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I'M LOSING MY MIND HE'S SO FREAKING CUTE SOMEONE HELPPPPP 😭😭😭🥺🥺🥺💕💕💕
#this MAN#he's gonna drive me to insanity I swear#he's just SO cute#and for what?#for whatttttt#him and teddy bears#its too powerful#too adorable#anyways im gonna shut up now#before i lose my mind completely#elvis presley#elvis#let me be your teddy bear
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literally physically aching for shows like warrior nun or motherland:fort salem...
so much gay content coming out in august (which im thankful for don't get me wrong) but NOTHING sapphic?? disappointed but not surprised what's new tbh
#it's time to stop consuming content and start hugging trees in the morning or something#before i lose my mind completely#personal
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i feel like im in a weird demographic when it comes to the percy jackson live action series because of the age i was when i read them. cause i read the lightning thief for the first time when i was in single digits, so percy being twelve seemed appropriately grown up. and then as i got further into the series and into heroes of olympus, percy got older with me, and was always kinda broadly my age or a little older. so like, the movie cast was too old when that happened, because they were way older than me. but now the series cast is actual twelve year olds (or so) and they are so obviously just little babies that im now forced to confront the fact that uhhh percy was in fact a fuckin child when all this started??? exCUSE ME???
#percy jackson#percy jackon and the olympians#boutta fight the gods myself on their behalf how can u look at their lil faces and think yeah im gonna kill them#anyway at least i have a couple months to come to terms with the inevitable passage of time and the skewed perspectives of childhood#before i lose my mind over the tv show in a completely different way
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Found some old sketches I had for @llamagoddessofficials Coraline au along with some headcanons I had for Dart and Patch (also stuffing.. gore?)
Ft. A sexy Dart because I saw a fancy looking corset and put him in it and instantly regretted it (along with some ideas for his button eyes)
Also other Mc/Thread along with some sentences i thought of if I ever ended up writing that drabble (which I probably wont- rip)
#llamagoddessofficial#coraline au#You can see me slowly losing my mind as I make the guy who wants to probably eat my soul hot#like#ah yes#the consequences of my own actions#also practically fell in love with the concept of him using a curled needle as a weapon of sorts#like he uses it like a hook and it ensnares people#eheeheehe#now that I know a bit more about darts personality I’d prolly change the outift a bit#but i just saw a fancy corset and put him in it :3#I will admit that I found some inspiration for dart in the distortionist from that one GHOST song#Idk why I went with stuffing gore but once it was there that idea was here to stay in my brain#I remember wanting to post these for awhile but I completely forgot about them lol#as ive said before#i am a sucker for coraline aus#undertale au#leafs art#cw gore#gore
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SHERLOCK HOLMES (1984 - 1994) ↳ 4x06 | The Hound of the Baskervilles
#sherlock holmes#sherlockholmesedit#sherlock holmes granada#granada holmes#granadaedit#johnlock#holmes x watson#perioddramaedit#minee#jeremy brett#edward hardwicke#tvedit#adaptationsdaily#gifshistorical#dailytvfilmgifs#televisiongifs#tvarchive#tvfilmsource#smallscreensource#filmtvdaily#filmtvtoday#nostalgiatvdaily#filmtvcentral#userisaiah#userkraina#userhallie#usermoon#crowleyanthonys#i could write an entire essay on watson's reaction here. i mean what is this. what#someone stop me from microanalysing this show before i completely lose my mind
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🧠🪱 Wiggly Wednesday Thursday 🧠 🪱
thank you for tagging me @stervrucht 🖤
no pressure tags: @frankenstein-ate-my-left-shoe @stevesbipanic and of course anyone else that would like to ♡
thinking about Steve and Eddie who, after going through rounds of physical therapy after everything, continue to work out together because Steve obviously loves it and loves having a friend to work out with. and Eddie notices the difference in his stamina when he gets back to performing on stage. (and if Eddie likes to watch Steve work out a little bit, and likes Steve coming over to help his form more than a little bit, well that’s his business.) but Steve takes a dance class and shakes up his usual warmup, leaving Eddie with some… thoughts.
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“Okay, Munson,” Steve says, pulling his arm across his body for a shoulder stretch. “You ready?”
“Ready to be tortured? Always,” Eddie jokes. It was their thing. Eddie acts like he hates being there, but he still shows up every other day to their local gym in Indianapolis. And he won’t ever deny the benefits he’s noticed since starting their exercise regime. He's faster on stage, doesn't get winded near as easily, holding those screaming notes without feeling like his lungs will explode. Little did he know that today his joke would come to be true.
