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FROM ME TO YOU
Repeat after me: don’t let anybody Mentally abuse you. And don’t let anybody talk down about you or bring your confidence down. You are your own person nobody else is in control of your life. No matter who it is: your parents, teachers, friends, strangers on the street, and significant others.
They have no impact on your life whatsoever and if you feel like they do cut them off don’t let those people bring you down it’s your life do what you want and be who you want Ik I might be a stranger on the internet but I’m speaking from experience. If you feel like cutting your family off will bring you peace DO IT, if you have to cut off your friends DO IT don’t let anyone or anybody stop you from achieving that life you want. Again it’s your life nobody else don’t feel like you have to change something because someone doesn’t like it and don’t compare yourself to others either.
I know it’s a hard world out there but trust me it’s gonna get better if you drop all of those toxic things and people from your life. I mean it and I love you even if you don’t feel like it. If you ever wanna talk my dms are always opened or you can message me on Instagram on my backup and main account: i6milfs & jolyneswif3
- MJ <3
#bellaxellie#ellie williams#the last of us#tlou2#abby anderson#ellie tlou#☆— mj speaks#you got this#remove those toxic people#K-pop#black tumblr#i love you#bella ramsey x reader#abby anderson x reader#ellie williams x reader#motivation
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ᄎㅤㅤ𐴲ㅤ Bella Hadid icons 120x120 ׂ ㅤ★
#icons 120x120#k-pop icons#spirit fanfics#header spirit#kpop headers#ulzzang#ulzzang icons#bella hadid#bella hadid icons#messy icons#moodboard
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comfort
ღ pairing: choi san x f!reader
And the last rays of sunlight danced above the rigid structure of those neighbouring buildings nearby. They dared to call your attention one last time at what seemed the end of another day, stuck in your familiar walls and glass window with the mare sound of nothing.
Silence.
The muffled sounds that came from several feet beneath you were just a sinking blur making its way into your consciousness as you decided to close your eyes to take in the warmth that was about to disappear over the horizon.
The silk sheets caressed your lower back as you laid half naked on your stomach, resting your head on your crossed arms. Body lying on the delicate mattress. The air was intoxicating for you in a rather splendid way, it was like soft cotton candy at the tip of your senses – soothing and relaxing.
Inhale. Exhale. This could not get any better.
Your eyes slowly opened by themselves as your feline companion came into sight laying on the floor in front of you. His healthy black fur had an orange hue painted across his back due to the sun rays that dared to invade your space. He blinked once, head moving to rest atop of his paws, eyes amber like the moon. And then twice, slowly closing them now. Yet, he suddenly stood up and walked off as you felt your hairs stand on end.
You smiled as you turned your head to face the other side of your silent den. The sound of the door opening broke your everlasting silence, and a being made its way into the room in a delicate manner. He sat his bag down on the floor before doing the same with his keys and phone on the nightstand.
His facial features stood out to you, blonde locks of hair growing into a future mullet, some stray hairs showing signs of damage. His tongue travelled across his pinkish lips to wet them as per usual before he removed his coat revealing his semi sweaty tank top. It slightly marked his chest and lean muscles.
Sigh. Oh were you a lucky girl.
You chuckled catching him by surprise, he really thought he wasn’t making any noise.
“Did I wake you?” he asked in a whisper, feline eyes wide open. You shook your head in denial with a smile that only grew bigger as he now relaxed his expression and faced you.
“How was practice?” you asked before he abruptly dropped on his side of the bed; you propped yourself up using your elbows before looking down at him, letting your messy hair fall in all the right places.
He turned his head to look at you and covered one of his eyes as a reflex to the sunlight cracking through the huge window behind you.
The sunset gave your skin a golden glow that made him stare for a while, appreciating your beauty like he always did. He could never get enough of you as you were now his only goddess.
Unconsciously smiling he said “Gorgeous,” you slightly blushed “You’re just utterly gorgeous, did you know that?”
You moved closer, reducing the space in between you two. You now hovered above him, your hand on his chest and his on your bare waist, arm wrapped around you. His skin against yours caused butterflies to flutter in your stomach as your hand decided to travel across his chest in a back-and-forth motion.
Eye contact held by both of you was a no brainer and the feeling of his chest rising and falling in a calm rhythm, alleviated you in ways you couldn't explain. His scent invading your consciousness.
The both of you could literally just stay like this for hours.
“How about I shower and get changed and then we can do whatever you want,” he said in a low voice as he caressed your waist.
He was at ease just like you were. Your brows momentarily raised in approval before leaning down closer to his lips. It was a slow but passionate kiss, occasional biting, and causal sucking as well. No rush required.
“Sounds like a plan to me,” you murmured inches away from his now slightly swollen lips, panting for the missing oxygen in his lungs.
He smiled before leaving a chaste kiss on your smiling lips for one last time. Then broke away and entered the bathroom to wash up.
You returned to your previous position as your cat walked back into view and laid on the floor in front of you.
You smiled, closing your eyes once again. The last rays of sunlight were gone by then and only silence reigned again in your den.
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Bella Pt 3
#bella#choi yoo na#black satin gloves#satin gloves#gloves#black dress#necklace#hat#veil#kpop#k-pop idol#k-pop#asian beauty#asian#glamour#fashion
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#2024 jingle ball tour#jingle ball tour#katy perry#katy peach#k pop#k pop idol#k pop craze#k pop icons#k pop fluff#julia michaels#bella swan#girl groups#self driving cars#sims 4 simblr#ticket sales#jingle ball#meghan trainor#performance#appearances#avril lavigne#2023#aly and aj
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THEY ARE OBSESSED...
I am the blueprint. I am an ICON. I am perfect girlfriend/wife material and they know it. I am THE high value woman that's why they offer so much proposals to me. I get compliments on a daily basis. My face is perfection. My body is perfection. My skin is perfection. My personality is fucking amazing and unique. My vibe is one of a kind, they can never find a second me. One look at me and they are obsessed. I am naturally seductive, i embody love and seduction. I am the nation's dream girl. I have Aishwarya Rai's, Alexa demie, jung hoyeon, Zendaya, Madhuri Dixit's, Rihanna, Beyoncé, irene, wonyoung, Kim Jennie, Megan Fox, Gigi Hadid, Bella Hadid, Marilyn Monroe, jhene Aiko, Audrey Hepburn's charm combined( thanks itkuzome on yt for this) I am more than beautiful.
Anyone can be obsessed with me, they'd travel and cross mountains and oceans just to be with me that's how powerful My charm is. I just naturally give people butterflies, charming runs in my dna. Everywhere I go, i get all the attention. I attract them simps. My charm goes beyond any k-pop idol, anime character or kdrama, movie character. I am something they have never seen before, i am once in a fucking lifetime. Being with me is a fucking blessing so anyone would be lucky to have me it's natural. I embody the vibe of the weekend, chase atlantic, the nbhd, artic monkeys and all the slowed reverb aesthetic songs. Being with me is itself a high, nobody can ever get enough of me. I mean how can they? When I'm nothing like they've ever seen before, I'm out of this world. I am unforgettable, nothing like they've ever experienced before. I hold a special place in their hearts. I am a DREAM. I am the standard. They worship the ground i walk on, the respect and love everyone has for me is JUST perfect. They respect me , my culture, my religion, my ethnicity, my family, my gender, my sexuality and everything about me. I am treated like royalty, i get princess treatment all the time. Talking to me is a flex, standing next to me is a flex. Everyday is like a movie for me. I am better than y/n, I am literally living in a movie. Whenever i go out i get a hundred compliments and the pretty privelege i have is immense. I deserve nothing but the absolute best. I deserve unconditional love and happiness. I recieve a lot of positive attention from everyone as i am hot (obviously) and also bring good and positive vibes to everyone around me.
