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Bruce is autistic, omnisexual, asexual, goes by he/they and is partially deaf (atleast deaf in one ear) from child abuse, the events of the incredible hulk and other missions with explosions etc. (little headcannon since Mark is deaf in one ear from a surgery to get his tumor removed) and let's not forget has DID and somewhat of a supersoldier
#autistic bruce banner#bruce banner#child abuse#deaf bruce banner#mark ruffalo#bruce banner past#asexual bruce banner#bruce banner DID#bruce banner dissociative identity disorder#mark ruffalo tumor
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Bruce banner autistic and Omnisexual (also goes by he/they)
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I relate to The Hulk and Bruce Banner to an incredible degree. It's uncanny how many similarities I can find. But because of these similarities, I feel very strongly towards the character. So even though I've barely read any hulk comics, let's discuss how I'd write for the hulk:
Even though The Hulk and Bruce Banner are two different people, I view them as two sides of the same coin. If it's anything like me (and how I'm super reserved in public, yet super expressive and prone to mood swings when at home or just around my dad) The Hulk and Bruce Banner are like two different personas. The Hulk is like all of Bruce Banner's private self. His unexpressed thoughts and feelings.
Also, I wish there were less stories about Bruce Banner wanting to free himself of the Hulk. Don't get me wrong, I get it. My anger issues are awful (I've hurt my dad before, or almost hurt him), but I have come to accept them. In my 19 years on earth, nothing has changed them or stopped them. I've resigned myself to the fact that they're part of me. In a way, I'd like something like that from the hulk. A kind of resignation to being able to cure himself, wherein Bruce Banner tries to learn to coexist with the Hulk.
#the hulk#bruce banner#It's shocking how relatable it all is#see my last post for more on that#marvel#marvel comics#the defenders#avengers#incredible hulk#hulk#the incredible hulk#autism#asd#neurodivergent#adhd#autistic#actually autistic#audhd#anger issues
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me 🤝🏻 Tony Stark 🤝🏻 Stephen Strange 🤝🏻 Bruce Banner 🤝🏻 Bruce Wayne: autistic for REAL
#marvel#tony stark#autistic stephen strange#stephen strange#bruce wayne#bruce banner#autism#audhd tony
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Why do I have a hyperfixation/special interest on an incrediblely niche subfandom that almost nobody cares about which gets updated like three times a month
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BRUCE BANNER CONTENT!1!1!!1!1 Guys he is so. he. he’s not my wife and rather he’s like one of us but like. he. I. He. He he he he HE!!! HE IS VERY VERY TWISTED AND EVIL GUYS!!!!!!!! IM CRAZY IM INSANE… guys guys guys he’s he’s he’s he. he.. the Bruce…dare I say. The borce. The BURC,?, BURC BNAR!!? or maybe… bark bunner?!?! BURCE???!?!? he has autism. hi guys this is my son he has autism and he’s a little gay 😄 (it’s me, I’m the autistic gay son) I NEED TO. I. he makes me feel seen okay. and the other members of our system love that he makes me feel seen. they think he’s silly too. see he’s like universally silly. guys. please talk to me about Bruce banner. pleeeeease…!1!!1!1!1
- YJ (PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT BRUCE BANNER PLEASEPLEASEPLEASASSSEEE)
in fact, we usually struggle with telling who’s fronting sometimes, but when I front it’s very obvious because the Bruce Banner thoughts previously locked deep in the headspace come out into the forefront . AHHHHHHHHHHHHSHAHEHSHEHWHEHWHHWHWHWHWHWHHWHWHWHWHWHWHHWHWH we are fine. okay we do not . we are. we
goodbye 👋
I miss my wife tails
I miss her a lot
#hulk#bruce banner number one fan#bruce banner and tony stark#bruce banner posting#bruce banner#screaming#mcu#marvel#marvel cinematic universe#marvel comics#autism#sys blog#did system#autistic did system#actually autistic#autistic things#special interest
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i mightve asked this before, in which case go ahead and ignore this lmao. which characters would be the best vs worst when handling an autistic darling?
Oooh, this is a cool question! I would say it depends on the particular symptoms the person has, so I'll go over some symptoms and which yanderes would respond best vs. worst.
avoidance of eye-contact
Obviously, shy, autistic, or autistic-coded yanderes would work really well with this (and other) symptom(s). Your Donatello's, your Newt's, arguably your Peter Parker's. Also, yanderes who are able to sense when their darling's attention is on them supernaturally or just out of sheer social aplomb. Elves, for example, would be great with someone who doesn't like eye contact, because their body language conventions differ as a result of being able to communicate mentally.
Roxanne Wolf would be distinctly bad for this, based on her need for attention as demonstrated in Help Wanted 2. But she's also not beyond reason when it matters, as we've seen in Ruin DLC, so I'm sure communicating about it is on the table.
sensory reactivity
Okay, I think Dr. Strange would very specifically be bad for this, because his movies are all swirling kaleidoscopes of magic that would definitely be sensory overload in real life, and I have mentioned before that I don't see him as a considerate yandere. If anything, he might enjoy inducing sensory overload for the express purposes of making his darling require comfort, care, and isolation from others.
On the other hand, and maybe a weird pull for this, but Zafrina from Twilight would be great. Alec, too. Both have powers that would be super helpful when darling is overwhelmed.
Druig is able to just make everyone nearby shut up, which he would employ liberally.
food sensitivity/pickiness
Yanderes who enjoy cooking could go both ways on this. I could see some being offended by negative feedback and some taking it as being gifted with the challenge of meeting their darling's standards. Teruteru from Danganronpa and Esme from Twilight would both probably be good about receiving feedback and making changes. Super eager to please. Esme more so than Teruteru; he might get offended at first.
