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I just thought this image was perfect for the situation 😅
#my art#miguel o hara fanart#Drider Miguel o hara#arachnophilia fic#atsv miguel#listen idk the image just gave me them vibes#I love mig so much I need him to be real#I wish drider Miguel was real as well as regular Miguel#this man has my heart#as always more to come#I need sleep#been fighting for my life at work
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soulmates!
matching puzzle pieces: mimicking you unconsciously away from home
itoshi rin x reader: fluff, drabble, pro!player rin (after nel arc), long distance relationship, yearning/longing, not proofread + likes and reblogs are appreciated!
one thing rin has learnt whilst overseas is that you and him might really be connected by souls, by ribs, and by heart perhaps too.
strict routines he’s stuck to since he was just fourteen — wake up, open the windows, take deep breaths, stretching, yoga, mediation shifted in its own ways to accommodate you back when he had first gotten together with you: to waking up and looking at you with the light outside from the windows shining perfectly at your face that makes him gulp a little, staring hard and long whilst tracing your face as gently as possible, indulging in the sugary-sweet moment before returning back to his routine like a robot. its what he’s used to, what he’s comfortable enough, what he knows. and recently, he’s been mimicking you, he thinks: closing his eyes immediately at the bright light in his room the same way you bury your face in his face when you first wake up away from the “bright” lights in his room, drinking a cup of coffee that he swore he wouldn’t drink despite making it for you every morning like clockwork albeit with much less sugar than you would have added, and opening his phone the first thing he does right after it all the same way you open your phone and flash him essentially in his bedroom with your bright phone screen that illuminates the now matching photo of you and him beaming at the camera the day he left.
maybe its rin’s way of feeling your presence in his life now that its back to before he met you — just him and football, wearing a different but similarly stuffy and claustrophobic football jersey that marks his name at the back of it. bitter coffee that still smells like the kitchen that brings him back memories of you and him attempting to fix the coffee machine whilst laughing together, your smile imprinted in his mind, phone screen that still makes him unconsciously grin even though its been months since he’s left japan of that selfie with yours and his cheeks squished against each other, beaming at the camera as though it would be the last time right before he enters the gate to somewhere else that he wonders if you too look at it a little longer before you enter your phone, or hand sanitizer that smells exactly like the one you used to use, and gave to him whenever you two were out together that reminds him of home, reminds him of you.
and he’s sure his teammates dont miss the subtle changes to him. how his diet has changed strangely — desserts that fill his meal and sweets that he munches on in the dorm room that he used to buy from the convenience store for you to eat together in class and then in his room that tastes a little less sweet now that its not from your mouth to his, hotter food that you’ve made him grown used to in contrast to his old days eating leftovers and microwaveable meals from the fridge that still burns his tongue a little, sticking out his tongue as though he’s on field at the temperature even now the same way you do too, picking at his vegetable unconsciously the same way you do before pushing it onto his plate whilst smiling, each pickled vegetable even now resembling you in his mind as he pushes it around his plate. how he’s behaving all strangely too in contrast to the rin who they met just a few weeks ago at neo egoist league — how he’s more accustomed to laughing in the same tone you do, having to cup his mouth at the realisation, looking away awkwardly before being tackled by shidou (that broke out into half a fight), how he fiddles even more with his things than before as though they were your hands that he finds comfort in interlocking and fiddling with whilst lying right beside yours, how he looks a little longer at his phone screen that almost made shidou grab his phone (to his luck, he managed to dodge the attack and not get into a fight whilst in it: messaging you that as though expecting a praise). or even just the way he talks now — the tone and accent melting and merging into yours and his own mid sentence, your catchphrases popping out of his mouth unconsciously like bubblegum that draws strange looks (they dont understand it, he thinks), references to yours and by extension his favourite games and shows that flies by everyone else’s head that he misses your laugh that should ring along with his lame jokes.
