#bc pea is busy A LOT of the time

[gooch-cancer]

Steven Meeks x (GN!) Piano Player! Reader

In which: You are a church pianist for the Welton church whose gentle melodies caught the attention of Steven Meeks

A/N: AGGHHHHH IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO WRITE THIS I HAVE BEEN SO BUSY. I'm so exhausted but I love this story so I've been writing during any piece of free time I have. I love being in control of when yall kiss muehehehe. dw i'll probably cap it at around 9-10 bc I also have school coming up and i'm taking so many aps this year. In this chapter it's just some good ol yearning! prev chapter here:

Chapter 3:

That Friday morning Meeks was an anxious mess, as pure usual. If it couldn't get any worse they had to orally present their poetry to the class. He felt sweat run down the back of his neck as he looked out amongst his peers. He felt their eyes on him, staring, mocking. He looked over at Todd who often felt the same as he did, Todd just gently nodded. He glanced over at Mr.Keating who just gestured him to continue.

He cleared his throat, almost a death grip on his paper as he read out the poem. His poem to you,

"When I am kissed by you

It's like life grows around us

Giving us both breath and light

The plants grow

It's natural amenities preserve us

Our bodies will never rot"

By the end he was shaking, he looked out at his classmates, a lot of them were giggling at the thought of Meeks having a crush. Mr.Keating raised his eyebrows, "Interesting..." he slowly walked toward Meeks. He turned his body back to the class, "Does anyone want to guess at what Mr.Meeks's poem is about?" One of the boys raised his hand, he was large a football build with a buzzcut, he snickered before answering, "So like basically you guys made out till you died?" Keating nodded, "Yes I suppose that's a rather simplistic way to look at it,"

As Keating spoke Steven couldn't even pay attention. He was so embarrassed he just stared at a spot of the wall his face pink until he heard Mr.Keating telling him to sit down. He sat down and took a breath, he heard a whisper and turned around to see Pitts giving him a thumbs up from across the room. He smiled but he still held his head in his hands while his classmates presented their poems.

At dinner that night Steven was mostly silent, picking at his food. His friends conversed around him. Pitts, who was sitting beside him, noticed the look on his friend's face and leaned forward looking at him with worry. "You doing alright Meeks?," he raised an eyebrow,concerned for his friend. Meeks sighed and shook his head, smushing the peas on his plate with his fork, "Wish I can say yes Pittsy,"

Pitts turned his body toward his friend, giving him his full attention, "Well what's the matter? If this is about english then-," Meeks cut him off, "No- no it's not that..." Pitts looked at him confused for a second before realization dawned on him, "Ohhhh," he replied his mouth in an 'O' shape, "You miss them don't you?" Steven nodded without looking up, still absentmindedly picking at his food. Pitts let out a low whistle and smiled, "Meeks got it bad don't he?" Steven glanced up at him, he wanted to lie and say it wasn't true but there was no denying the growing blush on his face.

The next day came, just this one more day until he could see you again, he thought. He lazed in his bed daydreaming of you, of holding you, of laughing with you, and which in the back of his mind he desired the most, kissing you. Charlie, Todd, and Neil wandered into his dorm, Pitts was nowhere to be seen, something about a chem test. Steven laid down on the bed staring up at the ceiling while the three boys looked down on him. "Meeks...," Charlie chuckled, "C'mon...," Steven turned his head and squinted at him, he didn't even bother to put his glasses on. Neil shrugged, "You gotta get up man," he smiled at Meeks, not like the teasing smile Charlie had. It was friendlier like he was trying to encourage him.

Todd remained silent but even in his facial expression it was apparent that he agreed. Meeks sat up in bed frustrated, "I can't stop thinking about them," he ran his fingers through his hair, "I- I feel nauseous," Charlie widened his eyes, his smile growing bigger, "Woah...Meeks got bit by the love bug, and we get to see it finally happen!" he exclaimed. Meeks glared at Charlie, "Shut up..." he muttered and fell back into his original position. It was by then that Neil was having none of it and he grabbed Steven by one of his legs, trying to pull him out of bed. Steven shouted in surprise and he began clawing at his bedsheets,desperate to hang on.

Unfortunately, this only gave Todd incentive to help as he grabbed Meeks's other leg and Charlie his torso. Eventually Steven was on the floor his blanket on him as he fell on his back, his face twisted in shock and horror. He looked at the three incredulous, "Wh- why would you-" Charlie cut him off, "Cmon don't make us pull you to your feet as well..." In response Steven quickly stood up and smoothed out his pajamas. Neil laughed, "We're having a meeting tonight in the cave, that is if you're not too lovesick to join us,"

Steven grabbed his glasses and put them on before shaking his head, "No of course I'm able to," Neil nodded approvingly, "Good we're leaving at 9, now go get ready, you can't just be looking like that all day," He gestured to Meeks plaid pajama set earning a snicker from Charlie. Steven nodded and waved his hand, "Ok ok now get out," He ushered them out of his dorm room and slammed the door behind them. He stood in the middle of his room holding his head as he plotted his next move, he missed you so much it was sickening.

Later that night, Meeks was there with the others flashlights in hand as they trekked through the forest. He mindlessly followed his friends to their meeting spot, dazed. The night was bitter and he could hear the leaves crunch under his feet as he walked. His mind went back to you, how beautiful your hair was, the way you laughed. He absentmindedly smiled at the thought, his face heating up despite the frosty atmosphere. "Meeks!," he heard someone hiss, he turned toward the noise. The boys were now outside their cave and Pitts was gesturing him to come on.

He nodded and followed them in, sitting in their respective spots. Neil stood up and cleared his throat, "Welcome to The Dead Poets Society," he opened his book and began to read the excerpt he always started the meetings with. Steven stared at Neil whilst he spoke, he soon came to the realization that Neil always had quite the flair for the dramatic. It was impressive to him, the confidence and how suave he was. He would be so perfect for theater, and then his thoughts back to the conversation he had with you.

There really was no arts department at Welton. Not even a simple drawing class. It disappointed him when he thought about it because what would he be like if he had access to such things? Would he be any good? He sighed and frowned, the thought began to get to him as he daydreamed what could've been. He felt a hand on his shoulder and turned to see Charlie, "Hey..." Charlie smiled at him, "Put your jacket down for the picnic," He gestured to the ground, and Meeks shook his head, taking it off anyway. "Wh-what why does he have to be mine?" he complained as he put it on the ground.

Charlie shrugged, "You were sitting the nearest to me," When the jacket was smooth on the ground the boys began to contribute their offerings. Various pieces of stolen dining hall fruit, cookies, and a singular Milky Way all thrown onto his jacket. He stared down at it and groaned, "I'm gonna have crumbs for days," he looked over at Charlie, "If I get ants because of you..." Charlie shook his head, "Relax!" he chuckled,"It's all in good fun, it's your turn to read anyway," Steven turned to his other side as Knox handed him the book. He flipped through the pages and found one that interested him, 'Love Philosophy' by Percy Bysshe Shelley.

