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Ensayos sobre la empatía
#took me a while but finally finished them all yay#essays on empathy#deconstructeam#underground hangovers#zen and the art of transhumanism#supercontinent ltd#engolasters january 2021#behind every great one#11:45 a vivid life#eternal home floristry#dear substance of kin#the bookshelf limbo#de tres al cuarto#de tres al cuarto game#fanart#digital art#art#my art#artists on tumblr#featured#blood#ask to tag
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Behind Every Great Oneおまけ
「スペースの不足」という題材でゲームジャム用に作られ、個別短編となったゲーム。
夫婦・家族の不和や自分の人生が奪われていく辛さという、広く取り扱われながらも、ゲームでは珍しいテーマをミニマルに上手く落としこみ、リアルな辛さが味わえる良品。
以下、最後までプレイしての感想
���ームの中で、ストレス値を上げる家族に会いたくなくて家でうろうろするか、煙草を吸いにとりあえずベランダいったりを繰り返すのだけど、最後、家族や親せきに部屋を取られてもう泣くところがなくなった!と焦るところがおもしろかった。トイレにも人がいるから…
パーソナルスペースは大事。
向こう見ずで迷惑かけて時に見下してくるけど自分のために怒ってくれる妹や、デリカシーに大いに欠けるけど親に抱えたコンプレックスを芸術に昇華しようとしながら自分の作品に価値を見いだせない夫のことを愛してるからこそ辛いという葛藤があって、一方的に主人公のことを被害者として扱ってないところがよかったな。
愛と社会構���により搾取される女性の話か、愛してなくて終わりの家族の話を想定してたので。
ラストの後味を悪くとる人も多いけど、夫婦としては、自分のコンプレックスでしかない絵に絵の具をぶちまけられて、セックスレスになって、お互いの不満をぶつけ合うようになってからがはじまりだ!という感じもする。
ふたりとも変わらないまま破綻するのかもしれないし、そのまま地獄のように続くのかもしれないし、お互い変わってもう少しましな関係になるのかもしれないし、先のことはわからないけど。
Deconstructeamの描くものの方向性が作品ごとに少しずつ変わっていることを思うと、そんなに悲観すべきではないのかもしれないと個人的には思う。この夫婦には愛も金も時間もあるのだし。
変わるのがいちばん大変なことなのかもしれないけれど。
にしても、あの絵はばかばかしい感じがいいので、ペンキぶちまけられた後に共作として展示に出せば、スキャンダラスなコンセプトアートみたいで楽しそうだなと思いました。せっかくだからアートにしよう!
Deconstructeamの花屋も気になるなと思いつつ、リスホチキスの次の作品とか、リーガルダンジョン・未解決事件を終わらすのとかプレイしたい作品が多いので困りどころ。
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crusty evolution redraw. in theory.
#xmen#xmen evolution#erik lehnsherr#magneto#quicksilver#pietro maximoff#snap sketches#i stopped liking this past the lineart stage but i told myself id try to finish whatever i start to at least try and learn somethin#did i learn anything ? thats for me to reflect on. for now tho ramble time 😌#its painful to draw erik with short hair but sometimes you gotta get outta the usual !! <- never doing this again#ive been ahead of my schedule with stuff i have to draw so ive simply decided todaay will be My Day for personal doodles#idk why ive decided my first evo fanart should be the one where erik and pietro leave behind wanda but ok !!!!! freak#i have a long hair ver but i didnt color it. i was just greedy .. not greedy enough tho evidently#anyways i have like. idk what four episodes of evolution left ?? depressing this show's great ...#i didnt nkow theyd have a david ep ... a pleasant surprise but now im emo ...#OH WELL lets see what else i doodle tonight#this week's going to be annoying but i think i say that every week LMAO and look at that i get through them anyway#we'll be fine and chill team .. ok bye bye
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"Do your best today! I'll be waiting here when you get home, starlight~💕"
had two busy days of work outside of my cave and the only thing that kept me going was the sight of my housewife/househusband Eclipse waiting for me at home
that is, the sketch of him waiting for me to finish drawing him 😂
starring @starriegalaxy's Eclipse from her Fear Factor AU/House Husband AU
#fnaf eclipse#fnaf dca#dca fandom#crab art#traditional art#bright colours#fear factor au#fear factor eclipse#all i need is a pretty househusband to come home to#is that so much to ask?#my headcanon for this AU is that Eclipse just collects frilly aprons#every time y/n comes home he's wearing a different one#i'm both happy and frustrated with this one#happy - because i'm glad i finished it and it looks nice#also i feel accomplished since it's the most ambitious illustration i've done during this exercise to get out of artblock#but also frustrated with some small things#most of it is chalked up to me not planning things head of time#namely the door#that's why the perspective is off and the colours aren't great#for some reason my focus was on the handsome apron-clad robot instead of the door no idea why#also