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I'm fully aware that there may at some point be a resigned reblog of this post with the predictable consequences BUT I'm calling shenanigans on the fanfiction trope where if you tell your friend you're in love with them and they're like anything except ecstatic and everything gets weird and awkward and messy and bad because it turns out if your friend is also super audhd and depressed, it's basically like. fine. you csn just be normal about it. cause like nothings changed for me yknow. I already knew that information and if the relationship status and behavior around each other is continuing unchanged then it's just fine?? idk it's just like I've been having a LOT of experiences and realizations lately that are like gasp omg just like my stories because for a long time all I had was fictional characters but this particular thing I'm like hm this is not at all like my stories am I just super autistic about this or is everyone crazy
#I learned how to talk watching stand up comedians#and I learned about relationships from fiction and fanfiction#it's so strange and novel and wonderful and weird this process of like....#choosing to be more deliberate#I think that's what I'm doing#figuring out who I am so I can do that on purpose#I've always believed that the version of yourself that you present to others is just as true as the one in your head#because actions have meanings and that version IS the real you to the people who experience it#but I've been so. closed off and guilty and shame-wracked and too much and not enough for so long#it's like I'm finally figuring out what I like instead of just what I can tolerate#be less. passive.#it's a work in progress
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is it just me but it feels like five got dumbed down and nerfed the most in terms of his powers? Five didn’t see Ben steal the marigold, he didn’t figure out the CIA was part of the keepers but Luther did? What? No hate to Luther at all, I love that oaf but it doesn’t feel like FIVE!
Not to mention he was the ONLY one whose powers weren’t working or he couldn’t use to his advantage? Like what? Five? FIVE??? He should’ve figured out the teleporting thing. He should’ve figured out the subway. One opportunity I think the writers didn’t use is as the seasons progress five gains a deeper understanding of time travel and he’s able to figure it out more and more, so it comes full circle from s1 when he got stuck in the apocalypse because he didn’t understand time travel, but they don’t do that!! Like is this the same five who figured out what the sigil was in the s3 finale?
One reason I loved five was his intelligence but it doesn’t feel like it in s4
#also like. his snark was gone#he was calmer which you could say was because of its Been 6 years#but like. they don’t show us what happened in those 6 years#the umbrella academy#number five#five hargreeves#this is a half assed post bc my thoughts are kinda jumbled up sorry lol#he was just more. passive this season? less proactive?#and less observant#like it was Lila’s idea to stop Ben from going on the mission#and that’s fine. but it didn’t really feel like five#if they let him figure out time travel the plot would be over if#ig*
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Laios' artwork + dorm tap and combat animations for the Arknights x Dungeon Meshi collaborative event "Delicious on Terra"
#arknights#dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#delicious in dungeon#laios#laious touden#skill 2 being him screeching is so funny lmaoooo#his entire kit is hilarious#i can't even say he's a bad operator at all he's just a meme#anyway he has one less animation for some reason#i'm assuming skill 1 is a passive skill that is always active given the description so the animation is not that different#from his normal (off-skill) animation (i guess the swirls are only there when vigor activates)#but still in the trailer kensuke runs away from him (which is the part where he can't attack when a leader enemy enters the map)#so i'm confused as to why they decided to not post a preview of that#but whatever i guess
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anyway one thing i think TDP does very very well is how it uses visual storytelling so strongly to indicate character mindset(s) and progression
Claudia's hair is the most obvious example - we don't need to be told she did something fucked up in 3x09 to bring her father back, because as soon as we see more white hair we know, from context and worldbuilding clues, that she did. It allows a lot to be communicated but not directly told, and it carries weight accordingly
Then there's more subtle ones - the sun being behind Janai when she steps up behind the horn ruins vs Karim not having one, because she is the true and fair queen and he is not, as well as her being right in how she handles matters legally and him being wrong in how he handles matters (il)legally.