As he read it out, his mind again jumped to you. He gradually got louder and louder until he shouted the final line, jumping up from his seat ,and throwing his arms out, "IF THOU KISS NOT ME?" only to be met by cheers and whoops and hollers. He panted, his heart beating with passion as he handed the book to Charlie still standing. He ran his fingers through hair and swallowed before sitting back down. His heart rate slowly decreasing. When he shouted that final line he felt a weight lift off of his shoulders. His mind unclouded as an idea began to form, he looked around the cave as Charlie read out his part eager to share the idea and to get some opinions on it.

As Charlie finished out Steven took the opportunity, blurting out the idea he'd been keeping,"What if I gave them that poem I wrote for english class?"

[moonieandi]

I NEED YOUR HELP- lol- sorry that’s such an interesting way to start an ask ‘I NeEd YoUR HelP?!?’ Haha- anyway- I’m thinking about writing a Stanley x reader! Kinda like what you’re doing but different- now I would totally give you more info on that except like- then it would give it away lol. All I really need help with is A.) how do you write Stanley as well as you do?! And B.) how do you normally start a story- I’ve been having a hard time with intros lately.

Also! you don’t have to help me out! Don’t feel pressured! I’m just asking bc I love your snapshots I think they are literally the bestest!! And I wanna be able to help readers feel that way when I write too!! I hope you are still taking care of yourself! Drink lots of water! Eat lots of snap peas! (They are the BEST-) and most importantly sleep well! I know you’re busy so make sure you take time for you! Have a safe and successful move too!

HI! HELLO! I'm so sorry I couldn't answer you right away, one bc I was so busy up until LEGIT JUST THIS VERY MOMENT, and two because I want to help anyway I can, and want my answer to actually be fleshed out!

Firstly, omg so sweet of you that you want my help <3 I'm so happy you reached out and SUPER excited to give you some insight! I encourage anyone who wants to write TO write, it's a great creative outlet (and also I love any and all Stan content hehe)- so:

A.) i. Stanley is based in my head off of my own fantastical characterization of him (which I'll get to in a moment), and also the character we know from the actual show OBVIOUSLY. I started by, of course, rewatching the show. Because I wanted to, and to also take note of his character in each episode. This consisted of getting some basic information about him from anything from his fear of heights to his terrible (great) sense of humor. The clear drive from Stanley is his deep love of family, and general familial bonds (Soos and Wendy). He takes "odd ones out" under his wing on the regular, because HE is an odd one out. People who don't ordinarily fit in are his bread and butter (and also his general sales pitch). He appreciates the oddities in people, in contrast to his brothers interest in ACTUAL oddities. He goes out of his way to keep these bonds, especially with these kids he's not-so-randomly taken under his wing (that he more than likely took in for the summer, trying to reconnect with family and therefore Ford in anyway he could). This tells me he's also a caring man, a weirdly desperate man, and more considerate than people on a surface level may give him credit for. Now this characterization maayyyy be a stretch but that's where the fun comes in!! YOU get to interpret these little things in any way you like, maybe he has a weird relationship with tangerines, maybe he can't keep eye contact on a date for a particular reason- and those situations can just flesh him out more!

ii. NOW the ""romantic"" side of things are of course skimmed from the romance I know from other media (and of course my own lovelife). I take this characterization of him, and find another characters I know and love to MAKE writing him in these situations easier- seeing as we do never see him IN these actual romantic stations (outside of the dating sim and that one failed date- WHICH can also play a role in how you write him romantically!) Stan reminds me of the suaveness and shyness of men in 90's romcoms: surprisingly well-meaning but stupidly flustered. I'd say Brenden Fraiser in his early romcom's come across like this or even Bill Pullman in While You Were Sleeping. It encompasses some of what I believe Stan to be in general: weirdly shy, unable to come out with it, flippantly sweet, sarcastic, and stupidly endearing. I also get general influence from more recent reference(s), the main one being Nick Miller from New Girl. I don't think I need to explain myself with that one. ALSO if you don't understand any of these references I apologize- but I very much encourage you to find your own references in ANY form of media! I even find myself inspired by art at times!

B.) Intro's are hard!! It feels like the hardest part at times. You need to hook the reader, engage them quickly, and have them come back curious!! I will reassure you with one thing: intro's do NOT have to be long! I'd encourage you to keep the intro sweet and simple with not tooooooo many details! don't over-explain to the reader, it may discourage them from continuing (in my opinion!). I take the "shoot first and ask questions later" approach. Throw the reader into a scene giving context clues to where in the story's timeline we are being thrown into. Flash forward and then back into the future! Start on an action scene- hell have the opening scene being two significant characters meeting! it's completely up to you, but I am reassuring you it doesn't have to be long, and DON'T make it too complicated! Complicate things later, grab the reader in the first chapter, and then explain some things later on! Let me also assure you: you do NOT have to write your story backwards, and you don't have to have a finite and "final" story ready to go. Have point A be the beginning and point B be the end and YOU make the trail from A to B!

And above all HAVE FUN!

[obsoleteozymandias]

Hiiii! I saw that writing request are open and was wondering if you could please do a twisted wonderland match up for me!

If not totally ok, I may be late for this😅

I don’t do these often so I apologize if this is formatted wrong

Personality: sarcastic, extroverted introvert (as in only talkative to good friends), dark humor, lazy, realistic, nice-ish, I’m ISTJ if that helps at all

Likes: music, comedies, musicals (I’m a music forward person), Disney, Tim Burton, cotton candy, thrill rides, anime, video games, alone time

Dislikes: clingy or entitled people, social events (I don’t have the social battery for it), horror movies (I scare easily), sun or the heat, also not a fan of action movies bc I’m not too good w injuries or blood-not skirmish just uneasy

Hobbies: music (who could’ve guessed), reading, sometimes writing, gaming, pin and snow globes collecting, psychology (it’s a hobby until I graduate and get a job in that field)

Favorite characters are Silver, Azul, and Lilia

Thank you so much if you end up doing this!!!

You’re very welcome! Unrelated, but I’m back in my TWST phase if it wasn’t obvious lol. 

== Twisted Wonderland ==>

I match you up with…

Idia Shroud

Y’all are two peas in a pod. 

His first impression isn’t much - he’s too busy trying to ignore the fact that he HAD to attend orientation. And maybe he does catch a glimpse of you and blush a bit - so what? He’ll never admit it. 

I think a meet-cute with this guy would be that you become friends with him online first. You two play games together, and overtime, you become very close. It helps the loneliness of being in another world. 

Then one day, you put the pieces together, and you debate whether or not to tell him. 

