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A Wild Mobei-Jun Appears! (IAC Pt.5) (First/Prev/Next)
[ID: A Scum Villain Comic. The first panel shows a back view of Chibi!Plant Yuan watches the spirit eagle screens, the main one featuring Gongyi Xiao and Luo Binghe, to which a bubble next to him shows a :D!" face. Then the Spirit Eagle screens shatter, causing Chibi!SY to jump slightly. He turns with a concerned expression, frighteningly saying "A-Die-" As other voices scream out "What's going on???" "Lord Yue!" "What is the meaning of this?" "The Spirit Eagles!"
Panel two has Shen Qingqiu placing a hand on SY's shoulder, the other holding a closed fan with a concerned expression and saying "Stay here. Zhangmen-Shixiong and I will enter the barrier." SY protests with his fist slightly raised with a "But!" To which Chibi!SQQ points to him with an aggrieved look and states "You are to stay with your Mu-Shishu and Wei-Shishu. Understood?" Chibi!SY looks down at his fists with an "Understood" a box next to him saying "Already plotting his escape."
Panel three has Wei Qingwei and Mu Qingfang appearing behind SY to his surprise. WQW assures SQQ by saying "Don't worry. We'll keep an eye on him Shixiong." MQF with a concerned look has an hand placed on SY's arm and says "Just focus on getting the disciples to safety." Chibi!SQQ nods with a pinched look. It cuts to battle-torn Luo Binghe and Gongyi Xiao convered in various scratches and blood, both wielding their spiritual swords. LBH with a grimace states "Somethings not right..." To which GYX replies "I agree, I'm sure our Shizuns will do something-"
Panel Four is completely drawn in chibi style. A yell of "Shizhi!" startles both GYX and LBH. SQH appears with a closed eye nervous smile with his hands raised out as a bubble representing LBH goes "Shang-Shishu?" SQH replies "Ah, fancy meeting you guys here!" GYX asks "Have you come to help Lord Shang?" SQH nervously goes "Uh...yes! Of course! I'm here to get you both to-" He's interrupted by a rumble that causes LBH and GYX to tense up and stumble in confusion, LBH yelling out "What's going on?"
The final panel depicts Mobei Jun standing in front of the entrance to the Endless Abyss, an angered look on his face muttering the words "Huan Hua..." Chibi!LBH glares towards him whilst Chibi!GYX looks on with a concerned but confused look questioning "A demon lord?" Chibi!SQH stands nervously behind them, sweating with a :[ face. End ID]
#svsss#scum villain#shen yuan#shen qingqiu#luo binghe#gongyi xiao#shang qinghua#wei qingwei#mu qingfang#mobei jun#svsss au#plant baby sy au#myart#this took so long Orz#but congrats to this au for getting me to finally solidify a wqw design lmao#also in case youre wondering#the reason why gyx and lbh are traveling together is bc when lbh ran into the hhp crowd and the girls starting flirting with him#gyx was the one who told them to knock it off as he was already âspoken forâ#and lbh just went âah hes the only one here with any sense and respects my claim on a-yuanâ#so decided to stick with him as it seemed to be his best chance at winning too#poor sy he was left with his most competent babysitters đ#and rip binghe mans is just trying to win this competition to be with his crush and then a fucking DEMON LORD pops out of the ground#mxtx#blood tw
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you know before the catalogue of ships when homer is like yeah i couldnât name all these guys individually even if i had ten tongues and ten mouths and an untirable voice and a bronze heart. the thing is like. poems do have ten tongues and ten mouths and an untirable voice and a bronze heart
#i think part of why iâm often like. ehhh. about first person poems where the speaker is just thinking / saying stuff#is that a poem is capable of having ten tongues and ten mouths etc#like you can have a good poem that is just one guy! but a lot of poems just default to that and it is boring#AT THE SAME TIME i donât like poems with too many guys in it#bcs there is already the speaker and the shape of the poem and the reader and the beast in the space#and some other guys i feel like iâm missing#it canât get too crowded in there#but when the speaker is the speaker but they also have ten tongues and ten mouths and communicationâs mistakes in the magic medium are#coming out of them. yessssss#<- whatever. poetry is like possession the pythia said this#when she invented dactylic hexameter. according to pliny the elder#ATTEMPT ONE BILLION AT FALLING ASLEEP BEGINS NOW#beeps
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I had a shrink appointment today and while I could not see it I knew my doc was going through the five stages of grief while I explained my fool proof strategy for doing my t shots despite a crippling fear of needles: By abusing my vastly more crippling fear of being an inconvenience.