#manifestation#manifesting#affirm#affirmations#loassumption#affirmdaily#affirmyourlife#manifestingreality#manifestyourreality#master manifestor#vaunting
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𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐘 𝐒𝐔𝐌𝐌𝐄𝐑𝐓𝐈𝐌𝐄 ── ✧ sh. (iii. first date)
congratulations! you have been invited to the romance reality show 'We Got Married' where you will live with your co-star like a married couple. but what will you do when you find out you are marrying your favorite idol?
✿ pairing: idol!seonghwa x fem!idol!oc
✿ genre/tags: fluff, developing relationship, idol au, fake marriage, reality show
✿ word count: 2k words
✿ note: yayy! finally a new update! sorry that i left you all in the dark bc i had my bday, family time, and other things. but overall i am happy to write again! this one is too sweet like get prepared >_<
✿ melodyanqel taglist: @hwa-stars @forever-atiny @moonvol6 @10nantscompanion @chngbnwf @heheheeral
As time flies, the afternoon rolls around.
When leaving the cafe, Seonghwa and Bella said “Goodbye” to the dogs and the workers. In the streets of Gangnam, there are a variety of shops, restaurants, Korean history, and many more. The couple walks around in peace as they converse as the spring breeze dances in the air.
“What made you decide to become an idol?” Seonghwa is curious about Bella’s life because he expects it will be the best way to get to know her better. He changed out of the barista uniform into much more casual clothes. Bella responded, “My appa and omma grew up in the nineties and were big fans of K-pop. At five years old, my parents showed me classic K-pop songs, inspiring me to become an idol. I also loved singing and dancing, but mainly dancing. My vocals are not that strong.” She lets out a small laugh—a sheepish laugh.
Seonghwa listens to her and has deep brown eyes on her as she speaks. After she said her weak skill as an idol was singing, it broke his heart. He also understands where Bella is coming from because he never wanted to become a vocalist before getting recruited to ATEEZ.
“I was supposed to be a rapper. But I grew to love singing.” Seonghwa mentioned. “I’m sure you’ll find your singing voice.” He delivers an encouraging remark. Bella witnessed his handsome gleaming with the sun and his words were like magic. It can make anyone appreciate Seonghwa like no other. He is so kind.
Bella contemplates whether it’s for the show or he meant it.
She did a short nod. “Thank you, sunbaenim.”
The older chuckles merrily. “You’re welcome. Call me Seonghwa or Seonghwa oppa if you’re okay with any.” He tells Bella.
“Understood.” She knows it’ll take a while to get used to saying his name in person.
Seonghwa adds, “That’s also impressive how you traveled here at such a young age. Keep up the good work. Hwaiting!” He raises two fists and has Bella giggling. He is supportive too.
Bella doesn’t know how much appreciation she’ll give him—probably until her heart combusts.
Subsequently, the newlyweds found an arcade inside a mall to play games and win prizes. With Seonghwa, it’s either a good or bad trait that he is competitive. Not just him but everyone in his group will make a simple game like Rock, Paper, Scissors into a game from hell. Not to mention, the PD crew has given the couple a new task.
For a first date, the arcade is perfect to be kids at heart and have a blast with games. However, this mission is to win a special plushie by earning one hundred tickets. Good luck, players.
The inside looks like any other arcade: neon lights, a cheerful atmosphere, and people of all ages playing games.
Seonghwa taps Bella’s left shoulder. Her head cranes up to meet his gaze. “A reminder or a warning. I’m a competitive player.” He needed to let her know. Bella smiles widely, “I am too. So, you got a helping hand.” She loves video gaming, especially with her members and older brother. That’s one thing the couple have in common.
Before doing so, Seonghwa and Bella checked out their plush at the prize area. It’s Grogu from Star Wars. Once they saw the adorable green character, their eyes glimmered. “So cute!” They spoke in unison.
Seonghwa and Bella turned their heads and looked at each other. “Do you like Star Wars?” The male idol asked his wife. She nodded happily. “I love Star Wars! Grogu is my favorite!” Bella has a mini collection of the alien baby.
“Anakin Skywalker is my favorite.” Seonghwa could never be happier. Another thing they have in common. “Do you build Lego sets?” He asked Bella. She shook her head. “No, but I would love to do it as a hobby.” She knows Seonghwa is passionate about building Lego sets because she has watched his livestreams. They are enjoyable and therapeutic.
Like a gentleman, Seonghwa allowed Bella to choose the first game. She decided to play basketball. After swiping the game card, Bella is up and ready. She rolls up the sleeves of her cardigan.
“You can do it!” Her husband cheers so loudly with no care. Bella’s ears picked up Seonghwa’s lovely voice and her smile grew.
She kept shooting hoops and times she missed but got a brilliant score. Meanwhile, Seonghwa was astounded while motivating Bella.
“Wah, I’m tired.” She started to sweat in her cute outfit. Hopefully, Seonghwa doesn’t notice it. He tells her, “You were amazing! Jongho has competition.” Seonghwa brings up the powerful Main Vocalist maknae. Bella quickly shakes her head. “Nope. I’ll pass.” She makes an X with her index fingers. It makes Seonghwa laugh at how straightforward she is.
After thirty minutes of playing games, they were halfway to getting one hundred tickets. Most of the time it’s Seonghwa being Bella's biggest supporter.
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-Interview-
(Bella)
Q. Have you noticed your husband was cheering you on?
The producer asked her, and she beams with an enthusiastic nod. “I did hear him from the background, and it was nice of him. I was having fun and was embarrassed that I failed to score, but Seonghwa was reassuring and I am thankful for that.” Bella couldn’t contain her smile as she talked about her on-screen husband. She must be the luckiest woman on the planet.
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Their last game was a difficult one. It’s the claw machine, but they are also assigned to get a roll of tickets. Inside the transparent glass is their prize with a chrome silver bow. “I’ll do this one.” Seonghwa declared because he felt determined. Plus, he wants to impress his wife. Bella has a handful of tickets, and she gives some moral support. “Good luck, Seonghwa oppa!” She cheers for the man.
Intentional or not, he is screaming internally. She sounded so cute saying his name!
Seonghwa takes a deep breath before starting the claw machine. “Let’s go!” He tries hyping himself up. Bella laughs softly because out of all the games, the claw machine will be his worst enemy.
She is correct.
Ten minutes later, Seonghwa is frustrated that he nearly cursed on live television. Luckily, Bella tried calming him down, but his angry face looked adorable. Nevertheless, seeing the object slide off of the claw was aggravating.
“Maybe I should help.” The dancer suggested.
Seonghwa turns his head to her and says, “Yes, please!” He begged like it was the last resort. Bella grins while patting his back. She gives him their tickets and switches spots. “Okay, let’s see how I’ll do.” She honestly has some confidence, but not fully.
After swiping the game card, Bella presses the “Start” button. Seonghwa immediately becomes her navigator, rambling on like, “Left, left.” “Turn to the right.” “Move a little further.” “Stop, stop.” “Time is running out grab it!”
Bella listened to his demand and successfully got the roll of tickets. Seonghwa's hunched position perks up and he yells his lungs out with his arms in the air. Bella squeals and claps her hands.
