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I like need to just scream into the void abt nark which to be fair I have been doing in a discord with some of my friends bc they don’t know nark at all really but it just like AAAAHAGSYUAGSHSHHDGRHUS ya know?
#dndads#dungeons and daddies#lark oak garcia#nick close#nark#nark nation#it’s like I read a fic#it hurts my feelings#(in a good way I love u all sm nark fic writers)#and then I go crazy abt them#tonight was courtesy of calamityUnlocked#as it often is bc I love their nark fic folks go read them if u haven’t#thank u for hurting my feelings I’m gonna read some other fic writers nark stuff now#lunarrosette’s shit#shit post#see the tags r like my screaming into the void#bc I’m like who even reads the tags#I do.#I read the tags most of the time on other ppl’s posts#but I’m like nah#but I do have evidence that very much shows other ppl read my tags#if you’ve read this far#I’m sorry I’m feeling very autistic abt them#and dndads in general bc I’m seeing the live show soon
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Every other aspect of Jesse’s trauma makes me go oh no poor blorbo :( but his relationship w his parents and thinking ab it in the context of the series aftermath actually makes me unwell… they never even knew him they only ever saw the worst in him and now they’ve had that validated by his own actions and they’ll never know how sorry he is and that he was a good kid at heart and they didn’t imagine it and they still love him but how can they have loved him if they never even knew him and only ever saw the worst in him *flatlines*
#i sometimes feel like i’m the only one here who cares ab jesse’s parents but look#i grew up upper middle class with very attentive parents who really loved me#who would also accuse me of doing really bizarre terrible shit based on nothing but me wearing too much black or reading the wrong things#the love is there but it’s conditional the love is unconditional bc you are my child but i don’t know or love you as a person#obviously jesse actually did some really bad shit but even before all that they thought of him more as a junkie than their son#not me unloading in the tags lol it just hits too close to home is all#if i ever put my parents through that shit i would have to kms sorry#breaking bad#brba#el camino#jesse pinkman#diane pinkman#adam pinkman
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Making decisions after 2 am is a great idea *posts all of my oc art with no context*
#SOUP#I’m just cycling through vague designs at this point#I should probably just write the book instead of drawing vaguely angsty art abt it#Arrgdgahhehhejrjdjjsjdjjdjd#My art#evie’s ocs#evie’s caea#Evie’s aria#I think I’m losing it folks#There is even a little modern AU stuff in here#she works at a metro park and he got lost in the woods#Possibly bc he was trying to travel aimlessly across the country on a journey of self discovery or smth#Honestly I should just write the modern story instead of the fantasy one#Like as a warm up or smth#Yeah I should stop rambling#This gets the ramble tag now#Evie rambles#Some people lose coherency late at night I lose a filter#Ok byeeeee#to anyone who reads these tags I am so sorry
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I agree!! *an incoherent rant incoming* Jean imo def moved on from Kevin (in a romantic way; i think he’s not moved on from the whole ‘Kevin left me’ thing ofc but I think he obviously knows and accepts that he and Kevin won’t ever happen lol). And that scene with Renee was obviously a closure/farewell and they’ve moved on to being friends now (also imo while i like their dynamic i feel like they’d never work bc of the whole victim saviour complex, that’d be really uncomfortable and hard to overcome). Jeremy seems like he’s able to handle Jean’s crazy baggage without placating him too much or pushing him too hard. He definitely needs to work on his own shit first (i feel like the way he went all in on helping Jean is kind of giving ‘I am avoiding my problems by getting too involved in others’ problems’) but I think Jean will be the perfect person to help him with that! As you said he’s super perceptive and honestly very empathetic even if he doesn’t show it in the most obvious way. Jeremy would probably really appreciate Jean’s brutally honest approach lol. They’re lowkey perfect for each other ☹️ TSC2 can’t come soon enough
