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durudurururu · 2 months ago

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Hi! Just popping in to shake you by the shoulders like a maraca because oh my goodness, oh my goodness, OH MY GOODNESS

I’ve only done the two comments for them cause my computer’s been broken for the past few months and I can barely type off a keyboard but I need you to know I am constantly screaming internally about your fics, like constantly, like constantly constantly, like AHHHHGGGGHHGGHHHHHHHH HALFGOAPWGWOSHEKQOSGQKGSPRGWGDOOR

I love them :3

IT'S YOU!! I LOVE GETTING YOUR COMMENTS ON MY FICS I ALWAYS GET SO HAPPY THAT I SOMETIMES FEEL LIKE I'M GONNA CRY. It's hard to believe that someone actually likes my fics (Esp cause not everyone likes first person POV) but I have to believe it as the numbers don't lie lol. I've been working on the newest chapter of Poker Face for like...almost 2 weeks, and when I want some motivation I just open the comments and re-read them.

...Thank you😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Also have a sneak peak of next chapter >;)

I sigh as I slowly wake up, even if I really want to go back to bed—though I'm already in bed anyways. I don't dare open my eyes, even when someone starts shaking me.

"Fourrrrrrr. Four, wake uppppppppp.", a familiar voice says, and I believe it's Wind. I just grab my blanket and pull it over my head, and I can feel Wind pout. But instead of trying more, someone else joins him.

"Wake up, birthday boy. If you don't I won't give you your present.", we all stay quiet for a moment before Wind practically screams.

"IT'S YOUR BIRTHDAY?!?"

#duruduru yapping #you're too kind #not crying #Now I want to write but I have to finish other stuff first #ughhhhh #been kinda wanting to talk but been shy #Talking to strangers always feels weird #Even tho they're very cool and I wanna gush about them or just anything #poker face lu fic #this also reminds me to write on my other fics #still devistaded to lose my Shadow foc notes #and it feels so...weird to write on the orher two 'cause my characterisation was so different #It was pretty easy to tell I hadn't really resd most of the comic yet #did you know I actually found LU through LoZ fics #I specifically remember finding one Four/Colours fic and going:#“What the fuck is a Blue?”#then I read the Four Swords manga at the library and ascended

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ask-lu-wild · 1 year ago

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#pic #story #Checking Courage #The Royal Pibling’s Plight #the queen has arrived #Urbosa is a little harder to write than the other champions #I talked a little about it with friends #She's supposed to be the 'mom friend' of the champions #but we're not just dealing with the champions here #and with this story Twilight is the more established mom friend #I also personally feel like Urbosa's character in botw was... eh.#Like I have no problem with a mom friend in a group but Urbosa could've been done better yk?#All of the supporting characters in botw/totk were kinda one-note but #there was something interesting about revali mipha and daruk that complimented the original personality #Like with Revali he's a haughty pretentious asshole but he also gets a lot of that ego from wanting others to see his feats #Mipha's shy and sweet but she doesn't just love Link she loves everyone and wants to protect everyone #DARUK IS DARUK!#But with Urbosa her entire personality... surrounded Zelda in some way #I think I feel this way because every time we saw Urbosa in the past she was with Zelda #her conversation with Link was centered around Zelda #So I want to get into her relationship with Link #and maybe see what I can work with because Fujibayashi and his writers like to annoy ME specifically GA 21 year old tumblr user

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7goodangel · 4 months ago

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Does Pj even have friends?

*raises one index finger and was about to say something*

*Pauses*

*puts index finger down*

I'll have to get back to you on that.

#7rambles #paperjaminfo #Idk why but this made me remember the time I went into an RP discord server back in the day...#and decided it was a good idea to RP as PJ in the server (it was an event thing within UTMV fandom)...#It was not a good idea to RP as PJ cause he didn't want to talk to anyone and I got nervous and just... left the server soon after XD #I was shy and awkward then - and still now heck yeah #but there have been at least one concept of a possible acquaintance for PJ? kinda? IDK probably won't happen XD

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lordofthesillystraws · 3 months ago

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godddd i wanna like. interact with moots but im so fucking bad at it. hello people who consistently like my posts and generally seem to enjoy my stuff you make my day every time i see you in my notifs. thank you!! /gen

have this gif i made from my fave episode :3

#woah ! the bunny talks !#sighhhhh. sorry im bad at talking.#and interacting in general #two people especially (my gf being one) im always like ''hiiiii omg!!'' every time i see the notif #other person is kleo. hi kleo i love your art!! youre so coooool!!#completely unrelated but ive been chipping away at having an actual platform on here for a while. i think ive officially reached 1 yr #*scratches the back of my head* damn... time flies huh?#but like im still glad that ive made it to this point and i think my new artstyle might actually be helping!!#i love being here and even if i rarely ever actually mention it i love my moots im just very shy #idk if anyone gaf about this or will even read tags but im just. yknow. im kinda dumping my feelings #its like 12:40 and im just feeling kinda bad so i wanted to say some nice things ^^#<- 12:40 am. also sorry for not posting art block is beating my ass and anya has a grip on my brain #ill try to get better but its looking like a bad burnout #sigh.

