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coming into work realizing no one cleaned while i was gone for the whole fucking week


#like#how hard is it to do your job#how the hell you wanna take my position when you cant even do yours UGH#i cant wait to move dude#they did bare minumum closings#back wasnt touched#neither was the toaster or the proofed#and a million other things#i might crash out
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forgot i made this my obsession a while ago
#wukong jumpscare... woag#i still get recommendations for lmk blogs even though i havent touched it in at LEAST 2 years#my past still haunts me.. i wanna come back to it at some point but idk when. which is weird since its not#like im currently fixating on anything. if anything im underwhelmed and desperately need smth to obsess over for my health#its been so long since ive drawn this guy i actually had to look at my past drawings. and if i do it again it probably#still wont be consistent. i even added the red eye highlights this time and i can see why ppl like drawing him like that#dont look at the folds too closely theyre not really accurate and i wasnt thinking abt it that hard#my art#myart#doodles#sun wukong#lmk sun wukong#lmk monkey king#lego monkie kid#monkie kid
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getting emotional over footage of an amateur scuba diver interacting with a coelacanth. they are hunted by large deepwater predators, and here comes a large creature bearing the brightest lights it's ever seen, making strange noises, but it does not shy away. it hovers, calmly, as the diver reaches out and trails a hand down its back. im strongly against the anthropomorphizing of real life animals but the stupid emotional part of me loudly insists this is because it recognizes us, the alternating movements of its four paired limbs matching the diver's four paired limbs, & it is thinking, "hello, cousins, we missed you these 66 million years, it's so good to see you again. welcome back, welcome home."
#[OBLIGATORY DISCLAIMER: he should NOT have touched the fish. do NOT touch random fish you find while scuba diving#especially if the fish is 6ft long & has sharp teeth#ESPECIALLY if the fish is a critically endangered species#being overwhelmed by the majesty of the coelcanth is understandable but that does not excuse his behavior]#[obligatory disclaimer 2: i know nothing about this guy; by 'amateur' i just mean he wasnt part of a scientific expedition at the time]#[obligatory disclaimer 3: i mean it wasnt CALM. its first dorsal fin was erect which we have reason to believe means it is on edge.#but it didnt flee like you would expect of a wild animal]#...disclaimers over. now im going to wail about how life began in the sea and we left & they stayed#& we thought they were gone & now we're finding our way back home to them#they are so beautiful and they are our family and they love us ok. they do i know it in my heart#coelacanth#Latimeria chalumnae#animals#andy original#ALSO I KNOW THEY HAVE 8 FINS by four paired limbs i mean the pelvic and pectoral the others arent paired they dont move like legs do
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dominATE hyunlix moments ─ ♡ ⋆。˚ 66 // - ✧ KAOHSIUNG [✮]
felix casually touching and sniffing hyunjin's sweat 👀
#hyunlix#hyunjin#hwang hyunjin#felix#lee felix#dominate tour#stray kids#skz#skzco#bystay#hyunlixsource#mine*#hyunlix: mine#hyunlix*#gifs*#hyunlix: dominatetour#still not over this..........................................#FELIX UR ON A SCREEN IN FRONT OF THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE..............#throwback to when felix said in that 2kr episode of how he liked the smell of his sweat and he wasnt lying jkajashdjsakdhas#bro had NO self control that night#its the way he moves back after touching him and was like wait let me smell it too and moves back in 😭
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some OCS I brain stormed earlier this month
#art#oc#ocs#Ideally. i should have posted this at the time. but whatever. i wasnt sure#i havent drawn or touched on the idea since xd will get back to it eventually. hopefully#let me know if anything in the written ideas is off or wrong at all. it isnt too well researched#stephen marie reyes#rina gu#also sorry#krisdeltarunisms in there. i should change stephs design to be a bit more unique ngl
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The Leverage OT3 in Every Episode
Leverage (2008-2012)
01x09 The Stork Job
