#sighhhhh. sorry im bad at talking.

[lordofthesillystraws]

godddd i wanna like. interact with moots but im so fucking bad at it. hello people who consistently like my posts and generally seem to enjoy my stuff you make my day every time i see you in my notifs. thank you!! /gen

have this gif i made from my fave episode :3

[yennieworldx]

Day One: Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. (2019 version)

(okay so I’m just gonna kind of low key leave some initials since i’m pretty sure no one is gonna find this tumblr anyways. lolol)

1. I’m actually happy I made y’all proud when I got done with college life. I know I keep saying “Don’t worry about me, I got this” but I honestly am just winging everything and I think I’m about to do something that is going to blow your minds. But first let me see how it goes. Also, I’ll fulfill that promise of living my best life to the fullest. 💕

2. A; yooo you snoring really loud rn. I can’t sleep. We need separate rooms asap. lol. I’m still trying to stop you from snoring so much but GURL YOU ARE TOO LOUD AND STILL WONT BUDGE FROM MY CONSTANT NUDGING. SIGHHHH. 🙃😒

3. I think I like you? BUT LIKE I DUNNO BC I BARELY TALK TO YOU FIRST OF ALL AND I DONT REALLY KNOW YOU WELL ENOUGH SOOOO UHM IM CONFUSED. I mean I see you every sunday or so and sighhhhh I honestly don’t know what’s wrong with me. lol M. and maybe A. LOLOLOL omfg i’m done with me. (tbh they are both around my age. LOLLl LORD HELP ME)😣😫

4. I sometimes feel like I suck at just being in Cap I, even though like you do encourage me to give it my all and talk to me about it after we’re done for the day. I’m actually thankful for you communicating with me though, even with the miscommunication lol I still feel inferior though you are younger than me. lol yes I’m playing that card. I do feel like we are getting more slightly closer just obviously not personally closer? sighhhh. hope you are doing well in life tho. You thriving! lol I’m also sorry for being super awk. lol HUHHHHHHHHH sorry T. 😭😫

5. V, lol wow that’s not even subtle at all but anyways. I still can’t get over what you wrote to me during the retreat. like I still can’t believe I’m one of the reasons why you are still in TN. like I’m just so shocked bc honestly YOU are the reason why I’m pushing myself to be better. YOU encourage me to be a better HT. and I can’t thank YOU enough for it. I really hope I can somewhat grow more closer to you even though we aren’t that far apart in age. okay maybe like 4 years apart but still. lol You the best! 🤗💕

6. Q, I sometimes feel like we aren’t as close as we were I guess a year or two ago. I mean I only talk to you if I need something and I feel bad when I do that rather than have a “hows life” type of conversation. lol. But I mean I know how you are and don’t really want to conversate unless it’s something we both can relate to. I dunno I just seem like we aren’t as close and I’m sad in a way. it’s okay though, still rooting for you from a far. lol. 🤗

7. Andr, Hello. lol I never thought I would write one to you BUT I’m kinda wanting to take back the pact we made. I thought you have changed but honesty you still are kinda the same you from the time I talked to you. I just honestly can’t communicate with you as well as anyone else. I do realize it can be one of your I guess, weakness or something along the lines of unable to. ofc not a disability. but I just can’t do it. i’m sorry. 😪

8. M.N; it’s been a while but I can see that you are I guess low key trying to get back into my life. I see that you been liking my post on instagram/ following me on twitter. I don’t know if you are just low key trying to make a slow comeback or something but just know you are more than welcome to back. even though I dunno when that’s gonna happen since I kinda don’t give a fck about you but still. I think I should let it go and forgive you. 🤧

9. Baby Sisterrrrrrrrr. I’m so sorry for ignoring you. I know you are a growing and slowly transitioning into that teenage life but I need you to be a strong independent girl! lol. I love you! I honesty don’t like watching those roblox videos and you know I don’t like watching them. but I only watch them bc I love you! LOL. see you soon. 💕

10. HJ, I can’t really think of anyone else at the moment but Hi. How are you. Thanks for the ghosting. lolol. I honestly was going to break the news to you saying that I don’t think we would of made it. I just didn’t think we would click as well and I kind of don’t like how badly you can communicate with me. I honestly can see that I need someone that is willing to talk to me even if he’s super busy. You didn’t do that for me. You only texted me when you wanted to hangout which I think was just another way for you to destress. I should of seen red flags here and there. But thank you for taking me out and showing me some parts of Dallas I never seen before. lol. Hope is well. I’ll see you never. lololol. byeeeeeeeeeeeee. 💋 *plays thank you, next*