They won the Grogu plushie and walked out of the arcade feeling satisfied.
Seonghwa’s mouth gaped. “Wow. It’s already dark.” He didn’t expect the hours to go by so quickly. The evening is here and the sun sets with the blush of a rose petal. Bella’s brown orbs scan the pretty city lights. The plushie is snugged in her arms because Seonghwa let her have it. He considered the cute alien as her first date gift from him.
“Did you have fun?” The husband asked his wife. They walked down the streets of Gangnam. Sometimes there will be days where it’s hustling and bustling. Well, they got lucky because it was peaceful. Just them in their own world made the atmosphere romantic.
“Yes, I did! You were cool back there and thank you for the Grogu.” Bella replied and complimented him. Seonghwa will always get flustered by her kind words. He smiles gladly, “You’re welcome. I appreciate spending time with you before I go out of the country. Also, my birthday is coming up. April 3rd.” He reminded Bella that he’ll be doing group activities abroad and turning twenty-six soon.
The petite beauty makes eye contact with him. She is slowly getting used to looking at his boba eyes. “Can I come along to your birthday?” Bella is down to celebrate. Seonghwa nodded excitedly. “Sure! The members and I will have a small party at the dorm I share with San and Mingi.” He also realized they’d be meeting Bella.
“I would love to get to know your members. They’re my brother-in-laws too.” Bella giggles and it’s strange to call ATEEZ her in-laws.
Even Seonghwa finds it strange to call STAYC his sister-in-laws.
“They’re nice people except when we play games.” He describes his group as both sweet and chaotic. Bella didn’t need to assume because she had watched their moments on YouTube and variety shows. But they are an excellent group.
She tells Seonghwa, “Don’t worry. My group is the same.” Bella can relate to him and they both find it funny and amazing.
Then a place sparks her interest. Bella found a photobooth. Seonghwa sees her eyeing it in silence. He questions her, “Do you want to take pictures?” His voice broke out of her thoughts. Bella swiftly turned her attention to Seonghwa. “Can we? I don’t know if we have time.” She is hesitant and cares about his work schedule.
To her surprise, Seonghwa shrugged. “I’ll take the risk of running late tomorrow. Besides, I’ve been wanting to have a break.” For once, he cares less about his usual routine as an idol. Waking up early when it’s the peak of dawn, doing practices with mentors for the whole day, meetings, and repeat.
Bella is appalled. She wasn’t expecting this side of Seonghwa. “I hope you don’t get in trouble.” Her concerned response made her husband chuckle. “It’s okay. We’ll take as much as we want.” Seonghwa convinced Bella that he wouldn’t get scolded by his manager or big boss.
In silence, the wife nods to indicate she trusts her husband.
Seonghwa and Bella entered the self-photo studio with cute props on the clothing racks and baskets. Instantly, a headband of bear ears caught Bella’s attention. “Ooh! I'll wear this one!” She takes them from a rack. Seonghwa hums, “Hmm, I guess I’ll wear this.” He grabs a fluffy hat with floppy rabbit ears. He is a rabbit, after all.
Once taking their chosen props, they go into an empty booth with a pretty pink background. “I’ll have Grogu join.” Bella puts her new plushie in the frame. Seonghwa puts on a broad smile, “He is photogenic.” The male idol commented. He sees her put the baby alien in the middle, and they strike a pose. Bella makes a cheek heart and Seonghwa cups his cheek—a signature pose, especially for his photocards.
Second photo is a silly one with the small black glasses. Bella couldn’t stop laughing at Seonghwa because it’s true that he can make glasses look dorky.
Third is with peace signs.
Fourth one is completing a hand heart.
Now, for the last photo, they weren’t sure what to do.
Seonghwa thought of an idea but wanted to know if Bella would do it. So, he asked her for permission. “You don’t mind if I have my arm around you?” He could feel his face burning crimson.
Bella looks at him and says, “Since you asked, I’m okay with it.” If Seonghwa didn’t say anything before touching her, she would either feel uncomfortable or shy by his closure. He gently wraps his arm around her shoulders. Bella hears his heart beating against her ear. In return, she has the bravery to embrace his waist.
Seonghwa felt her petite arms. Her touch is soft and cozy.
In the last photo, they look like a real couple.
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#ateez#ateez fluff#ateez x reader#ateez fanfic#ateez fic#ateez seonghwa#seonghwa ateez#park seonghwa#seonghwa#seonghwa x reader#seonghwa x you#seonghwa x y/n#seonghwa x oc
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Drink It (Kim Sunwoo)
Warnings/Genre: suspense, light humour, vampire au, blood, unsolved mysteries, allusions to sacrifices, weapons, cursing, pet names (sweetheart)
Word Count: 4,148
Sana: so my entry for deoboyznets Halloween event! Thank you @itsbeeble @quaissants for beta reading and as well as @dreamyzhou for beta reading a bit of it and making the fabulous banner. I have been meaning to write this fic for like over a year so yay me???
Tag list: @cloverdaisies @dalliesque @mosviqu @kimsohn @bella-feed @deoboyznet @a-dream-bookmark @k-films
“Vampires? I don’t think they exist..” I say as I slump down on the couch with a bowl of popcorn in my hand.
The living room was thrashed with empty bottles of alcohol, half empty cups being carelessly thrown everywhere, pillows in every corner of the room. It was as if a storm took place here but it was just some…mediocre party in our language.
“Why? What if they do?” Changmin says from across the room as he pours himself some juice to get in the right state of mind.
“Are you one?” I say with a laugh as I pop in some popcorn and turn on the TV. “And like even if they were real, don’t you think they’d make their presence very much known? They’re much more powerful than any human could be.”
Changmin just shakes his head at my answer as he walks towards where I was sitting as he stood behind the couch while staring at the TV screen.
“It might not be that easy, you know? If vampires are real then all those rumours about how to kill them might be true too..or they’re just less in numbers.” I stare at Changmin as he says that.
“Why do you even think they’re real?” I question as I hand the bowl of popcorn to Changmin when he puts his hand forward.
“Really wanna know the reason?” He asks quietly as he comes and sits down beside me with a small grin on his face.
I nod as I poke his cheeks with my finger tip before taking a small sip of his juice.
“Remember that old abandoned Inn which is at the end of the town?” I nod my head as I indicate to him to go on. “There used to be a rumour saying that years back it was owned by a royal family. Royal family of vampires to be specific.”
“Then they must be having a lot of money. Why did it shut down?” I ask him as I munch on the popcorn, the TV noise being a mere background noise to the both of us at this point.
“Well it was rumoured that whenever a human would book a room there, they would never be seen walking out of that Inn. As if they never went inside.” I shudder when changmin says that as I get creeped out by that information. “And then as time went by, rumours started going around the town saying that the royal family would feed on the humans for their survival.”
“Well…were they?” I question in curiosity. Changmin simply shrugs at my question.
“It was never proved. It stayed as a rumour but then for precautions the cops came and evacuated the Inn and shut it down. The royal family was said to be kicked out of the town and the Inn was shut down for good.” I listen to changmin as he finishes the story and stands up to clean the house. “It’s just an old town story though.”
“Was the royal family really vampires?” I ask as I stand up while placing my bowl of popcorn on the table and start helping changmin clean the room.
“Not too sure. I believe even that was a rumour started by the town people since they never saw any of the family members outside in broad daylight. They were only seen at night and the Inn was supposedly closed every time there was a full moon or something.” I make an ‘O’ shape with my lips as I hear Changmin explaining.
