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i'm fixing a switch pro controller my sister gave me in a nonfunctional state, but it turned out to be fake so now i'm basically just building a switch pro controller from scratch because the fake parts aren't compatible with actual real switch pro replacement parts
#i replaced the motherboard with an OEM refurb but it turns out that the original (fake) one is using a different ribbon cable size#so now i need to replace the daughterboard for compatibility#and the battery and casing already were damaged and in need of replacement#so this is just. a whole ass controller#being built from scratch#look i just spent an hour and a half soldering i'm seeing this through to the end
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What if I turned minecraft mobs into playable dnd races?
#ocedraws#enderman#aether#minecraft#mineblr#Endri#Ezthri#minecraft dnd be like#I have whole lore on these guys and hhhhhhh#Ezthri and Endri are sister species that evolved differently after being separated into two dimensions (aether and end)#Ezthri have much smaller pupils and eyes because of how bright the aether is and endri have massive eyes because of how dark the void is#they both have nictating membranes (third eyelid)#Yes endri can still teleport like their wild counterpart#I’m still working on full lore and abilities since Ezthri are built from scratch#ocequeue
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"oh look! There's your linens. If you're lucky 🙄"
Actually I have decided you are not lucky. Beg.
#i have been at this ladies beck and call for the last MONTH#when she was in detox it was understandable bc its detox#but even now shes SUCH an ASS#literally nothing is enough for her#the only way i could please this woman is if i bought brand new linens a new bed and built a new room from scratch#literally insulting us when we've come back in to sweep your already spotless room 3 times now. at that point do it yourself#people being mean here is soooo rare but god when it happens its so annoying#i just gave her the linens but god. maybe have any level of kindness towards me
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The wallpaper I've been aspiring to have on my walls for the last 3 years has finally been delivered ⚜️
#I've been wanting to wallpaper my walls for ages. I took it seriously in fall of 2021 too when I measured my current walls and was-#deciding between 2 pink wallpapers. Eventually I made a pro/con list & decided against the idea with the conclusion of doing it in the next#place I live in. Now that I'm moving & renovating my future room I ordered one of the 2 wallpapers I was debating back in '21#the room is being built up from scratch and is essentially a blank slate I can decorate however#the rolls arrived today and they are exquisite!! I was so surprised with how fast the shipping was because I only made the order on Monday#and the samples took over a month to arrive. & I can't tell you how BIG of a fan I am of wallpaper. Literally best decor ever#personal
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sorry if I don’t remember your name or conversations/experiences or basic things about myself, every few weeks my brain gets factory reset and I have to relearn how to be alive
#lighthearted but also serious bc what is going on here buddy#been feeling weird as hell these past few months#like I can remember some stuff… but it doesn’t feel normal to forget the names of anyone I haven’t seen/heard the name of in a few days#or forget about basic interests and personality traits and experiences and feel like a blank slate every day#idk like ultimately life goes on and I’m happy to live in the moment but it would be nice to understand why my brain is doing this#just thinking#meposting#I think my brain just. does this sometimes when I’m stressed. which is annoying#I recall (lmao) feeling similar during earlier parts of life so this isn’t *new* it’s just unexpected and much more disruptive as an adult#I’m feeling better about it than I was. after like. acknowledging it. bc my mind has not always felt like a sieve it isn’t always this bad.#whatever#I’ll tag as dissociation just in case it’s related/reminiscent and ppl don’t want to see that#dissociation#me and her go way back… haven’t seen each other in years though#she wasnt all bad! coping mechanisms can provide relief and a sense of safety#and as far as coping mechanisms go it’s not the most unhealthy. though it ranks high in ‘socially stunting’#I kind of miss the distance sometimes to be honest everything’s just So Much all the time#I’m so solid now#so stuck in the ruts of capitalism#fuck capitalism#I wish my imagination didn’t feel so dulled#sorry I love talking#and I don’t miss dissociation when I feel mentally present because I feel so Here with the people and things I love but rn?#it’s like a lose-lose bc I am not Here nor am I untethered. I’m heavy yet hold nothing#I enjoy being dramatic/poetic about it — I feel pretty fine. I just hope this isn’t a permanent and/or long-term state of existence.#like it makes me awful at my job I went from remembering a solid amount of the student body’s names (built up over a few years) to. like 5.#overnight it felt like. like Stressful Thing happened and I went to work and I couldn’t remember anyone’s names.#can’t believe I have to start from fucking scratch AGAIN I’d be better off quitting and working at a different school#bc at least then my lack of knowledge/remembering is justified rather than strange and seemingly rude#I’m getting better now but at the beginning of this it was blue screen in my brain all the time
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I'm working on setting up my own business and it's less
entrepreneur
And more
✨🪄🌪️EnTReprOnOUR 💥👹🔥
#I built a website from scratch with zero experience but now I'm stuck on the final touches before officially opening business#the final touches being not breaking the law#I am having problems with my disorganized poorly-communicating manager which is also me#I am also struggling with my chaotic unpredictable staff which is also me#why not speedrun setting up a business but then getting delayed on the officially opening part
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I think it would be cool if there was a Fallout game that takes place in an Asian or European country. Just to see what’s happening over there.
