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anhane week day 6: angst/domestic - combine both and you get some post-lutf hurt/comfort?
#i was late on this one on twitter And im even later to posting it here too#idk why drawing it gave me so much trouble but it did#at least it ended up looking decent#i did have to skip day 5 because i had no ideas for it sorry#kohanes bed is deceptively hard to draw because i keep expecting it to be taller than it is until i look at the in game bg again#project sekai#prsk art#project sekai fanart#prsk fa#prsk gl#kohane azusawa#an shiraishi#anhane#ankoha#anhane week#anhaneweek#anhaneweek2023#w1f1 draws
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So, the Violet fics?
Yeah, I drew something for fic 2
“We’re not thieves!” Wind protests, despite the fact that they are, in fact, thieves. Well, he is anyway. “We’re just kids!” And then, as inspiration hits, he adds, “now let my little sister go!” Oh yeah, he’s so going to owe Four one after this.
Luckily, Four doesn’t stumble once, instead squirming in the man’s hands and, somehow, managing to muster up a stream of tears as he fights weakly (as a small child would) against the hands restraining him. “Let me go!” The smithy squeaks, “I just wanted to show Mama!”
“‘Show mama’?” the man mocks, and shakes Four harder than is probably safe to shake a child, “and where’s your mama at , little miss snitch ?”
“Right here.”
Wind could kiss Legend on the cheek, although he’d probably owe the vet even more if he did after the man has just stepped in to save their asses, Twilight and Wild both on his heels.
Oh crap, this is going to become another Violet situation isn’t it?
The Incident in question
#good golly i had to draw far too many hands#wars' hands are shit but it's done#I gave up near the end lol#Legend's hand looks decent at least?#linkeduniverse#linked universe#the violet incident#lu legend#lu warriors#lu four#lu wind#ketto draws
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I like how all the dragons look pretty much the same, going to show really how great the original models were
That being said this movie looks like it's just going to be the original but less stylized
#“guys but money”#they realized they ended the trilogy and had to come up with a way to squelch money out of people#oh well#at least it looks decent#hopefully will be pretty good at least#hoping dreamworks doesnt stay down this path though#and I know it's universal technically but i dont want it to become like what disney's doing#live action just doesnt hit like a good stylized animated film does#(live action adaptations that is)#live action on it's own can be good but im so sick of the remakes at this point#one day theyre gonna run out#Youtube#how to train your dragon#httyd live action
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I have this tea cup I made in highschool (it’s really cute and was designed more like those Japanese ones without a handle than it was those fancy English style with even more elements to them) but I never actually asked if the glaze we used was food safe (we all used the same glaze on those cups specifically because the teacher glazed those ones in particular and I don’t remember checking. I glazed and painted every other project but only one of them was something you would use for food and that thing broke a few years ago and was honestly more decorative) and this has haunted me ever since. It’s a super cute cup and I adore it, but I have no idea if I can use it for its intended purpose and while I could buy a lead testing kit I’m not sure how I would check for anything else that might have been in that glaze. I know the color used but not the brand, so that’s not really a help either. The teacher I had left the district after that year because our school district paid art teachers a shit wage and we rotated through them like elementary school kids needing new shoes every year. I’m not entirely sure how I would contact her, but even if I did track her down (something not entirely impossible from what I know about her life outside of teaching us for a year, I would feel slightly weird about it though, even though she was my favorite art teacher) but I highly doubt she would remember something like the glaze she used on one project her students made at a school she taught at for one year. I’m not sure what other testing kits I would need besides lead to confidently say it’s safe enough for my personal use, and it’s annoyed me for several years now.
