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After listening to Logan singing in the shower Wade is determined to get him to sing in the apartment in front of him. He’s playing his favourite songs from his old universe (after months of interrogation and lots of educated wishes). He will purposefully play an oldies radio station and all he gets is a hum, if that.
When Wade had almost given up, he puts on his fave musical, Rent, on the TV just for some god damn fun. (I mean is it a fun musical????). Thats when Logan pops his head round the corner, obviously recognising the songs, and smiles. He sits with Wade and sings along to One Song Glory under his breath.
Wade is, rightfully so, astonished that this is what got him to sing. He ends up starring in shock and love.
“Somethin’ wrong, bub?” Logan asks fully pretending he doesn’t know why Wade is shocked.
“You- It’s- RENT?!” Wade says.
“It’s my favourite. Close call with Les Mis though” Logan replies, relishing in the fact he rendered Wade speechless.
And Wade actually can’t reply to that. Logan smiles again. And if they scream a slightly out of tune rendition of Take Me or Leave Me it’s between them and Mary Puppins.
#deadpool and wolverine#deadpool#wolverine#logan howlett#poolverine#wade wilson#x men#deadpool 3#deadclaws#rent the musical#back on my rent bullshit#this is slightly ooc#ive already said they are angel and collins#im not wrong#musicals#im projecting#op needs a life#poolverine headcannons
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SEVERANCE 2x10 / 1x04 | "Whatever this life is, it's all that we have."
#severance#severance spoilers#severanceedit#myedits#oh man#oooooh maaaaan what the fuck#oh i need to think about all this for like 400-500 business days before i can say anything about it#but this is the first thing that smacked me#watching him trying to bullshit manipulate himself and undermine his innie's entire existence#and him being like 'it's helly actually. helly. that's the person I'M in love with' like fuck you actually#it's so goddamn messy and i love it so much#once again: you would think jetlag gifs would be harder to make and you would be WRONG#so wrong#also severance giffing is way more depressing but i feel like i need to gif my way through all these emotions#because fuuuuuuUCK#those comments about mark/helly shippers not being disappointed like askdjaskdjnkwjbrasf#don't get me wrong i love gemma and i love mark/gemma and i do want him to get her back but like#he did the right thing for gemma and his outie (sort of). he got her out. and then he just noped and chose life and helly#even if it's only for another minute#HONESTLY#that last scene will be living rent free for eternity
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nortrell + txt posts = true 5.0
#back at my bullshit sorry but nortrell has a whole rent free apartment complex in my head#nortrell#lando norris#max fewtrell#mando#f1 + text posts#my txt posts
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starkid did NOT have to go off that hard with "I've never seen darker times and I've covered the protests live at the Hatchetfield kennel. I am Dan Reynolds!"
#in other news i am back on my nerdy prudes must die bullshit (she says like they ever left)#this musical lives in my mind rent free#also ive already watched it like 3 times#jae’s thoughts#starkid#nerdy prudes must die#hatchetverse#hatchetfield
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thug beatdown round 2: electric boogaloo
(extras, cw flashing gif:)
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the fit:
#tim drake#dc#sart#cw flashing#im grateful to the femme tim people for indulging me bc im back on my bullshit#long hair tim!!! LONG HAIR TIM!!!#if dick can have a long hair moment so can tim#further#as a canonical nightwing fan i think tim would at some point try to emulate that (also as a possible successor to the mantle)#(altho the nightwing!damian to batman!cass art i saw once also lives rent free in my mind)#AND if we track the progression of tim's hair from robin to red robin#this is the natural conclusion#in this essay i will—#aside but altho the only time i've seen jack drake drinking in the comics it was beer#we're gonna pretend he was fond of whiskey for the Aesthetic#also traditional upper class white man things#and tim drinks whiskey as a begrudging homage to the father he never really got to share drinks with beyond that one time he got magically#aged up#((i got a new dress and i thought tim would look nice in it))#god i can finally think about other things now
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it's gon' be a long ride home tomorrow from tennessee to texas to la well if i could i'd never leave you i'd come home to stay another night from home away from you it ain't easy i know (baby, don't you want me)
the bucktommy cowboy au nobody asked for part three (parts one and two)
thinking about rancher!tommy who goes on long two-month cattle drives and dreams of the gorgeous cattle hand back home...
(song insp.)