#back on my bs#one of my fav episodes#but soooo many scenes to gif#so many little moments that i love that i just had to include#but goodness i wish it wasnt so blue toned?#like even editing i feel like the gifs are so inconsistent#but i wanted to get this out there because i cant believe its been more than a month since my last one#also the faces in this episode and the looks between them ugh i love them#especially the end Eliot’s so happy Hardison gets to make something explode#leverage ot3#ot3: hitter hacker thief#inde gifs#the stork job#the leverage ot3 in every episode#leverage ot3 casual touches#inde gifs: the stork job#inde gifs: leverage ot3#inde gifs: the leverage ot3 in every episode#inde gifs: leverage ot3 casual touches#flash warning#leverage
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little gay touch
#idk if theyr ironop in the comics bcs i have small attention span and only paid attention to the rubble bee story bcs it's so fking painful#but just seeing this in general is like wow! my two dads!#im so obsessed with the idea of one sided ironhide optimus....#ironhide pining for optimus and optimus smiling so kind at ironhide but his thoughts always go back to megatron..#ironhide calling himself expendable and laying his life down at optimus' pedes bcs hes his security his knight and optimus is Optimus#and optimus cant object bcs hes Optimus#i think abt transformers one ironop like... what will they be like#i like to think miner ironhide saw orion as annoying and a trouble maker very similar to d16#but wasnt befriended like d16#so he never saw orions kinder side and now that he does as optimus hes like. i couldve known him like this without the matrix#and now he has it and now we're at war and now he looks at me but he only looks through me to see megatron on the other end#idkNOWWWWWWW IDKWWWW like UGHHHHH bro#i NEEED transformers to WAKE UP like i did NOT just now build up the courage to finally participate in the fandom bcs of scary loads of lore#& fear of my dumbness only for everything to die like pls bro pls dont do this to me...#anyways wow... gay touch#'hes not hearing u... but i am..' bats rusted over optics all cutely at u and devotedly#optimus: the horrors#transformers#transformers idw#ironop#ironhide#optimus prime
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Actually speechless at this right now oh my god....
#HOW DID I NOT NOTICE THE FIRST TIME I WATCHED THIS RACE#UGHHHHHHH OH MY GOD 😳😳😳#i wasnt paying attention and i heard him say cheeky and oh my god.......OH MY GOD#2009 sebson truly a fav#SEB HAVE SOME COUTH BABYGIRL#but seriously 2009 sebson is seb 'pulling pigtails' like the way hes such a gremlin to jenson.....#(as if Jenson doesnt indulge him back w all the touching and champagne stuff 🤭)#BUT 'cheeky' IM SCREAMING IM LOSING IT SERIOUSLY#rbr seb especially 2009 is such a menace and a creature#actually tho the best part of this clip is it panning to mark live slug reacting#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#jenson button#sebson#mark webber#2009 chinese gp#2009 Chinese grand prix
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isaac & scott / mason & theo | sometimes all i think about is you
#twedit#twvid#scisaac#mason x theo#twrarepair#back on my scisaac masontheo parallel bullshit btw#back on my masontheo is just scisaac if they were True enemies to lovers bullshit. btw. if anyone was wondering.#like of course scisaac and masontheo get paintaking scenes. its enemies to lovers. ofc mason calls theo a bitch its FULL enemies to lovers#for clarity the hands at the rave and the masontheo hug r parallels to ME bc its touch with an excuse for it#scisaac can brush hands when theyre holding a needle between them and theo can hug mason when its a means to an end#the rest i feel r fairly straightforward but i wanted to share the vision for that one#mason hewitt#theo raeken#scott mccall#isaac lahey#tw#oh also the last shot is the last shot of isaac and theo respectively. if that wasnt clear.#like how isaac and theo both nebulously sort of Gone from beacon hills#and the theo shot also to me looks like footage from The masontheo ep 618. btw. which just brings me joy#actually i have more to say. hi. masontheo r just so.#you know how isaac kind of has. he has the awkward tenderness of someone who has never been loved and is forced to improvise#theo doesnt even have THAT!!!! scott holds out a hand and isaac takes it with an awkward fervor#mason keeps his hands to himself because he doesn't trust what theo might do with it and theo can only help when its helping himself#bc the tenderness will be TOO AWKWARD. so isaac says he wont leave without scott and theo says we need to find him so i cant leave you#so isaac grabs scott because scott makes him feel safe and theo can only grab mason when its part of a script bc thats how he feels safe#HELLO. IS THIS THING ON. DO U GUYS HEAR ME. SCISAAC IF THEY WERE TRUE ENEMIES TO LOVERS!!!!