Also I think it’d be cool if there was an Age of Empires style Fallout game where the point is to rebuild civilization rather than just living off the garbage from 200 years ago.
#seriously how are there no mining operations yet?#there’s no smelting of ore#there’s no large scale food production#there’s no actual civilization being built here#it’s just small tribes living off the refuse of the old world#nobody’s actually creating or procuring resources and establishing a coherent system of gov or justice#it’s actually really weird#like it’s not as if you’re starting from scratch here#why aren’t you farther along?#why are you not even in the Bronze Age?#I haven’t even seen a single wheeled cart#I know damn well you understand the concept of the wheel#flippin USE it#why is the world so far behind?#is there a lore reason for this?#fallout#fallout lore#fallout 4#age of empires
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You ever get sad thinking about BG2 because of all the suffering that the main character goes through?
i do, but since i install xan there and he makes things 10x worse i mainly end up getting mad at his script instead 🫠
radri could survive everything in soa and tob; she can close herself off to get the job done, and her character would change and she would never properly process all the pain and the grief but she would take solace in knowing that she never needed anyone but herself. but when xan is there, he's essentially a direct line to her sensitivity/optimism/innocence/etc, and when he behaves the way he does in the mod, in the context of her story, it's honestly almost a greater source of pain than irenicus. it's why i haven't finished my current playthrough yet lol
#sovo answers#sorry for giving another xan based answer lmao i feel like i always tie it back to my overwhelming disappointment in his sequel#i can condone the suffering and the death but i draw the line at xan being heterosexual and uncaring#look i lovvve the suffering bc it adds drama which adds interest which brings characters closer together#its prime for hurt/comfort and xan was built for hurt/comfort and yet he just doesnt deliver!! it no longer hits right or at all!#so thats why i have to redo him from scratch. im cutting him to pieces and putting them back a better way
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got tagged by @stefisdoingthings (thank you, this was very sweet to include me :) i'm still working on building up an identity and it's nice to get a lot of random little questions so i can think about what they mean to me. i might answer some with stuff i'm looking forward to since i havent done a lot of these things, unless i just can't access those memories right now). Dont feel pressure to read all this, i'm gonna be musing a lot.
last song: Slow Dancing in the Dark by Joji
favorite color: i think the more understated browns/grays that rocks come in.
book i'd like to read: i dont think ive ever read a book in my life, so i dont even know if i like reading. but of the books we have i think i'm most interested in Sea of Tranquility by Emily St. John Mandel. Seems serene and kinda rough
movie i'd like to see: i havent seen a movie either. i think maybe? Blue (2002). Someone made a comment that it gives Mirage x V2 vibes (from Ultrakill). Maybe i'll even watch it tonight
show i'd like to see: i actually dont have an answer to this. not yet anyway. I did choose Milly as my designated trigun kin though :) even though i am lower energy than her
sweet/savory/spicy: uhhhh i have eaten. fewer than five times. mostly dinner so, savory i guess?
relationship status: single (for. semi-obvious reasons)
last thing i searched: Blue 2002 lol
current obsession: do i count? i dont think im obsessed with anything i just kinda spend my time hanging out and trying to figure out what i like. i do like this thing though:
looking forward to: making more art (i might do some painting or linocuts!), maybe going to a forest someday, seeing shorebirds in person
uhhh i dont think i can tag anyone that the other guys havent tagged. if youre one of my five followers you can go ahead and do this for yourself :)
#fingers crossed i get to become a person someday :)#very interesting being on earth for the first time. i hope i get to stick around#i didnt even come with intuition with how much salt is an appropriate amount to put on food#but the guys designated me as the guy who does HRT injections and washes our hair so :) i get to come back regularly for that#personal#i have experienced sadness twice#once from looking at kim's art#and now bc i realize how little ive done & how little i am#but thats ok :)#i at least have my Demeanor and all else can be built#i'm technically an introject#so i have. pre-made preferences and desires. just nobody in the system likes who im based on#not even myself#so im trying to rebuild from scratch basically#but everyone is nice to me anyway :)
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just got a real want to play a new mainline pokemon game (or get some more news) (especially about the kalos legends game) (i’m probably just gonna play arceus or get scarlet again from my library maybe) (or just play any video game later)
#jaytalking#i just saw that post about pokemon being little creatures you get to fight with#and damn did that give me a hankering for a new game. or just any game that scratches the itch of doing things with your animal companions#or tbh even a video from the like two poketubers i follow#bc honestly. i love challenge runs. i am not built for challenge runs
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now i dont wanna be mean but how can someone be this fucking bad at taking care of their cat holy shittt
#analiceoriginal.txt#my uncle let his cat be an outside cat till he got himself ill w like.wtv the fuck cat aids is called#proceeded to let him continue being an outside cat despite that risking all the other cats in the neighborhood bc if he scratches them#theyll get sick too n now the cats clearly ill HE STILL LETS IT STAY OUTSIDE??#ITS NOT EATING IT DOESNT NEED OUTSIDE TIME IT NEEDS DAMN CARE !!!#n then hes constantly having to go look for the cat bc it keeps disappearing n so our dogs r constant barking#bc theyll bark at godamn oxygen n then my mom gets mad theyre barking n then i want to explode#bc i cant stand being around while shes mad but our house is built like shit so shes always around angry n oh my god i cant take this shit#anymore KEEP YOUR GODAMN CAT INSIDE THAT WOULD HAVE PREVENTED ALL THIS FROM HAPPENING
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Gonna attempt to post something today, just a simple clip or two. Hopefully.