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longelk · 1 year ago

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everytime you post im like dear god i want to be friends with this person so bad but it's like that level of Coolness that youre very much intimidated by how cool that person is. so when you post i just start shaking and reblogging uncontrollably. the aura you radiate is just so powerful and the garden that is your mind is overgrown and tended to by beautiful creatures great and small so that you effortlessly traverse the maze that is art and creativity. falls down a well

😭ndgfnjf oh my god im flattered i can give the impression of being a Cool Kid despite being a humble roach of a fandom blogger who has pigeonholed himself into drawing the same 3 characters every day AHAGGAGAGH i promise you dont need to be intimidated by me im a tiny little man. and i think your words are beautiful

#u can talk to me if you want to.. i would like inscryption friends but IM SHY #for the past 2 years ive only been talking to myself like an insane person #i kinda wanted to ask if there were inscryption fandom discords but would they even be active anymore #i mightve missed the boat there <:')#sneezes and shivers in my cardboard box alone in a damp alleyway of the bronx #ask

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girlivealwaysbean · 3 months ago

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pata hai last kuch din i was very busy with my project kyunki final dena tha and binding karni thi etc to wo karwayi then i went to the bookfair bekaar tha then parso submit karne jaa rahi to subah accident hogaya (bhai ki bike skid hogayi and we fell down) and now i have a big ass blue bruise on my upper thigh and my parents don't even know lmao and kal ek science conference thi to i had to sit in an auditorium for 6 hours listening to accomplished people speak. that's what you missed now your turn

omg i knew everything in this except for the accident cause i stalk your blog vigorously everyday are you okay!!!!!!!!!! did you get tetanus shots!!!!!!!!!! also on your upper thigh oh no that's where future jiju is supposed to write MINE na as per our beloved song guilty as sin?

#did u have fun at the conference it must've been cool huh women in stem and all that #bookfair being bad is so sucky i was so excited for you to go i thought you'd send pictures too of books we like #also u already know everything i posted everything and every thought #i ate chinese but it didn't feel that good because my sister isn't here and we didn't eat it together watching #koffee or splitsvilla and i realised that it's not just the chinese food it's the whole hanging out that i love sm :((#kal well i told you pata hai the brownie place we met it's kinda new and cool types so uske bathroom mein #there was a button and it said press at your own risk and when we did it became a dj like the lights went out and #there when flashing spinning disco lights and party songs were playing mere mein wo aaya hum toh naye andaz hai apna purana #it was sooo cool im adding it to the list of places you'll visit when u come here!!!!!!!#also the food was soooo shockingly reasonably priced everything was under 200 rs!!!!! which is big for a dessert place here #and like great quantity great taste too my stupid people from office used to say it's awesome but i didn't believe them and never tried it #because they're all losers lol but i grudgingly admit that they were right #also ummmm hmm okay pata hai i realised ki oh okay im happy with who i am #like bachpan mein i used to feel very sad and loser like because dad was too strict to let me go out raat ko and everyone in school would #go to this club we went to kal and i always felt i was missing out and i wanted to be all cool and fun too #but it was kinda so boring and normal and i was like wow okay i didn't miss out i was spending days and nights reading books being in #fandoms and i was actually very happy!!!!! so like yay idk small thing bt yk i realised that oh it was okay and everything will be okay too #i kinda want to talk to that guy now like i weirdly feel like im longing for what could've been? which is ridiculous because #we were 11 and i barely talked to him back then because shy and friends would tease and i didn't realise it was a crush #i don't want to DATE him because like tbh i already know we're very different people but like wouldn't it be fun to idk make out once #then i got the urge to download dating app but i resisted the urge and won i don't think im made for casual things #me and my bestie were laughing about this yesterday too she was like i just don't understand how people can have sex one day and then #not give a fuck about each other the next day like idk if we have sex im having your kids and i was like ikrrrr like bhai sex is toh very #big im going to be attached if we hug i literally did!!!!! so we decided no more casual/situationships for us #phew okay more rambling on whatsapp love u bye this became too long #saumyuuuuuu