“Is the Inn still there? Or was it demolished?” Changmin stands up straight as he ponders for a while before shaking his head.
“The Inn is still there but it’s abandoned.” He says that and resumes cleaning the room.
I switch off the television as I sit back down on the couch with my bowl of popcorn.
“Do you wanna go to the Inn?” I stop eating the popcorn when Changmin questions that. I look at him with my eyebrows raised as I shake my head.
“Are you crazy? Of course not.” I reply with my mouth being filled with popcorn. Changmin groans in disgust when he sees that and throws the nearest pillow he could find on my face.
“Chew with your mouth closed dumbass.” He says with a scowl as he throws all the trash away and comes and sits beside me again. “And let’s go on. Halloween is also near. All of us can go to the Inn together! It will be fun.” He says while trying to convince me.
I shake my head again as I hand him the bowl of popcorn and get up from the couch. “We’re not going there changmin. It’s not safe.” I hear Changmin groan at my answer as he mumbles about me being a boring ass.
I just shake my head at that but don’t say anything, “We will go on Halloween night! Come on, it will be fun. Trust me.” I widen my eyes when he comes forward and shakes my shoulders aggressively.
“Okay okay but we will go in the daytime!” I demand, to which Changmin whines and negotiates with me as if trying to strike a deal. “We will go at 7! Then only it will be fun. Not way too late or way too early.”
I open my mouth to disagree but stop when changmin looks at me with his pleading eyes. I heave out a sigh as I nod along to his wish.
“Hope you’re aware about the danger we’re putting ourselves in.” I mumble and even though Changmin hears that he ignores it.
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Changmin exits the car as he looks around the place which was eerily quiet. The grass in the yard was outgrown and anyone could tell that it hadn't been taken care of since ages.
I soon exit the car and lock the door and stand beside Changmin as we both silently examine the Inn.
“Enough adventure for today. Let’s go.” I turn around on my heel ready to walk away but Changmin grabs ahold of my arm and pulls me back in my previous position.
“Stop being a coward. Let’s go in. What’s the worst that could happen?” He says in a nonchalant manner which makes me scoff.
“Uh, I don't know Ji Changmin. We could die?” I reply in an obvious tone as I stare at him with an annoyed expression. I look at the old Inn again. “It looks so old and rusty..” I said as I wrapped my arms around myself in a way to comfort myself.
“That’s because it is old and rusty..” Changmin said in confusion while looking at me with his brows knitted.
“Okay Einstein shut up.” I hiss in annoyance as I scowl at him.
“Whatever. Let’s just go in. You’re wasting your precious time. Wouldn’t want to stay here once it’s dark now, would you?” I feel a shiver run down my spine when I think about it and immediately follow you behind.
“Don’t leave me behind!” I yell as I catch up with you.
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Entering the abandoned building I looked around the place in astonishment. The place had the decorations of the old times, probably 90s.
The place was huge. There were boxes lying around in dust. The chairs and couches were covered with a white blanket which was now brown due to not cleaning it.
The more I looked around the place, the more chills I felt all over my body. Gripping onto Changmin’s hand tighter, I walked around the place with cautious steps.
I saw how there were numerous photo frames hanging up on the wall. I walked towards it as I took a closer look at them.
There was one huge family portrait and others were all individual photos with their names written at the bottom.
I suddenly felt a gush of wind behind me which made me shudder. I looked back at Changmin and walked towards him.
“Can we leave now?” I ask when I see him hold onto a door handle trying to open it.
“We just got here. We did not even check out the place properly yet. Let’s look around a bit more and then we will leave, okay?” Changmin said with his attention latched onto the door. Shaking the door knob he tried to open it which didn't help since it won’t budge, “Step back. I am gonna break down the door.” Changmin said as he slammed his body against the door.
As the place was old it was rather easy for him to break the door down. “There it is!” Changmin exclaimed loudly when he stumbled in the room.
Peeking his head out he told me to come in as I rolled my eyes before following him inside.
Walking in I immediately covered my mouth and nose because of all the dust. It was a washroom, the bathtub was filled with dust and tiny particles while the mirror was broken. The broken shards of the mirror had fallen down onto the floor. I told changmin to take careful steps so that he doesn’t hurt himself.
Walking closer to the mirror I noticed a red dried substance on it. Going closer I gasped in shock and surprise “Changmin…I think this is blood..” I whispered slowly, too afraid to raise my voice. Looking back I cower in fear when I see no presence of Changmin.
“Changmin! Where are you? This is not funny! I want to go back home, please just come back so that we can leave…” I yell with my voice shaking.
Exiting the room I walked around the huge hotel. My legs felt like jelly, shaking in fear, I wrapped my arms around myself as I walked upstairs while holding onto the railings.
“Y/N?? I am here..” I heard a voice from a distance. Walking closer to the voice I saw a door wide open. Peeking my head in, I saw Changmin, who was busy going through a box.
Saying in a small voice I spoke up with a shaking voice, “Changmin, let’s head back. I am scared..” I whispered as my voice barely came out.
“What’s the hurry? Come in, look what I found here..” changmin said in a nonchalant tone making my skin crawl. The way he was behaving was making me want to hide myself away from him.
“Come on, don't act like this. Let’s just go, hmm?” I say in a gentle voice trying not to show just how scared I was which I was miserably failing at.
Walking towards him, I put my hand on his shoulder, shaking him. He did not look back nor did he say anything. “Changmin-”
Before I could finish my sentence, I was cut off by a loud thud. Screaming in terror I look back only to see the door closed. Running towards it I tried opening it which went in vain as the door would not budge.
I could feel a presence behind me, too scared to look back. I kept on banging on the door with my fists as I called out for help “Is anyone out there? Please help me! I am stuck here!” I sob out.
I could feel the air inside getting heavier, my chest heaving up and down as I felt a breath on my neck “Please let me go,” I sobbed out.
My face was filled with tears as I continued to shake the door knob trying to get it to work.
“You and your little friend should not have come here, sweetheart..” I heard a voice say from behind me, “If you don’t want your friend to die. I want you to come here tomorrow night. Alone.” Saying that I felt the presence disappear.
“No no no, shit! Changmin, are you out there! Please help me!” I screamed in panic. I could finally hear footsteps outside the room “Changmin? Is that really you?” I mumbled in slight hope.
“Y/N? Are you there? Step back I am going to break down the door, okay?” I heard him say. Stepping back I sat down on the floor as I brought my feet to my chest. I rocked back and forth trying to calm myself down.
I could hear the door open as I guessed it to be Changmin, “Y/N? Oh god no. What happened?” I heard his soft voice ask as he walked towards me.
I was shaking from fear as my heartbeat kept on beating like crazy. Looking up at Changmin, my hair was all messed up as my teary red eyes stared into his “I heard someone. I don’t know who that was but I am so scared. I thought..I thought you were here but..” I could not even get myself to finish that sentence as I broke down crying loudly with my whole body shaking uncontrollably.
Wrapping my arms around his neck I buried my face in his shoulder “But I was downstairs..I went out of the room we were previously in because I spotted a red ball. See..” picking up my head slightly I saw a clear red ball in his hand. Grabbing it from his hands I examined it closely.
“Then…then who was here? I swear I saw someone here! It looked just like you!” I yelled in panic as I started breathing heavily again.
“I don’t know. Let’s just get out of here, hmm? Come on, get on my back.” Changmin said as he motioned for me to get on his back so that he could pick me up.
