#ate it up yuuup

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For the writing ask: 10, and maybe 17?

(I love your writing by the way!)

:D Thank you muchly anon, both for the ask and the compliment!

Hmmm, since I already answered these elsewhere I shall link to those other answers and give you snippets related to the questions instead :3

10: Top three favourite fic tropes.

Since I mentioned my half written ABO fic, I shall give you a snippet from that rough draft!

Jason attempts to initiate an omegan "give me food as a sign I'm family" ritual with Tim one day, not realizing that no one other than Jason knows that Jason isn't an alpha. Tim interprets it as an alphetic "fuck you bitch I should be higher in the pecking order than you" move.

But then Jason's reaction to Tim baring fangs and snarling at him feels... really weird. Like, if he didn't know better that looked less like a challenger alpha backing off and more like an omega feeling hurt and rejected.

...But he does know better, is the thing. He's seen Jason's DNA, and his chromosomes are very clearly alpha, no ambiguity about it.

...He is weirdly big for an alpha though? Like, fucking huge, honestly, the kind of huge that really only loner omegas, stressed ones at that, can manage - or devoted venom users like Bane and Jason really isn't the type to go for doping. That's no guarentee, after all Dick is nearly just as big and he's as Alpha as they come, but then again, there is a reason that genotype and phenotype are different words come to think of it and...

Well shit. Maybe he doesn't know better.

The next time they meet, Tim offers him an apple out of his lunch. If Jason's actually just a big alpha, it'll be a confusing as fuck submissive respect towards a higher pack alpha move considering their earlier scuffle, possibly an insulting implication about his height or weight, and just generally very weird. But if he's an omega, it's the first step to actually repairing this.

Jason is hesitant, but accepts it, takes one bite, and then hands it back, a symbolic acceptance that proves he ate just as a bond. Very, very clear omegan behavior.

The time after that he brings enough to share, bagged such that it's easy to dole out portions. Jason is cautious, but receptive and after the confusion is explained he tucks into the food offered to him heartily.

"So, seriously, whole group of the best detectives on earth, and not a single fucking one of them put together that the extremely obvious omega who wasn't even trying to hide this shit, was an omega? Not one?"

"As far as I can tell, I'm the first to figure it out."

"Is that why Bruce keeps trying herd me all the time?!"

Tim laughs, "Yuuup! He thinks you're shoving off his overprotective routine!"

"I hate this so fucking much, it's so goddamn stupid and it explains WAY too many things!"

"I'm so sorry for solving a good third of all your social problems."

"Oh like it didn't take you this many fucking years to figure it out!"

"In my defense, I've literally never met you with your scent blockers off."

Jason mulls that over inbetween bites of lo mein. It's not a pleasant thought that he's been so removed from their lives that this might be a feasible thing to miss, "...You want to change that?"

Tim perks up, surprised, but happy, maybe even trying to rein in his own excitment, "Yeah! That- I mean whatever you're comfortable with, that'd be nice."

They go to one of Tim's apartments, since honestly Jason doesn't have a scented one. Tim greets him at the door, mouth open delicately sniffing at him. After a second of hesitation Jason leans down so they're cheek to cheek, overtly figuring out each others scents.

He smells sweat, testosterone, and a thousand other animal scents that combine to make something that is uniquely Tim. it's wonderful and Jason wants it on him, wants it all over himself.

There are human ways to ask for these things, usually involving words, and the polite exchanging of sweaters, but he doesn't know the right words, has never really had this, has never be able to try to ask, and so he doesn't. He trills, like he's feral. He honestly feels feral, so out of his depth that he's stripped down to animal need and instinct.

Tim shifts in surprise ever so subtly, then cautiously but firmly sets his cheekbone against Jason's offering what he wants wordlessly. Jason takes it, rubbing his cheek against Tim roughly all the way down from his face to where his neck connects with his shoulder.

Tim laughs breathlessly and returns the scenting affection with just as much vigor.

They rub their cheeks and necks together long enough that he gets tired of having to bend down, so Jason just picks Tim up to make it more comfortable, a low rumbling purr from him slowly getting louder, joined by Tim's encouraging alpha chirps.

They finish once they're so thoroughly drenched in each other's scent that no one but a bloodhound could tell them apart. Jason gently sets him down, backing up as much as the door behind him would allow and then they just... carry on as though it's all chill and normal, discussing cases, then some other light talk, and then sharing takeout tacos.

"How long do you think it'll take them to notice?"

"With you actually treating me like an omega? Give it maybe one visit. They can't seriously be <em>that</em> stupid."

He said, right before they immediately prove that they are, in fact, that stupid.

17: Past or present tense? Why?

For this one I'll give you the spot where I'm playing around with tense changes as a thematic device in the next chapter of Chained: To Wield the Blade we Have Forged. its under the read more cause Spoilers (also I may tweak some more stuff before it actually gets published, we'll see!)

A young girl stood on a chair cutting her hair off into messy chunks over the bathroom sink. Her face was fixed in a scowl of determination, lit only by the pale nightlight she'd taken into the bathroom.

She hadn't been willing to take the risk of turning on the proper lights. She was afraid one of her parents would walk past and see the glow through the cracks around the door and demand to know what she was doing up this late.

They'd notice her hair in the morning, obviously, but something told her that begging forgiveness in the morning was far safer than being caught in the act at night.

The scissors bent and creaked in protest as she forced them to saw through the entirety of her pony tail all at once. She muttered curses at them - Hadn't she just gotten in trouble a few days ago for playing with them because they were dangerous? Weren't these stupid things supposed to be sharp?!

Unfortunately, without the light on, and without a lock to keep anyone out, her father didn't bother to knock before he opened the door and stepped into the bathroom.

There is a moment of frozen panic as the world slides and slips into two overlapping images. In one translucent view Dad was yelling about what on earth she thought she was doing to her hair and about waking Mom up to try and salvage it. That sequence slips like oil off of the concrete surface of this other moment.

Dad stands still and quiet. There is a sorrow on his face so profound it's frightening.

"I think I regret this argument more than any other. Maybe it's- you know human memory is a mess but... it felt later like this must've been where it all went wrong."

She didn't understand; this wasn't how it was supposed to go.

"What?"

"After I found out about Robin and the puberty blockers and Bruce, I thought about this moment a lot. Couldn't help but look back and try and sort it all out in my head. And maybe I didn't ask for your perspective on it enough, or maybe I asked about it too much or - cripes I don't know, but it felt like this was where the first brick in the wall between us got laid."

Tim suddenly remembers that he hasn't been the little girl in this bathroom for thirteen years. He's left adrift, standing there in his pajamas, scissors still in hand.

"I- I don't know. I don't really think about this much anymore. It's been years since I thought about anything that happened when I was this young."

[surveyjunkie]

Is there a bus stop near your house?: I’m not sure, I don’t take the bus anywhere

Do you prefer red wine or white wine?: White wine for sure

What’s the last airport you were at? Why were you there?: I was at CVG because I was coming back from vacation

Who do you live with?: My boyfriend and his brother

Do you read Reddit? If so, how often and what subreddits do you like?: No. I think I’ve been on there like four times and I never understood the appeal. The layout is so messy and confusing, but maybe that’s the point, Idk. < Yeah, I’ve been on there a few times too but I agree, the layout is really messy and old-school. < same

Have you recently broken up with a significant other or even just a friend?: no

What’s the weather like today? Is it nice enough to go outside?: it’s hot and sunny. it’s nice enough to go outside but not stay outside for too long unless you plan on going to the pool.

Do you know anyone who’s had a baby recently?: my coworker’s daughter just had a baby, if that counts?

Have you used a pen or pencil today? What did you write down?: i used a pen to write down events in my brand new PLANNER

What does your last text message say and who is it from?: “i love you :)” - josh

Can you count how many times you’ve seen your favorite film?: i have a few favorites, i’ve seen them all at least 30 times each

When was the last time you ate marshmallows?: probably the last time i made hot chocolate...so back in April?

Do you listen to any podcasts? How do you listen to them?: sometimes! i listen on my phone but also sometimes on my computer

How old will you be in the year 2030?: 38....vomit

How often does the kettle in your house get used?: we don’t even have a kettle, if we want tea we just boil or microwave water

Does your skin bruise easily? Do you have any bruises right now? What from?: i do, but i’m not sure if i have any right now or where they are

What was the last thing you spent $150 or more on?: a car payment

Do you prefer yes or no questions or more open-ended questions?: open-ended

What brand of toilet paper do you usually buy?: the cheapest brand, but never the store brand bc it sucks.

If I knocked on your door right now, would you be acceptably dressed?: i’m at work...so go right ahead.

Why did you leave your last job?: they weren’t giving me any hours after i got a second job, so it made more sense to just go full time at the second place and quit the first. also, i was kind of sick of retail.

What color were the last socks you wore?: black.

Are you studying currently? What level of education and what do you study?: in the fall i’m starting my 1st year of grad school in health informatics (aka bio-statistics) so i can finally start making some real money

Have you ever eaten at a restaurant and left without paying?: no

What was the last thing that made you laugh out loud?: there was a funny situation that just happened at work

What’s your favorite scent of air freshener?: i have one in my car right now that i really like called bay breeze or something like that. it’s just one of those little tree air fresheners.

How many weddings have you ever been to?: 7 i think??

Do you know anyone named Nora?: yes, that’s Josh’s grandma’s name

Are your hands and feet in good condition or could you do with a mani-pedi? I just painted my nails but I need to go over them again, and my toes need painted.

Have you ever been to a festival for beer or other types of alcohol?: many times

Do you own a record player and/or vinyl?: no

When was the last time you went out for drinks?: unless you count grabbing beers with dinner, a few weeks ago is the last time i went out to a “real” bar. Have you ever been to a strip club?: i’ve only gone twice in my whole life

What’s your favorite kind of smoothie?: mango or strawberry banana

Do you know anyone with a ‘virtue name’? (Google it): yep

Would you ever wear real authentic leather?: nah

Have you taken out the trash today?: no but thanks for reminding me bc it’s being picked up tomorrow lmao How often do you wear make-up?: like, once a week if that

What’s your opinion on The Simpsons?: it’s not really for me, i’ve watched a few episodes with Josh and found them funny but i probably wouldn’t watch it on my own time

Do you prefer horizontal or vertical stripes?: horizontal

What’s your favorite brand of deodorant/antiperspirant?: i just found a new one i love but i forget the name, it comes in a green matte container

Do you know anyone who has been through a divorce?: yes

If you had the money, would you take taxis everywhere instead of driving?: i live in a small town so there’s no need for taxis, but if i lived in the city then maybe

Have you ever done a juice cleanse?: no

Do you have any friends who you can’t decide if they’re attractive or not?: honestly, yes Is the inside of your fridge clean right now or does it need a cleanout?: it could do with a cleanout

When was the last time you washed the dishes?: Josh takes care of that, he washed them all on Saturday but we’ve been eating out since then. 

Are there any magazines that you read on a regular basis?: sometimes i read Game Informer but that’s literally it

Do you have to pay for parking in most places in the town/city you live in?: nope.

What’s the first thing you tend to do when you have a headache?: lay down or take an ibuprofen, drink lots of water

Tell me about your responsibilities at work: i’m a patient registrar at a doctor’s office, i check people in, verify their information/insurance, collect payments, scan orders, all that good stuff.

Can you hear lots of traffic from your house? Does it bother you?: no, it’s really quiet where i live. Have you ever had proper Canadian poutine with the squeaky cheese?: i’ve had poutine, but i don’t know what squeaky cheese is so i guess it wasn’t proper Canadian?

