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i fucking hate my dad
#personal#how many posts that r exactly like this do u think i have made total#over a hundred atp#being a live is too tiring#i cant do anything right#yada yada yada i wanna die
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🖼️Art Lessons🎨 Ok so I had this really cute idea in my au (that'll never see the light of day) of Vlad being a good dad and posing for his daughter's art assignment that's due the next day, and I HAD to draw it! The other sketch will never be completed but hey, you get a peek of my sketching process.
#my art <3#artists on tumblr#danny phantom#digital art#dp fanart#vlad plasmius#I'm scared of that tag#Like what if I did him dirty#what if his head or pecs are too big??#looking crusty ngl but whatever.#danielle#shes trying her best#she got too tired to finished#my au is just everyone living a normal life while still being dead#no more Vlad drawing after this#dont ask#back to Kitty and Johnny shenanigans in the next post
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Remember: The burning sensation is part of the process.
#Mouthwashing#blood#body horror#Emphasizing here that this is in reference to a media and character and not a cry for help on my end.#Mouthwashing is one of those games that tickles my brain and checks all the boxes for my niche interests -#-but it wasn't something that got the silly comic part in my cortex firing up. My analysis brain is eating well though!#What said...It is impossible for me to see this scene and not say out loud: “Me in the middle of my work day".#While there is a lot more going on with curly I personally resonated a lot with his struggles with burnout.#Burnout feels like mouthwash to me. That you keep rinsing out your mouth trying to get rid of the rotting smell#but it's just surface level solutions. The real cure requires something far more significant to actually make a difference.#The job 'is hard' and 'everyone struggles'. It's part of the process right? You're tired? Anxious? Depressed? Us too! Chin up!#Actually I resonated with a lot of things within Curly (this is a curly positive space - he's not perfect. He's just human).#One thing being his desire to see the good in people and believe in their potential.#Because here's the thing. Some people truly do just need someone in their corner who stands by them so they can grow and improve.#And some people will take advantage of your kindness. You focus so much on their humanity while you stop being a person to them.#The horrifically toxic relationship persists because Curly tries to see the bigger picture and believes in the good within.#Anyone who has lived through constantly trying to reframe the hurt as something else knows-#-just how many excuses your brain will make to avoid cognitive dissonance. It's human psychology.#Jimmy sucks so bad. But we the audience have the privilege of not having years of baggage associating him in our minds as 'friend'.
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I love it when women hate men. I love it when women are allowed to vent to each other about how horrible and creepy men are. I love it when women form friendships with and prioritize each other over relationships with men(whether they're attracted to them or not). I love it when women put men dni in their bios and on their nude photos and on posts on their blogs. I love it when women refuse to mollycoddle and accommodate entitled male feelings with "but this doesn't mean I hate all men, I know a few men who are great, I love my father/sons/brothers/uncles/male cousins/guy friends" I love it when women complain about men WITHOUT "not all men" being a disclaimer. I love it when women avoid socializing with/refuse to be around/befriend/get close to men because they know men can't be trusted. I love it when women make "kill all men" jokes. I love it when women offer absolutely no concern or care for men's feelings and if their misandry offends men whatsoever because why should we, men are the oppressor class who have raped and killed and abused us and kept us as subjugated as second-class citizens for millennia, they regularly mistreat us and the women in their own marginalized communities still every single day and make this world so much harder and more awful for us to be in, and if we choose to hate them and not spare them any sympathy then so be it, and I don't just mean "men as a class" either, you can be a woman who doesn't want to have anything to do with any man on an individual basis and completely cuts off men from her personal life too and ykw I will love and fucking support you in that because men deserve absolutely NOTHING from us. If they're so tough and strong then they can handle it just like they can handle being lonely. If you are a woman who hates men, ESPECIALLY IF YOU ARE A LESBIAN AND/OR A TRANS WOMAN, then just know that I love you. I love you, I support you, and you are safe here.
#was going to make a post about how much i hate that women aren't allowed to hate their oppressors but i decided to spin it into something#positive instead#this is supposed to be the feminist site that makes reddit mgtow piss their baby diapers so let's go back to despising men and not coddling#their feelings and let's dye our hair blue while we're at it#i am so tired of this new wave of guilt-tripping and gaslighting women who hate men and don't trust or want to be around them#i hate how we're made into villainesses or the problematic ones for not valuing them in our lives or for wanting to guard ourselves or be#safe from our oppressors#and i'm tired of people who don't know the first thing about feminism being like 'BUT THAT'S TERF RHETORIC WHAT ABOUT X MINORITY MEN'#guess what women can also be x minority that you're trying to protect the men of and we get to hate men too#trans women are included when i say women btw and trans men are included when i say men#if anyone has the right to hate men more than anybody else it's trans women esp trans lesbians because they put up with so much shit#from men that even cis women do not and they especially know how vile men are behind closed doors#so#terfs fuck off#radfems fuck off#and if anybody tries to make this post more appeasing to men or 'not all men's this post you are getting blocked and hit with a hammer#feminism#misogyny#sexism#patriarchy#tw men#tw rape#tw abuse#misandry#terfs dni#radfems dni#feminists need to go back to being scary and unpalatable for men none of this 'but some of them are good!' bullshit#men are entitled to nothing from us#and if you try to prove me wrong then you are just proving my point if you have nothing good to say then simply keep scrolling#ok? ok.
