#bed friend spoilers

[sunshinechay]

Uea’s facial journey during the birthday cake scene is just so good

Discomfort and slight irritation that King would come into the bathroom without asking first

Surprise and a little awe that King would think to do this for him when Uea still firmly believes their relationship is only-barely-friends with benefits

The happiness when he gets to blow out the candle and that this is likely his first time doing this since he was a very young child (almost certainly before the age of 10/11)

That looks of what feels almost like an adrenaline rush. The “I finally did something I haven’t been allowed to do in years and even if it is childish, I’m still really irrationally happy I got to do it”.

Still in a little in shock though because King had never seemed like the type of person who would do something like this for someone like him (Uea)

The acceptance of love and affection. That feeling that comes with knowing that someone cares about you, for exactly who you are and nothing more.

King cares about Uea in a way that Uea is only just now coming to understand. I think he’s also realizing that he cares about King in the same way. Uea is in no way ready to admit or call it love, but that’s exactly what it is. Somewhere in Uea’s brain, he is starting to wake up to the fact that he is falling in love with King and that King is falling in love with him (if not already in love).

This scene definitely marks the shift. Uea is starting to realize things and that night he was willing to let it go and not analyze it further, soon he won’t be able to stop himself. Soon the doubt is going to start creeping in and he’s going to start to feel all kinds of emotions about it, but for now, for that night. Uea is just happy to have someone he can depend on. He is content with just having someone that he can spend his birthday with in a way he can’t with anyone else.

Uea doesn’t want to spend his birthday alone and this time, he doesn’t have too. King is right there with him.

[thedooristhebluecushion]

The way they played me like a fiddle thinking King’s mom was going to be yet something else Uea has to survive and instead she’s someone else he can turn to y’all I’m 😭

[skinsharpenedteeth]

"At least I'm good in bed"

I decided to write some of the smut in my head. Canon was giving me blue-balls with all that fade to black. This is a continuation of Ep 3 where King offers to be something good in Uea's life. Fic under the cut, but ALSO posted on AO3 here. Enjoy!

This is 18+ only. Under 18, DNI.

“At least I’m good in bed,” King said against the skin of Uea’s shoulder. Even without seeing his face, Uea could tell he had a self-satisfied smirk. If his brain hadn’t been so full of static from the orgasm he’d just received and the emotional drop he always seemed to have after sex, he might’ve been bratty about King’s comment. But he’d already said something mean and, as per usual, King had found a way to not let the blow land. Instead, he’d sidestepped into offering something sweet and as soon as Uea had found another caustic remark to hurl, had turned offered himself up to taunt with his boast. Uea didn’t know how to feel about being so deftly handled. He didn’t like to think that anything about him was easy.

“Can we go again?” King asked, fingers squeezing Uea’s to draw back his attention to the present and out of his head. Damn him, Uea cursed, realizing he’d once again been read too easily. He shifted his body, still half underneath King’s, and found that yes, he could do another. Frankly, as much as he’d tried to limit King’s access to him by limiting the times per week they’d meet, he couldn’t seem to stop once they were together. Their arrangement offered him something he’d never had before: simple pleasure. And Uea found that he was starving for it.

“Do you think you have the energy?” Uea teased, pushing up as if to turn onto his back. King’s body shifted and caged his to stop his movement, his mouth now back in reach of Uea’s. He kissed Uea like he was tasting him, like he was savoring his lips, like he was sure he had all the time in the world to enjoy the flavor he found there. Uea tried to distract him with kisses so he could turn over by letting his tongue tangle and dance with King’s, but King wouldn’t have it. He didn’t stop Uea as much as act as an immovable force himself. 

“Lay back down. Let me taste you everywhere first,” King whispered as soon as they broke the kiss that threatened to chase away any sense of later from them both. Uea pulled back to look at King’s fathomless brown eyes, so dark to almost be black, and somehow always radiating heat despite how they seemed to absorb all light. Another pang of guilt hit Uea as they stared at each other. He wasn’t meant to feel this good with someone he didn’t love. He wasn’t meant to feel this good at all. His life was supposed to be built for suffering. 

But who was he but a weak creature? Who was he, but a slave to his baser nature? He’d already ruined himself, what was a little more ruination? These meet ups were his cheat days. He was allowed to overindulge in pleasure when he was with King. 