#tommy spending long nights under the open sky dreaming of bright smiles and sparkling blue eyes#maybe worrying a little that the home he dreams about wont want him the same when he gets there after so long away#but all that goes out the window as he and the herd crest the last hill into the san fernando valley#and tommy sees a tall figure outlined in the gold rays of the sunset high atop a horse#and evan is there to welcome him home with a flask a whiskey and a warm kiss that chases away any lingering doubts#ANYWAYS I HAVE LOOOOOTS OF THOUGHTS ABOUT COWBOY BUCKTOMMY OKAY#they live in my head rent free#i just love them your honor#song is baby don't you want me by lucero#bonus lyrics: “when we first met / i'd count the days / i'd make excuses / just to say your name”#and if thats not bucktommy coded idk what is#anyways can you tell im obsessed!!!!!#bucktommy cowboy au#otp: better ways to get your attention#bucktommy#firepilot#kinkley#tevan#fireflight#evan buckley#tommy kinard#911 abc#911 on abc#911 moodboard#em's moodboard#mine#im back on my cowboy bullshit
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Fang Xiaobao... why do I remember somebody bidding me farewell and swearing never to talk to me again? Shut up and take the medicine. Mysterious Lotus Casebook (2023) | Ep. 19
#mysterious lotus casebook#莲花楼#li lianhua#fang duobing#cheng yi#joseph zeng#cdrama#cdramaedit#cdramasource#mlcedit#*gifs:mine#listen fang xiaobao turning back around and stealing another glance at li lianhua is like...#i don't even know#it doesn't even live in my head rent free#it charges ME rent#still on my fanghua bullshit!!!#this whole scene really#like prior to this it was just a revolving door of increasingly stressful situations for li lianhua#//immediately// after he wakes up following the bicha poison attack#first having to deal with su guniang almost confessing to him and then guan-xiong showing up to tell him he has four months to live#then the entire drama and angst of the confrontation with a-mian#THEN di feisheng coming and dropping the bomb that both sigu-men and jinyuan-meng were set up by an unknown third party#stress stress stress stress stresssssss#and then finally xiaobao shows up (outside! it's quite LITERALLY a breath of fresh air)#up until now everyone else has come to drop more problems into his lap#but xiaobao comes and brings him medicine — literal healing.#and it's just.... comfortable. they're just.... comfortable.#MY FEELINGS#god i'm not normal about them
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Back on my Raven Queen bullshit apparently
#raven queen#eah#my art#mantas art#ive said it before and ill say it again: raven queen more like raving queer#also the “back on” is a lie i was never off the raven queen bullshit she is in my mind rent free#all the time#for. for ever after you might say
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#ok saying this here since it’s the middle of the night and we’re all on our hoax bullshit which leads to being on other bullshit lol#the rolling stone interview from 2020 lives rent free in my mind#specifically the part where she asks Paul McCartney about how he was able to raise a family amidst his fame#and how he was able to carve out a life for himself and his wife and his kids outside of the noise#and he talked about how they just tried to be as normal as possible#eg lived in the country and the kids went to the local#school etc#and her interest just seemed really… pointed#and even back then that pinged at me and made me wonder about what… plans were underway#and then after Joever and YLM came out my brain went back to that#and considering hoax and many other things#(and now with TTPD which I’m talking around lol)#it just made me wonder if those… types of plans are what were reneged on#and that they were just no longer on the same page#and or he ultimately told her the fame and career thing was the dealbreaker re that#anyway I have thoughts but this is already too parasocial for main#but does fall into#the faithless love equation in my mind#ok I should probably delete this in the morning#muses acquired like bruises
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Mermaid Melody Aqua is funny, actually
#Mintisse#fan art#my art crap#Mermaid Melody Aqua#Mermaid Melody#Back at my bullshit because this trash lives in my mind rent free
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the lord is going to need to send me four different blessings to balance out the way this week is going 😍 like one is not enough brother
#lee’s bullshit#phone call yesterday on the toilet BAM “you need to pick your grandfather up from the hospital tmrw”#”bc he passed out mysteriously and has to stay overnight” terrifying! thanks! I’m still on the toilet!#haven’t even gotten off the toilet#”you also need to contact your insane ex and tell her she DOES have to keep paying rent which she will obviously receive well”#cool !! I’m so pumped to hear that !! I’m still mid shit can we resume this in two minutes please.#done with shit!#”yeah idk why she expects this did YOU tell her something to make her believe that?” probably ! I wanted her gone and hated her guts!#”well you need to tell her now” she’s going to love that !!!#roommates come home#”yeah the discussion w our friend who’s losing her shit went (predictably) badly and now we’re all upset again” so cool ! Awesome!#”she also wants a specific apology from you” I could not care less I think she’s so full of shit for all of this I’m done. No.#pick up grandfather today (he’s doing ok thank god j dehydrated from the flu)#get him home have violent indigestion#Visit other grandparents while I’m in town#”your aunt is in extended rehab rn for addiction” sooooo cool ok awesome !! Great!#back home now having violent chest pain !! Probably stress induced but who knows.#anyway at least the double side family addictive personality trend enforces my decision to never touch alcohol !!#what a fun weekend. Can’t wait to work all day tmrw. Jesus fuck.#anyway whatever I’m tired I’m going to watch tv or something
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Had a moment of listening to music I liked back when I was a teenager (& still like) and having a whole. Realization . That I like myself as I am now sooooo much better than I like teenage me. And I started thinking about Why.