#i'd do more but—*scratches at the walls of my skull to escape my mind*#rambles#i kept meaning to start back writing (as evidenced by that post from days ago) but things happened to make a long story short#i don't understand people who come off a busy week and jump straight into working on their personal projects—#they're built different—they probably grew up eating dry wall and drinking pine-sol like it's apple juice and potato chips#the clips likely won't be what i wanted to post since those specific episodes are still being stupid but whatevs#there was a thing for link click that i was supposed to post about but i was busy and gone from home the entire day that it dropped#edit like half an hour later: I'm starting to realize that it might be the site itself that's going bonkers which sucks#i'm really not in the mood to go on a hunting spree for more sites rn
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[ how would you deal with someone who, even though they write a different muse, is very clearly trying to mimic your writing and style, all the way down to specific characteristics? ]
#[ it's just. very uncomfortable for me and i don't know if i should approach them about it. ]#[ as flattering as it is to inspire other writers; i just don't like being copied ]#[ especially since vic's character's basically been a decade-long project that's been slowly built up from scratch ]
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I've been told that there are rumors about me using AI for my paintings. Please use some common sense, I've been posting on DeviantART since 2003 and sharing full video recordings on Patreon since 2018. If I'm a fake, wouldn't my Patrons have noticed by now? Since AI has been turning artists against each other, accusing each other of using AI, I have no choice but to share of some the Patreon rewards as proof. Here is the 10 full video recordings of me painting A Thousand Skies from scratch
I built the 3D model base for this painting in Sketchup, which you can see here
When AI was at it's infancy, I was very excited to have a new tool to help me make comics. Long time followers will know I struggled with repetitive strain injury that forced my comic making to a crawl. A decade before AI, I was experimenting with 3D backgrounds for comics.
I still remember the hate I got for using 3D models in my comic backgrounds, even though today nobody blinks at other artists doing the same. 3D is now accepted as a tool to help artists create. I even remember hate for being digital instead of traditional.
I tested out painting over AI generated backgrounds a few times in the very early stages of AI. There are a lot of screenshots taken out of context from my Discord where I share how I paint everything with complete transparency.
The only other time I've used AI in my art is for a gag scene in my comic, the full context is my character, Vance, who is a weeb and tech nerd, was objectifying women by seeing them as anime cat girls pasted over AI flower backgrounds.
If I had downloaded a flower stamp brush from ClipStudio and made a similar flower background, nobody would care. But somehow this is not okay even though it fits the theme and joke of the comic?
It's 2AM where I am now so I won't say much else other than I wish people would stop taking my posts out of context. With everything going on in the world, artists should support each other, not make up reasons to hurt each other.