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New Year's Greetings from Ze

Dear People!
Behind me stands Mother Ukraine. Ukraine that stands firmly on its feet, does not bow its head, looks ahead, believes in its future and victory over all the evil that Russia has brought us. Ukraine that is capable of achieving a just peace – having a shield and a sword. Defending its people, its colors, its Independence. Today I address all those who value Ukraine, cherish their state, and lovingly call it “Mine.” I thank you for 2024. Our people who endure all difficulties with dignity. People for whom being citizens of Ukraine is a source of pride. And for me, it is a pride to be the President of such people – Ukrainians who prove that no cruise missile can defeat a nation that has wings.
Throughout this leap year, we have proven it every day. And we saw it yesterday. When we were uplifted with happiness because 189 Ukrainians returned from captivity to their native land. Because they will celebrate the New Year at home. Because we are bringing our people back. 1,358 people this year. 3,956 Ukrainians during this time. And I’m giving not estimates but precise numbers, because each one represents a person, our person, a very important person. And with each return – we bring life back to Ukraine.
And every time this happens, we all cry. It doesn’t matter if it’s a moved mother, or it’s a child who finally has their father back, or the President of Ukraine – we all cry because we are all human, and we have kept the light within us.
And it helped us endure through over 1,000 days. To be brave when it was needed most. To be strong when it was so vital. As did our teachers, our medics, our power engineers, our transport workers, as did all our air defense personnel, mobile fire groups. The guys who brought down 1,310 cruise and ballistic missiles this year, and 7800 Iranian “Shahed” drones. Bravo! We are proud! Thank you! We lived through this year together. We overcame everything 2024 brought together. Victories and setbacks. Joys and challenges. Tears of happiness when we succeeded. And tears of pain when our hearts were wounded.
July. Morning. Okhmatdyt. That’s how weaklings and cowards strike. And we will never forget those children’s eyes. We will never forgive them for this! When evil brings death, our response is a human chain. This is what the strength of Ukrainians looks like. And that unity of ours could be seen from space. God saw it. He saw what kind of people we have. What kind of children we have. And I will never forget those incredibly mature and strong eyes of the boy from Okhmatdyt. How much life is in him, energy and dignity! And how much stronger this child alone is than Putin! How much stronger all our children are than their entire evil. Ukrainian boys and girls who are winning this war, gaining knowledge online and even in underground schools, winning global science competitions, raising funds for our army, and inventing technological solutions that help with our defense. You are a phenomenal generation! This is who we are fighting for. This is who our heroes, our warriors, protect above all. Those who stand firm and carry Independence on their shoulders. Where freedom and valor fight every day – even now, on this New Year's night. On all our fronts. On all of them. In the east, where it’s extremely, extremely difficult and challenging right now. But we believe, we know: you will stand strong. Our guys will stand strong. Your spirit and courage will stand strong. All the things that helped you not to surrender our Sumy and Kharkiv, our Kherson and our Zaporizhzhia this year. And the Russians wanted it so badly. But instead – you paid the occupiers back, bringing the war back home to Russia. And the one who sowed evil on our land received it on their own. In the Kursk region and in other places where our response, our justice, came this year.
Justice. Just one word, but behind it stand hundreds of thousands of our people. Our defense industry and our science. Whose minds and work have made us stronger, because 30% of everything our guys had on the battlefield this year – all this was made in Ukraine.
And at one of these facilities, I asked a young engineer: "How did you manage to achieve so much? How were these people able to do all of this?" And the young man joked: "They're not just people, they're missiles."