When you finally work up the courage to do so, he’s so flustered, and yet so much warmer to you. 

He’s definitely fallen for you over the internet, so when he finds out that he can now fall for you IRL, he kinda loses it. 

BTW, Ortho definitely knew already. 

You two introverts spend a lot of time together, and it doesn’t feel like you’re being extraverted together. You just fit in place together, cuddling close and laughing at dumb people in the games you play. 

Your first kiss is a whole event. He’s perpetually blushing around you, but when you kiss him, he goes a shade of red you weren’t aware existed. 

You two laze about together all day, ignoring invitations to events and simply basking in the beauty of being alone together.

[ourfag]

Ooh fanfic tropes. Alright gimme your thoughts on sex pollen, flower shop AUs, and whatever the trope that first pops into your head when I ask you to think of the most overrated fanfic trope is

(Hope you feel better soon!! 🫂)

sex pollen answered here goddamn we’re loving sex pollen today

flower shop aus! flower shop and coffee shop and bookshop and tattoo parlor aus are all girlfriends in my head. i’d put any of them at a B because i don’t spend my spare time daydreaming about them (characters being in charge of retail businesses always gives me secondhand anxiety 😩) but it’s never a turn-off to see in the tags of a fic. especially when it’s stede in charge and he’s doing something weird as hell with it. flower shop aus specifically are fun bc i think there’s a lot of space there for it to interact with ed and stede’s relationships to masculinity and gender expression. also one other thing i’m sure is out there but i don’t remember having encountered is misunderstandings based on flowers-as-gestures vs flowers-as-products (“what do you mean you didn’t know? i’ve been giving you long stemmed roses for months!” “you said those were freebies!” “you think i go around giving long stemmed freebies to every regular customer in the shop???”)

…..ok the FIRST trope that popped into my head for overrated tropes was “and there was only one bed” which imo isn’t quite fair bc i do think it is a Very Good Trope. but it’s a Very Good Trope in the way broccoli is a Very Good Vegetable—yes it’s popular for a reason and yes i eat it often but why is the hype so disproportionate compared to other vegetables….. spare a thought for the roasted brussels sprout…. the steamed cauliflower……. the humble pea….. B- i think. for both bed and broccoli. but bear in mind all these are the words of someone whose favorite vegetable is eggplant, so

[f1-giuki]

Ah! Sorry it’s a couple of days late but did I see Charles’s moving castle on your wip list? Would love it if you could give some hints ❤️

Hi love!!!!! don't worry!!!!

ihihihih it's basically an Howl's moving castle au! with Max as Sophie and Charles as Howl because I am insane over dramatic and blond Charles! Oscar is going to be Markl, and Carlos Calcifer! the witch of the waste is binotto because I despise that guy.

it's a wip that takes a lot of time to be written because Howl's is such a visual movie, and I want to describe what I see on the screen as close as possible! it's an experiment also bc I want to search for beautiful words and syntax to honor the movie and do it justice in my silly fic djdbdjdjdjdjjfjfjf

snippet below the cut!!

The room hasn’t changed a bit, but the castle seems still. The knocking continues, until a hurried set of steps runs from the upper floor to where Max is hunched on the chair. He pretends to go back to sleep, snoring loudly.

-

In the morning, Max suspects it is morning because of the soft yellowish light coming in through the windows, heaving knocking on a door wakes him up. Max mumbles something in his sleep, but the knocking continues and he can’t ignore it, so he opens his eyes.

The person who ran down the stairs is a child, with floppy hair and dressed in strange pea-green attire. He looks at Max, sleeping on the chair with a questioning look.

“Hey, who’s this grandpa?” The kid asks.

“Porthaven door!” Carlos says, the knocking is more pressing business to take care of than Max.

“How did he get in here?” The boy asks, running to the desk and taking a soft blue cloak from underneath a pile of books, and putting it on.

He puts the hood on his head and passes his hands on his face, suddenly making a long grey beard appear and filling his face with wrinkles. His voice gets deeper too, a little, but Max can tell the kid is making an effort to do so,

“Stand by!” The kid says to the door.

He goes down the stairs and turns a knob next to the door handle. The light changes, turning more pink, and the kid opens the door. Two men in a police uniform escort a man dressed in a formal suit with a pink and yellow band across his chest.

[quillyfied]

Things I’m noticing on this rewatch, which I’m hoping to take slow and ponder on but we will see how it goes, PART ONE (obviously major Good Omens season 2 spoilers throughout, specifically for S2E1):

- Angel Crowley’s hair is so bright and curly! The shade feels more like his new post-apocalypse ‘do, which I find curious. New hair is obviously still much darker but it’s that more unnatural shade of red that could be very bright indeed under the right lighting.

- Aziraphale trying to soften angel Crowley up for his warning by complimenting the colors of the nebula first. People pleaser already, I see.

- The opening: that bit where they separate. They’re on the wrong sides. Then they move past each other to the right sides. Then they separate backwards to the wrong sides again, and that’s when the bridge between planets behind them breaks apart. Pretty obvious visual representation of where they end the season, but I do have to wonder about the emerging “they swapped again” theory and if this back and forth motion could be pointing to that.

- Initial analysis about Maggie: cute as a button, blonde, runs a shop of antiques not particularly useful or lucrative in the modern world, formal style of writing, accommodating to the people around her (perhaps to excess), vintage aesthetic all the way around: immediate thought is that of course she’s a mirror to Aziraphale the same way Newton Pulsifer is. Let’s see where it goes.

- I COMPLETELY FORGOT ABOUT THIS SPY EXCHANGE ON THE BENCH BEFORE SHAX SHOWS UP. Also why aren’t we talking about Shax more??? She’s a delight! The way she’s absolutely befuddled by how humans outdo her at her own job, the weird strained but sort of mentor/mentoree and also informant relationship she has with Crowley, how she is also probably one of the best dressed in Hell without the smell and blemishes and obvious animal aspect…she’s fascinating and I can’t wrap my head around her. Is she supposed to be a dragon? I could deffo see dragon.

- “What’s the point of it all?” Oh Crowley. So correct.

- His hair matches her dress. Significant that they match??

- Half rations of what???

- The correction of the peas. I weep. Has the air of all the times Neil has probably been corrected about it on tumblr and elsewhere for the bread in the book XD

- There are a lot of Statues of Liberty in Nina’s coffee shop. Why??

- Initial analysis about Nina: cool, collected, blunt, friendly but not familiar, hipster vibes, popular store and business model without being a model business owner, seems like she has it all together but has a pretty big lingering anxiety in the form of a controlling relationship: perfectly fine mirror for Crowley, like Anathema Device. Continuing to see where it goes.

