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Crushes are wild this shit sucks
#never doing this again#it's been like 5 years since my last crush#and now this guy is gonna be out of my life within the next two weeks#and i vow to never have even a friendship crush on anyone again#why would i want to want to be friends with someone if they're gonna leave my life in that between stage#where im close enough to them that i'll miss them#but not close enough that they'll want to stay in touch with me#i know he doesn't like me as much as i like him#i know it#god i would talk to him for hours#or just sit with him in silence#because it's never awkward#it's just comfortable#im going to miss him so much#and that is so silly#i made it 25 years without him#knew him for 4 months#met him in person < 15 times#and now im gonna be sick because that's all i'll ever see him#absolutely unhinged#ridiculous#i feel like a teenage girl
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Leo learns something about himself 🏳️⚧️
Based roughly on this old post.
Bonus:
[Leo is taking the fact that he was born biologically female simultaneously very well and also not so well but overall he’s mostly coping with the fact that it was Draxum that just essentially gave him the turtle equivalent of ‘The Talk’.]
#rottmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rottmnt leo#rise leo#trans leonardo#trans leo#rottmnt headcanons#turtle art tag#rise draxum#happy pride everyone~#if you’re wondering why there’s no backgrounds that’s because my files got messed up so just blankness in the bg sorry#but yeah!#this is forever and always my fav headcanon for Leo it makes too much sense to me#I wanted to make sure I got it done in time for pride haha#I don’t know if it’s obvious by the end but Draxum ran off because he was for once doing something nice for Leo#that being leading him somewhere else not in front of everyone so Leo can process the fact that he was born female in peace haha#(but he also just - wanted to avoid the ensuing awkward Talk as long as he could lol)#“how would Leo NOT know’’ he had an inkling but never thought much of it because he’s a teenage turtle mutant with no access to healthcare#also yeah that’s splinter’s hand at the end there I just KNOW he’d want those pics#also also - Leo here can technically be trans or even intersex in some way too#both is good#making this made me remember why I never do color#at least for comics#it just takes sooo long#but it was fun and worth it for my fave hc#this is like the first time I’ve drawn Draxum and man he’s kinda hard to draw#also their sizes are just 1 2 and 3 because Draxum had a simple system in place for sizing his subjects#(aka I was too lazy to think of anything else to put there)#also dunno if anyone noticed but look at Raph’s paper and look at his baby’s self’s photo
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Okay future boy. They should hang out.
(Jefferson completely absorbing everything his Spider-man says is peak. Miles, all your dad wants is to listen to you. Water you doin'?)
#Honestly I hope the Morales family never finds out about the canon event thing or the chase because imo that's the funniest outcome by far#Rio and Jeff be like “Another Latino Spider-man! :)” meanwhile Miguel is taking guilt damage from Earth-1610 like it's a poison swamp level#The Davis-Morales Special of trying to play it cool while being awkward as hell#my art#jefferson morales#miguel o'hara#miguel ohara#atsv fanart#atsv miguel#spider man 2099#across the spiderverse#speculative btsv?#spider man#atsv#jefferson davis#spiderman 2099#In this scenario the Spot ended up thrashing Spider-Society so badly they couldn’t do anything to enforce Jeff’s canon event#So Jeff is alive telling everyone “It’s great that Spider-man brought all his friends to help fight that Holes guy.”#spiderman across the spiderverse#spiderverse fanart#across the spider verse
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Me: See, when Cloud asks Aerith if she and Zack were serious and she responds "Not really", she's not actually lying. While obviously she loved him and he loved her, Zack wasn't really a loadbearing part of her life, and with the hindsight of being an adult she can look back and acknowledge how little their lives intersected. However, Aerith was and is a much more important person to Zack, because she was basically his only friend outside of Shinra, and representative of the life he should have been leading instead of being a child soldier. Their interactions throughout crisis core are baked with a sense of normalcy, something Zack is in desperate lack of, so he views his relationship with her as the only thing "safe" from being in the military. That's why, when his life of being a SOLDIER crumbles around him, the only thing he can really think of is reuniting with Aerith. Aerith is the only haven he had away from it all, and stands for the domesticity he has been so violently robbed of. Aerith is the personification of his dreams, in much the same way Cloud is the personification of his honor, and his mindless chasing and protecting of the two represents Zack trying to cling to the last shards of his identity he has left.