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Thinking about Mav being unsure of what Ice's eye color is
Of course he's not going to do the normal thing and ask the man, so he settles for finding ways to get up close and personal to try and see for himself without being obvious (-> he fails)
But every time he gets a close enough look they're different. One day they look blue but the next they look hazel. One moment they look brown but then he turns his head and a different light catches on them and they look almost green
It turns into one big game of "How close will he let me get? How much will he let me see?" And it's not until he's gotten to the point of being a breath away from Ice's face- close enough to brush lips- and standing under the bright white LEDs that he realizes that they're gray
#remove the the “r” and they're gay too#mav going insane because he can't narrow down ice's eye color while everyone else also goes insane because they're so fucking tired of the-#bullshit icemav courting ritual they're all being subjected to#mav is NOT subtle#what's that? you want to know they color of your wingman's eyes?#you could've just asked but no you want to get “close and personal”. ok gayboy#this was inspired by the fact mav refers to Ice as “Ice Eyes” in the novel#there is nothing normal about these freaks#top gun#pete maverick mitchell#tom iceman kazansky#icemav#maverick x iceman#iceman x maverick#long suffering rios#<- because you can't tell me goose (if he lived) and slider are not constantly banging their heads into the wall#as well as literally anyone in the general vicinity of icemav#they are SO stupid#5+ 1 fanfic when?#i cannot write for shit but if anyone does i will have your hand in marriage#val kilmer my mfing beloved#and his beautiful eyes
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Old art dump part 2, ft. Rome, Roma, and Seb.
This was May
Vs.
July
He still loves to carry his grandson ❤️
#Seb: Im tired grandpa! Rome: THATS TOO DAMN BAD! keep digging!#hetalia#aph romano#aph south italy#hws romano#hws south italy#aph rome#hws rome#aph seborga#hws seborga#also it says nephew bc I live by pookie canon and in the POOKIE canon Feli is Sebs dad (adopted)#so unclemano is being a little resentful of his papa
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Hey major shout-out to my fellow trans Jews. This year has been hell and it's hard not to feel like we've been completely abandoned, betrayed, shut out, and made unsafe across the full political spectrum.
I'm so sorry; we deserved better. I hope you're okay and standing strong - we will get through this together ���� 🏳️⚧️ ✡️
#the right either actively or passively wants us dead or disappeared because of our genders#and the left apparently wants us dead or disappeared for being Jews#where can we go?#who can we turn to?#who can we rely on but ourselves?#it's terrifying and excruciating#I'm so tired of begging people to see me as a person#trans advocacy is so important right now and being in trans community is so vital#and yet far too many trans activists and community leaders were cheering on the deaths of my people not three weeks ago#pan-Jewish solidarity is so important right now and being in Jewish community is so important#and yet a disturbing number of the strongest voices advocating for Jewish people's humanity and right to self-determination#are also very right-wing#and refuse to see not even the truth of our lived experiences but fail entirely to see our humanity as trans people at all#so again I ask: where are we supposed to go??