- John Hamm’s befuddled face is the highlight of his performance for me, bc he has such a commanding gregarious menace for playing Gabriel and it’s weird to see it replaced for just…gregarious :P

- I know this is a horrifying moment but can we take a moment to just appreciate the comedy of Aziraphale seeing Gabriel’s whole bare bottom before realizing whose bottom it is? Gosh and the hug. So awkward. (THE JIGGLE)

- John Finnemore also excels at writing idiots. Jimbriel has John’s fingerprints all over it. The conversation is golden.

- This conversation with Michael makes much more sense now tbh but. Want to talk about it in full later, when we have all the information.

- I’ve noticed it since we got promos but: Jimbriel using the angel wing mug and Aziraphale using the blue teacups just…strikes me. Could be because he’s having tea and not cocoa. But still. Hmm. Interesting.

- Aziraphale’s immediate panic over knowing what it’s like to be close to a person. Hmm. Yes. Quite. (And a moment to enjoy Gabriel, even in some pretty extreme amnesia, knowing Aziraphale is safe and will help him. Not so much warm fuzzies over GABRIEL knowing that as it is Aziraphale getting to HEAR that from someone who should by all accounts not feel safe with him at all. Guardian instincts being validated. This won’t backfire.)

- Listen maybe it’s just because I watched the Barbie movie the night before I watched GO2 but all I’m thinking when seeing Jimbriel is that his Kenergy is off the charts. And I know that basically just means he’s at peak himbo performance but Kenergy feels more appropriate right now. More introspections there later, I think.

- Formulating a thought about the box, about how it has very prominent double red arrows and “this way up” on it…and the instructions were on the bottom. Something something Heaven/Hell Gabriel/Beelzebub symbolism?? Foreshadowing for The Final Fifteen Minutes, maybe for season 3 itself????

- “You’re funny. I love you.” UH HEY JIMBRIEL. JIM CAN WE TALK ABOUT THAT. GUYS CAN WE JUST. DISCUSS THE LAYERS OF THAT. Not here, obviously, but at some point.

- The thing about writing an idiot is that they have exactly the wrong intelligence for the situation at hand. It makes them very funny. Even more so when their intelligence actually happens to be helpful.

- THE FLYYYYYYY

- Muriel!

- Oof. Sexy Bentley animations.

- “Now that I’m not reporting to Heaven” INGRAINED BEHAVIORS THAT NEED ADDRESSING, PERHAPS?

- I feel like we don’t talk about “six shots of espresso” enough. I realize it’s been like two days and there’s a lot going on but SIX. SHOTS. OF. ESPRESSO. CROWLEY. It expressly does not calm him down. Oh hey instrumental Bohemian Rhapsody!

- I paused just to fully take in the affronted look on Crowley’s face at “naked man friend” XD

- Crowley downs six shots of espresso in one go and then comes face to face with the exact being of his worst nightmare. No wonder he blows a literal lightning gasket.

- Aziraphale knows about Shax. Interesting.

- Ask him properly? Interesting turn of phrase. And Crowley leaps in immediately between them. Of course he does. Ask him properly meaning be threatening about it this time, I suppose?

- I. AM. DUSTING. ITS YELLOW. HHHHHGK.

- Crowley solution: get rid of the problem, run from it. Get away from it. Aziraphale solution: confront the problem, solve the problem, go charging into the helping of the problem. Hmm. Interesting.

- The whole “our exactlies are not the same exactly” IIIIINTERESTING.

- “I thought we carved it out for OURselves.” “SO DID I.” Y’all I cannot WAIT for the parallel gif sets. This conversation, the bandstand, the sidewalk, and The Final Fifteen Minutes. Phew. Knockout parallels.

- That was a surprisingly petulant lightning strike tbh

- Michael and Uriel sniping at each other. Somehow love it. BUT ALSO. This conversation has so many damn LAYERS now!! Heck!!!

- The floating armchair. Heck yeah.

- The distance between Muriel and the archangels, the way they talk down to her so thoroughly…heck.

- Like how the Resurrectionist matchbox has the skull and crossbones but also the Bible verse on the side. The two halves of the sign, brought together.

- MORE FLIESSSSSS

- Beelzebub’s tactic for trying to get Crowley to help find Gabriel is…interesting. I might have to make a whole separate post to analyze this scene. The matching chairs, the determined way Beelzebub’s pursuit of the hunt isn’t immediately suspicious, the flattery, but most importantly, it’s getting its own bullet point:

- The way Beelzebub shares the bit about Extreme Sanctions and how that is enough to flip Crowley’s Protect Aziraphale switch. He’s on the hook, because now there are actual stakes.

- I wonder, though, at how I didn’t immediately catch that Michael saying “anyone found HELPING him” was said. Anyone caught helping Gabriel. Why would helping an archangel be cause for Extreme Sanctions?? Surely it would be a good thing for anyone, even Aziraphale, to have kept a vulnerable Gabriel safe all this time. I’m chalking it up to first time watching excitement and sleep deprivation but huh. HUH.

- Anyway, back to Beelzebub; they immediately offer a reward to Crowley, a carrot instead of the stick. And Duke of Hell is on the table. Interesting. Weird. And their wording is anyone “involved in the affair.” Very slightly different context. Wouldn’t give away that Heaven is indeed on a manhunt (angel hunt?), but not for the exact reason you would expect.

- I wonder about the temporal implications of being erased from existence. And how this very serious and apparently mythological mode of punishment is coming back in season 3. Hmm. Hmm hmm hmm.

- Also Beelzebub’s “report to me first” I SEE YOU NOW

- Nina and Maggie’s lock-in is…hmm. The “no judgement” about drinking thing strikes me as something someone with a very religious upbringing would say to a friend who drinks. Bit clunky, lot condescending. Interesting way to get to a segue.

- Good old fashioned lover boy better have an amazing comeback next season XD

- LOVE seeing the onscreen effects for the text messages, love the way they’re like crumpled up notes, love the immediate energy that brings to this already suspicious relationship. Sigh.

- I knew “I’m back” had petty marital bickering energy from the trailer but I HAD NO IDEA HOW MUCH.

- Also brief moment of real sadness for how this is a rehash of “angel, I’m sorry, whatever I said, I didn’t mean it. Good? Yes? Get in the car.” Just smoothing over the rough patch so they can move on rather than. Yknow. Talking about it and fixing it.

- Also notice how the apology dance doesn’t actually involve saying “I’m sorry.” It’s more an admission of the other person’s intellectual or moral superiority. Which is. Funny! But also. Sad!

- Jim. Jim you were just outside earlier. Jim please.

- I notice the “little” miracle is done over the portal to heaven. Hmm. I thought at first maybe Jimbriel’s latent archangel abilities were at play but I much prefer the “together Crowley and Aziraphale are super powerful without meaning to be” interpretation, because it makes The Final Fifteen Minutes make SO much more sense.