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seilon · 4 months ago

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pro: ran into a coworker at a bar last night who I don’t really talk to usually (he works upstairs, I work downstairs) and we talked and im pretty sure we were highkey flirting and he bought me a drink and the bar merch shirt i was interested in and thanks to the power of alcohol i guess i asked for his number and he gladly gave it to me and. yeah

con: i have the second worst hangover i have ever had and have been fighting for my fucking life just to eat saltines

#it’s getting better but only now that it’s like. 6pm #as weird as it sounds part of why this sucks is that I volunteered to come into work today cause there’s a concert going on nearby which #usually means we’re at least somewhat busy -> make better tips #and I couldn’t go in because well. you know #I’ve been sick and dying in bed all day unable to move or eat or anything #let alone take the bus and go to work #but. as much as I wish I didn’t go this overboard I don’t totally regret last night cause.#yeah. potential thing going on with cute coworker guy. OH and potential job opportunity at my favorite bar in town #apparently said coworker Also has a job at the bar in addition to where we both work and the bar is hiring barbacks at entry-level #so I have someone to vouch for me and the bartender we were talking to seemed to really want me to apply too #one thing that’s kinda funny to me about all this is that the first two places (a bar then a club) we were at felt really mid because they #were packed with way too many straight people (at a gay bar and a gay club)#but the bar we ended up at (where we ALWAYS end up at. it is the oasis. it is the only thing I can rely on) felt. like. not overwhelmingly #straight? at all? I mean part of it’s just luck in a way with just who happened to be there and all that but it’s also that the staff seem #pretty significantly populated with queer ppl #I complained to the bartender about how the club we were at (one of the biggest gay clubs in the city- if not The biggest) just felt kinda #meh because yeah maybe there were some guys dancing in jockstraps and whatever but the crowd itself like. did not feel largely queer #or at least didn’t have the spirit I’d hope for in a queer space if that makes sense. felt very conventional. not enough wild outfits and #makeup and gender fuckery and so on #and the bartender was like dude I KNOW right? I went off outside there once about the invasion of cishets when this space isn’t FOR them #and so on and so forth. and god that was So real.#so the experience at my beloved bar last night was like. 1) guy comes up behind me just to order a drink but i was saving a seat for my #friend who was in the bathroom and mentioned that in case he was looking to take the seat. chatted a little. ended with him pointing out #that a guy nearby was trying to holla at me.#2) I look over and yes. the dj is. in fact. looking directly at me and mouthing the lyrics to whatever song was playing pointed my way.#it was pretty sweet honestly I think it was partly cause I looked like I was shy and alone #3) whatever gay shit was going on with my coworker and i. amusingly he seems to get more flamboyant when he drinks just like i do.#im not 100% sure what his sexuality is but i Am 100% sure it is Not straight. but yeah. if it hadn’t been so close to closing time ive been #hardcore wondering where that would’ve gone. maybe its for the best that i had to go when i did cause i was pretty drunk and who knows when #I could’ve hit the amount of drunk it takes to like outright say hey just so you know i’d suck your dick right now if you wanted

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futuristictheoristcowboy · 1 year ago

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i think its funny that in good omens some 11 year old swearing technically did more in stopping Armageddon successfully than the demon and angel main characters who spent the entire series trying to stop the end of the world. like girl, they didn't even get trialed for saving the earth, they got put on trial for being gay with each other really

#and they still take credit for it omg #“how nice... for someone to finally recognize our part in saving the-”#aziraphale.. im so sorry.. no y'all did not...#she just wanted recognition oh my sweet girl #like they babysat the wrong kid #and then they couldnt find the antichrist #all they did was break up like 5 times and they kept falling in love with eachother like wow #they literally just gave the antichrist a pep talk after trying to kill him #like “u got this adam!” AND THEY ONLY PUT IN THE EFFORT FOR THAT BECAUSE CROWLEY DIDNT WANT TO LOSE HER GF #crowley wehn the end of the world and everybody fucking dies: :/ lol theres nothing we can do you guys #crowley when “or... i'll never talk to you again...”: *stops fucking time so that she and bae can 90's-style pep talk the shit out of adam*#in good omens if it hadnt been for aziracrow the antichrist wouldve been kinda shy talking to his satan dad causing the world to end #its funny how crow and azira just kinda watched those small children kill the 4 horsemen and then crow had the gall to “have a gold star 🙄”#like they were so useless....#joke post/// but im honestly so serious about this #i still love them though #its just kind of silly to me in an endearing way

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there-will-be-a-way · 1 year ago

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It's wild growing up as a socially awkward child with little friends and then becoming popular in literally every group setting as an adult