Do your parents know how to operate smartphones and/or computers?: yes

How old are your parents, anyway?: my dad is 56 and my mom is 57

Are you allergic to anything? What do you have to do to prevent them?: mosquitos, i don’t do anything

What song is stuck in your head at the moment?: shooting stars by....i forget the artist. 

Do you hate it when people try really hard or do you kinda like it?: it bothers me a bit

What’s your boss’ first name? Do you call him/her by that name?: amy. yes.

When was the last time you wore a uniform of any kind? What color was it? i’m wearing one right now, it’s a blue long-sleeved sporty looking collared shirt. 

Do you complete a survey before taking this one? Will you take one after?: nah this is my first. it got really slow at work and i needed something to do. Have you ever lost enough weight to drop a dress size?: yep. my weight fluctuates really bad. i go back and forth between a size 4 and a size 8 depending on the type of job i have. right now, i have a desk job so i’m chunky again. 

What’s your favorite kind of bread?: french

When was the last time you got pizza? What toppings did you get?: i can’t remember

Do you own Monopoly? Is it the original or a special version?: no

What was the last thing you said out loud?: bless you, cause someone sneezed

You have to choose one: cats or dogs?: dogs

Would someone being either a cat or dog person affect you dating them?: no, i love both cats and dogs. i’m just biased towards dogs right now.

How do you travel to and from work?: car

Do you primarily use cash or card for your purchases? Why?: card

Have you ever been to a stadium concert?: yuuup

[all-hail-the-witcher]

questionable government spies: chapter 8

all previous chapters are under # spy boys

alright so I’m going against all of my rules literally ever posting this cause I only have like a chapter and a few sentences written after this one and I’m usually two ahead but like school and y’all need comic relief in the form of race being a freaking idiot 

also this is a link you might wanna play when you get to /the part/

https://youtu.be/F16O5OAK2K8

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ship: platonic ralbert, eventual sprace 

warnings: Race is a little shit

word count: not very long

editing: I’m actually not sure ignoring I finished editing this one

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Race threw off his covers and bolted into the shower. Two weeks had passed since the day they had met with Spot. He had gotten a call very late the previous night saying that he was going to be going through gang initiation today - whatever that meant - and he was supposed to report to a coffee shop in Brooklyn at 8 am sharp.

Race didn’t really know why he was being sent to a coffee shop, or why he had to be out through initiation, but if it gave him a chance to flex in front of Spot he wasn’t complaining.

He dressed in a pair of black adidas track pants and a fitted black long sleeve shirt and fluffed his blonde hair before walking into the kitchen.

It was barely 7 and Albert was probably still asleep - he had managed to sleep the entire night in his own room last night without nightmares so Race had yet to see him - which meant Race couldn’t have coffee, because Albert made the best coffee ever and his tasted like dirt. So, Race did what any caffeine deprived person would: woke up Albert to make him coffee.

He paired his phone to the Bluetooth speaker and sifted through his Disney Spotify playlist until he found the song he was looking for. Then, while the intro played, he banged around rather loudly as he prepared his lucky charms.

The chorus of the song began and Race put down the cereal he had been puring to scream along, well, sort of.

“No one's nerd as Gaston! No one catches birds like Gaston! No one says WHAT THE FUCK RICHARD like Gaston!��� Race screamed at the top of his lungs. This wasn’t how he usually woke Albert up, but hey, he was going to be a gang member today, he needed to get in the villain spirit - Race style.

“For there’s no man in town half as memelyyy! Perfect, a pure meme god! You can ask any Tom, Dick, or Stanley. And they'll tell you whose team they'd prefer to be onnnnnnnnnnnnnn…”

Race cranked up the music louder and grabbed his spoon to use as a microphone as he pranced around the kitchen dramatically. “Whoooooo’s aaaaas meme as Gaston? Who can scream like Gaston? Who can do Krispy Kreme flips like Gaston? As a memelord, yes, I'm intiiiiiiimidaaaating! My, what a boi, that Gaston!”

From Albert’s room, Race heard a loud groan and he smiled. He hoped Albert was appreciating this. True art such as this was only created once in a lifetime.

“I needed encouragement, thank you, LeFou. Well, there's no one as easy to bolster as yoooooooooou! Too much? ...Yuuup.”

Race paused dramatically before leaping into the livingroom to continue his performance.

“No one bakes like Gaston! Has a face like Gaston! In a vine comp no one says they were roommates like Gaston!”

“When I flirt I sneak up with wii music,” Race tip toed awkwardly into Albert’s room. “And all of my friends say a praaayer. First, I hope what I say is not too sick, then I flirt from behind- Is that fair? I don't care!”

Albert rolled over, pulling his pillow over his head as Race jumped up onto his bead and began to sing dramatically. “No one tickles like Gaston! Eats pickles like Gaston! No one says look at all those chickens like Gaston! I'm especially good at quoting lazzzzzzzytown!”

Albert let out another loud groan, which Race ignored, and pulled his blanket over his head. “TEN POINTS FOR GASTON!” Race yelled as he did a straddle jump off the the bed and ran back toward the kitchen.

“When I was a lad, I ate four despasitos every morning to help me get large! And now that I'm grown, I eat five despasitos,” Race climbed up onto the counter and tried to flex, “So I'm roughly the size of a goooooOOOOOOOOODDDDDDD!”

Race grabbed two pots off the counter and began slapping them together on the beat of the song. Then he jumped down off the counter and began parading around the apartment - first the living room, then the hallway and then into Alberts room, all the while banging his pots together and improv tap dancing. If Albert didn't wake up after this he was going to have to break out the airhorn.

Race danced back into the kitchen, executing perfect leaps and turns while still banging his pots. He heard a loud clunk, which sounded suspiciously like Albert falling off his bed, and he smiled before climbing back up on the counter to finish off his performance.

“Who has a bed like Gaston? Drinks mead like Gaston? Who can say roadworrrrrrrk ahead like Gastoooooooon? I use yeeting in my everyyyyyyyyyyyyday liiiiiife!” he paused, looking at the pots in his hands. “YEET!” he screamed, throwing them across the kitchen with a fantastic clatter.

“RACETRACK HIGGINS!” Ah, yes. That was Albert, definitely awake and definitely pissed that he was awake. Race could hear him stomping down the hall angrily but that didn't stop him.

“Say it again! Who's a meme among men? Who's the super success? Don't you know? Can't you guess? Ask his fans and his five hangers-on! There's just one boi in town who's got all of it dowwwwwwwwwwwn…”

Albert arrived in the doorway wearing only a pair of sweatpants, his hair rumped from sleep and glaring fantastically at Race who was still standing on the counter. Race gave him a wink and a smirk to which Albert rolled his eyes before he began the final verse of his performance.

“And his name's R-A-C-EEEEEEEEEE.... I believe there's another EEEEEEEEE…… It just occurred to me that I'm illiterate and I've never actually had to spell it out loud beforeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee… Gastoooooooooooooooon!” Race jumped down from the counter and bowed graciously as the song ended.

“Are you trying to start a cult?” Albert said in disbelief, his voice raspy from sleep.

Race looked up at his friend sheepishly. “No…?”

“Then why are you screaming Beauty and the Beast before 7am?” Albert groaned.

Race leaned against the counter, cocked his head, and put on his best pleading face. “Make me coffee?”

Albert muttered several curse words under his breath before moping into the kitchen. “Sure, fine, whatever.”

“Oh, thank you, Albie!” Race exclaimed, clapping his hands. “You’re my favorite person in the whole wide world!”

“Yeah well,” Alber muttered, reaching into the cabinet to pull out the bag of Hazelnut Coffee. “You’re not my favorite person today.”

“I’m not your favorite person any day, am I?” Race sniffled.

“That’s not true,” Albert sighed. “I just don’t like it when you wake me up by screaming incorrect Disney lyrics.”

“Mmmmm so any day that ends in y then,” Race mused and Albert threw a coffee filter at him.

“I don't have time for your bad jokes,” Albert stressed. “You have to be at initiation in like an hour. Let’s go over your cover one more time.”

“Fiiiiine,” Race groaned, hopping up on the counter.

“Alright so, what’s your name?”

“Philip Marx.”

Albert sighed and rolled his eyes. “Tell me why you picked that again?”

“Welllllll,” Race began, “Philip like Philip Carlyle form the Greatest Showman cause he’s a badass and goes from one lifestyle to a complete other, ya know, becomes an outcast and stuff? Isn’t that kinda what it’s like to be in a gang?”

“I don't know,” Albert said rather annoyed as he measured out the coffee grinds. “Also I doubt that people choose their gang names based on a movie about joining the circus.”

“It’s not about joining the circus Albert!” Race smacked his friend with a dishtowel. “It’s about love and loss and finding yourself and realizing who you really are and telling social norms to screw themself and Zack Efron’s just really hot, okay?”

“Alright, fine, whatever,” Albert sighed. Race was beginning to regret waking him up, he was acting far more grumpy than usual. “Do I even want to know why you picked that last name?”

“Because Karl Marx is a badass.”

Race laughed as Albert turned to him, sputtering incoherently. “Ra- wha- why- ugh.” He buried his face in his hands. “First of all, Karl Marx is dead. Second of all, he’s not a badass he invented communism and basically started the downfall of Russia and a crapload of other problems. Third of all-” Albert was interrupted by the timer going off signaling that Race’s coffee was done brewing.

“Yeah, yeah, I get it,” Race smirked. “He’s problematic, like me. Also we both have really great hair.”

Albert wordlessly handed Race his cup of coffee. “Remind me why I thought it was a good idea for you to do this job again?”

Race pondered. He couldn't exactly say that it was because he didn't want Albert to get in harm’s way. “Because I’m a good agent and you love me?” He hopped off the counter to pour some coffee creamer in his coffee.

“Close enough,” Albert sighed. “Now hurry up and eat your cereal. I gotta get you to initiation.”

•••

Initiation, as it turned out, was a gruff looking man inside the coffee shop handing him a folded piece of paper with a strange code on it. Race solved the code quickly, it was a simple number scramble that said: down three blocks, back parking lot.

He walked out of the coffee shop, down the street three blocks, as per the instructions.

“Rapunzel, where are you going,” Albert asked through the comms unit in his ear.

“Down three blocks to some back parking lot,” Race responded.

“Alright, Vincent just pulled up a street camera. Looks like there’s a guy in his late 20s there and that's it.”

“Okay,” Race responded, a little disappointed that Spot wasn't there. “I’ll talk to you guys when I’m done.”

“Be safe, Rapunzel.”

•••

Two hours later, Race climbed into the back of Jack’s van, tired and very much in need of a shower.

“How was it?” Albert asked, turning around and laughing at Race’s flopped position on the floor of the van.

“Tiring,” Race sighed. “I had to break into a store and steal a cd without setting anything off.”

“An actual store?” Jack asked from the driver’s seat.

“Yes, an actual store,” Race said pulling himself up.

“Ah, yes,” Albert said, “my best friend, a petty thief.”

“I’ve been a petty thief my whole life, Albie, remember when we-”

“Ah ah ah” Albert cut him off, gesturing to Jack. “We have children present.”

Race laughed and rolled his eyes as Jack protested. “Anyway, the guy had me also do all this fancy parkour junk and self defense stuff. Haven’t worked that hard since training with Jacobs.”

Albert made a sympathetic face. FBI training camp had been the most strenuous thing either of them had ever done to date. “What was the guys name, again?”

“Oscar Delancey,” Race said, wrinkling his nose. “He was nasty. He kept pushing me unnecessarily hard. And he said something weird. He told me ‘oh, you’re him’ which didn't make any sense.”