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with the amount that the main series dunks on the forbidden cities i would just love for unraveled to be just an unabashed celebration of humanity. like yes there is poverty and pollution and crime but also there is dancing and music and rollercoasters and scary movies. let keefe discover the beauty here! the first book was all about the wonder of the lost cities but unraveled could be all about the wonder of the forbidden cities
#i just have such a hard time with how much the series dunks on humans#which understandably so#but i just want unraveled to enjoy the forbidden cities#like if i have to read a book of keefe just being like “this food is garbage and the air smells bad and it sucks”#it would get really tired#i think there is an inherent life to humanity that the lost cities lack#there is no drive to live excitingly when you live forever because you don't have to squeeze as much as you can in#let keefe get a taste of that!!!!#its something that would SO lend itself to his character#as someone who was chronically punished as a child for being too much#LET HIM BE MUCH WITH HUMANITY#maybe all these tags should be in the post but eh#this is where i prefer to cook lol#kotlc#kotlc unraveled
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One thing that's starting to really get to me with the James Somerton stuff is a real strong undercurrent of disdain toward his fans. And yeah, I was one of them. A good scam artist isn't as easy to spot as y'all seem to think. You forget that you have all the information right now. Two days ago most of you had never heard of him and it would have kept going. Anyone can fall for a scam, nobody is immune. I would love to have had whatever resources you guys think we all should magically know about so I could have kept my sad $5 a month I really needed but thought was going to something worthwhile. Some of us can only devote so much energy into things and when you have no idea whatsoever that something is amiss of course you're not going to go digging for sources, why would you when everything is fine as far as you know? I really wish I could have seen the dissenting opinions on him but for many, many reasons that aren't just that the dissenting voices weren't widely circulating at the time all I had was the thought every now and again that "huh that doesn't seem right" and then go on with my day. And I think that happened to a lot of us. So yeah. Say what you gotta say about Somerton, he has more than earned it with the damage he's caused, but maybe don't shit so hard on his former fans because that is going to be you someday with something, it happens to everyone sooner or later.
#james somerton#hbomberguy#todd in the shadows#I really am greatful for Harris and Todd's hard work in exposing all of this#and I am glad I get to see the real voices I did like that james was stealing#I'm just tired of all these people jumping on the drama train taking a dump on folks who are also victims of these crimes#razz rambles#this whole situation is upsetting me in the weirdest ways#I'm distraught but I'm not at the same time#and yet it's 6am and I can't stop reading through the tags and seeing the takes I missed#vaspider's essay and remarks from an AIDS pandemic survivor are especially good#I lived through that shit too but had no idea I was living through it#cuz that's what being blind and impoverished in rural community was like#queer wasn't even something I knew I could be until like 2010#so it's nice to see my own history#it's not just the young queers who have little to no knowledge of our history
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What led to this (orufrey comic, cw an uncomfortable/creepy scene)
#witch hat tag#orufrey#er.... i'm too tired to have anything to say..i worked several days on this.#wait.. didn't i say just recently here that i probably wouldn't ever depict 'what if alaira is qifrey's sort-of ex'. What's going on#i don't even remember deciding to draw this..it's all a blur..i'm not sure why i WOULD decide to draw delicate scenes in my head#that i wouldn't really want to share with anyone/discuss so why did i draw it...#some part of me really really wants to draw things that are more and more true to myself...#maybe because of my alienation with most romance/shipping/dynamics the rest of the world depicts.#orufrey really is perfectly suited to me - what i read in the text and what is in my head. well anyway#i am TIRED of drawing poses and angles and..maybe now i will actually take a break from drawing bc of the tediousness of Angles#btw it really is a 'stretch of time' . . . assuming witches graduate age 18-20#well orufrey are canonically 30-ish. they've only had agott around for presumably about TWO years (?) bc she took the test age 10#and it feels like oru moving in/unknown atelier acquisition/building (?) .. i guess that could be a year or so before agott at most#(she was the first disciple) so... ????????? What about the other 7 or so years ?!?!?!!?!?! Unemployed Brimhat Hatred era#that time is very nebulous. after qifrey went to the tower i feel like it's been implied he and oru drifted apart a little.#certainly they didn't live together at first... no way. that doesn't feel like how it is based on things oru has said about becoming Eye#idk. I'm tired now. i don't usually think of alaira as necessarily qifrey's ex and this being how things went in that 'sliver of time'.#i usually prefer the idea that they have their first kiss with each other in their 30s cause That's Just The Orufrey Lifestyle#just felt like making a more relatable alternative view of my own Cai Orufrey Canon one time. btw im a big monoshipper and it hurt a bit#let's leave it there. this is surely the most i've worked on a 'single' art - though now i realise just how much longer the fic took :')
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why is he the kinda coworker to send a company wide passive aggressive email instead of talking to you directly lmao
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some pecco thoughts, maybe really stupid
but ive seen some posts about how pecco really wants to be perceived as a fair rider, a gentleman even and i totally agree with that, completely! and also the whole writing his own narrative and how important that is but also how its easier to be more well-liked when ur the underdog and ur losing and the valentino legacy of it all
but also i think we're missing the point that pecco for all his pettiness (like every champion and rider) he really wants to BE a fair, a gentleman rider, someone who does have rivalries but not toxic rivalries, where he can say him and jorge were kinda friends. he really tries so hard to be that
like u could see he was (even with the pain of losing) kinda genuinely happy for martin, when he said those words he was trying so hard not only to be perceived in that way but to ultimately be like that, to be . he's seen the chaos that a rivalry like those vales's had could bring, more then chaos is the anger, the resentment, those violent feelings but also how those could evoke love and devotion but still he tries so hard to keep it away. and this constant imposition on himself to be like that, to be perceived like that, the over explanations to the media, in his lil diary entries, this obsession with being understood (very much a la casey but im digressing) is not only for others, its first of all for himself. he wants to be like that and he tries so hard to suppress his other very human insticts (like anger or envy or pettiness that he still feels and sometimes cant control) and to become like that. so yes, about how important the public perception of him is but also how ultimately this desire to be fair, "un signore" is about himself and how he wants to be! thats the end goal, just to be himself and be accepted and appreciated not to keep pretending
im rambling but mmmh some pecco thoughts
its less about others than we may think
#what? me giving pecco some catholic guilt about wanting to ultimately really be a good person? yes be perceived as good but also BE good#coz just being perceived is not enough#that would be a lie in a way#idk guys while vale was operating like we were stuck in a shame society like the fucking iliad#pecco pretty much is living in a guilt society#peccoooooooo#pecco bagnaia#im rambling and im tired dont take this too seriously lol#rpf ofccc
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Vash > Woowoo tits + mistletoe prompt 6?