There are also examples of Rayla's S1 binding - she's literally uneven/unsymmetrical and subsequently off-kilter - as a chain she has to be freed from, and how Callum has the golden bars around his wrists in his arc 2 design that also look like he's wearing permanent quasi-chains (because of course he is)
The crown of Katolis is a literally broken circle/chain, Aaravos walking around being literally heartless, how certain spells appear and a perpetual emphasis on circles (people being surrounded, objects, etc.)
There's a lot being communicated and is one of the reasons, I think, the show is so rich because our brains take it in subconsciously if nothing else, and then we can notice it more consciously on rewatches and subsequently appreciate it, and it just adds to how many layers are on screen at any given time
#tdp#the dragon prince#mini meta#appreciation#mine#text post#tdp meta#callum's character design in general i.e. being the only one not predominantly in red in the royal fam#indicating that 1) he feels kind of out of place and 2) blue is a passive/less exuberant colour#and esp in s1 he's a lot more doubtful/worrier than ezran#meanwhile in arc 2 all the kids (most evidently him and ez) have outfits that mirror their 'parental generational foil'#callum gets viren ez gets harrow and rayla gets runaan (now reinforced by her having the bow)
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Tudor Nightmare
sister piece to THIS piece of Tudor Dream <3
side note, i KNOW the arms/sleeves on the closer up drawing are odd, i literally COULD NOT figure it out and this was the closes i got before i hurt to much to give a shit so.
#tudor#undertale au#undertale#undertale au fanart#nightmare#nightmare sans#dreamtale#dreamtale sans#passive nightmare#passive nightmare sans#dreamtale nightmare#tudor au#tudor fashion#on a note#youve probably seen im not as active very recently as i normally am#im going through some pretty bad hits of pain recently so getting up to do art hurts alot#so ive been avoiding it#hopefully it eases a bit and i can continue with some bits ^^#its been slightly less bad today some i managed to sinish this so HOPEFULLY-
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Dream if you don't give me the weed paint in TWO SECONDs i'm gonna BEAT Y
- ALT - DREAM: Look, I understand you wanted it DREAM: But you really shouldn't take stuff that isn't good for you BILL: NUH UH!!! DREAM: (i'm going to fucking kill this bitch one day)
- IDK - Moving my rambles in tags, also depending on if I finish another ask today I might double post!! AWESOME!!! (the next post I wanna do might be a bit difficult cuz I wanna make it a gif BAJFBH)
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#Silly Ask#I'm almost finished with another ask and then I'll move onto another ask that made me go “holy shit I need to do that STAT!!”#Not really proud of how I drew front facing this time but WHATEVER!!!!#I struggled too hard on Dream's hands to the point where I said “fuck it we ball” and just decided to not re-drew anything and keep it as i#you're welcome... *sobs*#OMG Bill sans jumpscare!!! also AHHH sorry any recent asks I got#Also I like the idea of Dream absolutely HATING Bill#I think it's funny BAJHFBD (and also sense in ATDV Dream is a bit less positive (NM is passive but yeahh))#BY THE WAY#In case I ever stop doing daily posting just know that this blog wasn't intended for daily posting!#I just draw what I have time for (and I have a LOT of time)#But sooner or later I'm gonna have less time </3#I'm working on them RN!!! I just finished this one earlier#ask the druggieverse#atdv#dream#dream sans#bill#bill sans#undertale#undertale au#utmv#utau
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me: avpd is something i’ll have forever. even if i learn how to manage it and accommodate it, it’ll always be part of the way my brain works and i’ll always have to deal with certain challenges that come with that. i have no interest in trying to reach “complete recovery” because that would require fundamentally changing my brain, and i would rather stay myself and learn how to live a good life with the brain i have.
my avoidance: starts becoming more prominent again after a period of time where it was easier to live with, resulting in the return of a lot of feelings i’d gotten used to not feeling so strongly, because having an easier time for a while doesn’t mean my lifelong neurodivergence has just disappeared.
me:
#i’ve been mostly dealing with more passive/less emotional avoidance lately#so those big feelings starting to come back? terrifying terrifying go away#yes avpd will be a lifelong struggle for me. yes i know and accept that. yes i am screaming crying clawing at the bars of my enclosure rn#i can understand my reality and still want to fight god for making it my reality sometimes#poss.speaks#personal#vent#avpd#actually avpd#actually avoidant#avoidant pd#avoidant personality disorder#cluster c
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Medicine Pocket and Mesmer Jr Siblongcy
Here’s why everyone should adopt Medicine Pocket and Mesmer Jr chosen siblinghood.