My mother and I play phasmophobia together every week. she usually has a pretty limited time to do this bc she's like. a doctor and a college professor whos always busy. So I asked her to just. hold me to doing them. We don't start playing until the shot is done. so my needle fear doesn't matter because now it's Wastingâą her time and I have to do it quick. Using one neurosis to defeat another.
It's a horrible coping mechanism because it's feeding the inconvenience fear, but it is definitionally a coping mechanism.
#im a 'has a panic attack during every injection or iv theyve ever gotten' type of scared of needles#no it genuinely has nothing to do with pain the needle itself is the fear not the using of it#like i told this story before but i have these sewing pins with lil bow ties on them and i had to get my dad to take all the blue ones out#because they were triggering the same part of my brain iv needles do#just the sight of them with the rest of my cute sewing pins was a problem#And the fear of being an inconvenience is so bad i cant eat around people or be in crowded spaces or talk at get togethers#without being paralyzed by fear of Being In The Way. its so bad ive been avoiding using my power chair bc it makes me take up#slightly more space than i would just standing. and i never took my manual out and about because i moved too slowly in it#and i dont take my crutches on planes despite using them everyday bc they cant fold up like my cane can and so are In The Way#one of the big reasons i dont use the chairs in stores is they have back up alarms. and i hate making noises in public#Yes this is part of the reason i want a Rottweiler for my service dog because i want people to look at the doggie Not Me.#I like people! i like being friendly and talking and making little connections with strangers!!! But i cant be the one to initiate or#be In The Way of a peaceful moment#dont look at me#this is also a big issue i have with making friends or changing the nature of a relationship because like. im autistic#I have Rules for social interactions memorized that i will follow. but moving people from one category to another#is difficult. It is too the point i had problems for litteral years talking to my boyfriend as though#he was a person i knew well and cared deeply for because i kept using the 'rando guy im flirting with on the Internet' script#I have commissioners i want to be friendlier with but my brain says No Stop that is an Impolite and Overly informal way to talk to#a customerâą despite them not being customers when they arnt in the commission process#im like thise huskies who are scared of carpet because its Different than the floor they're currently standing on#its Too different:(#and to be clear i am Completely aware of how none of this makes logical sense and is in fact deeply self destructive#That does not fix it. it is so ingrained in my head that im certain i could convince my brain to let me bite off my own fingers#before i could convince it to let me talk to someone at a help desk or ask my order be corrected at a restaurant
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the ghost
#witch hat tag#orufrey#..and a random unrelated drawing.#i was going to express more of this rich theme but i might be too tired rn. from twt: perhaps..every time someone's memory is erased#the ghost of who they were follows them around. if they were an adult it would follow the one who took it#if a child it gets stuck and follows themself. galga's would follow himself as well.#if i were easthies i would be stressed out too because i think he can almost hear the vengeful lost voices of a crowd of phantoms#clinging onto his arms. that's what i would say to him anyway. can you hear them sir?#but only people who have remorse would almost be able to tell just how haunted they are. oru's ghost follows qifrey- silent - watching him.#is he holding child qifrey's hand? they watch your actions. til you exorcise the ghost you cant hold his hand for real qifrey#bc you are carrying your child self's corpse. you know that but... maybe you need to choose which one very soon. only one.#there's a point where you have to set down what you've been carrying and give it the funeral no-one came to#aren't your arms tired?