Wiping away my tears with my sleeves I get on Changmin’s back. There was one thing I did not mention to him and that was what that thing or person told me.
And I planned on keeping it that way. I was not planning on coming back here, no matter what happens.
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I drop my pencil on my notebook as I stare at my phone intently, waiting for Changmin to text me back.
It had been a few days since I last saw changmin. After he found me in that room scared to death he took me back home and looked after me till I fell asleep.
But when I woke up Changmin was nowhere to be seen. I called him, texted him and even went to his apartment but no luck.
The only thing I got in response from him was ‘busy’ and he hadn’t opened my texts since then. It’s not like him to do something like this, to blow people off or to just never respond back.
I knew it had something to do with that Haunted Inn but I didn’t want to go back there again.
But what if Changmin did go back there? What if he was in danger? I didn’t want him to put himself in danger because of me.
I heave out a tired sigh as I pack up my things and head home to prepare myself for the trip to the Inn I was dreading.
I reached home and immediately changed into a pair of clothing which was rather much more comfortable.
Grabbing a bag I threw some basic necessities into it and also took a baseball bat just in case I needed it. I mean you never know what I would encounter there and if it was that thing then some kind of weapon is needed in all cases.
I also took a bottle of pepper spray and kept it in my pocket before grabbing my car keys to leave for the Inn.
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Standing in front of the hotel I balled up my hands in fists as I stared at the entrance of the Inn. I could practically hear my heartbeat in my ears and it felt as if it would jump out any time.
Taking a deep breath in, I took slow and precise steps and walked towards the entrance. Putting my shaking hand on the doorknob I twisted it as the door slowly opened creating a huge creaking noise.
Peeking my head inside the Inn I looked around the place once more as I let myself fully in.
I stood by the entrance and clutched onto my bag tightly as I started walking ahead.
“Holy shit, I hate this so much,” I said to myself while walking around the Inn trying to look for changmin.
I removed the torch from my bag as I looked around the place once more. “Changmin, are you here?” I yelled while walking towards the closest door and opening it only to find it empty.
I sat on one of the stairs and stared at nothing as I thought about what to do. I was scared, but I was more worried about changmin more.
Out of nowhere I saw a red ball, the same one which Changmin held in his hands the last time we were here.
Standing up I grabbed it and examined it closely when suddenly I felt a gush of wind around me.
Taking a step back I looked around as a figure appeared in front of me. I wanted to scream loudly but it was as if my body was not in my own control and someone else was controlling it.
The said figure grabbed the red ball from my hand and put it in his mouth. I couldn’t help but feel disgusted at that when he came closer and whispered in my ear, “It’s blood, sweetheart.” I let out a staggering breath when I heard the voice.
It was the same one from last time and I couldn’t help but let out a small sob when he brought his hand up to my face and trailed his finger down my cheek.
“Are you here for your dear friend?” I nodded at his question and moved away from him.
“Who are you?” I asked in a low voice as I looked at him with fear.
“Sunwoo, Kim Sunwoo. And as per your dear friend, he’s in the room upstairs.” Once I heard that I immediately ran there to look for changmin. “Be careful sweetheart! Don’t hurt yourself.” I ignored his vicious laugh and just ran towards the room which Changmin was supposedly in.
Opening the door I looked around but didn’t see Changmin. I walked inside and opened the wardrobe which was there but still didn’t see him.
All of a sudden the door closed with a loud thud which made me flinch. Turning around I gasped when I saw changmin, his hand was bandaged up and he had a knife in his hand.
“Changmin? What are you doing?” I stuttered out while taking a step back when he just looked at me creepily, making me shudder.
I noticed how changmin looked a bit out of it, as if he wasn’t in his right state of mind. “Changmin what the fuck!” I yelled and dodged when he swung the knife at me.
I ran towards the door which was now wide open but it was closed shut. I banged on the door with my fist, I could hear Changmin’s loud breathing behind me as if he was trying to stop himself.
“Sunwoo! This is not funny! Open the fucking door!” I yelled in panic and let out a cry when changmin lunged at me but instead of stabbing me he missed me and pierced through the door instead.
“Now that’s no fun dude…” I could hear a voice beam in disappointment from outside the door as the door was abruptly opened making me fall back.
“Hello sweetheart.” I gulped when I saw Sunwoo peering down at me with a mischievous smile.
I noticed how Changmin stopped coming at me when Sunwoo entered the room. Sunwoo nodded his head at Changmin and Changmin immediately walked away from there as if he had no control over his own body.
I couldn’t help but be scared for my own life once I was alone with Sunwoo in the room.
“What did you do to changmin?” I questioned once I sat back up and moved away from him.
“Are you talking about his hand? He did that to himself…” he trailed off as he took a step closer towards me only for me to move away instantly.
“That yes but also why was he trying to attack me? Whatever that was…it wasn’t him!” I yelled the last word as I couldn’t bear the fact that I was on the verge of losing my best friend over some old creep who has been living in this Inn.
“Who says I am old?” Sunwoo asked, making me widen my eyes. He can fucking hear my voice?? What the hell. “Yes I can hear your voice.”
“Oh…” I couldn’t help but feel a bit embarrassed. Maybe I am stupid?
“Very much stupid. Stupid enough to step your foot in my place.” He said while coming close to my face which made me instantly step on his foot.
“Sorry…” I mumbled when I saw Sunwoo grunt in pain and look at me angrily.
“And I am not that old.” He said before turning around to walk away.
I immediately followed him and saw him going into another room which had a black coffin and white curtains. “Where is changmin?” I asked when I saw him going inside the coffin.
“Should be somewhere around here.” He answered nonchalantly which made me furrow my eyes in confusion.
“What is somewhere around here in your language?” I scoffed in disbelief when he ignored my question and just entered the coffin as if I wasn’t there.
“I need answers and I need them right now.” I smiled in satisfaction when Sunwoo groaned in frustration when I stopped him from closing his coffin.
“Do you want to leave?” He questioned as he sat back up. I gave a curt nod and observed him as he stood back up and left the room. “Leave then.”
I looked at his disappearing figure in confusion as I tried to understand his old orthodox thinking mind, “AGAIN I AM NOT THAT OLD!” He yelled from outside, making me flinch in surprise.
I went after Sunwoo and saw him casually talking with Changmin. What surprised me more was that Changmin didn’t look possessed now.
“You’re okay?” I asked quietly as I walked up to them slowly.
“Why won’t I be?” Changmin asked in confusion as if he wasn’t the one acting like a possessed freak awhile back.
“She called you a possessed freak.”
“Stop reading my mind.”
“Well then stop talking in your mind.”
“Shut up.”
“No, you shut up.”
I opened my mouth to argue with Sunwoo again but stopped when changmin screamed in a high pitched voice.
“What’s wrong?” Sunwoo raised his brow as he looked at Changmin waiting for him to calm down.
“I just needed you both to shut up.” I cursed at Changmin and went ahead to stand beside him.
“So…you’re a vampire?” I questioned Sunwoo while looking him up and down.
“Do I not look hot enough?” I made a disgusted face at that question.
“No? Dude you’re super old for me.”
“I am not that old!”
“Yes you’re. You were born before I was.”
“That doesn’t mean I am old.”
“Yes it does.” I flinch when changmin screams again. I grab my pepper spray ready to spray it at his face only for Sunwoo to snatch it from my hand. “Stop flexing your powers, old ass.” I mumbled.