There's a lot to it I'm pretty sure, & most of it centers around the fact that I just... didn't really know who I was as a person. I didn't really have hobbies outside of what I did in school (aka orchestra) and like. Video games + anime. I did creative writing in middle school, but dropped off in high school for... some reason? I still made original characters and played around with them a lot, but it was mostly just in drawing and thinking about them. I never actually *wrote*, and I in fact didn't get back into creative writing at all until I was 23 years old. I was someone who had spent so long hiding behind others and just doing what I was told that I just... didn't have any real direction. I didn't know what I even *wanted*. I thought I knew, but in hindsight, I can confidently say that I didn't. I was just an insecure teen drifting through life and not thinking about things beyond what was immediately in front of me. Which is pretty standard for teenagers I guess, but not all of them. Not at all.
Compared to now, where I have Many hobbies, most notably being writing. As I am now, I am just Intrinsically a writer. And it's weird to remember that I wasn't even really *writing* before 5 years ago (besides text rps, which did a lot for developing my writing skill! But still aren't a replacement for writing individually). As a teen, I wasnt into dnd, I was incredibly out of shape, & I was a lot less aggressive and focused. I was the type to avoid sports!!! I hated them!!!! But as I am now, I Love biking and can easily bike for an hour+ no problem (I remember being a teen and trying to go on just 10 minute bike rides in the summer and just *dying* from it), & I love working out. I wanna be strong!!! I LOVE being strong!!! And I was an absolute mess with things like public speaking & working in groups, vs now where I can do an impromptu presentation no problem & I'm often the unofficial leader in group projects bc im typically the one who does the organizing and allotments of work. A side effect of working as a supervisor and then assistant manager for so long. I have a lot more confidence in my perceptions and judgements, & I have the self-assurance to assert these things. And this is only really the tip of the iceberg with all the differences.
I just feel like an entirely different person, almost. The cores are the same, or at least damn near similar, with the things I want out of life & the sorts of things I enjoy, but it's like. The difference between finding a random rock off the side of the road & then that rock when it's been sanded and carved and decorated to be something individual and unique. You look at them side by side and it's something dull vs something shiny and intricate. The origins can't be ignored and dismissed, & I certainly would never resent younger me for just doing the best with what I knew at the time. But it's just astounding how much difference time and experience will have for growing and developing as a person. Things I consider integral to my personhood weren't even thoughts in my mind back then. We are almost entirely different people.
