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redeemed-wren · 5 months ago

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At what point does the aloevera collection become just a bit ridiculous?

#wren rambles #all the ones in the egg carton were in the green pot #but it Fell On Me #so i had to improvise #this is all from one plant about ten years old btw #and this isnt everything thats come from it--ive probably given away about this much again #do NOT know what to do with it all.#need more pots.#how many can i get?#this plant has been through probably about. six? houses with me #gave away two batches of babies for farewell gifts #fell out of the pot more than once #been neglected and ignored for years #its been THROUGH it #i dont think i could kill it if i tried at this point

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the-artist-grimm · 3 months ago

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What’s the hardest thing for you to draw?

Legs. Those dang digitigrade legs. On my human/humanoid OCs I can draw legs just fine and its one of my favorite things to draw for one OC in particular (see below), but for these furries? *screams*

I need to sit down and do some pose studies sigh

#Look I did ballet and dance for like 11 years don't judge me on the leg thing that's like half the part of dancer poses #also guest appearance from one of my currently neglected OCs! love you Eleanora sorry I've been ignoring you and your group for furriessss~#kinda wanna draw a world crossover doodle between my 2 groups now #grimm rambles #ask

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sinnbaddie · 2 days ago

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While I get the sentiment of not trusting haters, I can’t trust splinter fans who absolutely adore him.

Yeah we can acknowledge he was a young adult who ended up in a very obscure and difficult situation, we can also acknowledge that doesn’t excuse his neglect and unavailability with his own children.

“Oh but splinter went through this!” or “splinter had to deal with that!” cool, I don’t give a crap I wouldn’t have left children - mutated turtles or otherwise - trying to figure out who they are, how to live, if they’re even worthy of love or if they even belong alone, but hey that’s just me!

#anti splinter #anti rise splinter #like you think because of his trauma it deems his actions excusable #when all it does is explain it #the fact that he took 18 (Raph age) years to start being better is telling!!#‘oh but he still tries to change’ cool I think neglectful parents should be held responsible for longer than ‘I’m sorry🥺’ ‘you’re forgiven’#he should’ve been putting in so much more work treating those boys better #expecting them to clean up after themselves and fight better while putting 0 effort into actually teaching them is SOMETHING that’s for sure #I don’t even hate him genuinely but the fandom has a way of ignoring his shitty behavior and I’m tired of lowkey bad parents getting excused #sins posting #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt

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ryuseitai · 5 months ago

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i love my Collection

#Ignore the neglected ones at the bottom. i am sorry #im lazy and also love to hoard materials in games always. i get scared i wont be able to pay my ensemble stars rent if i #run out of stat pieces.#dude koga has been sittin gthere for nearly a year i feel so bad. i played that eevent mostly just for him too

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iwritenarrativesandstuff · 1 year ago

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Currently re-reading The Time Machine by H.G. Wells and Frankenstein by Mary Shelley. Haven’t read these in awhile so it’s kind of like reading them all over again.

#storyrambles #I want to read more this year… agh… I can read so quickly but unfortunately once I start I pretty much bulldoze until the end #and ignore everything else I need to be doing.#which is why I’ve been neglecting reading recently. but NO LONGER. 2024 is the year of BOOKS.#hm. maybe I’ll give a few thoughts on each book when I’m finished. If that’s at all interesting?

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125storejuice · 6 months ago

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#currently raging rn and its taking everything I have in me to NOT snap at my roommate #basically its been a year of her neglecting her cats #not cleaning literally one single thing in this apartment ever even though she makes the mess 99% of the time #and not being able to admit she has a problem when clearly does have a problem with hoarding stuff anf trash and it makes this #a pretty sucky apartment to live in !#but no this morning i wake up to her being ABSOLUTELY discusted with me because!#last night in the night when i was changing my pad without glasses i got a drop of blood on the floor b/c period #and she literally was like this is gross and how could you expect me to clean that and like going forward please dont do this again???#and i literally just want to be like have you fucking heard of accidents before??#like of course ill clean it up!!#but like do you really think i purposely bleed on the floor and then ignored it????#also the fact that shes done the same thing about 6 times but apparently hasnt noticed before #also shes not okay with that but she is okay with ignoring the litter boxs #having bugs because she cant clean up after herslef #and literally not being able to use certain parts of our apartment because her stuff is piled up so high #theres literally no room!#sorry i am just raging so hard rn #like the anger i feel from within is so great #like literally theres still vomit on the floor from where she threw up and never cleaned it up #its fine im just so fucking MAD

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depresseddepot · 1 month ago

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weird thing about me is that I am so serious about new year's resolutions that the last week of december feels like I'm in one of those "preparing for war" montages (but in a good way)