My coworker Jeff: I see. And those reports I asked for?
Me: Irrelevant.
#I'm really obsessed with the coexisting truths that aerith wrote 89 letters to a ghost of a man#but describes their actual dating as 'not that serious'#I love Zack desperately and lovingly pursuing Aerith through like 3 layers of reality#because he realized he was placing her on a pedestal and in actuality she never existed in safety#I love how awkward and silly and childish all their interactions in cc are#and I love Cloud and Aerith both buckling under the pressure of being the two people Zack loved with his last breath#final fantasy#final fantasy vii#final fantasy 7#ffvii#ff vii#ff7#ff 7#crisis core reunion#crisis core#compilation of final fantasy vii#final fantasy vii crisis core#final fantasy 7 crisis core#ffvii crisis core#ff7 crisis core#zack fair#cloud strife#aerith gainsborough
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dumb idiot british teanagerss

:3 meow
tom n jon centric follow up..comic.. doodles..if that tickles ur fancy.. teenaged conflict
#hadd this ready in my drafts..12am is an inherently funny time yo post#Edward Aurum how I love thee so... professor cooked#tord inclusionary bfmt art(CRAZY!!!)#theres a followup to this with the blue fellows but ots kinda long soo.... posting later🫡#I say as the no one cares patrol grabs me buy the collar and shakes me#gross awkward non offical tordedd#ew tord#tord ew#tordedd#edds a sad sweaty greasy little man#tord is too thats why their perf for each other awh!!!!!#unrequited mutual crush because their les incompetance#implied mattmark in the bg ONCE dw about it.....#ew tom#ew edd#tom ew#edd ew#eddsworld#tom eddsworld#edd eddsworld#i was lowkey lying about not thinking about tordedd because sonetiems i do when i talk to my romantic thing because he likes tord/deragator#/deragtor..dy.....deragtordy.....lol#bro got kicked from the function#NEVER invited to house parties after that poor little unc...#smuggles bacon from matts house because quote un quote#“matts rich!!! I'm poor and look at him hes not gonna eat it anwyays 🙄”#like...tord noo you can't..say that. not nice..#teaanagerzz#edd is a constant crash out
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Don't fidget, everything will turn out beautifully!
Пробую разные стили, чтобы понять, в каком буду рисовать печеньки и при этом стараюсь не сойти �� ума по голденлили
I'm trying different styles to figure out which one I'll draw the cookies in, and at the same time I'm trying not to go crazy about GoldenLily.
Я пытаюсь проникнуться обреченным юри а руки сами флаф рисуют, это как называется?
I'm trying to get into the doomed yuri and my hands are drawing fluff by themselves, what is it called?
#art#digital art#fanart#cookie run kingdom#golden cheese cookie#goldenlily#white lily crk#white lily cookie#WL is uncomfortable because she doesn't understand what GC is doing#and also because golden cheese has no personal boundaries#Lili blink if you are being held hostage#Golden Cheese likes that Lily never resists her antics#even though she knows she is uncomfortable#gc really likes making wl feel awkward#although in most cases she doesn't even realize she's doing it lol#my friend wants ShadowVanilla from me#help
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I love your art so much. There is something so distinctive about how tender and warm you draw Vasco and Machete and I love it all it just makes my heart melt. I love the dynamic of the catholic queer identity you have for them it's so distinctive and you do it so well. Keep up the amazing work, you are honestly one of my favorite if not my favorite artist you bring me so much comfort with your work.
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#I can't really articulate how much it means to me to hear all of this#all of this Vasco+Machete stuff is something that had been stewing within me for years before I started to draw and post it publicly#I distinctly remember feeling so embarrassed and awkward and reluctant to share my OC lore and such#because I was certain that the religious angle would make it instantly unrelatable and unpalatable#or even upsetting to some viewers which isn't my intention#all of these aspects are significant to me personally but I genuinely didn't think that catholicism history furries and queer themes#would be a combination that so many people would be willing to accept and examine so readily#let alone find comforting and worth engaging with#answered#porchpoltergeist#I'm still fighting the “oh no I'm so cringe aren't I” dread on a regular basis#I suspect it's never going to go away entirely#but that might be the cost of letting a bunch of people see you do something you're unironically passionate about I suppose
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DAREDEVIL: BORN AGAIN | 1.09
You asked me for a favor. I did it.