hardcore agree on every single point you made!! i feel exactly the same about Jean and Renee, as much as their dynamic is sweet, i think it would be really difficult to overcome Jean feeling indebted to her (whereas Jean and Jeremy are both growing together) + ya i think Jean has very complicated feelings toward Kevin but i don’t think he’s actively yearning over Kevin anymore
and exactlyy i definitely imagine Jean quietly picking up on whatever Jeremy’s going through and expressing concern only for Jeremy to try and pull a “my problems aren’t that bad and therefore don’t matter” which i don’t see Jean accepting. especially since Jean has an ‘older brother who cares more about other people’s well-being more than his own well-being’ vibe (underneath his slightly prickly attitude lol) i think Jeremy and Jean are really good for each other, Kevin subconsciously knew what he was doing by having Jean transfer to USC 🤨
#anon i love you#that was absolutely not incoherent we’re on the same wavelength here#def craving that next book lol#feel like it’s still only the very beginning of jean’s story#would not be surprised if we got two more books to make another trilogy#side note but i’m still so obsessed w the characterization of Jean as being so perceptive and attuned to other people’s feelings#logically i know it’s bc he had to read riko’s mood to appease him and probably also his parents#since even tho he barely will talk about it he’s confirmed that at the very least his mother beat him#and i honestly just can’t imagine his father who literally sold him treated jean any better#but even tho it’s partially due to abuse i still think it says something about jean#bc riko underwent horrible abuse too and was raised by similarly horrible people too#and yet riko turned out the way he did#and jean became perceptive and caring so#… anyways sorry to pop off in the tags lmao#aftg#tsc#the sunshine court#jean moreau#i just love him so#jerejean#ask tag
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Mini Silverborn Countdown
If you’ve been around for a few years, you’ve seen me vaguely mention a “Silverborn Countdown Challenge” several times. It’s been delayed and changed as many times as the book itself, lol.
If anyone wants sort of a low-stakes, very chill and spaced out version of this ye olde never tackled challenge to complete in the next year before Silverborn, I propose what I’m doing:
Every 3 months leading up to the initial release, I am creating one thing based on each of the books.
January — Nevermoor
April — Wundersmith
July — Hollowpox
#nevermoor#nevermoor fanart#nevermoor fanfic#silverborn#silverborn countdown challenge#thank you theo for reminding me to post abt this on here. I am stealing the “mini” moniker (?) in return. lol.#this was in my drafts and I forgot to post it. happens a lot lol.#anyways if you’re reading this happy new years !#nine masterpost ver 1.0 dropping tomorrow evening prob bc I have had a headache all day and that’s the next time I’m free#now time to sleep. zzzzzz. perhaps I’ll have a prophetic silverborn dream. who knows.#I love giving myself set times to draw nevermoor things or just think about the series bc otherwise I go insane#literally thinking abt this stuff 24/7 it’s all I want to draw. But then I have to hold myself back + then end up never drawing anything lol#I have three big things planned for this like big pieces to work on over awhile and get myself out of my comfort zone#but idk what to draw for this first one. aahhhhh. excited for wundersmith and hollowpox though.#also I want to do a little animation for nevermoorian new years. which is on a leap day this year! how fun!!#I have an eternal nevermoor to-draw list that only gets bigger#sorry to the person that requested some Christmas stuff last year. I missed out and was gonna do it this year. then no time. so next year? 😅#also 🏆 to anyone that ever reads my ramblings in my tags. I am so insane about nevermoor especially. <333
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As an adult rewatching all the x-men movies, I think I’ve figured out why the movies made me uncomfortable to a personal level as a kid