#mine are always very easy to complete and i dont kick myself if i miss a day #like last year mine was to watch one new movie a week (bc i never ever watch movies despite wanting to) and i did it! mostly #and my one for this year is in three parts. a) read every day bc i fell out of that habit and even one page counts #b) finish my physical TBR shelf (i think its about 70 books? itll be tough but i think i can do it)#and c) read a nonfiction book at least once a month because as much as i love fiction there are a LOT of nonfics piling up #that i really want to read and i sort of neglect them in favor of my constant escapism. so.#ANYWAY i think about that statistic of how many people fail at their new years resolution and it makes me feel like i have rabies #but like. spite rabies #i made a list of interesting nyrs a few months ago and the amount of articles i had to read by smug wealthy men made me sick in the head #and only achieving my goals out of spite will heal me #anyway follow me on storygraph xoxo (ththalassocracy)#you can watch me in real time as i try once again to read a book popular at the library i work at and get disappointed almost every time #ignore the fact that ive been listening to an audiobook for almost a year now. dont look at me #ahh i love new years though. its such a fresh and clean start #2026 im thinking abt having a new resolution for each month so that i can sort of teach myself how to apply that Fresh Start feeling anytim #so that i dont have to wait for new years bc i have fleeting goals and hobbies all the time and its fun to commit to things #without the horror of failing (or consequences)#also next year i wanted to try my Shower Olympics resolution but that one would NOT last a full year lol #so maybe. but i dont actually want to start planning anything until at least june #AND THIS YEAR I HAVE 6 DAYS OFFFF right at new years!!! so i get to deep clean AND rest AND start off my resolution really strongly #im so fucking excited i might do that every year because the joy i feel at having those days off during new years is incredible

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scorpius-rising · 5 months ago

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The current trend of 'anti-capitalist' (for want of a better term) positive affirmations leaves me fundamentally cold. It's not that I don't agree with the sentiments that 'rest is important', 'your worth is not defined by your productivity', etc., but at this point they're just the trend of motivational posters of the 90s and early 2000s looping back around again.

They can so easily feel like a substitute for engagement with awkward realities and the sobering nature of material conditions

#the ones that most disquiet me are the ones aimed at reframing negative self talk #'your friends appreciate you for more than what you can do for them' 'your kind presence is a balm to their troubles my dude'#because there's this patronising woobification that ignores the hard edges #like let's be honest I haven't been a good friend #i have good reasons for this- I'm a burnt out masked AuDHD dude with no money that lives with my emotionally dysfunctional family #for quite a few years now almost all my energy has gone to masking at home to keep from meltdown and the perils of huge emotional volatility #it's been the right thing to do for me to survive #but that doesn't mean that I didn't neglect friendships #that i was not able to reciprocate properly and that i might not be able to for many years if indeed ever #and as a result I do not have many people who are close friends #because like... to some degree I am a burden #that's uncomfortable but it's true #and even if I have to some degree come to terms with that #it's still true that that doesn't make my circumstances any less difficult to slot into #anyway will probably delete this later but I wanted to get some of this off my chest

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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 2 years ago

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Ya boi got a new medicine and a therapist.

#i had another psychiatrist appointment after a year! (i tend to neglect my mental health)#ive been dealing with a lot of paranoid thoughts and shit and so i told her #and she decided to put me on abilify #one of my friends takes abilify! we'll be abilify buddies #and ive realized that i need therapy #ive had a lot of shit happen to me in the last few years #and ive just been ignoring it instead of dealing with it #and now i cant ever sit alone with my thoughts because all of that shit comes to haunt me #i just dont know how to deal with it on my own #and for awhile i swore i would never go back to therapy. because my first therapist was a piece of shit #'just get used to the fact that your best friend might die so that it doesnt hurt so much if it happens' -about my suicidal best friend #'think about what your mom's going through' -about my transphobic mom who made me want to kill myself #but i realized that my life and mental state is only going to get worse if i dont deal with the shit ive got going on #and when i called to schedule. i just called for the first available therapist. and the guy said 'oh she'll be perfect for you'#and i trust this man that ive never met #i looked up the therapist. she seems lovely #she better be because i have like four appointments scheduled. the man on the phone did that so i wouldnt lose out on any appointments #he was very kind #im glad im gonna get some help. still scared. but looking forward to it

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pixelateddragonet · 7 days ago

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Hate that the sick 12 year old is the most reasonable person in the house rn

