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the ghost
#witch hat tag#orufrey#..and a random unrelated drawing.#i was going to express more of this rich theme but i might be too tired rn. from twt: perhaps..every time someone's memory is erased#the ghost of who they were follows them around. if they were an adult it would follow the one who took it#if a child it gets stuck and follows themself. galga's would follow himself as well.#if i were easthies i would be stressed out too because i think he can almost hear the vengeful lost voices of a crowd of phantoms#clinging onto his arms. that's what i would say to him anyway. can you hear them sir?#but only people who have remorse would almost be able to tell just how haunted they are. oru's ghost follows qifrey- silent - watching him.#is he holding child qifrey's hand? they watch your actions. til you exorcise the ghost you cant hold his hand for real qifrey#bc you are carrying your child self's corpse. you know that but... maybe you need to choose which one very soon. only one.#there's a point where you have to set down what you've been carrying and give it the funeral no-one came to#aren't your arms tired?
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so im listening to the potd audio commentary and jodie's talking about covid restrictions and filming flux and how the restrictions were more intense at the start of filming (was that end of 2020/start of 2021?) and she says "by the time we finished, we could hug" and damn they took that opportunity didnt they
#itS OnLY BeEn A dAy FoR tHe DOcToR wHY dOeS ShE hUg YaZ LikE ThAt#well maybe sometimes you havent been able to hug your friends for six months because of a pandemic have you thought about that dfhkgjhkjgh#i make myself guilty of this too tho i forget about covid all the time#or not forget im the only one in my town still wearing a fucking mask but like#i find it hard to factor in here#bc i dont know when they filmed + theres no covid in dwniverse#or you know. this part of it#but like you dont SEE anyone wearing masks and idk#in like quarantaine times you'd get these visceral reactions to crowd shots on tv right?#but personally ive lost that#i dont go into public places without a mask but everybody else does so like the visual of crowds has become nrmal again#dont think theres crowds in doctor who but like#it doesnt Register so viscerally if people are stnading close to each other#at least to me
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How did i only just realize that I sound like a teenage boy in audios????????????
That's not how i sound???
#quotidian convos#but then again my voice does sound different in various situations#and also various microphones#in my phone mic i sound like a baby#in my laptop mic i sound like a tired college student or another equivalent#i sound the best in stage microphones tho. because my voice is naturally booming and I can make it be loud to address a crowd if I want to#and bc of that i have to increase it in volume and make it clear and so my voice and pitch also becomes a bit...#not higher but brighter#and my voice changes in different situations too#when i'm at home i wont bother so I let my voice fall down deep and its usually deep in mornings and evenings#when i'm at school its higher and either gets higher or lower or quieter or louder depending on who I'm talking to#when i'm at a professional or networking gathering my voice changes dramatically to an extroverted one (call it my Brucie Wayne Persona)#fun fact. that voice is also the same one I imagine myself talking in online lol. except its more open cuz social media is vastly different#to networking dinners and stage events
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I should say smth about the new bsd chapter but ngl i just feel kinda dissapointed by it?? It felt really short and we’ve been stuck on the same characters for a whiiile. It just felt like nothing happened. We got Fukuchi but anime-watchers + that one cover of Fukuchi wearing the mask could fill that in without being told.
There are so many more people Asagiri has to fill us in on; the government’s response to all this, Tecchou losing everyone he loved, Atsushi’s feelings on this, the rest of the entire Agency. What does Kunikida think on Fukuzawa being unable to kill Fukuchi? How’s he feeling now that he’s responsible for the Agency members again?? Bro wasnt named their sucessor for nothing! What’s Yosano been doing, what are her opinions on the use of another immortal regiment for the sake of power? Kenji, Junichirou, Naomi?
I just need a goddamn break from Fyodor
#nikolai i get bc i KNOW asagiri has him stored for later#also the ‘is teruko dead crowd’ are hilarious. yeah she’s redheaded and sometimes a child but do you think asagiri has the guts?#also like. where’s ranpo? he was running for that flash too#bsd#bsd 115#also. whered the fucking gate come from???#bsd spoilers#spoilers#bungo stray dogs#bungou stray dogs#fukuzawa yukichi#fyodor dostoevsky#aya koda#armed detective agency#kunikida doppo#yosano akiko#miyazawa kenji#tanizaki junichirou#naomi tanizaki#ranpo edogawa#tecchou suehiro
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This isn't connected to anything, but I thought of a random scene in the Everybody Loves Vox AU while I was relaxing this morning.
