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oddly-casual · 1 year ago

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All those people with the ‘Mikey’s gonna get bodied’ theories need to shut up bc I’m starting to believe them look at this

Why does it always feel like he’s further away from his brothers, what does this mean, I’m gonna go all Pepe Silva if y’all don’t start chilling the f out

#mutant mayhem #tmnt #tmnt mutant mayhem #tmnt mm #mutant mayhem mikey #i always felt it was weird that Mikey was taking up focus with a lot of the promo material #like even before the Movie was released Mikey was either infront of or right beside Leo when it game to promo things #and now It’s sticking out like a sore thum everywhere and it worries me #i know Mikey was the favorite turtle for a lot of people working on this project and well #yknow what happens when the writers have a favorite they’re gonna ruin this poor kid probably #at first I was like ‘ha ha that’s a cool theory but I they all have reasons nothing bags gonna happen to mikey my little baby’#‘my little pebble will be fine he’s fine’ and then I see stuff like this and I’m like ‘why he so far why are you singling him out to us-‘#guys help if he gets ran over by a car what do we do like as a fandom #what’s the contingency plan here bc I don’t know

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marsixm · 18 days ago

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no im not saying this is a unique experience no im not saying im uniquely worse off or whatever for this but its an interesting thing abt my life that i quite literally can never return to certain places from my past. like thats usually mostly a metaphor, or half true, but like for example the high school i went to was being remodeled as i went there. there are buildings i spent hours in ever day for years that just dont exist anymore, and it happened within like a year of leaving. the auditorium was even worse bc i first performed on that stage when i was like 4? its gone too. right before i moved out of my childhood home i had to move all the furniture around for a slapdash and disruptive remodel. everything is gutted and rearranged and looks different. id say barely it functions as a house but it was a hoarder house growing up, so the functionality is probably equal, except now i guess its empty instead of over-full. even the house i lived in w my friends was drastically remodeled into some kind of workshop when they finally moved. even the big tree in the front is gone. my grandmother's house had to be remodeled after it got flooded in hurricane harvey. the dance teacher & studio head i had for a decade died. like god damn the liminal spaces sure do be liminal (im sorry)

#my elementary school is still there tho #again not trying to claim this makes me some tortured soul im just commenting on something interesting that keeps happening #like if i went to visit my middle or elementary or even preschools for some reason #it would all be different and of course no longer feel like the same place #i visited the elementary school a lot in high school bc i helped teach music #again tho thats like normal #even my childhood home being different is probably a good thing considering it needed to be changed but its still weird #the high school tho? all that shit is rubble nlw #*now #im not rly someone who goes hard for nostalgia in terms of feeling like life was better in the last #*past #just always fascinated by trying to look back at what memory has skewed and the way things can never fully be known #yknow????????#and stuff like this makes it feel even further unknown #life does seem to be a lot of making up new normals as you go along #and periods of adjustment in between #u can never go back to the old house....

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writhe · 2 years ago

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#TAGS TLDR YOU CAN NEVER TRULY GO HOME BUT DO YOU WANT TO?#writing a little for d&d and having feelings about this #it was really interesting jasper and i were working on some game mechanics and we kept getting stuck at weird parts and it developed into #this conversation where we realized we experience the world #in such fundamentally different ways. like specifically talking about how paranoia #manifests and stuff but even later in a broader sense like our experiences of time and everything is so different #and they'd be like 'well what if this is something that happened to lock' and id be like 'how could that be something that anyone would #experience' and they were like 'oh because i do'#(example here was my character not realizing he had been magically transported and filling in the blank with vague memories of travel but i #was like. are you not acutely aware of every single moment you are awake and in motion even if it is excruciatingly boring. and jasper #was like. 'oh...no. i could be transported from one place to another and if time passed i wouldnt even think about having traveled or not'#which was WILD to me but then we were like 'okay i guess this cannot be something that happened to lock' because i couldnt even fathom that #but like anyway idk we got weirdly deep dive-y about d&d stuff and personal lives and i had big feelings on it bc genuinely i feel like #there are facets and caverns in myself i have only ever touched in storytelling but particularly in this campaign #and i've joked a lot about Lock and other chars in this game being self inserts #but i mean it in a good way #like the ways we tell stories or experience a world we created together is going to be through an extension of ourselves etc #but it's interesting to me to consider the limitations that brings yknow? we all live by such vastly different sets of rules and #understandings #and im writing out some stuff now and im like. yknow.#lock can never truly go home. i can never truly go home. none of us can ever truly go home #home as shifting impermanence home as transience etc #2017 levi is back apparently but hes always been right