#orion rants #my middle aged mother has been home from work less than two hours and has had two crying yelling temper tantrums #then sulked when i went to scrub the corrosion off of her favorite pot that she was yelling about because 'im the child i shouldn't do that #I'm making her feel guilty' 😐#she is actually six years old sometimes #how can you be 50 and be so immature #I'm not saying she can't be upset about things but #she was *literally crying* at me the she was cold and loudly complaining from the moment she walked in the door and I'm just tired #we live in an open plan house so when she's losing her shit in the kitchen or is yelling at her computer you cannot escape it #she has opera training #the whole house echos when she gets mad mad #all of my siblings have sensory issues #she throws at least 4 twmper tantrums a week #my poor little sister is so quiet and good I'm so sad she's stuck with that ahit for another 6 years #she's not like abusive or neglectful or anything she's just so emotionally immature and always assumes the absolute worst about other people #including her children #stuff like 'you hate me' 'you don't believe my feelings matter at all' 'im the worst mother ever' type of shit always #and she especially always dumps it on me #she catastrophizes and over exaggerates and misremebers things and it's exhausting #she's always trying to get me to take her side over my dad's when he didn't do anything actually wrong besides maybe forgetting to put #something somewhere she asked him to #he's busy and forgetful because he's also getting old. I've never known him to be actively malicious to her #he loves her so much and she's so mean to him and so childish amd holds grudges about literally anything and anyone for decades over small #things #and i love her but she's so frustrating #mom mention #vent #ignore me.

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omegasmileyface · 8 days ago

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starting 2 hate myself in a way i havent since high school, with an intensity i havent since middle school, and with a level of "this is straight up the behavior of a morally bad person" i usually save for my elementary school self. so thats fun

#im fine though really its just. yknow. one of those things #being in my 20s i guess #had a high period in college but now im back and realizing that i apparently havent gotten any better at the things i have struggled with #and have in fact gotten worse at several things #or discovered that something i thought i didnt struggle with im actually bad at #so i keep making promises to myself and others and not delivering on them #just like when i was in k12 #and im really coming up on 10 entire years with seemingly no progress actually delivering on any of thise promises #and its just. making me a shitty person to put any faith into. from others and from myself #and most of my life ive been able to practice a good degree of self-compassion there and patience #and yknow just keep trying. do my best. remember that im loveable anyway. dont hate myself for it #but its starting to feel like im just making excuses for myself. letting myself off the hook for constantly actively making things worse #i just. eventually i cant atand for it anymore #this is the point where id break off with a friend or stop contacting a family member. id say enough is enough #but im stuck with me and im still not becoming a better person by any definition of the word 'better'#im just so tired #im just so tired.#but yknow its not like im in a big hole or anything. im actually doing pretty well all things considered #im having some absolutely wonderful days recently #its just Yeah.#i really feel stuck with myself. pinned down by who i am. burdened with someone who ignores and mistreats and neglects and indulges #and never puts any effort into anything #i wish she'd just care enough to put in the work for more than a short burst. sometimes you have to keep caring. and keep trying. why doesnt #she realize that

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cosmicknives · 2 months ago

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As much as I dislike Fallout 3, I do have an intense love for my Lone Wanderer. Poor child is just dissassioating across the Capitol Wasteland with their baby deathclaw, trying to find the meaning of life in the stars above.

#soloved prochazka #just the most defeated nineteen year old #trying to process years of neglect and abuse in the #uncaring wasteland and world at large #should’ve been loved but katerine died and left #them with james who just couldn’t show it #there’s some unintentional genius about #ignoring the main quest (your father’s quest)#and finding your own joy in that game #because so-loved would never find it in their soul #to go and look for the man who clearly never loved them #outside of their connection to his dead wife

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thebrownestbabe · 4 months ago

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Feels like I’m sort of a henchman, do boy, errand helper rn and I just needed to say that.

#mine #I’ve been saying all year I need to get organized #do you think I’ve had time or energy to do my own stuff?? lol of course not #but for others I’ve done nothing but show up #that’s kinda over though #or do the work that no one wants to do #I’m feeling really sad and depressed and sooooooo unfulfilled these days even though I have the things that should make people happy #but idk I just feel like I’m just here #kinda just doing for everyone else and ignoring my needs and my wants and my thoughts and how I’m feeling and that makes me really sad #I don’t wanna be the strong black woman who can always figure it out #I wanna rely on other people and ask for help but it’s like when I do I’m purposely misunderstood #or seen as something I’m not and that’s starting to hurt #it’s like I’m always damned it if do and damned if I don’t #EYE am always in the need of doing something different #I have to set boundaries #I have to have to tough conversations #because it’s like if I rely on other people to do the hard things they just don’t get done #and I don’t wanna be in a place where I’m having things I want or need neglected just because people pretend to no notice #it hurts to be screaming out in every way to be seen and still have you stuff ignored #feels so lonely to be the person that solves issues #oops I said too much but yet just enough!#post work thoughts

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cryptidapprentice · 6 months ago

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eep!

