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headcanon that Han-seo always carries some cash with him when he goes into town just to give it to homeless people and also just random passersby bc he wants to do some good with the money he has
#like jason mendoza when tahani gave him the financial backup:')#i think post series han seo#works v hard to 'redeem' himself#bc he still feels guilty#even after he saved cha young + vincenzo's lives#jang han seo#vincenzo#i have so many headcanons about him that i keep forgetting#y'all dek
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not enough is said about how by 1.03 merlin literally tries to reveal his secret/sacrifice himself to save gwen. like. i feel like the focus often becomes how funny it is that he literally reveals himself and arthur is like 'lol he's lying' which is also great. but literally. he's known gwen for a couple of weeks at most. he is ready to die for her. me too, merlin.
#merlin & gwen bestieism so important to me. they invented it actually#granted he also feels guilty bc it was his spell but still#i think it's a cute ship but i honestly love their platonic dynamic so much#his huuuuge soft spot for her >>>#bbc merlin#gwen#merlin
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ill share my flag backstory headcanon then 🫣
context infodumping to friends who arent in dd
#this is just me trying to fit as much stuff given from everyones shrine of reflection#and working backwards on why flag mightve acted the way he did#and how he got there#waa waa runs away#also id think torturer would deal with folks who hit back and thats how he got his fix too#bc like if hes not getting hit aint that hell for him LOL#to add on yes he feels guilty bc being rapturous is still him#but without control#he feels guilty and atones for it but also if brought up hes very matter of fact about it#that or he goes ehe oops
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Come one, come all It's happening again The empathetic hunger descends We'll tell no one Except all of our friends But I still don't know How did it end?
How Did It End? - Taylor Swift x OMG Check Please
#kate are you back on your 'pimms angst / zimbits endgame / whiskent truther' agenda again?#GUILTY.#back on my complex little gay hockey players soapbox#everyone's favorite messy polycule!#also i've always had big feelings about the way that jack told bitty about what he and kent had#and just the way I thought he always kinda understated them#so idk bitty and this song. kent and this song. whisky in the closet and this song.#don't get me started on someone asking whiskey this and he panics for a moment bc he isn't sure if they're talking about his gf or lax bro#furthermore: the idea of bitty pressing jack's answer with 'I still don't know... how did it end?' SEE U IN THERAPY BYE.#every good queer relationship has drama and exes involved in the narrative it's biblical i fear#omgcp#omg check please#check please#zimbits#jack zimmermann#connor whisk#eric bittle#kent parson#ttpd#ttpd edit#I speak#Taylor swift#how did it end#artists on tumblr
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just girly things: reading batman: dark victory and feeling nauseous every time harvey dent gets mentioned 🌸🥰💕
#i know he’s IN the narrative but he’s still haunting the narrative and i can’t handle it#he’s dethroned riddler as my fave rogue i fear#every time he gets brought up it’s like a knife to the heart#when jim says he misses him….#OUGH#when batman is being super despondent and more distant than usual bc he feels guilty for losing him :(#chasing him in the sewers and saying ‘I LOST YOU’ OUGHHH#when he says he almost trusted him with his secrets and that maybe trusting him would have saved him#every time he calls him a friend……#i literally can’t do this anymore it’s over for me i fear#dc#dc comics#batman#batman: dark victory#harvey dent#two-face#i had to stop watching the long halloween film bc i kinda hated how they characterised harvey and gilda but like#i really want to edit them + bruce and jim help#also i know TLH and DV aren’t the most accurate versions of harvey and his wife#but i’m enjoying them so far#the movie was killing me tho idk if i can make it through both parts lmaooo#the next The Batman needs a good version of harvey dent pleaseee i beg#idk if i have faith in them seeing how much they changed riddler tho :(#fantastic movie but questionable rogues characterisation#also i keep trying to watch the two-part BTAS episode about harvey dent#but every time i turn it on it just makes me sad LMAOOO
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Did Eleven ever tell Amy and Rory’s parents that they’re alive in the past? Or did they just go missing a few weeks after a third of the human population had heart attacks?