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c0rpseductor · 3 days ago

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you know im about ready to write an educational post for dragon age fans explaining the difference between keyword search and tagging and also how rude it is to get snotty with strangers who are just idly talking about their own personal opinions bc it is consistently This Fandom where total strangers see posts of mine that are clearly just me talking to myself and decide to get on my case

#i responded politely to the person im complaining about but then i was like yknow what that actually annoyed me.#i think if im liveblogging something and feel mildly irritated about information not getting addressed right then #then essentially telling me 'umm actually it's all RIGHT THERE REALLY EARLY ON youre just STUPID'#A. does not sufficiently make your case #B. is just kind of you being an asshole #the stuff they told me about is like over an hour and a half into this video and i was bitching about something that comes up like #less than an hour in iirc #bc i found the fact that the characters just kind of don't question it much really weird and jarring #at least it was just mild snittiness and not the insane harrassment i got as a teenager for saying i didnt like adoribull #right when they introduced keyword search #my god the hellfire from 30 year old women #anyway protip: if someone has not specifically used a fandom tag on their post and it seems like kind of a throwaway comment #they probably do not want to hear from you #i hate when people use keyword search and then start talking At me about shit like im stupid no matter the topic and it happens too often

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perilegs · 6 months ago

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things that probably aren't caused by testosterone but began happening after i started taking it:

being extremely attracted to hockey players

getting squeamish easily. i used to be normal but now hearing someone talk about any surgery that touches the inside of someone's body makes me a bit faint

craving meat after working out

hair got curly. actually this one was probably caused by testosterone bc i had wavy hair as a kid and then it straightened when i hit puberty

#leevi talks #ive been on it for about 2 and a half years now #actually i want to know did anyone else get squeamish #bc i used to not be squeamish. at all. i did not flinch at seeing bone. i mean obviously i was like ''ah that must have hurt :(('' but now #it's like. getting faintheaded.#that was a weird example but i remember seeing that happen on tv in a soccer match years ago and i also talked about that happening to #someone this week so. yknow #i donated blood twice pre t (only twice bc both times were awful so i think my body personally is not meant to do that)#now i cant look when i get my blood drawn #it's weird!#its probably just lack of exposure to stuff like that but it's funny it started when i started t

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skrunksthatwunk · 7 months ago

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found out that rascal's owner took him again while i was out, and he's probably not gonna be back since the semester's almost over. i don't even know if his owner's coming back next semester, if i'll ever see him again. if he'll ever see me again. why do they wait until im not around to do this? why do they never let me say goodbye to him?