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so im listening to the potd audio commentary and jodie's talking about covid restrictions and filming flux and how the restrictions were more intense at the start of filming (was that end of 2020/start of 2021?) and she says "by the time we finished, we could hug" and damn they took that opportunity didnt they
#itS OnLY BeEn A dAy FoR tHe DOcToR wHY dOeS ShE hUg YaZ LikE ThAt#well maybe sometimes you havent been able to hug your friends for six months because of a pandemic have you thought about that dfhkgjhkjgh#i make myself guilty of this too tho i forget about covid all the time#or not forget im the only one in my town still wearing a fucking mask but like#i find it hard to factor in here#bc i dont know when they filmed + theres no covid in dwniverse#or you know. this part of it#but like you dont SEE anyone wearing masks and idk#in like quarantaine times you'd get these visceral reactions to crowd shots on tv right?#but personally ive lost that#i dont go into public places without a mask but everybody else does so like the visual of crowds has become nrmal again#dont think theres crowds in doctor who but like#it doesnt Register so viscerally if people are stnading close to each other#at least to me
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This isn't connected to anything, but I thought of a random scene in the Everybody Loves Vox AU while I was relaxing this morning.
And I've decided that Alastor only criticizes and mocks things about Vox that he knows Vox will argue with him about, because he enjoys teasing and fighting.
But he's also super careful about not saying any preferences towards things about Vox that he could easily change, because he knows Vox's first instinct is to want to be liked and so he'd change whatever it is for Alastorâs (or anyone's, really) approval - but Alastor DOESN'T want Vox to do that, because that's boring. If he wanted someone to do whatever he says he'd ask one of his thralls - he likes that Vox does and likes and wears things he doesn't like or wouldn't do himself, because the differences are fun and entertaining and interesting.
And Vox only finds this out one day by complete accident because Alastor happens to find him relaxing after a shower (on a bed or a couch, just a surface they could lay down and cuddle on) and immediately decides to join him to cuddle. Like, laying entirely on him, shoving his head in his neck, the whole nine yards.
Vox is visibly confused because he KNOWS Alastor doesn't like to cuddle and is very particular about physical touch. (It's the one thing he's had to get used to since they've started "not dating." Part of the reason he stayed with Val for so long was because he enjoys physical contact with his partner, but he's adapted to Alastorâs lack of desire for it to the best of his ability.)
So Vox tries to tactfully ask what the hell is going on, because while he's really enjoying the cuddle he's Extremely Confused and would like an ounce of clarification.
And it turns out that Alastor hates his cologne and that THAT'S why he refuses to touch or cuddle him, to prevent the scent from getting on himself. (It's too strong, too much, it gives him a headache with his more sensitive sense of smell, etc etc).
Vox is like, "Were you ever going to TELL ME that?! What the hell, Alastor?! I don't have to fucking wear it if it bothers you that much!"
Alastor, grumbling, with his face still shoved in Voxâs chest, "No, I was not, because any time someone says anything, you immediately mold yourself into whatever that is, so I would appreciate you forgetting this conversation ever happened."
Vox, with one arm holding Alastor and his other hand pinching the spot between his eyes, "Absolutely the fuck not! Alastor. If I had to choose between over-priced colonge and you fucking TOUCHING ME, I'm fucking choosing you? What the hell, this is insane, I cannot believe we could've been cuddling this entire time. I'm fighting you when we're done because of this."
Vox absolutely ditches the colonge the first chance he gets, despite Alastor's protests.
I like to think that eventually Vox gets comfortable enough to NOT do his initial instinct of immediately changing himself towards Alastor's preferences, once he now knows that Alastor won't say anything - even if it's something he'd be happy to change - to keep him from doing exactly that.
(Also, I think Val tended to do the opposite, where he'd often criticize Vox until he does whatever he wants, so it's hard for him initially to not do the same for Alastor, and to realize that Alastor's mode of affection is softly bullying him but that Alastor dislikes it when he tries to change himself to appease).
It takes some trial and error until they find common ground between "changing anything your partner doesn't like" and "never saying anything you dislike to your partner." Neither of them are good at relationships, so it takes a bit.
(I just couldn't get the idea of Alastor refusing to get too close to Vox because his scent bothers him - and then the second he finds Vox without it he practically tries to bury under his skin to catch up on all the affection (and enjoying his natural scent) he can before Vox puts that scent back on. And never thinking, hey, maybe I should say something about that because he doesn't understand the difference between that and controlling Vox's personality.)