this illustration also taught me a lot about this new lineart style i've been using#it needs more careful planning if it's going to be used as part of a larger illustration#the gradients help suggest some lighting and shading#but if it's going to be used in an illustration with a background then it needs to adjust to the lighting of the background#my previous drawings had simple shapes as a background so it didn't matter as much#but here the open doorway suggests light coming from behind Eclipse#so there are dark parts of the lineart that should be lighter#all in all i need to do more planning#but besides that this was really fun#love how chunky his pants and sleeves came out
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The Wayne doll house
Have some haunted doll au, since it's been bubbling away in my mind.
The bat cave is large and sprawling, many layers and tunnels and hollowed out cracks in the walls. It takes many years to fully reinforce to prevent stray kids from tripping into stagnant waters or fall down crags as he once did. The doll cave, as it becomes known, is in one of the deepest, darkest corners, one where the lights of the furnished caverns above don't reach.
It's one late night sitting at the computer when it suddenly occurs to Bruce that his first encounter with a doll was at the well entrance, many levels above.
There was nothing there when he went back.
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The justice league stared at the subaru. The subaru, having no eyes, did not stare back.
The seven of them had just finished a very long, arduous mission, and narrowly escaped government censure after the base they'd been raiding had turned out to belong to some corrupt official. With the alert up, they couldn't escape through city airspace, or even in their hero suits.
So civilian it was.
Batman had hotwired some bloke's car while the rest of them ducked into alleys and shop bathrooms, but the problem remained. There was seven of them. And five seats.
"I can shift into something more suitable for being carried," suggested j'onn, "but I believe one of us might have to hide."
"Foot well?" Hal tried, and everyone looked around at the tall, bulky, broad heroes.
"Think they'd have to go in the boot," Barry finally said. Everyone immediately turned to him. "No."
Batman spoke up before the discussion could devolve.
"I think.... I would be best for that."
The team stared.
"Batsy?"
Having no lungs meant he could not drag in the tired sigh he wished, but whatever force allowed this body to talk was capable of approximating something suitably resigned.
"As I am, I am... incapable of fully passing as human. It would be best if I remained out of sight."
"So just? Go change? I swear we won't be weird about whoever you are under the mask. Even if you're like, bald."
"Thank you, Wally, but I'm afraid I'm being serious." Reaching for the mask in broad daylight was unpleasant, but the glue and wires held as he gave it a few thorough tugs. "It doesn't detach."
Everyone stared. Clark reached out as if he wanted to check, but withdrew.
"Do you even have a civilian identity??" Oliver eventually asked. "Because at this point I'm genuinely not sure."
Wayne Enterprises and Queen Industries had a meeting that same evening. "Hn."
"Can we go back to the 'incapable of passing as human' part?!"
"We can discuss it in the car," he snapped, stalking past Barry and popping the boot. "In case you haven't forgotten, we're on a time limit."
For once, that seemed to encourage them, and batman, with great dignity, folded his joints and cape into the small space, ignoring Hal's mutter of 'what kind of contortionist -' as he slammed the lid. With a little shuffling he managed to activate his comms.
"I will inform the watchtower of our delay."
"Batman, they're tapping all outgoing signals, you can't -"
"It won't trigger," he interrupted, before he twisted his consciousness and sent it spiralling across the country.
