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flownwrong · 7 days

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Hard Core Logo (1996) without people

#plEase watch hard core logo #esp if you followed me for neubauten initially #i believe you'd enjoy it #you might think i rewatched it again. you'd be wrong i'm just going through it #idk i wanted to do this since forever bc the inner and outer landscapes of hcl are so specific and memorable. bleak and gorgeous #i had 14 more shots initially which i had to painstakingly eliminate one by one because there's just too much there #and i could make a whole separate post dedicated to The Road specifically #but for now—this #hard core logo #c6d #visuals #uhhh this is not gifs but since i tag my stuff this way—#fwgifs #also #ds30below #bc i'm proud of it idk

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diamondsheep · 10 months

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🌸 But what can i do ? My life's about you 🌸

#GET KISSED IDIOT !!#i made this while listening to Jody by Tatsuro Yamashita #and idk there's something about that song that reminds me of them 💚💛#aaaa i haven't draw charaters kissing in literal years and i'm so proud of this one c': <3 #also i left this as a sketch bc i really like how it looks and i didn't wanna ruin it with some clean up lol #zosan #zoro #sanji #one piece #roronoa zoro #blackleg sanji #black leg sanji #zosan fanart #my drawings #diamondsheep art

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raiiny-bay · 2 months

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Love, Dhes

Parker,

It's unfair how time with you feels so short. How the last 10 years have felt like no time at all. I like to think there are other versions of us out there, somewhere. Maybe in another timeline, another universe. I like to think we find each other no matter where we are or what we're doing. That we're together and happy and I get to love you in a dozen different lifetimes. That's what I hope, anyway. And I hope when this lifetime ends, we get to start over and do it all again. Because once just isn't enough. Not for me. Not with you.

I hope the next 10 years pass slower.

Love, Dhes

#ts4 #simblr #ts4 edit #ts4 render #sims 4 #myedits #sue #dhestyn #kelly #bow #stella #duder the cat #marky #jax #i'm not fucking recovering from this #critical damage has been dealt to me #GODDDDDD this edit took me so LONG.#the GOOD news is there ARE other versions of them & they DO in fact find each other in every universe !!#whether or not they are happy though. well. that's a different story #cough monster boyz. cough slaughter house.#:-)#ngl a lot of the time i was working on this edit all i could think about was how much dhes has grown as a character #like baby dhes genuinely was such a punk. wouldn't be caught DEAD writing a love letter #let alone to kelly of all people #idk i'm just proud of him. seeing him so comfortable with himself... how he's able to show that to others & not feel afraid or ashamed...#it's really sweet!!!#like ik y'all don't know a whole lot about the boys as kids (bc i'm v protective of them so i don't share a lot lol) but trust me.#dhes has come a long way.#genuinely feel like i have watched him grow & learn & change & it does. give me feelings.#n e way. that's it.

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sunlit-mess · 5 months

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I can only take so much, but lately, they have replaced my reflection. And realize I'm just as bad as them.

#messyr #doodle #vent art #idk what im feeling but im just really tired- pessimistic and agitated lately #overthinking stuff about growth as a person LMAO. Envy that builds inferiority then dissolves into insecurity ew #ive yet to accept the truth that it will never get better- so i can only be there for others until i watch them go.#And I walk back to the same cage where I grew- bc the cage is all I know. I'd watch from afar and wait- wait for what? Idk #Genuinely happy and proud to those who worked hard for that success-- an ugly thought whispers to me thinking why cant I have the same #well- people w the same situations as me- knows how unfair life is so we work twice as hard. but sometimes... It's-- not enough.#And to an unfortunate fate- it'll never be enough. and it feels as if you amount to nothing.#I've been stuck for so long- I'm convinced enough that I cannot be helped. Still I cling onto the tiniest spark of hope.#bpd #abuse mention

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mintjeru · 6 months

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i've been streaming a blind playthrough of hollow knight to 2 groups of people for the past month and a half and i really wanted to share some of my favorite experiences ><

open for better quality | no reposts

#hollow knight #fanart #myart #doodle #as you can see. my fav npc's so far are myla. bretta. and quirrel #the nail master is there bc he was like my disciple i'm so proud of you!! is it ok if i call you my child? and i was like yes ofc!!!#for the internal monologue that is actually what it sounds like in a call w/ me when i'm fighting bosses on stream #when i first started playing i was like guys idk if this will be fun bc i mix up the buttons and might die often #and a few streams in they were like no no it's really fun to watch bc you're always like ayayayaya #anyway i recently defeated the watcher knights and i recorded the final kill (it was with the thorns which is pretty iconic imo)#i had so much i wanted to draw so i filled these pages really easily

