#at the cost of my sleep that’s what
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#if your regular sleep med of choice is Benadryl I’m afraid of you#Idek what my answer is though??? probably melatonin. it helps a lot when I need to fix my sleep schedule#sleep soundly <3333#I also sometimes take ashwaganda if it’s not too expensive or is mixed w other stuff. and drink sleepy teas but not necessarily JUST toslee#I was on olanzapine and that helped my sleep a lot (at the cost of eventually making me feel so so tired during the day)#anyways you must tell me
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I hate this fucking manga how am I supposed to have a life and write essays about shit when I sit down start to think and all that comes to mind is some gay little toilet freaks istg it’s a hard knock life
#tbhk#toilet bound hanako kun#jshk#jibaku shounen hanako kun#akane aoi#yashiro nene#aoi akane#hanako#teru minamoto#kou minamoto#it’s them all btw#I love them#but pls I need the motivation to do my work#what I suppose to tell ppl sorry i didn’t do shit mitsukou were being gay so I didn’t sleep#chapter 118 destroyed me on like serval levels#I hate it but I love them but at what cost#do people even read the tags??#Akane aoi you haunt me waking and sleeping#the boy one if that wasn’t clear#I accidentally wrote 188 instead of 118 and all I could think is oh god I hope it doesn’t run that long#don’t get me wrong I love them but like I don’t want it to get bad and dragged out#plus I feel like it’s coming to its logical end#and I kinda don’t want it to run my whole life… like I have other future plans that don’t involve these guys continuing to haunt me
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keebs i did it i fixed what yours was missing bro !!! anyways good evening wriolette nation i hope you're eating well because i forgot to eat my birthday cake because i was drawing this !! wriothesley was my genuine reaction when i discovered neuvillette's thigh highs im ngl ANYWAYS everyone go check out my good bro @k33bsi (artist of the original art this one is based on) who will provide you... mostly with mdzs ngl but hey fandoms intersect in the most unexpected of ways maybe you guys will be into that
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#artwork#digital art#doodle#art#rkgkillust#illustration#genshin#genshin memes#genshin impact#wriothesley#neuvillette#wriolette#neuvithesley#old men yaoi ig#i don't like the term yaoi for reasons but the joke was too funny for me to resist#i kind of want to eat my birthday cake now but i know it's too late and i will regret it because i will not be able to digest it#that's what it felt like when i wasn't able to draw more fanart because i had to sleep early these past couple of days#i've been cranking out the fanart fr lately#it comes at the cost of not drawing as much original stuff in my sketchbook#side note but hoyo really skimped out on the muscle with wriothesley#it was at this moment that i realized i forgot to give wriothesley some GRISTLE ON HIS CHIN FUCK#know that i intended for some gristle#you can't tell me that he doesn't have sideburns like abraham lincoln
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I can’t believe i almost forgot about this flashy mf’s birthday, HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUGGY!!! Hope this is flashy enough XD
#one piece#one piece fanart#buggy the clown#buggy one piece#happy birthday buggy!!#I made it just in time…but at what cost..#(Hint: the cost was my sleep)#Crazy what motivation can make you do#made two happy birthday fanarts for two specific characters this nighy#Ok im going to bed before i lose feeling in my face#<33#Oh also forgive buggy flipping you off#Its his birthday so we gotta lrt him be silly for now
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Garet is literally so friend shaped. I can't believe how friend shaped this boy is. (top pic is actual dialogue)
#golden sun#garet#ivan#guys im sorry i spent all day on this and also a smidge of oc art#im in pain and im not going to die but wow#my sister was like do you want me to drive you to the hospital and i told her i do not have the finances for that so no#and then she texted me fifteen minutes later to say#if its only the money issue i will help cover the costs#and i wont say what she googled that made her so concerned as an end result but uh lets hope it aint that ???#hopefully i can sleep tonight cause i have almost zero sleep in my system#bc i started to hurt a lil after midnight ?? like then i postponed sleep to take pain meds#and then woke up constantly and couldnt stay asleep#so i really just wanna go to bed
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here is Shinichi D-4 for de 100 faces challenge hope u like it @omo321 !