And you know, at that moment, I felt ashamed as a citizen that since the 90s, the state hadn’t noticed such people of ours. And I am proud, when meeting them throughout the year I hear: they are happy to be needed by Ukraine. And that Ukraine is once again building its own, its own missiles. And for the first time, it produces over a million drones in a year. Forcing the enemy to learn Ukrainian. Palianytsia, Peklo, Ruta. Making them tremble at the words Neptune and Sapsan. All these are our missiles. Ukrainian. Hor, Vampire, Kolibri, Kamik, Liutyi, Heavy Shot, Firepoint. All these are our drones. Ukrainian. And all these are our arguments, the arguments for a just peace.
It is achieved only by the strong. And we have proven time and again that we are strong. Our athletes. Oleksandr Khyzhniak, our Tank. Olga Kharlan, Yaroslava Mahuchikh, all our Olympians and Paralympians, for whom we cheered, worried, and screamed with joy and pride when the blue and yellow flag was raised. We took the hits and fought back alongside Oleksandr Usyk. All of this is about something bigger than just sports. It’s about our character. It’s about who we are and what we are capable of. It’s about meanings and symbols. It’s about Sashko’s fights, like Ukraine’s daily battles, showing us: it doesn't matter how much bigger the enemy is compared to you, what matters is how much bigger your will is. Then it takes the breath away of the whole world! And all the leaders told me frankly: "We've never seen anything like this – when a full hall of Notre-Dame de Paris is applauding." And those were applause for you. For all our people. This is what respect for Ukraine sounds like. This is what Independence is.
It’s when we don’t give up what’s ours. And when we don’t forget our people. Those who are in captivity. And we will fight for every person who, unfortunately, is still there. And we will fight for all those whom Russia has forced into occupation; but couldn’t occupy their Ukrainian hearts. And no matter how many passports evil hands out at gunpoint, our people say: "You are not our kin, you are temporary." And all those imposed weeds will not take root on our land, will not defeat the natives. I always recall the story about one of our Ukrainian elderly men, whom the occupiers asked: "What time is it?" And he answered: "Time to get off our land." This is what the inner will is, which simply cannot be occupied. And I turn to all those who carry this will in their hearts on the temporarily occupied territories. Dear Ukrainians! I know you are celebrating the New Year according to our time, and now you hear these words. In our Crimea, in Donbas, in Melitopol, in Mariupol – everywhere where Ukraine is awaited. And where, one day, Ukraine will return to be together. And the only thing that will divide Ukrainians is a generously laid table.
I know that all our people will be at this table. Those who are now abroad but have kept Ukraine in their hearts. So today, in the first minute of the New Year, in Warsaw, New York, or Buenos Aires, "Shche ne vmerla…" will sound. In Berlin, Prague or Tokyo, people will say today: “Glory to Ukraine!” And the world will respond: “Glory to the Heroes!” Because Ukraine is not alone. Because we have our friends with us. Since the first minutes of this war, America has stood with Ukraine. I believe that America will also stand with Ukraine in the first minutes of peace.
I remember my conversation with Joe Biden after the Russian invasion. I remember my conversation with Donald Trump after he was elected. All the conversations with Congressmen, Senators, ordinary Americans, with all those who support us in the US, in Europe, and around the world – in those many and varied conversations, there was always unity on the main point: Putin cannot win. Ukraine will prevail.
I thank all Americans for proving these words with deeds. I have no doubt that the new American President is willing and capable of achieving peace and ending Putin’s aggression. He understands that the first is impossible without the second. Because this is not a street fight where you have to calm down both sides. This is the full-scale aggression of a mad state against a civilized one. And I believe that we, together with the United States, are capable of exerting that force. Of compelling Russia into a just peace. That means not forgetting, and not erasing everything Russia has done. Bucha, Olenivka, Avdiivka, all our destroyed towns and villages. This is why a truly just peace cannot be based on the principle of “let’s start with a clean slate.” Because the score is not 0:0. The score is thousands, thousands of Ukrainians whose lives Russia has stolen.
