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My dad: why don’t my children want to visit me? :(
Also my dad: *screams and yells and gets pissy the moment you tell him that not everyone’s lives revolve around him*
#dude got mad at me when I told him that other people have feelings that matter#not just his#he also got mad when my mom told him that she can’t go car shopping with him tomorrow#because she’s busy tomorrow#and that neither me nor the 19yo can go with him#because we have work tomorrow#(idk about him#but I know I work all day tomorrow#so I definitely can’t. not that I’d want to anyway)#I mean even the 12yo is starting to separate from him#he doesn’t even ask to spend the weekends at dads anymore#not alone at least#I mean the 8yo and 10yo are still in the ‘my parents are perfect and can do no wrong’ phase#but they’ll eventually learn soon enough#‘wow I wonder why my children stop visiting me the moment they don’t have to follow visitation rules anymore’#rant ish
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A PressureBeast for day 10 of @hermitadaymay !!
#my art#Hermitcraft#hermitcraft fanart#stressmonster#stressmonster101#stressmonster fanart#stressmonster101 fanart#she was SUPER fun to draw! Honestly I’m sad so much of her got covered up by such chunky clothes I was really happy with my shapes!#Also sadly I’ve resigned to having missed drawing Skizz… I hope to go back and get the ones I miss at the end of the month#so far I’ve only fully missed Skizz and TFC since I put the little extra keralis in xB’s so the list of things I didn’t get is fairly short#and I’m not busy much of tomorrow so I hope to get a head start on some of the upcoming ones#I’m VERY excited to draw pearl with her mail carrier fit and the solar punk stuff- I LOVE solar punk it’s so fun so that’ll be nice to draw#and I’ve got Sundays planned and hope to at least start on it tomorrow because I have work on Sunday.#ANYWAYS have an art
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they're a bit dumb
#usually you guys would've just gotten a post about the doors vs wheels debate and what stance the mtt would take#but because i really wanted to draw the jk mtt you get a cute little comic instead!!!#this turned out just how i saw it in my head!!!!!#making 4komas is actually SOOO fun i love this shit. maybe i was destined to become a comic creator#i have another absolutely hilarious one in my head between dust horror and horror's drawings#this only took me like 3-4 hours too so that one might come out tomorrow or the day after that toohehehehehee#the most art you'll ever get out of me is this au so you better like it#i loveloveluvluvluv how horror looks in this. i didn't know if i liked the head ribbon originally but now i LOVE IT#dust is busy hitting that append hibana reloaded all perfect (i havent played pjsk in months)#horror is REAAAALLLL. she's so me maybe that's why i like how she looks so much in this#this entire au may just be composed of solely 4komas. and perhaps the full drawing here and there.#they are soooo bickering banter buddies. they argue like a married throuple#tricule art#jk fashion au#killer sans#horror sans#dust sans#murder time trio#bad sanses#bad sans gang#nightmare's gang#utmv#sans au#I HAVE ANOTHER IDEA FOR A 4KOMA WITH THESE THREE UGHHHHH. and i havent even come up with nightmare or dream's designs yet. smh#the people who hate my art and only follow me for text poste are shriveling up rn 💀
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yall Im so fucking tired. This month has been exhausting. I promise Im alive, just barely functional atm.
#personal#rant below#begining of the month docs said dad had less than a month. Hes still around but declining#been taking care of him and my mom#along with working full time#and my boyfriend doing his damndest to keep me busy when Im not helping with dad#which is great except Im so tired#but also I havent been able to sleep much#and I've lost my appetite which apparently is a grief thing I didn't know about#So I've managed to get all the physical grief symptoms and it is taking a fucking toll#so your girl is sleeping in tomorrow and spending the day doing my own little crafts and avoiding people as much as I can#a girl just wants some sleep and a fulfilling snack but all she is being given are slight naps and unappealing food. send help.#anyways after this experience Ive decided that I no longer give any fucks because you only live once so Im just gonna do what I want foreve#and actually live life instead of being constrained by societal standards#after all this is over of course. gotta take care of dad first#also I got to paint the door because he was sick of staring at the porch. so its a lake view now#woooo#yeah so thats my life update for you all#also I saw a girl for the first time in 9 years today who completely changed the tradgetory of my life and didn't know it. so that was fun.#exhausing but fun#also idgaf about spelling right now I am running on caffeine and pure will power atm
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s2 episode 5 thoughts
boy. where this episode started out and where this episode ended were two VASTLY different spaces. come along while i undergo this journey.