#emma posts#it was peacock. peacock green I believe#and do you have any idea how many brands produce a peacock named glaze?#I could maybe narrow it down by looking for one that tended to be more forest green to dark blue#but that’s not really a great way to get a definitive answer#I also wish i could make more ceramic stuff right now! I’ve been hooked ever since yhat class#polymer clay sculpting isn’t quite the same (though better than nothing) and air dry clay often feels crumbly#neither of those could be used for cups and stuff#but even just making clay sculptures (my favorite) hits different with clay#I miss the smell and the feel and the way it worked#the closest I’ve gotten to the experience was digging up clay near my parents house and trying to fire it in the bonfire#it was only a half success#I tried to learn how ancient people made stone wear with raw clay and other materials added#but i just can’t seem to fire it the same way and it ends up slightly ashy on the surface from the soot#it’s also a bit more prone to cracking and I know I can’t expect the same as what it’s like working with the good stuff#and I know the clay on the farm is at least decent but not modern quality#also it doesn’t get fired all the way so if I get water on it it starts to dissolve a bit again#I should try to study ancient clay methods#it would be really fun to try to recreate some stuff in the area behind the lilacs#but it isn’t as good as modern clay#I’m getting really side tracked though#art problems#I wish I had an actual studio. I don’t see that happening any time soon though#my dream is to live on one of those houses in the woods north of town and have an art studio and room for more pets and gardens#i don’t think that’s ever gonna happen though#right now I’m just trying to figure out the local buses and stay in government housing#I can’t drive. I dropped out of college because of health problems. I’m living on disability and foodstamps. my health inssues make my#schedule and availability unreliable for a regular schedule#keeping up with the dishes is my worst enemy (aside from everything else)#i just don’t see myself doing much outside of my desk in the corner of my small living room any time soon
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The "oh god one of my dupes caught hypothermia I need to help them immediately" to "I get it you're scalding stop crying it's only like 120 degrees" pipeline
#rat rambles#posts that are funnier depending on what temperature measurement settings you use#oni posting#now dont get me wrong I love and care abt my dupes very much I just also know theyll survive despite the game screaming at me#its to the point that I just ignore suffocation and starvation messages at this point since 99% of the time its a false alarm#oxygen not included when a dupe starts their break and doesn't instantly go to eat#tbf false alarms tend to be a consequence of needlessly long comutes so it technically is a sign of an issue#but do I look like the type of person who could be assed to set up a tube system? fuck no#but I definitely need to get some extra ranchers on my second colony because my poor besties devon and nisbet are overworked as hell#at least I think nisbet is my second rancher? its either her or camille I get them mixed up a lot#but I think camile is digger and if nisbet isnt the second rancher idk what she'd be#on my main colony I recently upscaled my rancher population by a Lot but tbf that's mostly because I have like 4 soon to be 5 ranches there#Im trying to domesticate one of every domesticable critter in this run#which I dont think includes morbs rip bestie#I dont think beetas are either but I could be wrong#but yeah Im gonna get a lightbug ranch started soon and after that I just need slicksters and gassy moos#....neither of which I have found the location of yet#Ill find them eventually but I also do need to worry abt where Im gonna actually place my slickster ranch#I'd bring them home but I dont have high hopes in my ability to get them a decent living space especially since its rime#so I might end up setting up a third colony once I find a planet with a functioning oil biome
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So I have run into an issue MothClan's save data is gone The entire Clan disappeared And I can't download Clangen, so I can't edit code from a new Clan to remake it
So I might have to make up the rest of the plot. I have up to Moon 26, so I have a good amount of plot, but Clangen likely won't be guiding it after that I also am developing the cats and plot further, so things are still being set up. There will be cover-like pages for each reign of leaders too, so I need to make Cloudstar's And I think I'm gonna have these cats live somewhere in Norway, I hope the previous pages aren't against that-
So uh. Yeah It should be fine up until then, and since I'm still setting stuff up I can probably figure it out by the time I get there
If anyone has any advice that would be nice, but I should be fine for a good while