#long post#i reject the Alastor is touch averse headcanon tbh I just think he doesn't like to be touched by people he doesn't know or like#bc im the same if we're not friends or you don't have a valid reason don't touch me#but like i dont notice or care and enjoy contact with people i like#(or if there's a valid reason like at my current job? not many reasons. but when i worked at a fast food place? there's no space so. reason)#im just saying he had no issues being tossed around by rosie#i just think he prefers to control the contact with those he's not comfortable with but has no issues with those he is comfortable with#(also i am also sensitive to smell so ive decided Alastor is too. projection is fun đ«¶)#i also think Vox is a very âcrowd pleaserâ personality which doesnt lend itself well to being true to his own wants and desires#and that Val absolutely used that to his advantage to get whatever he wanted from Vox#everybody loves vox au
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How did i only just realize that I sound like a teenage boy in audios????????????
That's not how i sound???
#quotidian convos#but then again my voice does sound different in various situations#and also various microphones#in my phone mic i sound like a baby#in my laptop mic i sound like a tired college student or another equivalent#i sound the best in stage microphones tho. because my voice is naturally booming and I can make it be loud to address a crowd if I want to#and bc of that i have to increase it in volume and make it clear and so my voice and pitch also becomes a bit...#not higher but brighter#and my voice changes in different situations too#when i'm at home i wont bother so I let my voice fall down deep and its usually deep in mornings and evenings#when i'm at school its higher and either gets higher or lower or quieter or louder depending on who I'm talking to#when i'm at a professional or networking gathering my voice changes dramatically to an extroverted one (call it my Brucie Wayne Persona)#fun fact. that voice is also the same one I imagine myself talking in online lol. except its more open cuz social media is vastly different#to networking dinners and stage events
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I should say smth about the new bsd chapter but ngl i just feel kinda dissapointed by it?? It felt really short and weâve been stuck on the same characters for a whiiile. It just felt like nothing happened. We got Fukuchi but anime-watchers + that one cover of Fukuchi wearing the mask could fill that in without being told.
There are so many more people Asagiri has to fill us in on; the governmentâs response to all this, Tecchou losing everyone he loved, Atsushiâs feelings on this, the rest of the entire Agency. What does Kunikida think on Fukuzawa being unable to kill Fukuchi? Howâs he feeling now that heâs responsible for the Agency members again?? Bro wasnt named their sucessor for nothing! Whatâs Yosano been doing, what are her opinions on the use of another immortal regiment for the sake of power? Kenji, Junichirou, Naomi?
I just need a goddamn break from Fyodor
#nikolai i get bc i KNOW asagiri has him stored for later#also the âis teruko dead crowdâ are hilarious. yeah sheâs redheaded and sometimes a child but do you think asagiri has the guts?#also like. whereâs ranpo? he was running for that flash too#bsd#bsd 115#also. whered the fucking gate come from???#bsd spoilers#spoilers#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#fukuzawa yukichi#fyodor dostoevsky#aya koda#armed detective agency#kunikida doppo#yosano akiko#miyazawa kenji#tanizaki junichirou#naomi tanizaki#ranpo edogawa#tecchou suehiro
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very genuine question, is rafayelâs abysswalker good? đ„č
#đ â chuâs ramblings#if so iâll get the other pair with the 5-star crate đ„č#iâve heard itâs good for crowd control but is the dmg high too?#bc i want to R1 my foreseer but seeing iâm stuck at open orbit for a while now iâm thinking of changing teamsâŠ
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Okay okay new flekille angle... Fleki joking about being a "dark elf" and Marcille being uncomfortable about it... Fleki saying it and teasing with it BECAUSE it makes Marcille unsure and uncomfortable.
No because okay okay rundown : 'dark elf' is a catch-all term for elves who show unsavory behavior or commit wrong actions, wether violence, theft, scamming or lying... It being a shorthand for criminals in general is a safe assumption to make, especially since they're classically demonized already.
"Okay but Fleki? Run me through the situation what does it have to do with flekille." Short sociology lesson, because of urgent needs being unable to be met through honest means & with the system favoring others instead, people from poorer more neglected social classes tend to fall into crime & bad crowds more easily. Having less ressources means the 'solutions' you do have are more extreme, wether it be for regulating your mental health or stabilizing your income or living situation. Here's a study link if interested.
