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comas-are-for-sleeping · 3 months ago

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HAHA TAKE THAT CAKE AND ICE CREAM FOR DINNER 🖕🖕🖕

#no im actually lying #i had carbonara and sliced nectarine + peach #AND cake and ice cream #but my parents got home right as i was getting the ice cream out #and my dad said ‘i hope thats not dinner’#SO FUCK YOU IT ACTUALLY WAS #i was also gonna watch legend of korra on the tv but now i cant #bc my parents are home. and watching their show #which is not even really something id be mad about normally #but my dad decided to be kind of a bitch 🥰 so i am returning the favor 🥰#rambles #winter stfu

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bacchuschucklefuck · 7 months ago

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assorted thoughts 1/when sklonda mentioned getting drinks with sandra lynn now and then I straight up cheered I was so scared for her social life being so overworked 2/straight up have no judgement on the whole ratgrinder situation on account of being a whole grown man. Im not getting into beef with fictional teenagers let them sort that out among themselves 3/sprak levefre

#not art #my oldest daughter with a grown sibling ass going I hope sklonda makes time to chill #she should be at the club. for free. they should pay her to be at the club #honestly its kind of a thing with riz too but thats more like. ok the thing is riz just fr loves mysteries #so tbh its more like if u yknow. love drawing and u draw for fun #and now u also draw for job. like I feel like thats the thing thats going on with riz #dude who playtests as a job and then goes home and plays more games. but with mysteries #but with sklonda it really feels like. its something shes Good at bc shes diligent and careful and has a moral spine #rather than something she actively enjoys. like her job is solidly her Job #so she immediately hits that alarm trigger in my brain seeing moms going about like #!!!⚠️⚠️STOP⚠️⚠️!! DO YOU HAVE A HOBBY ARE YOU CULTIVATING YOUR SOCIAL LIFE #and with her it fucking Got me too bc she just! doesnt seem to have the time to build that for herself #and the fact that she (Like Riz) is Living While Goblin in elmville and the isolation that probably entailed #like the empty nesting down the line would hit her like a baseball bat it would be Brutal #so genuinely knowing that she is casually hanging out with sandra lynn (and probably other parents in the group as well)#thats a whole piece of anxiety off my mind watching this show lmao. moms!#anyways sprak lefevre my beloved. actually I retract my vow of neutrality sprak's party better really like him and treat him right #or else.#he is prrrrrobably an artificer but personally itd be so funny if he isnt. what if hes a bard

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makkie-is-screaming · 10 months ago

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I should fucking kill myself

#I have this anger and dislike towards my little brother that’s totally unwarranted like he’s 10 it’s just my issues #n whenever I feel his hatred towards him I want to gut myself like #it’s not his fault that my moms a better mom for him n that he’s not scared of her #It’s not his fault that my dads sober and present for him #it’s not his fault that my older brother is a good brother to him n has never hurt him #it’s not his fault he’s not scared of telling someone he’s hurt or of getting food #it’s not his fault he parrots all of my parents insane conservative views #but I still hold so much anger and resentment #When I look at him I see him getting all the things I never got and being free of the traumas I went through #and I know it’s good and I’m happy he’s grown up in a safer environment but I’m so angry that I didn’t have those parents #and I know he’s also missing so many things I got #But it fucking hurts seeing how loved and safe he is and wishing I had been that innocent at that age #like when he’s fighting with my mom it’s over school work n video games n then he thinks he can talk shit ???#when I was fighting with my mom it was bc she came home from work in a rage #when I was mad at my dad it was because he got drunk n came home n yelled at my mom until she was crying in a corner then left #When I was screaming at my older brother it’s because I was tired of him hurting me not because he called me a name #I’m a horrible sister to him and I hate it because when he was a baby I was so fiercely protective of him and so happy to be his sister #I watched his shows with him and kept him entertained when my parents got bad n I promised myself I’d take care of him the way I never was #but I failed n now I can barely stand being around him #like I’m such a good sister to my sister but that’s it #n it makes me feel worse about my relationship w my brother bc I know I can be better but I’m just a horrible jealous bitch who should die #screaming

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yourbleedingh3art · 3 months ago

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#uploads #blog post #moodboard #todays eats: khaleesi pitaya acai bowl #pesto mozzarella toast #rosemary lemonade and chocolate chip cookie #grandparent eggplant Parmesan ..#canes.#Drank lemonade at grampsthen water…#I’m Robotic lowkey cuz I am repetitive but it’s not the same sentence cuz I add diff nonverbal to it everytime #but whenever I go over to my grandparents. I’m the Grstitude robot lowkey all I say is thank you for having me thank yu for dinner thank you #for cooking thank you for your open door thank you for being concerned about us thank you for taking my call ahhh #Im not responding fr to two things i have a vague impression solicit a response #both are Boys #Been taking total drama island subliminals into my subconscious bc I have been watching the FUCK out of that show lately #Mom was wack lowk when i got home today but at the same time both my parents agreed to take me out to dinna for my bday ahhh #To the place of my childhood happiness #which my mom mercilessly dissed consecutively 6 times #i said she beats the dead horse and i hope she eats it #She fw horses so that was intentionally murderous imagery to shake her up lowkey #Been a bit since I’ve been to a therapy sesh gon from 4 hrs of therapy a week and dbt activities to free Willy Freeloada smokes weed as #therapy summaaaa #Amy and I linked after therapy today i was giving serious Dead eyed thousand yard stare weird sad faraway voice energy but of course w my #beautiful friends all my energy is beloved in some special wayyy #Im grateful to my family even tho it annoys and saddens me when my drunk mom gives energy that she would pick a fight over all else #Hmmm #Why not both lol #one must be a brave soldier to Fight the powa… powa the fighta #Good morning Nigo #I’m wearing Bape