#speculation nation#under readmore bc I just got contemplative. not negative really either.#ultimately it's that kind of thing of like. college & all my experiences within it have done a LOT for developing who i am as a person.#i wouldnt be nearly so comfortable with public speaking if it werent for how many speech classes ive taken over the years.#but it's also the fact that i was working to figure out who i was during college that made me fumble it so hard.#i wanted to be an engineer. can you believe it? i was so CERTAIN of it as a teenager. but it was only really bc of the family i have/had#that are/were engineers. i didnt have personal interest in it. it was just the Thing To Do.#so i got to college and i *hated* it and i had to take several years to figure out what i actually Wanted.#i realized pretty quickly that i wanted to focus on computers after my first coding class. but thats so BROAD#and computer science wasnt for me either. i fucking hated computer science. but computer information & technology??#this is my shit. and honestly it's so weird to remember that just 10 years i knew very little about computers#and now ill be sitting in my web programming class & theyre talking about javascript and loops and such within it#and im just zoning tf out bc Yeah Yeah do while loops ive heard it a million times before. arrays?? yeah whatever i got it#but back in 2016 i had to learn these things for the first time!!! it was entirely new to me!!! teenage me didnt KNOW#so me being a computer person with a specialization in business and hobbies of writing and biking and dnd. i had NONE of those things!!!#i didnt even collect knives!!!!! granted thats mostly bc i Couldnt buy many of them yet + i also didnt have much money lol#bc i never even worked a job until i got to college. that's also unimaginable to me. imagine not knowing what it's like to Work...#i remember getting $500 or so in graduation gifts after graduating high school & my mind was just Blown#had never had that much money before. it was crazy to me. meanwhile with a job paying every other week $500 was a *low* paycheck.#but i also have to pay bills and rent and buy food and all this stuff. also things i didnt have to worry about back then. ALSO weird.#idk theres a lotta bullshit i gotta deal with as an adult but i like who i am now so much better. feel so much more *myself*#than just a directionless teenager waiting for someone to tell them what to do.#it's amazing what 10 years will do for your development as a person. absolutely wild.
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stages of timelooper brainrot + bonus scribble i may or may not ever finish
#guess who's mildly delrious w illness and back on my au bullshit#on the spectrum of moemura to coolmura to homucifer she's somewhere in between the last two#not Quite a tormented eldritch being of love and longing but getting concerningly close#maybe one of these days I'll try n do smthn for that back in the building audio it lives in my brain rent free#nova scribbles#marrow max tag
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#im back on my bullshit#this video lives in my head rent free#okay following this through; what do we know about the segments?#eyes in time but they’re also their own individuals#did dottore learn something from the frost moon scions?#is that maybe where Capitano got his power when we consider its black ice to arle’s black fire?#I cannot believe I literally joked that I’d have kids by the time dottore came back and it’s coming true#I will never return to this game in the same way but this feels like they’re realizing they fucked up and had to toss in new lore to regain#their audience because Natlan was so poorly executed#Youtube
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When Marimba Rhythms start to play, Dance with me, Make me Sway Like a lazy ocean hugs the shore Hold me close, sway me more.
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#parznite#artists on tumblr#demon oc#digital art#original art#original character#artwork#back on my sway bullshit#marimba rhythms start to play#this song lives rent free in my head#Youtube
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where is my fat husband
#stream#i’m lonely !!!! i want a man !!!!!!#me: where’s my man#me at the same time: not leaving the house nor dating apps & also is having a mental breakdown everyday while self medicating#also i’m 90% sure my meds are starting to fail again ALSKALKSLAKSLAKLSAKLSMAKSKK#ANYWAY#i didn’t even go to gay bars when i was allowed to drink like 😭😭😭#it’s all a bunch of straight people#there’s no point#like i constantly here old queens going ‘young gays don’t do xyz’ or ‘don’t know how to xyz’ like ok girl its because that shit died like#idk probably before the pandemic truly it was dying but the pandemic was the nail in the coffin like girl …….. i turned 21 a month into#lockdowns like#ok so i did stuff illegally & went to other shit but it still was straight bars 90% of the time there’s like 6 gay bars in houston total 😭😭😭#like idk what they expect like if … those venues aren’t there & are increasingly AGAINST doing the goofy tings …. how would the YOUNG KNOW#like at this point idk i truly think that it’s kinda on the elders at this point ALSKALSKLAKSAKSLAN like yea they’re boomers at the end of#the day so like i’m not saying that they didn’t have it hard they did they did ok but. get over it ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLA like alright … but#i’m saying this as someone who knows the history & bullshit like ok yea everyone needs to understand what it’s like to have your community#die before ur eyes but at the same time. there’s no community now ? ALSKALSKALKSLAKSLAKSLLA like girl …#girl …….#yall HAD a community but now all that shit is gone & none of us young ppl have any funds to make that 😭😭😭#like girl i have 12$ in my bank account i dream of being able to rent a flat at some point like a ONE BEDROOM u know W A LIVING ROOM & yall#own rentals so like this is UP TO YALL …..#like ur the problem ? 😭😭😭😭😭#@gays for trump & loghouse republicans i’m looking at YALL#a lot of these mfs are liberal too - pro invasion of iraq democrat back the blue bootlickin NIMBA faggots 😭😭😭💔#anyway that’s just me bitching#i’ve been so fucking IRRITABLE today
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