Rich and royal yanderes would delight in someone picky. They would love to be able to send food back with new, highly specific orders because darling doesn't like grapes with soft spots. Your Tony Stark's, your Byakuya Togami's, your Toph Beifong's, your Coriolanus Snow's.
Ralph from DBH would be a problem. He has a very weak grasp on what humans eat and a very high sensitivity to negative feedback. (Wait, he's just like me...)
resistance to changes in routine
This one would be a problem for yanderes who feel a need to go on adventures and trips with their darling. Which isn't necessarily the same as adventurous yanderes. Some adventurous yanderes might enjoy the idea of their darling staying behind at home keeping to a comfortable routine. But the ones who want their darling along on the adventure would be problematic. The Doctor, for example. Especially Eleven; he gets bored easily.
Whereas I think a lot of superheroes would like the idea of keeping their darling sequestered away, living predictably and comfortably. Clark Kent, Steve Rogers, Druig...The only catch is that some of them (Druig) would probably be a bit condescending about it.
I think Daycare Attendant would be great for routine. Coloring time, snack time, naptime, same time every day, sign them up! Also condescending, but they genuinely can't help it because it's how they're programmed.
Technically, Phineas and Ferb keep to a very specific routine, albeit a pretty tiring/potentially overwhelming one.
sorting things
This would be great for the disorganized genius character type. A Bruce Banner, if you will. An organized genius probably already has a system and might have trouble with someone sorting things differently than they have them. A distinctly slovenly character probably wouldn't mind either way.
hyperfixation
Yo, Queen from Deltarune would be the best for this. She would create an inescapable palace of the thing darling likes. Swatch and the Swatchlings would be involved.
stimming
There might be a problem if the yandere is easily distracted and needs to focus on something else. The main one I can think of who fits that description is Percy Jackson. That's not a distaste thing; just a pragmatic issue. Yanderes who experience sensory overload might also have an issue with it. My first thought was Queen Elsa.
On the other hand, Leo Valdez would love to make little stim toys for his darling. Donatello, too.
#male yandere#female yandere#yandere#yandere marvel#yandere mcu#yandere tmnt#yandere rottmnt#yandere deltarune#yandere disney#yandere pjo#yandere hoo#yandere heroes of olympus#yandere fnaf#yandere twilight#yandere dbh#yandere hunger games#yandere thg#yandere dc comics#yandere atla
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Fallin - Joel Miller X Afab! Reader
Chapter Two - The ties that bind
Remember, images in the banner above are just for aesthetic purposes, reader is you. Carmy is in there bc readers husband looks like him in my head, just to avoid confusion lol.
Summary for this chapter: Reader is pushed to her breaking point when an unexpected letter shows up in the mailbox and an equally unexpected bond forms between her and Joel.
Warnings/Tags for this chapter: Prepare yourselves. This chapter has some heavy topics in it. Don't say I didn't warn you. Financial struggles, Alcoholism. Alcohol abuse. Readers landlord has shitty timing. Weaponised incompetence. Reader belittles herself. Discussions of past physical abuse (this did not happen to reader). Shared trauma. Reciprocating soothing touches (oooh). No beta so autocorrect takes all the blame if I've missed something! Tommy eating with his mouth full, Momma Miller is rolling in her grave! Reader sleeps with socks on - don't @ me, my autistic ass can't sleep without them on, that's my only self insert haha.
Title taken from this song:
A/N: I'm thinking there's going to have to be a chapter 2.5 because there was another part to this that I wanted to add but the transition to it wouldn't have made sense so... There may be smut next half chapter though!
Word Count: 4.3k
Previous Chapter
Series Masterlist
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May 31st 2003
It had been a long ass month.
You picked up extra shifts at work, agreeing to help on the line if it meant you could work overtime. It wasn't your favourite thing to do, working with the chefs instead of being tucked away in the back able to get on with making pastries and decadent cakes. They all had short fuses and you had enough of that shit at home, but you desperately needed the money so you did it, even if it meant working six days a week with a bunch of assholes. Honestly though? You were kind of thankful that you weren't home a lot of the time these days.
Matt hadn't got the job, which in turn had sent him into a further spiral of depression and drinking.
You hated seeing him like this, the man you'd loved. The man you'd married. This wasn't him, he was never a big drinker before all but now? Now you're getting belligerent texts from him mid shift, asking you to pick up a six pack on the way home from work everyday. The one time you forgotten to, so drowsy you'd almost fallen asleep behind the wheel of your car, he screamed at you for an 30 straight minutes before he left the house to go to a bar instead.
Your Internet search history, once full of recipes and forums for the hobbies you enjoyed, was now full of frantic searches for 'How to know if my partner is an alcoholic?' 'How to get help for an alcoholic' 'What to do if an alcoholic won't seek help'. He definitely didn't think he had a problem and you couldn't bring it up to him. This new version of Matt scared you, whether it was in the sense that he was so unpredictable in his moods or that you had this fear that he'd get himself so drunk he'd vomit in his sleep and choke on it, who knew? Either way, it was like having a ticking time bomb in your home, just waiting for it to go off.
You'd just about scraped by on paying bills this month too, resorting to selling your beloved kitchen aid mixer and a few pairs of shoes that, yes, you were going to miss sorely, but you'd rather go without if it meant you didn't miss paying your rent, you'd much rather have a roof over your heads, even if you're hardly ever there these days.