Bruce awoke with a groan, stretching his limbs and taking a moment to marinate in his annoyance before he reached for the comm and voice modulator on the beside table.
"Batman to watchtower, we've encountered delays. If the Texan state government calls we haven't entered the state in six weeks. Batman out."
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"Alien?"
"No."
"Reanimated corpse?"
"No."
"Uh... Demon?"
"Hm. No."
"You're not just a meta human, are you?"
"No."
"Vampire?"
"No."
"Robot??"
"No."
"Batsy, please, someone's got to win the bet eventually. How do we even know you're not lying?!"
"You don't," Batman said, not looking up from his paperwork and Flash groaned, letting his sticky notes fall to the floor as he buried his head in his arms.
"One day," he bemoaned to the keyboard, "one day we'll figure it out."
"Until then please keep your eyes on the monitors."
Flash groaned again.
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Robin ducked under superman's arm as he scuttled down the corridor, laden with the night's haul of snacks. The real problem wasn't getting them - stopping league members from raiding the kitchen would be extremely counterproductive - but keeping them until he could return home to his human body to eat them. Batman had started searching him each time they left and it was really cutting into his daily sugar intake. Unfair! Just because he didn't actually use energy to stay up my night to fight crime, it felt like he did!!
'Oh, you're broken, Robin, oh, don't go out until the glue has fully set, Robin' his arm was fine! It wasn't like there was much crime to be fought on the watchtower anyway! At least not physically.
So he was pretty pleased with himself until he went to set the snacks down and found that the tar like glue they used had soaked through the sleeve and gotten all over his chocolates.
With his other hand, he tried to pry them off, wincing as the wrappers tore and stuck. He tried to shake it, ignoring the way his elbow rattled in the joint.
"Come on, come on - aw, cheezits."
The arm fell off. Robin stared despondently at the limb, surrounded by torn wrappers and dripping black glue where it connected to the elbow. The sour stink of formaldehyde filled the air.
He was going to be in such trouble with Bruce.
The click of the door jerked his head up.
Flash stood in the doorway, wide eyed. Robin stared back.
Flash screamed.
Oh yeah @dehydratedmockingbird have a thing
#batman#Possessed doll au#bruce wayne#justice league#cryptid batman#Cryptid batfam#Didn't fit in there but I wanted to include that every bat member has a mask that covers their mouth#They've all got nutcracker jaws#I don't know the technical name but you know the ones where only a block moves for the mouth and the cheeks don't?#Super creepy on a life size thing I'd imagine#So if their mouth guard or mask gets ruined guess who's having nightmares that night!#Normally cryptid batfam go to great lengths to Look Inhuman and these guys still do it's just easier to not get joints jammed if you cover#Them up. Doesn't mean they haven't pavloved the whole criminal underground into terror at the sound of wooden clacking#They can turn ALL their joints 360 and it terrifies the average goon when you try to sneak behind a bat and it just swivels around to lock#With you. They grapple by shooting their hands out (so they can't lose their grapples) and it doesn't look nice. Yes they use it to#High five from across rooftops or grab things. Punch people in the face from the rafters. (pie the joker)#Their outfits look painted on (they mostly are). Ears swivel. They each have gliding wings installed in their backs after a scare with ivy#Clark was too polite to ask about the rattling and hissing noises he made until one day he was scouting with xray vision glanced over#And nearly screamed XD#long post#long tags
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So it turns out there's a big craft guild organization thing only a few hours from where I live (I saw an ad for their craft fair), and I got like half my holiday shopping done on their website, and the box arrived today! The thing I was most excited to see in person is fragile, though, and it's really well wrapped in bubble wrap and I don't want it to break when I mail it to the friend it's for, so I am not unwrapping it, but oh man the temptation is there lol I also got myself a little metal bug made of a bottle cap and some wire. It lives on my little corkboard where I put postcards and thank you cards now
#the person behind the yarn#I have gotten a little sewing done today during my lunch break#but not much! not much#these unprecedented times sure are not good for my stress levels lol#but the indoor wasp is outdoor wasp again#and I managed to successfully request prescription refills from two of my doctors this week#(for different medications) so that was good! I'm allergic to an inactive ingredient used by most pharmacies in one med#so I have to get just that one medication from a different pharmacy chain and it throws doctors for a loop every time#other good things: I had the answers ready for a question my boss unexpectedly asked during a meeting today#when my dad last went shopping he got more kleenex and the boxes have flamingoes on them so that's cool!#uhhh my dad is volunteering more which means I get to help out more with some prep things for volunteering#which is great I miss volunteering but I can't do what I used to anymore#for the record I did make this post almost entirely to convince myself not to unwrap the super cool thing for my friend#the other small percentage is because I really like the metal bug#I want to make some metal bugs#I don't think I have any of whatever the artist used for filling the bottle cap but I have hot glue that'll probably work#...I think I'm going to make some metal bugs