the first thing we see is a dog! a doggy! it's a border collie, and it looks like it could be the same one we see in s1 episode 8- maybe dog actors are in short supply! but border collies are famously very smart and to me the cutest of all dogs, so i was pleased to see a friendly face <3
and then things escalated. aliens arrived to fetch the dog's owner.
thankfully they left the dog alone- perhaps they saw the threatening "ALIENS, STAY AWAY FROM THAT DOG" i had written in my notes- but whatever they are inflicting upon this gentleman seems. unpleasant.
(the aliens are obviously terrifying but they're always shown vaguely wiggling in some cold white light and it does make me laugh. ohhhh here they come. the wigglers)
so in the morning our gentleman- duane- was taken to a correctional facility and he hasn't been taking his meds... and then he hurts his doctor! they always find the kindest looking people to play doctors on this show and then make them suffer
THE NEXT THING WE SEE IS: a pool? the pool scene i wrote about seeing a while ago in my last post! the one where mulder emerges mostly naked from his exercise to face this new guy who looks like he covers his beer stench with a designer cologne!
i rewound to see whose pool it was mulder was swimming in but gained no clues. would be sick if the FBI had an in house pool.
breaking news: this SOAKING WET MAN is called to a HOSTAGE SITUATION!
(i do find it endearing that he swims recreationally <3)
next thing i wrote was "alex is pissing me off" and i don't even remember what he did but i stand by it
so mulder is at the scene, duane has four hostages, and claims to be abducted by aliens. now to mulder it makes perfect sense to ask about his abduction experience, and he's trying to do his homework and follow the rules for hostage negotiation, but duane knows all the tricks because he's former FBI which they DID NOT TELL MULDER!
he walks up to the head of the hostage situation and very angrily asks if she knows about how aliens will take your brains out and fuck with your ovaries and she tries not to laugh at him. mulder tell me what they do to ovaries i'll listen. i'll take notes.
and then alex is trying to be all sickly sweet puppy dog boy and asks if he can do anything to help. so the head of the hostage situation tells him to get her a coffee. HA! POINT AT HIM AND LAUGH.
cutscene to SCULLY CAM!!!! <3 she's gonna sleuth for his medical records
ohhh the power went out and duane started blasting. he shot someone so they're gonna send mulder and another guy in (an excuse for mulder to wear a paramedic uniform.......)
mulder's like nooo i won't tell him i believe in aliens (<- said by a man who is lying)
and off to the races, can you imagine it, he does JUST that, says he believes duane and trades himself for the guy who was shot... he says it happened to his sister OHHHHHHH sister mention
he's got the guy monologuing about his tortures from the aliens and honestly, these aliens are bitches. there is NO reason to do all of this. drilling holes in his teeth??? that's fucked
alex is on the phone with scully who is freaking tf out because duane is lying about who he says he is... when he tells her he traded himself for the injured hostage she says "WHAT!" so loudly and is filled with intense urgency
! MULDER LORE REVEAL ! his sister was 8 when they took her
(for some reason i thought she was 10 when it happened, but the larger age gap between them explains a lot in terms of his instinctive level of Protectiveness towards all creatures big and small)
this next part had me GAGGED: SCULLY FLEW IN FROM WASHINGTON!!!! she is AT THE SCENE and she is YELLING at someone who isn't listening to her
alex made a VERY FATAL mistake in telling her to "calm down" while mulder is a HOSTAGE and she RIGHTFULLY told him off (and frankly she could have kept going and i wouldn't have complained) but she's a woman who gets things done so she finds someone who will actually listen to her
she says he has a very unique case of being shot in a specific part of the brain which happened to another guy before and then that guy became a pathological liar so she is basically saying "duane is the nastiest skank bitch i have ever met do NOT trust him"
so back to the scene. duane is saying the government is there while the aliens do all this. which i have no idea how to interpret so i'm just storing it here for later use.