#updates from cipher#I was thinking about Bill as well. Was her foster mom just waiting for her to come home and she never did?#doctor who#I should write a fic. Eleven rings Brian Williams doorbell and avoids eye contact as he tells him that his son is still alive#but that he’ll never see him again. and he died in his 80s in the 1990s or smth#and the doctor can’t save them because of the paradox thr weeping angels created#god 10 and Martha would have been so close to Amy and Rory during Daleks in Manhattan as well#In a version of events where like. 12 holds off regeneration long enough at the end of TUAT to go tell Bill’s mom that she’s dead*#before he regenerates he’s like. I have to tell her before I regenerate I can’t put this off and do it in a new body#bc imagine if like a companion died while travelling#and the doctor goes to tell their family who they met a few times#but they’re so upset about the companion dying they weren’t able to face the companion’s family for a looong time#not until after they regenerated and the family is horrified to see this stranger has a new BODY and their child is dead#and the doctor not doing it immediately would indicate just how guilty they feel
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what's like. your dream rosquez au. other than the ones you've talked abt already
hmmm juicy question.... i love an amnesia au tbh like i consider soapy melodrama to be the food of life... like. the marc of 2024 just starting his tenure at gresini gets magically bonked on the head and forgets the last ten years for an indeterminate amount of time. insane to meeee. in this his memory stops at the tail end of the 2014 season where he was insanely dominant, so its baby marc with a different bike different body different team moved out of cervera vale hates him now he knows no one on the grid besides his brother and hasnt won a race in two years. neurotic lil contol freak babychamp NIGHTMARE ! so my man marc is losing the idgaf war but throwing himself into figuring out that goddamn ducati like its a LIFE RAFT. and of course vale catches wind somehow (open secret in the paddock) and he gets curious... baby marc... none of that history... very flattering crush on him... like truly maybe he's been spending the last little bit thinking things through about their past (hello marc helping franky. welcome to the narrative table.) and thinking of toe-ing the waters. shooting marc that text... truly maybe he has forgiven marc/realized its more nuanced but he hasnt mustered the courage to broach the topic with marc bc of the ego risk... like he thinks theyre too far gone to save maybe. marc hates him now. BUT! then there's this version of marc who ISNT dragging all of that around... and talking to him would be like time travel, a chance to pretend all the bitterness never happened, and this marc still likes him (LOVES him...) so vale says hi. and marc says hi back with a sparkle in his eyes when he looks at valentino that hasnt been around for ten years
#dani and jorge (as the guys still in marc's phone that have perspective on this as first hand witnesses) play a heavy advisory role#lots of betrayal guilt marc floundering and vale helping him through managing his new body new team... like really being a rock.#and them growing closer but they never cross that line bc vale wont let them!!!! he feels to guilty!!!! marc doesnt remember!!!!!#and then marc DOES remember. and he has to process vale deciding to care about him again. but waiting until marc wasnt himself#was a version of himself from ten years ago. one who won races. wasnt injured#callie speaks#motogp#rosquez#asks#i wanna write this but theres so much here itll be like a billion words long so i release thee to the public#ref
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I had a random dream where ResetDream would take Resetmare shopping and they get discounts.
Also it's been raining so I gave them coats :)
resetmare au by @dreemurr-skelememer
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#i heard they got nicknames now#sunny and moonlight#sunny would like to believe that the discounts are bcs the villagers still feels guilty#but deep down he knows better#something is up with moonlight#but discounts are discounts#so sunny will take it#resetmare#dreamtale au#dream sans#nightmare sans#undertale au#my art
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Y'all weren't lying when I heard that Kallus is still a spoilsport in the rebellion.
Take a rest mulletman
#agent kallus#alexandr kallus#star wars#star wars rebels#sw rebels#Rebels#kalluzeb#< target audience#mun screenshots#kalluzeb bc immediatly after this he looks towards zeb lol#dude needs a rest cycle or two#but also that one meta about how kallus still behaves like he did in the empire because he doesn't want to stop helping because he's still#feeling guilty about his past? yea I can see that#because that was one of the most assholish “glad to see y'all safe” I've ever seen#that tiktok sound “why does he sound like an asshole?” but it's sabine & zeb about Kallus
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i think the reason why im so drawn to spirit tracks and pkmn scarvi is that having the legendary/princess as a companion rather than a goal that marks the games completion makes me feel satisfied the way i would after helping a friend
my brother always teases me about how I still havent finished botw after almost 7 years bc "id rather be out picking flowers" which i wont say is untrue. and yes i know Zeldas been holding off ganon for 100 years, yes i can get some sort of idea what her relationship with link was like by recalling memories and going through her diary. ive always loved botw for its unique storytelling and setting which makes it stand out, because it lets you get to know who you're saving.