- The miraculous plume is pink <33333

- The inherent comedy of “nobody will notice a thing!” *BLARING ALARMS* XD reminds me of “he’ll have an enormous hellhound with him! He’ll be easy to spot!” *cut to Dog* from season 1 :P

- Okay, final thoughts on this first rewatch: yeah the foreshadowing and scene-setting is impeccable. Great energy. Loving it! Picking up on so much more tiny hints and clues! Missing God’s narration but it really says a lot, actually, that She isn’t there anymore. No Agnes Nutter book for guidance, no scriptural references to necessitate God’s voice being present…different flavor.

Okay! Might do episode 2 tonight, as well, but I have Things to do first! We will see!

[itsjustfire4]

So the other day this kid in my history class came up to me and apologized for his friend’s behaviors towards me a few years back in our gym class. It took me a minute to remember this guy bc I have a shit memory but now I do and honestly I feel kinda bad for the dude. He was kinda a dick then but he talked to me like once and I glared at him so bad. I’ll be so fr freshman me was like at one of my lowest points bc I had a lot of shit going on. It def didn’t help that over half the guys in my gym class were constantly harassing me (his friends). But at the same time…. I was kinda cunty??? Like I roasted tf out of them every time they interacted with me completely unfiltered 💀💀

Here’s an example of one interaction that happened:

Guy, running up to me when I’m minding my own business: hey *old name* can I have your snap?

Me, already done with him: I don’t have one

Guy: oh, insta?

Me, counting the seconds for the class to end: don’t have that either

Guy: what do you have?

Me: I don’t have social media

Guy: do you have a phone number?

Me: not one you can have

Guy: oh come one why not?

Me: I don’t know you

Guy, making fun of me: please? I wanna ask you for fashion tips!

(I was deep in my Emo style then)

Me: no

Guy: oh come on! Why not?

Me, completely over this dude talking to me: do you know what the word “no” means? Or is that two letter word still too complicated for your fucking pea sized brain to comprehend?

Guy: …

His friends nearby: *laughing their asses off*

Me: will you fuck off now and leave me alone duchebag?

That guy then left and I wasn’t bothered for the rest of that class period, it was great 😋

He did eventually convince me to left him out his number in my phone but I then just immediately blocked him and deleted his number so.

[neowinestainedress]

rebs you deserve all the compliments for ALL the fics you've written, okay? ㅠㅠㅠ like tripled, quadrupled, ~ple times from what your readers give you ㅠㅠㅠ the smut is always fire, the dialogues always make me heart tingle, the flow is always so good. just a very top-tier writer™️

i wonder how long did it take you to develop drippin', and other ~some fics in general? i think it must have taken a lot of time to formulate the idea, assign each person's role, let alone writing them out and making sure the stories flow well…ㅠㅠ seriously i really admire you, my pea-sized brain can never do this 😭😭😭😭

i have been a free-rider for far too long 😭😭😭😭😭 i shouldn't be reading these for free bc they're truly premium content™️!!!!! 😭😭😭 i hope your ko-fi page is still up and running!! ♡♡♡

also when is your birthday, girl!! 😍🤍🤍🤍

crying shaking throwing up i love youuuu 🤍🤍🤍

it depends on the fic honestly, and how much i’m having fun writing it. i have to say drippin' came to me rather quickly. it was around 3 weeks but it was short compared to other fics and also i think the editing took the most time (also i was busy with uni back then so i don’t have all day to write).

for the characters i always outline them first, with fics with plot i make a whole profile even with things that sometimes don’t up in the story, with smut i only describe their personality and how they act during sex so i know how to stay in character, especially with the dialogues. i struggled a bit only with sweet deception because it was the nth xsome and i was DONE but i love how their personalities came out and also i wrote it in a week, so kudos to me. for the 4j i don’t remember, it took a while too but it was very self-indulgent so once i started writing i didn’t stop and i had their personalities very clear in my mind. THE poly fic is my baby, so writing xsome for them is as easy as breathing and i love playing with their dynamics, and the first piece was also very self-indulgent so i knew exactly how i wanted them to be, the other smut pieces came easily especially because i wrote the 'how they got together' story and i knew them even more. it’s not easy for sure, but i have fun. it's not about being smart or anything i'm just unhinged and have nothing better to do.

technically my ko-fi is up but i was thinking about switching to venmo because paypal sucks and i had some troubles with the account. the link is still up but i turned off the payment options until i make up my mind. also dw, as much as donations are helpful and welcome, you always leave feedback (also through reblogs, and that’s super helpful) so knowing your opinion and having your support like that is already more than enough, really.

my birthday? same day as queen taeyeon, and the exact day, month, and year as some. yours?

[janggtoco]

Hello!!!! It’s me!!! 🐻‍❄️! How are you?? Anything new or interesting in your life? As for me, it’s just been work and accompanying my niece everywhere. I recently went with her and my sister to a pottery class!! I kinda fell in love with the cute instructor but i couldnt say anything because she was so busy + everyone could hear. I’m SICKKKK my first cute lil crush since my breakup 3 YEARS AGO and i couldn’t do anything like a dumbass 😭😭😭

I don’t remember when i last used tumblr or sent an ask tbh but i randomly thought of u so here i am dropping by ^^

Sending lots of love and good energy ur way 🩵

🐻‍❄️

dear sweet pea omg! i’m so glad u remembered me, i think of you often! whenever im having a bad day, i like to go back to our old asks when i was at my all time low bcs u helped a lot especially without feeling so alone.. i don’t think i ever told you that!! but yeah :-) im so glad you’re doing well!! and don’t worry about not making a move, i was never able to in any of my relationships or after 😭 i’m usually oblivious and have to be told straight up for anything.. but sometimes you just gotta revel in the crush <3 that helped me to being comfortable again with those feelings haha plus a pottery class is so romcom cute, now u gotta go back lol!

as for me, things have been pretty good actually! busy but good! work has been exhausting (working overtime for the past month lol) but i have new hobbies (i have like.. 12 plants now lol), im leaving my apartment more often and im seeing someone new :3 he’s been extremely patient with me and understanding as im getting around to being in a relationship again.. my friends also have really taken to him and i hope to introduce him to my parents soon.. its been really nice 😭

as for tumblr.. i’m not really on here much either lol… or online at all really lol it’s been focusing on my (4!!!!!!) cats, work, going to events and exploring the city w my bf, going out w friends and playing video games lol (currently it’s pokemon go and minecraft but i hope to get back to playing god of war soon lol)

this got so long and i’m sorry i just love to yap 😭 but i always LOVE hearing from u and knowing how you’re doing :( im so happy you’re well <333

[zombies-aliens]