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#save me conan performance of montana etc etc#god the vocal power behind this one is wonderful#like yeah this is a gifset bc linnell is pretty but seriously click through to the source it's great. the very wistful ''I can finally go''#also every time I listen to it I think about I can't remember the dream#tmbg#(actually side project w/ the statesmen. but for organising purposes)#gifs
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i feel like we don’t talk enough about how Hard of a song great expectations is. like?? having to sustain that high belt of the 4x great expectations??? insane. fucking crazy
#not to mention the growth and emotions of the song#its a whole journey and putting the importance behind every lyric and everything ponyboy is feeling..#i’m great expectations number one fan guys <3
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Late Night quick thing (New Age Sillies)
Bad news: That joke post about including Reset + Orchid is definitely not canon. (I legit got sad thinking about Reset being in a universe where Orchid isn't- because their stories are so so intertwined- but Nightmare 100% would NOT risk the whole twins exploding Error's soul thing.)
Good news: This means I COULD include Kane (Reset's older brother who usually dies in timelines where Reset is born) and use it to develope his character a bit more! Also! Perhaps a Blue × Dream kiddo is finally in the stars for me to design?
#new age au#really enjoying the idea of Reaper + Geno having an heir at some point (and them sending that heir over to Night's kingdom for#exposure to other places as well as to hang with his third cool knight dad who's hard at work 🙏)#Kane has little to no development besides being a perfect angel (foil to Reset's eventual turn to poor choices) so I'd love to do#to him what I do to every oc of mine. (Namely: Throw them into the Kingdom and see what they do.)#oh! and I could see Blue and Dream (beloved boys) listening to the warnings of possible complications if they try to have a lil babybones#and Dream deciding he'd take the risk and carry the growing soul#(<- though tbf this is MANY years into the future and they'd be well established knights of the realm)#i'm not evil so they *would* manage to avoid the twins curse and have a singular beautiful babybones#they'd get raised partially on the move but stay behind with Night and Error if the two had a more dangerous mission#and grow up to be an obnoxiously powerful warrior following after their dads#(but they'd probably be hesitant to follow into the footsteps of being a knight and might go on a quest with friends before choosing a#final path for themselves)#<- Most spoiled rotten kid ever. courtesy of Nightmare and Error and all their extended family <3#oh last note. Ancha has me cracking up w/ ideas for Cross potentially meeting someone and I was beamed w/ an old ship request post I saw and#I think it'd be funny to include Lust in here somehow... (probably call him smth else as a nickname but y'know-)#like. He works in the city around the castle as some sort of... idk tailor? and he's been making things for Nightmare for years without#knowing because Ccino always was discreet about the orders and providing measurements + always tipped well so it was none of his business#but one day it's like. before a big announcement ceremony or smth and Ccino drags Cross in by the scruff because no one can get him to get#clothes that actually fit aside from armor (hc he steals the others clothes a lot and wears 1 shirt until it's threadbare)#so Ccino makes him go to Lust and Lust is able to get him fitted for sone new outfits because. well. Lust doesn't do much but he's very very#handsome and Cross is super easily flustered and shy around new people and he's awkward and aughhh.#and then he thinks about the interaction for the next month before deciding he's going to ask Ccino to go back there again.#and Lust likes dressing Cross up in new outfits (everyone thinks it's great Cross is loosening up and meeting new friends cuz Lust introduce#s him to people in town) and it takes forever for Cross to get over his worries and ask Lust out to a ride on his horse (romantic. of course#) and Lust agrees because he's charmed.#and the best part would be Cross *actually* manages to keep it a secret. like. no one finds out until one morning Killer bursts into Cross'#room to wake him for surprise training and it's Cross. the weird Dog. and- holy shit did Cross have someone over???#Cross pulls the cool ones frfr 🙏#it's just a casual thing between them with little plot relevance or drama I think. just a chill lil relationship 🙏
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I mean I’m obsessed with crash landing on you because it’s like if a hallmark movie was good and that is fascinating to my brain and healing to my heart.