and rin’s even more sure that the media doesnt miss how he’s changed from just that few weeks. how his closet doesn’t quite fit him right — sanrio and chikawa sweaters that are both a little too tight to have belonged to him and a little uncharacteristic for him to sport on his day out, silver necklaces that they just cant see the heart of, chalking it up to a new impulsive purchase despite him never wearing any in his winning match, silly keychains on the bag he brings out that catches the camera flash just right into the newspapers. how his last interview went even: seeming more nervous whilst attempting to make eye contact with the camera (knowing youre watching him live), stuttering a little too much whilst answering a question about romantic relationship, how his glued up paper ring catches the whole internet. how his internet presence (without PR) reflects something the internet wants to dig a little more — from his instagram stories about another game win whether that be on valorant or league of legends with a duo with a censored tag (of yours), screenshots of movies and shows he’s watching with the side of facetime featuring your face censored with colour brushes from the tools section, outfit pictures that are first vetted by you and then posted with a uncharacteristically cute water bottle you bought for him as a joke that he still uses to this very day.
its now that he can’t be fully with you that rin wonders if he’s taken advantage of all these years you’ve been there for him, each memory haunts him through his own unconscious movements, speech and thoughts: as though you’ve fully melted yourself on him, your soul and his intertwined and ribs replacing each others: becoming one another. missing, longing is not a strong enough word for it all — heartache when he lies in his bed all alone yearning for your warmth hands that lingers on his body, cuddling him at night that makes him dream of days long after his career in a small apartment all decorated by whatever you want living a life with just you and him, that tightening of his heart whenever he sees you in his everyday life: those red roses that he used to buy from the school shop, any song form the playlist you and him collated that he plays everyday, every second he can, things you’ve bought for him that he’s brought along this practically eons long trip to france, the dryness in his mouth when he looks at your face through facetime: noting every single changes from the way your fringe has gotten longer, to the small leftover seaweed bites form the corner of your mouth, wondering how you were just so perfect in his eyes. its not human he feels: this hunger and craving he feels deep in his ribs, in his guts, in his very bone and blood, every second he counts, every day he strikes off from his calendar, every football match he wins just for a chance for you and him to reunite.
and this time, he’s sure of one thing, no matter what his PR agency thinks, no matter what fans thinks, no matter what the world thinks: rin wants to kiss you, melting his lips against yours as he holds up the winning world cup trophy, in front of the whole field, in front of the whole audience, in front of the whole world — because if there’s anything he knows now is that you and him are one matching puzzle piece, you and him are one soul merged together dictated by the universe, you and him are meant to be: and he’ll love you for the rest of eternity.
#itoshi rin x reader#rin itoshi x reader#itoshi rin fluff#rin x reader#blue lock x reader#bllk x reader#bllk fluff#blue lock fluff#rin.<3#SAVEME. i’ve been o busy its school and my work starts tomorrow IMSOSOSOSOSO SORRY FOR NOT REPLYING TO ANY ASKS OR WRITING AT ALL… just know#i’m fighting for my life rn I LOVE U GUYS last fic before i explode :((((( ]#im literally the picture that’s like PLS DONT LET ME GET EMPLOYED#but here i am tmr…. going to work……#this is so sad…. let me rinmaxx and write for rin…….. T___T
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ANSWER THIS AND YOU GET A FUNNY BURNING CHEESE COMIC
Hear me out
The ancients giving themselves up to the beasts as sacrifices if they agreed to leave earthbread alone and never wreck terror or show their faces again
I'd say everyone besides Flour would go:
Say less Babygirl*hops into a pumpkin carriage and rides off into the sunset*
Maybe Salt would need a lot of convincing because... Holy shit it could be this easy, Milk you seeing this, quick Spice snap a photo this is a moment in history
Flour is just in massive denial but would find a way to agree to mke it seem like it isn't about love or anything
Unknown3doors, don't tempt me like that 👀 don't tempt me like that, unknown3doors 👀 you're playing with fire, unknown3doors 👀🔥
Pure Vanilla surrendering to Shadow Milk would be the happiest day of Shadow's life. He makes Vanilla repeat himself multiple times, makes him announce it through a megaphone, they do a radio broadcast, Shadow makes a TV special out of it, Shadow writes poems and essays gloating and taunting... And then he eventually agrees to Vanilla's terms (although, he DOES try to haggle for permission to continue annoying people). Pure Vanilla is HIS!!! HE'S FINALLY HIS!!! FOREVER AND EVER!!!!!!! (And the Soul Jam, technically. But WHATEVER!!! HIS SILLY VANILLY!!!). Now Vanilla must endure having to spend EVERY SINGLE MINUTE of his life within 10 feet of Shadow AT ALL TIMES, or else the deal is off and Shadow will commit genocide in retaliation. Why the long face, though? You agreed to this! You knew this would happen! Maybe if Vanilla behaves well enough, like a good little doll, Shadow will allow himself to be HIS doll for a time. Tit for tat. It's only fair. They can be each other's playmate for eternity now...