#Daredevil Born Again#ddba spoilers#Frank Castle#Karen Page#Kastle#Daredeviledit#Daredevil Spoilers#Not Revolution#GIF set#Mine#He blinked first.#(I JUST WANT THEM TO BE HAPPY. IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK? Let them kiss.)#Credit where credit is due - I don't always agree with the creative choices or the writing but the actors all clearly love their characters#and put alot of time and energy into portraying them with a more realism (and sincerity) then you'd expect for a superhero show#And Deborah and Jon go above and beyond for Karen and Frank.#I did not mean to love either of them and I did not know either of these characters before Daredevil was on Netflix but they made me fall#in love with them as individuals AND as a pairing. That whole tortured we can't be happy in this life sh*t is always going to f**k me up.#She challenges him & he meets her beat for beat. He's attentive. Sweet. A little awkward. He's head over heels for this woman who's always#5 minutes from running into danger with little to no hesitance or self preservation. Which is ironic because he doesn't give a sh*t about#his own survival and is merely existing as a form of spiteful vengeance at this point. Hoping to take out as many people as he can on his#way out. And what strikes me about this scene is his need to keep his hands busy. The way he looks up and then away again before deciding#not to let her have the last word. Because letting her walk out - thinking he doesn't care about anyone - would be a mistake.#He never knows the last time he's going to see her. Not the way he lives his life. So it matters. SHE matters.#And she needs to know it.#(But seriously would it kill the writers to just let them makeout once? It's beyond teasing at this point. It's reached bullying.)
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Happy to announce that I finally settled on a gang name for "the mafia", so I can fucking finally stop calling them "the mafia":
LOS VARANOS


Those are just some goons with canon appearance but holy hell we desperately need some more diversity in here......and tattoos.
The name Los Varanos (which is spanish for monitor lizards btw) is a little nod to my Atrea version of Rod. Monitor lizards are nasty fuckers and I thought it suits the gang.
I had some fun with finding cool fonts for the name. Some members 100% have one of the Fraktur fonts tattooed.








I could talk about the gang all day.
#matt endearingly calls them Los Varanitos sometimes btw (cute version)#and matt is in the background because he never actually officially joined the gang but they know him he is always kinda involved#after their relationship is out in 2.1 rocket-rick even calls matt the first gentleman so... he is kinda sorta a part of the gang#for those wondering about m2 having the same last name: they introduced themselves as brothers so nobody asks questions why they're close#that was before they got together#they had a some very awkward explaining to do when they were caught sleeping in the same bed later#death note#concept art#fanart#rod ross#rashual bid#rash#glen humphreys#glen#jack neylon#kal snydar#kal#mello#matt#mihael keehl#mail jeevas#miles jeevas#gang#mafia#los varanos#los varanitos#lineup#character lineup#dn au 2.0#dn au 2.1
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Soulmates AU as playing cards, part two: Copper Crests and Silver Stripes
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#well I finally got the middle bit to be centered! ....but I completely gave up on making a decent background to the picture#its supposed to be dathomir that's all I got fellas#star wars#jedi fallen order#cal kestis#nightsister merrin#merrical#soulmates au#and they were soulmates (omg they were soulmates)#btw in case you were wondering 'hey jess why does cal look like he's not wearing any shirt under his poncho'... well he's not.#long story short the one shirt he did have got ripped up and since nightbrothers don't seem to wear shirts a lot it never exactly#occurred to merrin that he might WANT another shirt and he was too polite to ask her to find one for him so he just... didn't.#he's glad he stumbled across that poncho though because things were getting a liiiiittle awkward#(merrin was checking him out)#jessica's art
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Gideon’s greatest appeal is that she’s so hot, right? She’s a tall, buff woman with a easy smile who’s the best at what she does and she also loves getting bossed around. She literally wants a woman that will tell her what to do and be appreciative of that.
Despite that she has NO GAME. Zero. Zip. None. She couldn’t seduce a woman if she actually tried too. If a real woman walked up to her and flirted she would blue screen, get freaked out and walk away. The fact that Harrow is obsessed with her is hilarious if only because Harrow has so much game despite everyone saying she’s a wet rat.