#I didn’t think such a thing was possible#I’ve been living very much in a world of extremes lately re: Art#like. on the one hand all the great works I teach just taking OVER my brain#and my knowledge of them deepening at a very rapid pace#(sometimes in a too terrifying way so I feel like I’m hurtling down a hill. it’s actually really hard sometimes and I think part of how)#(my anxiety is manifesting itself. like. I just. I don’t feel like I’ve taken a deep breath in a year)#(I’ve just been in. motion.)#and then on the other hand finding new ways to find shows like Bridgerton dead#and Bridgerton helps with that because it is emotionally hollow. because it is fundamentally embarrassing#because Anthony snarling at Kate about how his honor is hanging by a thread isn’t sexy at all#so my mind has kind of just been living in those two extremes and there hasn’t been a lot of room for gentleness or nuance#but cloy is very healing 😭 and it just doesn’t#push the buttons in my brain that immediately need to analyze and#to some extent—destroy! tear apart! with fierce and savage energy.#it just lets my brain and heart exist.#and also there is something so sweet and pure and real about so much of it#I think it’s cause it’s true love 😭 and it’s that simple.#(I’ve also outgrown/moved on from some of the more mediocre things I used to love. Like I just needed something new) but yeah.#it has been very hard in my brain lately even though it’s also been very good#like. teaching is just a lot these days. because it takes sooooooo much effort and work to get the kids going intellectually speaking#and one of the only ways I know how to reach them. or at least the lane I’m really driving in right now#(I know there are more ways)#is simply speaking to them above their heads. with passion and energy and a certain degree of expertise#and it’s WORKING#because it wakes them up and makes them want to engage#but I am also moving so fast and so vulnerably for all of my certainty. that it’s just hard.#I need to relax but I can’t. I feel like the devil is behind me every second#this is dramatic. and as Lewis said in surprised by joy it’s only one layer of what’s happening#but it is what happening#a lot of things are unfolding/growing and also the anxiety is terrible
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hsr age estimates... i was just sorting out my thoughts since same face has everyone except the Kiddos looking like they're 20 when that's definitely not true for a good chunk of them + ages are EXTRA poorly defined due to not all the characters being human and having different life spans. so for those guys these numbers are like. vague equivalences. also using the 20s as an example "early" would be anything from 20 to 25 and "late" is 26 to 30
#every row is sorted youngest to oldest but like it kind of doesn't matter since a lot of them are around the same age#like in the early 20s row everyone from the trailblazer to guinafein is 21. maybe one or two are on the cusp of being 22#then sparkle and qingque are 23 and tingyun's the oldest there at 24#jing yuan is the baby of the remains of the hcq methinks...#because jingliu apprenticed him when he was close to yanqing's age give or take a year or two#so i'd say there's a good 8-10 (long life species equivalent of) years between them#so he's like 39 or 40 now while she's pushing 50 and blade isn't far behind her#the only one i pulled out of my ass is luocha. the guy barely exists to me i kinda just threw him wherever. my bad#but also idgaf -_- the guy barely exists to me.#this was a great waste of company time i love getting paid to do nothing
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Please, come home
#I have another two but I’ll post them when I finish all the drawings#only two left#I really love Behind every great one which is why I don’t want my drawing to suck ass#fanart#digital art#art#my art#dear substance of kin#11:45 a vivid life#engolasters january 2021#deconstructeam#essays on empathy#blood