#personal posts #I literally do nothing #but I got told I have an ~~~aura~~~ of calmness that makes people feel comfortable apparantly #I just can't get over this #shy 12 years old me would be so proud #literally everything I ever wanted #a social life I'm happy with #(I think it's important to be a good listener tbh #because if you pay attention to it most people only listen to wait until it's their time to talk about themselves again #which is kinda frustrating)#also #considering how much of a mess I am it's strange how often I get told that I'm unshakably calm #like 'calm' is The word people use to describe me with #like my number one trait #anyway #I'm very much enjoying the popularity my adult years have blessed me with lol #good for the soul and the ego #especially the ego #like yes my life is a mess and I haven't met many milestones but at least I'm a decent person #can't even remember the last time I felt lonely and if you've been following me for a couple of years you may know that's a big deal

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paintedvanilla · 2 years ago

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I feel really sick and ill about the guy at work who won’t take the hint actually like I’m home now sitting in my room and I feel Terrible. physically nauseous.

#like. I’m a recent manager I’m a very New manager #but even so. i was a manager when we hired him.#i was fresh like literally 3 weeks under my belt but even so #i interviewed and hired and trained him As His Manager #and he was super normal at first he would only ever text to ask questions about the job or the campus #but then he fucking. saw me on bumble.#so now he knows I’m single and available.#and actively looking for people. and he thinks he is people.#and he keeps asking me to hang out outside of work #he keeps talking to me about how at his last job he literally dated his boss #and like I’ve been joking about it up until now but it does not feel funny anymore it’s making me feel ill #bc today we worked a class together and afterwards I’m gathering my stuff and he was like #hey if you wanna hang out I’m down. I’m not doing anything. i get really bored and kinda lonely. wanna hang out?#and I was stunned into silence I didn’t know what to say I could tell he wanted me to commit to something Right That Second #and finally I just kept being like oh maybe. um maybe. idk maybe.#i felt soooo backed into a corner about it. and I was talking to juno and they pointed out. that he probably thinks I like him back #but I’m just shy. and/or deterred by being his manager.#and now that they’ve said that I 100% think that’s what’s happening and I’m so. I’m so. I’m so fucking upset about it.#i do not know what to do I think I might try to talk to our big boss about it but he’s just always so busy #i feel like an idiot #op

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saturnsuv · 1 year ago

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i need opinions on smth rly quick

#theres this guy i’ve hung out with a couple times and both times were pretty flirty and he wasnt shy about casually touching me #the last time we hung out he spent the night and slept in my bed and we cuddled and whatever #but since then i’ve barely been able to get a single response a day from him #ik maybe he’s busy and whatnot it just feels off #my question here ig is should i try asking him out again #for more context the last time we hung out was a movie date at my apartment and i’d previously texted him asking if he’d wanted to watch #a movie sometime but he never actually answered that then a couple days later he asked if i wanted to watch a movie #so i think it’s possible if i did ask it would just get a delayed response if that makes sense #i don’t want to come off too forward or clingy or smth bc i’ve kind of been the one to message every time since i’ve kinda assumed he’s one #of those people that you just don’t talk to unless you start the conversation #and it’s not like i rly have anything to lose tbh we’re not super close friends or smth it’s just been a couple casual dates #so. should i ask him to get dinner or smth yes or no

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astrxealis · 1 year ago

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME & @noxtivagus WOOOOO !!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥰😙💗💖🤍

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#okay today (30 minutes of it) has been fun so far. it was weird being so ... normal abt my bday! like! kinda numb!#but then my friends make me so happy that i feel myself again and idk this is a good bday after all i hope <33 #WHAHDJSB BIT SHY TO JUST SAY IT HERE BUT HONESTLY IT'S NOTHING I JUST LIKE SAYING HBD TO MYSELF EVERYWHERE LIKE WOOO YES IT'S MY BDAY #hope today and the coming year is good ^_^ mispelled good as food at first but hey that's food too!#good. i mean. aha.#SNIFFS I'M TALKING MORE AGAIN W MY BEST FRIEND AND FINALLY TALKED AGAIN W MY OTHER CLOSE FRIEND AND THEN I WANT TO TALK MORE AGAIN WITH MY #OTHER BEST FRIEND AND MY OTHER CLOSE FRIEND btw the distinctions between close/best friend here is basically if it's been Confirmed #but otherwise. <3 #i missed my friends guys. and i've also made a lot more really nice friends. and i also miss my other friends.#i've felt most myself than i have in months (maybe even years! yeah. years) so idk this year is going to be dang Good #lots of stuff i wna say to myself ere but it'll just be in my head and i'll try my best and whatnot and yeah :] <333 #next year is going to be scary af tho. oh my god.