“Yeah, that's kinda weird,” Albert agreed. “Maybe he expected you to be someone else.”

“Maybe,” Race brushed it off. “Anyway, I got my first mission tomorrow. Gotta report to the used car place at 9 am sharp.”

Albert and Jack let out a cheer. “That’s fantastic, Race!” Albert said, shooting him a smile. “Pretty soon we’re gonna crack this case right open.”

Race couldn't agree more.

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ah yes that song took me three days to write and it’s probablt the best thing I’ve ever written

did anyone catch the jace quote ?

also pay close attention to the greatest showman references....

also shits about to get real yo it’s going the hell down

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[ilovenamtaekook]

85 Questions

I was tagged by @isitjamiemoriarty ! I love doing these SO much! :D

last

drink // water phone call // my dad! text message // it was to my friend jackie, we were talking about attending a happy together taping :))) song you listened to //  R.E.M by miss ariana grande time you cried // a couple hours ago...some people aren’t kind

ever

dated someone twice // nope. never dated anyone! kissed someone and regretted it // YES.  been cheated on // nope lost someone special // a best friend? yuuup. been depressed // yeah :// gotten drunk and thrown up // noooooppeee..woohoo :D fave colours // bluueee and yelllooooooww

in the last year have you

made new friends // yes! <3 (thank u mr styles) fallen out of love // never been in love laughed until you cried // yes, i love that feeling! hehe found out someone was talking about you // mmhhmmm met someone who changed you // yes, and its for the better! found out who your friends are // YES kissed someone on your facebook friends list // noooopee

general

how many of your facebook friends do you know irl // dont have facebook. if i did im pretty sure it would be just family!

do you have any pets // yes! husky named indie (my pride and joy) and a cat named raja!

do you want to change your name // i grew hating my name...but now i don’t mind it. 

what did you do for your last birthday // i went to san pedro and ate tooonns of seafood. oh! also i traveled to comic con in arizona and met some of my favorite marvel actors! what were you doing at midnight last night // more than likely reading blurbs/one shots what is something you can’t wait for // i can’t wait to move out of my house, and dorm at the college im transferring tooooooo! what are you listening to right now // successful by ariana grande  have you ever talked to a person named tom // yes! i met tom holland before! (such a cutie) something that gets on your nerves // ignorant and impatient people >:p most visited website // twitter...but more recently tumblr!! hair colour // dark brown! long or short hair // short! i love short hair sooo much. do you have a crush on someone // does...mr....styles....count? if not, no. what do you like about yourself // i like my smile and curly hair :p want any piercings // nooopee blood type // HONESTLY I DONT KNOW. AHHHH nicknames // pecas! pecas just means freckles but in spanish relationship status // singleeeee zodiac // capricorn pronouns // she/her fave tv shows // Parks and Rec, Jane the Virgin, the Good Place, and sooo many more! if you have any recommendations please let me know...im in a show drought! tattoos // none! right or left handed // right ever had surgery // yes! i just recently had sinus surgery! i can finally breeeaathee piercings // nope! i wanted one so bad in high school, but my parents never let me lol sport // i used to play soccer and kickbox when i was younger! vacation // italy, london, or bora bora!! trainers // vans or converse! (they count right?)

more general

eating // i love eating Korean bbq! drinking // water! about to watch // about to start Castle Rock on hulu! waiting for // asos to have 20% off so i can order more clotheeeess want // happy and successful! get married // maybe...one day! its not a deal breaker for me career // i really hope i’m doing something i enjoy and love!!

which is better

hugs or kisses // BOTH. I CAN’T PICK lips or eyes // hmmm maybe lips! shorter or taller // taller hehehe older or younger // older nice arms or stomach // for me? nice arms forsure.  hookup or relationship // relationship!  troublemaker or hesitant // ahhh! okay maybe im reading too much into this buuuut being hesitant kinda means putting more thought into something? buuuut troublemaker would keep me entertained...

have you ever

kissed a stranger // nooope drunk hard liquor // yes, never again. lost glasses // yes :(  turned someone down // weirdly...yes sex on first date // i mean if u wannnaa broken someone’s heart // omg i hope not had your heart broken // yall saw that haylor kiss on nye? hehehe jk  been arrested // no cried when someone died // yuuup.  fallen for a friend // nope

do you believe in

yourself // yes, but i also have my doubts! miracles // i guess? love at first sight // i believe more in lust at first sight santa claus // i used too lol kiss on a first date // surreeee angels // skeptical but maybe so

others

best friend’s name // nope, i cant pick eye colour // brown fave movie // 13 going on 30. fave actors // my mind literally just went blank lol

I tag: i’m not just gonna tag mutuals! please if i didn't tag you and you wanna do it...do it! (sorry if you already did this and im tagging you! just ignore me) @meetyourmouths @infamous-webhead @sa1ntlaurent @pendantstyles @thesadstoryofme @honeyskins @tbhollandd

[gospelofme]

@fus-ro-nah in honor of these tags

120,000 Republic credits just zipped by, followed closely by another 120,000 Republic credits. Cruiser’s shoulders dropped as he stared out the large window overlooking the airfield. He was waiting on the machine to finish making his caf. It wasn’t as good as what the Officers got, but sometimes you got lucky and received some caf grounds that gave you a nice, crunchy kick.

Ordinarily, Cruiser wouldn’t care about an Alpha-3 Nimbus-class v-wing starfighter or two flying by. They were at war and pilots needed to train, regardless of the experience level. But these pilots weren’t training. They were playing. Again. Cruiser held his breath as the pilots executed close passes and sharp turns. There were three beeps, signaling his caf was ready. Cruiser took a sip as he watched one fighter flip upside down and maneuver over the other, canopies nearly touching. If Cruiser had credits, he’d bet that Joker was giving Bravo a rude hand gesture.

He watched from the window as Bravo started doing barrel rolls. One look down at the edge of the hanger showed 6 clone pilots, split into two groups of three. One group, Bravo’s team, was getting increasingly excited. Cruiser could hear them slowly count the number of Bravo’s rolls out loud. Joker’s team was quiet, looking as if they still had hope their buddy could pull this off.

“Bravo is trying to break Joker’s barrel roll record again.” Cruiser spoke, the only other person in the break room with him was Captain Jag. Why he was in here and not the Officer’s break room wasn’t a mystery. One look told the mechanic that the Captain was running on empty.

“Yuuup.” Came Jag’s slow, tired reply.

“If he does it, you know what that means.” The mechanic said cryptically.

“Sure do.” Jag answered.

“11…12…13!!! He did it!! Ahahahaha!!!! Take that!!” Rocket, Bravo’s wingman cheered.

“He’s not done yet!” Whiplash replied. Cruiser sighed and tiredly walked out of the break room, trudged down the steps, and watched the birds come in for a landing.

“He’s steady, good landing, solid.” Rocket narrated like he was a sports announcer. He mimed holding a microphone. Joker’s canopy opened first.

“You keep your ass in that bird! Give my boy a chance!!” Rocket said fiercely, pointing at Joker. The other pilot rolled his eyes, or Cruiser was pretty sure he did. The pilot’s helmet was still firmly in place. Bravo’s men clung to each other as if their lives depended on it. They watched Bravo get out of the fighter, slowly. He took a couple wobbly steps but steadied himself quickly. The gathered pilots watched him intently.

“Just do it, you know you want to Bravo. It will make you feel better.” Whiplash encouraged. Cruiser shook his head. Bravo quickly doubled over and grabbed his knees, Joker’s team looking to be on the verge of victory. But, dramatically, Bravo held up a finger. He slowly stood back up, paused.

“1…2…3….”

He took a steadying breath as his voice shook on the number 3.

“4….5!” He finished. His team cheered!!

“YES! We win!! You know what that means Joker!! Pull that loud handle!!” Rocket threw an arm around Bravo’s shoulder. Joker sighed, defeated.

“Uuughhhhhh.” Cruiser heard him groan as he sat back down in the fighter, canopy closing. A few seconds later, the canopy exploded off the Alpha-3, Crusier watching all those credits spiral off. The ejection chair rocketed Joker out of the fighter. Cruiser followed the pilot up into the sky, watching the seat separate and the parachute open. The unceremonious landing Joker experienced once his boots hit solid ground gave Cruiser some satisfaction.

Giving a sigh, Cruiser went to retrieve a new ejection seat. Time to make the bird useable again. He used a levitating cart to escort the new chair to the fighter, turning the corner of the hanger. He was greeted by a sight he knew he’d find. Rocket patting Bravo on the back as his wingman threw up everything he ate into the trash receptacle.

“It’s okay buddy, there ya go. Just get it out. You took one for the team.” He soothed, giving Cruiser a thumbs up. The mechanic shook his head, this would be a regular occurrence until Revenant Squadron shipped out again. As much frustration as these guys caused Cruiser, and they were serious pains in his ass at times, he knew he’d miss them.

We didn’t have much material in the show surrounding clone pilots.

Gimme clone fighter pilots painting nose art on their birds.

Gimme clone fighter pilots with their number and name painted on the rim near the cockpit.

Gimme clone fighter pilots ejecting themselves from their fighter jets from the ground on a dare.

Gimme clone fighter pilots doing “fancy flying” and judging each other’s moves.

Gimme that sweet POV camera angle of a dogfight.

[regaliscaveat]

Clay Fi-bear-ines | Mari | Prologue | ATTN: Hinata

Swish. Swish. No matter how many times Mari passed by the broom, it never ceased fascinating her. Magic. Cheap tricks. Illusions. Whatever it was, it was going to catch her attention every time! It seemed that extended out to others too, specifically the girl who was in the kitchen alongside her. A grin immediately spread across the model’s face as she greeted the brunette.

“{ H-E-L-L-O }! Brm-Brm-chan is, like, super { C-O-O-L }, right?”

Brm-Brm-chan? Yuuup, Mari was attached, having already given the broom a nickname. Vrm! Vrm! For all that broom sparked and revved up her excitement whenever she saw it.

“Y’know, I have no idea how Brm-Brm-chan is, like, invisible or something, but that’s soooo { N-E-A-T }! At least, maaaaybe? Mari’s not entirely sure about that, but, like, get this? Brm-Brm-chan totally ate a marshie when Shida-chan gave it to them! So, it wasn’t, like, the actuuuaaal broom had a mouth to eat it or maybe it did!”

Hoooold it! Before Mari could get too far ahead of herself, she still needed to introduce herself. Duuuh! How silly of her for almost forgetting. She gave a light tap of the knuckle to her own head, looking sheepish.

“Oh! Like, Mari is Mari by the way. What about you?”

[ayanna-banana]

Make me admit stuff?