And today, the heart of Ukraine is covered with scars. These are the names of our fallen heroes. May God protect every family in the world from experiencing such losses. I would not wish any leader in the world to experience these feelings – the moment you hand over awards posthumously. You see the eyes of a mother, a wife, or a child of a warrior who gave their life for Ukraine, and you hear them say: "Please, let it all not be in vain." Thousands of our guys and girls have not faded into oblivion. They are with us, they are by our side, always, they are watching over us from the heavens. And we have no right to let them down, and we cannot betray their feat and memory.
And every day in the coming year, I, and all of us, must fight for a Ukraine that is strong enough. Because only such a Ukraine is respected and heard. Both on the battlefield and at the negotiating table.
I thank everyone who has stood by us this year. Our partners, allies, friends, leaders. Leaders indeed, not because it is customary to call them that, but because they prove their leadership by their actions. Those who were not afraid to come to Ukraine, knowing how valuable it is to see us standing shoulder to shoulder. With whom, despite the distance and time difference, we worked together, found solutions and achieved results. Patriots, IRIS-Ts, NASAMS and ATACMS systems, F-16s, SCALPs, Storm Shadows. The Czech initiative and a million shells. The Danish model and hundreds of millions in our domestic production. 27 security agreements and 40 billion to support our army. The European Union and 50 billion to support our economy. The G7 and the decision on 50 billion dollars of frozen Russian assets. This is our great international work. This is our great international victory. I thank our partners, thank you for this; I thank our team. The Army, the Government, the Office, the Parliament, the regions, the communities, the volunteers. All those who strengthen our country from within and care about people.
I thank everyone thanks to whom Ukraine is standing and will stand. It will overcome its path to peace, to a strong Ukraine. And to a European Ukraine. And these are not just words, but a reality that began this June with the opening of negotiations on Ukraine's accession to the EU. And this is a historic result. And this path is irreversible. And Ukraine will be in the European Union. And one day Ukraine will be in NATO and will strengthen the Alliance. It will strengthen the stability of the world. The unity of Europe, which determines the destiny of every nation on the continent. And this unity must be respected by all. By both Budapest and Bratislava. I know the Hungarian and Slovak peoples are actually with us, with Ukraine, with Ukrainians, on the side of truth. The authorities of these countries should also acknowledge the truth. There is no need to be afraid of Ukraine being in Europe. We must do everything to prevent Russia from being in Europe. Its tanks, its missiles, and the evil it will surely spread further if Ukraine does not withstand. If Russia shakes your hand today, it does not mean that tomorrow, it will not start killing you with the same hand. Because Russians are afraid of the free people. Of what they are not familiar with. They are afraid of freedom. They were born under Putin, went to school under Putin, joined the army under Putin and are dying for his sick ideas.
And that is why it is so crucial today to support all peoples who defend freedom. Those who refuse to give it up in Chișinău. Those who are fighting for their future in Tbilisi. And I am sure that the day will come when we will all say: "Long Live Belarus!"
Dear Ukrainians!
May 2025 be our year. The year of Ukraine. We know that peace will not be given to us as a gift. But we will do everything to stop Russia and end the war. This is what each of us wishes for.
Behind all of us stands Mother Ukraine. And she deserves to live in peace. I wish this to all of us. And as the President of Ukraine, as well as a citizen, I will do everything to achieve it in the coming year. Knowing that I will not be alone. I know that you stand shoulder to shoulder with me – millions of Ukrainians. Strong. Free. Beautiful. Independent.
Happy New Year, dear people!
Happy New Year, Ukraine!
Glory to Ukraine!
