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AHHHHH NO STOP WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME!!!!!!
I got possessed by undertake AUs again call the police.
#sans#dream sans#nightmare sans#undertale au's#dreamtale#cat art tag#exorcize this demon from my body#before it's too late i beg you
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not to be dramatic but hori literally out did my own self indulgent wish-fulfillment fanfic with the whole “rest of our lives speech” like I knew that sounded so romantic, and it is, because I literally wrote that line for bakudeku and I intended for it to be romantic
like hori really is just showing us bakudeku fanfic writers how it’s done
#bakudeku#bkdk#mha#my hero academia#bnha#the fic is pinned on my profile if you’re curious hehe#BUT HORI OUT DID ME I HAD BKDK BEING BESTIES FOR A YEAR BEFORE KACCHAN AND IZUKU PROMISED THE REST OF THEIR LIVES TO EACH OTHER#like hori was like guys that’s so cute but how about instead kacchan proposes immediately#AND ITS ANGSTY BC YOU KNOW IZUKU WANTS TO SAY YES#YOU SEE HIM TRYING TO SAY YES#YOU SEE HIM BEING LIKE I WANT TO I WANT THIS I WANT YOU#BUT KACCHAN PROMISES HIM EVERYTHING HES EVER WANTED THE MOMENT ITS TOO LATE#GOD#HORI THIS IS MASTERFUL ANGST FIC MATERIAL#LIKE HORI ARE YOU INTENDING TO WRITE PREMIUM DRAMATIC YAOI#BECAUSE THIS IS LIKE YAOI COCAINE ITS LIKE TOP SHELF YAOI SHIT RIGHT HERE#AND ITS FUCKING CANON????#JESUS CHRIST HORI I’M BEGGING FOR A FOREHEAD TOUCH#THEYRE YEARNING LOOK AT THEM YEARNING THEY NEED IT
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Funniest thing about this episode is Style running the fuck away after finding out Fadel is a hitman.
What happened to 'You're scary but I'm not scared of you, Fadel!'? 🤣
#the heart killers#thk#fadelstyle#man is scared now lol#i mean he got the vibes before but now theyve been confirmed#but it is too late#fadel is locked in and you begged for it sir#this is your fault style#you should have left that man alone when he told you too#lol
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Does anyone else hate it when a love interest has more content with their s/o’s parent then the parent has with their actual kid. Bc I keep looking for Jayce and Ximena content but it’s all just about her and viktor and what people think their relationship would be like. Or there all jayvik centered. Which is cute but damn where’s the content with her actual child💔
And I’m not saying there’s none but please let’s branch out a bit more than the typical “Jayce takes viktor home” where’s the aftermath of the snowstorm? Where’s her mourning Jayce and the focus is just on Jayce and how she has lost both her husband and son?
Where’s the fics about how proud of him she is and how’s she’s always there when he needs comfort. The fics where she buys crystals and books of magic for her little boy bc he loves it even if she couldn’t completely understand? Where is ximena loving her son damnit 😤
#i know this is stupid#but idc#write non jayvik centered Ximena and Jayce I beg you#free Jayce from the love interest treatment before it’s too late#arcane#jayce talis#ximena talis
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I have joined the journaling cult! Hopefully I stay consistent with this alongside my current budget planner. Also the quote is by @orpheuslament
#journal#journaling#journaling cult#scrapbook#diary#please be good to me 2024 I beg of you#I want to figure out my life before it’s too late and the clock strikes midnight upon me like Cinderella
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uuuuuhhh no reason just wanna see the robot get preggers because nobody is really taking advantage of the narrative consequences of the robots of ULTRAKILL having fleshy bits inside them (in my humble opinion hahahaha...hahaha....hah....). Anywhosen also a sucker for general Bad End especially when it involves a psycho-sexual (breeding) binding to a greater entity but also I wanna see the murder-robot get knocked up. And the galaxy brain bit of this is instead of calming down they just get Worse.