#i didnt really get to process it bc i found out when i was hanging w a friend but. im processing it now #sigh.. i dont know. i dont know.#at the end of the day he is and has always been someone else's cat. i can't control what she does with him #no matter what i think of it. she can always take him away. but every time it happens im just. im tired yknow?#it's worth it to me to have him around. i love him dearly and i want him to be in a home where he's actually cared for (which i have done my #best to provide) but he's just. not mine. and every time it happens i back up and think man. im such a sucker.#i don't think people manipulate me often. not in an ongoing way i mean. i don't think ppl see me as valuable enough to most of the time.#but damn. she really found my weak spots didn't she. free petcare courtesy of one chump who can't live without animals around. sigh #he deserves stability but he deserves love more. this weird shared custody thing is better for him i think. and frankly i also love him.#im not the priority here but my feelings are like. there. him being taken away without even telling me first hurts. i'd like to be able to #say goodbye to him. im not saying he has to stay or this has to go on but couldn't they just.. consider my feelings a bit more?#just bc you're fine with dropping your cat off somewhere for weeks not knowing when you'll see him again and not visiting doesn't mean i am #and i kind of feel like my roommate is part of this. after all it's not like his owner can just break into our room and take him #and if im always out when they do it there's a chance roomie's just shipping him off whenever she gets sick of him.#she's done it before. even after she agreed so vehemently with me about never wanting him to go back to such treatment and stuff early on.#she's been spraying him for little reason lately too. and i mean i get being a little more cautious with some things bc her neck's broken #but she's really fixated on how much he smells and bites and stuff and talks about how if i wasn't around she'd consider eating him #and then other times she's like that's my pookie. i don't get it. like yeah i tell rascal to fuck off sometimes bc he hurts me but it's not #like a hateful thing. i dont resent him for it i'm just annoyed sometimes bc he's maiming me a little. he's my baby. how could i loathe him?#so it makes me think that roomie might be blaming his transfers on his owner bc she doesn't want me to judge her #and like. this is her room too. it's not her fault she's more bothered by the smell than me. if she doesn't want to be bitten and clawed all #the time i can sympathize. i don't wanna force her to house him. but i wish she'd just be honest with me i guess #like. what if his owner decides to give him away without telling me? i'd take him in in a heartbeat. even though i know it's a bad idea.#but i'm worried he'll fall out of my reach completely. and at the very least I'd like to be able to say goodbye first. that's all.

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kandibatz · 2 years ago

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was thinkin of a shitpost and then just started unironically making hcs about these mfs playing minecraft

#it started off w me just wondering what their skins would be since im probably gonna have to draw them yknow actually playing minecraft #oh this is minimum wage gang btw. that started mc hcs #im mostly lost just bc i think it would be funny if at least one of em just had the default skin #but i can imagine kevin rick and dexter doing that #well i also feel like streb (his skin is probably just liek a bat lol) would make kevin a skin and kev would just be like “ok”#and i hc radford likes boxcutter and he would have a skin based off that but also i keep thinkin abt rick n rad w matching sleepysun skins #bc i am homo #BUT RICK JUST HAVING THE STEVE SKIN FEELS KIND OF FITTING.#and i feel like dexter would be the sort of cursed minecraft player so him having the default skin feels fitting too #not related to skin hcs anymore but dexters just included here bc i thought abt him making weird sht on mc and then when hes gone all of #that stuffs still just there and nobody wants to touch/get rid of it so it just sits there #ANYWAYS SORRY FOR RAMBLING ON A 1 SENTENCE POST ABOUT SILLYTHINGS IT WILL HAPPEN AGAIN!!!!!!#btw all of these thoughts were just prompted bc i wanted to make a joke abt them having minecraft server drama like 12 year olds

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iamthescalesofjustice · 1 year ago

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idk if anyone has done this before but da2 au where you think at first its a both twins lived au and then find out bethany died and thats actually non-warden amell posing as her. something something escaped with jowan maybe, found her relatives in lothering, sought refuge with them and when bethany ended up dying it was way lower profile for amell to take the place of her cousin than try to get in to kirkwall with them as a non-immediate family member (especially given that leandra is publicly coming in as an amell and theres a resemblance and its known revka had mage kids taken to the circle and im sure theres a bulletin out or whatever for an escaped apostate matching amells description). points if people comment on how ‘bethany’ clearly takes after her mother. leandra is not normal about it. aveline knew the real bethany at least in passing bc of living in the same town and treats this as a reason for her distrust of hawke and co and one of the reason she sabotages carvers application with the guard.