*I tagged @shieldon so she tagged me back :p

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged? Well, he’s gay so probs not 2. You talked to an ex today, correct? NOOO! 3. Have you taken someones virginity? Kinda sort of? 4. Is trust a big issue for you? Ohh yeah 5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently? Not fancying anyone atm 6. What are you excited for? Leveling up in my art, dyeing my hair, and Orange is the New Black season 5! 7. What happened tonight? I finished my business card design 8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted? To the point where they can’t take care of themselves, but that’s all genders ? 9. Is confidence cute? For sure! Swing me some of that 10. What is the last beverage you had? Coffee 11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust? I’d say close to 8 12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans? Many 13. What are you gonna do Saturday night? Not sure yet 14. What are you going to spend money on next? Lunch break food 15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed? Not anymore 16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months? I sincerely hope so 17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything? @tokaroonie @renotaraa @shieldon @devinchee and some others 18. The last time you felt broken? A few weeks ago 19. Have you had sex today? Hard no 20. Are you starting to realize anything? That millennial life today is tough 21. Are you in a good mood? Fairly 22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks? Nurse sharks only pls 23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s? Slightly lighter but yes 24. What do you want right this second? More time to sleep 25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy? ♫Hold up, wait a minute, lemme put my two cents in it!♫ 26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color? Mostly! 27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh? Nope! They gotta be able to joke with me and laugh at themselves or it ain’t gon work 28. What was the last thing that made you laugh? Alonzo Lerone videos 29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now? My SCAD friends <3 30. Does everyone deserve a second chance? No everyone, depends 31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to? No 32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do? See # 5 33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda? Yes I am! 34. Listening to? The Smiths <3 35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore? Sometimes 36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is? California ? 37. Do you believe in love at first sight? No I do not 38. Who did you last call? Myself cause I misplaced my phone 39. Who was the last person you danced with? Myself 40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed? ‘Cause I was going away to France and would miss him 41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake? A week ago 42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today? Shit no I didn’t! 43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush? Oh always 44. Do you tan in the nude? Nah, maybe someday though 45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss? Nah 46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night? Not recently! 47. Who was the last person to call you? My uncle Brian 48. Do you sing in the shower? Yasssss!!! 49. Do you dance in the car? Only with friends 50. Ever used a bow and arrow? Yup! 51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer? Senior year of High School 52. Do you think musicals are cheesy? Yes and I love them!! 53. Is Christmas stressful? No 54. Ever eat a pierogi? YASS!! 55. Favorite type of fruit pie? Pumpkin 56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid? Veterinarian  57. Do you believe in ghosts? Them and paranormal energy 58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling? Yuss! 59. Take a vitamin daily? Used to 60. Wear slippers? Yup 61. Wear a bath robe? Not anymore 62. What do you wear to bed? Oversized T-shirt and light shorts/pants 63. First concert? The Moments 64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart? Target 65. Nike or Adidas? Adidas ? 66. Cheetos Or Fritos? Fritos 67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds? Peanuts 68. Favorite Taylor Swift song? Blank Space 69. Ever take dance lessons? Ballet 70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing? Hopefully something creative 71. Can you curl your tongue? Yes 72. Ever won a spelling bee? Actually yah! 73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy? Yuuup! 74. What is your favorite book? Caucasia - Danzy Senna 75. Do you study better with or without music? With 76. Regularly burn incense? I used to but lungs 77. Ever been in love? I sure thought I was! 78. Who would you like to see in concert? Beyonce and/or Stevie Nicks 79. What was the last concert you saw? Guns N’ Roses 80. Hot tea or cold tea? Hot tea 81. Tea or coffee? Coffee 82. Favorite type of cookie? Snickerdoodle and chocolate chip  83. Can you swim well? Captained the team! 84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose? Oh yah! 85. Are you patient? Not as much as I should be 86. DJ or band, at a wedding? DJ 87. Ever won a contest? Yes!! A few 88. Ever have plastic surgery? Nope and don’t plan to 89. Which are better black or green olives? Black 90. Opinions on sex before marriage? Totally okay and everyone should have the option 91. Best room for a fireplace? Living room 92. Do you want to get married? If I decide to have children, I’d like to be married

MAKE IT SAUCY!!!!🎉

[callisto-sims]

100 QUESTIONS

I was tagged by @calisimgirl​ - thanks hun! Under the cut <3

1. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR CLOSET DOORS OPEN OR CLOSED?   Closet as in wardrobes or door? My bedroom door is normally closed, wardrobe doors are always closed.

2. DO YOU TAKE THE SHAMPOOS AND CONDITIONER BOTTLES FROM HOTELS?    Nope but I use them usually.

3. DO YOU SLEEP WITH YOUR SHEETS TUCKED IN OR OUT?    Uuuuuuh, tucked in at the side that’s against the wall but out on the side I get in [obvs] 4. HAVE YOU STOLEN A STREET SIGN BEFORE?   Nope

5. DO YOU LIKE TO USE POST-IT NOTES?   Yeaahh although it annoys me when they curl up >:(

6. DO YOU CUT OUT COUPONS BUT THEN NEVER USE THEM? We don’t really get coupons as such... and so nope.

7. WOULD YOU RATHER BE ATTACKED BY A BIG BEAR OR A SWARM OF BEES?    A bear I guess. Save the bees! Maybe I can reason with the bear? 8. DO YOU HAVE FRECKLES?    Who doesn’t?

9. DO YOU ALWAYS SMILE FOR PICTURES?     Yup

10. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE?      There’s too many to name, let’s be serious.

11. DO YOU EVER COUNT YOUR STEPS WHEN YOU WALK?     Nope

12. HAVE YOU PEED IN THE WOODS?      Who hasn’t? When you gotta go, you gotta go.

13. HAVE YOU EVER POOPED IN THE WOODS?     Nope

14. DO YOU EVER DANCE EVEN IF THERES NO MUSIC PLAYING?       I don’t think I have?

15. DO YOU CHEW YOUR PENS AND PENCILS?       Nope

16. HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE YOU SLEPT WITH THIS WEEK?       0, thanks for rubbing that in.

17. WHAT SIZE IS YOUR BED?      King

18. WHAT IS YOUR SONG OF THE WEEK?     No song :(

19. IS IT OK FOR GUYS TO WEAR PINK?     Absolutely!

20. DO YOU STILL WATCH CARTOONS?     Yeah but they’re definitely not kids cartoons. Although does Family Guy count as cartoons? I miss 90s kids cartoons :(

21. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE MOVIE?     I don’t have one, really.

22. WHERE WOULD YOU BURY HIDDEN TREASURE IF YOU HAD SOME?     Ah like I’d tell you where I’d hide it!

23. WHAT DO YOU DRINK WITH DINNER?     Water/juice/alcohol [but not often]

24. WHAT DO YOU DIP A CHICKEN NUGGET IN?     Ketchup or BBQ

25. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOOD?      UGH. I just love food, okay?

26. WHAT MOVIES COULD YOU WATCH OVER AND OVER AGAIN AND STILL LOVE?     Harry Potter.

27. LAST PERSON, YOU KISSED/KISSED YOU?      I genuinely can’t remember?

28. WERE YOU EVER A BOY/GIRL SCOUT?    Yup a girl guide.

29. WOULD YOU EVER STRIP OR POSE NUDE IN A MAGAZINE?      If circumstances were dire and I absolutely had to, maybe. Other than that, nope.

30. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A LETTER TO SOMEONE ON PAPER?       In like 2009-ish.

31. CAN YOU CHANGE THE OIL ON A CAR?       Nope

32. EVER GOTTEN A SPEEDING TICKET?       Nope, I can’t even drive.

33. EVER RAN OUT OF GAS?      Nope, see above.

34. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF SANDWICH?      Too many to name to be honest.

35. BEST THING TO EAT FOR BREAKFAST?      I don’t really eat breakfast!

36. WHAT IS YOUR USUAL BEDTIME?     10PM to 12AM, or 4PM. There’s no in between.

37. ARE YOU LAZY?     LOL, please.

38. WHEN YOU WERE A KID, WHAT DID YOU DRESS UP AS FOR HALLOWEEN?      Witch, Vampiress, anything gross-ish.

39. WHAT IS YOUR CHINESE ASTROLOGICAL SIGN?       A rooooster!

40. HOW MANY LANGUAGES CAN YOU SPEAK?     English, & a little French and Spanish. Translating French is better than my spoken and written French though, if that’s even possible.

41. DO YOU HAVE ANY MAGAZINE SUBSCRIPTIONS?       Nah but I want a Nat Geo one.

42. WHICH ARE BETTER: LEGOS OR LINCOLN LOGS?       What even are Lincoln Logs? I’ll go with Lego.

43. ARE YOU STUBBORN?       Sometimes, maybe, idk.

44. WHO IS BETTER: LENO OR LETTERMAN?       Jimmy Fallon [agreeing with @calisimgirl​]

45. EVER WATCH SOAP OPERAS?       Yup :|

46. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS?       I don’t think so?

47. DO YOU SING IN THE CAR?       Yuuup, who doesn’t?

48. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?       Sometimes.

49. DO YOU DANCE IN THE CAR?       Not really.

50. EVER USED A GUN?        Nope.

51. LAST TIME YOU GOT A PORTRAIT TAKEN BY A PHOTOGRAPHER?       Highschool for photo days, 2005-2009.

52. DO YOU THINK MUSICALS ARE CHEESY?       They can be sometimes, it depends on a lot of things.

53. IS CHRISTMAS STRESSFUL?        Not really.

54. EVER EAT A PIEROGI?       I have no idea what that is.

55. FAVORITE TYPE OF FRUIT PIE?        Apple, although strudel is better than pie.

56. OCCUPATIONS YOU WANTED TO BE WHEN YOU WERE A KID?       Barmaid, a cat (???), a vet, and some super intelligent person.

57. DO YOU BELIEVE IN GHOSTS?       I think so.

58. EVER HAVE A DEJA-VU FEELING?       A few times.

59. DO YOU TAKE A VITAMIN DAILY?       Nope

60. DO YOU WEAR SLIPPERS?       Yes, sometimes.

61. DO YOU WEAR A BATH ROBE?        Yes, sometimes.

62. WHAT DO YOU WEAR TO BED?        PJs! I have a collection & no you can’t see!

63. WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST CONCERT?       My Chemical Romance.

64. WALMART, TARGET, OR KMART?      Walmart, it’s the only one that I’ve been to and that was in 2000.

65. NIKE OR ADIDAS?       Nike.

66. CHEETOS OR FRITOS?       I have no idea!

67. PEANUTS OR SUNFLOWER SEEDS?       Can I not just have peanut butter? Smooth. 

68. EVER HEAR OF THE GROUP TRES BIEN?       No

69. EVER TAKE DANCE LESSONS?       Yes

70. IS THERE A PROFESSION YOU PICTURE YOUR FUTURE SPOUSE DOING?      Nope, as long as they’re happy.

71. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE?       Yuuuup.

72. EVER WON A SPELLING BEE?       N-O-P-E. Nope. I’ve never been in one to win!

73. HAVE YOU EVER CRIED BECAUSE YOU WERE SO HAPPY?       I think so?

74. OWN ANY RECORD ALBUMS?       I don’t personally, but my parents do.

75. OWN A RECORD PLAYER?       See above!

76. DO YOU REGULARLY BURN INCENSE?       No

77. EVER BEEN IN LOVE?       Yes.

78. WHO WOULD YOU LIKE TO SEE IN CONCERT?       I don’t really know, not a big concert going person.

79. WHAT WAS THE LAST CONCERT YOU SAW?       Eminem.

80. HOT TEA OR COLD TEA?       Neither.

81. TEA OR COFFEE?       Neither.

82. SUGAR COOKIES OR SNICKERDOODLES?       I don’t know what these are, except obviously cookie type things.

83. CAN YOU SWIM WELL?       I’ve been told I’m a good swimmer, I’m not confident about it though and I look like a weirdo flailing about in the pool. As long as no one removes the ladders and builds a wall around said pool, I think I’ll be alright >_>

84. CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH WITHOUT HOLDING YOUR NOSE?       Yeah, but not underwater.

85. ARE YOU PATIENT?       Depends on the situation.

86. DJ OR BAND AT A WEDDING?       No idea.

87. EVER WON A CONTEST?       Nope.

88. HAVE YOU EVER HAD PLASTIC SURGERY?       No.

89. WHICH ARE BETTER: BLACK OR GREEN OLIVES?     Never ate either.

90. CAN YOU KNIT OR CROCHET?     Neither.

91. BEST ROOM FOR A FIREPLACE?     A living room.

92. DO YOU WANT TO GET MARRIED?     Yup.

93. IF MARRIED, HOW LONG HAVE YOU BEEN MARRIED?       

94. WHO WAS YOUR HIGH SCHOOL CRUSH?     I didn’t really have a crush in HS. I was in a committed relationship with someone [not from my HS, or even in the same country].