Man idk wtf I'm expected to do in my situation. Man this woman was fine as hell and I helped her at work and I can so easily tell she thinks I'm handsome but.. I'm at work, I don't have time to chit chat. I wish women were more direct and gave numbers out or at least they could say some playful shit like "so are you gonna ask for my number?" and HELLYEAH YOU FINE AS HELL but fuck what can I say to the girl right then and there? I'm dealing with dumbass low IQ customers who don't understand anything other than yes, these moronic pea brain birds don't get that :hey sorry we don't have that in here: means WE DONT CARRY IT bruh idk if I should kms or if I should laugh my ass off at their stupidity. Um yeah there's actually a new plague that's worse than COVID and it's irreversible, and we're calling the disease: the customer. It's a horrible disease that kills brain cells and 1 in 2 people have it. Symptoms include being slow as fuck, blocking entrances to aisles, and not knowing how to read signs, oh and the classic "I forgot to bring my glasses" BITCH..... HOW DO YOU FORGET... NAW IM DONE MAN LMFAOOOOOOOO AYO LEMME GET BACK TO THE LADY bro I'm about to go BONKERS and spill everything that irritates me about these bird customers lemme get back to the lady now

So that lady was pretty and all she looked way better than my coworkers. Bro I know I can pull nines and dimes and that lady was looking right in the looks department and well, I can't be too sure if she thought the same of me but most likely, I'm in the store looking neat and presentable, nothing fancy or outlandish going on, but I'm a pretty handsome guy to a lot of women and men tell me I'm not ugly too. My appearance is a key thing apparently and I hate to suck my own dick but yeah, I see it. But wtf was I suppose to do and if anything happens then shiii ima have to be quick man because I'm working and I'm sure she's got a busy schedule with other dudes hitting on her too and I'm sure she's fucking maybe, idk, some dudes are honestly terrible at talking to girls but maybe idc but it's good to think so imo bc maybe she's not the type to get attached to but hey if she's lovely and she doesn't raise suspicions of being a woman of the streets then shiiieeett your boy might cuff. I still dk wtf to do about it. I don't have much time on my hands so it'll have to be quick. But honestly bro.. I'm a man with needs. IM TRYNA FUCK I'm not trying to read the Bible lmao

[saeyoungchoismaid]

ᴄᴏᴜᴘʟᴇ ʜᴇᴀᴅᴄᴀɴᴏɴꜱ

ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ: ꜱᴛᴀʀᴅᴇᴡ ᴠᴀʟʟᴇʏ

ᴄʜᴀʀᴀᴄᴛᴇʀꜱ: ꜱᴇʙᴀꜱᴛɪᴀɴ, ꜱᴀᴍ, ᴇʟʟɪᴏᴛᴛ, ᴀʟᴇx

ɢᴇɴʀᴇ: ꜰʟᴜꜰꜰ

ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: ɴᴏɴᴇ

A/N: trying out a new format, so lemme know what you think! Idk if this'll become a regular thing, but I like the way this looks lol. It's so fancy. Also, I got some requests for sdv on my other blog, so I'm posting it here and combining all the requests into one lol

ꜱᴇʙᴀꜱᴛɪᴀɴ:

out of all the bachelors (that I write for), I think he would take the longest time to warm up to

if you become friends with Sam or Abigail first, it'll definitely help him warm up to you faster

after y'all finally start dating (you probs had to ask him), he's still pretty shy around you

he doesn't have a lot of dating experience (if any at all), so he's very unsure of how to go about things

after getting to know each other more though, he finally starts to relax more around you

in general, I think homeboy is very reserved

so, I think when it comes to initiating physical touch, telling you what's wrong, etc etc, it can take him a long time to actually get around to doing those things

you always reassure him through everything though and make sure he knows that you're there to support, learn, and grow with him no matter what :)

after like a year of dating, y'all are basically perfect

you know the in's and out's of the other person

homeboy is a BIG cuddler

I think the way he shows physical affection is probably quality time

I can just see him wanting to share your space, even if you two aren't necessarily doing anything together

Like, just do your own thing while he games, or come join him!

when you two live together, I think things are kinda bumpy at first as you adjust to having someone else in your space all the time

probs leads to a few arguments, but nothing some good ol communication can't fix

when it comes to going to bed, homie stays up rather late, so if you don't, you banish him to the abyss (the living room) if he needs to do something with light or sound (if that'll keep you up, that is)

if you're also a night owl, you two are two peas in a pod

y'all will curl up and watch a movie, talk, play games, you name it

nighttime is always his fav time to spend with you bc you aren't busy doing farm work

I think his fav cuddling position is spooning, but where you spoon him 🥺 he just wants to be held man 🥺

ꜱᴀᴍ:

falls in love with you SO FAST

dude was smitten with you as soon as he saw you tbh

he's just such a simpy loverboy, he ca't help himself

gives you gifts probs just as much as you give him gifts

matter of fact, that's probs his love language right there

OMG loves writing short lil verses for you 🥺 (definitely is WAY too shy to read or preform them to you at first, but maybe once you two start dating he shows them to you and you literally SWOON)

probs asks you out at least three times a week and you always think it's a joke (aww and maybe at one point he stops asking and you're kinda bummed cause you thought it was really cute but when you mention it to Abigail or Sebastian they're like ??? he wasn't kidding and you're like GHOSRIGHR SAM BABE PLS COME BACK omg the potential angst I'm-)

when you two are officially together, he is not quiet about it

bro basically makes a public announcement that y'all are madly in love (he's so embarrassing pls)

even before you started dating, he's very touchy with you

in general, I think he's a touchy kinda guy, but especially with you

always has his hands on you, always wants you close to him, always always always

similar to Sebastian, I think he's also a night owl, so if you are too, he's just like :) let's! watch! a! bunch! of! movies! :) (and then falls asleep during like the second one lmao)

also a big gamer, so he'd piss himself if you offer to game with him

fav cuddling position is probs spooning where he gets to hold you as close to him as he likes :) (which is as close as humanly possible)

ᴇʟʟɪᴏᴛᴛ:

I think Elliott is super polite and friendly to you, but nothing more

so, it's you pursuing him, I think

he probs doesn't even realize that you're flirting with him and trying to rizz him up for the longest time LMAO

he's always very flattered and honestly a little flustered anytime you give him gifts, compliment him, etc.

will die ON THE SPOT if you write a poem for him (even if it's bad. it's the thought that counts <3)

when he starts to take romantic interest in you, expect a LOT of poems, actually

in general, anytime he speaks to you it's all very flowery and beautiful (and sometimes you don't even really know what he's saying bc it'll be old english, but you know it's romantic nonetheless)

"Thou art wise as thou art beautiful." and "Mine eye is enthrallèd to thy shape." and the probs the most romantic one by far that he said once you two started officially dating, "You are part of my existence, part of myself. You have been in every line I have ever read."