Certified @anonymocha cult memberrrrrr, go check out their post on Mesmer and MedPocket HEREEEEE
The short? Lives life like a wounded dog and HALLO NEW DOG AT THE DOGGY DAYCARE? FUCK YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The long is that Mesmer Jr is a deeply unwell character who’ll live with the consequences of Constantine conditioning her for the rest of her life. Constantine conditioned Mesmer to be near completely dependent on her despite the fact that she’s the source of majority of the trauma she goes through. From her graduating class dying, putting her in the rehab center so young, letting her near there at an even YOUNGER stage, basically training her to make her arcanum solely focus on something that’s actively hurting her. Even if Mesmer was taken away from Constantine, she would go back to her because in a world she was purposefully not taught to cope in, Constantine is a comfort. Even if she’s the cause, Constantine makes everything in order again for her. Trauma responses don’t have to be rational and Mesmer shows that. At the end of the day, Mesmer is closer to a wounded dog than a person.
LUCKY FOR HER HER CLASSMATE LOVES DOGS
Mesmer Jr who's used to being able to blend into the background next to Vertin and the others.
Medicine Pocket who goes up to Vertin’s group to ask if they wanna go run around in the grass. Medpocket and Vertin who run around for a while and then Sonetto joins them, then Matilda before noticing someone's still on the benches near the buildings. So they go up to Mesmer like “:D Why aren’t you coming with us, are you injured or something??” (We both know medicine pocket’s rude ass was absolutely a no filter child) and Mesmer Jr who already has anxiety up until that point esp around strangers, avoids talking to MedPocket.
Mesmer Jr who gets confused why this person is randomly talking to her, and even more so why they're so rude.
Medicine Pocket who refuses to give up on making everyone in the friend group accept them “I gotta be apart of the pack!”
Mesmer Jr who tried to avoid getting caught in the whirlwind of energy Medpocket stirs up in the group.
Medicine Pocket who notices assigns an animal (fursona) to everyone in the group and realizes Mesmer is the most like a dog in the group [Vertin is a cat (friendly but never truly tamable) , Sonetto is a Fox (sorry Pupnetto), and Matilda is a bird]
Mesmer Jr who just as on guard as MedPocket is observant and always looks over the group to check everyone is still there.
Medicine Pocket who approaches Mesmer like a scared dog: always alerting when they’re coming close, offering snacks, making sure to sit in their group during lunch time.
Mesmer Jr who's wary but still a kid like all of the others and accepts their snacks. Barely registering as MedPocket started taking the seats farthest from them in the group while still talking to her.
Medicine Pocket who tries sitting next to Mesmer while the others play outside again before noticing she seems too uncomfortable that close to a stranger
Mesmer Jr who's still jumpy around strangers but is slowly warming up to this weird kid.
Medicine Pocket who then tests how close they can get without her feeling threatened by a stranger (it’s Medpoc sitting on the ground on the other side of the bench)
Mesmer Jr who doesn't notice the way Medpocket is getting closer each day but feels something is off.
Medicine Pocket who spends weeks getting closer each day talking to her as she listens until she doesn’t even notice them getting closer each day (it’s literally only 20cm closer)
Mesmer Jr who's already integrated Medicine Pocket into her schedule without realizing their chaos brings her a weird sense of peace.