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#ufffff#UFFFFFFF#i didnt expect his new year greetings to be THAT emotional#and personal#very very VERY touching speech#and so many great parts and quotes#i also wasnt prepared for ze looking like he might cry every moment (and sounded like)#and despite it being so emotional it felt a bit more hopeful than last year#i wouldnt say optimistic but definitely hopeful#the few persona notes in it really hit me#no matter if the “i cry too about our returns” or the being proud to be the president part#or the last part - as president and civilian doing everything#like he isnt already doing everything possible and impossible to bring this war to an end with a just peace#of course a lot of praise and admiration and cheers belong to the brave people of ukraine for all kind of achievements#but a lot of things ze mentioned in his speech did only happen because of him#and he deserves way more credit for it#even though he would never give himself the credit and would always direct it to the other people#and yeah sure he has a team who works with him#but its also him and his face and strength and endurance#i hope one day he will be able to look back at this and feel that he did enough#that he did everything#that he can be proud and happy and doesnt have to doubt himself or chases impossible high standards#on another note#the part with USA was brilliantly played#in general they do lot of right steps at the moment when it comes to trump & US this whole situation might play out in favor for themselves#and on another side note#the picture is amazing#Youtube
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seven sentence someday
thank u for the tags @the-golden-comet (here) @gioia-writes-and-others (here) and @tragedycoded (here) <3
scouring to find seven sentences without spoilers. the Kays have mail! from The Lesser Key of Callan ep 2:
It was a good door. It kept out most unwanted visitors as long as they had a corporeal form and didn’t have a pin to pick the lock, or a battering ram, or (and this had only happened once) a warrant. The handle didn’t jiggle with the threat of forced entry, and the deliverer's footsteps scratched against the sidewalk, retreating, so Hoot figured he’d not wake his very best friends just yet. The envelope was plain white with no stamp or return address. No delivery address either, he realized, just Callan and Lee’s names scrawled in looping blue ink on the front. Hoot flipped it and found the flap sealed with spit and tape which might’ve been overkill, but the message was clear enough. Didn’t have his name on it, and definitely didn’t have his real name on it, so it wasn’t for him.
tag! show me what ur working on! >:)
@dyrewrites @saturnine-saturneight @wyked-original-writing @deanwax @leahnardo-da-veggie
@illarian-rambling @autism-purgatory @rosesonneptune @jev-urisk @mrbexwrites @zackprincebooks
@winterandwords @peach-the-gospel @mrbexwrites @willtheweaver @finickyfelix + open!! hop in!
#the lesser key of callan#remember when i said i wasnt gonna touch this yet. haha. well#it's on the back burner but it is on a burner#hoot's pov is just too fun to write#ok back to the editing hole! love u byye!
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scnote to future self: you can not handle three glasses of wine and a podcast on attachment theory 👍
#✌️#i wasnt even an insecurely attached child!#i got more attention than all my other siblings (bc youngest) i was just immensely clingy and drove my parents up the bloody walls lol#most of my early mythos revolves around crying incessantly upon loss of contact#(my mom had to ask the nurses to please take me away so she could sleep when we were still in the hospital#and they kept coming back after an hour like sorry ma'am we know ur tired. but this gremlin you birthed... wont shut up... 😂)#i didnt sleep in my own bed for the first YEAR my 1st birthday photo has me drugged silly from sleeping meds bc they decided#they had to put a foot down#and like. i know fro. my sibs as well our parents werent the most outright affectionate#but im definitely one of those orchid children whose needs were just impossible to meet#you can blame your parents for a lot im sure. but i cant really picture a scenario#where i wouldt have ended up touch averse or avoidant and somewhat dysregulated#it just be like that
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aoughhhhmy no good very bad day . waaaaaahhhhhhhh</3
#HEAVY VENT AHEAD . SSSSSORRY .#vent cw#vent#i think creepy old guys should leave me alone maybe . my dad yelled at me a bunch today and kicked me and slapped me in the face (it didnt#hurt! it was as a joke . i mean it was abuse and wasnt ok and its insane to hit your child as a joke but like im not injured to clarify#he hit me in the face and kicked me as a joke . yyeah . 😭) and like im ok but i felt so fucking grossed out (and still do) that he touched#my face hes such a fucking creep he was making weird comments abt me earlier i hate him so fucking much oh my god hes so fucking creepy i g#got so grossed oout when he touched my face i wanted to throw up#and then when i could finally go back to my room i fell asleep for2 hours which is chill !! i looooove sleeping so bad <3#but then my dad starting yelling at me again and.aoughhhhh.#i tried to go back in my room . my fuckin curtains broke . i couldnt fix them (eventually i just kinda. taped the curtains back) and my dad#said he was gonna kick me out and threatened to break my nose 😭 😭#sorry for venting on my fucking.Tumblr blog . i shouod Not talk abt super vent-y stuff here maybefsd;kglfdg 😭#im like Ok physically and i rly dont wanna worry anyone w/this !! im fine i prommy so much but aoughhhh.my very bad no good day aough#again sorry for the big vent aough i dont rly. Vent on tumblr.of al places . so im rly rly sorry fsd;fg;jlkdfs
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Idk why there's disbelief over Mark S/Helly in terms of motivation. Helly is just as capable of cruelty and selfishness as Helena. They are at the core of it, the same person with different memories/experiences. They can be two perspectives worthy of indulging their own dreams and desires and also be the same person. Narratively here especially, this isn't about morality, it's about human nature.