but because theyre memories, it only works if theres something for the player to investigate that already happened. its retroactive (but effective nonetheless)
on the other hand, spirit tracks does something similar but instead of having the player try to piece together memories and interpret them as a spectator, you actually have an opportunity to get to know zelda yourself by talking to her and working together. besides making it a gameplay mechanic, giving the player control over how they interact with zelda makes it so much more personable.
and I find that making the goal feel personal instead of an obligation gives me more of a reason to work towards it. I know what kind of person botw zelda was but as the player, shes still very much a stranger to me. but spirit tracks zelda? thats my friend!!!! she invited me to go to the beach after we get her body back!!! i dont want to whip her to make her move faster thats mean :(
you know how hostage negotiators are trained to introduce themselves and get to know the person theyre negotiating with because its harder to hurt someone when you know what their favorite food is? its kinda like that, because it feels like im helping a friend than being told or led to do smth
and although i havent played scarvi myself, i feel an attachment to koraidon and miraidon even just watching playthrough clips because its like!! thats my weird scaly dog!! it loves sandwiches and we're friends!!! you know!!!!!!
#i dont normally write long posts like this but i think ive been trying to put this into words for a long time and it finally happened#my cloth mother spirit tracks zelda and my wire mother lttp zelda#ACTUALLY ANOTHER THING when i was a kid i always felt guilty when i had to catch the legendary at the end of the game#because to me it was like 'i know none of this is real but if i capture you and have you under my thumb am i robbing the world of something#normal thoughts for a 10 year old to have#when i talked to my brother abt this he was like 'i mean yeah the point is to dunk on the NPCs what were you expecting' and i mean i think#i get that its supposed to feel rewarding because the legendary is THE reward. but it doesnt feel right and i dislike he feeling of pushing#others down to get ahead. i guess u can argue sun/moon does smth similar where you have nebby with lillie#but lillie still ends up handing nebby over to the player and i STILL feel bad because im like shit man you raised that little guy#and koraidon/miraidon feels less like a reward but more like overpowered motorcycle lizard that is just so oupydog. and i love him#and in spirit tracks i went out of my way doing some of the side quests bc zelda asked nicely and honestly that was enough for me#i think all of this boils down to.. i feel very protective abt things i care abt so stories that give me a reason to care hits harder#this can also go the other way bc i CRIED when i finished links awakening because i KNEW every person and im responsible for#literally the end of their world. like. there was a family with 5 kids. marin loved singing and cared about me. she was my FRIEND#i just. ugh. i have too many feelings rn. i kinda wanna draw more spirit tracks link and zelda i think that wld make me feel better#yapping#diary#loz#pokemon
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i feel a sort of moral dilemma consuming BoB fan content because on one hand i am really just thinking of it as a tv show and lkke yeah all this shipping anf stuff is so real and jokes and whatnot but on the other hand i feel kinda idk icky? because they werw real people. and like i know the show isnt 100% accurate but its stil based off of real peoples trauma and experiences so i fond it difficult to separate it from its source
how do other people feel ablut this? im curious on how people navigate this kinda sensation subject (?)