Shinichi pls get some rest
#dcmk#kudo shinichi#dcmk art#detco#case closed but a what cost#oh yes his sleep hours#khioart#my art#100 faces challenge
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#sleep token#sleep token worship#I swear I'll be in my bed in a sec....cramps....damn it why?! why?! why am I fighting nature? so yes am I able to have kids#birth life; I like this because it sounds huge; but at what cost? I'm trying to be accepting but; Katrin just got to bed#and no; nature does not care that I have no desire to have kids#tw for this one: when I was really EDed I did not have my period in one and half years and I did not miss it#when I feel low I have thoughts about that...that I don't want to mention because this is not the place to discuss this right now
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some half-assed studyblr content ur way bc nothing about my studies has been very aesthetic lately; it’s either the same damn messy desk every day or just full on goblin-mode rotting in my bed. very #studyspo indeed
#still tagging it tho#studyspo#I tried to go to a library regularly at the start of february but I've become too introverted#takes energy just sitting there bc things are chiller in my apartment#sure I got things done but at what cost ???#(me sleeping for like forever the day after lmao)#studyblr#study#booklr#bookblr#aesthetic#(what fuckin aesthetic tho ?? like ''ugly realism''??)#chaotic academia#march 2023#2023
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Friendly reminder she’s going to go through even more pain and heartbreak that she doesn’t deserve in season two and we’re gonna watch her turn into a shell of the ‘pun loving’ ‘dreams of being an astronaut’ girl she was 💔
#season 2 is getting closer by the day and I’m not doing well#i’m getting my girl back but at what cost?! 😭#anyway imma cry myself to sleep now#ellie williams miller#ellie williams#bella ramsey#the last of us hbo#the last of us season 2#the last of us
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watching house md with my mama every night and each time i have to watch that [INSERT SLUR] write with a frenzied passion on his whiteboard or have A Moment Of Inspiration mid conversation, i am FILLED with the urge to quote WE NEED TO CHECK THE PATIENT'S ASS comic/textpost, except if i do that i will have to then explain what it means, why it is funny, and how i know it, which means i will need to Reveal my tumblr and tbh i don't think EITHER of us are ready for that conversation
#house md#hatecrimes md#i have a really distinct combination of exploitable reaction memes in my head that i might create later on#however i fear i do not have the time to waste making memes in powerpoint at this point in time#but yeah i get home from the uni library at 8 or 9 pm. i sit down and watch 1-3 episodes of house with my mum and eat my dinner .#i go to bed at 11 i journal for 45 minutes and then it is midnight and then i sleep for six and a half hours LMAO#im having the time of my life. but at what cost#gregory house#greg house#words of wyrm
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finished my final…oh my god…
#I’m done with school this semester (until my winter class next week 👍) but at what cost#i think i did well but it’s honestly up in the air#i think…i need to sleep for 10 hours & have a drink & eat my body weight in potatoes and ice cream…#rose.txt
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be real honest. which member of your favorite group whose personality is actually similar to you? are they your bias or not?
#ann.txt#ive been curious about this#esp to atinys but i think people from other fandoms might see and want to share too#in my case my personality is the closest to mingi hongjoong and scoups (with less $$$)#mingi mainly cus of his thinking framework and bluntness constantly talking abt world economy whatsoever 😂#his “cost-benefit” mindset is strong and its shown? but it doesnt make him cold or careless abt his friends#and you know what else is strong in him? his simpness for yunho. boi doesnt have anything bad abt him he has his name in his head 25/8#i think if i have my own “yunho” person i'll have nothing in my head but them too#i think if hes just a clerical worker or avg uni student hed do a good job in business or any job/study thats data driven?#hongjoong and coups. assertive yet open to feedbacks. they treat it as opportunity to improve and reach out wider audiences#while attentive to their members their works the top priority. if they can work then why sleep#be the $$$ daddies 🤑#just in real life yet tricky in games 🤪 but sometimes im also a fool like mingi 🤪🤪🤪#and nope theyre not my bias but its amazing to know you gentlemen 🤝#PLUS THEYRE ALL BIG BABIES MAXIMUM OF 5 YEARS OLD#I AM 5
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Chapters: 1/25 Fandom: Fall Out Boy, Bandom, My Chemical Romance, The Academy Is..., Cobra Starship Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Patrick Stump/Pete Wentz, Frank Iero/Gerard Way, William Beckett/Gabe Saporta, Other minor pairings Characters: Patrick Stump, Pete Wentz, Gerard Way, Frank Iero, William Beckett, Gabe Saporta, Travis McCoy, Brendon Urie, Mikey Way, Mike Carden, Tom Conrad, Ray Toro, Joe Trohman, Andy Hurley, Bert McCracken, Maja Ivarsson, Dallon Weekes, Spencer Smith, Ryan Ross, Jon Walker (Musician), many others, Too many to count - Character, it's a bandom crossover Additional Tags: Vampire/Werewolf AU, Violence, Blood, lots of blood, which vampires drink too ofc, Angst, Fluff, Eventual Smut, not much smut tho, Slow Burn, but once they burn they burn HARD, mention of blood slavery, Eventual Character Death, Found Family, william beckett is a sweetheart here, patrick swears a lot lol, lots of characters, this turned into a novel lol, age gap, i guess, if that counts since they’re supernatural beings, specific triggers tagged in each chapter, otherwise we’ll be here all day, Rated mature for blood and violence, smut will be tagged if you want to skip it Summary:
Patrick looks down at himself, then, at his mud-stained, ripped clothes, and hopes his disheveled state is enough to put off the vampire. Because even without remembering how he’s ended up there, Patrick is smart enough to have figured out what’s going on.