#gamlen has fights with leandra about it and both of them are uncomfortable with the situation in their own ways #if amell ends up recaptured and taken to the gallows cullen is obviously a massive threat to her #im thinking ignore the dai retcons of his character and actually yknow. look at what his creepy dao characterization and position in the #kirkwall templars would reasonably amount to in a person and have him threaten that he can have her exposed as amell instead of bethany any #time he feels like it (and thus get her made tranquil or executed) so its up to her to try to make sure he doesnt feel like it #by doing whatever he wants her to. this is actually slightly more cunning than you would expect out of this guy but he has plenty of #other kirkwall templars to ape this particular kind of plan/behavior from. it would fit really well with a bunch of the canon stuff we see.#and much in the same way that the bethany you end up with as a non-mage hawke is fundamentally a different character than the bethany that #had another mage sibling to grow up with and thus was not as isolated and in a position to blame herself for #i think an amell that ends up in this situation is not the star student of the first enchanter. i mean she couldnt fight well enough to #affect the ogre or heal well enough to save the real bethany. and she wasnt brought on the expedition despite not having leandra's 'leave #your baby sister out of this dangerous trip' happening bc as weird as leandras relationship to a #amell is its still one where if amell could be doing something to try to prove herself useful to the family she would #if she was straight up escaping kinloch with jowan i think she had reason to believe she was more unsafe than usual in the circle #and lacked the 'safety net' of the first enchanter giving a shit about her. so. probably at risk from cullen. hah wow this is a much darker #au than i first anticipated which given the initial concept is 'emotional problems from posing as her dead cousin' centric says something

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welcometogrouchland · 1 year ago

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I've decided I need to post at least some of my DC art backlog or I may actually explode and die

#ramblings of a lunatic #i have things I'm cooking #it's always weird when a new obsession takes me bc it usually is so intense that it blocks out any ability to think/talk abt-#-whatever it is I've been posting about for the past year or two #and I'm always afraid that I'm like. alienating anyone who views my blog on a regular basis #which is stupid! i know that this is my house and I can post whatever i want!#it just feels odd #especially bc enjoying comics isn't like enjoying other stuff for me. it's complicated #GAH anyway. I'm currently following along with bop + batman and robin rn (+semi following the flash??? a lil???)#(I'm one of the sickos who's actually looking forward to beast world exclusively bc of the tie-ins (like the flash). i know I'm a freak)#but like. that's two monthly series. i have to sustain myself with day dreams #and then i don't know how to externalise the daydreams. also i feel like i know too much abt canon to exist soley in the like.#the corner of the fandom that's just an echo of the source material (which is valid imo as a separate off-shoot of fandom)#but also i always feel like i don't know Enough (nor do i have enough bitterness in my soul) to occupy the mainstream more hardline-#-comic fan spaces that adhere much more closely to canon #ergo i never know like. who I'm making a post for in that sense bc I'm not sure i could slot comfortably into either camp yknow?#i should value my own opinions and interests enough to just vote for myself. and yet #and yet...#anyway. it's probably gonna be the usual slew of redesigns and doodles of C...nay Z-listers that i care about #if it does happen. which like i said. if it doesn't. i esplode

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ilostyou · 2 years ago

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lallaaalalala just some things on my mind

#this has been a rant #<- in advance. im going off in the tags. xo #getting close to making a decision abt doctoral programs is STRESSING ME OUT even tho i think ik which i'll choose #one ik will be a good school environment and will be manageable but the other has much. better training and will prep me for #literally anything i could want to do with a whole ass doctorate afterwards when im licensed #next thing. i fucking hate that i have no clue what i look like objectively lmfao. losing weight is great and all (healthy) but #it's fucking with my idea of myself even more than it ever was bc. now it's a 'bad' thing that some things look big on me #(bc THEY FUCKING ARE lol) like today i ended up buying some clothes and yay great but like. my mom was like #yeah so you can wear these instead of what. ur wearing now bc that's gotten big on you etc #and im just ksjghdf it's just a little baggy and also i like it?? but ok whatevesjkdkfdhkh i like the. new ones too im juyst. ??#just in general there's always gonna be Something yknow? annoying. anyway #next thing is that im away w family rn and lovemy fam love spending time with them but it;'s been TWO DAYS and im already #losing......so much patience with some people like. my younger cousins. im. GRR.and i love having some other people around #but we're meeting up w the rest of our group tom and we'll basically be DOUBLE in size for the next week plus and im so #nervous that i'm already at my last nerve with everyone adn that i'll be too overwhelmed/tired/etc that i won't enjoy the rest of the trip #next thing is that it's WILD graduation is literally in six weeks but so mmuch has to happen before then it's making me dizzy #other side note thing im beyond excited to see taylor and have weird anxiety about it but meh. im fucking PUMPED #another thing. it's someones bday tomorrow who ive had a Rough year with (ive mentioned stuff abt them before) and it's just. weird feeling #i dont rem if they even texted me for my bday now im curious im gonna go look lmfao but. obv i'll text them anyway #it's just ... lots of weird feeling thinking abt how much has changed in a year with them. shrug #ok maybe that's it woo