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pankomako · 1 year ago

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sometimes i think about interactions boat and i have had and things he's said to/about me over the years and it makes me feel as though i must occupy some little space in his heart. like i live in his mind rent-free the way he does for me, although not nearly to the same extent lmao.

speak of the goddamn devil i just got a steam notification he's playing tf2

anyway i never thought i'd have that kind of effect on a person, much less my favorite content creator. but it sure appears to be that way, and idk. it makes me feel special. warms my heart n all that :)

#was one of two people to give me their phone number when i had to drop off of discord 2 years ago #never took advantage of it though (shy (also we have different brands of phones so texting probably wouldnt work right #other person was an irl friend (never contacted them either #i remember one time YEARS ago when he was wanting to read jjba on stream or smth like that #him: it's like REALLY not family friendly me: well i shouldnt watch bc i am a Child him: no its ok you dont have to skip It's very dirty th #like guy clearly just wanted me there bc he enjoys my company And he's said he does! i remember him saying he likes seeing me in chat #and once again he was the one that wanted me on the staff team when usually the staff pick new recruits and boat has final say #and apparently he's talked about me to his other friends. that's kinda where the old Time to Mod in-joke started #he was using voice to text to talk to whoever and said my username but the thing misinterpreted it #that coupled with the meme drawing i did that he edited so it's him just saying 'pain'. eventually that dumb fucking image spawned #and then there was the night he spammed it and spam mentioned me in chat when he was streaming while i was ASLEEP #once we were in a vc and he was like 'wow i'd forgotten what your voice sounded like' NEVER heard him say that to anyone else. What #dont even get me started with him and my artwork (man would probably flip tf out seeing what i can do now LOL)#guy literally wanted ME to design an official tff logo but at that point they were kinda slowing down so it never happened #but yeahno i just. ugh. our friendship means a lot to me. i am ITCHING to speak to him again you have no idea #and to just give him a big ol hug. been wanting that for such a long time #quite frankly a friendship dynamic like no other ive seen #dont mind me REMINISCING. im sooo sappy about him he's the most important guy in the world to me #if god exists he knew we'd be too powerful if we grew up together

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sainz · 2 years ago

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lets talk about how much it sucks when your best friends move to another city

#i mesn she’s been living in madrid for this past two years but still :((((( i miss her #it was her bday yesterday and she said to me that she hates so much to maintain distant relationships 💔#and she felt so disconnected from us …that really hurt :(#the other one moved to sweden which is even worsE and she was the one who was always talking about making plans #then the ones who stayed here they are just so busy with life or making plans with workmates etcetc #and im like…okay but i want to see YOU😭#also lets talk about how shit being an introvert is #idk if im an introvert but im def shy af and i have turned down so many thingssss bc of being afraid of what will happen #or what people would say about this #im so prudent and like im always afraid to face things that dont turn the way i wanted or like new things #and im always saying this to besties #IF I HAD THE GUTS i would have already moved to another country to experience new things #id love to stay in UK for a while #also italy!!!#and meet new people!!! go to parties!!! visit lots of cities!!! summer etc #yet here i am in my bed 🤝 in my city 🤝 and everyday with the same fucking routine #it kinda hurts #this is my anxiety talking cause lots of my kids had a tantrum today and i couldn’t do anything about it #imma take a nap

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harpsicalbiobug · 2 years ago

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Met the Pacific Ocean for the first time today, said, "oh, it's like, wet," by way of greeting, immediately saw dolphins.

#california has been a weird adventure #harper talks #also saw some kinda shy beach arthropod I want to ID

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poppyofthevalley · 7 days ago

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It isn’t her name he mutters in sleep In dream or in ‘mare or unholy mix It isn’t a name she’s heard in his keep She wondered how found its way to his lips She asks as discreetly as could a queen: Her knights know it not, her ladies no help. And Merlin but yields the baleful routine: She wonders if Arthur’s under a spell. It’s Morgan that tells her, smile brightly-stelled As if she had ne’er news gladder to give: “There was but the time that my sister here dwelt,” Meaning-laden so she couldn’t misgive. She glances him now and shivers anew; Saw the dark look he e’er for Morgause threw.

#works #sonnet #iambic penta #im kinda tempted to also start tagging rhyme schemes but I'll refrain #anyways!! finally finished this. been thinking about and talking about morgause to an irl friend for some time and even tho she doesnt get #much screen time i still like the idea of arthur forever haunted by it and like. Forever tormented by the fact he still wants her #i have a morgause-centric sonnet/s in the works too hehe i have thoughts abt her and morgan #arthuriana #i feel shy tagging that wow

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