And I've decided that Alastor only criticizes and mocks things about Vox that he knows Vox will argue with him about, because he enjoys teasing and fighting.
But he's also super careful about not saying any preferences towards things about Vox that he could easily change, because he knows Vox's first instinct is to want to be liked and so he'd change whatever it is for Alastor’s (or anyone's, really) approval - but Alastor DOESN'T want Vox to do that, because that's boring. If he wanted someone to do whatever he says he'd ask one of his thralls - he likes that Vox does and likes and wears things he doesn't like or wouldn't do himself, because the differences are fun and entertaining and interesting.
And Vox only finds this out one day by complete accident because Alastor happens to find him relaxing after a shower (on a bed or a couch, just a surface they could lay down and cuddle on) and immediately decides to join him to cuddle. Like, laying entirely on him, shoving his head in his neck, the whole nine yards.
Vox is visibly confused because he KNOWS Alastor doesn't like to cuddle and is very particular about physical touch. (It's the one thing he's had to get used to since they've started "not dating." Part of the reason he stayed with Val for so long was because he enjoys physical contact with his partner, but he's adapted to Alastor’s lack of desire for it to the best of his ability.)
So Vox tries to tactfully ask what the hell is going on, because while he's really enjoying the cuddle he's Extremely Confused and would like an ounce of clarification.
And it turns out that Alastor hates his cologne and that THAT'S why he refuses to touch or cuddle him, to prevent the scent from getting on himself. (It's too strong, too much, it gives him a headache with his more sensitive sense of smell, etc etc).
Vox is like, "Were you ever going to TELL ME that?! What the hell, Alastor?! I don't have to fucking wear it if it bothers you that much!"
Alastor, grumbling, with his face still shoved in Vox’s chest, "No, I was not, because any time someone says anything, you immediately mold yourself into whatever that is, so I would appreciate you forgetting this conversation ever happened."
Vox, with one arm holding Alastor and his other hand pinching the spot between his eyes, "Absolutely the fuck not! Alastor. If I had to choose between over-priced colonge and you fucking TOUCHING ME, I'm fucking choosing you? What the hell, this is insane, I cannot believe we could've been cuddling this entire time. I'm fighting you when we're done because of this."
Vox absolutely ditches the colonge the first chance he gets, despite Alastor's protests.
I like to think that eventually Vox gets comfortable enough to NOT do his initial instinct of immediately changing himself towards Alastor's preferences, once he now knows that Alastor won't say anything - even if it's something he'd be happy to change - to keep him from doing exactly that.
(Also, I think Val tended to do the opposite, where he'd often criticize Vox until he does whatever he wants, so it's hard for him initially to not do the same for Alastor, and to realize that Alastor's mode of affection is softly bullying him but that Alastor dislikes it when he tries to change himself to appease).
It takes some trial and error until they find common ground between "changing anything your partner doesn't like" and "never saying anything you dislike to your partner." Neither of them are good at relationships, so it takes a bit.
(I just couldn't get the idea of Alastor refusing to get too close to Vox because his scent bothers him - and then the second he finds Vox without it he practically tries to bury under his skin to catch up on all the affection (and enjoying his natural scent) he can before Vox puts that scent back on. And never thinking, hey, maybe I should say something about that because he doesn't understand the difference between that and controlling Vox's personality.)
#long post#i reject the Alastor is touch averse headcanon tbh I just think he doesn't like to be touched by people he doesn't know or like#bc im the same if we're not friends or you don't have a valid reason don't touch me#but like i dont notice or care and enjoy contact with people i like#(or if there's a valid reason like at my current job? not many reasons. but when i worked at a fast food place? there's no space so. reason)#im just saying he had no issues being tossed around by rosie#i just think he prefers to control the contact with those he's not comfortable with but has no issues with those he is comfortable with#(also i am also sensitive to smell so ive decided Alastor is too. projection is fun 🫶)#i also think Vox is a very “crowd pleaser” personality which doesnt lend itself well to being true to his own wants and desires#and that Val absolutely used that to his advantage to get whatever he wanted from Vox#everybody loves vox au
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@hibiscuslynx YES HE HAS TATTOOS!!!!!!
here's the full ref sheet from. originally an au that's. erm. it's not dead i have reference sheets so it's clearly. alive.