SCULLY CAN HEAR HIM! she's on his secret wire mic and talking to him. duane can hear her a little bit but is going on about "the mountains"... it was at this point, with scully talking in mulder's ear, that everything was so tense i had a brief moment where i remembered that this is actually a tv show i'm watching in my free time and not an actual life or death thing
mulder convinces duane to let the women go and the younger one says she believes him which had to be impactful i'd think
but the snipers are closing in!!! mulder sees the line of fire on him and calls him over to get him out of the way so he won't get shot....
he asks duane if she was lying to distract him and now he's VERY VERY VERY ANGRY and he tries to calm him back down and say hey... you forgot to lock the door.... please go lock the door...
and he goes over to the door and bam. duane's shot.
we see scully and mulder watch as he's loaded into the ambulance and mulder looks deeply conflicted and once again has his sad wet eyes on because he still believes duane was telling the truth. scully tells mulder he did the right thing in getting him to go to the door, because we all know by now that mulder has a complicated set of feelings towards any loss of life.
"whatever you're feeling, you did the right thing" <- augh. scully loves him so much. oh to love anyone how truly and deeply scully loves this man
(shhhh i'm not getting into what kind of love it is. i don't know and whatever your answer for its flavor is, you cannot deny that she loves him. that she tries to find the exact words he wants to hear to soothe that internal Guilt he wears like a heavy jacket.)
later he smiles when the lead hostage negotiator calls him to thank him because he broke all of her rules and thought he was going to get yelled at LMAOOO that lil smile was very sweet
and he goes to see duane but the REAL reason she called him in was to tell him about the metal they extracted from duane's body... the doctors claim that the stuff in his teeth could not have been made from any current technology... alien life confirmed??
((i thought the episode would end here on a little cliffhanger that never gets resolved but boy. i was off))
no, instead of an episode's conclusion, we see mulder bring the metal pieces to scully, who once again has the most beautiful freckles in the world, and she says she'll take it down to be analyzed.
mulder leaves the room without saying a word which i thought to be cold in the moment and now that i'm typing this knowing what happens next i might actually cry.
she goes to the store and she's buying some stuff... we see kodak film in the background... sigh instant cameras i love you and your work... but she buys $11 of groceries and then sneaks the metal chip across the barcode reader and it makes the whole thing break down!!!!
the poor cashier is freaking out because the machine is going wild and she looks at scully like "did you touch it?" and she says no and awkwardly leaves LMAOOOOOOO i was howling because girl idk wtf i would have done in that situtation either
duane wakes up to more aliens and rips all his medical stuff off and runs like he didn't get shot very recently and he's on the prowl for something
scully's back at her place, calling mulder, telling him about how the barcode scanned, and she's really worked up about the whole thing, when she hears a rustle, but it's just a thunderstorm...
but she goes to the window and DUANE IS THERE!!! a look of horror passes over her face, and we hear her through mulder's answering machine, screaming for help while he takes her
(everything happened SO quickly, it transpired in my notes like this: WHAT!!! he's outside her window WHAT THE FUCK TO BE CONTINUED??)
yes. we get a "TO BE CONTINUED" on the outtro scene.
i sat there, baffled for a few moments, trying to process what i just saw.
but then i thought i noticed something else: her place looked different than it did in s1. at least, i thought it did- we didn't see it much, but perhaps she got fed up with folks showing up like eugene tooms did in s1 and bought a nicer space. i thought the old space was cute though, and maybe it really is the same space but from a different angle, but then i thought about how it looked like mulder's space also changed from s1, so maybe they both moved, or maybe i'm just not good at noticing things, but oh yeah, scully's in virigina now since she's at the academy, so she probably DID move, although i thought the drive from DC to virigina was doable, but maybe not?
none of this changes the fact that scully has been TAKEN.