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ankela · 8 months ago

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the first recognizable bi panic moment i can remember having was the michelle dessler/tony almeida kiss in 24 season two episode nineteen (maybe twenty idk) and i think that says a lot about me as a person

#to be fair watching 24 and liking it already says a lot. but in my defence i was thirteen #and i watched it with my mother. you know that awkwardness when you have to watch an intimate scene in a movie with your parents #now that awkwardness was increased tenfold bc i had a huuge crush on both of those characters #i remember going home from school the next day and practically rushing for that dvd to replay that scene over and over again #before my mother comes home bc i was sooo embarrassed.#oh and btw now that i'm thinking about this........ my thing for suffering men really showed early #like when jack broke tony's leg in the prev episode (i think) it instantly made him 200% hotter to me.#yeah ughmm i will not look into that further right now. umm #and reiko aylesworth... i am free anytime anywhere

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pinkfey · 1 year ago

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i struggle

#i’m doin all the math in my head bc i need some form of predictability 😭#tomorrow should be fine so long as my parents don’t come home early in the morning #nick gets here around 8:20 and then we can get everything packed within two hours #and my parents are an hour away so even if they noticed the cameras go off we still have an hour #so rlly we just need an hour right?? then we’re in the clear because they can’t show up even if they wanted to #ok. ok. ok. ok. ok. mfjdmdmfnfbsnd #i think we should just move everything to the garage until we’re certain it’s all packed and then book it loading the truck #bc that’s what will set the caneras off #(that is if they didn’t notice him enter though the garage in the first place) (in which case. fuck.)#(and the odds of that are???? so unknown????? panopticon moment 🤪 just have to assume they’re always watching)#anyways.txt #delete later

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ambreiiigns · 2 years ago

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just spent a good 20 minutes crying my eyes out over so far away by avenged sevenfold i have regressed to when i was 13 and extremely attached to this band

#i'm still extremely attached to them and forever will be #i grew up w rock & metal & shit bc my parents were cool but a7x was the first band i found by myself yk. like. it wasn't passed down to me #like my mom passed me nirvana & queen & bowie my dad passed me metallica & pink floyd & dire straits #my beloved uncle passed me iron maiden &. also nirvana & rancid #guns n roses was handed my collectively by all three #in short. avenged sevenfold was home grown. yk. they were my own thing #my first thing that Really got me into metal & the likes #the first time i had my Own tastes & preferences #and i was hyperfixated REAL bad for like maybe close to two years it was sooo intense i loved them sooo much #i still do!! i will still call them my faves!!! idc!! they're so special to me #i remember i found welcome to the family in a like. creepypasta mva or smth. funny that all the first few bands i liked i found thru #some creepypasta bullshit on youtube or smth. mcr fob AND p!atd i all got from creepypasta for Sure #anyway. embarassing. but i was obsessed w welcome to the family for a while #and eventually decided i wanted to know who made it and maybe listen to more stuff by them #and it was my mom's bday so august 16th when i went on their wikipedia page read the Whole thing and before i even knew much abt them or #their music or whatever i was crying so hard over the section talking abt the rev's death like i knew him personally #and i feel like that was the sign. the bad omen. that i would be down bad from then on #and i was down bad #and i listened to all their songs. i watched all the shows. i knew every piece of footage that existed of them by heart #and you have to understand by that point the only other thing i had been as obsessed with were hp & lotr #so it was still Fucky to me. to be into something that intensely #in short a7x truly fucking shaped me as a person fr and i will be thankful & fond of them forever and i avoid so far away like the plague #bc i know it gets to me. it really does #bc they were friends since they were like 10yo idiot kids yk before there was ever a band involved #and as someone who's had p much the same friend group since kindergarten #just THINKING abt losing a friend i've had for so long fucking kills me. and i can't imagine how bad it had to be for them #it's a very. empath moment of me ik ik but i can't stand it it gets to me really bad #oh nay

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sochilll · 1 year ago

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why did no one tell me x-files is really good

#*ignores that it’s one of the most popular/well known shows ever*#my parents started rewatching it when I was home and now I’m in it #it’s insane how they r literally in love <3 #the one problem with this being my new obsession #is sometimes I’m like ‘one little eppy before bed 😌’#and then the eppy is like about a man who violently kills women bc he hates them (my biggest fear)#and then I have to go ‘ok maybe now I will watch a little Malcom in the middle before bed 🙂’#anyway good show though