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alright, i am here! i'm super tired from everything surrounding the surprise party i threw for my partner . . . bUT GOD, THE EXHAUSTION IS SO WORTH IT! 🥹 the party was last night, and he was so shocked. i've never seen my partner like shocked-shocked before?? he is usually pretty unflappable. but when he walked up the stairs and saw everyone and they shouted "surprise" HE JUST LOOKED SO HECKIN PRECIOUS? he was shocked and confused and so excited. he just went "hi" very quietly 😂 to everyone?? then turned to me with the widest eyes, like he literally couldn't believe any of it. he had a great time! 🥹
#;; it was so sweet like he was so ecstatic and he had a great time!! and my heart was just so happy to see him happy 🥹#;; THERE WERE OVER 30 PEOPLE THERE FJKJF AND HE WENT TO EVERY SINGLE PERSON AND TOLD THEM HE COULDN'T BELIEVE IT#;; bc i literally put together fake invites and sent them out to all our shared group chats WHILE ORGANIZING BEHIND IT ALL TO INVITE OUR#;; FRIENDS TO THE *REAL* PARTY. I'VE BEEN PLANNING THIS FAKE BDAY FOR WEEKS WITH HIM! WHILE PLANNING THE REAL PARTY#;; EARLIER YESTERDAY LIKE AN HOUR BEFORE HIS SURPRISE PARTY WE SAT ON A BAR PATIO CREATING A PLAYLIST TOGETHER FOR THE FAKE PARTY#;; **WHICH I USED AT THE REAL PARTY** HEHE! HE LITERALLY HAD NO CLUE! and he told everyone he was amazed by me AHHHH😭😭😭😭#;; HE COULDN'T STOP COMING OVER AND THANKING ME 🥹 AND I JUST !!! OFC I WANNA GIVE U THE WORLD BB 😭😭😭#;; AND NOW IVE BEEN ASKED BY ONE OF MY FRIENDS TO PLAN HIS FIANCEE'S (ALSO MY FRIEND) SURPRISE BIRTHDAY IN A COUPLE YEARS JFKDLAF#♕░░ queen of the summer isles ( LUXX SPEAKING )#;; tbd.
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#behind every great man. there's a rat with a hammer#feed the blorbo to chyribdus!#character of all time#wolfythewitch's odysseus art#with my shitty photo ap add ons#propaganda#vote scrat
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ooc. i think if you all could see my filing system for templates and coloring psds you would absolutely think me more unhinged than you already do which i have to assume is very.
#elderly woman behind the counter in a small town | ( ooc )#i assign every coloring psd (i have several hundred) a unique identifying number so i can use it in the file name for the image.#so if someone's like 'oh damn that's great coloring' i can go 'oh hey yeah it was this one!'#and then i have folders for each muse and then subfolders for different coloring projects.#and templates for each carrd element or promo element and in short i need a lot of help i think.#like. psychologically.#but it's so neat and tidy! and absolutely ridiculous!
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reol is doing the opening for blue exorcist season 4 instead of uverworld and i know yall are broken up about it but does it make you feel better if you know reol did the song where kagamine len sings about how big his dick is and nothing else?
#THIS IS A JOKE!!!!#Reol is very famous and the lyricist behind like all of gigaP's most famous songs#I mean if you know gigaP u prolly know reol#Also ive listened to their non vocaloid stuff too and its great tho nothing recent#I think it fits aoex's style#People who dont know what im talking about does it make you feel better theres not 1 BUT 2#Where a 14 yr old boy sings about his penis by reol#Also just saying uverworld hasnt done every aoex op punk'd did the 2nd one#Gigantic otn is gonna be 12 this year#So in 9 year its okay for it to drink#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#reol#vocaloid#kagamine len#len kagamine#Random fact: the kagamine twins and the okumura twins have the same birthday#All 4 of them
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