“Wait…Y/N why do you have a bat?” I looked down. At the bat I was still holding.
“Oh this? Just in case. Gotta protect myself since you were busy being his next meal.” I said as I swung the bat around.
“You were gonna hit me with that?” Sunwoo asked as he took a step back from me and hid behind changmin.
“If I had to. Then yes.” I said while examining my baseball bat.
“I would have almost died because of your stupid prank!” Sunwoo exclaimed to Changmin as Changmin just laughed at that.
“You cannot die. You’re a vampire.”
“Still?? Is my safety not important?” I just shrugged at Sunwoo’s words and walked around the Inn, “So you both knew each other?” I asked.
Changmin replied with a small ‘hmm’ as I scoffed at that, “Even before me and Changmin came here?”
“Isn’t that obvious? Changmin said he wanted to play a small prank on you.” Sunwoo said as he came and stood behind me.
“Harmless prank you say?” I looked at Changmin and then at Sunwoo before raising my bat, “Let me play a harmless prank on the two of you by breaking your bones!” I yelled as I left Sunwoo behind and chased Changmin.
“And this is the girl I found cute?” Sunwoo said as he walked towards where his coffin was to sleep.
#bjnet#k-films#k-lables#dbn: Boyz who bite#the boyz#sunwoo imagines#sunwoo imagine#sunwoo fluff#sunwoo fanfic#kim sunwoo#sunwoo the boyz#the boyz sunwoo#sunwoo x reader#sunwoo#sunwoo drabbles#kim sunwoo x reader#sunwoo x you#sunwoo reactions#tbz#TBZ Sunwoo#tbz reactions#tbz drabbles#tbz imagines#the boyz imagines#the Boyz fluff#the boyz reactions#the boyz x reader#the boyz fanfic#tbz fluff#halloween
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I hate to bother you but I was wondering if I could make a request for kinks 2 and 9 with the quotes from 5 and 15. For the characters I was hoping for Dazai and either chuuya or fyodor, you can pick the other member to join.
Prompt+K!nk; 5: “If you want it so badly, beg for it. I want to hear your voice, dear.” / 15: “I will fuck this pussy until it’s dripping my cum, understood?” [ + ] 2: degradation k!nk/ 9: Threesome.
Summary; Fyodor decided to share you with Dazai for once! (they both fuck you dumb) :3
Warnings; dom!Dazai, dom!Fyodor, sub!gn!Reader(they/them, has afab parts), threesome, degrading k!nk, dirty talk, overstimulation, petnames, Reader’s dating Fyodor, pw/op (porn without plot), spanking (kinda), dumbification, lazy, etc.
Format; drabble/short fic! (I’m not sure)
Notes (from me); NO YOU AREN’T BOTHERING ME, I WANNA WRITE THIS IT SOUNDS FUN!!! ANYWAYS ENJOY MY LUVS!! 💪🏾😍
Normally, Fyodor doesn’t share, especially you. It depends on the person too, so why would he share you, with one of his biggest enemies, Dazai Osamu?
Or to be more specific, share you and your cunt?
Right now, Dazai was pounding into you from behind, while you were sucking of Fyodor.
Now why did he share? You don’t know, but you actually don’t mind. Being fucked from the front and the behind was attractive as hell.
It was amazing, honestly, but also overwhelming. So overwhelming, that your were slowly losing the ability to talk.
“So, darling, are you enjoying yourself?”, Fyodor asked with a smirk on his lips, you couldn’t answer right now, since he stuffed your mouth with his cock.
You felt a spank against your ass, as Dazai repeated Fyodor’s question.
“He asked you a question, bella, wouldn’t it be nice to answer?”, you let out a “mhm..!” as a quick response.
You tasted Fyodor’s precum in your mouth, guessing he was nearing his orgasm, just like you.
Your moans sent vibrations to Fedya’s cock, making his knot snap faster.
“That’s right, dove, keep sucking me off like the slut you are.”, come on, you actually get off by him calling you slut?
“Seems like they love being called a whore, Fyodor. I can feel them clenching around me..”, Dazai was right, you hugged his cock perfectly with your walls.
Finally, Fyodor’s cum spilled down your throat, you let go with a ‹pop!›, connecting his tip with his cum mixed with your spit.
He kissed you lightly on your lips, holding your chin, letting go of it to watch your upper body collapse onto the bed.
As that happened, you coated Dazai’s cock with your essence, but he still wasn’t done.
“C-can’t go on, Fedya..t’much..”, you claimed, kind of exhausted.
“Why tell me? It’s not my turn yet, so it’s not my problem, darling.”,you gathered the strength that was left.
“D-dazai..p-please, can’t hold on f-for longer..”, you heard Dazai chuckle.
“I know you can handle it, besides I’m not done yet, so take it, slut. Because, i will fuck this pussy until it’s dripping my cum, understood?”, he must’ve been good in dirty talk.
After the last thrusts, he filled your hole with his cum. Now your whole body is laying on the bed, with some of Dazai’s cum spilling.
Just after you let a sigh slip from your lips, you felt Fyodor’s tip tease your hole.
“Now, we can’t have you filled with just his cum, do we? Don’t you wanna be fucked like the whore you are?”, Just like that, he got you wet and desperate all again, just for him. You nodded fast as soon when he finished his sentence.
Fedya was chuckling to himself, “Oh? Weren’t you exhausted? But, if you want it so badly, beg for it. I want to hear your voice, dear.”
Trust me, i might edit it in the future to be longer, but for now enjoy!! 😭
#fyodor smut#fyodor dostoevsky#bungou stray dogs dazai#bungo stray dogs fyodor#bsd#bsd smut#bsd fyodor#bsd dazai#dazai smut#dazai x reader#fyodor x reader
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I started this account on August 11th, 2024, which is around the time I got my ED. I never formally made my introduction to this account and therefore am making one now, twoish months later.
my sw was 59 kgs or around 130 lbs
cw is 52 kgs (115 lbs)
my ugw is 45-50 kg. I don't want every single bone to be protruding out of my body, but skinny enough where my stomach is completely flat and my thighs aren't touching!
i struggle with binging, a lot.
my daily intake (without including my binge days) is typically 300-700 kcal
i fast for 16+ hrs everyday, as I like to OMAD. But honestly as I'm seeing that it almost always results in binging, I might to try to eat small portions throughout the day instead of prevent that
my inspiration has always been bella hadid and taylor hill, though sometimes i have the strong urge to look like snejana onopka. i think when i get more discipline and self control ill be able to look like her one day
i love indoor cycling, it's what keeps me maintaining my weight after binges
reading and writing are also my ways to escape or distract me from binging
im a huge introvert and i don't like to talk in school unless im talked to
i like listening to k-pop, which also give me lots of th!nsp0 and tips on wl
there's not much else i really want to say, im in desperate need of 4n4 buddies so pls moots!!!
#4n@diary#4norexla#4n4blr#4n4rexia#34t1ng d1s0rd3r#e@tingdisorder#ed ednotsheeran restriction#eating disoder trigger warning#st4rv1ng#tw ana bløg#analog#ed but not ed sheeran#tw ed ana#th1n$pø#tw ana rant#disordered eating mention#⭐️ ing motivation#⭐️vation goals#⭐️rving#⭐️ve#tw thinspi#thinspø#thin$po#i just want to be thin#tw skipping meals#tw eating issues#3ating d1sorder#3d not sheeran#light as a 🪶#light as a feather
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Perfctvelvet Masterlist.