YEAH NO ONE REALLY TAKES ADVANTAGE OF THAT. and well i mostly assumed a very small percentage of people actually want to breed the robots like that which is why.
also i don't think this as a bad end, but a bad path that can lead to some other.. inch resting things (my stupid ass is trying to craft a plot with horror and drama from this path and how it'd change the story slightly despite knowing I will never get around to writing it in fic form except tiny excerpt ideas and art)
also i have so much to say abt the 'it doesn't calm down it just gets worse' bc its So true
#kicking my legs. it sooo genuinely gets worse i think it believes its actually in “love” with hell. and maybe it is.#gets worse and loses itself more and more. abandon any last trace of identity that had never been regarded anyway by anyone#its easy to let something guide you and instruct you in nearly everything if it feels too painfully good? and why spend more power thinking#altho for the. plot i was conducting in my head it was msotly involving gabriel and the primes bc of an idea my friend gave me which was#that if this occurred before v1 reached the prime sanctums it could have been guided or instructed to go to the sanctums but at the time#it does its currently carrying a child and because of that both the primes and v1 itself are spared because. i dont know if i think#the kings would fight a pregnant person . i at least think sisyphus Wouldnt because wheres the fun in an opponent who appears to already#be disadvantaged. (even if it can fare just fine.)#if any friendships were able to be made (cough . i like sisyphus qnd v1 platonic and romantic) itd be kind of. sad from an outside perspect#ve to watch it deteriorate into being less of its own entity and becoming slowly just another extension of hell. even in fighting it shows.#i wish i could explain it all better#and sorry if this ask is late to be answered i was writing my rwsponse at a con LMAOOO#.txt#ask#i want to write i have no timeee no energyyy but hear me out there is potential for crazy wackjob shit#ive decided also not to kill gabriel i think i should do somethign fucked up with him and his inexperience in relationshios#i forgot who suggested he should get so desperate that he begs for hell to take him as well. (which i cant decide if it would or wouldnt bc#its kind of really funny and mean if it#says no)
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reading old writing at 6:56 am on a Friday and being obsessed with how wound up bel is in his own head, he can't see that ric has BEEN saying he's mutually in love w him.
like.
GET OUT OF YOUR OWN HEAD FOR FIVE MINUTES!!!
unreliable narrator ass, telling the audience nobody loves me and ur just a poor boy from a poor family. shut the hell up and go kiss your boyfriend.
#ive said before that im very intentional in my writing so nothing is ever done lightly or without purpose#(unless it is bc i didnt realize but usually thats a subconscious thing anyhow)#so going back through old leap chapters and reading them w/ fresh eyes is like. dude.#the neon sign has been lit up for forEVER ricardo has been loudly telling you he loves you without ever saying it#you both are so blatantly obvious it gives everyone else around you psychic damage#PEOPLE ALREADY ASSUMED YOU WERE DATING THIS IS HOW BAD IT IS#you are such a MESS#ricardo wont say jack and shit and will continue being “ay lmao” casual about it because hes not out#and bel wont say jack and shit because hes a bundle of self loathing wrapped up in a redheaded twunk#so they waste so much fucking time being stupid and dancing around it and the heartbreak happens and its like.#ric: realizes TOO LATE hes been in love with bel the entire time and is ready to hurl himself out the window after him#bel: has been so resistant to receiving love that hes twisted the narrative into one where he believes hes not worth it#its more complicated than that of course; the regene aspect and ric's comments and the general attitude surrounding them come to mind#but all that aside its just so.#rune.txt#like my brothers in christ i am on my hands and knees BEGGING you to have an adult conversation
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why does horizon zero dawn, a game that came out 7 years ago and only got a PC port in 2020 has a remaster in 2024??? this is absurd.
#like i suppose it's for the newer console generation but like... why#and why is it a thing i can buy for my PC too for like 50 fucking euros#this is some late stage capitalism bullshit#and here i thought the life is strange remasters were outrageous#all of these games are perfectly fine as they are#remaster a game that actually would be a challenge to play on current hardware pls#i'm on my knees begging#also i'm checking the reviews and lol apparently you need an internet connection and a playstation account to play the remaster#you know... network connection to play horizon zero dawn. a singleplayer action adventure game.#who bought this. who gave them money. identify yourself.#okay new update: i checked and if you have the og game on steam already you only have to pay 10 euros#which sounds much better#i still think this is some late stage capitalist bullshit though just make a new fucking game oh my god#also can i bitch about the life is strange thing a bit?#because the before the storm remaster came out 5 fucking years after the og game#and you don't even get the deal you get with horizon if you have the original game#deck nine it's on sight#and don't think i forgot about the stories with the toxic work environment. fun!#at least dontnod's reputation is still just that they're a weird french company who don't have the LiS IP anymore. good for them!