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v1model · 1 year

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me when i see an abelist online (i am a cainist)

#v1model #ultrakill #v1 ultrakill #v2 ultrakill #ultrakill v1 #ultrakill v2 #i'm not tagging as v4v bc the piece was inspired by abel and cain and theyre brothers in the bible so #tw gore #tw blood #tw dismemberment #i hate drawing their fucking wings idk if you can tell #its like i love them but the actual wing metal parts KILL ME.#the id is really long (sorry)#also yes im aware the piece is uncentered it pisses me off im sorry #i can’t rlly crop it now bc people already reblogged it so #im still super duper proud of this though liek whaaaat

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beeholyshit · 1 month

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this stupid mf

#🖍️ —⁠ Silly doodles #(🚂) *⁠.⁠✧ — Valentine Grantz #I'M TRYING TO DRAW FOR MYSELF BC I'VE BEEN A LITTLE ARGHH #idk #IT'S BEEN KINDA HARD TO DRAW SOMETHING FOR ME THESE DAYS BUT I'M PROUD OF THIS WIII #Valentine we can tell we can tell... yeah cool guy yeah sure uhuh #(☆) ｡⁠.ﾟ— Andrew Kreiss #(☆) ｡⁠.ﾟ— Victor Grantz #(☆) ｡⁠.ﾟ— Luca Balsa #idv

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valhallavalgrace · 13 days

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How’ve you been? Made any friends yet?

Also what does your room look like?

LEO: Some of the Einherjar get their own CNC machines and I can request for one, but I feel spoiled enough. Personally, I'm just trying to make friends with someone on Floor 12 to take me white water rafting down there.

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nonokoko13 · 1 year

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SPOILERS MANGA CHAPTER 3: OCTAVINELLE

OMG THIS YUU IS SO SO CUTE!!!!!!

LOOK AT HIM/THEM. ADORABLE. I WANNA HUG HIM/THEM 💖💖💖

Edit: Apparently his name is Yuuta, 16 yo. Maybe his surname is Mito, from what I heard in Reddit. I also read there that his family owns a Chinese restaurant, until you have better sources or find where it says that yourselves don't take it as official.

#twst manga #twisted wonderland #manga spoilers #episode of octavinelle #he/they look sweet and altruistic unlike the octa bastards #also I'm starting to see a pattern here:#Yuuken: Tall & physically strong // Riddle: short % not known for his achievements in PE #Leona: An ass with everyone except for women. Fear them a bit bc in his homeland they are strong asf #// Yuuka: a girl strong asf (probably? Idk I still have to finish that chapter but she seems pretty strong to me)#Now Azul: bullied by his fatness and ashamed of his past appearance // This Yuu: fat. Either proud or okay with it?#Or maybe when Yuu was younger was also bullied so both understand each other but unlike Azul they/he accepted himself instead of changing?#it's like whoever's Yuu is the opposite of the OB student but similar in some way #twst theory #EDIT: Another difference. This yuu may like eating savory/sweet food instead of restraining themselves. Like no diets whatsoever #all of this is just speculation tho #yuuta mito

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spaghett-onaplate · 4 months

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depression is really weird actually wdym i spent 2.5 years of my life in bed

#and wdym that lifestyle changed so quickly into being out and about and an active member of the world??#very proud of myself #and i mean it wasn't that quick of a change #it was like 1.5 years primarily depression bedrotting with occasional school -> primarily depression bedrotting ->#primarily depression bedrotting with 3-9 hours of work weekly -> straight into 31+ hours school+9-12 hours work weekly #so there was somewhat of a gradual progression #but still #also wowza i wake up 7-7:30am every morning now. 1pm was an early wake up for a not so insignificant amount of time #i mean of all fundamental growth years to miss out on the ages like what 12/13-15 aren't too bad? they would suck in a different way if i #had been socially involved #anyway it's just. yea i'm proud of myself but it is a crazy lifestyle change #and even when i was deeply depressed in a horrible routine i feel like i learned a lot. how to regulate my emotions and cope well and find #the joy in everything. bc if i stayed in bed all day then i would at least be happy about the sun or whatever #and for the while of being not at school at all i WANTED to be at school i just could not find one bc our school system is so cute like tha #(basically every school is at capacity and the local school that has a guaranteed place for me would have been an all boys or girls 😭)#but i miraculously found and got into this school and miraculously made it work so well for me socially and now academically #it's also a good time to get back into school for my education bc any later and it woulda been pretty bad for all my certifications and uni #ive missed out on so much maths that its not worth it to me to try and catch up but my teacher knows that #but ive always hated maths regardless i only ever understood it for the first half of yr 7 then my attendance dropped #and after my recent exam i decided to try harder at school. but i still got an A on the exam i didn't study for!! academic weapon fr #i'm just idk thinking back to myself in the past few years #and how hopeless it all felt. but i got out of it!! i beat the depression and social anxiety and found a good place and made the most of it #and during the peak of my depression i remember i went out someplace near my old school and panicked so so badly about seeing #kids from my old school. and the friends at the time didnt really check on me when i went to shake and cry in a side street lmao #i kept the best of that friendgroup and have better friends now. but anyway now i take a bus each morning with some kids from my old school #and you see these hands? they look like they're shaking to you?#anyway yeah it's just cool i got to this point :) i really had no hope for so long but now i have a life i'm living and a future i'm build #--ing towards #which is funny i just decided some random day last november after watching some better call saul 'huh actually lawyer would b pretty cool'#and will i get there? we'll see but i do have hope now

