of the other lords at the table. His heart pounded with every step closer to you.

He knew it was a rash attitude, but he couldn't control it, not when he was in battles or when it came to you.

Benjicot's footsteps echoed audibly as he approached you, and with that, you turned back, surprised to find Benji's brown eyes looking at you with something so different from the other times.

His eyes, unlike other times, seemed to carry a mixture of hurt and confusion as they looked towards yours, which showed a hint of regret.

However, you just straightened your back, ignoring the feeling that was now running through your veins, and looked at him with superiority—a superiority that would have made him laugh if it weren't for these circumstances. "What do you want, Blackwood?" You asked sourly, but despite that, he seemed to lean towards the sound of the voice he hadn't heard lately.

You were expecting a teasing response the moment Benji seemed to stretch your back; however, nothing prepared you for what he was about to say. "Why are you ignoring me?" He asked softly, but you could hear a sour tone in the middle of it. After all, Benjicot never managed to be sweet without a little bitterness.

"What?"

He moved closer to you, and every step Benjicot took towards you was another step you took back, but he didn't stop; he didn't stop until you were cradled between his arms and the cold marble of the halls of that palace.

"I asked." He began, his voice soft and rough at the same time as he tilted his face closer to yours. "Why are you ignoring me?" He repeated it again, and this time he seemed a little angry as he looked at you, who remained silent as you looked into his eyes.

‘Why are you ignoring me?’

You didn't know; maybe it was because you were fed up with his lame jokes; maybe it was because of how rich your houses were; or maybe it was the simple fact that you hated him so much that you could barely breathe properly when you looked at his direction. In either way, you didn't know.

"Hmm?" He asked in a low voice, tilting his head even more in your direction and making your breaths mix in the short space that separated you. He was close—too close.

And you wanted him, even more closer.

"You're not going to ans — ?" Benjicot started, but before he could finish the sentence, you smashed his lips, covering them with your own, and making him gasp in surprise but quickly returning the kiss with the same intensity and strength.

When you pulled him firmly by the neck, bringing him closer, you felt his smile against your mouth, accompanied by a squeeze on your waist that made you gasp in surprise, and Benji, taking advantage of your reaction, inserted his tongue into your mouth, intensifying the kiss even more. 

You knew you shouldn't be doing this; it was wrong; it was completely wrong; your homes were enemies and your families hated each other, but the kisses that Benji now left on your neck made you forget about that and focus on the good part of the hate, in the intense and pleasurable part of the hate you both had for each other.

"I don't want you to go near Lord Stark again, ok?" He murmured while placing small kisses on the part of your bust that was exposed; the blood he had on his hands now marked your clothed waist, and you breathed dizzily, too disconcerted to be able to form a concrete word.

That was good, so good.

"Excellent." Benji murmured, lifting his head again, giving a smile when he noticed your red cheeks and swollen lips, and leaving one last kiss on your lips.

He might not make you smile like that, but this sure felt a lot better.

— my first one-shot, honestly i still don’t know how to feel about this, but i hope you enjoy!!

— english is not my first language, so please be respectful.

— benjicot blackwood fic.

tag: @h-0-error

[spider-stark]

WAKE UP KIERAN BURTON NATION

so glad we're all collectively agreeing to ignore last nights episode and keep Kieran Burton 🖤

[avantroodles]

I don’t know if you’ve done yet but can you pretty please draw my beautiful boy Benjamin bear from uprooted he my favorite npc and there’s so little art of him!

Benji loves music, Booker just loves keeping his face attached to his... face.

[freshlyslicedmilk]

if you're still taking requests, I'd love to see Ethan and Benji!! Whether platonically or romantically is up to you <3 love your art

Ahaaa thank you so much! I try my best :)

Here's your boys.

History will remember them as really close friends.

[probably-jam]

BENJI WEEK ⁉️⁉️⁉️ BENJI WEEK‼️‼️‼️‼️

Day 2: Growth Spurt <3

[stealingyourbones]

Okay, hi again- I have rib bones bc mine hurt but I have another Gemini home entertainment inspired prompt! One where Danny’s copse is like the Iris- “seemingly” like an average if misplaced, moving semi sentient planet with strange moons and an organic interior. He’s been roaming space in his core for many millennium after his earth was perhaps destroyed or he slipped out of his universe without realizing. Either way he’s steadily approaching DC earth and is considered a Big Bad Happening because his ‘blob ghosts’ have been attaching themselves to people and “parasitically ” killing them (helping ghosts who were avoiding their afterlife or rebirth) the justice league was already looking into it but when Green lantern tells them of the approaching ‘planet’ they send out a team (up to you) and when they arrive they are greeted with the entirety of Amity living within the core, safe and protected until Danny can find somewhere to rebuild.