#band of brothers#bob#hbo war#winnix#webgott#i hope this makess sense#i do want to bear whag others think and feel about this pls talk to me!!!#adding on: i once talked to my history teacher about bob (hes a vet) and i asked what is favorite episode was (coming from a cinematic#persecrive#and he was like i cant think about it that way because ive experienced these things and lived through it and served in that division#and i felt really bad bc idk i feel like im being disrespectful to the men an d their families by separating the show from irll?#idk!!!!!#but that the same time they are so gay why did tom hanks do all rhag#normally with rpf#im fine with it but because this was so traumatic idk#i still confsume fan content i jsut sometimes feel guilty almsot
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#Macho Man is my new personality hi#fanfic#Jona couldn’t plan this unfolding but in the end he was extraordinarily hypocrit with this move#« public decency » and « family friendly content » my 🍑 !#unnecessary obscene violence hello#Jona i seriously hope sb will kick ur ass for ur live broadcast demonstration of poor parenting bc im sure joz wont say 💩#As usual the writing is amazing#I love drawing from fics these guys r crazy talented it s so f easy to picture everything#joseph joestar#u have no idea how many scenes i wanna sketch#Macho Man#chapter 14#chapter 15#update : i finish reading the chapter Jona feels guilty so i guess it is almost forgiven but still ! Pretty hypocritical#also sb’s gotta have a word with jot#dude cant just waltz around killing ppl off to cope with his emotions wtf man#i say all that bc i’m so f invested in this story i love it to bits#And i can give jona the cold shoulder while loving him deeply
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Congratulations on nothing. I'm back to drawing LoV again after a bit of a break
those are mostly just a redraw practice for fun Toga is a try in "more canon way of drawing" with color practice too
I'm sorry that it's in russian because I have to have some will to localize jokes that came into my head while drawing it
it's like... a robot au??? or something, mostly just a joke "what if AFo just built Tenko and changed what he wanted"
and this is a joke about our 'favorite' 419 plot twist so it's basically just a bunch of joked about AFO failing to get any way to get control instead Tenko's head is not empty. It downloaded games, friends and stuff about being a hero but NOT as a literal hero, more on "villains need help I'm a hero then" way
and yes that text behind is "hands" written all over the place bc I wanted to add hands in handwritten form
#fanart#sketch#bnha#my art#toya todoroki#dabi#toga himiko#shigaraki tomura#tenko shimura#league of villains#mha fanart#kinda robot au#I love drawing Tenko in this “I have no thoughts” eyes I always wonder what was his life back in that period#I have a lot of questions#but sadly it's not plot relevant so no info for us#:( sigh#alrightI'll do it myself >:( as many others did#but I like to think of that period with gloves or the mix of time without them but before he got a new name#I just want to understand how to write him#I know how but the little one#he's not like a normal kid and not a just trauma kid too#I hate how I'm slowly getting obsessed again and it already made me cry like 5 times bc I'm like THEY'RE DEADDDD *cries*#and 5 mins later oh! FUN THEY'RE ALIVE AND WELL bc I just turned on MVA#MVA anime is my guilty plesure I feel like home in a way that a place that is not home is home but home not comfy but familiar#plus it doesn't feel like an anime after so many rewatches it's like oh those guys are trying again I love that#still thinking of some of the topics I want to write about#but not rn I'm going to bed good night#also I thought of Toga's talk with Ochako she's still right#I tried to bottle up my emotions and feelings about LoV and today I had like an obsession with them without a break#because I missed liking them so much
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Trying to work on the Dante + Credo post-DMC4 "I'm not your god (but I'll help you anyway)" fic again and I feel like I've got the core ideas fleshed out well, but I'm struggling to get it into proper fic format... The idea is that Credo survives DMC4 but is wasting away, so he goes to Dante to basically ask him to look after Nero and Kyrie, but has some uh. Religious moments. Dante wants Credo to stop treating him like he's special because he's not, but Credo can't help it because Dante feels Special whether he wants to admit it or not.
There's a lot of religious guilt and an exploration of Credo's complicity with (in?) Sanctus/The Order's crimes, plus a core feeling of a questionable faith that may or may not actually produce results tied into questions of what a god really is, what Dante would be as the son of that "god," and whether someone must earn salvation themselves or if they can reach for it for the sake of others. Which is all phrased terribly but it's late and the whole point of this post is that I'm trying to figure out how to make these ideas actually sound good so. Yeah it's all messy. Hopefully I'll figure it out eventually. I've been trying to write this fic for three and a half months.