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sylvrndoodles · 5 months

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wip 2 ( ˙꒳˙ )

#sylvrn art #animation #thimble #adventurer party #ouaghhh the hair was really difficult to nail in term of getting the motion to look right but I'm pretty proud of it!!#it just took so long #I'm kind of stuck now bc idk if I want to line and/or colour it #and I'll have to sort out how the spirit's feet interact with their hair since I originally animated it onto the skull base oops #plus I KNOW I will probably die of boredom trying to re line and colour everything _:(´ཀ`」 ∠):_#maybe I'll just clean line it <— in denial

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laesas · 2 years

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The hands holding yours are not clean either.

VegasPete + Hands || KinnPorsche (2022)

#Disclaimer: I have very complicated feelings about this show and this couple after everything that's happened over the past month #I actually started these in late december for a friends birthday but the colouring ended up so complicated I didnt get it done #and while I'm still untangling how I feel about the fandom and fan culture and the whole situation (tldr: bad sad parasocially betrayed lol #I was so proud of these for my 3rd ever gifset the absolutely insane amount of time I spent on the colouring and masking against shaky shot #like I genuinely had to keyframe adjust about 8 different overlapping layers frame-by-frame for at least 1 of these lol #and perhaps selfishly: I need to post bc I can't bring myself to work on new sets while this was staring back at me every time i opened PS #And I'm proud of it and it meant a lot and even though the shape of the fandom and friendships have changed its still worth something to me #anyway. enough rambling. on to the actual tags lol #VegasPete #kinnporche the series #vegas theerapanyakul #pete saengtham #asiandramasource #asianlgbtqdramas #lgbtedit #vegas kp #pete kp #idk idk idk I feel like this is my one last little love letter to these silly little characters that meant a lot to me #and to the friends that inspired it too #on a lighter note: the caption is an adapted taemin lyric and the colours were inspired by the criminal MV lmao #so like lol its not that deep :')#aaaand post.#bee.gif #kpts

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lit-in-thy-heart · 1 year

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been trying out a new writing technique recently and it's called chilling tf out and reminding myself that fic is written for fun.

#making a little joke but also being genuinely serious #with my merwaincelot wip i've embraced having little overviews in brackets for what i want to happen #but idk how to write it just yet #if i'm feeling stuck or bored #and if i'm getting tired or the idea of writing an ending is getting overwhelming then i just call it a day and do something else #and yeah it's taking longer to write things (perhaps gone are the days when i wrote and posted a fic in the same night)#but it's working wonders with my brain #and it's amazing how as soon as i relax i get hit with several new ideas #just trying to adjust my thinking in that projects over a long period of time are not something to worry about #like i'm also planning a knitting project that i'll be doing well into september #(mainly bc yarn is expensive and my needs are hella specific)#but that's okay!#not everything has to be done and dusted immediately!#i'm glad i took a break from writing and i think it did do me good but damn i'm happy to be back #and enjoy still learning how to get even more out of my hobby #but anyway i'm just feeling a lil proud of myself today so #lit talks #personal

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dogboner · 5 months

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personal growth is crazy because it seems like nothing has changed until you're crying because you don't want to die. you learn something about yourself that ten years ago would have actually killed you, and now you're thinking about what you can do to heal and make peace with it. nothing may have changed to you, but to the person you were however long ago, you are the "it gets better"