#mothclan's decent#mothooc#clangen#clangen blog#characters should end up having personality soon. so that'll be nice#and each character should end up having at least one interesting thing#and after looking at where I want to put them. yeah some stuff might have to change- I'm putting them in Svalbard so uh yay I think?#uh. because midnight sun#because I had an idea in science#I'll maybe make it important it'll be fiiiine#edit I am probably not putting them in svalbard#augh#I have no idea where to put them tbh
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just once i'd like to complete one (1) bigger project that i can actually be proud of
#hrrrrg met with my advisor for my thesis and it's Not Great!!#idk how i always manage to set myself up for failure#struggled so much with thinking of a specific thing to write about so now i have this super broad paper about everything which essentially#amounts to writing about nothing#cuz that's not how history works you can't just make a huge argument like that (at least not without much more extensive research than ive#done)#and im not saying anything novel or interesting anyway#but i already have a whole semester of work dumped into this thing so neither my advisor nor myself wants me to tear it apart and start fro#scratch#there definitely wouldn't be time to do that anyway#so now it's just gonna be yet another thing where i have no confidence in it while working on it and just eke out an end product thats#decent enough to satisfy others while i know inwardly that its really not good#the professor for the capstone class last semester said the paper was good and i was in a good spot to finish it this semester#but this is the first time my actual advisor has really looked at it and hes confirming all of the doubts i had about it :((((#agh itll ultimately be fine i just wish i could do something to justify the 'oh youre such a good student!' im really not!!!!!!!!#i have no idea what i'm doing!!!!!!#p
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so I wasn't expecting my khux gameplay post to blow up this much because normally I just shout my khux thoughts into the void and that's that, but it's been really amazing and heartwarming seeing everyone's personal experiences with khux, like I can't say enough how much I LOVE looking at everyone's additions and tags :)
I had tried writing a long post about some khux feelings but it just wasn't coming out right. this post isn't about the game this is about me sorry tl;dr I'm a very anxious person and I love to see other people just as excited about khux as I am because I feel better about how much I like it. which is A Lot
#sorry for being vulnerable it won't happen again /lh#the real tl;dr is that I feel very dumb and stupid and anxious all the time constantly for being obsessed with khux#but again everyone's responses made me feel so much better#like yes its a major source of joy for me but I get so anxious#and I dont really talk to people at all bc of it like discord servers are a special hell but I try anyway#and majority of my khux friends drifted away from it forever ago so I feel kind of really alone by myself#I just love other people's posts and content so much I feel so stupid in comparison- I look up to so many people in the community#making memes is such a great joy for me but I yearn for more yknow. I can be a serious artist past all my clown behavior I promise#I mean all my fics are very serious and angsty but no one reads my writing Im not too confident on regularly posting it so its fine really#I'm just in my own echo chamber on here and I always assume everyone hates me or is at least annoyed by me#like people don't really comment on things I make or send me asks or message me#so not getting feedback except a decent number of notes on my posts is like. not the best#im not guilt tripping people into interacting with me really its fine I swear Im just having my own issues#really dont feel you have to because also Im really bad at conversations fr#my personal tag is 'im rambling' for a reason#but anyway this is my house and if people don't like it they can leave#at the end of the day I love to just create for my own enjoyment#and if people like it too then that's great!!!!!#but I'm also still very anxious all the time
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You would think cooking and baking would be similar. But they are not
#I'm a pretty decent cook! I'm not AMAZING but give me a recipe and ingredients and i can probably throw something nice together!#but baking. aye yi yi. baking#i can follow everything to the exact letter and watch them intently the entire time. but the one second i look away everything's BURNT#at least i caught this batch close enough that most of them are salvageable (if not a little crispy on the ends)#but uh. some of them are no longer pink or blue they are straight up brown. and like. solid as a rock.#at least i saved the rest kinda!! but yeah the poor sonofabitches on the edges of the pan... i am so sorry#baking is a nightmare. and this is coming from someone who LOVES to cook and bake#baked goods have always been a challenge for me despite me being a decent chef when it comes to literally anything else#at least i can save most of these...... at least i can save most of them.....