Slowly, Uea let body slide back to lay on the mattress. King’s mouth was back at his shoulder, his hands massaging and caressing Uea’s arms, and then he was moving his body lower. Heat bloomed over his skin under King’s mouth and hands. Uea was rehardening against the mattress under him, his body started to arch under King’s as he sucked kisses and nipped teasingly at Uea’s skin. The drag of the blanket down his hips made Uea’s eyes pop open as King’s mouth went lower and lower. He must’ve tensed because King paused his progression, but didn’t stop kneading at the muscles of Uea’s hips and lower back. 

“Is this okay?” he asked, then slowly dragged a hand down over the curve of Uea’s ass cheek, thumb tracing along his crack as if Uea didn’t know exactly what he had planned. Uea caught their reflection in the darkened windows and could see King staring back at him in return. He didn’t like to admit how good they looked together. He hated how well King’s tanned skin complimented how pale he was and how they were so similar in size that it never looked like King was looming over him. Now, though, King’s eyes were patient and searching as he waited for Uea to give him the go ahead or to tell him to stop. Uea could tell him to stop, he knew he could, but did he want to? 

Keeping eye contact, Uea nodded at their reflection and then, as smoothly as he could manage, buried his face in his arms in an attempt to hide himself. He didn’t need King knowing how much he wanted it, but his body couldn’t seem to lie to King. As King resumed his path, Uea’s hips lifted and tilted, his body yearning for King’s. King’s mouth and hands moved lower and lower until the warm flat of King’s tongue against Uea’s entrance made him jump and moan his forearm. He was still so sensitive down there and King was exploiting it with every teasing trace the tip of his tongue made around the well used muscles and with every sucking kiss against his rim. Uea let himself sink into the feelings it dredged up, let himself moan and gasp. Before he knew it, his hips were rocking back against the pressure of King’s mouth, his cock dragging against the sheets beneath him. 

“Fuck me, King. Quit teasing,” Uea managed to gasp out, even as he reached back to clutch at King’s hair. King stopped what he was doing and pulled Uea’s hand from his hair, kissing the backs of Uea’s fingers before pulling away completely. Uea took the opportunity to roll onto his back finally and sit up. He watched King crawl to the side table to retrieve another condom and roll it on. He knee walked back over to where Uea waited. Mentally, Uea had a moment of wondering why he wanted to be on his back with King moving over him. The position was so intimate. There would be nowhere to hide from those dark eyes as he fell apart. He needed space between them. 

Uea sat up and rolled to his knees, meeting King halfway across the bed. Without any preamble, he kissed King and let his own hands do the talking for him. King’s skin was so warm against his and the smell of his body wash was still there in traces under the clean smell of sweat. King held Uea’s waist and pressed their bodies together from knee to nipple. It was overwhelming how good it felt. 

“I wanna be on top,” Uea managed to say between kisses. King managed to hum that he’d heard and let their bodies topple back onto the mattress with him on bottom. Uea straddled him and before he could get swept away, he pulled back to savor the feeling of King’s cock slipping between his cheeks. 

“You’re so fucking hot,” King praised, hands sliding up Uea’s thighs until he could grasp his hips. His hips undulated under Uea and he seemed to enjoy the tease as much as Uea was. It felt good. Everything felt so good, but Uea knew it was about to get better. Allowing King to hold onto his hips and steady him, Uea reached back to guide King’s cock back into his body. He slipped in with little resistance and Uea let himself bask in the faint stretch of that first thrust into his body. Then it was bliss. His brain shut off and Uea let his body take what it wanted from King’s. They rocked together like a single being, pushing and pulling until the pleasure started to crest between them. 

“Please,” Uea whispered, unsure when King had sat up and when Uea himself had wrapped his arms tightly around his shoulders to lock their bodies against one another. King was guiding his hips as they came together over and over. Uea’s cock strapped between them was throbbing with the need for release. 

“I got you, Uea. I always got you,” King replied, a hand snaking between them to wrap around Uea’s erection. The broken, high pitched cry that came from Uea said it all as he started to fuck between the two points of pleasure he was receiving. He was dimly aware of King moaning and cursing into his skin, but the closer he got, the more white noise seemed to fill his ears as he chased and chased and chased the end. 