treats you like royalty, on god

he's such a hopeless romantic, so he does the whole nine yards of flowers, candies, poems, love letters/notes, thoughtful gifts, you name it

he's enraptured by you and wants you by his side for all eternity

in general, I think his love language is probably words of affirmation

he tends to go on poetic tangents about your beauty (and just you in general) quite often

he's a simp, your honor

as for sleepy time, I think he's an old man that goes to bed at the latest 10 pm and wakes up earliest 7 am. This, of course, is if he isn't struck by creative genius and has to write until 6 am to get everything he needs out

awe, it's cute because if you're out and about trying to finish some farming stuff, by like 2 am he's waking up bc he's like :( where are you :( the bed is cold :(( come back :((( and is all worried about you bc "it's late." But the second he does it and you're like babe wha- he's like "No talk. Must write." and that's the end of the conversation LMAO

fav position to cuddle is the one where he's laying on his back and you're on your side with your head on his chest/shoulder/neck. He LOVES LOVES LOVES rubbing your back and/or playing with your hair as y'all fall asleep

ᴀʟᴇx:

is not shy about how he feels about you

compliments you EVERY SINGLE TIME he sees you without fail

he loves how flustered you get when he does it

is definitely the type to be able to dish it out but can't take it

WILL turn into a tomato ON SIGHT if you compliment his muscles or tell him he looks strong

he probs asks you out on a date rather shortly after meeting you and does his best to rizz you up

I think in his head he's this big, tough, macho guy with these big muscles and words made of satin, but in reality I think that while he is strong, he's such a dork (in the best way possible)

like, on your first date, he's probs like "yeah ima charm the pants off of them!" and then he sees you and literally can't stop stuttering and tripping over his own words because of how beautiful you are

bro is COMMITTED to you after that first date though

he's always asking to hang out to the point he even offers to help you out on the farm (which he ends up loving because he likes doing all the heavy lifting stuff, like moving bales of hay or chopped down trees)

bc of this, I think his love language is acts of service bc he knows that it's something he's good at

you need help around the farm? He's got you, babe. You need something from that top shelf? Easy, babe. Oh no! That one place is closing soon and you forgot to run that errand? He can get there in no time, babe. Had a long day and just need to relax? He's ready to give you a massage and run a bath for you. Whatever you need

he's definitely big on physical touch and I think his favorite way of greeting you is to sneak up behind you and hug you from behind

he loves feeling you jump in surprise before relaxing into him

I like to think he's on a very strict regime where he, of course, has to exercise and eat right, but I think he also is required to get at least eight hours of sleep every night

so, similar to Elliott, he's an old man and goes to bed early and wakes up early to start that daily grind 🤩💪

fav cuddling position is to have you lay on top of him, like full body just suffocating him

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[taeyamayang]

hey pea! not sure if you remember me but it's been a hot minute since we last spoke. i hope you're doing well and studying the things you love the most. 🫶

i apologise for the long absence as i've started my internship not too long ago and it's been taking a toll on me. 😮‍💨 my prof had set me up with this company and i guess i got the short end of the stick because the travelling time it takes from me to go to and fro from home to work is close to 4 hours: around 2 hours per trip. well, it was mostly my fault for not finding a suitable company to intern by the allocated time, but have mercy on my poor soul 🥲

anyways, enough about me. how have you been? anything interesting or exciting events happening that you've been waiting for? perhaps an event has passed that you're dying to share with someone? let me know!ヽ(＾Д＾)ﾉ

as always, have the best rest of your week and stay safe and hydrated <3

lots of love,

~ 🌻

omg you're here! of course i remember you. i'm glad you're back! 2 hrs going and 2hrs back?? do you do that everyday?? here i am complaining about a 1hr and a half trip, back and forth, to my lecture. when does your internship ends? i hope you get a deserving credit for all the effort you put into your work.

you study engineering? chemistry? what was it again? i only remember it being a difficult major, maybe it includes math or smth bc i'm terrible at it lol

about me...well, i'm not sure if you know this but i graduated from uni! i'm taking lectures for a national exam, that's in line with my goals to continue my studies to grad school. so, i'm currently busy with that. also, i started taking japanese language classes early this year! it's fun but challenging, but mostly fun. i love learning languages (i was this 🤏🏼 close to pursuing linguistics as a major back when i was applying for uni). that's all ig, all is well. 😊

OH and i play genshin and am obsessed with it. do you play any games?

you're the sweetest :( stay hydrated and PLEASE take care of yourself. rest and eat well, alright?

[cryptic-lily]

i never was sure if thats a fact or a joke that martin has a podcast going on w his boyfriends but i might confirm it bc fuck it

[britneyshakespeare]

there’s something so surreal, sometimes. when you remember that donald trump was a relatively non-political celebrity for literally DECADES. i mean he was known for being a jerk but in a stereotypical rich guy way. something could be said about the way a certain segment of americans fell head-over-heels for someone who was never beloved or in any way viewed as “relatable” or “in touch” with the average person, but since he could be seen as (if you squint, and then just close your eyes completely) someone with “good business sense”... that could persuade him all the way to the presidency with a cult following who view him as a messiah, but i’m not touching that. 

trump was just really famous. a reality tv star. one of the elite 80s new york types. he wasn’t many people’s favorite celebrity, and those who stereotypically would’ve loved him 15-to-30 years ago would’ve done so for different reasons than people stereotypically love him now. i mean, naturally. becoming president is a big change in role, occupation. his image evolved in the public eye, even though it was his former celebrity status and brand reputation that allowed him to launch his political career. because of how reviled he rightly was for being a demagogue, a racist, corrupt, etc. it's easy to forget all the old associations his name once had, which were comparatively much simpler and even seemingly benign now. 

but he was THE figure of his scene, at least for people who just consumed popular culture, rather than kept a close eye on, idfk, rich people shit. “trump” was synonymous with “rich people shit” when i was growing up. “rich people shit” and “you’re fired.”

so whenever i’m just out in the wild... goin on a trip consuming old movies, tv, music, books... and i come across the name “donald trump” just out in the wild... it’s always like oh my god... the before time... i remember when “donald trump” meant this... this was all that “donald trump” meant...