Why I think Fleki may have been lower class, before becoming a prisoner? Okay stay with me here, elves are very hierarchal and xenophobic, even while being colonizers. Referring to the area guide blurbs, the northern central continent (NCC) is managed with more restrictions but also more valued in general than the southern central continent (SCC), which also has a widespread elven population. It's said life is "safe and easy" in the NCC, so alongside all the noble elves we have info for come from the NCC, we can see a dynamic form where NCC continent elves are from a higher safer social class than SCC elves.
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Another hint of this is the characters' names. If you compare their name origins, a pattern starts appearing where... Well @room-surprise did the work and has more knowledge than me so, the way they put it: "It seems like every elf that has a clearly Germanic or Slavic name is either a criminal or a lower-class person and everyone who is higher class seems to have names that are Latin, Greek, or West/South Asian."
And this seems like a lot of large vague groups options that don't mean much, but this tidbit of info becomes more telling when knowing which races are more associated with what languages and cultures. For a full look into it I recommend this essay, but to get to the point here concisely: 'Fleki' is old norse. 'Otta' and 'Helki' are other elves with old norse names, but for what it's worth Otta is from the NCC, and who knows about Helki's origins. They're the only elves with old norse names at all, but three's a crowd. Who else do we know are scandinavian coded? That's right, Laios and his home region. Tallmen.
Prisoner/non-noble elves tend to have old norse names while none of the noble ones do. And wouldn't that be interesting if tied with tallmen being nordic, wouldn't it be a result of the cultural mixing happening in the less rich regions and the lower social classes, since noble elves are especially xenophobic and uppity about social classes?
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Ironically, our protagonist Laios has a greek name, something associated with elves in Dungeon Meshi, but just like Anoutolid and Nussa (two of Laios' father's dogs) could have been picked as names because Laios' father likes names from myths, with the dogs this is canon but in case of Laios it's probably more of a meta joke. ANYWAYS! Go in the essay for more info, all I'm saying is, tallmen = nordic, elves having nordic names = possible cultural mixing, on the continent that canonically has more immigration and less restrictions but is also less safe and 'easy' to live in.
Elves concentrating all their efforts and wealth into the 1% is too real and it checks out. It's also hinted at and mentioned many times through canon and extra info (Misyl's Complete Adventurer's Bible blurb for one) that the canaries overpolice and charge criminals too heavily because they lack manpower, so they want people arrested and want them arrested for longer to have more canaries. Fleki was arrested because of possession and sale of ancient magic artifacts, and only got into ancient magic for the money. Look I'm just saying, it lines up that Fleki would turn to crime because her material conditions weren't great! And as a criminal, she's automatically fit to either having been treated as a dark elf or joke and taunt about it. Especially since the lore info extra on dark elves is set somewhere where tallmen approached unfriendly elves, while this could be a tallman unused to elves outside of rumors thus approaching them with a reckless idealized view, the casualness of it makes me think this is the sort of contact that was likely to happen in an area with a lot of elves and a lot of tallmen living nearby each other, ie the SCC.
Mentioning the Mithrun-Hareus parallels AGAIN but Mithrun and the canaries directly contrast Daltian Clan, it' holds up and makes sense a result especially of Mithrun being hareus' exact lookalike. It's fantasy vs reality of Marcille idealizing Daltian Clan and elven military through General Hareus and novels growing up, then realizing that the real elven military is miserable and very much not glamorous and general Mithrun is dehydrated, rude and after her life. So this plotline about idolizing vs demonizing elves as a race, stances that are very split within the dunmeshi cast, is very Marcille-centric within canon's story. She herself goes from associating with them a lot and being prideful about it & elven customs, to condemning their superiority complex and narrow-mindedness and being on the run from the elven military, before becoming an advisor for a short-lived tallman court, which is seen as dishonorable for elves, as Marcille the half-elf. There's a bit of an arc here, regardless of how much change she actually went through or if it was always just performance on her part that she wasn't really attached to.
So obviously this is all to say that Marcille having a romance with a very underprivileged elf, a "dark elf", would be not only compelling but relevant. FLEKILLE SUPREMACY!!!!!