“You can come, baby, whenever you want. I got you,” King breathed against Uea’s ear. With the permission granted, and that he hadn’t known he’d been waiting for now given, Uea’s core locked up as he gasped and came between them. King’s hand stroked him through it until nothing was left to be squeezed from Uea’s cock. Uea tried to collapse, but King held him tight and chased his own end in half a dozen brutal thrusts. It felt like too much, but Uea wasn’t ready to care. He wasn’t ready to examine any of the words King had said, yet or contemplate how embarrassing his own neediness had been. He was back in that pleasant, floating palace where all his nerve endings sang and someone was petting his skin and murmuring quiet praise to him. 

King collapsed backwards and pulled Uea with him, allowing him to slide to the side as King handled the cleanup. Uea shut his eyes and turned his face into one of King’s pillows, inhaling his scent and reveling in how relaxed he felt. He felt so safe right then, like he could fall asleep and nothing bad would happen in the morning. That feeling was the most dangerous one and the one he guarded against the fiercest. It was, however, the end of three rounds of fucking, and Uea really was very, very tired. A small sleep wouldn’t put him in too much danger. So he let his eyes stayed shut and let his breath go deep and calm and he let himself stop thinking for a while. 

[yannig]

I watched Bed Friend

And I loved it!

Ngl, the premise of them starting as friends with benefits made me a bit hesitant to start it. I'm ace, and generally not a big fan of sex scenes on screen. I put up with them when they're relevant to the story, but getting into a show whose whole starting point was that the main couple were having sex together - yeah, I wasn't too hot. But I heard that the show dealt with Uea's trauma pretty well, so I decided to give it a shot.

And boy am I happy I did! First of all, there isn't that much sex. Like, we got more intense and developed scenes in Kinnporsche. Second of all, it was great!

This is one of my favorite BL so far!

Bed friend is a pretty good term for FWB, actually. I don't know if the show came up with it or not, but it's the first time I heard it and it's great!

I have a type! Apparently the cold-and-dismissive-because-traumatised meets cocky-but-caring-who-will-give-anything-to-take-care-of-them dynamic really does it for me. This is the exact same dynamic than between Sky and Prapai, who are one of my favorite BL couples. x) I guess I just like black cat x golden retriever uh.

Though I will say, I think Bed Friend handled the trauma better. By quite a large margin. My boy Uea is actually going to therapy! And taking medication for his mental health! And takes time to recover.

Yeay for STD awareness! Going to get tested after a night where no one was sober enough to remember to use a condom is a great idea! Especially when you've just learned your boyfriend was cheating on you. Get tested friends!

What's up with King's interior design, seriously? Listen, you wanna put copies of classical paintings in your condo, sure, have fun. It screams "I'm rich", but it can work. But what the fuck is up with the painting in his bedroom???

I'm pretty sure it's The Coronation of Napoleon. And I do. not. understand. why anyone would put that in a bedroom. If you want to flex about it, put it in your living room or something, but the bedroom?? I - I don't get it. Of all the classical paintings to chose from. Why this one?

Mind you, it's a detail, and one that has no impact on the story whatsoever. But it bugged me every time it was on screen.

King's reaction at the end of episode 7 was bad enough I almost didn't forgive him.

This is one of the tropes I hate the most ; the love interest getting jealous over what was clearly sexual assault. I hate it with a passion.

Especially when the love interest already has reasons to suspect it wasn't consensual. And King very much did. He spent the entire episode protection Uea from Krit, and now he's accusing Uea of asking for it?! I was waiting the whole scene for him to bash the door in or something, and instead he goes victim blaming?!?!

Listen. I know the context. Uea was pulling away full stop, and King was getting angsty and insecure. But to the point of getting jealous of what he knew was sexual harassment?! Fuck you King.

Props to Uea for telling King they couldn't even be friends if that was how he talked to him! Good job! Don't let the man be an asshole just because you like him!

So, why did I forgive him?

I frankly would have liked it better if we got an actual apology scene. He should have had to hear exactly how he made Uea feel that night.

But. Except for that, he did pretty good to fix his fuck up. Beginning with making sure Krit faced consequences and would never bother Uea again. Even if it meant putting his own job on the line. As far as grand gestures of apology go, this one is pretty good.

And then, because grand gestures are good but what matters is how you behave on the daily, he consistently showed Uea he respected his boundaries. Including asking if he could go after the step-father instead of just doing it, and later respecting Uea's need for time before acting on the info they obtained.

Also yes, a man who can make the system work to actually punish rapists and abusers is hot. The mafia way of murder and torture is great, but not very applicable for most of us. Having actual examples of the system working once in a while is good for the soul okay.