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carp-esh-ove-lem · 2 years ago

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i think me making a dropout/d20/naddpod sideblog is inevitable at this point

#ty xeph my beloved for givin me the final push to get dropout #dam i dont even remember if there was a specific thing u did xD i had been wantin to get it for a while already tbh #anyways i wanna look at naddpod stuff on here so bad but also started from the beginning and ;-; spoilers #lol it’s so weird it’s been YEARS since ive been invested in a fandom/media n cared abt (or even had the opportunity to care abt) spoilers #tbh i usually dont care but even if i did #a lot of the time the content ends up easy to catch up on yknow? limited series & books and stuff n all #or fuckinnnn yt series that u dont need to be caught up from the beginning lol #this however. i do Want to experience the story for realsies n all that #anyways. the sideblog is definitely fuckin happening imma be real #idk when i’ll stop being a coward and *nike voice* just do it #but it’ll happen it is quite literally inevitable. ive gone past the point of no return #i Do need to dwell on a url though. that may take A Bit (read: far too long)#i think i was considering maybe a silly dumb ref to andhera from acofaf #bc that was the first campaign i watched and they are Best Boy. god i fucking love andhera #but also. man idk #ikikik ik u can change urls l8r but this is How I Am *awkward smile*#i Need a silly little ref that Satisfies Me. it doesnt even hafta be a good or recognizable reference (<- historically true)#but it’s gotta be good to Me Personally bc im ~like that~ teehee #anyways screaming crying How will i ever catch up to naddpod #i mean tbf. im at ep 26 for first campaign and it’s been maybe a week? maybe under (or over??) a bit??#so theoretically it hopefully wont take me more than 2 months to finish bahumia campaign even w school starting factored in #hopefully. idk #d20 shit is gonna take 50 goddamn yrs tho xD im in my naddpod arc rn #and all ive seen is acofaf and most of coffin run. and am keepin up w neverafter ofc #and idk even which intrepid hero campaign to go for next. i was thinkin unsleeping city but like damn i dont even know for sure yet #ALSO i HAVE to watch mice&murder first now. idk if it’s any good but Conceptually im just. oh my god i need to get my grubby lil hands on it #but again. before that im In My Naddpod Arc currently and im like. most of the way thru coffin run. god i’ll finish it i promise #it just didnt Grip me as much as the other stuff ive consumed so far. i dont dislike it tho; it’s cool but brain didnt stick as hard #and im like literally one episode from finishing too. like 20 min of the penultimate and the final one thats it #anyway im evidently fuckin rambling i’ll shut up now

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exopelagic · 9 months ago

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update I have been in SUCH a good mood today and I love talking to people <3