95. DO YOU CRY AND THROW A FIT UNTIL YOU GET YOUR OWN WAY?     No.

96. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?      No.

97. DO YOU WANT KIDS?     Yup.

98. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOR?      Green/blue/purple + more I’m sure, all depend on the shade. I’m picky like that :(

99. DO YOU MISS ANYONE RIGHT NOW?       Probably.

100. WHO ARE YOU GOING TO TAG TO DO THIS TAG NEXT? If you see this and you want to do it, consider yourself tagged by me!

[allucka]

answer a l l for the ask meme bih

MY LAPTOP DIED AND NOW I HAVE TO REDO THISFUCK

1. Would you have sex with the last person you text messaged?

ya LMAO

2. You talked to an ex today, correct?

nearly everyday i do

3. Have you taken someones virginity?

not yet but that can change ;)

4. Is trust a big issue for you?

YES YES YE SE YES YES EYSESSS YEWSS YES S and my latest ex knew that but still ignored my pleas :)

5. Did you hang out with the person you like recently?

i dont like anyone

6. What are you excited for?

honestly????? idk

7. What happened tonight?

i got jalapeno chips bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8. Do you think it’s disgusting when girls get really wasted?

yes bc its too relatable

9. Is confidence cute?

i guess? i dont rlly care if a person has confidence or not

10. What is the last beverage you had?

i just got done drinking daddies milky

11. How many people of the opposite sex do you fully trust?

i trust @officialpda​ and thats all,,,,

12. Do you own a pair of skinny jeans?

YA LIKE 10

13. What are you gonna do Saturday night?

idk probs cry, sleep, and masturbate 

14. What are you going to spend money on next?

im saving up for a trip to russia so hopefully a passport!

15. Are you going out with the last person you kissed?

i havent kissed anyone yet,

16. Do you think you’ll change in the next 3 months?

i wont but my interests probably will

17. Who do you feel most comfortable talking to about anything?

@officialpda​ @officialpda​ @officialpda​ @officialpda​

18. The last time you felt broken?

h a (: tuesday lol

19. Have you had sex today?

NO IM ON MY PERIOD AND IM LONELY

20. Are you starting to realize anything?

ya love isnt real

21. Are you in a good mood?

no

22. Would you ever want to swim with sharks?

no im not fucking stupid

23. Are your eyes the same color as your dad’s?

ya. boring foggy grey

24. What do you want right this second?

cold weather

25. What would you say if the person you love/like kissed another girl/boy?

i dont like or love anyone rn but if i did id be kinda upset? but if it was only a kiss and theres nothing behind it then its fine

26. Is your current hair color your natural hair color?

yuuup

27. Would you be able to date someone who doesn’t make you laugh?

NO?? humor is one of the most important things to me

28. What was the last thing that made you laugh?

jd texted me “f7xk i fell aaleep”

29. Do you really, truly miss someone right now?

im trying not to.

30. Does everyone deserve a second chance?

no, not everyone

31. Honestly, do you hate the last boy you were talking to?

@officialpda​ i fyxkiong hate yiu (no)

32. Does the person you have feelings for right now, know you do?

otabek altin..... if ur out there....

33. Are you one of those people who never drinks soda?

no i actually drink soda a lot oops

34. Listening to?

greedy by ariana grande

35. Do you ever write in pencil anymore?

ya bc i usually make a lot of spelling mistakes bc i write so fast

36. Do you know where the last person you kissed is?

i havent kissed anyone,,,,

37. Do you believe in love at first sight?

no,

38. Who did you last call?

my pharmacy lmao

39. Who was the last person you danced with?

no one

40. Why did you kiss the last person you kissed?

I HAVRNT KISSED ANYONE FUUHDSIJF

41. When was the last time you ate a cupcake?

ummmmm during seattle pride i think

42. Did you hug/kiss one of your parents today?

yeah!

43. Ever embarrass yourself in front of a crush?

well i embarrass myself a lot in general so ya probably

44. Do you tan in the nude?

no i hate my body too much

45. If you could, would you take back your last kiss?

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

46. Did you talk to someone until you fell asleep last night?

nah

47. Who was the last person to call you?

my cousin

48. Do you sing in the shower?

HELL YEAH LOL

49. Do you dance in the car?

OFC

50. Ever used a bow and arrow?

when i went thru my hunger games phase my grandpa bought me a bow and arrow and i used it like twice

51. Last time you got a portrait taken by a photographer?

september 1st 2016

52. Do you think musicals are cheesy?

no! i love them

53. Is Christmas stressful?

a bit yeah

54. Ever eat a pierogi?

nope

55. Favorite type of fruit pie?

pumpkin pie

56. Occupations you wanted to be when you were a kid?

i rlly wanted to be a veterinarian 

57. Do you believe in ghosts?

YA LOL

58. Ever have a Deja-vu feeling?

all the time,,

59. Take a vitamin daily?

nuh uh

60. Wear slippers?

noooope

61. Wear a bath robe?

noooooooope

62. What do you wear to bed?

during the fall/winter i wear swreatpants with a sweater or a tshirt. during the spring and summer i usually sleep mostly naked

63. First concert?

havent been to one

64. Wal-Mart, Target or Kmart?

target

65. Nike or Adidas?

nike

66. Cheetos Or Fritos?

cheetos

67. Peanuts or Sunflower seeds?

peanuts

68. Favorite Taylor Swift song?

i dont know her

69. Ever take dance lessons?

i did ballet for a rlly long time

70. Is there a profession you picture your future spouse doing?

idk crying prons

71. Can you curl your tongue?

yup

72. Ever won a spelling bee?

NO LMAO IM NOT A NERD

73. Have you ever cried because you were so happy?

mhm!! i was so happy while in seattle also when jd helped me with my relationship probs

74. What is your favorite book?

anna karenina

75. Do you study better with or without music?

i study better with music!

76. Regularly burn incense?

i wish

77. Ever been in love?

ota be k a ltin ,, ,

78. Who would you like to see in concert?

ariana grande or the weeknd

79. What was the last concert you saw?

never been to one

80. Hot tea or cold tea?

cold

81. Tea or coffee?

coffee bih!!!!!

82. Favorite type of cookie?

oreos!!!

83. Can you swim well?

yeah kinda

84. Can you hold your breath without holding your nose?

yeah lmao

85. Are you patient?

depends on what im waiting for

86. DJ or band, at a wedding?

hmm dj probably

87. Ever won a contest?

ONE TIME IN SECOND GRADE THERE WAS A GUESS THE AMOUNT OF GUMBALLS CONTEST AND I GUESSED THE EXACT AMOUNT AND WON 277 GUMBALLS

88. Ever have plastic surgery?

nooope

89. Which are better black or green olives?

NEITHER GROSS

90. Opinions on sex before marriage?

its fine!! just as long as its protected and consensual 

91. Best room for a fireplace?

living room or bedroom

92. Do you want to get married?

maybe i dont know

[satancallsmebabysofuckoff-blog]

old money 💸

* Ok, so this is my first…article? I don’t know… here hopefully I will write all my thoughts and stuff. Idk. *

So I recently noticed that older guys have a thing for me, not that I wouldn’t have for them *haha*, but you know it’s weird. Due to the fact that I noticed this thing they have for me, I felt like I have to come up with an explanation that would make me understand why is this happening. So I came up with this. But, first, let me tell you what determined me to actually write and think of this.

    Since I was little, my parents took me to parties with their friends and it was actually pretty cool and I grew up being ok with older people * all the characters are inspired from real life and they have a nickname that I gave them * hanging around me, drinking, smoking and everything. Of course as years pasted, some of them “left” our group while others came along. And surprise, surprise, when I was 17, some younger dude appeared. What can I say, he was fine. At first, I didn’t quite liked him because he used to listen to music very loud and he disturbed my silence, but then I found out that he was quite charismatic and fun, so yeah.     

Holiday season came and my parents and I went with our friends in Bulgaria and of course he drove us there. At that time, he was married to this girl who we’re gonna call “M”. And even more, they were having 2 kids, a boy and a girl, who of course didn’t came with us. And everything was fine, I liked that he was fun and everything, he would play music loud as we rolled down the road, he would dance while he was driving, he was really fun and charismatic. He was like a fresh breath of air in our group which was a little “tired” and “bored”. At first, nothing seemed inappropriate, I mean he was acting just like the others did, he was friendly and he was joking around. Until…     

The first thing I noticed about him, was the fact that he wasn’t as close to his wife as the rest of the men of the group were. Like they didn’t show any kind of affection, they didn’t even talked to each other that much. He was always with the boys, having fun and she was with the girls but as I recall she wasn’t having that much fun. I don’t know, I just felt like it was something odd about them as a family. The second thing that became obvious to me, was his way of being when he was around me. After a couple of hours, he became being close to me, like he was always around me, making jokes, laughing and even making fun of me, not in a way that would upset me. And because he was so charismatic, I * One thing that was quite odd or I don’t know maybe it wasn’t but it seemed odd to me, was this next scene. * kinda went with it and go on with this… Let’s call it a “little flirt”.  We were at a hotel and we had all-inclusive type of thing. And it was afternoon, I guess and we were at a snack bar thing because we were hungry. There were a lot of people and because I am a little shy and idk, I stayed in line like a normal person, while a couple of bastards cut the line. When it was my time to order, I ordered a pizza and… I stayed there for like a half an hour and suddenly he came next to me because, obviously, he cared about me so much and he even tried to hurry those guys who were making me pizza. After he saw that it was taking too long he ordered some fired chicken and fries. At first I thought that they were just for him and I stood there next to him, waiting patiently for my pizza. He looked down at me *cause, of course, he was taller than me*, he smiled and told me to eat. We had no forks, no nothing. For me it was weird to eat by hand so I told him: “No, thanks. I’ll wait for my pizza.” Before I could end my sentence, he fed me a fry and I was like… um… ok, fine. And we stood there and ate, standing, cause there were no tables or chairs available, just the two of us. Meanwhile, my parents and our friends were sitting by the pool drinking and not worrying what their daughter might do.       

After we ate, he stood there until my pizza was ready and he even stood there while I ate. Then he order me some waffles *I didn’t even asked for them, but he went and straight out ordered them*, he turned his head to me and with a big smile on his face asked me what kind of syrup I want. I gave him a surprised look cause I wasn’t expecting that and *because I am dumb too* I smiled back at him and asked him what kind of syrups there were. He listed me all the flavors and I picked chocolate and strawberry. *I forgot to mention that before I received my pizza, he found us a table so we could eat in peace* We ate our waffles and then we returned to my parents and our friends, as he remained at the table with them, I went in my room in order to meditate or idk some thing like that, I just felt and thought he was kinda too friendly, even flirty. But in the end, I convinced myself that maybe it was just my mind who was playing a prank on me. The rest of the holiday, he kinda continued with this “too friendly” approach, but, of course, no one noticed, besides me. This was one of the main reasons that I thought it was just my mind, like I was young, beautiful *cough, cough*, maybe a  * that’s the nickname me and my friend gave him cause he is 16 years older than me* little naïve * personally I don’t consider myself a naïve person, but in those circumstances… I don’t know, I guess I just tried to convince myself that it wasn’t as it seemed* After the holiday was over, he drove us home and he hugged me tight and kissed me on the cheek.     