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sniffs. man. i really want this job :(
#misc#TLDR:#a recruiter calls me coupla weeks ago; says she wants me on their production - and in that same exact call ends up saying#“oh actually i'm not sure you fit. this might not happen” cuz she actually read my resume this time.... while on call with me?#how about you take a proper gander at my resume before calling me to offer me a job and then change your mind....#ended the call saying “contact me again on January 8th if you're still interested and i'll see if i can squeeze you in as a junior”#(which. okay. first off why would you have to “squeeze me in” when you actively called me for the job.#Also i'm not a junior. but sure we'll see what the pay is like)#so i contacted her on the 8th and she was like haha actually i doubt we'll have any spots left for you! smiling emoji#and just earlier rn she sent me a new DM asking if i have an updated portfolio since the one they have is from 3yrs ago#so she revived a little bit of hope i know i shouldnt have cuz i HIGHLY doubt they'll hire me for this prod given how things have been goin#its late now i doubt ill get any news one way or another before sometime next week (hopefully)#ugh...... i really want this job man.#i've had too many feature film opportunities slide from my grasp. please let me have this#having this one experience will make it easier to get hired for more. i'm fucking begging on my knees
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Thinking about in The Shining when Dick Halloran lands in Denver and calls ahead to rent a snowcat, and tells the guy he can get to the rental place in about 5 hours.
Sir????
How in the god damn are you making this into a 5 hr trip are you fucking swimming through the snow like what's the holdup my man
#ro talks#the shining#mr kubrick i beg of you to do an ounce of research before making the movie#i realize im 43 years too late for that#but dude#sidewinder is a fictional town#but the overlook is based on the stanley hotel in estes park#even if it was further north#you cannot GO further north for 5 hours without getting to fuckin Wyoming!!!#mr halloran pls!!!
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A dramatic lighting sunlight window boye
#cats#He begs and begs to get in the window and then when he does hea relaizies it's too hot and only stays#there for like 2 minutes before getting down lol#He's seemed mostly okay so far since his brother died. Like he's still eating and drinking#and playing and dosen't seem to be lethargic or grieving like apparently some cats are when they lose the other cat they live with#but I'm still keeping an eye on him.#I have been feeding him a little late sometimes because I 'm still so used to george begging for food constantly screaming and waking#everyone up howling and making sure NOBODY could EVER forget to put out kibbles because he is SO SO hungwy at ALL times#whereas noodle is very quiet and hardly ever meows or tries to get attention from anyone in general#so I'll wake up and then it's like 9:30 am and I realize I haven't been Prompted By Screaming to put out food yet#because noodle just literally doesn't care and is just chilling lol#When i do go to feed him he leaps up like 'oh cool food!!!' and is obviously interested in eating but for some#reason just doesn't really ask to be fed or follow you around yelling constantly. Maybe he also got used to george always being the one to#ask for food so h's never had to meow before lol
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ok i think this is the last Arclight Family Agonies clip i have currently in my ygo hoard. getting clobbered over the head with Quattro going from Supreme Yugioh Turbofreak Guy to him crying and begging shark and yuma to save his father and fix his family like what am i supposed to DO!!! FUNNY ZEXAL MAKE ME TAKE A ONE WAY TRIP TO HEART HURTY ISLAND
#yugioh zexal#ygo posting#dana's yugioh clipshow#me watching quattro making crazy toothy expressions: boy knock that off right now before you get stuck in my brain#me watching quattro crying and begging for his family to go back to how it uses to be: BOY I SAID STOP!!!! STOP IT!!!!!#ITS TOO LATE. HES IN MY BRAIN NOW I FEAR.
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...i'm starting to wonder if i wasn't actually pretty often failed by the adults in my life as a young kid tbh.