Eternal Sugar would be 100% awake for the first time in forever if Hollyberry offered herself to her - in exchange for anything at all, it never had to have been for keeping innocents safe. Typical of Holly, in her estimate; she's not necessarily surprised by this. Maybe she'll feign a bit of surprise just because, maybe she'll tease Holly about it... But all in all, she's quite pleased. Now she can keep those pesky subjects of Holly's away from her much easier (as well as her friends... Including that ridiculous dragon...). Holly will learn to see things her way eventually. Appreciate the little things. Like a nice, long nap in a warm bed, in the arms of a loved one... Pleasant, sugary sweet dreams that are too comforting to wake up from... No one ever bothering them about anything ever again. Free from their responsibilities, free from the burden of the shield and the crown. Just the two of them in their own little world, pursuing their own happiness. Won't that be nice?
Mystic Flour would struggle to even entertain Dark Cacao's presence, never mind his... proposal (oh gods, not that word). She would refuse, and refuse, and refuse again. But Cacao does not give up, stubborn fool that he is. Curse his Light of Resolution... Eventually, in lieu of plainly refusing, she tries to appeal to reason. What about his kingdom? His people? What would they say, think, do? Will he leave them behind just to keep her pacified? What about his friends? His son? Who will rule in his absence? Unfortunately, Cacao has an answer for every single one of her questions... and, with an even greater undertone of misfortune... she likes them. That part of her that likes HIM also likes this. That he always has an answer for everything she says. That he won't bend the knee to her, no matter what. His self-sacrificing nature, bordering on martyrdom... just like hers once was. In truth, every word out of her mouth is only serving to delay her inevitable acceptance of his offer. A feeble attempt at shooing him away, one final shot at denying her feelings towards him, for having him around her constantly would be too much to bear, and she might... She... She'll break. She knows she will. And she can't have it. She won't stand for it.
... Dark Cacao, stubborn, handsome, selfless fool that he is. He has undone everything she ever worked for. Her apathy meant nothing the moment they locked eyes. It means nothing now, as they go back and forth about this foolish deal of his. And it won't mean anything when she eventually says yes.
(But she'll try to pretend otherwise, for as long as she can. Neither of them could handle the truth...)
Golden Cheese: Burning Spice, if you leave everyone else alone, I'll give myself to-
Burning Spice: DEAL!!!!!!!!! *pounces on her before she can actually finish or explain herself any further... What he does next, I'll let you imagine/decide 😉*
Silent Salt... wouldn't even believe it at first. He'd be astounded. Dumbfounded, really, that White Lily would say such a thing... Is this really her? Is someone forcing her to do this? What is the catch? Enough reassurance from her would convince him that she's being real and sincere and every other word that can be used to describe her deal, and... he accepts it. No other ifs, ands or buts. His White Lily... now, she really IS his White Lily. Forever and ever... He doesn't mind having to keep away from society; that's hardly a punishment. It costs him nothing. And if his White Lily is there with him, he won't even notice the difference...
#can you tell I liked writing the MysticCacao one the most lol. I love toying with their dynamic it's fun#seriously though. there actually would be a fair bit of discussion/negotiation between PV/SM and DC/MF. Ironing out terms and conditions#ES wouldn't care too much about it in the moment. Too much work. They can talk about it later if Holly really wants to#BS really is the “say less babygirl” one lmao. Bird Wife mine forever? Yes! Me happy! Life good now#We fight! We kiss! We hug! We make babies! Many babies. And then we fight more! FOREVER!!! MY BIRD WIIIIFFFEEE#SS has always been the calmest one to me outside of MF. Also the most simple and straightforward one. No noise or fanfare or mockery#just... “you're giving yourself to me? you're serious? anything extra to add that I need to know? ok. deal.” the end#SS and BS just want their wives more than anything else tbh... they don't need much incentive#i can rant more abt this later if y'all want lol#cookie run kingdom#burningcheese#goldenspice#mysticcacao#hollysugar#silentlily#pureshadow#shadowvanilla
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Sing it! by Birdnaps
License: Sing it! by Birdnaps is licensed under CC BY 4.0. To view a copy of this license, visit https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0/
*** Knew I had to draw something related to Joel's songs this season. They give me life. They keep getting stuck in my head and i love it.