i've posted the ur gay sketch before for sure 100% here it is again oops sorry
anyway, this has turned into my standard florida design :) this boy fuct up with ink!!! good for him
#DONT LOOK AT THE PANTHER OK. LOOK AT THE GATOR IN THE TOP LEFT INSTEAD.#idk where it's being put yet so i didnt. add it to the list but rest assured#he has that matching w louie :) gator bff tattoos forever#lune talks#wttt#wttsh#ben brainard#welcome to the statehouse#welcome to the table#when ppl ask me things#lune posts art#wttt florida#pr&bb au i miss u........i'm the one that killed u but i miss u#i dont always draw the septum and smiley but he does have them yeehaw#fitting his piercings in is hard esp the smiley it crowds his mouth grrgrhrhrghr#he has manic episodes and wakes up w a new piercing and is like.....sick i'm keeping it!#me too girlie me too#Dhdhfgdhfb THERE'S ALSO SOME STUFF I FULLY CANNOT POST ON THIS WEBSITE.#but if i ever get the courage. he does have a couple more piercings :///////#i went with the year juan ponce landed in florida bc. that's when the land was named la florida by. him i guess. spanish colonizers mhmm 👍👍#bc it was so flowery and pretty in april btw :) la florida the blooming flowers of spring awww#and since this is. the personification of la florida ig he would have been 'born' around then. in my head at least#old rotting corpse ass bitch#imagine being 500+yo and still bitchless
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Crazy how most of my intrusive thoughts come from the want to be wanted
#or the want to be interacted with/the want to draw a reaction from a crowd#the want to be observed#i don't get many intrusive thoughts. at least not ones that stick#ones ive had were being like “drop off the face of the earth so they can miss you” immediately conflicted by “but ill miss them too”#physical intrusive thoughts are the opposite. i dont want to do something very very badly#yk when you're holding a pencil and it goes flying bc you held it wrong? i fear doing that with my phone into a lake#<- standing on the other side of the road#anyways I don't know if I am normal (my brain activity is quite mellow. i have no memories. but im still pretty smart)#thinking about how everyone wants to label themselves to fit into a group and how it has correlation to playing the victim#anyway im going to go bathe
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It's mostly horror stories which are the ones who actually get Told so I'm definitely confirmation biased, but just like ... Minors sneaking into the Adult channel. Adults being inappropriate in not-adult channels. Some Big Drama going down while you're asleep and everyone blames you because it's YOUR server and you weren't around to stop it. General drama at all in what's supposed to be a fun space but also you can't really say "good vibes only" when it's something Serious. Being responsible for minors in general. Just thinking about it is making me not wanna share anything ever lmao
#It's different on Tumblr BC I tag major triggers and I'm responsible for No One. Only this one page on the whole website and it's My Page.#not an art#Also again: terrible at online crowd talking. Conversation moves way too fast and I don't understand half of the Kids Today humour#AGAIN IVE JUST HEARD TJE STORIES I'm biased as hell#The nice polite servers don't get talked about yknow#Also I have s full time day job! And commissions and art for fun and DnD I do NOT have time for discord lmao
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Shirahama’s masterclass panel at barcelona confirming a bunch of my conjectures
#i knew her art wha artstyle reminded me of#urasawa’s#two of my favorite mangakas#love tracing the influences of artists and their evolution#her assistants saying her backgrounds are getting more complex are being real#binged wha in a like a week and you can really tell just how much it’s improved which is crazy bc vol 1 is amazing#speaking of vol 1#it was cool to hear confirmation that the initial style was in line with western comics#when i first read vol 1 it felt more like i was reading a western graphic novel bc of the artstyle#as the silver eve arc went on the backgrounds became more complex and the characters looked more like manga stylized#like around vol 9 is where i felt the urasawa influence#also bc there is a fuck tonne of people to draw for silver eve#it’s no longer coco’s life in the countryside valleys#but coco’s bizzare adventure in a crowded city during a disaster setting#lowkey prefer the more recent style depsite my love for the vol 1 artstyle#like i mourn for vol 1 qifrey too leon belmont looking wizard (positive)#but#like vol 8 coustas looks more like his age#all the kids in general look more like their age which i appreciate#the minitures also improved imo#wha#rambles#bookmark#witch hat atelier
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i think about the whole "love that" exchange a lot.