Helly was never cruel, sure, of course. Helly felt like she was the same as the other people in MDR. But Helly has something right now that she never even achieved as Helena. Someone who loves her. Someone who is choosing her. Helly is Winning over Helena here.
Jame Eagen wanders down just to be a freak and reinforces the reality of it. Helly is "More" than Helena, hasn't been worn down by the weight of experience and the world (and their cult and corporate bullshit). She still has, in some way, the innocence of youth and lack of experience with the world. She doesn't have the same fears and burdens or triggers as Helena in her conscious experience. She still has the ability to express her passions and outrage and defend herself. And to love and not feel sorry for it.
Severance gave Helena a chance to exist without the learned perspectives and burdens of the Eagens and she is able to be free with herself and her passions and desires-- whereas Helena was likely drained of any dreams for potential beyond a strictly guided future decades ago.
Of course Helly is feeling a rush of joy and satisfaction over Mark loving her. Mark choosing her. She tried to do the "right thing" by being logical with Mark. "I'm her." Even outside of Lumon, if they bring it all down, there's no hope for an Eagen and an ex-severed employee in reality. In the Real World they will never be together. Mark couldn't love Helena, how could anyone love an Eagen? (Poor Helly really with like, the enemy is within etc, but that's kinda the situation framed by Lumon for everyone by setting the stage with your Innie isn't human kinda rhetoric.) (This was also reinforced by Helena trying to get close to Mark to see if he still had feelings or chemistry with her and finding out they were not going to work outside Lumon.)
What if the equator is a building that could be a continent? Can be their whole world? They're choosing to live Now. Together in the present despite knowing that with their half lives, they could be brought to an end at any moment. It's very willful young love of them. And why wouldn't it be? This is their First Love. They haven't even been "alive" that long or have any memory of romance beyond their current infatuation. They don't know the world or it's places, and maybe that's okay, maybe they can exist in this space so long as they have love and the others.
It's completely human for Helly to accept Mark choosing her. To run to him just to see him for maybe the last time. It's human for Mark S to run to Helly. It's human for poor Gemma, who doesn't even know her fucking husband is severed, to be pounding on the door.
But this is their Final Day to Mark and Helly. Maybe the very end of their world. It's Judgement Day. Of course they'd have them holding hands and running back to the unknown to face the end together. To die together.
There is also zero fucking chance Mark Scout would risk his life and brain continuing reintegration once his wife is back. Mark Scout is going to choose his wife. Mark is choosing Love on both sides here.
All of it is reasonable.