I would have liked for him to grovel a bit more, because I love grovel, but overall he's doing pretty well. So I forgive him. But I'm not forgetting!

[nongnaosmom]

Well hot damn! 🔥

[fortpeatbabie]

Uea and the nape kiss trigger (bed friends ep 3)

This is my two cents...

So we have seen the lick that King gives on Uea's nape/neck in the episode 1 of bed friends.

Cut to episode 3 there are many instances where Uea gets the neck/nape kisses. It's only one instance where he gets triggered heavily, the scene where King is trying to dry his hair. Nape comes in King's view and he just goes for it. However, Uea jumps out of his lap asking what he was trying to do even though they are "bed friends". And then there is that flip second of snap in the episode 3 (after s*x talk) where Uea's expression changes but he goes back to smiling. Somebody explained it really well about how it's related to trigger/trauma kink and overcoming it in the most dangerous scenario. Just like consumption of Dr*gs when you are at your low.

Anyways, my observation is that Uea feels the triggers when his mind is not in the state of "s*x". Basically when he can't control his thoughts whereas in the hindsight his mind sees hope with King (maybe). In the towel drying scene you could see Uea letting his wall down a little bit and let King baby him kind of. The soft smile is cinematic representation of him being genuinely present in the moment, otherwise you would see him smile with smirk during the bed scenes.

You can search for the towel drying smile 🙂

Exhibit for that smirk smile

And then the second time when King tells him to let him be one good thing in his life. There's also that "at least I'm good in bed" dialogue which kind of hints to the domesticity Uea has let him feel with King. There's that soft smile again when he says "enough" and tries getting up.

This split second smile -

In both the cases Uea's mind sees the situation something other than s*x with King. Basically his mind is not prepared for physical (intimate) touch, something that goes back to the childhood scene where his uncle/step dad tried to breach the boundaries for the first time. Obviously that wasn't only the last time as we have seen some precaps for next episode but that was the FIRST time. An image/hope about that uncle was clearly blurred out, it was the pivotal point. The same thing happens with King. Uea let's his mind wander to situations where King (potentially) is not only the "bed friend" and as soon as the "bed" part returns with the nape/neck kiss, his memory of that uncle is triggered. Now the second time is brief because he realises that they were in the act a couple minutes ago, so the kink plays the cupid between his mind and King.

Of course it's too early to have this conclusion and I would wait for more episodes to see any other explanation to Uea's behaviour. But as of now, this is what I could think of

[three--rings]

Okay I just watched Bed Friend ep 1, and I have to share some TRIGGER WARNINGS.

I haven't seen this show talked a lot about yet, I may have just missed it, but if you're going to check it out, be aware of some content...

Spoiler warning for the first episode!!

First, there are flashbacks to VERY VIOLENT homophobic childhood abuse of the main character by his mother. It happens like five minutes in, too, which is fairly jarring since it's out of nowhere. Actually the whole first half of this episode is very jarring and poorly edited/written but it eventually settles down.

But if you have issues with seeing childhood abuse, both physical, emotional, verbal, and other onscreen, or issue with a story about lingering unresolved trauma from the above, especially homophobic abuse from a parent...yikes this isn't the show for you. It seems they are piling on the issues on the POV character and not waiting to explain them. IDK how it will ultimately be handled but so far it feels clumsy.

Secondly, less vitally and easier to predict IMO, the first episode involves a drunken hookup between the main character and someone he really dislikes. He's very drunk, the other guy is taking care of him in a nice way, Uea (main guy) asks him to stay and be with him ("hold him all night") and they end up having sex. In the morning Uea is horrified and leaves immediately. Neither Uea nor the show seemingly gives any blame to King (the other guy) for sleeping with him while he was drunk. (Though King had also been drinking but it's unclear how drunk he was. It seems like he drove home, so hopefully not much.)

Also it seems like this show is going to deal with Uea's cheating boyfriend who he breaks up with and then who threatens he's not going to let him go that easily, so I expect there will be stalking/abusive-ex themes later in the series.

So take all of that in mind when considering whether to watch it. They are clearly going for "adult" and "messy" and "difficult/serious" content with this one.

Other than all that, what did I actually think of it? Well, it's rough around the edges. The editing and writing feels amateurish/unpolished, but that settles down after a while once the actual plot starts. The audio isn't great/visuals are Fine but not spectacular like some other thai shows recently.