#i think i already have a post about this somewhere im just. rotating it#they realize they just kinda revealed a bit too much in front of Trent Crimm (Formerly) The Independent#and he does the whole biting wind-up to a question you know is going to be sharp as hell. bringing in that heat#and rebecca just. doesn't even try to get out of it#is she taking a leap of faith? is she just tired of spinning a whole yarn? testing him? giving him a chance?#and his response is just. simple. a real smile--almost conspiratorial and they're both in on the joke--and 'love that.'#sincere and almost warm. love that. bc that's what he actually thinks. not asking what he thinks he should#what he thinks the crowd wants to hear. but just. god her ex husband is a dickhead. absolutely you should try to fuck him over. love that#and rebecca all but beaming at him in response#i wish we'd gotten more of their dynamic tbh. i think that interaction probably helped soothe any anxieties she had about the whole thing#i think the next time we really see them interact is just the girl talk thing#where she's gleefully including him on the gossip and he's SO fucking pleased to get a good grade in girl talk something both normal to w#but like them developing an almost easy banter Fast. please. and like. him letting himself be. himself. in front of other people#not just ted. and rebecca GETS that if anyone gets getting flayed by the lasso effect it's her#so like. IDK MAN I JUST THINK THEY SHOULD BOND#also keeley. DEFINITELY keeley. all three of them. FUCK#trent crimm#rebecca welton#gertspeak#god. him being so pleased about the girl talk comment too. lives in my brain rent free#rebecca or keeley pays him a genuine but offhand compliment and he (and clearly completely unconsciously) just#fully does a pleased little wiggle in his seat. and they're like hmmmm
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the bush legacy
#kinda pt 2 to my macron piece which i haven't posted#this is a lil different tho bc its b&w#I drew this instead of doing my uni course bc im very wise#im still not sold on it but im probs not gonna work on it more any time soon bc I have Shit To Do#the values are fine ig#I wanted to add more imagery but it was getting too crowded#I kept it short and sweet#teddy creations#uspol#george h.w. bush#george hw bush#editorial illustration#politics#us politics#us presidents#political illustration#imperialism#ghwb
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Step 1) meet a guy who likes you
Step 2) be driven insane by him
Step 3) kill him to become him
Step 4) forever share an intertwining psyche with the guy who likes you, therefore liking yourself
Guide to self love formed by observingJung-woo, king of being the mental healthiest
#he went thru hell but at least he got a cool bracelet for it#I adore this guy actually I wish I could keep observing him for a second season#but tbh the one season is pretty perfect for this show like that was a great somewhat open ending#only thing I didn’t get was why moon-jo was in the crowd of people watching the crime scene when hes dead and Jung-woo was in the ambulance#im pretty sure he was in the elevator because jung-wa confused jung-woo for him#but in the crowd because??? maybe it was some other random person who’s the same as him and it’s a callback to him sayingyou can’t kill him#because there’s too many of him out there. so it’s just a random person who’s part of the ‘him’ he was talking about?#and I want to know whose teeth are all on the bracelet bc there’s implications depending on the answer#strangers from hell#is a great fucking show#strangers from hell spoiler
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first art post of the new year!!! granted, i don't share my art here that much anyway, but– shhh.
hehehehhhooo,, here's something i've been working on for 'bout a month,, albeit not consecutively– took a few,, very very long breaks in between working on this,, but i managed to finish it in the end! am i satisfied with it? .......ehhhh? not completely, but if this took any longer, it might not have seen the light of day, so like. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯.
anyway,, made a little poster for my favorite fic, tommyinnit's services for villains, vigilantes, and various other vagabonds, by @scorpionoesit!!! it's really really good,,, and i've always wanted to make more art for it,, so i decided– poster! at least,, that's what it's mean to resemble,,, dkdmkdmdkd.
i will freely admit,, i'm... not the biggest fan of the fan-made logo i tried to design for it,, feels a bit boring, and could definitely have used a bit more pizazz, something to make feel more like the fic itself(what does that mean? you figure that out),,,, but– again, steam was running low,, dkdnksjs. graphic design is my passion. i do also have other complaints, but i'm afraid i already punched my one-use self-critique card,, oh well,,, dkdnkxjdkd.
regardless,, even with the flaws only i can really see,, this still turned out pretty okay!! hope you enjoy it, mx. scorpio and mx. alibi!!! and i hope everyone else has a wonderful new year!!!!
