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So I have run into an issue MothClan's save data is gone The entire Clan disappeared And I can't download Clangen, so I can't edit code from a new Clan to remake it
So I might have to make up the rest of the plot. I have up to Moon 26, so I have a good amount of plot, but Clangen likely won't be guiding it after that I also am developing the cats and plot further, so things are still being set up. There will be cover-like pages for each reign of leaders too, so I need to make Cloudstar's And I think I'm gonna have these cats live somewhere in Norway, I hope the previous pages aren't against that-
So uh. Yeah It should be fine up until then, and since I'm still setting stuff up I can probably figure it out by the time I get there
If anyone has any advice that would be nice, but I should be fine for a good while
#mothclan's decent#mothooc#clangen#clangen blog#characters should end up having personality soon. so that'll be nice#and each character should end up having at least one interesting thing#and after looking at where I want to put them. yeah some stuff might have to change- I'm putting them in Svalbard so uh yay I think?#uh. because midnight sun#because I had an idea in science#I'll maybe make it important it'll be fiiiine#edit I am probably not putting them in svalbard#augh#I have no idea where to put them tbh
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I found this letter penned by my great-great-grandmother printed in an atheist-feminist-leftist magazine.
Dear Higher Science: It seems that man made Jehovah to endorse the capture system of monopoly and rent extortion, then made Jesus to atone for the theft forced upon the starving slaves that Jehovah ordered bred for exploitation by his āchosen"; and then woman, breeder of the slaves, unpaid -- unappreciated -- but ācursedā by Jehovah, will mix poison cups for Higher Science, because it would pull the ragamuffin Gods to pieces and show up the system which depends on fear of them alone for its continuance. Five hundred dollars per minute to pay preachers to preach the nationās slaves into good natured acceptance of their slavery! Woman stands at the inquisition wheel (worship of personal Gods), and keeps it running without even asking for wages. She grinds out monopoly to crush her boys into prison, her girls into prostitution; then pays the parson for asking idols to āforgiveā the crimes the system forces upon them. What a piece of art (-ifice) the Pentateuch is! How skillfully the web for women is woven. Will woman never wake up? Will the cry of the babes in the streets, in the mills, in the madhouses, wake her?Ā -- Annie Howard Van Horn Hathaway, Montana, September 10, 1906
#rowan's family#feminism#atheism#i'm ... i'm so proud#higher science magazine is kind of a fucking mess#because eugenics was big in leftist circles in those days#but they had a few good ideas in there too#I want this embroidered and framed on my wall
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Reading about William Herschel and his sister Caroline, an accomplished astronomer in her own right. All interesting, but I found particularly of note that, apparently, Caroline and William's wife did not get along and Caroline felt horribly sidelined when her brother married. She felt left out and disappointed that she was not the one running his household anymore, and then even moved out (in anger) because she could not stand the situation.
No idea what/if any of this is true, but boy, does this remind me of someone (and how she is talked about).
#caroline had diaries that she destroyed#so we don't know her thoughts on the subject#but i swear something something the expectations of women and how they perceived their place in the home#and unmarried women running their brother's household feeling rejected when a wife arrives#william herschel#caroline herschel#18th century#btw i also learned that herschel was actually pro frev#but idk how reliable it is#he met naps in 1802 and according to the reports it went well enough but he was not impressed by naps' scientific knowledge#nor his conduct because apparently he only asked herschel to sit while everyone else was standing#and herschel refused to sit#but again no idea what of this is true#history of science
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Guysā¦ I have to go back to schoolā¦ in twelve hours
#I am not okay#Iām taking so many extra classes this year#because it runs on an A/B schedule#and Iām taking my first ever AP#but like itās history so Iām not too worried about that#and I didnāt get one elective that I kind of need for my career choice :/#cause I would really have appreciated it if I had been able to start the course so Iād have enough years left of HS to finish it ._.#oh well#Iām taking the second course for Engineering#and intro to Graphic Design#and Iāve been debating both of those as options for a career#BUT IT WOULD HAVE BEEN NICE TO HAVE A COMPUTER SCIENCE CLASS#this is why class schedules suck#you arenāt guaranteed anything#and it could really screw you over#anyways#maybe if I have less time to write Iāll be more motivated to write#I at least have a few ideas for some fics
