#being a sap again
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one and a half hours left in 2023. everyone who read my fics , commented on my fics. recommended me music, listened to me rant, sent me an ask in an ask game or just interacted with me ever, just know i love you and appreciate you and wish to see you again next year
#being a sap again#basil speaks now#<3#i’m currently editing a fic on my phone at this NYE party in the gardens near my new place#bc i am genuinely trying to be more social this year but fuck me it’s difficult#anyway this feels like a very in character way to end the year#kinda wanna go home and watch shadow and bone but let’s try and make it to midnight!
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hiiii I have a phistory question ! did dnp have jobs other than youtube while living together, or did they move in together once they'd already decided to try and make a career out of yt?
they were both youtube partners before either of them left home so they did have some money coming in just from that
phil had side gigs doing apartment red (2009-2011) and battlefronters (2010-2011)
they both started hosting the super amazing project in 2011
they of course had their first bbc radio special in december 2011
they also did a couple guest spots on channels like vlogcandy but i'm not 100% sure if they got paid for cameos?
edit: i forgot about vyou!!! they both got sponsored to promote and use vyou in 2011
#anon ask#but no they never had like...real people jobs ever again#if you didnt know all those random channels were entertainment companies who paid youtubers salaries to make content for them#youtube was still so new that creators didnt know how badly they were being ripped off#i know grace talked about mydamnchannel fucking her over#and of course smosh is a famous one#sap was owned by mydamnchannel which is why dnp could never just make another season themselves
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yeah arthur may be a brooding lone wolf but what if my drifter wormed their way into his heart and wore him down enough to let himself be dotted on and called sweetpea and be brought tea when hes on patrol and carried back to the mall when he cant walk after a coughing episode and and-
#andro talks#misharthur#hi im being cringe again oops#idk arthur feels like the type to have trouble accepting affection#well thats too fucking bad#get dotted on idiot#unfortunately for you misha is a huge fucking sap and they WILL care about you and ask you about your day
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ily writers ily gifers ily artists ily creators tumblr would suck and be downright bleak without you guys!!!
#hopefully one day you’ll all get the rbs you deserve <3#it’s sunday and i’m being a sap#but all of my creator friends and mutuals ilysm#you make this place better#here laur goes again..
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He was the full moon, I was the night sky. I saw him every night; his silver glow, his brilliant light.
He was so close to me yet out of reach.
#geto suguru#gojo satoru#tragic little gay men#again i am being a sap about satosugu#satosugu#writing#jjk#jujutsu kaisen
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Hewo :D
I wanted to take a moment to express my deepest gratitude to each and every one of you who has supported me and commissioned my art over the past three months. This has been the longest period I've ever been open for commissions, and your support meant the world to me.
As I reflect on nearly five months since I started this commission business, I'm happy by how much I've learned and inspired by how much more there is to understand and improve on.
With the funds gathered, I was able to replace my broken phone, get a new pair of specs, replace more of my old electronic devices and have the opportunity to use them to commission and support other artists and friends alike, with the remaining funds reserve for my university projects!
To help me enhance my services for the future, I would like you, who have commissioned me before, to take 2 minutes to answer this lil survey I set up! Your insights and suggestions will be useful and help me greatly :D
Thank you once again for believing in me and my art. Your support has been a source of inspiration and motivation, and I am truly grateful for everything. Here's to many doodles and shenanigans from me :3
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Happy birthday @shinechermont !
Here our girls hanging out because I thought it'd be fun uwu
Rose
thanks @ari-cuno for organizing that collab gift thingie!!!