Not long after the holiday ended, my godmother told us that he ran away from home, leaving his wife and kids. Now, to be completely honest, I wasn’t surprised that he actually did that cause somehow I was expecting it, even if I knew him for a couple of months. My godmother told us some insides from their relationship and that M was kinda strict with him and she always wanted to know what was going on and she kinda wanted to have full control over him and obviously he didn’t liked that.     

After almost a year, we found out that he had a girlfriend who surprise, surprise was pregnant. Honestly I couldn’t wait to meet her and see who was this girl. Fortunately, both me and one of my best friends got to met her at the same time. Of course, she knew all the back story, so she was watching his behavior. And with her help, we could find out if though all this time my mind played a prank on me.     We took the train to the sea and he had to come and pick us up. *we weren’t alone, my godmother was with us*. 16 came with my godfather to pick us up. We went for a little shopping and he asked us if we want something like cigarettes or alcohol, we started to laugh cause, of course, we wanted some. As we were driving *playing music really loud* I made a sound and he turned the music down, looked at me thought the mirror and asked me: “Kitty, is that you that made that sound?” and I was like “Yuuup”. We get to the hotel, everything was fine and then after we settled in our room, we went to the beach. There… we found her… She was pretty cute, she seemed nice, idk, she was ok… I don’t recall if anything memorable happened that day, probably not. The next day we went to Mamaia and this is where it gets weird…     

We were looking for a restaurant and me, my friend and some of our friends were following 16 and his girl. At one point we lost some of us and we had to stop in order to wait for them. We were staying in a circle and I was standing face to face with him. When I randomly looked at him and I saw that he was staring in a flirty way at me and I just could not understand what was going on and I kinda entered a trance and everything around me seemed to disappear. It was just him. I can’t even tell the way he was looking at me cause I was so caught in this so called trance. I only realized that what we were doing was wrong when I saw my friend’s reaction who was astonished. I turned to her and asked: “Did you see that?” Her: “Yap”.     

Obviously, his girl noticed that too and she hated both of us since then. I personally think that he took “my staring” as a positive response to his flirt. I mean, I can’t say that I would say no to a make out session with him, but that would be it. I don’t know, but let’s go on. After that, he started to hang out next to us or stare at me and my friend caught him a couple of times. Also that night, some friend of ours wanted to go to a club and of course, 16’s girl she wanted to go too. Me, my friend and the other 2 kids didn’t want to go and as I said that I don’t want to go, he became sad and even tried to convince the others that we should go home. Unfortunately for him, they stayed there as we headed home.   When we left, my mom told us help him carry our stuff to the care. He looked at us and smiled and asked us what we were doing there, I told him what was going on than he started laughing. As he was driving, he couldn’t help to ask me and my friend why didn’t we came in the club the other night. I explained to him that clubbing isn’t our kind of fun and as you can probably tell he asked us what are we doing in order to have fun. We quickly responded that there is a pub in our town called Irish where we love to hang out. He became more interested in this place and he asked where was it, what was going in there and I was even that dumb enough to ask him if he would like the join us one night, so we can show him, our kind of fun. Before he could even say yes, my godmother, who was in the car with us, change the subject. I don’t know how but he started to talk about us again, telling my godmother that we were such good girls and that we did no harm, we didn’t disturbed anyone and then I said: “Eh” and he looked at me thought the mirror and said: “Știi tu, mâță blândă, zgârie rău”, and for me and my friend that was a sign that he knew who I was and how I was *I mean, he could probably tell from my response to his flirting* He dropped us at the railway station, he hugged us tight and kissed us on the cheek.     Fortunately or Unfortunately, I don’t really know which one I should pick, we got to meet more and more due to parties or barbeques. I was even invited to his birthday, where he was kinda flirty when his girl was not around. Then he invited all of our friends to a barbeque at his girlfriend house. When we arrived there, she kissed and hugged everyone, except me. I was standing next to the barbeque with my parents and all our friends gathered around. We were talking about my future leaving to college when suddenly one of our friends told my dad as a joke that if he paid him a certain amount of money, he would come and babysit me *I repeat, it was all a joke* When all of the sudden, 16 decided to enter the conversation which he listened to very carefully. He looked at me, smiled, he looked at my dad, smiling and said: “You can pay me *insert amount of money* and I will babysit her. *he turns to me says* I mean, wouldn’t you like me to stay with you? Instead of this old fool?” Of course everyone started to laugh but by the way he was looking and smiling at me… We both knew that wasn’t quite a joke but we had to laugh so we wouldn’t make it awkward.     

After that, we were both going to my godmother’s birthday. And because I like teasing him and I pretty much know he has a thing for me, I wore a leather skirt and what I could say…I looked bomb. One time I even caught him staring in a lickerish way at me and I felt proud… and a little bit disgusted. After that, he once came to take my phone, while a was texting my friend about him *I almost crapped my pants* Not much longer I noticed that he was hanging around and he asked me what I was going to do if I had no internet, that I would be lost. At that moment, I pinched him and we both smiled.     

After this adventures of mine, I felt the need to explain myself some things, like why do men do this and I came up with a logic explanation *I think*     

At the age of 30, you are still pretty young and I assume you still want to party, to have fun, but if you have a wife and you make kids well you can kiss goodbye all the fun and parties and pretty much everything. If until then you had an adventurous wife who loves to go on random trips, to go to the club, go out, have fun, from the moment you have kids, this woman that you used to know, disappears. She has other things to take care. The kids take your place and their needs come first and it’s normal. But you still want some reckless woman, some young, beautiful girl to spend your nights, going out or even staying in and watch a movie. You want to be just the 2 of you again so you can have each other attention fully. And when you see such beauty in young girls that pay interest in you, how could you say no? To this little flirt.     

Now, probably, some of you might wonder, why I won’t tell my parents or how could no one noticed? Well, I guess for them is not that obvious or they just thing is a joke. And probably if I tell them, they will act like I’m crazy or something and they would not believe it. They will probably say that I’m just a kid and that I don’t understand, that he has a wife and kids and they would be mad that I even thought of that. But in real life, that is exactly what is going on. Now, if they weren’t friends, probably they would put to question his behavior but I guess that due to their friendship they can’t even think that such thing is possible.     

Ok. This is all I have for now. Thanks.                    

                                                                                                                   ~ A    

[laurenraae-blog-blog]

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Let’s start with a tricky one; what is the real reason you are confused right now?

Im confused about so much lately haha. Work/Cars/Money/Boys/Life in general

Do you ever get “good morning” texts from anyone?

Sometimes :)

If your significant other smoked pot, would you care?

I probably wouldnt mind if they did it once or twice but i wouldnt be able to deal with it long-term.

Do you find it easy to trust others?

Yes, too much.I always end up regretting it.

What were you doing at 11PM last night?

Not really appropriate hahaha

You’re drunk and lost walking down the road; who is with you?

Chloe!

What would you do if you found out you had been cheated on?

First time- I did find out. I met a boy when i was drunk at altitude one night and it turned out that he worked with my ex and my ex slept with another girl he met at the bar they both worked in. It was a month after we broke up  that i found out so it got pretty messy!

Second time- I was engaged to him, and found messages where he was organising to sleep with some chick while i was at work on nightshift.. they had sent disgusting photos and videos to each other for a few weeks. I asked him to move out and broke off the engagement.

Are you close with your dad?

No, but its improving

I bet you kissed someone last night, right?

Ah, correct.

What are you listening to?

Revenge- P!nk & Eminem.

You can only drink ONE liquid for the rest of your life - what is it?

Water.

Do you like hickeys?

Theyre trashy, especially when someone is showing off with it.

What time do you go to bed?

Im a shiftworker.. i dont have a regular bed time.

Is there someone who continuously lets you down?

Yeah. But not so much anymore because i kinda expect it from them now!

Can you text as quickly with one hand as you do both?

Yes

Do you always answer your texts?

Not always, but mostly

Do you hate the person you fell the hardest for?

No,

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?

Today 

Is there someone that makes you happy every time you see them?

Yes :)

What was your last thought before you went to bed last night?

I was happy.. couldnt wait to sleep in

Is anyone else in the room with you?

Nope.

Do you believe what goes around comes around?

Im hoping so.

Were you happier four months ago than you are now?

Im happier now :)

Is there someone you wish you could fix things with?

Yes, 

In the past week, have you cried?

No

What colour is the shirt you are wearing?

Light grey

Do people ever call you by your last name?

Usually its just lauren or loz

Is anyone ignoring you right now?

Not that i know of

Do you have a best friend?

Yes

Would it be hard seeing someone else kiss the last person you kissed?

Not hard...i kinda expect it haha

Who was your last call from?

Allie 

Are you mad at anyone?

One person 

Have you ever kissed someone older than you?

Most of them were.

How old will the last person you kissed be on his/her next birthday?

24

How many more days until your birthday?

5 months.. so we will go with roughly 150

Do you have any summer plans yet?

Probably working every single day again!

Do you have any good friends of the opposite sex?

Yes :)

Are you keeping anything from your best friend(s) now?

Nope.

Do you have a secret that you’ve never told anyone?

Yep.

Have you ever regretted kissing someone?

Nah.

Do you think age matters in relationships?

Not usually, but it depends.

Are you available?

Im single, yes

How many people have you had real, strong feelings for since high school ended?

A few... they always end up badly

If you had to get a piercing (not ears), what would you get?

Nose.

Do you believe exes can be friends?

Usually if they are still in love or didnt really love each other they can be. If you truely love someone and you break up its kind of hard to go back there because you dont know what to say to that person. It also depends on why you broke up.

Do you regret anything?

Yes

Honestly, what’s on your mind right now?

Waking up in 5 hours for work but im not tired.

Did you ever lose a best friend?

Yes, this year. She was my bestfriend and when i broke off the relationship she disappeared and then all of a sudden stopped talking to me. I dont know why.

Was your last kiss a mistake?

No.

Why aren’t you pursuing the person you like?

Im too shy to tell him i have feelings for him, and his too fucked up from a previous relationship i think ... it will never work

Has the last person you kissed ever seen you cry?

No! Hopefully never will

Do you still talk with the person you LAST kissed?

It was only 24 hours ago so i guess so? 

What was the last thing you ate?

Kinder chocolate

Did you get any compliments today?

Im not sure? hahaha

Where are you going on your next vacation?

Hopefully europe one day!

Do you own anything from other countries?

Yes

Are most of your friend guys or girls?

Umm probably boys to be honest.. girls annoy me.

Where have you lived most of your life?

Sydney and Port Macquarie

When was the last time you took a long drive?

I drove to forster last weekend

Have you ever played Spin the Bottle?

Yep.

Have you ever TPd someone’s house?

No I really don’t see the point.

Who do you text the most?

Allie

What was the last movie you saw?

SPF 18

What’s preventing your current boyfriend/girlfriend from going back to their ex?

I don’t have a boyfriend and that is a shitty question.

How many boyfriends/girlfriends did you have in 2010?

One im pretty sure.

Is the last person you kissed younger than you?

Just

Do you curse around your parents?

Sometimes.

Are you happy with where you live?

Its good for the moment!

Picture of yourself?

No.

Are you a monogamous person or do you believe in open-ended relationships?

Monogamous.

Have you ever been dumped?

Yeah, who hasnt.

What do you most like about making out?

Smiling in the middle of it!

Have you ever casually made out with someone who you weren’t seriously involved with?

Hahaha yep.

When you kiss someone for the first time, is it usually you who initiates it or the other?

The other person, im a little scardey cat!

What part of a person’s body do you find most attractive?

Face?