Elle -- Mature Content ahead (18+ only)!
REQUEST LIST. PATREON. MY OLD TUMBLR. READ BEFORE FOLLOWING.
Ao3 and Wattpad = dotwillow (if you find my works posted outside of tumblr anywhere but here then it's not me!)
All stories are fictional and are not accurate depictions of real life or the people in them.
Actresses/Fanfics
Endless Summer - Jenna Ortega/Reader Last Call - Megan Fox/Reader Make It Work - Jenna Ortega/Reader And Then I'd Be One of the Girls - BP Jennie Kim/Reader/Lily-Rose Depp Neighbor!Margot Robbie/Reader Boo - Michelle Jones/Reader Plastic Candy - Madelyn Cline/Reader What's Mine is Mine - Margot Robbie/Reader A Sweet Treat - Margot Robbie/Reader Something Over Nothing - Zendaya/Reader
Musicians
Melting Point - Taylor Swift/Reader One, Two, Three - Sabrina Carpenter/Reader/Olivia Rodrigo Happy Fucking New Year - Sabrina Carpenter/Reader Vanilla - Olivia Rodrigo/Reader Curiosity Killed the Cat - Dua Lipa/Reader Camgirl!Sabrina Carpenter/Implied Reader Rope Bunny - SZA/Reader Hook-up - Olivia Rodrigo/Reader Restless - Dua Lipa/Reader
Models/Influencers
Uncover - Kendall Jenner/Reader Peaches - Gigi Hadid/Reader Devon Lee Carlson/Reader Just Desserts - Kendall Jenner/Reader/Hailey Bieber Nasty Girl - Emily Ratajkowski/Reader Only Friends - Kylie Jenner/Reader Secrets - Kendall Jenner/Bella Hadid (ft. reader)
K-Pop
Red Velvet Joy/Reader Lush - Twice Momo/Reader Twice as Much - Twice Momo/Mina/ReaderDress - BP Jennie/Reader Rosy - BP Jisoo/Reader Ice Cream Cake - RV Yeri/Reader
Original Works
Little Dove - Original fic
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Now I’m curious. Which current nepo-baby would match with the marauders?
i believe this ask is inspired by this post from @s3raphinaa !!
based purely on vibes and things that celebrity said one time:
stretching the definition of current to say that sirius black is y2k paris hilton/kim k. just famous for no particular reason and proud of it. people ask him why he's famous and he'll say something along the lines of i'm pretty, everyone wants to be me, etc. etc. he definitely also leaked his own sex tape
james gives me lily-rose depp vibes very specifically for that quote where she's like 'i actually work really hard so calling me a nepo baby is really unfair.' just positively tone-deaf. he definitely does something with his nepotism like acting or music, but he's just far too out of touch to realise that it's because his parents are globally famous
for no particular reason i am saying remus is maya hawke. does pretty decent for himself, definitely booked and busy. like he's trying to make his own money so he is clocked in, but definitely recognises/acknowledges that a lot of his opportunities are due to nepotism
peter is clairo. for the reaction that i'm sure some people just had: what, she's a nepo baby? peter is a grand-slam indie bedroom pop artist, captures the feeling of being the isolated, awkward kid in a way that the internet just devours, but yes, his dad owns top golf
marlene is zoe kravitz. daughter of two really fucking cool parents who ended up also being really fucking cool in her own right. definite trendsetter, fashion icon, and stunningly gorgeous but that's just my opinion
lily and her sister are elle and dakota fanning, that sort of sibling nepotism. petunia gets famous as a child actor, when lily is much younger, and then lily grows up and eventually becomes more beloved than her. you see the parallels here
regulus. regulus is bella hadid. definitely got where he is because of his head start in life, but also really good at what he does, and also we are all so sorry about your mom. the constant comparisons to his sibling, their distance in the public eye, and the superseding parental fame by just staying booked and being iconic.
pandora and evan are willow and jaden. i dont know if i need to explain this at length, they just are. crazily famous parents, but they strike out on their own and do a little bit of everything
barty is hailey bieber very specifically when she wore that 'nepo baby' t-shirt, but it goes over much better when he does it. just does not give a fuck. yes, he's a nepo baby, he only sort-of works, but he's definitely got his own very intense fanbase
#i ran out of iconic nepo babies#my apologies to dorcas and mary#del answers#marauders#sirius black#remus lupin#james potter#peter pettigrew#regulus black#lily evans#marlene mckinnon#pandora rosier#evan rosier#barty crouch junior
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I noticed something I don't like about self-improvement blogs on Tumblr. A lot of them who claim to be goal focused, are all very similar in the sense that they prioritise physical appearances and aesthetic over more ugly or rough truths about growth.
They're all pale pink, girly, sparkly, use Pinterest pictures of pretty girls like Bella Hadid, that model from the terrible Idol show, k-pop girls and celebrities who're pretty. It all just seems so plastic to me because they encourage overconsumption, buying certain products that you can get for so much cheaper, some examples are the Apple headset, those Stanley cups, pink and pastel gym sets, pricey skin care products and makeup like the dior lip gloss.
At first, those blogs looked attractive and eye catchy due to the moodboards of pretty pictures, but after, i realized the advice and self-improvement tips are mostly surface level and vague.
I know that those bloggers have good intentions behind running those blogs, but it won't take away from the fact that everything is seen through pink lenses. Everything is sugar-coated to look pretty, to match those perfect pictures of coquette-esque girls, mostly skinny, and sometimes of colour instead of Caucasian white.
Then there's a certain point where those blogs don't really post any valuable advice anymore, they instead post pictures together that match, add some tags and wait for the notes to roll in.
At some point, I found myself being distracted by photos of playboy models wearing pastel pink dresses, Lana Del Ray photos that were edited to look vintage, bedrooms that had a colour scheme of pink, white and gray, collections of dior makeup, shoes, bags, collectibles, soaps, you get the gist.
#something I've written in my Google docs a while ago#thought it'd be great to share it#self love#self care#self improvement#girlblogging#just girly things#girl boss#pink aesthetic#pink doll#txt#rant#vent#overconsumption#ranting#capitalism#pink pilates princess#pink pilates girl#pink pilates aesthetic
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welcome!
✩ timeline: after pirate king era
✩ summary: bella and ateez meet for the very first time.
A petite and delicate seventeen-year-old trainee dressed in cozy clothing strides her legs to a place she calls her “Second Home.”
Every day, Bella would spend most of her afternoons and nights in the KQ Entertainment building. Plus, she does her schoolwork and studies in the practice room to manage time and her rest. At some point in life, Bella’s family was concerned about her choosing this pathway. Despite admitting the challenges to her loved ones and the hardships of becoming an idol, Bella kept going. She doesn’t know how long it’ll take or where she’ll end up, but she hopes for the best.
KQ Entertainment is a peculiar place, according to Bella. It originally was a marketing business that turned into a record label. They successfully accepted plentiful artists who have been in the industry for years. Not to mention, KQ recruited eight boys and created their first group. Now, they are rising stars.
ATEEZ has been getting the world’s attention like magic sparked into people’s lives.
Unfortunately, Bella wasn’t as close to the group. She had seen their faces and their stellar talent but never knew them personally. However, it’s all going to change. Two months after ATEEZ’s debut, the group will be welcoming someone.