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rough germaphobic dust sketch inspired by this post. idk if i cooked here but i did have fun. concept art/ideas under the cut
#skeledoodles#dust sans#utmv#i kinda liked plague doctor dust....#but i think its just cause i like plague doctors in general#plague doctors believed in that smells caused disease#and called it 'miasma'#and in order to counteract it theyd have their own miasma which usually smelled floral#i do NOT think dust would subscribe to miasma theory#because sans is a man of science#but i DO think that#in a world where he did#his miasma would be like. peppery and spicy. idk how to explain it#spicy as in a lot of spices. not like its hot#anyway what im trying to say is that it wouldnt be floral#i kinda liked the full hazmat design ngl#but it felt too on the nose#then again the chosen design is also very on the nose#ignore the other drawing. the third one#that was my initial sketch lmao#i kinda had a rough idea of the design already in my head but#wanted to explore other concepts#and im glad i did because#the final drawing looks way better#OH ALSO#the reason the miasma smoke is blue#is because if mafiatale can have its magical blue cigar smoke#i can have my magical miasma smoke#i think magic can take any form given training and focus. including gas#what effect would the miasma actually have?........ idk lmao its 3am ill think on it tomorrow
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Imagine the chaotic family dinner somehow ends with Lucemond hooking up and Luke gets pregnant, but its a cryptic pregnancy so he shows absolutely no symptoms or signs, flat stomach and all.
He goes into Labor one day during training and everyone including him is just like ātf š§ā
maybe Jace is being hard on him but as soon as his brother falls to the floor in pain heās the main person freaking out. Yelling at their instructor to get a damn maester.
Luke is crowning when he has no choice but to fess up to his night with Aemond. Crying in Rhaenyraās arms because he drank the tea and all but somehow this still happened.
Que Luke begging his parents to not take away his son/daughter whose the picture of old Valyria with silver hair and purple eyes. Corlys is at the bedside assuring Luke that he wonāt allow anyone be a grandfather to this beautiful child but him.
So they all go with the next best plan.
Tell everyone it was immaculate conception.
The whole realm believes it because how else would you explain this babe popping up out of nowhere one day? The prince was seen publicly by so many people throughout the months, someone wouldāve seen the boy sporting a bump.
Even Alicent falls to her knees cause her mind implodes at mere thought that the bastard was blessed by the gods themselves.
Everyone believes it in the end, everyone but Aemondā¦
#i just seen a girl on TikTok talking about her cryptic pregnancy so you know I had to Lucemond it#its a funny as idea because theres a clear science explanation but this is the middles ages so all fingers point back to the gods
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"My God, your entire life rests on how you do in three exams in your last year." My god Siobhan, same. The whole American experience is wild to me, that last year is where you're done with everything. Last year meant everything for our High Schools, where if I failed even one exam I was fucked. I'd have to take an elective year just for the chance of fixing that fuckup. I was one ball of stress throughout that whole fucking year, and then I got math and biology as my exams. I thought I was going to die.
So, I guess, nice (??) to know someone else at the table had the experience of their last year in HS being a nightmare of a time. Also, horrifying. What is up with us Europeans where everything hinges on just a few exams that are randomly selected and can be in your worst subject?
#text_loke#Dimension 20#Siobhan Thompson#Adventuring Party#i got spanish norwegian math biology and history#and in all of them i thought i was going to die#norwegian would've been fin haD IT NOT BEEN TWO EXAMS. TWO. BECAUSE YOU MUST DO IT IN BOTH WRITTEN LANGUAGES#and ONE OF THEM is not my native written one! so it fucking sucks!!#anyway the idea that you have ANY year to chill in HS is foreign to me. the second year is just as important#as you're then deciding what path forward is even possible. and what classes you MUST take your second year#which is how i ended up being forced to take another year of math and biology. because i fucked up and thought i was gonna be a vet#and that meant i needed the math-science focused electives. and the one with more points associated with it#my second year was HELL but my third year was WORSE and i had LESS CLASSES#so yeah. american hs confuses me greatly
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Rough thought to be refined later:
The European and American obsession with STEM education and eradication of arts and humanities education is a form of colonialism and a way to control mass public opinion and ideals.