#just met a bunch of the other biologists in different years there was a big thing and they’re so cool #I have had. just a little bit to drink bc there was wine and it was actually GOOD I don’t like wine but this stuff was like sweeter #had an actual taste and wasn’t just bitter and burny so I. maybe had like three glasses which is not a lot but I am a small man #my friend said I was normal but he’s also an unobservant straight man I know I was a little more than normal #and also definitely less coordinated (I walked into a wall.)#(nobody was watching it was fine)#it’s fine I don’t drink very often this is probably what happens. so much for alcohol doesn’t affect me very much maybe it depends on what #OH YEAH TOPSY THIS MIGHT BE EVIDENCE FOR THE VODKA BAD THING BC THIS DIDNT GIVE ME A HEADACHE #anyway. it was so fun catching up with some of these people I only see them like a few times a year #but they’re genuinely some of the nicest people I’ve met in this place #hopefully organising a thing with a few of them soon!! will be cooking for a couple people I might invite cool masters student whom I love #she’s my favourite biologist hands down I would kill for her #idk man it’s just made me remember how much I genuinely enjoy talking to people and bc it’s not the first time with a lot of them the like #initial icy awkwardness had melted and we could just be normal people and it was great #and like normally talking to people I actually have classes with it’s weird and slightly like. comparing each other feeling yknow?#but tonight the only people I had classes with who I talked to were my actual friends and then a bunch of people in other years #so it was just nice and chill and it was honestly kinda nice being able to be the reassuring older one like a few people were for me before #anyway yeah I understand a bit more abt a) why people drink at these things (the little extra confidence is nice I can’t lie)#b) this subject sucks in many ways and a lot of the people are shit here but so many aren’t and we’re just all not talking to each other #bc of the much louder incredibly annoying people in between who are much more visible #but when you do end up together it’s rlly nice and I just wish I’d talked to some of them earlier or like. more.#ms. masters I will miss you so much when you’re gone I will not be able to fill the void you leave next year but I will try o7 #also oh god yeah the freshers have personalities now it’s great I knew I just needed to give them some time #I only talked to like. threeee? but they’re rlly nice and one is coming for dinner soon hopefully I gotta organise that at some point.#maybe next term bc I don’t think I have time or the brain space to do extras this term now #but it will be at some point bc I rlly wanna talk to them all again. I’ll have so much more time next term I can do that #anyway. I love talking to people and I rlly like when I’m in a good mood I’m gonna try hype myself up more #I think I have a habit of slipping into everything sucks but when I’m not like that I can enjoy Everything. growth #anyway I’m sleeping now I’m so tired early bed goodnight <3 #luke.txt

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bittwitchy · 11 months ago

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when it comes to my ships i need them to be bleeding bang the doldrums by fall out boy out of their pores or i'm not interested

#'brina ur so active today--' i had a party but everyones sick so it got cancelled which #is probably a good thing bc my skin splitting open issue has resurfaced again so everything hurts and i'm already anemic but now its worse #so my lightheadedness aka my weird level is wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee #'brina are you okay--' this happens usually every few years but theres been years where it was every few months so #im still alive so im gonna say yes #i went to skin school to learn abt this shit and found no answers also ive been to multiple skin drs and nothin #dont know what it is dont know what to do it happens to the skin that gets the most like 'wet' ig #like underarms and thighs and stuff yknow #or inside my nose which is the wORST #bc it woNT STOP BLEEDIN #and its the side i have better airflow in rn bc not swollen #yay me health problems teehee #anyways bang the doldrums #for all intents and purposes this is arguably a joke #but most of my ships i can fit at least one line to so #i still win #if not bang the doldrums it has to be wonderland by taytay

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waywardsalt · 5 months ago

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chapter 2 is nearly 20k words lmao

#rereading it made it feel a lot shorter but i also did write the thing and know what happens #i. dont think i'll be cutting much #got this number copying chapter two out of the main doc into a new one. 34 pages at 11 point font. thumbs up #idk if it'll be posted tomorrow bc im gonna give it one more round of rereading and editing and then putting together a new link post #i think im just gonna make a new link to chapter 1 or smth. feels a little weird to make a chapter 2 post when its been a year since #chapter 1 and the chapter 1 post just got fuckin eaten by this fuckass site #salty talks #so yeah 19785 words rn long chapter in store for yall. gotta edit tags n stuff too yknow #anyways remember when this thing was new and i made a post being like hey is 15k words too long for a oneshot #lmao i used to think this'd be a oneshot

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phagodyke · 1 year ago

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my supervisor AND my manager both aren't in today so I'm just practicing shit... im boored