#the locked tomb#gideon nav#harrow nonagesimus#griddlehark#Gideon would never be popular#she’s too weird damn you#she’s not just shy#she’s also just so fucking awkward#She thinks she’s confident but that’s because she’s only been around like three people
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I might be wrong, but didn't Roy also first meet Jason when he was 15 and Roy was in his 20s?
I've always thought their ship was kinda weird.

my little brother is only two years younger than me, but with the way our birthdays fall, he was three years behind me in school. so when i was a senior, my brother was a freshman. (for anyone not american: when i was 17, he was 15, but the age gaps between a freshman and a senior are usually a little larger and developmentally, it's a big deal.) we were both in band together and both pretty well known pretty fast. which meant that other freshman felt comfortable to go up to me and talk despite me being a senior (which was fine, because i was a section leader and i wanted all freshman to feel comfy enough to ask me questions and talk). and sometimes, that conversation would be about my little brother, asking if he was in a relationship and blah blah blah. THAT was adorable to me (with context, my brother was a little shit in middle school but when he got to highschool he suddenly decided he wanted to be a downright gentleman and got super embarrassed by this so i often teased him LMFAOO)
however. there was ONE person in my grade (that i was close friends with!!) that said "if your brother was a senior too, I'd date him"
shit was NOT CUTE. i was flabbergasted. i was appalled, even. even as an innocent comment, it freaked me out and i went full big sibling mode. tore that person a new one because that's literally my baby brother what the hell are you talking about????
now imagine that the age gap is even larger? nah, if it was my little brother the person would be DEAD. even if we were close friends before then. which is why im confused why the Jayroy ship is as popular or accepted as it is... like i know the batman fandom are fucking weirdos (looking at batcest shippers you fucking freaks i hope you feel embarrassed and shamed) but this ship slipped through the cracks i think and not everyone is aware of that age gap or why it's weird. at most i've seen people comment about dick being like "you're dating my little brother??" but not like. in the way of "hey what the fuck that age gap is fucking weird" and instead as "you can't date my family!!" ummmmmmmmm
#and it's weird because these same people will understand that dick was an adult when jason was itty bitty#so wtf y'all#they're good as a platonic pairing#also this applies to Kori and Jason too#and this isn't even bringing up that jason is mentally behind because of his death#he's not extremely far behind or anything#but it's enough that jason is like what a year or so behind? because 6 months dead + coma for a year i think?#and he was 15?#so he comes back as like 17 but mentally he's stuck grasping with his 15 year old mindset#the artists and writers that had jason look like a grown man and not a 17 year old... ill never forgive you#the damage that caused his reputation...#someone needs to redraw the panels of his appearance as red hood (and titan's tower) but with jason still having some baby fat to his cheeks#like actually looking his age#cause 17 is already an awkward age to be#because you feel neither kid nor man#but it's WORSE for jason#he was in fact. just a kid.#jason todd#roy harper#dick grayson
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THE MOMENT NAOMASA REALIZED THE EXTENT OF WHO ALL MIGHT ACTUALLY IS
For refrence; a side by side comparison of how Naomasa knows All Might vs how Toshinori is when he actually lets loose
#bnha#my hero academia#yagi toshinori#naomasa tsukauchi#it was at this moment naomasa realized#toshinori isn't just a good guy who wants to do good#but an absolute freak of a man who NEEDS it#the first time in Naomasa'a entire life he's seen Toshinori's eyes actually light up and him smile out of sheer euphoric joy#and he's realizing he really never had a chance at keeping Toshinori out of the battle#he's realizing nobody ever had a chance at getting All Might to back down and accept retirement#Toshinori is awkward and soft spoken among people#for he does not know how to fit in there#he tries but he always seems a bit uncomfortable or distracted#but there- right there- Toshinori is THRIVING#Toshinori is a deranged feral individual who is damn right terrifying#naomasa is realizing that the entire time everyones been unaware how much of a monster the symbol of peace really is#because toshinori is tame#he's on their side#he's the symbol of peace and hope#it's like thinking you have a pet golden retriver#only to realize you have a dog that's built to hunt bears#and watching your once percieved golden retriever#tear into a monstrousity that had you quacking#like its the most natural and right thing in the world to them
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Thank you.