(i won't lie, i knew this was going to happen at some point, because i read the s2 episode descriptions and saw something about her being "returned", which implies being taken in the first place. but still. it was very abrupt. they had thoroughly lulled me into expecting a vague sort of non-answer of an ending and then switched out the formula at just the right time so i never grew suspicious)
to be continued!!! this is soooo evil, especially because i don't have time to watch the next episode tomorrow. so i'm gonna walk around all day tomorrow at important work events thinking about what horrors scully must be enduring and get NO conclusion as to what they might be. duane i have fists and you are not real and i am small but i am unafraid to bludgeon you. stay away from her if you even LOOK at her ohhhh you're gonna learn a lot more than what it feels like when aliens take out ur brain just keep that in mind!
(and man. i'm sitting here typing. thinking about how mulder never said a real goodbye to her the last time they spoke. and i wonder if that's gonna haunt him. and i wonder if when he gets her back, he always always always makes sure to take the time for a goodbye. just on the off chance it might really be the last one. fuck.)
#in my angst hours. what the hell.#mulder you need to get it together i'm so serious#i get that you did your very best with the hostage situation and i'm proud but your interpersonal skills have been lacking#say goodbye to your dear friend who cherishes you enough to be a regular on the flight from virgina to wherever tf you are#she must have sooooo many points collected up. she is probably a frequent flyer. the airline ppl see her and they're like “again?”#anyway. gonna have to wait and see what happens because i'm very busy tomorrow and won't have time to see what goes down#sick and twisted! i will be imagining their reunion and other sweet scenarios in my head#and fuck alex i can't stand that man. he looks like he likes golf waaaaay too much.#juni's x files liveblog#the x files#txf
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a certain friend of mine sent me a photo of clothing with the caption "boleyn vibes" so. anne doodle!
#idk what her expression is doing here i'm sorry!#six the musical#six the musical fanart#anne boleyn#happy ides of march btw. was going to do a little stabby thing but then life was v busy so No it is#some of the pencil lines here really annoy me. no one look too close at her chin#the anatomy is also very janky because. well. sometimes you brainrot too fast to look up references yknow?#alright bye i promised i would do vectors and now i Must. also i have a quiz tomorrow much yikes wish me luck#<posts this before i can overthink it>#the original thing is actl a bit less deranged in the sense that. i photographed this drawing from an angle so it does look more as if#she's looking down at you
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so so sleepy but cat is ON my legs so i can’t move into comfortable sleeping position so can’t fall asleep but can’t stay awake but SOO ready for sleepy tired sleep but CANT because CAT
#i am#struggling#she is so sleepy and comfy that she face planted again😪#i went to bed late and she was SO mad and rushed me to my room#and as soon as i layed down girl was ON me but now i cant sleep because NOT comfortable#but i am so tired😴😴#barely staying awake but definitely NOT falling asleep smh#also i think i missed a few notifications so i’ll try to get to those tomorrow!#i’d do it now but i am TOO TIRED😴😴😴#im great at phone and notifications and messages#insert second part to that joke here pls im too tired to remember what i was gonna say#😴#just know i HAD something else to say about it and it was probably SO funny#so funniest joke ever in the world😤😤#😴😴#to summarize: now = SLEEPY#later = lookin at my inbox#now = slowly extricate myself from beneath this cat#later = idk what else be busy tomorrow apparently yuck🤢🤢#*smooches you goodnight smooches you goodnight SMOOCHES YOU GOODNIGHT*#go to SLEEP#RIGHT NOW#EVERYONE#DONT CARE WHAT TIME IT IS FOR YOU ITS SLEEP TIME NOW😤😤😤#😴😴😴😴😴😴😴😴