#i'm always doubtful where to put the blame#in a morally neutral causality kind of way to be clear#because like. i dont know. if i was the adult. confronted to the opaque behavior of a child. would i have done better?#but also i can't help but think#why the fuck did they make me skip a grade (last grade of primary on top of that) when i was notorious for never doing my homework#and was incredibly inconsistent across topics#like i sucked at math. like ''needs to count on fingers to do a simple addition or substraction'' sucking at math.#like i never learned any multiplication tables sucking at math#like i never got how to pose divisions and still can't at age 18 because logicomathematics are completely counterintuitive to me#and just. the work was never done to make me Get It. my work or teachers' work who knows. but perhaps skipping a grade wasnt the solution#or like#apparently when i was three years old the pediatrician suspected smth was up with me#either autism directly or ''generally suspicious child'' we're not clear on that#but he told my parents. and everybody said ''we better test that'' and then. nothing. idk.#they filled a parental report of behaviors questionnaire for... adhd i think? autism maybe. and that's it. never fucking heard about it.#god. i just remembered my mom saying proudly they almost never put me in the nursery as a kid.#always either with a parent or family or a nanny.#and perhaps mother. you could have foreseen that a kid with no siblings no pets no kid neighbors no playdates. would end up socially fucked#i remember the teachers scolding late students and showing us that we were supposed to be in bed by 9:30 or something#and internally i was like BUDDY AT 9PM WE'RE HALFWAY THROUGH DINNER#MOM'S BEEN HOME FOR LESS THAN AN HOUR#and shit. i don't know. i was scared of the dark as a child. to the point that even with the compromise#of keeping the door ajar and lights in the hallway (which i had to fucking advocate for btw)#i still slept curled up in the bathroom on a towel sometimes when it got too scary#and i would cry and scream before going to bed. i would beg my mom for sleeping pills from a young age.#i would often find myself in the morning sleeping with my face smushed between the pages of the book i literally fell asleep on#because i read until my eyes gave out#and a couple years later when i got a 3ds i'd play at night and if my dad caught me he'd storm into my room and i'd hide under the comforte#and he'd punch a couple times and whisper-yell at me not to do that and go to sleep#it took until i was about 15yo for me to see a sleep specialist
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remembering that ive seen some people say stuff like "movie sonic would be a cop when he grows up because he wants to be like his dad uwu"
#SONIC WOULD NEVER BE A COP FUCK YOUUU HE LITERALLY OPENLY HATES COPS IN THE GAMESSS#also while im at it Society if tom wachowski wasnt a cop *insert that picture of the futuristic city*#listen i love the sonic movies i really do#and i think the fmaily stuff theyve got going on is cute and all. but i really Do Not like that tom is a cop#especially when in the games sonic like. openly dislikes cops#i wish they had made him a firefighter or something but its too late for that now so tom wachowski i am begging for you to quit your job#maybe they can bring back his whole arc in the first movie of realizing he doesnt need to be a big city cop to help people#and have him realize Hey cops suck actually i dont wanna be one at all anymore.#or just have him quit offscreen sometime before the third movie or even before the knuckles series. please
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How did you hurt your shoulder in the first place?
It’s kind of a pathetic story but when I was 13 I got really really really sick with an infection and I fell asleep on the couch on my side with my lower arm up against the arm of the couch at a literal 90° angle and I slept like that for like 12 straight hours. When I woke up idk what I did but I must’ve torn something bc I was in excruciating pain for weeks like screaming and crying level pain and even after it “healed” I could never move my arm all the way up again and I’ve had chronic pain in it for a decade. Some days are worse than others and sometimes I irritate it and the pain gets extra bad for a few days but for the most part at this point I’m so used to it I almost don’t even notice it on a day to day basis.
#and before you ask why I didn’t go to the doctor#my mother did not let me go to the doctor. ever. lol#I begged her to let me go to the emergency and she was like just take some Advil#and by the time she died I had such an aversion to going that I didn’t go to the doctor even for a physical until I was like. 17-18#and at that point my doctor was just like eh. too late now#at this point I’d probably have to have a full shoulder replacement surgery and I ain’t doing that shit 😭😭😭#asks#anonymous#office hours#personal#and it’s actually funny bc in the past two years now my dad has fucked up both his shoulders too. but I did it before it was cool
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standing in the kitchen doing daily training stuff with my dog thinking about how in iron age egypt someone probably specialized in training working dogs and we'll never know what they did or what their names were. but we know in places with large amounts of livestock bones theres also countless dog bones.
#tongue#i keep having these existential moments where i think about people#maybe its bc ive been reading and watching a lot of stuff about anthropology lately#but its so easy to look at paintings and releif carvings and just feel nothing#theyre so far removed from us#but rheyre still us#they loved and lost and were stupid and awful and loving and brilliant#and we loved dogs so much that we domesticated them likely before we were even homosapians#dogs look to our hands when we talk they bond with us like our own babies bond to us#theyre eager to learn and we knew that we could tell even when we dont speak the same language#dogs became more expressive because humans became like bonded to the canines that were#the ones that sat with their ears back and eyes trained on yours with a wagging tail got more people food#and now my dog is sitting here with his ears back all smooshed against my legs begging for my poptart#i love humans man im literally sitting here crying while typing LMAO#like i made a post forever ago on my old blog anout onfim and like#and you can tell neanderthal parents lifted their babies to the roofs of caves so they could paint something up there too#I GET LIKE THIS EVERY TIME I GET INTO ANTHROPOLOGY IM SORRY#PALEONTOLOGY ALWAYS LEADS ME BACK THERE BUT I LOVE DINODSURS MAN I CANT STOP MYSELF
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