Steve liked most kinds of exercise. He was a sporty guy. He liked the pull and stretch of his muscles, the feeling of accomplishment after achieving a new goal, that delicious soreness the day after a really good workout. But mostly he loved trying new things. He’d give anything half a chance if he thought it might be fun. Which is how he ended up at a dance-aerobics class the week prior, finding himself having a lot of fun, blushing furiously when the women in the class complimented how quickly he picks up the steps.
He went back three more times that week. Part of his enjoyment came from the new warmup he was taught in the class. Steve’s usual warmup consisted of basic stretches and a light jog, covering all bases to ensure he didn’t get injured, but not very exciting.
This, however, was far more enjoyable. Steve found himself sinking deep into stretches he didn't know he had flexibility for, and moving his hips to a beat, ultimately just having way more fun with the warmup. And it was about to become a huge problem for Eddie.
Steve pops his headphones over his ears, the tape deck tucked securely in his shorts pocket. He bends over, inhaling deeply as the song starts, rising up with his hands overhead, exhaling as he rolls his wrists, hips moving side to side with the beat. His already short cropped t-shirt rises, showing off a good amount of his chest. He lets his arms come down, bending over again, feeling the pull in his hamstrings. Gripping his elbows, he lets the top half of his body hang, swinging from side to side, his hamstrings fully stretched out.
Eddie looks up from his own basic stretching, shocked to see Steve fully bent over, because hey, since when was he so flexible? With Metallica blaring through his own headphones, Eddie just stares, completely forgetting where he was at in his warmup.
Steve lets his hands drop, moving to one foot, back to the centre, then the other foot. Ass just up in the air, his shorts way too tight. Eddie swallows. He’d been denying his crush for months at this point, and good god this was not helping.
Rolling his shoulders as he stands up, Steve lets his hands travel down his bare thighs, sinking into a squat with his back arched and head tilted back. Eddie's eyes are wide as he watches those tight little shorts with the little cut-ins on the sides ride up, showing far more of Steve's glorious hairy thighs than Eddie can handle. Steve drops his head forward, hunching his shoulders as he moves back to standing. He repeats the motions, and Eddie wishes he had the strength to pull his stare away from Steve's ass.
Seeing Steve's head tilted back and his back arched is sending Eddie insane. Like, he geninely thinks he might evaporate on the spot if he keeps watching. But he just can't look away.
Turning himself sideways, Steve has one foot stepped out in front of the other, legs perfectly straightened into a triangle shape, bent over his front leg. Just when Eddie thinks he’s about to get up and end his suffering, Steve lowers himself down into a lunge. His little shorts definitely way too small and tight for the movement, Steve lunges back and forth, fingertips resting on the ground on either side of his front foot. Eddie watches as the t-shirt rides up with each lunge, the desire to get his lips and tongue all over Steve's chest overwhelming him.
Shaking himself, Eddie tries to remember which shoulder stretch he was up to. He attempts something close to a stretch, but he can’t be sure he's doing it right, because Steve has lowered himself to the ground, front leg bent and back leg perfectly straight, and is fucking thrusting into the ground. If he were to ask Steve, he’d find out this was a hip flexor stretch. But Eddie’s forgotten how to form words entirely, suddenly imagining nineteen different ways he wants to get dicked down by the man before him.
Eddie suffers in silence, heart racing in his chest, watching as Steve repeats the movements on his other side. He prays that the torture ends soon, that they can just get to the workout, and Eddie can go back to pretending he doesn't want to ride Steve until his thighs give out. But Eddie gets no such luck.
Steve has moved into some kind of triangle position, hands on the ground, legs straight, and of fucking course, his ass in the air. Eddie marvels at how straight the shape is, only for a moment, because then Steve is lifting his heels up and down in turn, and jesus christ those tiny little shorts are just riding up, and Eddie can see a hint of Steve's ass peeking out. His jaw drops. He may actually explode.
Just when Eddie's thinking he can't take much more of this, Steve lowers himself down, knees spread wide, arms stretched out in front of him and head tucked down. A wild and rushed series of thoughts fly across Eddie's mind, all centred around Steve kneeling down in front of him. Eddie needs to get it together quickly.
As Steve brings himself back up to the triangle position, walking his feet to meet his hands and rolling his spine up, shoulders and head rolling back last, he sees Eddie taking off for his warmup jog. Assuming that he probably just took too long with his new warmup, Steve shrugs it off and starts his jog shortly after.
Eddie hits his personal best in several weights that day, desperately trying to expend his excess energy in some way. He barely registers the wins, mind still stuck on Steve and his perfect ass in all those new positions. He almost dissolves on the spot when Steve claps him on the shoulder in congratuations.