#ive done 2 rounds of free fatty acid titration + gonna do a round of dh spectophotometry this afternoon to mix it up...#i was meant to be working more on emc w my supervisor but cant do it without her here so. we wait #i mean its not that boring i like doing the actual work. but theres just so much waiting inbetween stages #and its not a long enough length of time to go do anything else so i just have to stand around and look busy..#yawwwn. wish i had more to do to distract me from thinking im fighting for my life defending the mental fort against le depression #tis the season innit. its weird bc on some levels im doing far better this year than i have the past few years like im managing it rly well #mainly through heavy control of how im allowing myself to talk + think abt things im trying to nip anything -ve in the bud #prevention is better than having to drag my limp cold body back out of that hole #but also at the same time. there are things im deeply dissatisfied with + cause me a lot of pain to think abt #which im having to shelve bc most of them are beyond my ability to solve. or just take time/alternative environments #and also bc ik that this time of year i dont have the mental tools or energy to dedicate towards solving anything complex #so im just. very detached from how i feel. locking that shit in the back of the freezer until spring. what can u do yknow #at least i have a job to keep me busy and make me too tired to think in the evenings. im surfing this shit fine for now #OKAY five more mins and i can take this stuff out of the incubator and go to lunch woohoo #this rambling is what HAPPENS when i dont have enough to do at work. smfh #.diaries

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dizzybizz · 11 months ago

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hai here is a sketch dump with too many fandoms :) sorry about the ungodly amount of men here i have been going through it and by it i mean gay

ok wait i ran out of tags??? it wont let me tag them all😭😭😭 im gonna have to be sparing with them uhh i guess i will have to ramble under the cut then cus i like rambling in my tags but i cant with this one 😭

(ok im back from the ramble: it is way too long.... proceed forward if you want to see some guy just absolutely talk nonsense for entirely too long)

no cus i swear i have tried tagging more stuff than this before and never hit the limit but whatever

hello i really use this like a fkn blog huh

i just wanted to provide some thoughts on the harper and rosé one first bc its important to me 😌 cus i was thinking abt harper and how in my head and heart of hearts she would be the kid who thought you get pregnant from kissing and i dont think she ever really grew out of that belief. <- this ended up spawning the idea of harper being a sex-repulsed ace and i will die on this hill actually. fight me or die, you die either way actually nvm

this is just a buncha blorbos i dont know what to tell you really. sketch pages like these always end up so weird for me bc for some reason my brain always wants the characters in them to interact in some way. whether that be talking or just reacting to what the other is doing... its something i cant stop with, its so stupid and silly and i hate it and i love it. where else would i see kabru slowly losing his mind with how loud phoenix wright is in court????

I THOUGHT I HAD GOTTEN OFF THE RAILS WITH THAT BUT THEN THE NEXT PAGE HAPPENED. and all i could do was laugh and ask "what the fuck am i drawing??? HOW DID WE GET HERE? WHY IS THISTLE HERE WITH LEOPIKA HELP" LIKE that page started with the big leopika and then i was like "man i miss thistle lemme draw him real quick" but the curse struck and now hes being homophobic so </3

i rlly like how the nic(k) page turned out ... i just have a lot of nicks i like drawing idk.. the lil guy is an oc,,, one day his ref sheet will be finished and itll be awesome but not for now, sorry baby, no can do. im weirdly happy with how the hands turned out for all of them tho?? so thats a W

yotasuke, murai, nick (youll never know which one im referring to. .. jkjk its hoult i love the pose there ehehhe), nic and the entire last page r my favs. i like em all but those rlly get me yknow- the olly too ofc but ive already posted him, dont mind him being here, hes part of the set. AND OVER ALL IVE BEEN HAVING SO FUN WITH SHADING BLACK AND JUST LEAVING SPOTS BLANK ITS SO ?`????

WHY IS THIS SO LONG PLS DONT READ ALL THIS THIS IS STRAIGHT UP EMBARRASSING AGHSDFGSDHJSGD im all like "yeah i dont like talking about myself or whatever" but as soon as i get to my process or blorbos or smth the floodgates fucking break open, not even burst man.

also dont mind how i havent even acknowledged pingas twink pokemon counterpart. hes just here for shits and giggles i dont know the guy like at all, i watched a handful of eps of horizons and that was it RIP

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