However I actually am pretty into the premise and characters. This is enemies to lovers/ one half the ship can't stand the other half who is madly in love with them. Which is 100% MY VIBE. I love that shit.

I really like King, actually, he seems so sweet and in love and fucking CONFUSED by Uea's hot and cold trauma response stuff. So from a gutpunch angst POV that's promising.

IDK actually I'm into it. It's sorta Bad Dragon but both the people involved may actually be likeable/you may actually be rooting for them to sort things out. Clearly Uea needs Lots of Therapy but instead is going to get That Dick and that will have to do.

So yeah, provided you can get past All of That Above, you may want to check it out if you like your BL messy and quasi-toxic.

[abracadabrast]

While watching bed friends, I thought the boss was way too familiar. Then i realised it's kinn

Do they look similar or am I tweaking?

But then i checked the boss man's profile and then found out he acted in

Cutiepie

This man was the borderline homophobic mf in a group full of gay people .

The thing is if it all exists in the same universe, then this man is surrounded by twinks 24/7 ( king and uea in the office too) and still can't understand shit

Well atleast he's trying i guess.

Btw the actors name is Sorntast Buangam

[incandescentflower]

well, so I had thought it could happen and Bed Friend kinda lost me. First, I had been concerned King's jealousy would go too far for me. He went right to the edge and was hovering. I like jealousy that is about the person being jealous, not when they blame the person they want. Then I'm like, you a jerk, go away.

So King kinda blames Uea for his harassment in episode 7. Uea apologizes to King because he pushes him away and I guess okay, sure, that's the kind thing to do, but I don't see Uea in the wrong there at all. Uea had been pushing him away before yes, but he had always been honest about their relationship status and Uea ended it because King acted crappy in that situation.

And although Uea gets to decide what to do and doesn't allow himself to be cornered, which was good for me, King's coming in and fixing it without Uea's involvement didn't sit well with me. The intentions were good obviously and Uea is okay with it, but as someone who has experienced harassment, there is often shameful feelings involved and the idea that someone would put what happened to Uea on display yet again without his consent feels revictimizing, albeit clearly without the intention of that what so ever.

Anyway, I still think King is kind and cares about Uea and doesn't see any problems with these things, but I do think they excused his accusations because of his jealousy and they played it as "meaning well is more important than actions."

I'm sure that worked for a lot of people, but just didn't work for me. All of this would be fixed for me with the right discussion, but based on what it all felt like in this episode and what the focus is in the next episode I don't see it going that way.

[phlondsbian]

i cannot explain to a new phannie that yeah sure there can be a platonic explanation for all the theories and yeah if they had revealed any of this in 2015 we would've lost our minds either way but its about the fact that they went out of their way to hide it and lie about it for so long and NOW theyre telling us. its so significant and i hate to say you had to be there but. you just had to be there

[sunshinechay]

So Uea continues to have just the most expressive face despite himself. Especially when it comes to the love and sadness that he feels towards King.

Uea is allowing himself to feel excited about the possibility of planning a trip with his lover (whether he and King are willing to call themselves that or not.) He revels in these emotions are he enjoys searching for a place to go. A place both he and King will love and get to spend time together out in the open.

His confusion is palpable when King takes him into the staircase to explain that he can’t go on the trip anymore. Why is his boyfriend cancelling their trip? Why is he saying he has to go to an arranged marriage meeting when he’s already dating Uea?

…oh yeah that’s right. They’re not actually a couple and Uea let himself forget that in his joy and excitement.

He tries to fake nonchalance which King sees through right away. Uea already knows he would, because Uea has made the mistake of allowing King to know him, really know him, in a way no one does, not even Jade. Uea was ready and willing to begin the process of cracking himself open and exposing all of his flaws and weakness, all of his perceived short comings for King to see. He was already fostering the hope that King would see past all of that to the boy inside him that just wants to be loved and accepted.

But now he knows. He knows that even if King would be willing to do it (and of course he’d be willing) it doesn’t matter. King is going to go to this meeting and probably meet his soulmate and Uea will be left alone, again. So why not try to reassure King that he will be okay (even though they both knows he definitely won’t be).

As he leaves, you can already see the thoughts turning in his head. How he is twisting all of it in his head and finding some way to blame himself for this happening. The most obvious one is that he was stupid. He forgot that he and King weren’t together. He forgot that King isn’t falling in love with him the way Uea is with King. (Or at least, I think that’s what he is trying to convince himself. After all, King is player. Someone who would likely only settle down because his parents want grandchildren and what better way to find a woman to do that with than with a marriage meeting).