You really needed Matt to be out and working again, but somehow, it didn't look like that was going to happen, so this was your life for the the foreseeable future, working back to back shifts, eating at work so you didn't have to buy extra food at home, holding your breath while the tips were being divided at the end of the day with a figure in your head of how much you needed for gas money. You're keeping your head above water. Just barely though.
Your one day off a week was spent tidying up around the house, picking up after Matt where he failed to throw away bottles, empty ashtrays, throw away takeout containers. Another expense, even though you made sure to leave food for him in the fridge while you were out working. It was like taking one step forward and three steps back half the time.
You'd had a lot of time to think recently, really reflecting back on your entire marriage, drifting away getting lost in thought as you cranked out orders at work. Even while not at home, your thoughts were still there.
You'd come to realise that maybe you'd been looking back at things through rose coloured glasses considering how it was now. He'd always had a short fuse, running out of patience quickly. Passive aggressive comments were his forte, although you found yourself laughing them off most of them time, like water off a ducks back. A lot of things had been left up to you, in charge of making sure the bills were paid even before all this. In charge of keeping the household running. You'd argued about it before and he'd told you he was too busy and stressed with his workload to help, you considered yourself lucky that he remembered to load the dishwasher sometimes and even then he expected a thank you for it. A thank you that you never received yourself.
Everything had been put on your shoulders for so long that you'd just gotten used to it. It had you wondering if you'd always been such a doormat? Self deprecating thoughts were nothing new either.
Slowly, you were beginning to wake up and smell the roses. Realising that nothing had ever actually been perfect, he hadn't been perfect. You hadn't been either, but the give and take in this relationship was completely unbalanced from the get go.
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June 1st 2003
It was your day off today and the second your dry, tired eyes fluttered open that morning, you resigned yourself to the monotony of your day ahead. You turned to look over your shoulder at Matt snoring loudly beside you, out cold. You had no idea what time he'd come to bed last night, leaving him awake and drinking by himself after he told you to fuck off when you asked him is he could possibly throw away the takeout container full of days old food that was now growing an entire ecosystem inside it. There was no point arguing with this man.
You got up and headed downstairs, silently cursing that creaky ass step that was a constant reminder of how broken your household was, in more ways than one.
With a soft yawn, tying up your bathrobe, you poke your head out the front door, to check that the coast is clear, no neighbours to spot you in your pyjamas, which consisted of leggings, an oversized tee and mismatched socks that you'd pulled on in the dark last night before bed. The mailbox flag had been upright for days, you hadn't had time to check it and Matt simply didn't give a shit.
You weren't prepared for what you'd found in there though, regretting your decision to check it before yous caffienated.
"Oh my god" With the letter in one hand, watery eyes scanning it, your shaking hand against your lips, you stare at the words on the page but they all begin to blur together after the first few sentences, you didn't need to read more than that:
'To the tenant(s) at 16 Sycamore Street. We regret to inform you that your landlord has decided to put the property on the buyers market and has received an offer. Completion is expected to commence by the first week of October. Please vacate the premises no later than 10/1/03....'
Eviction.
They didn't even have the decency to name you on the letter, citing you as 'tenants'. Just another number, just another easy paycheck.
Cold and clinical, washing their hands of you. It felt like such a slap in the face after you'd worked so hard, scrimping and scrounging money to pay the rent this month.
Gut punch after gut punch after gut punch.
There's only so much one person can take. You thought about the idea of having to tell Matt about this, it would somehow be your fault. You thought about the stress of having to find another place on one Salary. The home you were in now was a steal, the landlord had offered it to you at a reduced rate if you agreed to foot the bill for minor repairs, such as that stupid creaky step. Being young and naive, you and Matt had accepted those terms. , You thought you'd got lucky with it when you found it, instantly falling in love with how quiet the cul-de-sac was, how family friendly it was. Envisioning maybe starting your own family here too.
The person you were three years ago when you moved here was an entirely different person to who you are now. You're broken now. Broken and openly sobbing on the sidewalk, screwing the letter up, throwing it back into the mailbox before you angrily slam it shut.
You'd been so wrapped up in the grief of all this happening to you that you hadn't heard the quick footsteps of a certain raven haired neighbour crossing the street,
His tone was all concern and a little hesitation as he spoke "Darlin? Hey you okay?"
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Joel
It had been over a month since he last really saw you, since you'd snapped at him for poking his nose in, not that he'd intended to.
He'd caught quick glimpses of you as you rushed from your door to the car in the morning, looking more frazzled each day. He'd seen you coming home late at night too, six pack in hand most nights, it couldn't have all been for you.
Joel had thought about quickly catching you one morning during one of those times but he decided against it, he'd considered leaving an apology note on your car too but he thought that was too impersonal.
He'd started to piece things together though, Joel was observant by nature. Hearing the loud rattles of glass being emptied into the garbage truck each week, seeing that trashcan full to the brim with bottles, along with the fact that Jimmy had said he'd still been hearing the arguments coming from your house, he'd also noticed that you'd hardly been home... Things definitely weren't good between you and Matt. This wasn't just run of the mill marital problems, it was a hell of a lot more complicated than that.
It definitely wasn't his place to intervene but there was no chance he was going to just stand by and do nothing either, it was just a matter of when and how.
It was still fairly early on Sunday morning when he'd darted out to his truck, forgetting that he'd left his cellphone in there over night, he always liked to keep it by his side incase an emergency job popped up, he could always use the extra cash after all. He hadn't actually noticed you across the street until the slam of your mailbox, making him nearly smack his head against the roof of his truck.