Half-elf woman who drank the koolaid a bit growing up and idolized elves and tried her best to fit the image of one x woman who knows personally the shortcomings of that same idolized society and embodies that a bit, who breaks that elegant image by being crass and unapologetic and a criminal prisoner, who would have no problem breaking Marcille's fantasies about it, a full elf who still grew up disadvantaged and demonized. Marcille has been emulating elves all her life, perhaps in the hopes of being accepted more or feeling a bigger sense of cultural belonging, but Fleki is there, showing her hey, it isn't that great anyways, hey it doesn't matter squat if you're an elf or not people will always find excuses to mistreat you anyways. It's Fleki taunting and saying come be dark elves with me and Marcille coming to understand and replying no, we're both just elves.
#imagine me doing Ace Attorney gestures bc this is how i feel rn. with the power of sociopolitics on our side let us make flekille romance#meta#fleki#flekille#marcille donato#Shipping is so serious to me ToT no but genuinely where else would you explore human relationships n feelings n psychology as much#Giggling kicking my feet this is again a marchil parallel. Bc marchil in canon is about this too he's at the core of her arc#It's him who talks shit about elves the most it's him that shows her the reality of people who have tighter finances#It's him that grounds her and teaches her to balance her idealism and it's to him she says elves are too prideful#But this is why i like rin x pattadol too. Woman with elf trauma wary of elves x young naive elf woman that's part of the oppressive elven#system but genuinely thinks this all good being done for the greater good#Slapping Dreaming Utopia by Ryoko Kui as sociopolitics 101 once again#for what it's worth Fleki's the one who dishonestly taunted about using politically correct terms too so she might be cheeky with dark elf#colonizers do get influenced by the culture of the people they colonize also often which is another interesting to think about with dm elve#For example both Utaya and the elves having indian coding#but again could just be historical cultural mixing since they're more or less close regionally#sweating about this post a lil ngl hopefully the bad crowd doesn't find it. Rehabilitative > punitive justice. interculturalism good.#ty that is all#elven prisoners becoming soldiers is kinda like LA prisoners becoming firefighters huh.#thinking once again about Cithis having a deep hatred for rich people
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@hibiscuslynx YES HE HAS TATTOOS!!!!!!
here's the full ref sheet from. originally an au that's. erm. it's not dead i have reference sheets so it's clearly. alive.
i've posted the ur gay sketch before for sure 100% here it is again oops sorry
anyway, this has turned into my standard florida design :) this boy fuct up with ink!!! good for him
#DONT LOOK AT THE PANTHER OK. LOOK AT THE GATOR IN THE TOP LEFT INSTEAD.#idk where it's being put yet so i didnt. add it to the list but rest assured#he has that matching w louie :) gator bff tattoos forever#lune talks#wttt#wttsh#ben brainard#welcome to the statehouse#welcome to the table#when ppl ask me things#lune posts art#wttt florida#pr&bb au i miss u........i'm the one that killed u but i miss u#i dont always draw the septum and smiley but he does have them yeehaw#fitting his piercings in is hard esp the smiley it crowds his mouth grrgrhrhrghr#he has manic episodes and wakes up w a new piercing and is like.....sick i'm keeping it!#me too girlie me too#Dhdhfgdhfb THERE'S ALSO SOME STUFF I FULLY CANNOT POST ON THIS WEBSITE.#but if i ever get the courage. he does have a couple more piercings :///////#i went with the year juan ponce landed in florida bc. that's when the land was named la florida by. him i guess. spanish colonizers mhmm đđ#bc it was so flowery and pretty in april btw :) la florida the blooming flowers of spring awww#and since this is. the personification of la florida ig he would have been 'born' around then. in my head at least#old rotting corpse ass bitch#imagine being 500+yo and still bitchless
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Crazy how most of my intrusive thoughts come from the want to be wanted
#or the want to be interacted with/the want to draw a reaction from a crowd#the want to be observed#i don't get many intrusive thoughts. at least not ones that stick#ones ive had were being like âdrop off the face of the earth so they can miss youâ immediately conflicted by âbut ill miss them tooâ#physical intrusive thoughts are the opposite. i dont want to do something very very badly#yk when you're holding a pencil and it goes flying bc you held it wrong? i fear doing that with my phone into a lake#<- standing on the other side of the road#anyways I don't know if I am normal (my brain activity is quite mellow. i have no memories. but im still pretty smart)#thinking about how everyone wants to label themselves to fit into a group and how it has correlation to playing the victim#anyway im going to go bathe