At the end of their session, Eddie takes a freezing cold shower and prays for the sweet release of death.
#it takes two more workouts where steve warms up that way before eddie fuckin loses it#and just yells at him 'oh my god if you want me to die just hit me with your car or something!!'#steve is. So confused lmfao. poor dude was completely oblivious. lost in the euphoria of a fun dancey stretchy warmup#meanwhile eddie has been plagued by visions of steve fucking him in so many different positions#he speed runs them in his mind like the stages of grief when he has to watch steve warmup that way#anyway they talk and figure it out and fuck about it later :~)#wow the brain worms really got away from me on this one#yes i did write this while i was at the gym why do you ask?#cira writes#wiggly wednesday#steddie#steddie fic#steddie crack fic#steve harrington#eddie munson
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just recently rewatched the end of time specials, and I can't stop thinking about the way the master caught the doctor only to let him drop anyway. hey guys. what the fuck? I like had a visceral reaction to that and I don't even know why. that's. what. why'd he do that. do it again
#also just got through spyfall and I gotta say#have they always been able to do telepathy like that?#was saxon smashing their foreheads together completely and utterly unnecessary?#did he just... decide to do that? after catching the doctor and then still letting him flop to the ground?#I need. like. a five page analysis on that moment#I need. I need. I#I care less about the forehead smash and more about the catching/dropping thing this is haunting me#that. idk. foreheads was crazy but why does no one talk about the other thing#cause I'm still losing my mind over it#I'm not even sure I've ever talked about these two before without shoving rose tyler in the middle#that's how much that scene has affected me#idk anything about these two I've never cared about thoschei before this but I don't think I can ever come back from this#I think I've finally been sucked in#thoschei#tensimm#tenth doctor#the master#simm master#doctor who
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like antennas to heaven
hello? can anyone hear me?
#ultrakill#spoilers#ultrakill spoilers#art tag#v1#earthmover#1000-thr earthmover#ok so fun fact: originally the caption was just going to be 'hello? can anyone hear me?'#referencing the fact that i am currently losing my mind over the violence layer#but then i remembered 7-4's title and went. wait#so now it is both a reference to the fact that i am currently losing my mind over the violence layer#and also. has an earthmover tried to contact heaven before?#its a walking city. the end all be all of the war#and in its destruction it chokes itself to death#this one is very sketchy because i am still trying to learn to draw v1 let alone an entire earthmover#anyways another fun fact: i am currently in 7-4#i just paused it to draw this#going back now. i am just going for completion for this run
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In the wake of ttpd, I keep thinking back to the original cardigan lyrics, particularly “I knew to love would be to lose my mind” because I feel like that, more than anything else, sums up this album
#it’s just interesting to consider that sentiment - and a lot of folklore and evermore - given the context that we now have#also if anyone sees that quote on my profile I added it a few days before the album came out so it was a complete coincidence#I didn’t anticipate it reflecting this album so much#ttpd#the tortured poets department#taylor swift#cardigan#cardigan original lyrics#I knew to love would be to lose my mind#I��m trying to use tags more for organizational purposes but I’m so bad at keeping up with it
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Sorry for being dramatic because I was tired. It will happen again.