#it’s the whole ‘normal’ people wanting to change the mutants bc of who they are#bc of who they were born as#like as a young child I KNEW I was trans but I didn’t have the vocabulary#the whole ‘mutants can be amung us be one of you maybe even your child and you might not even know’ bit#the whole scene where Warren tries to cut off his wings bc how his parents view mutants#how he was so scared of having his father know#the whole trying to ‘cure’ being a mutant#it’s the whole trying who hide your identity. who you are. from family and friends#it’s the whole being raised with ‘being who you are is religiously and politically and morally wrong’#the whole ‘we’re family we love you unconditionally’ unless you’re a mutant (trans)#it’s the ‘we’re the government of course we care about you and your well being. unless you’re a mutant’ (trans)#it’s the idea that there’s ‘good’ and ‘bad’ ones just based on who they are.#I’m rambling#I’m bored at work#no one reads tags anyways#except for like one mutual#hi#yea I’m talking about you#how’s you’re lmk HCs going?#yea I’m looking at you#direct eye contact over here#I’m pointing at you#anyways Kurt is trans bc I say so
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the lack of respect for the httyd books pisses me off ugh
#if y’all like the movies more power to you! i mean no I’ll will towards you! this is just how i feel! and it is wildly unpopular!#they were first!!!#the movies capitalized off cressida cowell’s creation!!! and then changed everything but the title and some names!!!#i’m sorry but when i search ‘httyd books’ and pretty much all that shows up is movie crap like…#don’t specifically tag the books unless it’s bookverse!!! nothing is the same!!!#and i Hate movie toothless i’m sorry they changed his entire character aND APECIES BTW#cressida names and creates so many different dragons and the movies really went ‘tehe let’s make up Our Own’#and now everyone thinks toothless is a night fury or whatever the hell and UGH#it just makes me so so so mad#i’m sorry ik so many people like them but as i reread the books now i can’t help but feel so angry at the movies#and the ppl who created them#like…. ppl like them more bc they’re pretty which is everything the book isn’t#EHICH IS THE POINT#they’re vikings!!! they aren’t clean! they’re dirty and their societal definition of attractive is Not what our world’s is!!!#creasida’s art gets dismissed So Quickly bc it isn’t perfect or whatever but it has more heart than every movie put together#the book art reminds me a lot of the m.p100 art whefe ppl crap it bc it’s a lil messy and it doesn’t fit conventional art beauty standards#but it conveys so much emotion!!! and then ppl tell me the books are too childish well#1. clearly you haven’t read past like book three or four and 2. wHAT ARE THE MOVIES THEN??? ARE TBEY NOT??? THEY’RECHILDREN MOVIES TOO!!!#ugh sorry guys the disrespect by the movies and fandom makes me angry these books are so important to me and ppl are so quick to dismiss em#you don’t have to read them or even like them but you can’t really be a true fan of the movies if you don’t acknowledge and appreciate thei#origins and that’s what people don’t do. they ignore the existence of the books and UGH the books are so deep and meaningful…#okay it’s one am i’ll stop now it just makes me upset you know#corey talks:)
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sometimes I kinda wish tumblr had something akin to a twitter circle or Instagram close friends list. bc sometimes I kinda wanna say something but not necessarily to Everyone. i feel like tags are almost equivalent bc they’re like the Secret Whisper-Rant Place except anyone can see them. Which adds some fun flavor I suppose. Tumblr close friends circle except it’s whichever of ur followers cares to read your tinytext ramblings
#i always overshare in the tags and then if someone indicates that they saw the tags I’m like omg#no one was supposed to see that#even tho I put it on a public post that anyone on tumblr dot com can read#lmao#also tumblr just feels weird compared to twt#bc when I any time I make a post I feel like I am using a megaphone and being obnoxious HDJSKS#but on twt I feel like I’m just. sayin something. yknow#which probably most people will not see anyway. or will ignore lol#like I don’t worry about being annoying on twt? bc things get lost on the feed immediately anyway? idk#but on tumblr sometimes I have a random thought I’m gonna share but then I stop and I’m like. This isn’t necessary nvm#most of the time I save it as a draft for no reason and then never post it anyway#i can’t tell if this the difference in vibes between tumblr and twt#or the difference in vibes of two vastly different follower counts lol#bc I only have like 600 on twt. and I have. more than that here. lol#and ofc there are. the checkmarks. which do not help with the obnoxious megaphone feeling lmao#ok have a nice day tumblr circle who reads my tags
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so uh. that 2.2 Special Program, huh