#this is true for all the innie/outie combos like#lets not forget theyre the same person. yes they are also separate and deserve to be respected in their experiences#in my mind theres a post credit scene of Devon dragging Gemma to a car and them driving to a secure location bc I can't live otherwise#unfortunately the severed floor is literally their world. has been all this time. all they know by design.#anyway. selfishness is so normal to the human experience and motivation. survival. love. growth#im going to be thinking about platos cave allegory stuff now actually. ough#anyway its 3am and this is all i can thnnk about#personal q#severance spoilers#read more bc mindless brain ramble got long#i love all the characters in this show I hope hope hope Gemma gets a focus in S3#i actually loved the reintegration bits but narratively it would change some of the themes more at this time#theyd have had to make full reintegration the only way for mark to save gemma to make it happen#i need gemma to get so much therapy and care. lumon better not touch her ever again im really so serious#im going to be emotionally devastated ny Mark turning for months#good news fucking up cold harbor probably means that whatever fuckery Jame had planned for Helena/Helly is probably also fucked#could you imagine tho if we actually get fresh 'severed' personas for them if Lumon abducts them all to a compound somewhere#if s3 starts like Just Another Day in the Office I'll scream#I'm starting to wonder if this whole draining the tempers experiment thing#is about being able to provide them for others as a rejuvenation thing now actually aha just from writing this#i think using Helly Wasnt Cruel to try to contain her character is very infantilizing like theyre not children they're striped of knowledge#and of experience#this is all very is love stored in memory or the soul etc. do the people in the cave want to leave the cave when the shadows on the wall ar#the only representation of reality they've ever known#this show is just like art/literaty analysis of themes its so pretty and tragic and terrible#severance#sorry added for the mutuals who dont need to see my taste in tv on my supposed gaming blog#idk a lot of this season was also helly spreading the concept of division from outie persona stuff which makes sense for her#but then getting to look back at gemma and see maybe an outie as a person etc too like. ough
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Showing roger my tattoo and him touching it and smiling and saying "high honor, huh?" Literally has been in my head. on REPEAT.
#bex babbles#roger clark#the way he just smiled and nodded a bit#and when i thanked him he said no thank you#when he touched my tattoo and almost traced it#i was floored#because no one ever traces my tattoos and he just did#anyways im glad hes a happily married man because RUFFRUFFBARKBARK like the wedding ring was evident#another thing is i kept looking away bc i was flustered and overwhelmed and i told him that and everytime i looked back at him#he was looking at me then would look away#like our conversation wasnt with maintained eye contact#but it was still attentive and he was listening#because the next day he called me by my name#everyone was very cool#id yap about it but i dont want to#my precious experiences are my own#rdr2#red dead redemption 2
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#for Jin-chul#specifically for jin-chul as i am writing him in the fic im working on#if u guys want a title or snippets u should tell me bc i will give them to u but only if i know theres like. interest. u feel me?#also keep in mind it def won't be done for. a while. im unfortunately v busy rn and abt to become even busier. haha. but i can give nibbles#anyway back to the Weave. if this one had a title it would probably be Woo Jin-chul and the Dreamcatcher of the Past. or smthg like that.#in the sense of getting caught on#its not that he hasnt let go its that he remembers and nothing else is quite as good as that remembering#grief has made a home in his heart and lives there like a tumor but hed rather rip out his own heart than let anyone cure him of the cancer#so he just dreams of the things he cant have anymore and keeps them safe out of reach and never lets anyone else touch them#he gets hung up but also forces himself to keep pushing forward because if he doesnt he'll die- mentally and emotionally yes#but also physically because the world they live in now is one ruled by power and cruelty and its not safe to live any other way#jin-chul isnt safe. he makes himself unsafe so that other ppl have a chance to BE safe. but he remembers when he was and part of him#cant move past that. cant stop longing for it with his whole heart. its v sad of him honestly#i think thats why Sung Jinwoo's actions as well as the man himself meant so much to him. because here was this person who was SO powerful#but instead of using that power within the new system to start oppressing others and propel himself to the top or be casually cruel#he kept a sense of self and honor and duty. he wasnt always 'righteous' but he did truly try to save lives when they were in danger#and never lost sight of the value of those lives. to jin-chul someone like that must've felt like a miracle after all that time#and been something he deeply cherished and coveted personally.#even if they didnt know each other that well im sure that sung jinwoo's presence mustve been something that crossed jin-chul's mind often#and reassured him.#anyway. jinchul and jinwoo's relationship is just something i think about a lot.#i love them so much. literally nomming on them as we speak#SL#solo leveling#Woo Jin-chul#woo jinchul#sung jinwoo#web weaving#also there is a truly appalling lack of fanart of my baby#im not an artist guys. i cannot fill this hole in the fandom. TT devastating
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