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It's mostly horror stories which are the ones who actually get Told so I'm definitely confirmation biased, but just like ... Minors sneaking into the Adult channel. Adults being inappropriate in not-adult channels. Some Big Drama going down while you're asleep and everyone blames you because it's YOUR server and you weren't around to stop it. General drama at all in what's supposed to be a fun space but also you can't really say "good vibes only" when it's something Serious. Being responsible for minors in general. Just thinking about it is making me not wanna share anything ever lmao
#It's different on Tumblr BC I tag major triggers and I'm responsible for No One. Only this one page on the whole website and it's My Page.#not an art#Also again: terrible at online crowd talking. Conversation moves way too fast and I don't understand half of the Kids Today humour#AGAIN IVE JUST HEARD TJE STORIES I'm biased as hell#The nice polite servers don't get talked about yknow#Also I have s full time day job! And commissions and art for fun and DnD I do NOT have time for discord lmao
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Shirahamaâs masterclass panel at barcelona confirming a bunch of my conjectures
#i knew her art wha artstyle reminded me of#urasawaâs#two of my favorite mangakas#love tracing the influences of artists and their evolution#her assistants saying her backgrounds are getting more complex are being real#binged wha in a like a week and you can really tell just how much itâs improved which is crazy bc vol 1 is amazing#speaking of vol 1#it was cool to hear confirmation that the initial style was in line with western comics#when i first read vol 1 it felt more like i was reading a western graphic novel bc of the artstyle#as the silver eve arc went on the backgrounds became more complex and the characters looked more like manga stylized#like around vol 9 is where i felt the urasawa influence#also bc there is a fuck tonne of people to draw for silver eve#itâs no longer cocoâs life in the countryside valleys#but cocoâs bizzare adventure in a crowded city during a disaster setting#lowkey prefer the more recent style depsite my love for the vol 1 artstyle#like i mourn for vol 1 qifrey too leon belmont looking wizard (positive)#but#like vol 8 coustas looks more like his age#all the kids in general look more like their age which i appreciate#the minitures also improved imo#wha#rambles#bookmark#witch hat atelier
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i think about the whole "love that" exchange a lot.
#i think i already have a post about this somewhere im just. rotating it#they realize they just kinda revealed a bit too much in front of Trent Crimm (Formerly) The Independent#and he does the whole biting wind-up to a question you know is going to be sharp as hell. bringing in that heat#and rebecca just. doesn't even try to get out of it#is she taking a leap of faith? is she just tired of spinning a whole yarn? testing him? giving him a chance?#and his response is just. simple. a real smile--almost conspiratorial and they're both in on the joke--and 'love that.'#sincere and almost warm. love that. bc that's what he actually thinks. not asking what he thinks he should#what he thinks the crowd wants to hear. but just. god her ex husband is a dickhead. absolutely you should try to fuck him over. love that#and rebecca all but beaming at him in response#i wish we'd gotten more of their dynamic tbh. i think that interaction probably helped soothe any anxieties she had about the whole thing#i think the next time we really see them interact is just the girl talk thing#where she's gleefully including him on the gossip and he's SO fucking pleased to get a good grade in girl talk something both normal to w#but like them developing an almost easy banter Fast. please. and like. him letting himself be. himself. in front of other people#not just ted. and rebecca GETS that if anyone gets getting flayed by the lasso effect it's her#so like. IDK MAN I JUST THINK THEY SHOULD BOND#also keeley. DEFINITELY keeley. all three of them. FUCK#trent crimm#rebecca welton#gertspeak#god. him being so pleased about the girl talk comment too. lives in my brain rent free#rebecca or keeley pays him a genuine but offhand compliment and he (and clearly completely unconsciously) just#fully does a pleased little wiggle in his seat. and they're like hmmmm
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the bush legacy
#kinda pt 2 to my macron piece which i haven't posted#this is a lil different tho bc its b&w#I drew this instead of doing my uni course bc im very wise#im still not sold on it but im probs not gonna work on it more any time soon bc I have Shit To Do#the values are fine ig#I wanted to add more imagery but it was getting too crowded#I kept it short and sweet#teddy creations#uspol#george h.w. bush#george hw bush#editorial illustration#politics#us politics#us presidents#political illustration#imperialism#ghwb
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