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Letting my cat play with batteries because apparently it's more entertaining than her actual toys
#its the noise it makes against the wood floor i just know it#our dogs the same way with anything that crinkles#anyways watching her make a ruckus while i eat comfort doughnuts to recover from seizures all night and nearly drowing in my tub#because i cant find my earplugs and i cant sleep without them ESPECIALLY when shes playing with stuff#i am not vibing™ rn#you (me) remember saying i ran my batteries out play dragon age? yeah these are those batteries#because I've been toO BUSY PLAYING DAI TO PICK THEM UP AFTER FALLING IN THE FLOOR RAAAAAAAA#im okay im not going to do anything i am going to lay down and SLEEP#mmm but first i gotta think about every possible thing that could go wrong at work tomorrow from breaking a machine to a terrorist attack#ive been struggling yall 🤠#shitpost#shitposting#cat life#petblr#catblr#cat lovers#cat memes#stupid cat
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#would really like it if my OC didn't make me freak out over my mom's book organization methods#(/the fact that she didn't remember which books were where when she put them back after we moved them so we could replace the carpet)#while I was already busy trying to get ready for work#and it culminated in me cutting my finger while trying to take the tag off of the bandana I want to wear tomorrow#because I was too frustrated at 'needing' to 'fix' the bookshelves#to pay attention to what I was doing#and also because said tags (there 3 of them bigger than most shirt tags... for a 1x1ft sqr of fabric)#were stitched on so tightly I couldn't get my seam ripper to catch the thread#and my mom asked me to calm down right after I pricked my finger trying to get the stiches out#and I ended up throwing the scissors and ripping the tag off the bandana#and yelling at my mom#while trying to explain to her what happened#and that I wasn't even mad at her#and she tried to distract me but that just pissed me off even more so I told her to shut up#and she got angry (which is fair- I did just scream about how much I hate myself and how she organized the books for like 5-10 min straight#and now my mom is mad and I hate my brain chemistry even more and also my throat hurts and I just want to go to sleep
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does anyone wanna hang out? 🥺👉🏽👈🏽
#im so tired of asking my friend (like the one out of two irls that i have rn) if she wants to do something#because she never answers#and yes we're always busy but why am i always the one being like let's hang out#and i told her we should do something#and now she tells me that she's going out tomorrow her work friends for her bday#like...#damn i need a different job where i can actually make some friends too#whatever 😐#lisa.txt
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really hate to say it because i do hate posting on facebook so so much and have not done so in years but literally within a couple hours of making a stupid post in a county rentals group i have gotten multiple tips and inquiries about places to live. goddammit
#have already talked to one that would have involved doing mini horse care in exchange for rent discount which would have been nice#but she seems to want a really strict feeding schedule which my work does not accommodate and her (multiple) posts about the place seemed to#indicate she only wanted 4 days a week and now she's acting like i would have to be available to do all of it for when they're on vacation#(retired) so it can't work? i think it's kind of silly to be super strict about your horses feeding time for multiple reasons but#none of my business and if you have that much of a stick up your ass i probably would not love living there anyway#but she hasn't responded to my last message yet probably because it's late so maybe she will come back and clarify. but besides that there#are a couple other places i got messages from too that sound promising#this does mean i have to spend my day off tomorrow talking to people which is horrible but needs must#me
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I do not like having to go to the DMV… I do not like it at all.