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Partly because so much of their story was shaped by the sim and partly because, while I've contributed A Lot Of Dot Lore, it's still very much been a community effort and I take inspiration from what a lot of other people have done with them too, especially @mossy-kit! OUR oc :)
my oc lore is so normal to me until i have to explain it. yeah this is a guy. this other guy is an alternate version of this same guy. there’s a third as well. i’m sorry it’s cringe you just have to bear with me
#it feels kinda weird to call any blaseball players my ocs because like. I didn't literally create them and I didn't lore them 100% by myself#not that I object to other people saying it! idk I guess it's that I've never fully 100% built lore for a blaseball player on my own#unlike for example Kosmo with Jasper Coven. that is fully 100% his character it was all him#yes I am The Dot Person and I have had a big impact on their popular lore and I have Opinions about them#but it still feels wrong to say they're My OC. Mine#even with players that I've built much closer to from scratch it feels kinda wrong#like ok I'm the only one to write Eloise Butterworth or Gloria Bentley and I shaped those characters myself but even then it's running with#community lore concepts. same with Spears Nolan who I've done a really deep dive into had a pretty clear Lore Vibe first#and his secret gf who I will reveal to the wolrd someday I swear. like yes she's fully my character who I created but also she's not because#[SPOILER]#like ok some of them are maybe kinda my ocs. but is Dot? idk#oh also talking Polkadots Patterson I wouldn't say Alto is mine at all. they're very Mechs and I'm just happy to be along for the ride#anyway sorry for the tag ramble lol#oh also. I mostly think of my blaseball OCs as being my Salt characters#yado and weston and the lighthouse keeper (whose name is not revealed yet) and carson (who you haven't met yet)#and to some extent the salt itself as a blaseball entity#and msot of all my own team in the salt league. milky way wanderers my beloveds#*most#ok I'm done rambling now for real#talking moistly#WAIT just realized I said blaseball entity instead of sentient entity. fuck. I meant the Salt as a sentient entity. sentientity#I'm so tired lol
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Yandere boys and their favourite positions
Yandere! Soldier likes to be intimate with you, intertwining his fingers with yours and whispering in your ear just how much he loves you. He doesn't like looking in your eyes - your tears remind him that you don't want this and yet he's helpless to stop himself. He's always on top, cosying up between your thighs and burying his face in your neck. He keeps you gagged. It's easier to block out your crying that way.
Yandere! Boyfriend likes to be as close to you as possible. He likes to take you from behind, his arm wrapped around your throat and his chest pressing you into the mattress. Skin against skin from your neck to the tips of your toes. He gets drunk on you so easily, moaning in your ear about how much he loves you, how he'll never let you leave him, how you're the best fuck he's ever had. And despite his hulking size, he whines like a puppy when you come around him. He loves you loves you loves you and he loves being inside you.
Yandere! Cowboy can never get rid of his rough side, it's been built into him after years of rough labour and bad days and bosses with tight fists and tighter purse strings. He'll always be wild with you, pulling your hair, digging his nails into your thighs, biting down on your neck. He cares for his pleasure first and foremost and it doesn't matter if he hurts you to get it. He'll take you any way he can but he loves it when you ride him. He'll put his hat on your head and call you his pretty lil' cowgirl even as he ruts his cock into you until your tits are bouncing.
Yandere! Desert Bandit has to fight his urge to fuck you raw and rotten everytime he takes you. It's a conscious effort to be gentle, to be mindful of his strength. He fails a lot at first. He has years of pent up lust to get through afterall. But someday, he'll manage to make love to you without leaving bruises. He likes to have you under him, with your legs around his waist and his clenched fists on either side of your head.
Yandere! State Trooper is a rotten, corrupt bastard and he knows it. He gets off on the power he has over you - he'll make you crawl to him on your hands and knees, spank your ass red raw and force you to thank him through your tears. He loves taking you bent over - on the furniture, on the hood of his cruiser, with your hands and tits pressed against the shower door... It's not all bad though. You haven't gotten a traffic ticket in ages.
Yandere! Incubus always comes at night. He can't let you see his face, even if you have your suspicions. He's limited by the paralysis he puts you under and usually takes you as he finds you, hands roaming and scratching wherever they can. He dreams of fucking you on the holy altar, your arms around his neck and your tits squished against his chest. He wants to pull the rosary you wear until it chokes you, your piety turned into a goddamn leash. He loves watching you at mass, kneeling under the crucifix and praying to be cleansed. He especially loves you at confession, your voice soft in the half dark and the smell of you all around him.
Yandere! Gangster is not going to fuck you anytime soon. He only has his fists and his fantasies, the poor bastard.
Yandere! Survivor likes you on your belly, your ass angled up to face him. He'll grab your hands and push them into the mattress, his mouth nipping at your shoulders, the nape of your neck, anywhere he can reach. It feels like a declaration of trust when you let him put you in such a vulnerable position. The only drawback is he can't see your face when you come but getting to grab and knead your ass cheeks is a fine consolation.
Yandere! Academic Rival is too focused on school to think about much else. If he was forced to pick, he'll say he wants you up against the wall, your legs wrapped around his waist. He loves that you need to rely on him to stay balanced, that you bury your head into his neck and whine at his thrusts. Besides that, he desperately wants you on your knees but your pride ensures that never happens unless he gets down and begs first.
#meta#all the boys#basically a masterlist#yandere#yandere x reader#reader insert#yandere scenarios#yandere imagines#x reader#yandere drabbles#yandere lemons#yandere oc#yander ocs
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