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airenyah · 1 year ago

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wait i totally forgot there was a new ep of bmf out today

wow who knows when i'll get round to watching it

#it was a big day today in the evening #i had to leave for work around 3pm #and my parents came to watch the theater production i'm working at #and i also invited my cousin but didn't tell my mom in order to surprise her #also the cast was especially good on stage today!! and it was a fun audience too!!#it was such a fun evening #and then when we got home i was chatting with my mom about the play #bc i wanted to know her impression of it and if my opinions are similar to hers #(they were fnfjjfjf)#and then i had to wash my hair too #and i just. i was so distracted by everything today that i totally forgot about bmf airing today as well fjfjjfjf #it's 2:28 now so no way i'm watching the ep now #interesting tho bc i've been scrolling tumblr for quite a while now and i didn't see a single gif from the show #it was just someone's post talking about it that reminded me of it #bmf #airenyah plappert #adrm #bmf ep11 #anyway i had a really good evening at work today #one of the actors needs to interact with the audience at one point and i asked him to go to my dad specifically #and he did and i also asked him to make an italian hand gesture that only my parents would get #(this gesture isn't a thing in austria but my dad being italian and my mom being married to an italian would know)#my mom's laughter was so loud when she saw it gkgkjgjg and my dad was also amused #also after the show two cast members went up to my parents while i was busy tidying up backstage and cleaning props #my mom told me about it later and said they were praising my work and how organized i am #that's so sweet of them 🥺🥺🥺#i do so much of the work that should be the assistant director's job instead #and it's things like this that makes all the extra work just SO worth it #knowing that the cast appreciates it feels well taken care of #this job just feels so RIGHT for me and i really hope i'll be able to turn this into my career

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fceriestcrdst · 1 year ago

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my autistic ass avoided watching the x-files because i knew it would consume me....

& now here i am fully consumed even though I've only watched the first few handful of episodes of s1 (i'm regaining spoons needed for media consumption), but let me tell you w h a t!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was so excited i started crying because it combines unbridled pining, a skeptic & her believer husband partner, true crime, weird mythology, aliens (which i already knew abt obvi), unlikely besties who are prepared to square up at all times (re; scully being cold towards the agents mocking mulder & mulder being ready to fight g o d whenever anything happens to scully).

i just love the show a lot & i expected this but goddamn!!!!!! it's wormed into my spin category & now my alien spin is returning along with my 'unexplained happenings spin!!!!! i'm being consumed i tell you!!!!

#i'm excited to watch the movies as well!!!#i'm a little nervous for s10 & s11 due to the time jump etc etc #so i may not watch those--but i intend on watching 1-9 & the films #tho i'll probably watch s1 - 5 & the watch the first movie. watch s6-9 & watch the last movie #i knew i would be consumed by the autistic coded FBI agents & their ufo sightings but DAMN YALL-----i started going bonkers #on dya fuckin' one & now they're all i can think about #maybe this is to fix the void i have due to w*tcher being a mess (I'm season 3 is good--i ma just petrified dfghkjldfh)#if this end sup in tags no it doesn't <3 but also if it does---don't follow me due to this post #i post a mishmash of stuff!#<- putting this there bc it just feels right to do so <3 #the reminders im getting of like--the fucked up alien shit i know & ALSO 2 OF MY FAVORITE ALIEN CENTRIC MOVIES-#(those being close encounters of the third kind & starman)#i've gotta rewatch those now & c r y because those movies remind me of watching them in my grandmother's livingroom while my mom played-#-games on her pc. they also remind me of the summer nights i'd watch them back to back for days on end #god--for a 25 year old i talk like someone who gre wup in the 80s when i--alas did not---i grew up in the 200s but my parents #showed me a lot of 80s & 90s media so i feel more at home with those films & early 2000s films then i do most things from the 2010s #i'm talking a lot in tags--if you read all this--i'm so sorry. i don't know the art of shutting the fuck up #anyways; once again--if i end up in tags no i don't & don't follow me solely due to this post because i post a lot of stuff that's unrelate #to this (also please be above 18 if you're gonna follow me <3)#ky rambles #ky's audhd/disability posting

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milo-is-rambling · 2 years ago

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Everyone go watch episode 4 of season 6 of adventure time it’s called the tower it is so good everyone do it now now now now now (it’s 11 minutes long including credits and intro)

#episode of show from my childhood all about complicated relationships with your parents and yourself #talks about anxiety and revenge and anger and how friends help u thru shit ahhhh it’s so good and it has a song that always gets stuck in my #head it’s such a daddy issues episode it’s so good #I’m still home alone so I’m watching it on repeat cause no one’s home to judge me about it #also slightly annoyed that my mom isn’t home yet not bc I want her home but bc I would’ve been drinking all day and asleep by now if I knew #she wasn’t coming home until late #WOOOOOO YEAHH WOOO HOOOO POST LIMIT OVER!!!

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silverislander · 2 years ago

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i really fucking hate that at 21 i still have strict rules abt shit i can and can't do but more than that i hate that i don't do anything about i