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canisonicscrewyou · 1 year

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#if your regular sleep med of choice is Benadryl I’m afraid of you #Idek what my answer is though??? probably melatonin. it helps a lot when I need to fix my sleep schedule #sleep soundly <3333 #I also sometimes take ashwaganda if it’s not too expensive or is mixed w other stuff. and drink sleepy teas but not necessarily JUST tosleep #I was on olanzapine and that helped my sleep a lot (at the cost of eventually making me feel so so tired during the day)#anyways you must tell me

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ihavesomejays · 4 months

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keebs i did it i fixed what yours was missing bro !!! anyways good evening wriolette nation i hope you're eating well because i forgot to eat my birthday cake because i was drawing this !! wriothesley was my genuine reaction when i discovered neuvillette's thigh highs im ngl ANYWAYS everyone go check out my good bro @k33bsi (artist of the original art this one is based on) who will provide you... mostly with mdzs ngl but hey fandoms intersect in the most unexpected of ways maybe you guys will be into that

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#artwork #digital art #doodle #art #rkgkillust #illustration #genshin #genshin memes #genshin impact #wriothesley #neuvillette #wriolette #neuvithesley #old men yaoi ig #i don't like the term yaoi for reasons but the joke was too funny for me to resist #i kind of want to eat my birthday cake now but i know it's too late and i will regret it because i will not be able to digest it #that's what it felt like when i wasn't able to draw more fanart because i had to sleep early these past couple of days #i've been cranking out the fanart fr lately #it comes at the cost of not drawing as much original stuff in my sketchbook #side note but hoyo really skimped out on the muscle with wriothesley #it was at this moment that i realized i forgot to give wriothesley some GRISTLE ON HIS CHIN FUCK #know that i intended for some gristle #you can't tell me that he doesn't have sideburns like abraham lincoln

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st-pop · 1 month

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I can’t believe i almost forgot about this flashy mf’s birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUGGY!!! Hope this is flashy enough XD

#one piece #one piece fanart #buggy the clown #buggy one piece #happy birthday buggy!!#I made it just in time…but at what cost..#(Hint: the cost was my sleep)#Crazy what motivation can make you do #made two happy birthday fanarts for two specific characters this nighy #Ok im going to bed before i lose feeling in my face #<33 #Oh also forgive buggy flipping you off #Its his birthday so we gotta lrt him be silly for now

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elizabethzoopzoop986 · 3 days

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I hate this fucking manga how am I supposed to have a life and write essays about shit when I sit down start to think and all that comes to mind is some gay little toilet freaks istg it’s a hard knock life

#tbhk #toilet bound hanako kun #jshk #jibaku shounen hanako kun #akane aoi #yashiro nene #aoi akane #hanako #teru minamoto #kou minamoto #it’s them all btw #I love them #but pls I need the motivation to do my work #what I suppose to tell ppl sorry i didn’t do shit mitsukou were being gay so I didn’t sleep #chapter 118 destroyed me on like serval levels #I hate it but I love them but at what cost #do people even read the tags??#Akane aoi you haunt me waking and sleeping #the boy one if that wasn’t clear #I accidentally wrote 188 instead of 118 and all I could think is oh god I hope it doesn’t run that long #don’t get me wrong I love them but like I don’t want it to get bad and dragged out #plus I feel like it’s coming to its logical end #and I kinda don’t want it to run my whole life… like I have other future plans that don’t involve these guys continuing to haunt me

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moeblob · 8 months

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Garet is literally so friend shaped. I can't believe how friend shaped this boy is. (top pic is actual dialogue)

#golden sun #garet #ivan #guys im sorry i spent all day on this and also a smidge of oc art #im in pain and im not going to die but wow #my sister was like do you want me to drive you to the hospital and i told her i do not have the finances for that so no #and then she texted me fifteen minutes later to say #if its only the money issue i will help cover the costs #and i wont say what she googled that made her so concerned as an end result but uh lets hope it aint that ???#hopefully i can sleep tonight cause i have almost zero sleep in my system #bc i started to hurt a lil after midnight ?? like then i postponed sleep to take pain meds #and then woke up constantly and couldnt stay asleep #so i really just wanna go to bed

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ohrival1412 · 2 months

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here is Shinichi D-4 for de 100 faces challenge hope u like it @omo321 !