#my art#dream smp#services for vagabonds#tommyinnit fanart#tommyinnit#i don't wanna try tagging the rest of them so i'm just not gonna <3#anyway wrow i wonder who the skull guy and mysterious shadowy figure are....... could be anyone.#i was gonna try and fit in some sort of hero so i could check all the dots of everyone tommy's help#specifically either dr**m (derogatory) or phil#(was mostly leaning towards phil)#but 1) couldn't figure out a way to make it look good with the current set up#my first thought was to try moving the current characters around a bit; but then it would feel too crowded#my second thought was to have them appear from the smoke; somehow? a smoky figure?#but that only really looked good in sketch form and i didn't have the patience to figure that out properly#and 2) no clue what their designs look like. don't even know what their powers are; yet!#was also wanting to fit fundy in but it didn't work for the first reason#fun rapid fire character design facts: niki has a littol sharp tooth 'cause of the joker stuff!#i originally gave tubbo green eyes;; but i decided blue-green looked cooler#tech– [cough] i mean;; *orion's* cloak has a faint lil orion pattern on can barely see it but it's there i assure you !!!#(i tried my best for his design but i am. not the greatest at outfits;; especially hero/villain ones)#tommy has long hair bc it's *MY* art and *I* say he gets long hair. this definitely isn't canon to vagabonds i just like to do this#<- also why michael and tommy have freckles#tommy has a bit of green in his design(through the patch) due to a theory of mine :D#might have over-rendered the hair a bit but. fuck you i like it#anyway i think that's all i have to say about it? if you've actually read all these tags;;; have a cookie -> 🍪#pretend it's a peanut butter cookie#actually. no pretend it's both. you get two cookies. as a treat.#anyway have a good rest-of-your-day !!!!!!
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good morning and happy tuesday friendz !! i hope today is a good one ! please treat yourself extra gently and unclench your jaws ��💫 we will get thru today !
#eeeeeep !!#better days are coming ! they are on the horizon :3#woke up feelin wonky but we move !#sometimes this silly lil site gets to my head and i contemplate everything a lil too much#so i will queue things and take a step away todaaay 🙂↕️#the crowd cheers#i’m hoping i can finish one of my fics bc i feel bad not posting much writing lately !!#hoping that what i’m writing is coming across as lovely bc i am pouring so much into it <3#love these lil guys#i hope you all have a very good day and that you find something that makes u smile#sending out lots of love !#seeeee you on the flip ! ‹𝟥#₊˚⊹ ᰔ xoxo aims#ヾ( ˃ᴗ˂ )◞ — ✩ daily yap.
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wwe: C’mon Solo Sikoa, you know you want to 🎤🤣
#wrestling#wwe#smackdown#the rock#solo sikoa#jimmy uso#roman reigns#the bloodline#fave#i will never stop advocating for solo to get an award for having to deal with his whole ass fam (and sami) and having to not break#LOOK AT JIMMY ABSOLUTELY NOT HELPING LMAO#also the crowd chanting for him after this pleeease#he is def the baby of the bunch bc they all very much (affectionately) give him hell like it#wwe: solo is the enforcer. big. intimidating. bloodline: got it. but he is also baby. our baby. we are gonna bully the baby.#rock probably also said this one looks too much like rikishi and im going to take that personally
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if u make a one piece college au and u don’t make all of the strawhats students then u r a fucking coward
#like i can maybe give u robin bc she is the smartest and canonically has a degree#so making her a professor does actually make sense#but for franky brook and jinbe?#that’s just a cop out bc u think they’re ’too old for college’ or smth#esp if it’s a community college bc i know u get so many diff types of ppl there#hell i go to a fancy expensive school and i still see diff ppl#not as many but still my brain fuckin exploded#when as a freshman i assumed everyone was my age in my major#only to immediately meet a 28 yr old who had been in the military before this#or the guy around my dads age (40s-50s) in my astronomy class#and lbr i don’t think any of the strawhats are affording fancy colleges#but give me robin who has like 20+ degrees already and no one is sure what she actually does for a living#but just keeps taking more and more classes bc she likes learning#give me franky who had a rough childhood in and out of juvie after an accident with his foster father#he fell in with a rough crowd but is now trying to get his life back together#taking classes whenever he can find time in between working as a mechanic#give me brook as a retired musician who never got to go to college when he was young#bc he was busking to afford his bills and once he got discovered and became famous he didn’t have the time#but he’s retired now so he’s taking some classes at the local college bc he has the time and money now#even tho he’s like 80#give me jinbe who went into the military right after high school#but became disillusioned with the military after the death of his commander and decided to leave#and now he’s trying to get a degree and readjust to civilian life#college is so much more of a flexible setting than high school so have fun with it!!!#posts from the ocean#one piece#college au#tag rant#one piece au
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