Who was the last person you talked to last night before you went to bed?

Aaron.

Had sex with someone you knew less than an hour?

No.

Had sex with someone you didn’t know their name?

Nope

What makes your heart flutter and brings a big cheesy smile to your face?

Hahahahha a few things!

Would you get involved with someone if they had a child already?

Not at this age

Has someone who had a crush on you ever confessed to you?

Yeah. #awkward

Do you tell a lot of people when you have a crush?

Everyone usually knows anyway

Do you miss your last sweetie?

“Sweetie lol” fuck no he can go fuck himself

Last time you slow danced with someone?

I don’t even know.

Have you ever ‘dated’ someone you’ve never met?

Nope.

How can I win your heart?

Be a generally nice guy! But dont come on too strong or ill friendzone you instantly.

What is your astrological sign?

Taurus

What were you doing last night at 12 AM?

Watching a movie i think

Do you cook?

HAHAHAHHA i try to

Have you ever gotten back in touch with an old flame after a time of more than 3 months of no communication?

Yes.

If you’re single right now, do you wish you were in a relationship?

Not really.. not until something real pops up

What physical traits do you look for in a potential interest?

Their smile, eyes and they better not have much facial hair!

Are you a player?

Haha no

Have you ever kissed 2 people in one day?

Yes

Are you a tease?

I’ve been called one haha but no.

Ever meet anyone you met on Tumblr?

No

Have you ever been deeply in love with someone?

Guess so

Anybody on Tumblr that you’d go on a date with?

No.

Are you too shy to ask someone out?

YES.

Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you babe?

If they’re your boyfriend.

If a sexy person was pursuing you, but you knew he/she was in relationship, would you go for it?

Id like to say No.

Do you flirt a lot?

Sometimes

Your last kiss?

Last night  

Have you kissed more than 5 people since the start of 2011?

Yuuup

Have you kissed anyone in the past month?

One

Do you know who you’ll kiss next?

I don’t.

Does someone like you currently?

I doubt it

Do you currently have feelings for anyone?

Yeah... its complicated

Do you like to be in serious relationships or just flings?

My answer at the moment is flings but that will change soon hopefully

Ever made out with just a friend?

Yeah

Are you happier single or in a relationship?

It doesn’t matter if I’m single or not, if I’m happy then I’m happy.

[forthelalaland]

Yay days

Indeed, it was a great weekend for me! ❤

To be honest, I did not feel like working after the ASEAN break. Hello, three working days turned holiday? Thank God, I was assigned to have a field work last Friday. It was like working for just one day because the other, I had to go somewhere, making gala as if. Heheheyay! And because this is the first time I will be on field, not for gathering data on malls and markets, but for tasting food on a restaurant, of course I am happy! Yas baby, food review! So grateful I got to experience the perks of this job even for just once in my probi days! Hihihihihi. I did not actually expect that I will be doing this. It got in my head that I do not deserve any fun field works because a thought kinda chinked in that I was not excelling in my researches when that should be my primary task so it was like, why the hell would they reward me? But well, those are just my opinions. Thank you G, and SG, for this wonderful opportunity! ^___^

So?!? I had an amazing Friday! First, because I do not need to wake up that early because field nga. Second, my Dadaloves sent me to the location since it is unusual for me. So sweet my baby, he was ready to be late to his work just to make sure I am safe. Ooohhh, I just appreciate those precious little time. Huhuhu heart heart my heart! And even though Ms. Pat, my writer and my team in this company, was late in our call time, it's okay because I was able to reflect on things and did what I have to do. At least, I know no time was wasted albeit all of this. And the main reason why this day was awesome, because I enjoyed the work today. I loved it so much! It's like me, just doing what I usually do on a weekend. Yuh yuh, as if I was just taking the first step in blogging -- all those taking of photos, roaming around, and talking to people. Plus, the food was free since it was sponsored! Ohhh, so glad besh! This was so far the most memorable work day in my life! Hihihi. And you know, I like the kwentuhans I had with Ms. Pat too. Masyadong marami kaya di ko na sasabihin lahat pero nainspire ako at yun ang importante. Before leaving, we had a small hug too. We both know we should not have but, we did. I guess we really did enjoyed today. At least, at least! 🎉

As for my Saturday, it was a little spontaneous! Because days ago, my Holy Town family asked for a meet-up. They are my second family since I was in Nursery! Imagine that friendship built in us? Hihihi yiee, yay! Though incomplete, we saw each other today because we planned for our Christmas party. Yuuup, it's coming faster and faster as days go by eh. Excited for these reunion season! But then, I have to leave earlier. My fam was on time anyway. This is because I came with my another second family, via my boyfie's. Hahaha! Today, we went to Laguna because their relatives invited them to go to a birthday party. I thought it will be in their house but no, Jolibee pala. And it was a baby boy, celebrating his first year in this world. Aww, habadu Mon-mon! Hihihi. Supposedly, we will go to an amusement park. You know where if you are a Filipino/Filipina. We only have one in Sta. Rosa, hello? Hahahahahaha! However, there are many people and it was late already. Lugi. We just decided to go to Nuvali instead. Yup, second straight week besh! LOL. It was traffic, as usual. And gosh, the parking took us almost an hour! Yet I appreciated the musical lights more this week. It was longer and much beautiful. Hihi. Then, Starbucks for their stickers! It was already late you know, so I thought, ah this is our dinner but then, no! We still ate at Kenny Roger's Roasters while heading home. I was eating but sleepy at the same time. That tired besh, that tired. And I was asleep on board. Just got up when the car was almost our house. Haha! This has been a while and I want to thank each of them. Thanks, Tita Badet, Kuya Fie, Abby, and James! Also Dada pala. Hahaha! I love every second with them. I felt at home, another home. Though a little awkward at first, as always. I love ya’ll, my fam! Mwa mwa, hug hug! ☺️

As for Sunday, I brought it back -- my Start of Something New. I tried again, hoping it will be better. I think it worked. At least. And that's one step ahead already. Will work on me, myself, (and I) day by day, everyday. Woohoo, yay! It was a fun day because I also had moments with my real, first, and truest(???) family. I thought we will just stay at home but no, we went to SM Aura for the mass and dinner. Let us add the photoshoot of this couple too in the mall's magical Christmas design as well. Third wheel to the highest level! Hahahaisxt, yiee! Paps also paid his bill at Market! Market! so, that. Hihihi. I love you as well, mi fam! 🤟

[forthelalaland]

Staycation at home

I was about to type that it has been a long time when my family bonded. But then no, we are always together and we spend time with each other always. Maybe it’s better if I say it has been a while since we went out of town again. If that was counted because that is our province? Hahahahaha! Yuuup, went to Pangasinan this weekend. And babe, it was sooo great!!!  💖 💖 💖

The fam was already used to go at Villasis and just spend the days at home. Tamang kainan, tamang kwentuhan, sapat na yun kasi bakit hindi? But since my wanderlust got a little erotic this year, I wanna go somewhere new, not just at the house or relative’s pad, school, or cemetery like the usual. And so I asked my nieces where we can go but they do not have any suggestions. Well they did. Beach. But no exact location where. Hahaha! Babait talaga ng Mones eh. Diretso uwi palagi. Kainan lang talaga, buhay na. Hehehe. And so, I researched. Why the hell did I became a researcher if I will not use it. Right, right? LOL. I saw some wonderful tourist attractions but they are too far! But good thing, I found one in Dagupan and it is just an hour away from home! Before telling my parents about this plan, I already fixed everything just in case they will ask and yeah, that’s what happened. Papa agreed agad-agad because he can’t even remember the last time we went to the beach. Ohhh, very spontaneous! Just a chat away and the fambam in Pang are g. Hehehehehehe. Yahooooo!!!

Who’s excited? Me! Cuz hello, was not able to go somewhere this October. So this is it! Huehuehue. Funny though because usapan, we will leave Manila at 3AM. I was awake til 2:30 but I did not realize my eyes shut down automatically. Hibernated for three hours! Shocked when sissy said it’s already 6 in the morning. I thought she was just joking but wahhh, it’s true and we were late! Supposedly, we must be in Pangasinan at seven so paano? Hahahahahaha! Quick prep then on the wayyy! Yay for the fast drive! We were there at 9AM bes! Hihihihihi. Heart got so happy! With the fam. And with the adventure that awaits. Take note I had my first time on the wheels today too! Weeee! Had lunch then and road trip and the most anticipated, beeeeeach!!! Woohoo, woohoo~

It was I who searched for this Tondaligan Beach but I did not swim. Period eh. Scared with the myth. Hahahahahays. At first, I thought they will be disappointed because it did not look good at first. But no, we loved it! Mali lang kasi pwesto nung una. New tambayan nga raw lalo na at isang oras lang byahe papunta dun. Walang anuman po. Hehehe. Vitamin sea indeed! The waves are literally waving at us. They were tempting me so I soaked until my knees. I really wanna swim because it looks so good but no no no, “mermaid off duty” just like what’s written in my shirt. Haha! I like this beach because it is even better than the one in Baler. Some locals are actually surfing. Kyaaa, peram, kyaaa! Pero bawal. Huehue. And the sand? They are so fine! I rubbed some in my skin because it might help exfoliate mine. I then thought, I really need the sea sometimes pala talaga. And even if I was just at the coast, I enjoyed gramming. Eh especially when I saw they appreciated my photos. Yay, model and photographer! Chos. And of course, the food! Yay for puto flan by Ate Ninang Joy! And dinner by Mommy Narcing! Yay for today actually. With all that has happened. In and out the beach. The bonding with everyone is such a yay yay yay!!! 💖

Woke up the next day raining. Good choice, we went to the beach first. Balak kasi talaga nila ipagpalit sana pero nag-insist ako. I knew this. Hahahahaha! Kaso hello, baha sa sementeryo. Huehue. Sorry na po! So when everyone was ready, we went to them already. Syempre, hindi lang yung sa Maynila pinuntahan namin, dapat sila rin. We offered prayers and reminisced memories about these good people. Did not stay that long since the rain was pouring hard. Asdfghjkl. And the usual! Buy pasalubong at bagsakan. Yas tupig!!!

Sad though. The two days has been gone. Need to go back to where we must be. My family, with our niece Elyssa, left Pang in the afternoon. I was at the back of our car on the way home. Nakipagpalit muna ako kay ate kasi gusto ko mag-isip isip. And just by looking at the sky, seeing how it change, and unchange, makes me love my life more. Thank you, G. Thanky so much 💖

*insert the real-er whole family photo because I don’t have a copy*

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Fam, ily! 💖

After six months, woohoo, the family had road trip again💖

I was not able to tell you but last January, the four of us plus boyfriends went to Tagaytay. That will always be one of my best days ever! With fashion, food, and travel with my loved ones made that one whole day the greatest. Thank you so much, G 🙏💕✨

But this time, things are a bit leveled up. If last time, it was just us six, this time we are eight! Yup, four couples now because Lolo and Lola joined! Sad that Tito was not with us. It is not because he does not have a partner, we were just crowded already. Ehhh, it is not Goldie (van we owned for almost ten years already) we used, it is Blackie - I mean, Nova becauuuse yup, we loaned a car that is originally planned to be used in Grab or Uber so we had it blessed in Manaoag. Uh-huh, spontaneous trip this is! As in we had that thought to celebrate its first weekend by having the car blessed. No second thinking or doubting. To serve as road test too. Of course, we are grateful for this blessing by God. Add that the family are together. Really just feel so thankful ya know. 💖

Day trips are sulit everytime you leave early. Remember, travel time! So we left at around 3 or 4 in the morning and arrived in Pangasinan at 7 or 8AM. We had our car blessed first since we were already late in the mass. Then, lighted candles and prayed to Our Lady. And the highlight, the Holy Mass. Timely how Father tackled about being consistent of our words and actions plus being persistent to learn from our mistakes. It is just so perf as we got reminded with that simple yet heavy lesson of life. Hihihi.