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#I don’t understand how I go from having a decent day to being in a shitty mood#I’m in a mood about everything#I hate my fucking job but I’m still basing all these decisions around it like it’s the end all#I’m sick of myself#I got out of my writing funk but I fucking hate everything I’ve put on paper#can’t seem to clean up my tiny living space to make it feel better#I was talking to a friend after the movie we saw and got struck with that almighty of realizations that I’m the least accomplished#at least in this friend group#they have things they consider careers or at least not fucking Starbucks#they don’t have to work bullshit jobs anymore because they have degrees!#and job experience!#and I can’t even get myself to look at a college website#because my fucking brain doesn’t work right anymore#and I have no energy for any actual productive thoughts just stupid fucking fanfiction#Jesus fucking christ I’m sick of it all#I’m tired#I want to delete this fucking blog#it makes me feel fucking stupid
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good lord. iris and cilan’s farewell episode was worse than i remember it being
how the hell do you have padding in the FAREWELL episode
#like. the first 5 minutes are literally a team rocket gag#the bulk of the episode is a generic tr plot that couldve gone to any episode in this season#and also when theyre showing up in the. next. goddamn. episode.#and iris and cilan literally get to kanto and decide to leave and do so in the last 5 minutes#like oh boy we really needed that. in a season that hated using tr for comedy.#like. i get it everyone hated bw when it aired and it was so bad that they had to make xy Like That in return#but they couldnt even give these characters we were following a decent ending?#just one more episode where they dont get any closer to their goals or make natural built up decisions for themselves?#they couldn’t even have the pokemon say goodbye? not even pansage? wasnt axew and scraggys relationship a big deal?#wow the iris and ash breakup episode showed more emotion than this and that was supposed to be petty melodrama#idk. the fact that im watching this immediately after jn’s ending doesnt help#it sucks knowing that bw went out w a whimper bc they were too scared to look like they were proud of it#im glad iris at least got a ton of justice in jn but cilan was left in the dust bad#echoed voice#pokeani lb#anyways. one more episode. im not watching the sub where they show the photo sadly. booooo
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Hey so this happened to come up on my feed seemingly randomly but for once I'm not complaining /enthusiastic because I did in fact have a Wreck it Ralph phase last month! Helped me feel better when house became hostile lol. I wonder if I forgot I had the tags saved or something, cause I don't remember what I did to have this pop up on my dash lol. Sorry for anyone who has to see it, but honestly, this was the best way y'all could've found out, lmao. I have Seen Shit, and I made a Spotify playlist about said shit. It is, mercifully, only 8 songs long lol
Anyway, remember I said "topical times do exist, but never feel embarassed to like something years after everyone else seemingly moved on! It's both valid to grow out of something, as well as valid to keep it in your hearts! I mean, that is the basis of the retro genre after all..."
Happy 10th Anniversary to the movie that fundamentally changed my brain chemistry and made me unbearable to be around in 2012!!! <333
#wreck it ralph#owl city#songs just hit different#and i genuinely cannot explain why#like let's be real#they sound like the absolute worst of pop music#and the haters kinda have a point#but i don't understand what the fans like so#is it just rose-tinted nostalgia?#because if so i think i found my ticket to the guardians of ga'hoole fandom#relatable childhood experiences of people on the internet how i envy you#finally may i find a common experience? of many?#or are y'all just have no excuse fopr yourselves lol#i'm gonna regret this when i find out the reason lmao#'apology post coming in anywhere from a few years to a few weeks lol#depends how long my backlog of hyperfixations ends up being#i still have a few fanfics i've been meaning to read#yes there are fanfics. no you do not want to look them up. fandom's wack#all hail one of the only arguably decent twist villains in disney's roster#all hail the wreck it ralph good guys#i'm gonna make a post about felix sometime because i have thoughts about him#that i haven't seen covered yet#because i did check the character and canon ship tag#very little nuance to be found#at least on the surface#but i 100% get it guys#don't feel bad or like i'm judging you on that front#i see the appeal#but like miguel o'hara and the resident evil mother#i am on the sidelines respectfully cheering y'all on