#sleepy tired or exhausted me is another person this is established#i did not get 7 hours but i did get enough apparently to not feel like i am completely losing my mind so#i have that going for me. this start time still does not work for me though.#i need an 830 or 9 to 5 or something similar. i can't fall asleep before 11pm and it is a problem rn.#i dont want to jinx anything but hypothetically i have an end date to my suffering so fingers crossed#i am not doing this schedule again i have tried twice i need to accept just like when i tried 3rd shift multiple times. it doesnt work.#despite the hellscape of jobs i need to find something that works for my body or suffer. i will figure it out eventually probably#-pers
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if someone gives me a number between 1 and 62, ill share a wip of that frame of the silver video im working on. i'm deranged and posting them/sharing them privately w friends and Also posting bits to twitter is Not Enough. i am going Crayzee
#hush catríona#im 32.5 files Completed. and. grips ur shoulders. tumblr u need to understand#'oh she's working on a video. cool! an animatic!! awesome' WRONG#ive DONE animatics before. theyre clean boards. this>???? this is a pmv. its. head in my hands. sniffles#its fully colored. shading. lighting. compositing. the works#i am CRAYZEE i need silver to have the coolest most ambitious love letter of a project Ever. i NEED it#I HAVE A COLOR SCRIPT. U NEED TO UNDERSTAND. I AM LOSING MY MIND#my self-appointed deadline is end of this month bc that ensures no more lore comes out before its done#ive been working on it for abt a month total now almost. started jan14. im . weeps#yea#im willing to share a few frames to keep me sane. when im not willing anymore ill just say it. heart emoji
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Blanche's grandma's place is the only place she felt consistently loved in... no I'm fine. I'm fine
#the IMPLICATIONS#i completely forgot about that line#room 7 makes me lose my mind in general but ohhh my god#OH my god#i'm#yeah no i'm fine#i have so many feelings about this i can't even put them into words#idk but she speaks about that place with so so much nostalgia#we see blanche in a way we've never seen her with anyone from her past#she didn't look even remotely as happy or peaceful (or nostalgic!) when she visited her childhood home#but when she's in her grandma's old home? she calls it her family home#she talks about it like *that's* the place she grew up in#because apparently it was the only place she was always sure she could be loved#so i guess it might not have been the only place she grew up in#but it sure sounds like it was the one place she was allowed to be herself in and still be loved unconditionally#without competing for anyone's attention#ohh blanche ;-;#i teared up when she held that windchime and smiled right before finally leaving that house#that was *such* a powerful moment ;-;#anyway#uh#i guess i'll just go and stare at a wall or something now#the golden girls#blanche devereaux#adding on to this to say that maybe it really was the only place she grew up in#because to grow up i'd say you need an environment where you can at least somewhat freely explore your identity#without feeling a constant need to be the best/cutest/prettiest sister to get your parents' love and approval#it sounds like blanche grew older in her childhood home#and she got the chance to *grow up* with her grandma#(i knoooow i'm reading too much into this but i can't stop thinking about this episode)
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The only thing on my mind for dayyyyssssss has been, in order:
Stampede Wolfwood saying "no matter how heavy the cross you carry, you still deserve to eat and laugh";
Stampede Vash taking it to heart and eating for the first time since Juneora Rock;
and TriMax Vash's first action, after burning off a huge chunk of his life out of grief and burying his best friend, being to make dinner for himself and Livio.
#how can i not lose my mind over them....#like we've seen vash day drink before (or at least WW's acknowledgement of it - i think in the chapter they get stoned out of town?)#so like. it wouldn't have been an unreasonable reaction to lose himself for a bit#but he doesn't. he makes a point to care for himself and for his best friend's brother. and he keeps on caring for the rest of the manga#i just. i fucking. i'm losing it over here#vashwood#trigun#like i see what you're doing studio orange....... setting up the dominoes to destroy me completely
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Excuse me while I go absolutely feral with not only shadow milk cookie but freaking licorice cookie.
I want to point out that licorice cookie has some serious freaking style dude. He slays. And his English voice dub is absolutely adorable. What a dork. I don't actually like him because of the licorice. Heck, I don't even like licorice. With that being said?
He's the only kind of licorice I like and that's saying something...
P.s. I have only had under 3 hours of sleep. I am completely unhinged right now
#reid rambles#licorice cookie#shadow milk cookie#crk#im going to ramble#I also have a cookie run sideblog#if you want to know? It's @candyeyecookie.#with that being said... im gonna try sleeping again before i completely lose my mind. crk lore has been rotting my brain
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now that we’ve solved the strangerville mystery, i think we can focus on completing the elements collection 👀
#simblr#ts4#ts4 simblr#the sims 4#the sims 4 simblr#the sims#the sims community#re not so berry#re nsb gen1#originally i didnt want to complete the collection#but then i was like... well we solved the mystery... all we have left are things that are gonna be easy to complete in time.................#so now ive changed my mind we ARE completing the collection#and once its complete all of the elements are gonna go into one of those heirloom boxes so we dont lose them <3#also changing up the posting schedule today for the sake of getting my drafts out before newer gameplay starts getting posted
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Galatic Cat and Astro Dog by Creep Cat Toy Co.
#plushies#plush#...... i dont know what tags people who post about plushies use sorry everybody im a fake fan#ive already posted about these guys before (more as in losing my mind upon finding them) but i thought id make a little formal post#showing off their pics and the link to the site because i love them so much and i think you should look at them#according to their site creep cat is a only 3-people-owned small business and they sell lots of fun looking plushies#including plushies that are 6 FEET LONG#theyre of course quite expensive but so ridiculously massive its amazing#i stumbled upon them completely by accident but i dream of having galactic cat in my arms every night its so so perfect#unfortunately i dont think i can afford it nor am i sure if theyd be able to ship all the way over here. so i cope#🧃.txt
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