#I say this because before European intervention#many Arab and Asian societies had intigrated learning models for higher ed#where students would learn arts at the same time as applied maths and scientific methods#and as colonialism tried to enforce the idea of French Spanish and English superiority#they realized that their culture was to be cruel#and for others to suffer#with a rather narrow vocabulary that does not hold a flame to literature from many other cultures#and so in an effort to confront this#instead of trying to convince everyone that their arts were superior#they destroyed ancient arts of other cultures except their own#made that the pinnicale#and then they said that art in a modern world is useless and that the greatest contribution one can make is science#effectively changing the pace of the game and eradicating the value of culture on the world stage#this is in terms of religion too with the emphasis that higher education MUST be secular to be accepted#which is an insult to many Arab and Asian instituons of higher learning who included religious teachings#anyways
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DOCTOBER '24 āøŗ ć 2 / 31 * JULES VERNE ć
August, 1932
āBe careful, Emmett!ā Sarah shouts after her son's back as he races toward the far edge of their property. āIf you start feeling tired, come insideāIāll have refreshments for you.ā
āOkay, mother!ā he shouts back, never once looking over his shoulder.Ā
With a fond sigh and all the confidence in the world her son will, at the very least, limit whatever trouble he gets into to their property line, she disappears back into the house, but not so soon that she almost misses Emmett trip over something unseen and spill the strange assortment of items clutched in his arms all over the yard.Ā
Not even the blistering summer sun and the light sheen of sweat already beading on Emmett's face could dampen the excitement running through his veins.Ā
Halfway into their sizeable backyard, Emmett finally stops, drops to his knees, and sets everything down in his arms with the utmost care, protecting each piece of his critically important equipment so as not to damage them before he could even begin.
The most important piece of equipment, a crude digging apparatus fashioned out of a number of different household utensilsāhis mother had been most displeased at the crime scene that was their dining room table several weeks ago, taken aback by the sight of Emmett surrounded by numerous broken pieces of kitchen equipment and other spare partsāwas given a fond look before he set it down in the grass beside his compass.
The small pack heād slung over one shoulder follows next, and Emmett opens it up, rifling through the contents inside until he pulls out a small lanternāborrowed without his fatherās knowledge from the garageāand a large piece of paper, folded neatly into quarters, albeit wrinkled and yellowed slightly and torn at the edges.Ā
Reverently, as if it contained all of the secrets of the universe within the fibres of its page, Emmett unfolds it, grinning from ear-to-ear. Heād spent weeks looking at maps, going over every inch of their property to recreate their home in exacting detail, puzzling out how to hide the beginnings of his descent from his father so he couldnāt put a stop to his expedition before it even beganāit would all be worth it to see the wonders of the past hidden just beneath their feet, slumbering, untouched by time and human progression and even Father couldnāt deny that once he saw it for himself!āand listing out all the necessary preparations heād need once he made it down there.
Now, everything was in order, and like Professor Lidenbrock and Axel, he, too, would be made privy to the secrets lying in wait deep down in the depths of the planet.
Emmett checks the map, repositions himself and his equipment so heās in the proper marked off starting pointāa circle drawn onto the grass matching that indicated on his mapāand grabs his tools, undaunted by the Herculean task that awaits him.
Itāll all be worth itātheyāll see!
He isnāt sure how long he keeps at itāin this heat and by the exhaustion that creeps its way into his muscles, it feels like hours, but the sun is still high and brutalābut his progress toward the untold mysteries lying in wait at the centre of the earth is pathetic at best. Panting from the exertion and wiping sweat from his brow, Emmett flops onto the ground, staring at the barely forearm-deep hole heās managed to carve out.Ā
The Professor and his nephew had the benefit of descending down an inactive volcano. Had there been any of those closer to Hill Valley, his own journey may have been that much easier, but convincing his parentsāeven his mother, who encouraged his passions and proclivities behind his fatherās backāwould have been near impossible, shut down the moment the words left his lips for being worthless drivel.
Another of his flights of fancy pulling him away from being a good, respectable man in his fatherās eyes.