#SBHCArtGallery#my art#hermitcraft#smallishbeans#living life on the edge finishing this today#i have been fighting tooth and nail to finish this#my drawing tablet hates me to the extent of crashing my computer#though it was honestly really fun to work on a small canvas for once!#hope i did the license thing right#hc10
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💕happy valentine's day💕
here's boys kissing
here's a drawing I did based on the song Um, It's Kind of A Lot by Will Wood (the brain worms hit me hard last night)
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have a great day everyone
#sims 2#sims 2 premades#almeric davis#tank grunt#pascal curious#nervous subject#tanmeric#pasnerv#ripp grunt#guys I'll be real#the power has been out for days where I am#and our generator is kinda acting weird#so I'm fighting for my life a little bit trying to post these 💀#update while I was trying to get the images to upload the generator started working again so yayyy wifi#pray that it's done being sketchy
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I think I found a brush I like.
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#skylldraws#Can I just tell you guys the whiplash I’ve been getting#Doing this while writing a fanfic?#I start my day writing about them giving each other handjobs#And end it with them fighting arbogast the cat dragon in video game land#It would be a charmed life if I didn’t have to go to work#tododeku#tddk#tddk fanart#todoroki x midoriya#shouto x izuku#todoroki x deku#todoizu#tdiz#bnha#tddk vr au#quirkless au#quirkless midoriya izuku#izushou#tddk comic#Bnha fantasy au#tddk fantasy au#Bnha vr au
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The kids battle morphs are so rooted in their personalities (as they should be)
So of course, let’s start with the bear. There are a lot of things important about the bear, but the most striking one on this read is its short sightedness in the heat of battle.
Rachel is eliminating distractions. So very Rachel, and both a help and a hindrance. It leads to occasional friendly fire when she can’t see right and wrong, but it also helps her lead others into battle, even when the case is she’s “[not brave], just blind.”
She says as she goes to acquire it, she can’t afford to be scared and have a normal life. Can’t worry about all of the options. She needs to fight the Yeerks.
The short sightedness paired with sheer aggression also makes Rachel and Tobias more dependent on one another. This book brings up a few times that Rachel can’t opt out when Tobias doesn’t even have one option of a normal life anymore. As far as the kids are concerned, the Ellimist weaponises the concept of Tobias having a happy family against them. So now Rachel has a protective morph to make up for Tobias’ fragility and Tobias is her eyes. (I’m pretty sure she’s blinded more than once in elephant morph too).
And bears are also famously protective. Mess with bear cubs, deal with mama bear. Mess with any animorph, you will deal with Rachel.
The elephant was still a good tanky morph of course. Incredible useful for protection, but more passive, protecting with bulk rather than attacking.
So let’s go for Tobias next. His father freed him from the life the Ellimist forced them to leave while also trapping him in it. Ungrounded, disconnected from humanity, with a different view of the world to the rest of humanity. Essential to the team because of his uniqueness (that’s true of all the animorphs actually). No good thing comes without a price.
Marco is holding onto humanity and normality. He’s also clever, and subtle, and the only one with thumbs a lot of the time. Plus, how else would he be able to drive?
Jake stumbled into an incredibly dangerous morph by chance and was lucky to escape unharmed. Initially the only apex predator of the group, he is also protective. As the series progresses, he needs skill and strategy - sure, as much as the others he has to cut out distractions and get the job done, but he also needs awareness of his surroundings and the ability to respond quickly to keep his team safe. It’s a very flashy morph that sets him apart from the group, and plenty capable.