[little-cereal-draws]

Moon Knight and Werewolf by Night headcanons (can be read as romantic or platonic):

They met bc Moon Knight thought Jack was some strange looking jackal that needed to be stopped when he had managed to get out one full moon

They fought for a minute or two (they were pretty evenly matched w the suit’s super healing and strength) but soon found out he was distracted by Stevens batons

Quick game of fetch ensued while the moon boys had a conference and figured out what that thing was (it wasn’t a jackal, that’s for sure) and what to do now

They got him home safe and stayed the night to make sure he stayed there. In the morning, Jack was very startled to have some mummy man thing in his house but they explained everything

Now they hang out

Jack runs hot and the system runs cold so if they’re ever sharing a bed for whatever reason, it works out pretty well. Jack’s kicked all the covers off and is starfished out while the boys on the other side of the bed have just pulled all the blankets and cacooned up

Marc/Jake and Jack have conversations in Spanish. Steven feels left out and has put it on his list of languages to learn… after he finishes French, Copic, and Arabic

Jack likes darker coffee. Maybe not quite black but he does not put a lot of sweetener is in it. Moon Knight likes tea or coffee w a lot of sugar in it

If they’re doing some lovely parallel play, both just existing in the same space but doing seperate things, Marc will occasionally sneak a glance over and give a little “awooo!” Jack never responds but always looks up instantly. When Marc starts laughing, he gets all mad, telling him to stop doing that. Marc thinks it’s the funniest thing so he never stops. This cycle happens regularly wo fail

Jake was originally the wariest of Jack and kept quite a distance for a while, studying him and trying to figure him out. Jack never pushed him and just being friendly and going about his business like usual. Ultimately, Jake decided he was pretty cool and now they’re like peas in a pod

Jack always spins in a circle before sitting down. He doesn’t realize he does it tho. In his mind, he’s making sure he’s not forgetting anything he has to stand back up to get, that he’s not sitting on anyones legs/in their personal space, or making sure this is in fact where he’s supposed to sit. The boys notice tho. They bring it up once and he’s so confused abt what they’re talking abt and insists he doesn’t do that. They drop it but have a little smile every time he does it

Jack and Steven have the same music taste, meaning oldies. Jack gave him a record player when he found out he didn’t have one to “listen to them the way they were meant to be listened to.” Now they give each other records pretty regularly

All the boys smell pretty similar to Jack. I mean, it’s the same body, soap, shampoo, and deoederent so that’s to be expected. There are ways to tell them apart (or at least tell who got them ready that morning) tho. Jake’s jacket and gloves smell like cigarettes. Even if they’re not wearing them at the moment, there’s a lingering smell of it. Marc’s hair gel smells like chemicals and he’s always very generous with it so it’s easy to tell when he’s styled them for the day. Steven wears just a touch of cologne that the other two neglect unless they’re going somewhere fancy

They bond over having a part of yourself that you feel like is destructive and have no control over

Jack also has similar methods as Steven’s nightly routine to make sure he doesn’t get out on full moons. They compare notes and what works and what doesn’t

[jungwnies]

boyfriend | nct dream | h.c.

NCT Dream members as your boyfriend ♡

tw: none

genre: fluff (angst & smutty only if you squint!)

w/c: 1,004

story style: headcanon

a/n: like, reblog, & comment!

Mark Lee

• he's the best boyfriend

• he remembers all the little things about you, your favorite drink, your favorite food, everything

• sometimes he'll visit you with your favorite meal, or bring you small gifts

• he isn't the most touchy person, but at the same time he is.

• he loves being in your arms and he loves your touch, he feels most comfortable and most safe with you

• he would work through any argument with you and do whatever to make sure you never leave him bc that GENUINELY scares him

• you're his other half 100% and he knew not even one month in the relationship

• he definitely dropped the "love" bomb early, but it was something you BOTH felt mutually because you guys are just head over heels for each other.

Huang Renjun

• he's also a really good boyfriend

• he would do anything for you, he'll miss events for you, he'll skip anything just for you

• and sometimes he feels super bad if he has to really go to an event because he hates leaving you

• he's super clingy, he loves kissing you, telling you how much he loves you

• hes constantly reminding you, "you know how much i love you right?"

• ALL THE DAMN TIME

• but he really does love you, he's over the rainbow for you, OVER THE DAMN MOON.

• he puts you before everyone and everything

• everyone is always like, "why are you with her so much?"

• they know damn well it's because he loves you so MUCH

• you guys NEVER argue, but whenever you do, he says sorry and you say it whenever you guys are at fault

• communication and understanding is at 100% with this boy

Lee Jeno

• he loves you, that's for sure

• he's 1000% a simp for you, like he loves you the mostest!

• he does a lot for you, and he brings you everything

• he spoils you a lot with material things, and touch

• he loves holding you and he loves how good you smell

• he loves being near you, and your not only his s/o but you're his best friend

• although sometimes you do argue, and it does get a little heated 🥲

• but at the end of the day you guys are like TWO PEAS IN A MOTHER FUCKING POD

• he puts EVERYTHING into you especially in bed

• bc lord is he good in bed

• BUT ANYWAYS...

• you guys are inseparable and he loves you too much to give you up despite anything the world throws at you guys

• you ALWAYS work it out

Lee Haechan

• being in a relationship with haechan is probably the best adventure ever

• he loves doing spontaneous things with you, he loves being risky, and he just loves experiencing things he never has with you

• he is DOWN BAD for you

• him and you are ALWAYS doing things together, like all the damn time

• sometimes he gets busy but your relationship is well planned and you guys still have tons of time for each other

• you guys aren't the most affectionate couple but you guys are the most fun and spontaneous couple

• it's like rollercoaster of fun, and there's rarely ever any arguments

• if there are any arguments they're just super petty

• this relationship is stronger and funner than ever

Na Jaemin

• he is the definition of boyfriend material

• he spoils you with kisses, hugs, things, literally everything i swear to god

• your relationship is superrrr healthy, and he's also very spontaneous

• he loves having you in his arms, and hes super touchy

• sometimes he just carries you around, or randomly kisses you

• being with jaemin is like a mystery because everyday brings on something new with him

• especially in bed, he loves to try things... different... things...

• he loves laying in bed with you and being near you

• touch is his love language and he ALWAYS got his hands on you

• he is the ideal boyfriend, the definition of boyfriend, he does anything and everything for you

• let's be real, the moment he said "i love you,"

• he was this close 🤏 to getting down on one knee and proposing.

Zhong Chenle

• he is a lover

• but a material lover if yk what i mean

• he loves buying you stuff, he loves spending all his money on you

• his whole PAYCHECK goes to you

• you honestly are his everything and he doesn't mind AT ALL

• he's also not one of those affectionate people but his love is shown in many, many, many other ways.

• he is constantly cracking jokes with you guys and he's always finding something fun for you guys to do if it ever got boring

• and you guys literally NEVER fight, like at all

• this is a super, super, SUPER healthy relationship and

• it lasts longer then anything ever

Park Jisung

• the youngest in dream, also the sweetest in a relationship

• hes very reassuring and he's loves you so much

• he was never very good at this because he was always an idol for a lot of his life

• but being with you gave him a box of emotions he didn't knew existed simply because he felt like he was trapped

• but when he met you he was overjoyed and he was so happy to be in a relationship with you

• you guys work everything out and you are always kissing him

• you guys love reminding each other how much you care and love each other

• what a healthy relationship you guys have 🥲

• but this is a relationship that will last forever, and you guys are super loyal to each other.