:3c (requests closed)
#trigun#vashwood#mistletoe ask game#chronart#suggestive#i guess?#tfw your other coworkers are being rewarded in the other room#(see previous post)#so you feel comfortable enough to get frisky in the ceo office#but your idiot of a partner gets all teary for scars and shit from medical surgeries that saved your life#tsk vash get a grip and make wolfwood happy ffs (before he gets emotional too)#(i don't know what the fuck this is i'm tired forgive me ahahah)#(i only know that this is like a mix of post baseball au and my own ww lives au lmfao)#(anyway thank you for this ask anon i enjoyed drawing this so much eheheh)
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its so weird seeing posts that mock uncle jim for worrying about li ming's queerness as though his dead boyfriend's parents (legally) stealing his entire life savings and leaving him to manage a restaurant business specifically because gay couples aren't legally recognized as couples wasn't what put him in a cycle of crushing debt and endless poverty in the first place
#yeah hi CONTEXT MATTERS#can western fandom pls stop ignoring this shows biting social commentary on queer people not being legally recognized#also heart is the darling of all time BUT his careless lie literally forced li ming to work off a debt that was never his#and wouldve seriously impacted jim's business and financial state had wen not offered to work free#which was a boon but having to live on someone elses generosity like that is still a stress#because people (understandably!!!!) can and do get tired of giving away a lot of time and energy for nothing#wen is uncommonly generous and luckily its not too long before other circumstances help lift jim to safer footing#but none of that was SECURE getting to that point#jim is right to worry! it comes out badly and li ming's queerness is not the actual issue but jims reasoning is EXTREMELY UNDERSTANDABLE#sighs#moonlight chicken
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it's been a year of blondes, boobs, and one piece apparently
#art vs artist#art vs artist 2023#one piece#barbie movie#nimona#something about lemons#live action one piece#zosan#sanami#and my 10 year web comic anniversary#and getting fms#and getting my T dose raised#and moving across the country#and trying to get into and being broken by stupid media industry to the point of changing my whole ass career plan smh#((fuckin hell was that all this year is that why I'm this tired god))#but NO BIG DEAL LOOK AT BIG TIDDY SANJI INSTEAD (available in two whole gender varieties) ye ye ye ye ahahahahaha#guess who had too much one piece art to make up his mind and decided to collage it instead#(there was more this isn't even all of the *renders* let alone the sketchy comics)
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non-animal leather is actually worse for the environment. Since animal leather generally comes from animals that also bring other products (meat, milk, etc), the enviromental impact of leather as a single product is much lower than the alternative. n-a leather is most commonly made up from plastics like pvc and has to be fully constructed. So it's per product more energy intensive and even aside from that has a longer negative impact due to micro plastics. I hate that it's like this. I want lab meat and sustainably created envo-positive leather and lab cheese that tastes good :(
like i said in the previous post im not doing this for environmental reasons. us individuals reducing our carbon footprint isnt going to do shit because an astronomical percentage of the carbon footprint can be traced to like 100 corporations. going vegan to save the world isnt it, and judging vegans because of that is silly. im not doing this to be a beacon of morality. i just dont like animal cruelty.
#lilith answers#i like cows ok#i think they are fucking cute#and seeing them frolick in the fields after being freed from a warehouse they spent their entire lives in changed me#sick and tired of people offloading their guilt on me#every single fucking time ive had the 'plants can feel pain too' conversations its a meat eater trying to paper over their guilt#cuz a vegan happened to exist next to them
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