#hsr#honkai star rail#hsr 2.2#hsr spoilers#hsr leaks#the body of this post reads as far less enthusiastic than i really am#i just don’t know how to casually return from my latest 2 week hiatus only to gush abt a game i’ve hardly blogged abt before#but i’m not making a whole ass sideblog for it like i did for Genshin. nah y’all r gonna bear witness to my fixation with this one#so anyways don’t mind me. vibrating into another dimension with anticipation for the next 11 days#it’s insane man. a year ago i Never ever woulda thought i’d be so invested in this game. and it took Months for the game to really grab me#but i’m v glad i kept coming back even when i was struggling to really get into it. like i just had this feeling that if i stuck around and#gave the game a chance to really like. come into its stride. i just always felt like there was Something there and i just hadn’t found it#and holy shit i finally found it in Penacony. the devs really truly outdid themselves with this region and these characters and this story#not to discount everything that’s happened prior. like i was genuinely Liking it all before now but i wasn’t Loving it y’know#but that may be more a ‘me having to fight tooth n’ nail to force myself to consume new media’ thing than it is a matter of the actual game#anyways i came here to talk abt the program! bc since i’m not filming my HSR stuff i’m gonna be insufferable abt it on Tumblr instead ! :)#and i’m probably not filming any more Genshin stuff. or anything else at all for that matter but let’s not talk abt that dead dream#pun not intended lmao. Anyways let’s return to the subject at hand while there’s still room left in these tags shall we#i’m so fucking glad they had Aventurine on this program man. especially since he’s leaked to only have 18 lines in 2.2… it was nice to see-#-him here at least 🥹 i’ll take what i can get. his unenthusiastic little bird noises at the beginning.. him being reluctant to come out..#the way one of the first things to come out of his mouth was ‘y’know DR RATIO once told me…’ like boy we get it ur in love with him 🙄 (/J!)#i love how they can’t go on these programs w/o talking abt each other it’s adorable. AND THE WAY HE WAS THE ONE TO EXPLAIN BOOTHILL’S KIT!?#they can’t just fuel my crackship like this… god and his whole ‘muddle-fudger.. son-of-a-nice-lady?’ thing had me wheezing#Aven mocking Boothill’s inability to curse was not on my special program bingo card but fuck i’m here for it#and Robin being all curious abt him was so cute.. ‘who /is/ he? … does he order milk at the bar?’ i’m crying she’s so sweet#also the trailer was fucking insane. which feels redundant as hell bc all of HoYo’s version trailers go hard but like. still. wow.#that millisecond long shot of Boothill surveying the skyline is so fucking good. also what the fuck is Jing Yuan doing here!!#not complaining at all tho. we’ve got JY & DH(IL?). Argenti(?). Boothill. Sunday. Aven. all my men r here and i am eating so fucking good#Seven.txt#viddy game stuff
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trying to get back into reading so i bought a couple books from barnes and noble. one in particular SCREAMS booktok cringe but i can’t lie, it intrigues me so i will read it and see if it’s actually good or not
#the book is dedicated to ‘’’’those who can’t help falling in love with the villain’’’’ which is fucking. cringe as shit and annoying#but at the same time i fit the description so 💀 who am i to be uppity about it#the author also refers to sex scenes as ‘spicy’ which is a term i ALSO find extremely fucking annoying but. again we shall see#i got a special edition that has an extra sex scene as like a ‘deleted scene/bonus feature’ which honestly i Do think rocks so#i need to read this for research#to base what is normal/acceptable for typical modern day writers#bc the last books i ever ‘read’ were for high school so they were all like Classics#so i need to base things off of something closer to my writing level/style#i’m not trying to write a masterpiece here vomd is literally an homage to trashy 2000s movies okay#anyways. will update#idk if i should tag the book name or not since i’ve already called it cringe and i haven’t even read it. i don’t like being mean#i’ll tag it later if it’s good so i can properly retract my comments#into the microphone
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A sizeable chunk of the fanbase (especially those who read the webtoon) seeing Collei in 3.0: aw thank goodness she’s doing well and even has two dads who are in love :)
Hoyoverse half a year later, writing Cyno and Tighnari into an event that in-game half of Mondstadt considers a lovers’ festival: shit shit shit shit shit we have to no-homo this