Mystery Flesh Pit/Analog Horror ask GHE Ask 1, GHE Ask 2

Danny isn't actively malevolent, He's just something Greater Than It All and in a Godzilla way, observes other planets and sentient life as simply Something In The Way. Amity is simply living inside it's safe little bubble, they too don't mind the destruction, they are patiently waiting for a new safe place to live.

[kimkhimhant]

If you don't mind me asking, why would people be emotional from Jeff's twitter space? Did something happen?

hi! so jeff held a space to address the rumors and hate he has been receiving. he shared with us that he hasn't lied about being single, and his relationship with vivi has gone through phases and is complicated and private. he said that if his relationship status becomes certain, he will hold true to his promise of sharing that with satss, but he also knows that we respect his privacy. Vivi is an important person in his life and they have known each other for a very long time, and she's also an important member of SoS and it wouldn't be the same without her.

jeff got really emotional during this and cried, and thanked satss for loving him and said that he hopes we're always happy

it was just a very emotional space and everyone on twt is crying right now, but what matters is that he knows we love and respect him and want him to be happy!

[ask-the-agency]

dirk, do u want another jacket?

Dirk: YES!!

Todd: So kind of you to ask, but absolutely not

[fallstaticexit]

okay i GOTTA know! disregard this is there was no ending or anything to it haha, but what happened with Benji and his rivals to lovers saga?! Did Willow end up getting grandbabies 🫣🫣

next

[mcyt-cats]

Quick question, am I allowed to ask for a tally of how many life series people own cats to your knowledge?

If so, what is the ratio of cat owners to non-cat owners?

Sure!

Grian: 2 cats, Maui and Pearl

Pearl: 2 cats, Olive and Nugget

Scar: 1 cat, Jellie

Impulse: 1 cat, Luna

Martyn: 2 cats, Kiki and Pascal

Jimmy: 2 cats, Norman and Flick

Cleo: At least 2 cats, Atlas and Glados

Skizz: At least 2 cats, Ginny and Ravenclaw

Scott: 1 cat, Elle

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Mumbo: Technically no cats, as Benji lives with his mom. 1 dog.

Lizzie and Joel: No cats. Sadly, Buddy passed away. 1 dog of course, Meri.

Bigb: To my knowledge, no cats.

Bdubs: To my knowledge, no cats. (Edit: 1 dog)

Tango: To my knowledge, no cats. (Edit: 2 dogs)

Ren: No cats, 1 dog though (edit: no dog cries)

Etho: To my knowledge, no cats

Gem: No cats. 1 dog, though.

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Final ratio: 9/18 have cats, so right at 50%!

[drunken--raccoon]

hey dear, are you okay?

I spent a few days in grippy jail but I'm okay now

[helyiios]

Benji choking on his own blood, but still managing to smile up at Ethan, because he's managed to save Ethan, and the price doesn't matter does it? He doesn't dully understand why Ethan looks this terrified and almost broken, looking at him...

[spider-stark]

Alright I know everyone wants Kieran back as Benji (and so do I!!!) but if we don’t get him, I think Harry Gilby is a great choice. He’s 22 but with a baby face, dark hair, plays warrior-king Athelstan in The Last Kingdom.

He knows Ewan Mitchell (actually auditioned for Aemond!!) and Phia Saban too!

ooooo, I like the way you think anon!

I had absolutely no clue who Harry Gilby was---but I just looked him up and, honestly, I have to agree with you! going just off looks, I could see him being an incredible Benji. plus him having connections with Ewan and Phia could make it all the more likely! (also saw he was in Tolkien, so I wonder if he has any connections with TGC as well!)

would love Kieran back, but given how difficult that may be for HBO to pull of, I agree that Harry Gilby could make an incredible Benjicot Blackwood!

as always, here's some photos I pulled from google for anyone who wants to see!

I see the vision and support it 🫡

[justtrashperson]

scrags and esther for the doodle rqs? :-3c

just finished watching the new htgcc and damn

[freshlyslicedmilk]

could i have benji dunn doing something cool? like jumping off a building or holding a gun or smth?? idk i just think he deserves to look awesome. thank you!!

Here ya go! I also think he deserves to go a bit feral after all the shit he's had to put up with B)