That's when he sees you there, in your pyjamas, bathrobe and mismatched socks, having a complete meltdown in front of your house.
He tried calling out to you from across the street but you hadn't heard him and when he sees you getting increasingly distressed he decides enough is enough, even if he's nervous that he may get his head bitten off again. He's not the kind of person to just pretend he hadn't seen something like that either.
Not to mention it was breaking his heart a little bit to see you like this. So despite his trepidation, he swiftly crosses the street to come to your aid.
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You sit at Joel's dining table, eyes puffy and red from crying, staring down into the cup of coffee he'd made you. Despite your tearful protests, he'd guided you across the street to his house. You'd been trying to explain what was wrong but it had all been coming out as garbled sobs. Knowing that you didn't want to be the gossip of the street, he'd taken it upon himself to get you calm again.
You can feel his eyes on you as he leans against the kitchen counter, cradling his own cup of coffee in his hands. You didn't want more pity, right now you were throwing yourself the biggest fucking pity party already.
"'M sorry its not the real stuff, if you don't like it I can make you a tea or-" He wasn't the best at soothing people while they're upset but being a dad to a growing daughter meant he had at least some tricks up his sleeve. The day Sarah had come home from school upset over some crush of hers was a horrible one, holding her and stroking her hair until her sobs dissolved into little hiccups. Joel's momma had always had a healthy stock of tea at home for things like this. 'Tea won't solve all your problems, but it'll sure make things a lil sweeter for a minute'. Wise words from Momma Miller.
You sniffle, still staring down into the cup with a shallow shake of your head. "This is fine, thank you" Your voice is so small. Whatever happened has really messed you up.
"Oh!" he says suddenly, pushing off the counter, turning to grab a tupperware container out of the cabinet. "Sarah has actually been baking..." if you don't want to talk, maybe he can distract you instead, walking over to where you sit, shoulders heavily slumped. He sets the container down beside you, just in your peripheral, it's full of homemade chocolate chip cookies. "She's kinda been bitten by the baking bug now, thanks to you. Here, I know she'd be honoured to get get your opinion on them."
Your eyes raise from the cup in front of you finally, meeting his gaze with puffy eyes and a weak smile. You pick the most delicious, chewy looking cookie from the top of the pile and take a small bite, eyes widening when you taste how good it is.
"Oh my god" you half chuckle behind your hand, needing to finish your bite.
A proud smile stretches across his face. "Good right?"
"Good? I genuinely think these are the best fucking cookies I've ever tasted."
"That's my girl. She'll be fuckin' thrilled to hear that. Ever since you gave her that brownie recipe she's been printin' out recipes to test out and she's on my ass about gettin' one of those um... What are they called? The swirly things that cost a fuckin' arm and a leg?" He makes a bowl and mixing gesture with his hands and you can't help but let out the tiniest of chuckles.
"A Kitchenaid?" He snaps his fingers and nods "Yeah... I had one of those, costs a small fortune but honestly? So worth it. I uh... I actually just sold my one recently, if I'd have known you were looking.."
Something in your tone and the way your eyes fall back to the coffee cup again gnaws at him, unable to stop his curiosity getting the better of him.
He pulls up a chair across from you, grabbing a cookie from the tub, staying quiet for a moment to let you speak if you wanted to.
"I uh... There's just a lot going on right now. Had to sell a few things.." You shift in the chair as you begin to open up. "Matt he... He lost his job a while ago and it's been... It's been really fucking hard honestly? I'm doing extra shifts to make up for the loss of his salary and even then we're just barely making ends meet. We were a little short this month so I sold it" A small butter chuckle leaves you before you continue. "it's funny but, I was so scared that we wouldn't make rent this month and um... Then today I checked the mail and... There was an eviction notice in there." You can feel your eyes misting up again as you speak and he notices it too.
For a moment he's silent, going through a range of emotions in the short amount of time that he's listening to you speak, seeing the broken exhaustion written on your face, hearing it mirrored in your voice. "I... Jesus christ darlin'. I'm so sorry."
It's then that he does something that surprises both of you, setting the cookie down, he reaches across the table to rest his hand on your wrist, gently rubbing his thumb back and forth agaisnt the exposed part of skin in a soothing gesture. "How long have you got 'til you gotta leave?"
You manage a grateful smile at the gesture, it's barely there however. "4 months, they want us out by October 1st."
"Does Matt know?"
You didn't even want to think about telling him right now, but you knew you couldn't ignore it either. "No I... That's what all that was about out there earlier I... I went and checked the mail, first thing I get is an eviction notice. Lucky me."
"I take it that it's probably gonna go down like lead balloon?"
"That's putting it simply. I'm glad I was the one that found it but it doesn't mean it's going to be any easier telling him."
He knows there's more to it, he wants to ask, desperately, but he's unsure about crossing the line after last time. So, he swallows the lump that's formed in his throat, about to tell you something he's never shared with anyone else before, wanting to bridge that gap so you know he's not judging you.
"My uh... My old man... He had a drinkin' problem. He'd drink whiskey like it was water most nights and my momma, god rest her soul, she... She tried. She really tried to keep it from Tommy and me. She never wanted us to see him for anythin' else other than our dear old dad." He pauses for a second, just needing to take a breather, he could do this, it was difficult but he'd get through it. "Anyways, we got older and more wise to it. We weren't stupid. We knew he wasn't just 'sleepin' in' or 'under the weather'" His thumb is still rubbing back and forth on your wrist and what was originally for your benefit, is now self soothing, keeping himself grounded. "I um... I was about 15 when my momma started trying to hide her bruises and... She... She begged me to leave it alone. I wanted to strangle that son of a bitch with my bare hands but I couldn't. For her sake. Then... Then one day I came home from school with Tommy and found him laying into her in the kitchen, all over the fact that she'd burned his... Fuckin' toast."