WRAHHHHHHHHHHH WEIRDO SIBLING DUOOOOO
Unwell genius duo, the MeMe siblings. Mesmer Jr unironically gained coping with her anxiety despite Constantine exasperating it via Therapy Dog. (Years later, after Vereinsamt, Vertin comments about how she got a therapy dog and Mesmer bites back about Pupnetto.) Mesmer Jr has uncurable anxiety which she herself knows is too bad to be around others that stress her out, but if she grew up with MEDPOCKET?? I just know she'd be much more comfortable in the world cause she has another rock besides Constantine. On top of it, if that person was MEDPoCKET? Resident biter, literally ate their rulebook, their office sign has bitemarks, and they threatened to bite Laplace's DIRECTOR. Medicine Pocket is the perfect chaos to calm Mesmer down. Medicine Pocket IS an irrational arcanist but they make sense and they're very caring and considerate to their friends which is why they're so close in the main storyline. Mesmer isn't the slightest bit uncomfortable around them so if they GREW UP TOGETHER? Mocha by god I think you cracked the code cause this feral therapy dog is about to save Mesmer Racism Jr from so many bad habits and hurt later on. They'd really be each other's comfort and chaos and I love that for them.
Constantine : It's time for your internship with the rehab center, Mesmer Jr. Medicine Pocket, stanced up after sensing she's having a panic attack at the idea of going : 👁️👁️
#honeystar#reverse 1999#reverse: 1999#also mp would get so much more skill in passive aggression it be so funny#like mp NEEDING to be less feral during a budget approval and mesmer taught them to side eye#Madam Z catches it from across the room and almost laughs out loud (think borzoi look)#mesmer jr reverse 1999#medicine pocket reverse 1999#medicine pocket#mesmer jr
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I saw a post complaining about people acting like Betty is some kind of poor little girl taken advantage of by her situation. And while I haven't seen this happening myself, it does make me laugh to think about because like,
Ma'am, that woman nearly killed everyone in the world *TWICE* trying to save her husband, INCLUDING TRYING TO MURDER ICE KING.
That woman has a body count that nobody asked her to make! She is just! So good! At crimes!! And we love that for her!!!
#girlboss #golbboss #God-Forbid-Women-Do-Anything
#betty grof#original#hey babe what if we took turns being Twisted into beings of Madness beyond our recognition and then changed again???#hey babe let's explore the horror of changing into something even less familiar after that#hey babe how come you're the one who's less recognizable to yourself when you changed back into you while i became chaos?#hey babe why are you crying? babe?#petrigrof#simon petrikov#at#fionna and cake#fionna and cake spoilers#adventure time#let this woman destroy the fabric of reality GAWD#That's what I call fake feminism#oh you're pro-choice?? but do you support a woman's right to choose THE DEVOURING OF WORLDS??? No? I didn't think so you faker.#I support women in STEM.#I support LISTENING TO WOMEN (about their right to fucking merc a motherfucker)#i genuinely adore the flaws in Betty's character. i think she is so fantastically written.#like you wanna talk the opposite of a passive perfect bland female character you gotta talk about Betty Grof#the cw could NEVER#the mcu would sooner DIE#also we have the same taste in twinks#oh he's nerdy and clumsy and mentally ill and kind to children and funny?? i would like to see him in Situations.#[gestures emphatically at my agender any-pronouns wife that i adore]
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It's Valentines Day but it's also Ash Wednesday so uhh... some headcanons about that second thing.