But our Manaoag trip did not end there! The younger couples (he he) went to the garden first. You know, selfie selfie! I miss sissy as my photographer. She knows my angles compared to Dada who just clicks every photo because he says I am beautiful whatever I do. Eh-heeheehee. We also bought pasalubongs outside. Boyfie was amazed because they are cheap. Should have bought tupig and puto there already because we were not able to go in the bayan. Sorry Tita. Huhu. Still guilty I failed my promise. Wew~

Since we have senior citizens with us, we kept on having stop-overs to make shishi. They are annoying sometimes because of superstitions and stuff. But do you know what I love when Lolo and Lola are together with us? Food trip in a simple place! Before leaving, we ate in a small store near the parking area. Some had their 3-in-1 coffees, bottled teas, and soda for you know who. Haha! I just love those kind of moments because it brings back the life I just want when I was a kid – not caring about material possessions, fame and likes (supposedly, instagrammable photos but I deleted it because pictures are representations of unfotgettable memories), and just live life together happily. In that’d little hut, I felt the love. I suddenly missed nanay’s sari-sari store. Nevertheless, I am so glad I thought my heart was going to burst. Hahahahaha!

Papa was ganado to drive since his baby is new. When mum asked how far Tayug is, aba, he made yaya to go then! Hashtag spoiled. Very clingy this newlyweds. Hahahahaha! Mama wanted to see these flowers blossoming in the field. As in like since January after the trip we had. Unfortunately, the Sunflower Maze is closed since it is not their season. I too was disappointed because we made an effort but ichokay, had good lighting in their gate which is a prospect for my new default photo. Hahaha! Mama and I think alike. Aside from the cute flawaz, we also want to take pictures and just record the moment. We imagined there are many flowers around us via bougainvillea instead. Hehehehehe.

I really am craving for Jollibee and sorry guys, of all food places, we ate here. Huehue. But I slightly sadya that thing too so I can caption, Went to Pangasinan just to eat in Jabee. Hahahahaha! Nom nom spaghetti and chicken! And yum jolly hotdog. Happy me!!!!!

Time seems longer in provinces because it is just 12:30 in the afternoon when we finished lunch and we have done a lot already. Since it is still early, we went to Villasis, Papa’s (our too) hometown! Funny how we joked not eating because there seems like a party happening. I added in the joke that everyone in the street are our relatives so we can hop in. Everyone laughed, not knowing the person celebrating his day is truly a family of ours. Hahahahahaha! Unplanned mini-reunion! Indeed, mas natutuloy ang biglaan. Hahaha! Thank you for the food, fam! And of course, happy birthday, Kuya Glen! Wish you all the best! Trivia tho, he joined an international television show making him the clan’s best fashion designer no matter what! Yay yazzz!

Of course, more more kwentuhans and chikahans. This time, with the extended family! Let us not forget my quest to have the perfect profile picture because duh, sayang outfit, hair, and the happiness that reflects beyond the camera! Hahahahaha arte! The one in Sunflower Maze’s gate will do already tho. Wee!

The millennial generation got bored so, we went to Patches. It is a new café-resto in Pangasinan. Personally, I was shocked that there is some kind of place like this here in the rural. I also saw a milk tea house across it. Well, I come to think about it, that Villasis is not like before anymore and I am happy with its progress! There is no fear of missing out now. A mini-Maginhawa and Kapitolyo is rising here already. Kayo na talaga, kids! Hihihihihi. So we waited for almost an hour just to get a table inside. There is some sort of meeting happening so they are quite a number. Good thing Ate Tata is a regular customer here! Yup, this just opened but seems like she was always here already. Haha! And because of that, the staff knows her already, making us reserved first inside. Woohoo! We had lots of selfies and secrets there! I mean, we had the resto’s biggest burger! It is similar to what Dada and I ate before in Casa Verde. The pizza burger can cater eight people. Sakto, we are eight. Heheehe.

Supposedly, we will go to the cemetery to visit Daddy Bert, Lola Sabel, Kuya Willy, and papa’s other brother but it is dark already. Yuuup, time seemed to lapsed faster since we were having fun! Huehue. But I understand. That is one gift and curse of life. Oh, let us live the moment, guys! Heart heart.

To tell you though, Mones has their own way of saying goodbye. It has lots of steps! Alam mo yung paalis nalang pero magkwkwentuhan pa? Hahahahahaha! For the oldies, it is like that. Usually, there are three stops. LOL. But as for us, we cherished the moment by as usual, taking pictures! Reminisced how we were kids playing in the playground. Now, it is a bit rustic already. Annnd, small for us. Good thing we still can fit in the swing. Hahahahaha!

I therefore conclude I am at my happiest whenever I am with my family. Heaven is a place on Earth when I am with them. It is not just blood that binds us along, it is pure love. So thank you God! Thank you for this family day! Thanky so much for everything! More moments to go please? Yahoo! 💖💖💖

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A day full of love ❤️

My pamily? My pamily? Ohmayghd!!! *he he*

Our grade school teachers once taught us that family is the basic unit of the society. And I have grown to agree with that. Because I can never picture myself without my family. I don’t know where I will be if not for them. They are the ones who picked me up even in my darkest days, took care of me in my weakest moments, loved me despite all my wrongs and imperfections.

My family is my living source of strength, peace, and love in my life. They are my basics; my comfort zone - where I can be me, whatever I wanna be when I am with them. I love my family sooooo much! They are the first (and forever will be!) and best presents I ever received from God. My family means everything to me that is why I am doing all I can to make them happy. 💖

My family has always had this close ties to each other, that strong and intimate family connection where my mum’s and pap’s family really turned into a one, big, happy ohana. My sister and I grew up with our grandparents since our parents were working. Actually, ate is much closer to the father side while I am on the mother side. But hey, we love them both, of course. *heart hearts*

Papa’s parents passed away already. However, I still can remember those memories I had with Lola Sabel and Lolo Terio even if that was a long time ago already. I love those talks with them while they were in the rocking chairs, those random gifts given by our grandmother to us, and most especially, those singing afternoons with grandpa. Oh geez, I am starting to get teary-eyed...

I am the type of person who cherishes the moment in front of me. While my mother’s parents are still here with us, of couuurse, I am trying my best to give them the love they deserve. Especially me, I am a lola’s girl! Kindergarten to now that I am still working, Lola Ining still treats me like a princess. Lolo Pedro and Lola do make me feel that all the time. Hashtag spoiled! Hahaha!

When I was a kid, I used to stay at grannies’ house every weekend. I always have that giddy feeling inside me when I am on the tricycle going to nanay’s. Why? Because they have a sari-sari store and I want to help in organizing her racks. That’s what triggered my OC-ness. LOL! Mama also said that I can train my math skills there. But huy, I hate that subject. Huehue. And the truth is, I have playmates there. Wala kasi dito sa’min. Hahaha. And since bata, I love being there - just enjoying and letting my imaginations rule. Hihihi. Let me add that sissy and I have the most delicious breakfast all the time whenever we are there! Walang palya, promise. Sometimes, Jollibee pa since it is just walking distance from the house. So, imagine that? Who would not love this kind of grannies who take care their granddaughters so fine like that? They love my parents, yes, but they do it twice to us! The roots are just the best. =)))))

The day we have been waiting for, March 4, 2017, when my Lola Ining turned 75 years you-ld (young and old, ya kno bc nanay will be mad if she read this haha) has arrived. The family was not able to give her any big birthday celebration for the past years so we took the chance of having it this year. Nanay has been a wonderful blessing to lots of people. Indeed, she deserves this best moment of her life! Hihihi. Being with her since I was a kid, it was me who organized the event. Well actually, it is all of us but I am the punong-abala - from the meeting with the Max’s manager to the sending of invitations, plus packing of souvenirs and until the day it came. I was a bit nervous because I might fail this event. But really reaaally excited because Lola does not know about this. Yuuup, this is a surprise birthday bash. 🙌🎉

At that day, my sister and I headed to Max’s, earlier than anybody else to set-up the place (but it was already nice when we went so just a little organizing left yay five-stars for that!) and to take care of Lola’s guests. It was so good because aside from nanay’s family, us, I really can say there are many people who love her. I thought I was the only one excited but they are more hyped than me! Hahaha! I appreciate everyone’s presence because they are not late. I actually was a bit embarrassed because I let them wait for nanay, and the food. Hahahahaha! But everything was worth it, I tell you! Our plans fell on the right track. As what we have talked about, Mama and Papa will fetch our extended family and we must disappoint her when she will know sissy and I have work at her special day. Then, the guests must coordinate with us so the surprise will follow. Hihihi. SML!

When Lola entered the function hall, we turned the lights off but you can say that the happy air was floating. Funny how she was ranting why they were going inside this dark place of the restaurant but when the lights were opened and the confetti popped, the moment just got slow-mo. My Lola heard the happy birthday song, saw the people dear to her heart, and I don’t know!!! All I know is that it was just an amazing moment! *heart heart heart*

There is no definite program for Lola’s birthday party but we have some things prepared. After Lola thanked each table for coming, we let the restaurant serve the yummy (and heavy gosh busooog!) lunch then. To have an ice breaker while eating the desserts, we played some video greetings from nanay’s relatives outside the country. Everyone was touched, especially Lola’s dabarkads. They even wanted me to upload this little throwback video made by Tita Elein who is in Abu Dhabi already because they love it. Hahaha! Since Max’s has a partnered photographer for events like this, we also had better photos. What do people love to do when they are on parties, take pictures right? Or am I the only one? Hahahahaha! We had photo-ops with everyone before leaving. And indeed, it is a captured moment of forever - as if like lola just celebrated her debut and turned 18. Hahaha!

Since we are in Ayala already, we continued the day together. Yeeezzz, family day! Been so long since we did one eh. Huehue. After the party, my parents went to the supermarket but I did not come because I stayed with my friends. I had my best friend Rov and boyfriend Yasmin with me today as well. They supported my event and they are my family too so they are welcome! My fam treats them like they are members too anyway. Hihihi. Also, bantay ako nila Lolo and Lola. You know, old people, do not want to walk for a long time because they feel tired easily. He he. But okay sooo, Landmark has this contest that when you purchased a certain amount, you can play a game and of course, has a possibility to win. My tito and boyfriend played a ball balance game and flipping a bottle stuff like that. Syempre, cheer cheer ako dun. Hahahahaha! They won little gifts from the supermarket like lotion, wipes, and tissue. Yay, thanks Landmark because the two enjoyed! Hahaha! And most importantly, a family day is of course, with God! We attended the anticipated mass and I am happy that the mass presider is my favorite priest, Fr. Jun Sescon! Learrrned a lot. Should I tell you to repent and come back to God this Temptation Sunday? Hihihi. Thanks for this, Father! And G! I love you God! We love youuuuu! 💖💖

But if you think that will be the end of this post, wait wait, just a minute because the day does not end here. We had luscious dinner at Buddy’s and unlimited twirl ice cream at Family Mart. It was me who asked for a dessert because y not? Hahahahaha! I do not want to end this day, that is why. They kept on complaining how full they are but he he, sorry na, it is like the best family day I eeeverrrrr had again after I can’t remember years eh!?! Don’t wanna add cheesy words pa because you can see how blissed I am. What happened today seems to be just simple but it is full of love, sooo much love. 💖 💖 💖