#me doing artz#Vivid#Rose#aftermare shipkid#hey sweetie may your day be great#awesome even#I'm so proud of you#it's an honor to watch you grow#(and you will still grow regardless of what the law says ;3)#love you lots#you have a beautiful soul#can't believe the itty bitty baby I met years ago is leaving the kiddy room#aw my sappy sap isn't enough to my liking#oh I know#I think I said that often enough but never enough#you improved so much art-wise like it's crazy#don't get me wrong I still like your old stuff#but every once in a while I see an art of you on my dash and I take a second to think that wow#crazy it's the same person#I AM PICKING YOU UP AND SPINNING YOU#WE'RE DOING SPINNY#SPIN SPIN#you have no choice on the question#my arms are picking you up and you can't escape#that gif is sooooo rough but I felt I might get a bit shouted at for being unreasonable since I started this wednesday and believe me it wa#so tempting to go full on render and all but honestly I wouldn't have slept for several days and I thought you might hit me or something if#I pulled that again X'Dc#tho it was fun to allow myself to go rough and wing it so enjoy the ugly hug it was made with the heart#gift for AC
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#blabbering#blehh#nothing serious I'm just being whiny rn#feeling so much tanked confidence in my art and OC stuff recently#shriveling up into a crunchy leaf#I wish I was better at being more presentable with this stuff#I just have a different process and it's too fragmented to share things easily until I can fill in the gaps or make it more cohesive first#but all my time and energy keeps being sapped away and I'm head empty most days so it's hard to engage like I want to (also it's so lonely)#and it's making me so slow at finishing anything. I also just feel very uninteresting rn too ugh#sometimes I feel I just don't have the same kind of personality and speech vibe/interactions as everyone else and it makes me boring#so that just makes me feel like i'm not cool enough either I guess haha#i'm like the quiet kid in class again
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was pondering whether i should say that but fuck it. i want you all to know that when a doctor asked me yesterday if i have anything that brings me joy now my first thought was y'all so this is what i've told him
#and he liked that answer#therapy is not a competition but i'm winning (by kaiser chiefs)#I LOVE YOU ALL SO OF COURSE I HAD TO BRAG#and if you read this and think it is not about you too#think again#sleep token't#just me being a sap
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kinda went mia for a bit there but it's just cuz the boy has been visiting this last week (he goes back tomorrow morning 🥺 💔)
I do want to catch up on ffxivwrite prompts, at my own pace, but I'm very happy overall because this is the most I've done for any challenge like this since uh
Maybe middle school? lol so yeah
Just been super happy to write out the little vignettes that have been stuck in my brain for literal years
And been absolutely chuffed reading up on the blorbos-in-law :> thank for the food, I still need to catch up but aaa I love what I have read
#skele ramblings#also if i immediately jump into writing again ill hopefully distract myself from the fact i wont see my bf until christmas#maybe lol#probably not :'D i want to be living w him already cuz this mini heartbreak every time has been aaaaa#i love him a lot y'all#he's my favorite ever#i work today and his sleepy 'drive safe' and 'love you too' when i left for work were so fucking precious i want that every morning forever#also lol i def slept thru my alarm but his gentle bapping of my face woke me up ezpz and being on time for work more would be nice#your honor i need him because im eepy and he is the best alarm clock#hanging out w him and my friends has been so natural too like#aaaaa#ok i will stop being a sap because im making myself cry at work#i hope he misses this post cuz he might wind up p embarrassed reading these tags#but also hi bb ilu a lot a lot a lot <3
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hoffrig apprentice au?
Rigg is attacked with kisses the moment he steps through the front door. He can’t help the laugh that bubbles out of him, managing to kick the door shut behind him with his foot as he wraps his arms around Hoffman.
“Hey,” He says. “Guess you missed me?”
“You didn’t even text me when you arrived at the precinct.” Hoffman groans, rubbing his cheek against Rigg’s stubble like a cat. “You could have been arrested.”
“But I wasn’t.” Rigg says. “I’m a lucky guy.”
Hoffman presses him up against the wall, and Rigg feels like a teenager again, making out underneath the bleachers. Only instead of a cheerleader in a short skirt and tight top, it’s a Jigsaw apprentice in a bloodstained shirt that exposes the same amount of cleavage.
“Does anyone suspect you?” Hoffman asks.
“No.” Rigg says. “Everyone just said they were glad I was alive. And that they hope you’re recovering after being kidnapped.”
(Rigg will never forget stumbling upon Hoffman in his ripped shirt and silk gag. He thinks about it several times a day, and keeps having to splash water on his face to cool down.)
“I’m recovering badly.” Hoffman says. “I need a strong SWAT commander to take me to bed.”
“Oh yeah?” Rigg grins. His hands slide down to Hoffman’s waist, squeezing him. “Know any?”
“I know one.” Hoffman noses Rigg’s jawline. “He’s handsome.”
“Yeah?”
“And smart.”
“Yeah?”
“And he’s really good at inflicting justice.” Hoffman says breathily. “Do you think he could take me to bed?”
“I’m pretty sure he could.” Rigg says, and kisses Hoffman hard enough to bruise.
#ANSWERED#Nice Anon#hoffrigg#shockshipping#again a bit long so below the cut!#they are SO CUTE i love writing hoffman being a sap
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we're rewatching community at my house and just finished s1 and i am sooooo emotions forever at how beautifully the jeff/annie scene at the end of s1 and their scene in the last episode parallel each other 🥹🥹🥹
#just checking in! being confused over life together and the stage of it they're at!#kissing about it!!!!!!#i will be a 'jeff and annie are inconvenient soulmates' sap forever i don't CARE if it's a bad look now#dollsome's deep thoughts#jeff x annie#the one reason i am nervous about and-a-movie is that i love jeff and annie's ending so much#and what are the odds that i'll get to love their ending again?????#(hopefully not nonexistent)#that's a lie i'm also nervous that shirley won't be there#I NEED SHIRLEY BENNETT
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Commentary and Thoughts
So, I’m keeping this short and sweet for now-
Though this was due to one of my mutuals @just-animaxiz who sent me something and can I just say to go appreciate them? They’re amazing, and the content I’ve been reading from them is just perfection-
Now, I will say that I definitely have started to enjoy the possibilities of Spike and Randy getting more scenes together, and let me just- my next ask is going to be something special. I can’t say more than that but we need to give creators their credit when it’s due! Whether it’s liking their fanart, reblogging their content- COMMENTS for fanfiction please, kudos and likes are lovely but us authors thrive on comments and interaction!