#edit: STOP LIKING THIS POST. LET IT DIE.#edit cont: tumblr will hide my creative posts from the tags but the comment I don’t want to spread gets in immediately. typical :/#????????????#not sure whether to take this at face value#bc there is a very long history of writers pausing mid-story to be like ‘uhh forget all the chemistry we’ve written up to now. obviously#these characters are close because they’re like ~brothers~ or ~sisters~’ and then go back to exactly what they were doing before#and never mentioning that again#so I’m reserving judgement until I see how things play out in more events#hyv has written characters who are siblings or who consider each other siblings or family before and they’ve been pretty clear about them#from the beginning. kaeya’s character stories explain that he and diluc are adopted siblings and shenhe’s demo before she was even released#says ‘surprise! she’s related to chongyun!’#this tidbit feels way late and honestly reads to me like a retroactive censor dodge. anyway#I played act 1 and was like ‘oh hee hee cynonari and their daughter collei :)’ and then act 2 came along#and re: windblume like. the lore says some celebrate it as a festival of gratitude#and windblume 1 showed it could be a festival for family as well (barbara kaeya and diluc in the montage cutscene)#so I would assume there’d be enough ambiguity for them like with jeanlisa in windblume 1#but I guess not??#pika’s ramblings#genshin#genshin impact
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currently trying to read through the fantastic four comics starting from the the beginning and someone please tell me Sue gets her force fields soon, i can’t take much more of this
#you ever try reading a nice wholesome comic about marvel’s first family#and suddenly reed starts comparing sue’s role on the team to that of abraham lincoln’s MOTHER????#and then like one issue later him and general ross are bonding about thinking that sue’s role on the team#is to make everyone else feel better??????#like at first i was confused why namor was even an option when her and reed are engaged from issue 1#but i’m starting to get it girl omfg please tell me she gets her force field powers soon#or that one time they were fighting namor and ben says that he never girls were that good at fighting before#about sue#like atp im on namor’s side. get his ass fish boy chop chop idc anymore#superheroes#the fantastic four#the fantastic 4#ff#f4#sue storm#reed richards#ben grimm#johnny storm#tagging johnny even though he wasn’t mentioned bc he’s the only one who respects my girl 😌#namor
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I’ve finally finished P3R!
So now of course I must write paragraphs abt how much I loved it. Spoilers below the cut!
I can say without any hesitation or doubt that P3R is by far the best game I’ve ever played in my life.
They truly did such a wonderful job with remaking this game, so much so that it really makes me look forward to the possibility of more persona-remakes in the future. I’m so thankful that they stayed true to the original story, but improved where it was necessary. I’m blown away by every detail they put into this game, and how they managed to make even the menu screens absolutely beautiful.
I’ve always tended to get a bit sappy/emotional about games I really like, but I genuinely do believe that the persona franchise, specifically p3 and p4, have changed me as a person. They’ve effected me emotionally, and helped me navigate the meaning of my own life. I got invested within the persona franchise at a very young age (I think I was in the 5th grade lmfao 😭), and it was the first game series I really fell in love with — and that was only through watching playthroughs on YouTube at the time. Looking back on it, I think that it’s what really sparked my passion for video games, and also game development in general.
I started getting back into the persona franchise about 1 and a half, maybeeee 2 years ago, and being able to reconnect with the games and fall in love with them all over again has been such a crazy cool experience. Playing P3R after playing the original p3 was such a joy, and I can confidently say it emotionally impacted me just as much as the original did, if not more.
It’s not often I feel the urge to replay a game right after I finish it, usually I have to give it a break for a bit, but I’ve already started my New Game+ run of P3R and I’m not feeling even remotely burnt out, which I think is another example of how much I absolutely adore this game.