Tilda wasn't super religious, but she'd drag Aaron to church every so often when he was growing up
After Tilda, Aaron doesn't actively practice religion much, but he'll do some things like get ashes on Ash Wednesday and observe lent
Nicky and Renee go to get their ashes together every year with a silent Aaron grumpily tagging along
They go in the morning after morning work out, but before their classes start, so once afternoon practice is over, they all end up with just a smudge of black on their foreheads
After living with Aaron and Nicky and a few other Christian households over the years, Andrew has gotten into the habit of not eating meat on Fridays during lent
Abby is also Christian, but she doesn't go to Church much and gets her ashes at a separate time than the Foxes
During lent, Abby will sometimes invite the Foxes over to her house for a seafood dinner on Fridays
Abby doesn't usually give anything up for lent, but Renee, Nicky and Aaron do
The girls' last year before they graduate, Renee gives up sweets for lent, and Andrew makes sure to eat twice the amount of candy around her just to be annoying
Nicky gives up alcohol and complains at least five times a day (and almost gives in on some particularly hard nights), but he manages to make it to the end without giving in
Andrew suggests that Aaron give up Katelyn for lent during a joint session with Bee, and he is not amused
Aaron ends up giving up video games, and he complains about it just as much as Nicky complains about the alcohol, but he also makes it to the end without giving in
Andrew walks into practice on Ash Wednesday and tells Wymack in a deadpan voice that he gave up exy for lent so he can't play. Wymack knows Andrew doesn't observe lent and makes him change out with everyone else, but Neil cracks up at the incredulous look Wymack has for the second before he calls Andrew out on it and that makes the extra lap (that Andrew doesn't actually do) worth it to Andrew
Neil makes a joke about Andrew giving up ice cream even though he knows Andrew doesn't officially observe lent, and Andrew doesn't talk to him for five hours out of spite
#i only briefly mentioned it but i have FEELINGS bout aaron passively practicing religion#like he grew up with it and now he'll do some things but he doesnt actively go to church or pray regularly or anything#not me projecting onto aaron again lol#but i feel like nicky would also be more passive than renee but less passive than aaron bc luther was much more religious#i like to think nicky came to peace with his religion even after growing up the way he did and being sent to a religious conversation camp#so he doesnt go to church every sunday but he still has faith#that's my hc for him#i also like the idea of other religious people on the team who dont really call any attention to it so i picked abby for this instance#im very much projecting into some of these hcs oops#oh well#aftg#all for the game#nicky hemmick#renee walker#aaron minyard#abby winfield#the foxes#andrew minyard#neil josten#andreil#nora sakavic#the foxhole court#aftg hc#aftg headcanon#all for the game headcanon#all for the game hc#also in high school i def made a joke about giving up the sport i played for lent to my coach and he found it funny
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As serious as Dove likes to pretend to be, I also want to show just how slightly unhinged her actions can seem to others. What she does may make sense in her mind, but sometimes all the others can do is watch as they struggle to comprehend her train of thought. She can also just be plain petty, but that's already very obvious.
Anyway, a good example of her behaviour is when the group meets Sandy!
Dove Masterlist:
Dive
“These Flowing-Sand metes, eight hundred wide; These Weak Waters, three thousand deep. A goose feather cannot stay afloat; A rush petal will sink to the bottom.”
Tripitaka reads aloud the stone slab on the shore of the river. Is this really the Flowing-Sand river? You thought it’d take you longer to get here, though not much has happened since your group’s encounter with that tiger and wind demon about a month ago. “I remember this place, from when I last travelled with my own master, Guan Yin.”
“Really?” Tripitaka turns to you. “Do you know of any way to cros–”
Just as he spoke, a figure leapt from the waters, a recognizable blur of indigo and red charging towards the group. Before you can mumble a word, you feel yourself being tugged back alongside Tripitaka. Zhu Bajie runs to meet the challenger, raising his rake high before bringing it down on the newcomer but before you can see anything else, Wukong drags you and Tripitaka away from the confrontation.
The moment he drops the two of you, you slap his hand away. “What do you think you’re doing?!”
“Saving your life. Keep Master safe, we’ll be right back.” The Monkey King didn’t give you time to retort before taking his needle-sized staff and extending it in his hands.
“Wait! That demon���!” The sage is already bounding towards the fight before you can trail off. Is it so hard to just listen?! With a quick exhale, you turn to the monk instead. “Follow me.”
“…Pardon?” Tripitaka frowns, more out of confusement than anything else. “But that’s where Sun WUkong and Zhu Bajie are fighting the demon.”
“I can explain everything in a moment but for now, I just ask that you trust me.” Tripitaka could stay further back and wait as well, though there was no real danger at the riverside.
With how quickly Sun Wukong sped you away, it took a bit of time to return to the riverbank. It was just as you reached the waters that the two disciples came into view, their opponent nowhere to be found. The closer you get, the more you can hear the two as they bicker.
“If you just waited, I could have worn him down enough to deliver the final blow!” Pigsy huffs, pointing accusingly with his rake to the Monkey King.