With King in the background of the shot, I think Uea’s thoughts are now turning towards his past history. Likely telling himself that this was bound to happen eventually because that’s just the way Uea’s life works. His mother, his exes, none of them could find anything about him that was worth loving, that was worth sticking around for. By that logic, it stands to reason that King couldn’t find anything either.

Finally the acceptance hits and he tells himself that he needs to get back to work. That he needs to focus on what he knows he’s good for. He is intelligent and can create good, well crafted work. He can get it done by the deadline and hopefully that will mean that there is one less reason that Krit will have to be inappropriate towards him.

Uea’s trauma is on full display in this scene, whether or not he (or King) realizes it. The results of a life time of many different kinds of abuse have lead Uea down a path of self doubt, where he firmly believes he is undeserving of the love that comes with a life partner (romantic or otherwise). King is just another person in a long line of people that managed to figure it out sooner rather than later.

So he blames himself. He is the foolish one for forgetting and inferring about so many things with regards to his and King’s relationship. He has been through this before and yet each time, he is just as hurt. I can imagine at least one comment Uea made to himself, either during this scene or during the vacation is that this is nothing short of what he deserves for believing that he has maybe found someone who could love him.

I think that is one of the reasons why, in a later scene, he is quick to remind King that they are just bed friends. I don’t think he was only reminding King. I think he was also reminding himself. Reminding himself that he has to keep his walls high, he has to get over how he feels and remember that King is not his. He needs King to stop doing these things for him, so that he can also remember that fact. So that he can save himself from getting any more hurt than he already is.

I also find it really interesting that this exchange happens after the pet play scene. A scene that if nothing else, proves exactly how into each other they are. They trust each other and are into each other enough to want to explore kink and how it would work for them.

It’s fascinating to watch just how fast Uea’s trauma response and lack of self worth work to destroy any happy memory he has with King the second there is a set back. It’s not King’s fault, nor is it Uea’s really. It’s something that’s been happening most of his life. It’s why he has walls so high and different (yet remarkably similar) boundaries for everyone in his life. He wants to preserve the happy memories if he can, especially since they are so few and far between. He wants to be able to ignore the sense of shame and guilt that permeates his life. But at the same time, there is always a part of him that believes that shame and guilt should be there. That they should be something he is aware of every second of every day, lest he forget what a horrible person he really is.

[maxescheibechlinichacheli]

[skinsharpenedteeth]

I'm gunna scream a little abt e2 of Bed Friend. Spoilers ahead...

So when King was like "Let's take a shower together and then get the robe for me"...

Like a) is that a translation issue? Is robe a euphemism for condom or is he expecting to be the Hugh Hefner daddy of the situation? Why can't uea get a robe?.how chilly is your apartment? This made me knit my eyebrows and question things.

B) why the hell did uea rebutton his shirt just to unbutton it again? Like, my man. Work smarter, not harder.

But c) and the main thing is:

When my man, uea, said without saying the word, "I will take my own shower and do my own bottom prep. Please and thank you. Stay here and dream about it. I am actually going to call this situation just like every other one: on my own damn terms." And I love that for him. This king us always here to tease and scold and look elegant as fuck doing it.

The grace!!! The fucking GRACE this man exudes... I am just... breathless and enamored. (I am also having a lot of feelings about king also, but this post isn't about that.)

I hope the rest of this show stays amazing bc uea and king are worth living for rn.

[originalartblog]

worse than a cockroach

[bacchuschucklefuck]

we let the ocean drown out our voices/enjoying the bitterness/in the chaotic light, I close my eyes and see

[saintsuppapong]

Am I talking specifically about Gumpa? Or N'Papang as Gumpa? Or even just N'Papang in general? Even I'M not sure. But...yeah. 👍👍👍

Uea!!! Oof I ADORE him. N'James in general is so SO LOVELY but as Uea?! OH MY YES. 🥰🥰🥰

Big, darling you deserved so much more than canon gave you... 😭😭😭 He is so much of everything all at once. Oof.

And finishing it out with Tutor. A sweet young man who shouldn't have had to work like a million and twelve jobs to survive. Gosh I loved him. 🥰🥰🥰

But okay sorry friends, I am not going to tag anyone because I am WAY too fucking high right now to remember anyone's usernames. But I if you see this and wanna do it. Say I tagged you. 💖💖💖

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