#pardon my insanity#this has been a week of facing things that I do not like#large and busy airports (kudos to CVG for getting me through TSA real fast and making that part nearly pain-free though)#all the *escalators* in said airport#(I get severe vertigo on escalators… I do not like them -especially going down)#(this was actually the first time I’ve managed to get on a downward escalator since before Covid lockdowns)#went to the dentist for something a little more invasive than a typical checkup less than two hours after getting home Monday…#…the dentist made the airport seem like a cake walk#(usually not fearful of the dentist… but that’s the first time I’ve had to have novocaine shot in my cheeks and that was weird)#and then the DMV was such a pain yesterday (and online instructions prior to were different than there so I had to leave and come back)#…DMV successfully made Monday’s dental procedure feel easy!#and now tomorrow I have to wrangle my cat who is terrified of the vet *back* there because five weeks and her ear infection won’t go away#and listen to her hyperventilate and try to dig her way out of the carrier the whole drive up (which scares the ever-loving crap out of me)#she does that on Gabapentin too -it’s that bad
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#periodical life updates#genuinely about to write a whole post explaining wxs ship dynamics because they ALL work well together. i love them <33#i have a LOT to say about emurui specifically. i know the big ship in this group. i get it! people /love/ the gays. but emurui is so cool#from the small things (rui understands what emu means when she says ''BANG-POP-WOOSH!'') to big things (their parallel arcs in WxS)#just! nene and tsukasa going to be big worldly actors and emu and rui curling in on the memories in the bubble of the wonderstage#how long will it last. how long do they still have together. they don't want to hold their friends back but this was everything to them.#do you THINK ABOUT THEM!! believe me i love every connection in this polycule but i need more people to think about emurui hdkjdh#anyway moving on. i have lgbt club tomorrow and a bunch of deadlines are definitely closing in :/ ive got a lot to do and i DONT WANT TO.#i definitely want to start the queue up again ive got a lot of things in there i want to reblog <33#i want to start on that eca comic again. waughh theres a lot. there's always a lot. oh well. we'll get through it.#idk what else to update on other than ''im really busy'' ''i'll restart queue'' and ''i think emurui is cool'' so i guess thats it!!#see u ily!!
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Another n*demono Saturday so you know what that means!!! (I’m super busy again lmfao) ✌️🥴
#sad this time bc admittedly i love the kobideko part she’s soooo mean lmao#late night tonight and busy all day tomorrow oof exhausted but excited to do things!!!#i am also literally always busy around when it drops bc of a standing appointment throughout the summer so hmmMM i fucked that one up#anyway i WILL gif everything because i’m a lil fweak and i need to inflict pain upon all who witness me
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Every day, I reach new levels of absurd tasks to deal with being desperately bored
#summer camp tag#'oh youll miss it when all the kids get here. enjoy the quiet now' im literally incapable of that please give me a task#i was told id be super busy all summer so now im filled with anticipatory restlessness with nothing to do#i started cleaning the door the first day out of boredom the skirting boards handles and windows yesterday#ive moved onto walls vents and porches today and thats on top of finishing all the tasks i was actually assigned and extras#im so bored 😭#'oh camp is a technology free zone cause we want you to be engaged' well im currently engage in cleaning each and every groove of the vents#and theres no one here either!! my roommate gets here tomorrow the part time assistant is around camp#and the health centre director came in before lunch because she wasnt feeling well so i got all my assigned tasks done before she came in
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1. it’s my 24th birthday today, so my goal of being published by the time i’m 25 is now a one year looming monster, but i never specified what kind of published and am currently looking in various literary magazines that are recommended for writers who have yet to be published, so i’m surprisingly confident that i can make it work? and tbh even if whatever i write isn’t officially published before my 25th birthday, if i have someone in the process of being published then i’ll be happy!! no matter what though, i’m gonna try to be proud of myself for at least giving it my best shot!!