You're on the verge of tears for a completely different reason now, watching his expression go from sombre to aggrivated as he revisits those memories that he'd worked so hard to suppress. "Oh Joel..." Your voice cracks slightly, now it's your turn to extend the gesture, resting your hand on top of his, giving it a gentle, reassuring squeeze.
He has to finish. He's started now, he's not telling this story for sympathy, but to show you he can relate. "That was the day I lost it... Told Tommy to run to the neighbours and call 911, he was just a scared kid who'd just watched his momma get beaten black and blue so... I gave my old man a beat down. Me. I made it hurt, I made sure he'd never ever lay a fucking finger on her again and you know what the sad part is? The whole time... The whole time she was still begging me not to. The bastard had crushed her spirit so badly and yet there she was with a busted eye socket and broken nose, begging me not to hurt him."
He takes a shuddering breath, raising his gaze to meet yours, his expression is serious and tinged with anguish. "Darlin' I need you to promise me somethin'..." He moves his hand from under yours, grabbing your hand, taking it in his holding it firmly, brushing his thumb over your knuckles. "I need you to promise me you'll get out before that happens to you. I know right now he's not hurting you like that, trust me, I'd see the signs and if he was I'd have been across the street beatin' on him in a heartbeat. It don't mean that it's not takin' everythin' in me now not to do that either but... Don't stay. Don't wait for things to get better, cause they won't. Take this eviction as your oppertuinity to start over without him. I know it ain't as simple as that and you'll have a lot of plannin' to do to get there but you ain't alone. If you ever need to talk or--or get away for a while... I hope you know you can come to me, okay?"
You relish in the physical contact, it had been a long time since anyone had treated you with a kindness like this, his hand was big and warm, slightly rough against your softer skin, from years of manual labour. Even despite the heavy subject, you appreciated it and without meaning to, it had ignited a flicker of something inside you. A shared bond, an understanding of what it meant to live under the same roof as a narcissist.
Swallowing hard as you mull over his words, your waterline still damp with unshed tears. "I... I'll try..." You smile sadly, knowing this is as best as you can offer right now and he knows it too
"Okay Darlin'... Okay. A-and I'm sorry by the way... for what happened before... When um... When I kind of accosted you a few weeks back... I... I didn't mean to stick my nose where it didn't belong."
A light chuckle leaves you at that, wiping away your tears with your free hand. "Apologies don't mean shit Joel. Actions speak louder than words and... Everything you've done for me today? Telling me something incredibly personal like that? That meant more to me than you could possibly know so... Thank you. Your Momma sounded like she was a strong lady."
He smiles wistfully at that, she'd have liked you, he sees a lot of her in you. "She was and so are you."
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Tommy
It's a little after 9am when Tommy is pulling up to Joel's house with Sarah in the back of his truck. He'd offered to have Sarah for the night so Joel could have some alone time, he was always telling him he should use that time wisely, go out to a bar, live a little, encouraging him to find a girl and take her home for some fun. It was a pass time of his to tease Joel about his sex life, or lack thereof. 'Your virginity must be growin' back by now, brother' he was proud of himself for that one. It had always fallen on deaf ears though, that's where he and Joel differed, Tommy was more of a risk taker, not even 30 yet, still acting like a horny teenager running around Austin breaking hearts. Whearas Joel was more closed off to that kind of thing, it just wasn't his scene. The heartbreak from Sarahs mom leaving had been enough to shake his confidence when it came to love, choosing to focus on his baby girl instead.
So imagine his surprise when he sees Joel in the doorway, watching a pretty lady as she walks away across his front lawn, he recognises that look in his eyes and the way he's unable to pull his gaze from her, his big brother was all gooey eyed over this girl... Granted her attire doesn't scream 'Picked her up at a dive bar' but who was he to judge?
Sarah pipes up from the backseat "Hey that's our neighbour, yknow the lady who gave me the recipe for those birthday brownies you loved?"
"Oh reeaaaally? She's purty." He drawls, pulling up into the driveway.
"Yeah don't even think about it Uncle Tommy. She's married."
Married? Joel you stupid son of a bitch what are you getting yourself into here?
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Sarah has gone upstairs to put her things away, the sound of her latest Destiny's Child cd echoing upstairs, this is why Joel loved weekends. Especially if it was a rare one like this where he wasn't working.
"So..." Tommy starts as he helps himself to a cookie, taking a big bite before he continues, even with a mouthful of food. Momma Miller raised him better than that. "You got somethin' to tell me big brother?"
A heavy sigh leaves Joel, he knows Tommy saw you leaving the house, he can already tell where this is going. Joel's pouring out two cups of coffee with his back to him, replying with a hint of annoyance in his tone "About what?"
Tommy has the manners to finish his mouthful this time before he speaks. Small graces. "Don't play dumb Joel, 'bout that pretty little thing I saw leavin' your house. Now unless you were just havin' a slumber party over her, considerin' her get up..."
"Tommy.." He warns as he turns to face him.
"Joel."
"It ain't like that she's-"
"Married, I know, Sarah told me. But you can't bullshit me brother, I saw the way you were lookin' at her."
Joel's brow furrows, lips stretching into a thin line. "What are you implyin' exactly?"