#erurandomness#eruwrites#erudmc#it's not a ship fic just two guys talking#with credo having a religious crisis while dante's just kind of. there. and not sure how he feels#mostly dante's tired snd he kind of feels a mox of pity and disdain for credo#dante isn't a perfect guy. if you asked him he'd say it's debatable whether he's even a good guy#but that doesn't mean he can't still dislike credo's complicity in crimes. and think they can BOTH be bad people#really what dante hates are bad people who don't know they're bad people. people without remorse.#people who can do bad things and walk away without guilt#credo hasn't. he's obviously very very guilty and tortured by it#but dante also doesn't like watching someone wallow in self-pity while doing nothing (which may or may not be hypocritical)#he can and will grant no absolution. trying to absolve yourself of guilt via another is insanity to dante#dante can't do that for credo. credo didn't hurt dante so it's not his place to forgive credo and he's honestly kind of offended-#-credo would come to him for that. which credo did NOT come to dante for. explicitly. (bc he kind of did even if credo wont admit it)
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ruthlessly deleting old 2021/2022 posts (not by me) from my dean studies tag like *click* un-incorporating that from my beliefs system! also the way SO many posts have me like ok uh-huh good aaand then say one completely wrong thing that loses me. it's so many posts.
#it's usually when they randomly drop some line of fanon. like saying dean has never admitted to being wrong in his life#or never expressed an emotion or been vulnerable or doesn't Talk About Feelings or is super duper RepressedTM#like i'm sorry. have you watched the show. oh and have you taken off the sammy POV goggles first?#bc this guy is always crying and being vulnerable and talking about his feelings. he is self-aware.#he may not always want to talk to sam abt things! but he sure does talk about things with other people#do i need to reblog the compilation posts AGAIN?#(also re: his sexualiy? AWARE. sorry i saw him flirt and be flustered by so many men. he knows how he feels.)#and then 'first time ever admitting to being wrong' this one came from a post abt dean's prayer in the trap#like i'm sorry but first of all. dean apologizes more than any other character on the show. there are hard numbers on this.#people have tracked this on spreadsheets. i think ilarual is one of them.#and often he is apologizing for things that aren't even his fault! but he still feels responsible for bc he's been made to feel that way#his whole life!!#other characters *cough samandcas *cough* apologizing Less doesn't mean they've Done less things wrong#it just means they're not owning up to it and brushing it under the rug. something both do frequently.#anyways. aside from apologies. dean also has no problem admitting he's wrong y'know when he's actually wrong#which is less often than you'd think bc he has pretty good instincts and intuition and often suspects things which turn out to be Right#but anyways. another thing abt the trap prayer is. i don't think cas Needed to be forgiven#i think dean was justified in feeling angry w cas over the circumstances leading to the Death of His Mother! totally normal grief response!#i think cas also understands dean to be someone who needs time to process and deal with his feelings (he says as much to jack)#however. despite me not think dean Needs to forgive cas. the thing is. with dean when it comes to cas the forgiveness is implicit#when he says /of course i forgive you/ and in the cut like /of course i wanted you to stay/ like. yes he was mad and dealing with grief#but also. yes cas was already forgiven even back then. he just needed Time to work through the feelings#anyways i think dean says he 'forgives' cas bc it's what CAS needed to hear to stop feeling guilty and dean gives him that closure#but i also think cas was already forgiven even in dean's anger. he wants him there always. i'd rather have you. we can fix this. etc etc#a lot of tags for a non-rebloggable post ajksdfs maybe i'll make these into a real post sometime#vic.txt#dean and feelings#so i can find this all again later
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re2 and re4 leon when gf hides her other eye because her hair grows too fast: "that is perfectly fine and valid and i will support ur decision of hiding your pretty eye. :)"
re6 leon when gf hides her other eye because her hair grows too fast: "cut that shit off NOW... please, i said please."
#leon kennedy#leon s kennedy#resident evil#re6#yumeship#selfship#self ship#self insert#oc x canon#yumejoshi#my art#puppy love ✧#re6 leon is so goofy i mean hes depressed too all the leons are but hes sooo goofy and silly i love him#re6 leon is still sweet i just think hes more comfortable in the relationship so he acts a little more selfish bc he feels like he can yay!#it takes him a while to even build up to that point where he feels like he can be selfish without feeling guilty but i think he can!! just-#-give him some time and love and assurance!! all the leon's are so sweet and kind#also leon getting to see re4 yure makes him so ecstatic because hes like#oh shes sooo cute.... i mean my yure is cute too but-#-all yures are cute to me.. i want to treat her well. make her as happy as i can when i couldnt back then. (bc re4 leon is um. well u know)#anyway sorry for the rambling i love leon#2023
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