#enthusiastic VS relieved VS reserved#in case you were wondering if I was still thinking about Pete and 'Thank you' that I talked about the other day#what I love here is how awkward Pete looks in all of the above gifs#genuine expression looks weird on him because he's not used to it#he's been a non-person this whole time how could him showing his actual emotions to someone be anything other than slightly off?#I love him so much#I'll probably never stop loving him#and I like it that way#pete saengtham#vegaspete#gifset
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ch2 javi gives boaz a chili pepper leaf once as a treat (because javier himself loves chili peppers) and the capsaicin gives him a tummy ache but javi doesn’t know that capsaicin is bad for horses so he has no idea what the problem is and is freaking out a bit so he very incredibly begrudgingly drags himself to kieran, whom he knows probably will have an answer, and kieran is like “he just has a tummy ache, he’s okay :)” and javi is so unbelievably embarrassed but kieran was so nice to him that he’s also a little … charmed ?
#kieran’s kindness will never fail to fluster javier imo. javier is so angry and resentful towards him in chapter 1/2 because of the things#e projects onto him and then kieran will speak so kindly to him and do favors for him without even talking to him once (cleaning his saddle#feeding boaz or giving him treats/treating boaz’s little knicks or even giving him burdock root and medicinal treats that make him stronger#and healthier/one time he even woke up to find kieran wiping a little dirt off of his boots (javier initially wanted to hop up and accuse h#m of tampering with them or even stealing them but he lied still with one eye cracked just a little because he wanted proof (javi doesn’t t#ink he could get away with killing kieran over just seeing him TOUCHING his boots for a split second) and all he finds him doing is using h#s saddle brush and leather oil to brush and shine some dirt off of them. and then javi is left so confused and flustered and flattered and#harmed and even … angrier ? he’s a little awkward at first about it all LOL#so when kieran is just so soft and happy to help it makes javier so riled up in so many ways. if he were a horse he would pin his ears back#and buck out in a field just to get all of that energy out. since he is not a horse and cannot buck it out it makes him feel like he’s goin#to explode.#was going to actually write this but i don’t have the energy and likely never will so im posting it as it is ❤️#anyone else out there feel free to steal this idea from me i lowkey need it bad#i may write it some day possibly but the chance is low. god i hope this psychiatrist im seeing soon can help me. lord have mercy#rdr2#red dead redemption 2#text#hero's talking to himself again#kieran duffy#javier escuella#javieran#hero’s javier#hero’s kieran#hero’s javieran
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more phoenix wright situations
#ace attorney tag#maybe i should tag this narumitsu or something. but i dont really care.#gearing up to rereading/illustrating bits of my fic i suppose...i think nick really is too dense to realise he's in love with edgeworth#without some scheming fop trying to intrude. i love villains like kristoph..villains can be fun..witnessing their pathetic folly..#or more like edgeworth would never have mentioned his feelings ever in his life if he wasn't sure phoenix reciprocates.#i want to see it this way because Falling in love during childhood with the person you're going to end up with. is not relatable#there have to be Situations that make you Realise.#as with orufrey i adore the idea of people not working out their romance with that person until their 30s+#but... i mean. even with orufrey i often think how alaira could be qifrey's ex. and oru having been pursued by noble fops through his work#there is that delicate sliver of time before orufrey start living together that such believable situations could have happened.#Then the relief of politely and amicably extricating themselves from those untenable situations#the idea of falling in love age 7 and saving your first kiss for age 35 or something is all very well but more relatable is#people realising how they really feel whilst trying something that ends up feeling wrong.#The comfort and joy of living with your dearest one as if it's platonic - much preferable to trying anything more with anyone else.#But i doubt i will ever portray that or mention it further. it is indeed very delicate to me.#and i really am an OTP FOR LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! kind of person who can barely bear to consider this anyway...NOT a polyshipper i'm afraid !#so i wouldn't mind either if they do have their first kiss in their lives age 35 with each other either. I would not mind that at all.#i love bi/gay couples apparently... bi father figures & their grumpy gay men waiting for them to work it all out...#not used to using colour in comic-style drawings..or at all..so this is messy and awkward looking..but colour is refreshing#i imagine i will go back to witch hat art soon btw. my destiny in life.#i still remember writing my nrmt fic expecting to write their first kiss & then partway through twas like Umm No. They have kissed prior.#does that really line up with this comic though... i think i had their early dinner dates/first kiss BEFORE disbarment.#so i guess this comic doesn't line up with my ficverse.... No..... U___U Oh well. sorry kris! <3
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