The King rolls his eyes, his arms crossed as he argues back. “How could you have expected me to wait? It isn’t my fault he was so intimidated by me.” As you approach the two with their master, the sage quickly straightens his posture, turning before you can even announce your presence. You’ve noticed him do this quite often, him and Pigsy both. Though, the latter never reacts to your presence in the same way. Perhaps it has less to do with them being demons that can feel your power and more that you could manage to get along with one and the other, well…. “What are you doing back here?! I told you to keep Master safe.”
“That is what I’m doing, now where is the river demon?” You question, looking between the two disciples.
“The moment he saw Brother Sun charging at us, he turned and fled back into the river.” Bajie explains, and you sigh in frustration. This could have been easier if that demon didn’t announce his presence by charging at your group. What did he have to gain by attacking anyone that passed by the river?!
The Monkey King quickly steps in before Tripitaka has the chance to voice any of his concerns. “You don’t have to worry, Master. We were just devising a plan to finish the demon off quickly so we can cross the river. You see, despite my skill, I am not the best at combat in the water. Fortunately though, Bajie is adequate enough to pull off what we want to do…”
You don’t wait for him to finish. You don’t even bother interrupting, it would just waste time to argue with him. Instead, as the sage explains his plan with Pigsy to their master, you set your bow and quiver down on the ground. Transforming, you begin to ascend, flying over the stretch of water. It only takes you a few moments before you find yourself at an appropriate height above the river.
Zhu Bajie is the first to look back and spot you, his eyes narrowed and confused. “Brother Sun?” The demon nudges his fellow disciple, gaze focused on the sight before him.
Wukong is quick to give him an irritated glance. “What is it, Idiot?”
“The woman is about to dive.”
It’s almost as if the pebble of realisation skips over his mind for a moment before sinking in. “What?!”
“Sha Wujing! Surface and face your master!” By the time the other two men turn around to join Pigsy in looking upwards, you’ve already transformed back, shouting before plunging into the river’s murky depths.
The three can only stand there, staring at where their companion had been just a fraction of a moment ago. Even the dragon-horse stares at the point where you disappeared into the water. However, your absence isn’t long, and when resurfacing, they find you with the very demon who had attacked just a few minutes before. Sun Wukong is the first to move, ready to jump into action.
That is, until the demon lets out a hearty laugh. “Ah, I thought my mind was playing tricks on me! You really are the dove that accompanied the Bodhisattva Guan Yin.”
“Yes, I am glad you remember me.” You nod before nodding in gesture to your fellow travellers ashore. “However, I am now travelling with your master and his other disciples, the one you were instructed to wait for. The same men you so shamelessly tried to attack earlier.”
The demon looks back to the others on the shoreline, their confusion shared amongst their expressions, his brows shooting up in worry. “Oh! I see. Forgive me, young one. I hadn’t realised you were all so close, I’ve been waiting for so long.” He chuckles, almost bashfully, like the misunderstanding was nothing more than a simple mistake.
“Why don’t we go back and you can apologise to the monk yourself.” You suggest, and the sand-demon nods.
Together, you swim back towards your companions waiting on the shore. As you hobble back onto land, looking like a drowned rat, you’re greeted by the other men with silence. Now, finally holding their attention captive, you explain. “Tripitaka, I would like you to meet your fourth and final disciple, Sha Wujing.”
“Fourth?” Pigsy echoes, and with the silence broken, Monkey interjects.
“Why in the world would you attack us?! Why didn’t you say anything??” He points to you, twisting and squeezing the water from your clothes.
You laugh at his almost exasperated tone. “I’d explain that I tried, but you are the one person in the world incapable of understanding how frustrating it can be to get through to that thick skull of yours.” A semblance of a chuckle comes from Tripitaka, and it takes a good amount of self control not to laugh aloud at the outright look of offence on Wukong’s face when he turns to face his master.
Wujing clears his throat to grab hold of their attention once more. “I would like to apologise, Master. If I had known you were the scripture pilgrim, I would not have attacked you.”
“Wait a moment, why would you say fourth?” Bajie interjects, still stuck on your earlier statement.. “Sun Wukong and I are master’s only other disciples.”