He’s being sold.
He was captured, somehow, and now he’s being sold. To a vampire.
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Patrick is a lone werewolf trying to survive in a world that has no kindness left for his species. Pete is the vampire who finds him in a shady auction house and buys him as a blood slave.
Except maybe things aren't as simple as that, and the fate of all werewolves may hinge on this fateful encounter.
#rpf#peterick#peterick rpf#bandom rpf#vampire/werewolf au#HEY LOOK WHAT'S FINALLY FINISHED#this story has cost me so much sleep tears and blood that i can't even tbh#it's my child my baby and my doom#but i love it beyond words#and now i get to share it#FUCKING FINALLY
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Feeling like that one waking up cat meme right now lol 😴🥱
Don’t want to wake up early on a day off
But have too lolol OTL
#hanas thoughts#promised the sibling we’d go out#but at what cost??#my sleeping in ability lol#when your late night tendencies come back with consequences lol
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SO NO ONE WAS GONNA TELL ME ABOUT HOW A CERTAIN MISSION CHOICE WAS IMPORTANT IN DRAGON AGE: THE VEILGUARD??? 😭😭😭 I’M DEVASTATED NOW AND IT’S 5 AM
#dragon age the veilguard#datv#datv spoilers#dragon age the veilgaurd spoilers#choices matter#major spoilers in tags to caution#spoilers happen after this tag:#BUT Y’ALL WHAT THE FUCK 😭😭😭#WHAT DO YOU MEAN DAVRIN OR HARDING COULD DIE IN CHAPTER 11?!?!#WHAT DO YOU MEAN IT’S LIKE MASS EFFECT WHERE EVERYONE COULD DIE 😭😭😭#WHAT DO YOU MEAN YOU EITHER HAVE TO MAKE ASSAN AN ORPHAN GRIFFON OR RUIN TAASH AND HARDING’S RELATIONSHIP?!?! 😭😭😭#I’M SO HEARTBROKEN I CAN’T 😭😭😭#NOW I GOTTA WORRY ABOUT THE REST OF MY PARTY LIVING 😭😭😭#at least I finally got to smooch Lucanis but at what cost??? 😞😞😞#when Taash just says that everyone they love dies I was about to CRY 😭😭😭#anyways I’m going to bed and crying myself to sleep 😭😭😭#Solas gonna put me in a Prison of Regret after all this 😭😭😭
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#sorry doomer posting#but like idk!#i keep talking abt how if i werent trans id be more inclined to accept my fate of living w my parents/family forever#but also with upcoming election and living in Texas maybe i just wont ever get to transition anyway and that will solve everything wont it#i want to leave so badly but i think id just be swapping my current misery for another set#like id be alone but at what cost. and id be alone. no friends no partner to live with no people in my empty home#work and sleep and struggling to eat. idk#im simply not meant to be alive honestly#talkys#delete later#in general i keep wanting things but not wnough bc ive been taught to not want things#i don't want to leave enough to put in the work to do it#i dont want to transition enough to get past the fear of change#i dont want anything. i dont want anything. i am a good dog
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