Bella attended a meeting with KQ’s big boss and had a long discussion that would impact the company and the K-pop industry. The boss allowed her to debut with ATEEZ. Of course, Bella was baffled for a lot of reasons. In other words, she wasn’t sure if it was safe. Having only one girl is going to raise eyebrows for many. However, to Bella’s surprise, from what the boss told her, all eight agreed to have her be part of ATEEZ.
So, today, she’ll be seeing the guys.
Once she says hello and bowing to the workers, Bella can feel her nerves running wild. Before arriving, the teenager keeps questioning if they will like her or think she is awkward and strange. Bella has to eventually develop communication skills because it’s a tough world to survive. The girl enters the elevator to take deep breaths and relax.
Good thing she is a formal person. It’s not that Bella finds herself to be dull. She was raised in a household with manners and being immaculate. Most importantly, she doesn’t want to make a fool of herself.
As Bella exits the elevator, she heads to the practice room. “Hm. Maybe I’m too early.” The girl figured because she noticed the darkness from the outside. Her hand grabs the knob to open the door. She switched on the lights to have the room bright as day. Instantly, eight handsome, cute, and beautifully bared-faced guys in warm outfits yell at the top of their lungs.
“WELCOME TO ATEEZ BELLA!”
Lost for words, the girl has her eyes widened owlishly and mouth gaping. The guys couldn’t contain their laughter at her adorably shocked reaction. Bella can see they all have party hats on, decorations layered in the room, and a snack table with a delicious cake.
“Hyung, I think we broke her,” Wooyoung whispered to Hongjoong.
“Ouch!”
The captain smacks the boy, who is pouting like a hurt child.
Hongjoong clears his throat and goes up to Bella. “Sorry that we scared you. We didn’t know a better way to make a surprise.” He apologizes so politely. Bella shakes her head. “N-No! You didn’t! I thought it was going to be simple and formal.” Her expectations are the complete opposite.
The guys glanced at each other and started chuckling. It takes them back to when everyone got together, one by one. Most of them had friendly attitudes, but they soon learned they weren’t normal. In a good way, to not be mistaken.
San comes forward with a big, bright smile and wraps an arm around her shoulders. “We thought it would be too lame to do the typical greetings. So, why not throw a party? Also, it’s okay to drop the formalities because we’re family here.” The young man with cute, deep dimples tries to convince Bella that she doesn’t need to shy away from her true colors.
Bella looks at their sweet smiles. The atmosphere has become fuzzy and warm. She is also feeling a bit emotional. Bella breathed, “Okay, I’ll try to be myself.” She said. All of them cheered. Soon enough, she and the guys form a circle on the floor to talk about themselves, like an ice-breaker.
“So, what is your position in ATEEZ, Bella?” Yeosang asked the girl.
Not just him, but the rest are curious to know. Bella responded, “Our boss put me as lead vocalist and maknae. I’ve been singing since I was very little and I am thankful that my appa introduced me to K-pop.” She tells them a piece of her background.
“Ooo~ vocal buddies~” Wooyoung playfully nudges Jongho. The now second youngest shyly smiles. Bella and the others laugh at him merrily.
“Wait, maknae? How old are you?” San was so straightforward that it kind of surprised the members. Though Bella didn’t mind answering. “I’m 17.”
At once, they gasped at their new maknae. She is a baby! Their baby!
When getting done with the introductions, Bella can see that everyone has a unique personality. But overall, they are super kind and caring. She witnessed them helping each other give out food because she and all of them were starving. Bella predicts she’ll have the time of her life in ATEEZ.
“Oh! Bella, look what we got for you!” Yunho exclaimed happily.
He and Mingi pulled her arms to drag her to the snack table. They showed her a cutely baked cake of My Melody. “For me?” Bella questions the two.
Mingi nods earnestly. “Yep! We actually made it, and if it’s not good, then it’s okay to get upset.” He is so blunt that Bella starts laughing. Her laugh is so mellifluous that the guys thought an angel from heaven graced their ears.
She shakes her head. “I’m sure it’s tasty! Thank you so much!” The new member of ATEEZ sincerely appreciates the whole lovely celebration.
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☕️ Something you’ve read recently that you want to talk about! (positive/negative/whatever!)
So there's this trend I've been bothered by for a while.
(I am immediately going off-track here.)
I feel like the publishing industry has been beating the drum for quite some time now about main character agency. They need to be driving the story, making the plot happen, they need to grow and change and learn. And I don't disagree! If there's not at least some of that happening, you need a good reason for them to still be the main character.
However, there's a fine line between "this character's choices drive the plot" and "everything is this character's fault" and I've read a few books this year that fall over that line to greater or lesser extents.
The book "Once Upon a K-Prom" by Kat Cho really coalesced this for me. It's a YA romcom whose premise is pretty clearly an escapist fantasy: girl's childhood best friend moved back to Korea, they fell out of touch, he became a k-pop idol, when he's on US tour he comes back to ask her to prom based on a childhood pact as a publicity stunt. She's unpopular, her peers and her family are largely unkind to her or ignore her. It's pretty much the perfect setup for some escapist Cinderella fluff! There are places where she could drive the plot, but instead she is forced to learn, over and over, that the way she's treated is because SHE is pushing other people away, or judging them, or otherwise the agent of her own unhappiness. And yeah, there are situations where that's true, but at a certain point, agency was super outweighed by fault, and I ended the book feeling unhappy, and really sad for any kids who picked this one up looking for escapism.
"Chilling Effect" by Valerie Valdes did this for me too, in different ways! I had other issues with the book I won't go into at the moment, but consistently what drove the plot wasn't the main character's choices, but her mistakes and missteps, and whenever anyone was unkind to her and I was on her side, again I felt like the narrative took pains to make it her fault.
And then there's a whole very weird trend in romance where the heroine (it's always a woman, and usually in f/f romance, I'm not sure I've run into it in a sapphic) is a one-woman disaster zone. Life disasters happen around her! She simply doesn't know how this happens! And there they get the fault without even the agency. That one might be Bella Swan aftereffects, I'm not sure.
Characters can and should make mistakes, I don't dispute that, but it feels to some extent like a lot of books sacrifice escapism (through competency particularly, but also the Cinderella fantasy above) for an agency that isn't even agency at all, but simply the load of responsibility for everything that goes wrong in the story.
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Random COD hcs
• Philip graves is the type of guy to date Taylor swift
•price would actually date a horror movie actress and would set up movie nights for him and 141 + alejandro to watch her in the movies
•könig would definitely date his therapist
•horangi would date a gyaru girl or (my friends hc) big tiddy goth girl
•alejandro would date becky g
•rodolfo would date like a rlly flirty sexy girl and he’d be the obsessed bottom bf (he’d get all the good angles in her photos too)
•valeria would date her local florist (
•johnny would date a model or a dominant woman
•ghost would date gemma ward or adriana lima and maybe bella hadid
•keegan definitely had a crush on megan fox
•gaz would def date alana champion i feel like he likes white girls idk why😭
•gaz had a crush on cardi b
•(my friends gaz hc) he’s just the guy to date a stereotypical Korean girl with no idea how to express feelings and Gaz is just like 😄👍
•he definitely had a crush on every girl in k pop groups
•he definitely watches anime with roach
•Roach would date a gothic latina who hasn’t had sleep in months
That’s it pookies
#philip graves#valeria garza#roach cod#kyle gaz garrick#simon ghost riley#könig cod#alejandro cod#rodolfo parra#john price#john soap mactavish#horangi#keegan p russ#cod modern warfare#cod mw2#cod headcanons#cod hcs#@tagalicious tag
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