Tripitaka is the one to answer in your place, patting the side of the horse gently. “You forget Ao Lie, he joined us just before you did.”
“…The horse?!”
“Actually, he’s a dragon.”
“…” He doesn’t say anything, though the expression of unfiltered befuddlement says all you need to know.
#tsk tsk they don't tell pigsy anything#dove shouting while diving was less aimed towards sandy and more passive-agressively giving the other demons a big ol' middle finger#tl;dr is don't ignore dove when she's got something important to say#journey to the west#jttw#little dove#jttw pigsy#jttw tripitaka#jttw sun wukong#jttw sandy#sun wukong x reader
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robots
#[.art]#[.oc]#Adam#dnd#automaton#android#he is a bit like a dress-up doll to me. I keep making his outfits fancier and fancier the more I look into 18th/19th century fashion#I'm glad of how my artstyle has evolved since the first time I drew Adam because I feel like he's well-suited for this kind of drawing.#1700s automaton boy in his historically inaccurate clothing. He's so special to me. In his non-dnd version he's so passive agressive#in dnd too to be fair. But at least in dnd he's gotten less attatched to the idea of his government being absolutely perfect#character development: the robot built to praise and impersonificate the city of progress is no longer a fan of the city of progress.#he's still very much a lawful-aligned character but so is almost every character I make.
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so what actually makes sannyo your favorite character? what do you see in her that you don’t see in other characters
this image:
Im just kidding. Though she is really cute in it.
Truth be told, when UM came out I thought Sannyo was Super cool. Her "You darn fool" expression was probably the best expression in the whole game. but somehow, when the full game was out, she wasn't my favorite. I liked Tsukasa and Megumu and thought Chimata's outfit was crazy fun.
Though even then i preferred Sannyo's outfit design to everyone else's.
But Sannyo slipped from my mind due to what I'll call "Stage 3 syndrome" meaning, after the demo, Everyone likes the 3 stage demo characters for a while and pick a favorite among them, but when the main game comes out they get pushed aside really quick and people, more or less just move on to the new characters
But when I read her power and stuff in her Omake.txt she quickly became the coolest character in there. Of course she's a newer stage 3 boss so I obviously never expected to ever see her again.
(Though tbh my dislike of the smell of smoke probably wasn't scoring her any points, she was honestly at a disadvantage the whole time. I just like her enough to think it's cool when she's using her power instead. Besides, given what she says it's made of, it probably just smells like strange flowers anyway)
But then despite my assumption I'd never see her again, She appeared in Lotus Eaters chapter 29 and continued to appear occasionally after, Not only that......
She had the COOLEST, most cinematic intro in the entire touhou series. It was like 5 pages of slow walking through her Den politely greeting people, using her power, and even making aside comments with cynical gambling advice. Then meeting Mamizou at the door with a confident bow.
she's also got a crazy gap moe range of interests from obscure flowers to Dragons, proudly wearing the name Madame Komakusa, the after what is called the queen of Japan's alpine flowers.
And a crazy range of emotions. (Plus Lotus Eaters loves having her do something fun or cute in the background during her shift hours, even if the script dialog isn't calling for her)
she's mysterious, yet she's as expressive as an actual main character, she's got a range of principles, interests, and an incredibly cool gap moe thing going on. It's so rare for characters that were more or less side characters in their respective games to be this well rounded, I mean she's from freaking stage 3. But, She's awesome, adorable, and mysterious.
And it's not even a headcanon, or a fandom take on her, she is just genuinely like this in canon.