I never thought I’d get into RC9GN but trust me there’s going to be a lot more where this came from. Also just- please let me know if you don’t want to be tagged but just a few of my followers and people I personally follow that deserve appreciation!
As mentioned before, animaxiz
@whispering-radiance
@thesoundofmadness
@man-of-nostalgia
@7-inches-of-satanic-panic
@aster-saturn
Unfortunately that’s all l can do for now but still! Please do give them a look- they deserve it heh-
#randy cunningham 9th grade ninja#rc9gn#destiny rambles#destiny in the universe#randy cunningham#howard weinerman#rc9gn randy#rc9gn howard#fandom appreciation#follower appreciation#give them love i’m begging#they deserve their recognition#positive vibes#hyperfixation#im hyperfixating again#appreciation post#personal post#positivity#i’m being kind of a sap right now hehehe#seriously! check out their blogs they write so well and the content’s interesting#the brainrot is real#creator appreciation#give creators their appreciation!
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I hope life eases up soon man, take care of yourself
Thanks mate <3
stuff's starting to gradually get better now, actually let myself feel feelings after bottling them till it popped
just kinda turns out that throwing yourself into something so you're numb to the other things can really burn you out :') So I'm trying to find motivation to write and answer asks again, I'm hoping it'll be soon but idk atp
#vent in the tags - so warning ig#got home from uni#have been in fight/flight mode since#turns out that fucking saps your energy incredibly fast#accepting that my mother and I's relationship is broken beyond any repair is oddly helping though#she's proven that she doesn't see me as an individual well and truly now#so I can put the energy back into myself instead which is meh#processing that alongside my insanely fucked up grief hasn't been fun at all.#my emotions about it have been out of wack since she saw me crying and grieving a friend and assumed it was anger towards her#like I'm fucking grieving a friend I found out has recently died - do you think I'm not going to cry?#but no just assume its me being angry towards you and not me having feelings. Sure. *fine* I'll just kill my ability to feel for a bit#so I threw myself into the lu fandom again till burn out#and now I've been on off crying for a week#feeling fragile as shit#but Improving#somehow#I think#*maybe*#don't know what other personal event could happen now to be worse honestly#last 8 months have been a fucking rollercoaster#then when I manage to get back up#put myself back together#have a little breather#get immediatly broken back down#I just want a fucking hug man#and perhaps to be told that I'm worth something#I don't know#nothing really feels all that good to me anymore#but I'm holding on through it#there's light at the end of the tunnel
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I dont think yall know just how fucking much i have to reserve myself when i text them
#like I know nothing super extraordinary is happening atm but like... im a touch/attention starved bitch who doesnt know how to process shit#like they finally started typing a response this morning to my tattoo question last night#and when I tell you my neck fucking snapped in the direction of my phone as soon as I heard the snap notif sound......#im not even fucking exaggerating. I literally had to force myself to wait a few to open it bc if not i wouldve opened it the second it sent#at one point my phone was in the kitchen & I was in the bathroom. I heard the notif sound & the response was immediate & pavlovian#I dropped what I was doinf & made a beeline for the kitchen. again made myself wait a few minutes to open it#the urge to geek out & keyboard smash & send a ton of emojis when i text them back is overwhelming#I feel like a fucking teen with a stupid first crush. kill me please#on one hand im like stop being so fucking cringe on the other im like. I wasted my teens/early 20s not letting myself catch feelings#im in my 'fuck it im going to enjoy my life & have fun & not take shit so serious & not hide my true self' era#I spent the last 3 years basically self-isolating self-loathing & in a massive depressive episode#thinking abt driving my car into a median almost daily & telling mself I'll never allow myself to feel or get too close to anyone again#granted I still have a lot of personal/emotional issues I need to work on but im so fucking proud of myself for making it out alive#I told myself at the start of the year that I was going to live in the moment & enjoy what life brings me. Well. It brought me this#and dammit im going to eat this shit up with gusto & a grateful heart because im ALIVE & im happy/having fun!!!#and when eventually this chapter ends im not gonna let myself spiral & hate myself like last time#Instead im going to be happy & thankful that I was able to live & feel & love & enjoy the experience#im fucking worth it damn it#that's all. im a fucking cringefailloser sap & although I lowkey wish I was more normal about it at the same time i dont#emma rambles#personal
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Bawling my eyes out at 1 a.m. because I love my boyfriend so much and I'm being so sappy
#listening to taroko for the first time in a while and.#im going to melt into a puddle of sap#mutuals im sorry for being a lovesick idiot on main. it will happen again
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