Shinichi pls get some rest

#dcmk #kudo shinichi #dcmk art #detco #case closed but a what cost #oh yes his sleep hours #khioart #my art #100 faces challenge

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kaddyssammlung · 10 months

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#sleep token #sleep token worship #I swear I'll be in my bed in a sec....cramps....damn it why?! why?! why am I fighting nature? so yes am I able to have kids #birth life; I like this because it sounds huge; but at what cost? I'm trying to be accepting but; Katrin just got to bed #and no; nature does not care that I have no desire to have kids #tw for this one: when I was really EDed I did not have my period in one and half years and I did not miss it #when I feel low I have thoughts about that...that I don't want to mention because this is not the place to discuss this right now

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why-the-heck-not · 2 years

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some half-assed studyblr content ur way bc nothing about my studies has been very aesthetic lately; it’s either the same damn messy desk every day or just full on goblin-mode rotting in my bed. very #studyspo indeed

#still tagging it tho #studyspo #I tried to go to a library regularly at the start of february but I've become too introverted #takes energy just sitting there bc things are chiller in my apartment #sure I got things done but at what cost ???#(me sleeping for like forever the day after lmao)#studyblr #study #booklr #bookblr #aesthetic #(what fuckin aesthetic tho ?? like ''ugly realism''??)#chaotic academia #march 2023 #2023

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skunkes · 6 months

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#sorry doomer posting #but like idk!#i keep talking abt how if i werent trans id be more inclined to accept my fate of living w my parents/family forever #but also with upcoming election and living in Texas maybe i just wont ever get to transition anyway and that will solve everything wont it #i want to leave so badly but i think id just be swapping my current misery for another set #like id be alone but at what cost. and id be alone. no friends no partner to live with no people in my empty home #work and sleep and struggling to eat. idk #im simply not meant to be alive honestly #talkys #delete later #in general i keep wanting things but not wnough bc ive been taught to not want things #i don't want to leave enough to put in the work to do it #i dont want to transition enough to get past the fear of change #i dont want anything. i dont want anything. i am a good dog

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mischiefmelody · 1 year

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Angst AU anyone?

(part 3 of my angst AU)

//TW FOR INTENSE IMAGES, IMPALING, AND MINOR BLOOD

#we got Pigsy being a dad #but at what cost?#he's fine #he's just sleeping #... probably #angst au #my art #lego monkie kid #monkie kid #lmk #art

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steelthroat · 4 months

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*looking at my history notes*

"Okay so this is 4.7k words long, I usually can read at least 40/50k words of fanfiction a day so I should be able to..."

#steel rambles #I can't do this anymore chat #I am very tired and I don't remember a thing #these last 2 months have already radicalized me #the next two are gonna determine the beginning of my villain era because what the fuck Italian school system #what the actual fuck #I am disappointed because i feel like I'm doing too little but burnt out because I'm also doing too much #but also the wrong things #and I have to see where I'm gonna live/do in September while I'm hitting my head against *checks noted* ah yes russian revolution #anyway since getting an ao3 account I've started measuring things in word count. which is hell.#it's like measuring the worth of things over 10 cents goleadors but now they cost 20 cents and my system has been broken by inflation #that's silly tho #I'm gonna pull another allnighter #i wouldn't sleep either way

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jordansanghaislife · 8 days

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Me now that Quinn is gone:

#bb26 #Quinn #my sleep schedule finally going back to normal now that my favorite person is gone 💔#better sleep but at what cost 💔

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purpurussy · 12 days

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i log on to this site. i write essays about dnp and their gay little antics. i save them to my drafts because i am scared of being perceived. i log off again

#i have thoughts. but at what cost #i know people on here are generally really cool but i dont wanna risk it lshfldkjfslkjg #like this isnt twitter but there are still topics that people will bully you for having the wrong opinion on djfskkjfk #and also theres the fact that my dissociative episodes have been better lately since im less sleep deprived but #i still have a really hard time trusting my own perception of reality sometimes if that makes sense???#like every time i try to express a serious thought on here my brain goes #ok but what if i got all of this wrong.#what if i misremembered everything and i cant read suddenly so i cant fact check it #what if dan and phil arent even real and i just made them up and nobody knows what im talking about dsjhgljglknfls it's rough #it's making it really hard to finish my thesis project as well bc i second guess every single thought i have like i cannot trust myself.#losing my mind #discussing dans phantwerp autism blunder over the last few days really took it out of me #bc i started panicking like omg what if he didnt even say that at all and i just completely made it up dsflglglsknvlknvlnknkldsnv #anyway rip to the 126 posts in my drafts which will never see the light of day

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soaps-mohawk · 3 months

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Heyyyyy it's me againnnn just checking in to see how you are doing

Hi love!!! I'm alright, was really sleepy these last couple days thanks to my new meds 🙃 also took my weekly break to focus on finishing the chapter and giving my brain a break (and editing it since holy cow I cannot write while sleepy).

How have you been??

#i'm still sleepy because i didnt take my meds to see if they were really the problem #but then i couldnt sleep so now i'm still sleepy #but i feel less foggy and brain dead zombie like i did wednesday and thursday #so yeah it's probably the meds #i have to sleep but at what cost #answered

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einaudis · 1 month

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