"What I'm implyin' brother, is that you have a thing for a married woman. Even I'm not dumb enough to go for the taken ones and you know me I'm down to fuck just about--"
Joel holds up a hand stopping him, pinching the bridge of his nose with the other hand "I beg of you, please don't finish that sentence"
Tommy's hands raise in fake surrender, a small smirk on his face. "Alright, alright. I hear ya loud and clear. All I'm saying is-" He takes another bite of his cookie and starts talking with his mouthful once more "-Is be careful with that one. Don't do anything stupid."
Joel knows better than to lie to him, he knows better than to lie to himself too, he had felt something for you today, beyond the sympathy of your shared trauma. "I appreciate the concern Tommy, but I'm not dumb enough to make a move on a married woman." He turns to grab the cups of coffee "And for the love of God, stop talkin' with your fuckin' mouthful, Momma raised you better"
Tommy just takes a bigger bite and gives Joel a shit eating grin.
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I mentioned this in my headcanons for autistic Bucky post, but I'm elaborating in a separate post too.
Bucky really likes the smell of people who are in some way harmonious with nature and with themselves body-and-spirit. He can't really place what it smells like and he almost got himself into serious shit with the Dora Milaje for wording it all wrong and making it seem like he was saying their King stank, when it's the exact opposite.
T'Challa, Peter Parker, Shuri and Groot in particular smell incredible to him, and honestly Bruce Banner (post-Hulk merge only) doesn't smell too bad either. It's the inner harmony and balance, but not entirely, because if that were the case then sorcerers should also smell great yet they fucking stink to him. There's a link between inner harmony and specifically grounded, Earthen connection and spirituality too, and sorcerers are too otherworldly.
It's Shuri becoming the Black Panther and noticing the shift in her scent after that tips him off just what it was that he liked, since she didn't have that Right Scent before. The first thing he says to her when he meets her again is that she smells nicer and she smacked him on the arm, mock-offended that he's saying she stank before, then enjoyed laughing at him when he panicked and stuttered to explain.
#bucky barnes#princess shuri#peter parker#marvel headcanons#bucky barnes headcanons#NWH pretty much established that Peter is deeply harmonious between his body and soul we saw it when Strange separated them#and the Black Panthers are the BLACK PANTHERS you don't get much more spiritually and bodily harmonious#also Peter is a Spider and T'Challa and Shuri are Panthers SOOOOOOO NATURE#and Groot is a tree so yeah#Bruce starts to smell nicer after the merge thing he smelled like SHIT before
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I had a random thought. I'm autistic but I do really well in job interviews and I think it's because I'm autistic, not in spite of it.
It's like that bit in the avengers film with Bruce Banner where he says he doesn't hulk out because he's always angry?
Allistics go into an interview thinking "oh god, I'm going to be judged on everything I do and say. What if I do something weird, say something wrong?!?"
And I'm just like "so like every conversation with an allistic ever? Cool, I can do that"
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☆ Headcanons List ☆
• I do edits and more about em :p
• hc are about sexualities, gender, sfw age/pet regression and neurodivergence
Trans Ftm!!
Bruce Banner Clint Barton Daryl Dixon Eddie Brock Matt Murdock Miles Morales Nico DiAngelo Peter Parker Wolverine Aaron Hotchner
Trans Mtf!!
Daphne Blake Enid Sinclair Gwen Stacy (atsv) Jean Grey Kate bishop
Enby!!
Bucky Barnes Eleven Evan Buckley Jonathan Sims Max Mayfield Mike Wheeler Mj (zendaya) Mulan (1998) Spencer Reid [Agender]
Bi!!
Aaron Hotchner (biro) Evan "Buck" Buckley Jake Peralta Spencer Reid
Pan!!
Penelope Garcia
Acespec!!
Aaron Hotchner Bruce Banner Clint Barton Eddie Diaz Matt Murdock Spencer Reid
Autistic!!
Aaron Hotchner Amy Santiago Bruce Banner Eddie Brock Glam (Metal Family) Matt Murdock Moon Knight system Penelope Garcia Spencer Reid Wednesday Addams
ADHD!!
Ches (Metal Family) Enid Sinclair Evan Buckley Jake Peralta Penelope Garcia
Agere / Caregivers!!
Bruce Wayne (pattinson) / Afred Eleven / Joyce Byers Evan Buckley / Bobby Nash, Eddie Diaz Nico DiAngelo / Will, Percy Harry Hook / Gil, Uma Harry Potter / Hermione, Ron Jonathan Byers / Nancy Wheeler Jonathan Sims / Martin, Tim, Sasha Neil Perry / Todd Anderson Percy Jackson / Annabeth Chase Spencer Reid / Hotch, Rossi Stiles Stilinki / Noah, Melissa
Petre!!
Evan Buckley; puppy reg Spencer Reid; kitty & puppy reg
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This means I already did it
#lgbt headcanons#Petre headcanons#asexual headcanons#autistic headcanon#adhd headcanon#Non binary#trans headcanon#transgender headcanon#bisexual headcanon#headcanon#agere headcanons#info post
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I still really relate to The Hulk. The idea of having two personas: one very quiet and shy while the other is the manifestation of the anger he bottled up... that's uncanny it's relatability. I'm incredibly lonely irl, with my only friend being my dad. But whenever I'm at school, I go all quiet and end up almost seeing like the most well behaved and reserved student. Yet when I get home, I have my violent mood swings wherein I'll sometimes even end up hitting my dad or calling him names. For me The Hulk is incredibly relatable for those very reasons. His personas pretty much represent two aspects of me, as well.