2. i honestly love that my birthday is on the ides of march because the ides of march meme shitposting is only a thing on tumblr but it also being my birthday makes it easier to like. be excited about the ides of march outside of tumblr. like even in person i can be like “it’s my birthday! i’m an ides of march babe (:” and if someone is like oh what’s that? or if they say something along the lines of oh like julius caesar? i can be like yep!! and even if it’s a small thing outside of tumblr it brings me immense enjoyment and amusement being able to bring it up off of tumblr
3. transportation situation has been very rough since june 2023 when i totalled my car, my gap insurance are being assholes and i ended up putting my foot down on the phone with them yesterday which i’m pretty proud of because i am NOT a confrontational person (something i’ve been working on this past year, so seeing some improvement with my ability to hold my ground and not be a pushover yesterday was very cool!!) i was told i’d get a response from them by friday next week no matter what, and if i don’t then friday of next week i will continue to wreak havoc upon them. but my moms car which i’ve been using since my accident broke down yesterday, hopefully it’s fixable but my parents were saying it might be done for, so trying to think of how i’m gonna get to work next week is kind of stressing me out lmao, but for now i’m just gonna focus on enjoying my birthday the best i can because i don’t want to start off being 24 with an overwhelming anxiety for something that won’t be a potential issue until monday. plus i already messaged my boss today to let her know that i’m going to do everything i can to make it work out but just so she’s in the loop and knows of the potential of me not being able to make my morning shifts (one of my coworkers said she’s more than happy to give me a ride for our afternoon shifts which does help relieve some of the stress!) and i told her i’d let her know for sure sunday so that if necessary she can have time to figure out someone to fill in for me in the mornings!
overall: life is weird and i ended being 23 yesterday with a shitty situation but a positive outlook and i am going to enjoy my first day of being 24 no matter what because honestly i fucking earned it. happy friday everyone, i hope it’s a good day for you and me both!
#aritalks#i did cry a little bit when i first woke up because i dont really know what to do about work and also i hate not having a car i can use#not only because of the work aspect but also getting my license when i was 18 gave me a freedom i didn’t have before#and i don’t like having to rely on other people just to like go to the fucking store or something yk#but then my best friend/roommate messaged me happy birthday and i was like fuck it! today is going to be a good day!#the stressful uncertainties can wait until tomorrow#also one of my best friends who hasn’t said happy birthday to me the past two years#(not intentionally im p sure they were just busy on my birthdays the past two years#and then had that moment of ‘oh shit i didnt send a message fuck i think its too late now’ which i totally get bc anxiety things yk)#was one of the first people to message me happy birthday!!#i’m also hoping to still be able to go see my mom and then stay the night at my dads tonight#so i can see both my parents and also my baby siblings for my birthday#my dads working today but after he texted happy birthday i sent him a text asking if he thinks we could still make it work#my mom is asleep still i think (she called me at midnight and left a voicemail singing happy birthday!! but her sleep schedule has been all#over the place recently so i’m waiting until 11:30 to call her which is in like 30 mins)#but she said something yesterday about driving out to me to give me a hug and also bring me my diabetes stuff that got delivered#(her house is my mailing address because i know it’s not going to change bc it’s my great grandparents house that she’s partially inhereting#when my great grandpa dies but since i have moved out of my dads my address has changed twice and i didnt have a mailbox at my last place so#just for the sake of consistency and not having to worry about important shit getting sent to the wrong address i’ve had her house as my#mailing address since i moved out of my dads at 19)#so i think i’m gonna ask her if she can just pick me up instead so i can go to her house w her and hang out with her#and hopefully my dad will be able to at least stop by with my siblings so i can see them too#i’d like to stay the night with them but if we can’t make it happen then i can also stay the night w my mom and hopefully tomorrow figure#out the car situation. might have to rent a car for a week if i can afford it? best case scenario is my moms car can be fixed but i still#dont know whats wrong with it ik there are two potential problems and one is fixable the other is not#the fixable one would cost like $150-$400 to fix depending on if we get a used part or a new one#if its $150-$200 ish i can probably afford to pay for the whole thing or at least most of it#but if its more than that hopefully my dad or one of my family members can help#and i can just pay them back in like $50 increments with my next few paychecks#just realized i said i wouldnt worry abt the car thing today and also i think im at tag limit to i’ll stop now lmao xoxo gossip girl ❤️
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