Ax is his brother’s flag bearer. He’s the proxy of the Andalite military. He’s also proud, efficient, and like Marco, needs dexterity at times. Not having a battle morph sets him apart from the group, a reminder that he missed the animorphs’ initiation. An earth animal simply wouldn’t do him justice.
Cassie has the least flashy battle morph, and also possibly the least dangerous one. She’s there for her pack, not to do harm to others. And unlike Tobias, she is very grounded. Wolves and birds are both pretty traditional choices for humans in animal form, and Cassie and Tobias both have the most connection with something resembling real magic.
#I know it’s all been said before#but of course the battle morphs are defining#it’s a war story where the battles are fought hand to claw/blade/tooth#a warrior is always defined by their preferred weapon to a degree because the style with which they move and fight is telling#animorphs#animorphs book club#rachel berenson#jake berenson#tobias fangor#marco animorphs#cassie animorphs#aximili esgarrouth isthill#I was explaining to a friend about the animorphs book club the other day#I’ve tried to get her into the series a few times but she flatly refuses to enjoy fiction for some reason#anyway I was telling her about some of the things that are standing out now that I’m at a different life stage to my last read through#and she asked we ‘what animal is the character you’re talking about’#and I did explain why that’s not exactly how the series works#but I also immediately launched into an impassioned speech about why this battle morph means so much#it was not Rachel for the record but I’m not telling
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Winter in animal crossing ❄️⛄️🩵
I can always count on animal crossing to drag me out of any kinda art funk I'm in! :D The games cute roundness seems to just work really well for me! Also don't hold me to this lol but I'd love to make one for each season 👀✨ that sounds super fun
Oh and the dress code that my character is wearing is MO-9FN7-1C6H-VVBP 🩷✨ :D
#I love when snowboys proportions get all wrong hehee#This is the longest I've loved winter in animal crossing I think#I usually just want the green grass back but I've been fighting real hard against my usual winter gloominess#AND YKNOW I THINK IT WORKED I think I tricked myself to find the joys in winter again qwq <3#in real life too it seems :') I'm so glad because last year I was in real deep lol I wanted the cold GONE#artists on tumblr#art#cute art#digital art#teacolouredart#digital illustration#procreate#animal crossing#acnh#acnl#animal crossing fanart#acnh fanart#acnh bob#animal crossing bob#animal crossing new horizons#animal crossing new leaf#animal crossing art#acnh art#animal crossing lyman
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February Fiction Fight
The easiest writing challenge, on the shortest month! The only goal is to write "a bit of something" each day.
Something. Anything. A cool scene that doesn't have a full story to fit into yet. A plot twist that would be great several books into a series. A description of the visuals in that one cool movie. A conversation between your favorite characters about an unlikely food combination.
A page, a paragraph, a sentence. What's that cool story you're going to write someday? Jot down what you know so far. Maybe you'll know more tomorrow. Or maybe you'll be off and running with some other fascinating concept.
No limits, no minimum wordcount! Just write a bit of something.
You play February Fiction Fight by writing each day (or as many days as you can; no shame in being busy).
You win by having more fun than everybody else.
I plan to have an absolute blast!
#Who's with me??#*crowd cheers*#Go! Write! Win!#February Fiction Fight#aka February Fracas#writeblr#writblr#writing community#some irl writer friends of mine made it up years ago#it's been a stealth event for years#this time I want to see how many other writerly types I can get onboard#because I assure you#it is great#fun to do and satisfying to look back on#several of my November Novels started as silly little ideas I was playing with back in February#it never feels like work#it's just tinkering with the fascinating concepts#with utter freedom to pursue any passing fancy#and what do you know; some of them stick around#I love going back and reading even the ones that didn't amount to more#because they're such intriguing glimpses of possibility#writer life#there are so many stories to tell#this is a great way to microdose having time to do it all#onwaaaard!
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Who am I now in this world without him?