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Forever torn between “If I get my first F since I was in the fifth grade that might actually be my final straw” and “Omfg I am so beyond giving a fuck at this point leave me alone”
Of course, there’s always a chance I could successfully argue my point that hey, it’s gonna be very unfair if you give me an F for not writing an essay I don’t know how to write. Like, the essay I’ll have to write to be allowed to sit my exam in May is a pain in the ass, but it at least has a structure that is relatively easy to follow. But essays for literature class? They’re actually fucking beyond me. I’ve written like.. three of those in my life, two were bullshitted so completely that in the one based on Hero of Our Time, I said that Pechorin is somehow both a fatalist and NOT a fatalist at the same time and I still have no idea how I got an A for it, and the third took me three tries to do and it still was barely passable. I don’t know how to do them, nobody will fucking EXPLAIN how to do them, and… honestly, I’d much rather take the F and not bother than work my ass off and write something my teacher will ruthlessly pick apart. It’s less humiliating that way
But will my teacher listen to me? Probably not. She low-key hates me anyway
#and I know grades aren’t everything. I know#but at this point.. the fact I’m semi decent at school is the only thing keeping me going#the one thing my dad occasionally praises me for#but I can’t do this. I really can’t. and I don’t fucking know how I’ll manage the rest of my life if I can’t write one essay#I’ve tried and it’s just not working out. at all. it’s all just dry retelling of the plot#I don’t know how to even start analysing it or how to structure it properly#and it’s 1 a.m so I really shouldn’t be doing this now#so….#fuck it. she can do whatever she goddamn wants. I don’t give a shit anymore#they should be grateful I still show up to school and put in at least some effort#because genuinely. I don’t even have the strength for that much nowadays#if I end up killing myself blame my russian/literature teacher#in fact. fucking sue her. статья 110 ук рф. доведение до самоубийства#that’ll avenge me#or maybe I can stop being this fucking dramatic for once? mayhaps??#nia stop it you’re scaring everyone#look I really can’t be bothered with filtering myself anymore#yes. I’m passively suicidal. no I’m not gonna do anything to myself. I have Honey to think about#but certain things and certain people REALLY push me closer to it#but I’ll cry for like an hour. sleep. grit my teeth through whatever I have to do. and then go complain on here#that’s it#even if… nah. not gonna say it#if I start spiralling I’ll just feel even more miserable tomorrow#I should stop rambling and go to bed or smth#not like anyone cares about my whining anyway. if they did they’d do something to help#/not directed at anyone here. more like.. parents. teachers. ministry of education#you know. people I have actual gripes with#the ones who never listen to me and then act surprised when I fail#maybe if they took me seriously. things would be different. better#alas
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I cannot believe rent prices here. What do you mean I’ll pay 700$ for a room. IN AN APARTMENT SHARED WITH 6 PEOPLE.
#And that’s nothing#Compared to Toronto or Vancouver where I’ll probably end up for this whole music production thing#LIKE???#Housing here is unbelievable#I look at renting options daily because I need to get outta here (I just want my own little space to be myself in)#(I crave coming home and being able to turn off)#(Instead of having to remain sociable for family 🙃)#Like you could buy a decent guitar EVERY MONTH for rent prices for a single room. And so many groceries. At least 10 pints of raspberies.
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Facts about your body after you turn 25, AKA things I wish someone had told me:
you will get hair in fun new places. this is normal and fine.
these places include (but are not limited to) if you don't already have them: your asscrack, your back, your ears, and moles. it's fine.
some of you, dick or not, will also lose hair. this is normal, but also if you have ovaries maybe get this checked out for PCOS.
your acne will probably change. some people get better. some people get worse. it's fine.
your nails will probably get an infection or a fungus at least once in your life. this is fine. (but also let your doc know).
how you gain and lose fat and where you do so will change. this is fine.
how you smell will change. this is fine. (fishy or rotten smells mean doctor time though)
if you have a prostate: it gets harder to pee. prostates enlarge as you age (get this checked regularly). this is fine.