#guy who's very proud of how well he's handling things rn lol #anyways personal time:#but idk man i kinda remembered smthn from my past n #like. if it wasn't for how much effort i've put into my mental health n coping skills #n my support network now #idk id be in a much worse place.#so i'm gonna forgive myself for not really sleeping last night #n having a hard time with my bpd feelings n emotions #because fuck man! i'm doin really good actually!#growth doesn't have to be oh man i'm never ever sad anymore #it's just. idk i don't cry because i Wanna die anymore #sometimes i have an intrusive thought of suicide #and it makes me cry because i DONT wanna die. and i know those thoughts are not good or needed #but i'm not gonna beat myself up for having them. i'm just gonna be patient n gentle w myself #n give myself time #n everything will be okay(:#bc it is okay! it's in the past and i'm safe now. and i wanna make other people feel safe too #growth starts w baby steps. n that's why it's so hard to recognize in yourself a lot of the time #it goes slooooooowly. for me at least lol.#mine #despite everything i am happy because i know my life now is one i love (: and one im actively trying to better for myself

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faithdeans · 1 year

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name 👍

hello friends... i'm just letting you know that i'm gonna stop going by tali on here and just use isaac from now on (and worm of course). i really appreciate you guys letting me feel this out over the past few months, and i've come to realise it makes me much more comfortable, at least on online spaces

that being said if you have a tag for me and it's tali, it's fine to keep it that way

further explaination in the tags ig

#so basically i've been feeling like i'm 'not allowed' to use more masc pronouns and a 'guy' name bc i'm nb and also present #slightly more 'femme' i mean not really but also kinda? but i know that's stupid and just internal bullshit.#but i've come to realise i'm WAY more comfortable using isaac and he/they on here. idk why but that's how it is and #honestly i'm proud of myself for taking the time to figure this out and really let myself ~feel~ what's right #ok bye! <3

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averlym · 11 months

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" just...come here. just sit here with me" (...that one scene from princess momonoke, click for better resolution)

#tw death mentioned for the tag rambles!! (sorry)#meme redraw gone wrong (high effort). don't ask me how i did this- i don't know either. consider this perhaps an AU of the pyre scene?#or more accurately just my internal wonderings visualised. sometimes the vibes from the implications don't pan out the same way #i also lost the original sketch somewhere in my papers. alas. i vaguely recall thinking this would be haha funny and then somewhere down #the line it turned to angst. other quotes that inspired this from the show were 'ily. i'm sorry' and 'i will always be so proud of you'.#smth smth they met on the roof!! vincent stops quincy from jumping off and then. vincent tries to die + eventually quincy kills him on the #very same roof. anyway the quincent death scene was spinning around for a bit in my head and out of the miscellaneous sketches this won out #wanted to play w the strong blue lighting + bg + silhouette things that you get w stage lighting // replaced the knife w vincent's scalpel #quincy is kneeling bc poses + idk why it's fun staging for him ;-; // also the proximity + intimacy.. // the pyre is also in the bg #but it's silhouetted behind quincy. i think the last quincy post made me associate symbolism (help??) bc as i was painting i was thinking o #angel wings ksdjfh // not to mention the halos. halos are always fun to paint.. shiny stuff...#and from the last vincent art. i guess the star and eye imagery carried over. hm. tried to get the quincy halo to match so its like a #rounder less spiky star? which hehe aligns w the sun vibes (that i??can't explain??) but more importantly here i was thinking about #binary stars for the glowy parts. two in orbit in pull to one another.. tension.. ue. also the glow for vincent goes to stabby eye so like #behind the face shown to viewer. meanwhile for quincy it goes in front of the face #and of course u have the downward linking implied line from quincy's tears +scalpel + glowy eye.#this is supposed to be rotatable.. in landscape form u can have either quincy or vincent upright (pov) + it should work both ways #//bonus stuff is vincent holding the skask w bloody hands + shadow looks like blood spatters. like it would if quincy did the stabby.#hhhh this is the most. confused i have been making a piece lately.. just toss in a lot of fun visual stuff and mix..#if the rambling analysis here seems pointless and confused i think that's why. this is why u should plan out your essays o.O..#oh. stuff i just remembered: the whole impetus for vincent planning his own death was so quincy would be happy / it's already #mentioned before quincy kills vincent that he's severely injured- vincent says it's fine- ig u could intepret it as a finishing blow?#hastened over the phaethon announcement- when they make the second announcement quincy looks up smiling until the admin gives it to #beatrix-he didn't know.. // <- so for this it's possible to infer that vincent wasn't very attached to living anymore.. hence why they look #more accepting above. while quincy is looking very angsty and conflicted. yeah.. // tldr! don't look into it too deeply it's a meme redraw #adamandi #quincy cynthius martin #vincent aurelius lin #tw knife

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