#I relate to his worst attributes I guess#shy lonely and angry#all things that can describe me#so the hulk is just...so relatable#the hulk#hulk#incredible hulk#the incredible hulk#bruce banner#marvel#marvel comics#autism#asd#neurodivergent#autistic#adhd#anger issues#shy#shyness#mood swings
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Marvel Masterlist
MCU!Peter, Tony, Bruce w/ s/o who's a slime
Secretary!Spiderman (5 Versions)
Secretary!Spiderman getting you ready before a meeting
Secretary!Spiderman going on winter dates w/ you
Natasha + Sleepy kisses
Characters being inebriated
Stephen Strange, Peter B., Bruce Banner, Thor finding a portrait of themselves painted by you
Secretary!Trilogy!Peter finding out he's in love with you
Eddie Brock, Natasha, Tony w/ a chef s/o
Deadpool w/ vampire s/o
Peter B., Wade Wilson, Eddie Brock, Tony Stark w/ a stuttering s/o
Steven Grant and Marc Spector w/ and autistic s/o
Loki and Thor helping s/o with her period
Yandere Hela
Okay hear me out... Wade Wilson w/ a cannibal
Steve Rogers w/ a Witch!Mother-figure
Heimdall + crisp air =
Sam Wilson + memories =
Bucky + tea time =
Scott Lang + rainy =
Stephen Strange + Wong + mysterious =
Glass in my hands (Scott Lang x Reader fic)
Cupid's bow (MCU!Peter x m!Reader)
WIPS
Yandere Scarlet Witch, more
Yandere Hela w/a very cuddly darling
Yandere Wanda w/ a normal civilian!Reader
Poly!Yandere Hela and Wanda sharing a darling
Cindy Moon dating headcanons
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Preferred contact methods: Email: [email protected] Tumblr: penguinofthewaddles Twitter: penguinwaddlesd Instagram: penguinofthewaddles
Preferred organizations: - Assistance Dogs International - Autistic Self Advocacy Network - Disability Rights Education & Defense Fund (See the list of approved organizations here)
Will create works that contain: Fluff, angst, happy ending, hurt/comfort, fight scenes, cuddle scenes, platonic kisses (not on lips) and hugs, romantic kisses (with ships I like), platonic and romantic cuddling, fix-it, whump, traumatized character recovery, injury/hurt recovery, happy family dynamics, dysfunctional family, implied trauma (torture, heartbreak, neglect, loss) recovery and stuff like that, found family, people eating together, platonic sleeping together (innocent, just for comfort/cold), domestic fluff, some ships, mental illness (depression, anxiety, etc.), neurodivergent things, recovery, action scenes, happy/hopeful ending, (character) gets a hug, characters watching movies together
Will not create works that contain: Really sexual stuff (slightly implied might be ok but case by case basis!), extreme gore (ok with some, just not excessively pls), overeating, excessive body horror, horror in general (spooky/scary is ok, just not too disturbing), any hate/debate regarding religion or politics or controversial things (hate from other characters is ok on marvel villains or bad things happening in Marvel), hating on other people's interests, full nudity, unhappy endings
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Auction ID: 1155
Will create works for the following relationships: Loki/Sylvie - MCU Loki-centric - MCU B-15-centric - MCU Wanda Maximoff/Vision - MCU Namor & Shuri - MCU Loki & Thor - MCU Matt Murdock/Jennifer Walters - MCU Gamora/Peter Quill - MCU Miles Morales/Gwen Stacy - Spider-Verse (animated films) Bruce Banner & Heimdall & Loki & Thor & Valkyrie - MCU
Work Description: I do digital art in a cartoony/comic booky style!! I also do Chibi that you can see on my socials here! I can do different characters/relationships than what I listed ;) Though I’m a bit picky about shipping, so I might not want to do some relationships super shippy and romantic other than what's listed. Willing to draw pretty much anything gen with characters I know. Feel free to still ask if I want to do a specific romantic ship or something, though; I still might consider it! I'm familiar with all of the MCU shows and movies, some of X-Men movies, Spider-Man and X-Men Ultimate universe comics, and the AOS Loki storyline! (Haven’t finished it all the way through though!) Most likely would be half-body and a couple characters together but willing to negotiate ;) As I now work and am in school again, I might need some grace time with my busy schedule, so probably about 1-3 months depending on which auction number you are! (I am doing 3 auctions and I can only work on one at a time lol). If you would like it for a specific holiday or something, let me know and I can try and make it work! I usually work best with more frequent communication! I like sending wips lol and feel free to reach out for any questions/updates. I usually am most active on Instagram/Twitter/Discord. Also, the more details/specificity in the prompt, the easier it is for me! Please consider donating to one of the neurodivergent/disability support charities if bidding for this! My cousin is severely disabled and my family has been struggling to find the right care for him, so just on my heart lately and would mean a lot to me as a neurodivergent person myself as well. ❤️❤️ Thanks so much! Can’t wait to see your prompt!
Ratings: Gen, Teen, Mature
Can pods bid on this auction? Yes - Podbids welcome!