if you do not have a prostate: it gets easier to pee but not in a good way. as in as you get older, your pelvic floor muscles tend to lose some of their strength. this makes it harder to keep pee in. this is fine.
all breasts and pectorals eventually sag, with the rest of your body. this is fine.
a decent percent of the population will experience a cyst at least once. some of you will make up for the rest with multiple. this is fine, but keep them checked out by a doctor. (sometimes this is a condition! get checked for that too!)
almost half of everyone gets hemorrhoids. it's a good idea to just expect them since your chances of getting them get higher the older you are. your toilet will look like a murder scene. definitely get your booty checked out BUT this is almost always perfectly normal. just eat more fiber. "but I already-" eat more fiber. and maybe suck it up and buy some hemorrhoid cream, you'll thank me later.
yes, this means you will probably need to make an appointment for a doctor to see your butthole. it's okay. not only do they really not care but 1. they've seen weirder that day and 2. they'd far rather you see them now than later when it's been going on for forty years and now it might be colon cancer. it's okay. consider it a rite of passage.
adults need more sleep than children. don't believe the myth that you need less than they do. that is capitalist propaganda to make you give up more of your life to the work grind, comrade.
vitamins and medicine, something you are more likely to take as you get older, sometimes make the toilet turn weird colors. it's okay.
if you still have your tonsils and get those little stones and get sore throats more than once a year you should plan on getting those suckers out before the tonsils cause an infection and go septic. if you're getting stones at all you should get those reevaluated every year, especially if the stones are bigger than a needlehead (or get bigger over time). it's gross and yucky. I don't care. get them looked at before you end up in the hospital.
you'll probably need to add foot support to your shoes if you don't already do. this is fine.
your body changes. sometimes it can feel sorta weird and upsetting that it isn't what it used to be. that is okay, and it is okay to be upset. just know that this is normal, it's normal to be upset or not upset, but don't let it hinder your quality of life. trans or cis, there is a certain level of acceptance you just gotta give your body and forgive your body for as you get older. it's okay.
it's okay. I promise.
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beating back my own ambitions like look i have a hard enough time reigning in my own ideas dont be pulling this shit
#i am. an ambitious person. who has a general lack of motivation lmao#salty talks#anyways. i wouldnt make this its own post to talk about it but i did come up with a decent visual idea for the bellumbeck fic#NOT the shipfic no its the fic thats like. whats going on during that possession final boss stuff. yknow that subgenre of ph fics#and i want to eventually write that fic so i dont want to like. commit to any visuals that require it to be in a visual medium#but like with the preface that im somewhat into gore and have established the effects possession has on linebeck and how it injures him#and i kinda like the idea of linebeck's irl wounds showing up and being present on his body in the little mental thing where he interacts#with bellum but its never acknowledged like you see it like slights burns on his limbs and just this huge wound on his back#for my self indulgent gore enjoying bone enjoying self i almost want to make it an exaggerated version- like worse than it ends up irl#(ig since at that point in time its just straight up an open wound since it properly cauterizes when bellum is removed)#just leaning into the idea of the whole thing being an uncanny disorienting dreamlike nightmare scenario#his body is reflecting this horrible wound hes gotten and in any other case he would be in agony with the burns n exposed muscle and bone#but within this space he and bellum are it might as well just not exist since neither seem to notice; it's just there#tbh the extent of what the back wound like. is. is something i need to play with more. bc there is some underlying magical supernatural#bs going on with how that actually like. doesnt kill him. i have it somewhere between a burn and a bit of that section of his back torn off#like uhhhh. i said it in a different post like bellum burns (some acid shit i imagine the purple stuff is like acid) into his back and#kinda just establishes a very physical bodily connection rather than anything too magical like the possession is more biological or w/e#which means i need to look more into lingering effects anyways even as just stuff that never goes beyond that initial recovery period#anyways! another chapter of salty lightly describing linebeck gore ideas ive got at least two now
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