AAANYWAYS if you’ve read this far hi!! Rambling and getting overly emotional about video games is my one and only talent fr so thanks for listening 🫶
#please tell me I’m not the only one who cried and sobbed at the ending lmfaoo 😭#literally like. full on sobbing. tears streaming down my face and everything 💀#actually felt exhausted afterward fr. crying should be considered a workout idc#anyways WOOO I love this game sm yayyy#I still get teary eyed every time I watch the opening animation 😭 LISTENNN#When I say this game raised me I really mean it bc 5th grade me was OBSESSED#5th grade me also should have had more internet restrictions clearly…..#persona 3#persona 3 reload#p3#I do wish we could’ve had a Strega fight w all three of them though#but I’m letting it slide bc the whole takaya & jin shifting and coordinating attacks thing was cool as hell#love them#strega my dearest#strega…save me strega…strega save me…#this is about to become a strega fanblog I’m being so fr#ALSOOO tell me why Junpei is one of the most relatable characters ever bc my god some of his lines hit me like a truck#now that I’m reading over this there’s really not even spoilers#but the tags certainly do!#so I’m leaving it as a precaution#anyways. as someone who constantly thinks about morality and the balance between life and death in general#it’s really no surprise this game has had such a big impact on me haha
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#idk how to tag this but it’s about my dad who i just went NC with bc he’s abusive and hasn’t changed#so if you don’t want to read keep scrolling i don’t care i just need to fucking do something#i’ve passed rage and now i’m just sad#and i feel bad about being sad bc i don’t want to be sad bc being sad SUCKS#i feel like i’m burdening my friends by telling them the shit my dad did to me#ik realistically im probably not but i just#only three people would truly understand the situation#my mom my sister and my childhood best friend#my sister is off limits bc i’m not putting her in the middle of this again#my mom was also abused by my dad and i don’t want to trigger her or make her feel bad so i don’t feel like#i can always go to her about this shit#and i don’t want to take advantage of my best friend’s listening ear even though she is being supportive of me and everything#like i just feel guilty and i feel like im burdening others with my burden#i want it to all stop i just want to stop being sad#i want to stop feeling like im 7 year old me hiding in the pantry from my dad#i don’t want to go to work i don’t want to do anything really#and it’s not like i want to die i just want to stop feeling like this#i want to stop feeling like i somehow fucked everything up when it was my dad’s fault#ik i should book another therapy appointment but i can’t with the way my week is next week#and idk i’m just#im not having a good time#i’ve taken an ativan every night this week bc of all this#previous to this idk when the last time i took an ativan even was#and i’m not trying to read into it too much but its hard not to when ive gone literal months without taking it#and now i’m taking it every night so i don’t stay up half the night bc my brain won’t shut up
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Sometimes when I’m rambling to someone about something I physically need to get out of my system, but I’m embarrassed about it & don’t actually want them to know about my thoughts, I talk so quickly they don’t know what I’m saying.
#finally adding some grammar lesgo#shout out to my friend who likes to read & tune me out after 20-35 mins of me ranting fr#the blabberer blabbers#sorry I didn’t quite catch that good#I can post regularly guys I swear please listen to me#intj but no one can tell not even myself#only the millions of quizzes I took just to be sure#I briefly told my friend about my creepypasta hyperfixation guys wish me luck#who even reads these does anyone actually read my tags#does anyone actually read these? — minecraft#(I think AAAAAA I’M NOT SURE & IT’S GOING TO TEAR UP MY BRAIN HELPPPPPPP)#I always wear mismatch socks btw . unless of course it’s a special occasion#did I already add the blabber tag?#uhhh I have adhd in case you couldn’t tell#I hate when people hc energetic or scatterbrained etc as having adhd just bc of those character traits#but that’s a discussion for another time😁😁
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do you think writers get enough credit and notes and stuff on here?
on tumblr dot com? lol nearly died laffin there thank u
#THIS APPLIES TO ALL CONTENT CREATORS B. T. W.#no ???? have u ever looked at a notes ratio ??? u dickheads all like shit which is good !!!!! luv a like ! but can u reblog as well ???#not only for the interaction and to spread it but also so we can see ur thoughts ! i adore tags. i eat that shit UP#literally. i have read certain tags over n over and still remeber now#and esp here bc i write a lot of rpf and ppl can be Weird about that so comment ! then it’s not on ur blog ! but we still get a little boost#also. pls pls pls pls comment on ao3. i cannot express to u the sheer amount of serotonin a comment there gives me#tell me ur fav line ! tell me ur thoughts ! tell me if ur rereading it or where ur reading it or if it reminded u of smth !#or even just: hey i enjoyed reading this. thumbs up! simple as that!#and like. this shit is also for ur benefit??? i have literally written fics bc i know ppl enjoy them (see: mark and my george/lewis fics)#yeah a lot of my fics are bc that shit is eating away at my brain n i’m starting to rot but i aso write a good but bc i know there will be#someone who likes it ! (see also: kyle and ugh. schuclerc)#niamh.asks
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