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Auction ID: 2077
Will create works for the following relationships: Loki fandom any gen - MCU Loki & Mobius - MCU Daredevil fandom any gen - MCU Agents of SHIELD fandom any gen - MCU Moon Knight fandom any gen - MCU Loki & Thor - MCU Guardians of the Galaxy fandom any gen - MCU Avengers fandom any gen - MCU Kamala Khan-centric - MCU Bruce Banner & Loki & Thor & Valkyrie - MCU
Work Description: This is a platonic/gen only auction! I can do different characters/relationships than what I listed! I'm familiar with all of MCU shows and movies, some of X-Men movies, Spider-Man and X-Men Ultimate universe comics, and the AOS Loki storyline! (Haven’t finished it all the way through though!) I do a cartoony/semi realistic style and chibi (see my examples here)! Most likely would be half-body and a couple characters together but willing to negotiate;) As I now work and am in school again, I might need some grace time with my busy schedule, so probably about 1-3 months depending on which auction number you are! (I am doing 3 auctions and I can only work on one at a time lol). If you would like it for a specific holiday or something, let me know and I can try and make it work! I usually work best with more frequent communication! I like sending wips lol and feel free to reach out for any questions/updates. I usually am most active on Instagram/Twitter/Discord. Also, the more details/specificity in the prompt, the easier it is for me! Please consider donating to one of the neurodivergent/disability support charities if bidding for this! My cousin is severely disabled and my family has been struggling to find the right care for him, so just on my heart lately and would mean a lot to me as a neurodivergent person myself as well. ❤️❤️ Thanks so much! Can’t wait to see your prompt!
Ratings: Gen, Teen, Mature
Can pods bid on this auction? Yes - Podbids welcome!
CLICK HERE TO BID ON THIS WORK
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Auction ID: 3028
Will create works for the following relationships: Sylvie-centric - MCU Loki-centric - MCU Wanda Maximoff-centric - MCU Remy LeBeau/Rogue - X-Men: The Animated Series Layla El-Faouly & Steven Grant & Marc Spector - MCU Peggy Carter/Steve Rogers - What If..? Frigga & Loki - MCU Shuri & T'Challa - MCU Michelle Jones/Peter Parker - MCU Loki & Wanda Maximoff & Stephen Strange - MCU
Work Description: I do digital art in a cartoony/comic booky style!! I also do Chibi that you can see on socials here! I can do different characters/relationships than what I listed. ;) Though I’m a bit picky about shipping, so I might not want to do some relationships super shippy and romantic other that what's listed. Willing to draw pretty much anything gen with characters I know. Feel free to still ask if I want to do a specific romantic ship or something, though; I still might consider it! I'm familiar with all of the MCU shows and movies, some of X-Men movies, Spider-Man and X-Men Ultimate universe comics, and the AOS Loki storyline! (Haven’t finished it all the way through tho!) Most likely would be half-body and a couple characters together but willing to negotiate. ;) As I now work and am in school again, I might need some grace time with my busy schedule, so probably about 1-3 months depending on which auction number you are! (I am doing 3 auctions and I can only work on one at a time lol). If you would like it for a specific holiday or something, let me know and I can try and make it work! I usually work best with more frequent communication! I like sending wips lol and feel free to reach out for any questions/updates. I usually am most active on Instagram/Twitter/Discord. Also, the more details/specificity in the prompt, the easier it is for me! Please consider donating to one of the neurodivergent/disability support charities if bidding for this! My cousin is severely disabled and my family has been struggling to find the right care for him, so just on my heart lately and would mean a lot to me as a neurodivergent person myself as well. ❤️❤️ Thanks so much! Can’t wait to see your prompt!
Ratings: Gen, Teen, Mature
Can pods bid on this auction? Yes - Podbids welcome!
CLICK HERE TO BID ON THIS WORK
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Characters who are autistic because I’m autistic and I said so
Cady (Mean Girls)
Branch (Trolls)
Jojo (Seussical)
Matilda (Matilda)
Anne (Anne of Green Gables)
Bruce Banner (Marvel)
Literally all of the Guardians of the Galaxy
Vanellope Von Schweetz (Reck It Ralph)
Peter Parker (Marvel, specifically comics and Tobey Maguire’s version)
Luna Lovegood (Harry Potter)
Remus Lupin (Harry Potter)
Charlie Weasley (Harry Potter)
Newt Scamander (FBAWTFT)
Fred Jones (Scooby Doo)
All the Van Pelt children (Peanuts)
Shroder (Peanuts)
Sherlock Holmes
Alice (Alice in Wonderland)
Wednesday (Adams Family)
Jean Grey (X-men)
Scott Summers (X-men)
Maud Pie (My Little Pony)
Twilight Sparkle (My Little Pony)
Zarina (The Pirate Fairy)
Lizzy (Great Fairy Rescue)
The Grinch (How the Grinch Stole Christmas)
Ally in Wonderland (Descendants)
#Plz reblog with more characters!!#autism#autism spectrum disorder#characters with autism#movie characters#book characters#tv shows#harry potter#trolls#marvel#mlp#matilda#musical theatre#Descendants#disney
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Looking for rp partners!
Im a teen (15 almost 16) looking for fellow teens (15 or 16) to rp with! Absolutely NO nsfw. I mostly like doing ocs but heres a quick list of characters and fandoms I can confidently play (i can do others, these are just the ones im confident with. You can ask about other characters)! My timezone is EST (UTC-5). Also, im autistic and I try my best to read tone, but if i misread something please let me know!
•Marvel (Comics): Clint Barton, Bruce Banner
•Marble Hornets: Tim Wright
•DC (Comics): Jonathan Crane, Harvey Dent
•TMNT (2012 + Rise): Raphael
•Creepypasta
If you're interested leave a reply and I'll reach out!! If all is well I'll send you my discord :)
#oc rp#rp#marvel rp#dc rp#tmnt rp#creepypasta rp#rp partner search#rp partner wanted#rp partner needed#rp partner ad#rp partner finder
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