#cryptic ramblings #in the tags #feelinggggg a little bit neglected by me irl friend group 😖#just like. every time i say smthn/yap a lil i dont tend to get much acknowledgement??#vs the other two will always get some kinda acknowledgement etc both from me and the other (theres 3 of us)#idk im hoping its my pre-period bs talking n overanalyzing things but like... idk #bc its like. we're all stressed bc of our jobs n like other stuff #n we all share w eachother! abt those stressors! n we sympathize n offer advice n help where necessary!#like these r my Best Friends. theyd both be my Co-Smthn Of Honor when i get married!!! so i dont wanna assume smthn negative abt em yk??#but i just... yknow... feel a lil... blergh #like neglected is kinda too strong but just like.. im kinda annoying??? bothersome maybe??? idk #like if uve seen some of my other tags ive been stressed tf out over cleaning my room bc i had a certain deadline (which was today)#n last night was the worst of my stress but it was the most id done n i shared this w them but another one of em shared some their own stuff #n we all responded to them while i did not get anything n it made me feel a bit ignored 🥴#n ik i should prob bring this up to them but like i also dont wanna guilt them into feeling likr they HAVE to respond to everything i send!!#bc sometimes i rly Do Be sending just stuff tht doesnt rly require a response like truly #n i get just not rly having anything to say either so mmmmmm idk #def think im overthinking it all n my dumb pms hormones or w/e are making me overreact as a result but i just wanted to vent a bit #get it off my chest. yk how it is #(i also hope this isnt the One Time one of em decides to hop onto tumblr after YEARS of not using it 🥴🥴)#IM the resident tumblrite so itd be quite a coinkydink if one of em hopped on outta nowhere 😖#...anyways... yeah thats p much it)#i love em!!! i dont think i could Not Love Em!!! but my brain's just bein rejection-sensitive or smthn #n taking the lack of responses twrd my shit as Rejections ig #is wack #end of vent. thanks if u read all this lol

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mosspapi · 6 months ago

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Yknow sometimes I'm like "yeah I've made peace with my disability, it doesn't bother me anymore, I'm happy with my disabled life" but sometimes I'm like. Holy fuck I would literally kill myself in a heartbeat if it meant I'd be guaranteed a ""normal"" life next time.

#having a rough day lmao #trying not to freak myself out over the possibilities of my heart and brain being so severely fucked up bcuz we're not doing anything abt it #like honestly I just wanna go to my doctor and ask for like. a brain scan and a heart scan and an MRI and and and #bcuz I can't take all this uncertainty and the possibilities for things going wrong #like in all reality I'm fine and I'm not gonna die any time soon right. but we haven't done anything to Prove that #and some of these symptoms are like. concerning. but everyone's just like nah ur fine you've always been like that #like it Has been years so realistically I should've died if it was Actually pressing. but there's still the chance it went downhill slowly #like there are so many compounding issues here and I can't tell left from right with them #idk what's normal and what's concerning bcuz I was basically medically neglected my entire life so I assume everything I experience is chill #when it very much is not. idk #idk man I'm just. like being disabled isn't inherently my problem ig. it's the fact that we don't know WHAT is making me disabled #I mean we have some working diagnoses but we haven't Tested anything so for all I know there's smth Serious that everyone's just. ignoring #armchair speaks #actually disabled #physically disabled #cripplepunk #tw suicide mention

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goldwingangell · 8 months ago

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cause i loved you then and i loved you now, and i don't know how

#luc posts #if i'm getting over you or just pretending to be alright convince myself i hate you #NO ONE gets this song like i do #i got a call from a girl i used to know!!! we were inseparable years ago!!! thought we'd get along!!! but it wasn't so!!!!#i worry this is how i'm always gonna feel...#not a single lyric in this song i don't relate to on a deep level this is so #:(((((#but also #:)))))#bc its such a good song #but like im crying #its not even my birtdhay yet #cant i save the tears for my birthday :/#oh god now its getting older #what good timing #i'm going to sob #no one gets getting older like i do #no one gets that whole album like i do #i have such a deep personal connection with it you don't get it #i love it sm its my only committed relationship ive ever been in #which is ironic bc when i wasn't honest i was still being ignored!!!!#lying for attention just to get neglection!!!!#no one gets it like i do no one gets itttttt #its so weiiiiiiiird that we care so much until we don't :(((((#im going insane #tears rolling down my cheeks rn just saying #hufhajskdaskfjdaksld #i just wish that what i promised would depend on what i'm given #is this how turning 17 feels for everyone (would not reccomend)#if youve read this far i am PERFECTLY FINE do not be concerned WHATSOEVER

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