#so uh#I believe this may be my magnum opus#I am so proud of this EEEE#Funny story I actually started this mid last week but I#got the flu a few days ago and I have been fighting for my life but I managed to feel well enough to work on it today#there’s a lot I wanna say about this#so I imagine this taking place sometime after the current ongoing arc in the manga#ik it’s like slim chances that Tabata will actually kill off William given the current circumstances but in the event that it does happen#voila#I really don’t think Alecdora would handle it very well tbh#especially since he has placed so much of his life’s purpose in him#I just imagine him feeling very lost if/when William dies#anyway though#not to self promote buttt this one is on my inprnt now!#I mainly wanted it for myself but it’s up there if anybody else wants it too#alecdora sandler#william vangeance#william x alecdora#black clover#black clover fanart#illustration
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I’m experimenting a bit with how I draw his hair which is a great thing to do right before I need a concrete design for him to put on my art fight refs ahaha
#haha art fight is in 2 months haha#my user is kil1deer haha just putting that out there#if you like this guy maybe you should like idk find kil1deer on art fight and attack him in July ahaha#he’s actually not up yet I’m still working on my refs for the main trio#I’d usually have them done by now but Life has been Happening recently soooo#my art#digital art#procreate#artists on tumblr#digital illustration#illustration#original art#doodle#art#my ocs#oc#original character art#original character#oc art tag#oc artist#oc art#digital doodle
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genuinely unsettling that the starkid fandom is now tangentially aware of the production of TGWDLM i stage managed this january. obviously nick lang only mentioned us in passing, but we’re still being spoken about, so it’s still weird lol. but also like? i knew about nick lang suggesting the monkey MONTHS ago because the director Showed Me that email. we made jokes about it. we entertained the concept. we went with the highly trained bird anyway, but we definitely thought about the monkey.
#the fact that if we had listened to him our production would have been the first ever appearance of henry 2…fascinating.#i’m glad we went with the bird though it worked really well#this is one of those posts that makes me very identifiable to any of my irl peers who stumble across it but like. genuinely whatever.#i am exactly the same online as i am in real life and my url is ridiculously easy to guess if you think about it for more than a minute.#i was also the fight choreographer! i did many things.#also to be clear i’m not a starkid fan. if you are a starkid fan and you follow me from this post you’ll be disappointed#not that i dislike starkid. stage managed a whole musical and everything. i just don’t post starkid content or anything
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hey.
I wanted to address where I’ve been real quick. Basically I didn’t take burnout as seriously as I should have and it became an actual physical and mental health problem. I’m fine now (mostly) but things were kinda fucked up for a bit and overall it’s been a lot of work getting back to baseline. I didn’t expect it to take years but. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
ANYWAYS i’m slowly getting back into art. I’m pretty offline these days and intend to stay that way but I am going to update this blog at least somewhat regularly going forward. Idk what that looks like yet but I’m feeling optimistic.
that’s all I think. hope everyone is doing well
#never power thru burnout worst mistake of my life#I had to completely change my career path.#opening photoshop triggers my fight or flight and it’s something I’m having to actively unlearn like……#lowkey ruined my life a little#anyways I have two paintings I’ve been working on since October and I’m almost done. big things happening
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#sorry need to have this on the blog i have been fighting for my life trying to make the rook characterisation make sense#especially since tyche is an established oc for me and has a personality thats quite different from what we get w rook sometimes#but this chain shit is crazy. the chuckle is crazy. eyes flitting to the hand and back up again CRAZY#like ok ill take that. i can see this for her#people on reddit mad about how apparently his romance is a nothingburger whatever my city now i can do whatever i want#whatever bullshit yearning i wanted i can create myself. ESPECIALLY with the fact that lucanis doesn't react or flirt overtly#for like 1/2 of the game. like genuinely perfect.I CAN WORK WITH THIS#veilguard spoilers#dav spoilers#tyche laidir#lucanis dellamorte#dav#like i dont even like the dialogue in this scene but i gotta take what i can get man
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i am going to throw up 🧍♀️
#i have been giggling for an hour and a half#my first concert i’m so fucking hyped#yall should have seen me fighting for my life at work#the first show i tried i was like 4000 in the queue#the next one i got to checkout but it wouldn’t work??#but then i got them and it’s like my depression was cured#djo#mady mumbles
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mfw i realized i forgot to make a soapshipping valentines day post ;-;
#sorry n’yall :^(#my life has been hectic recently#my bird injured his wing and ive been working hard on my capstone project#and working on some other graduation related shit#soapshipping#narrator fight club#tyler durden#mine#fight club
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