#sannyo komakusa#touhou project#lotus eaters#question response#I'm honestly really surprised she's not more popular. She embodies this character type as well as Yukari + Gap-moe bonus#Though obviously less powerful than characters like Yukari. Her presence can overtake a room when she's center stage#Like I'm certain even if she encountered someone as powerful as Yukari. she'd be just as passively sarcastic as she likes
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Traditional music theorists are so funny. They'll give an example of a chord sequence that you just should never write and it's the most interesting thing you've heard all day. If only your music sounded more like this! *plays most generic cadence feasibly possible*
#Autumn's Thoughts#been stuck in dreary theory course and I was told to water down my music to make it “less interesting”#like even the professor is aware it makes more boring harmony#had the most passive aggressive worksheet that looked like it was made like 10 years olds#straight up said “stylistic means composers didn't do it and you shouldn't to”#before explaining the only ways you are allowed to make chord progresses that even bach and mozart broke
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I think someone needs to touch some grass
Please
I know what it’s like to be angry…
thanks i'm cured 🤡
#ask me anything#ama#anon ama#anon ask me anything#i actually had a lot of fun writing that post#you're the only one making me angry anon lol#why are YOU so upset? is the wordcount scaring you?#did i hurt your feelings by having an opinion that couldn't be squished down to 140 characters or less??#knock it off with the passive aggressive gaslighting lmao you're not a hero#take your own advice and scroll past 💖
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batman confidential #1
[ID: Alfred Pennyworth walking down the stairs into the Batcave—where Bruce Wayne sits in the dark and in his costume with the cowl pulled down. Alfred announces, “Coffee, eggs benedict and The Daily Planet, Master Bruce. I took the liberty of presuming you would be taking breakfast in the cave this morning.” Alfred sets the tray down on a nearby table as Bruce silently holds a gun up without looking at him, his finger still on the trigger. Alfred gasps, “Master Bruce? That gun, is it...?” He trails off but Bruce speaks up. “The one he used. That night. On them. I took it from the G.C.P.D. evidence depository last year... there was nothing more they could learn from it.” Bruce unloads it, letting a bullet clank to the desk before he picks it up and stares somberly at it. Alfred stiffens up as he asks, “I see. And what precisely did you hope to achieve by stealing your parents' murder weapon, if may be so bold as to inquire...? Beyond an increased capacity for morbid introspection, that is.”
Bruce elaborates, “He fired two rounds. 117-grain hollowpoints... twenty-five cents apiece from any gun store. Is that all their lives were worth, Alfred? Fifty cents of ammunition...? He left four rounds in the clip, one in the breech, dropped it and ran—afraid to finish what he started. And I just stood there. Helpless.” Alfred tells him, “The good your parents did lives on, Master Bruce. And I, for one, am glad he left those final rounds in the gun. I happen to believe the world is better served for having you in it.” Bruce still doesn't look at Alfred or acknowledge the kind statement. He'll go on to explain that a young mother was murdered while he was on patrol and that he blames himself for not preventing it. END ID]
#SORRY JUST THINKING ABOUT THIS AGAIN AND BRUCE BEING SO AGGRESSIVELY BUT PASSIVELY SUICIDAL...#sitting alone in the dark thinking about the deaths he couldn't prevent. thinking about a child who will never know their mother because he#couldn't save her in time (but he did save the baby but thats not enough; itll never be enough.#he doesn't celebrate the victories on account of always mourning the failures)#holding a gun—THAT gun—and thinking his life is worth less than 25 cents of ammunition. that it still is.#blaming himself for his parents murders for so long that it carries to every stranger. he holds them all in his stupid bleeding heart.#alfred saying hes GLAD bruce wasnt murdered and all bruce can think is what use is he if he cant prevent others deaths?#why was he spared but his parents werent? they were helping the city but ‘how can i make a difference when all i do is mop up bloodstains?’#AND!!!! JUST HIM HAVING THE GUN!!!! HE STOLE IT WHEN HE BEGAN BEING BATMAN AND ALFRED NOT KNOWING ABOUT IT!!!!???!!!!#HOW MANY TIMES HAS HE SAT IN THAT DARK CAVE JUST HOLDING IT AND FEELING THE WEIGHT OF IT THAT GETS HEAVIER AND HEAVIER WITH EACH FAILURE?#HOW MANY TIMES HAS HE DEBATED USING IT ON HIMSELF? IF GOTHAM WOULD BE BETTER FOR IT?#JUST!!!!! BRUCE !!!!!!!!!!#happy sad boy sunday !!!#<- it's wednesday.#c: batman confidential | i: 1#crypt's panels#bruce wayne#alfred pennyworth#alfred & bruce#bruce & guns
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