Emmett looks at the digging apparatus earning a much deserved rest on the grass by his legs and purses his lips thoughtfully. Perhaps the kitchen knives werenāt long enough, werenāt suited for the taskāif he reworked the design, surely he could come up with something better now that he was in possession of this new insight, gleaned only through trial-and-error.Ā
Next time, heād make something better. Next time, heādā
āEmmett, honey, gather up your things and come inside!ā
@bttfdoctober
#back to the future#bttf#bttfdoctober#doctober 2024#i love dearly that interaction between '55 doc and marty in the mines where he's talking about kid him preparing for a journey to the centr#of the earth and i mentioned it on my carrd even so here's a silly little thing where i talk about it just a little bit#fj;asdjf i still feel so damn rusty writing but again that's not stopping me any#emmett and his mum are both lovers of science fiction - he got that from her - but her not to the extent he is#and unlike erhardt she encourages him to pursue his passions in the sciences because it makes him happy and she can already see#that he has both a love and a talent for it and if that's what he wants to do then#well - let him.#i also had so many ideas for jules verne that i didn't know WHERE to start
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when people first meet me and inquire about my studies im generally hit with two different responses, being 1) āwow, thatās an unusual combinationā/āyou donāt see that oftenā/etc. and 2) āyou must be SO smart!ā (or its evil twin, āyou must hate yourself ha-haā), and while the first is obviously a better response than the second, both are kindaā¦awkward to react to.
like? IS it an unusual combination of interests, or is it actually that most institutions make it exceptionally difficult for people to pursue stem and arts concurrently? and that we donāt often talk about the heavy crossover between stem and the arts because weāre so culturally obsessed with this notion that the world is split into Art People and Science People (also known as English People and Math People)?
and how would my interest in a science make me any smarter than someone in my program who chose to pursue a minor in history instead of physics? also, NO, i donāt hate myself. obviously taking stem classes after spending years believing im ānot a math personā has lowered my gpa, but thatās not really something i care about, because at the end of the day i find the subject endlessly fascinating and i enjoy my classes very much, and i get better at math every semester because i have no choice. because itās justā¦a method of communication. itās a language. you practice, you improve - but you have to be consistent and intentional about it. the same way you have to be consistent and intentional about analyzing fictional texts and historical documents.
which is to say that like. you are using the same skills. i tutored a high school student last year who looked at me like i was crazy for saying that close reading a short story is functionally the same as solving an algebra problem. you collect like terms. then you compare and contrast them to make a statement about them - itās human nature to seek refuge in what is familiar even if it is simultaneously traumatic, or x = 2 and y = -2. you can chart it, you can graph it, you can draw it. listen, isnāt there something so inherently beautiful about the word integral? itās something intrinsic, baked into a person or a thing - the fundamental values formed within you by tiny, infinitesimal pieces: moments, experiences - they coalesce into something completely different, but still. you can go back. you can find the pieces. define them, pick them apart, put them together again in new ways. expand them, contract them, equate them to something else just to understand them.
half the study of mathematics is called analysis, for godās sake. what is the study of art if not analysis? is it not the goal of the artist, the writer, to make sense of our place in the world? and is this not what we do in physics, too? look at the world and try to find reason in it? as the poet spends their life trying to make the intangible tangible, the particle physicist attempts to study dark matter. when we form a sentence, we utilize a complex system of equations that are so second-nature to us we donāt even register thatās what weāre doing - but thereās a reason this branch of linguistics is called syntactic calculus.
likeā¦believe me. if you told my teenage self iād be taking calculus-based courses in university, i wouldnāt have believed it. i teach high school students now who tell me they know they arenāt good at english, but it doesnāt matter to them because they do so well in math. and i get it. i do. but itās disappointing, too, because i think my knowledge of math has made me a better reader and writer. and it feels like most people are missing out on that connection, because they feel like itās impossible to make. but any experimentalist can tell you thereās an art to the scientific process. any musician or poet can tell you that great art is dictated by numbers - rhythm, rhyme and metre, all of it. the only group of people as interested in conceptual symmetry as physicists are artists.
anyway, all iām saying is like - one is not more essential than the other, these things are inextricably linked, these things are as fundamental to human existence as breathing. thereās a reason why astronomers defer to shakespeare to name newly discovered bodies in space, you know? we've all gotta learn to love the math in our art and the artistry behind math.
#taylor.txt#anyway i have some profs this semester who really made me feel idk. vindicated in a way#like i get this so often you know? i get Looks i get 'you're crazy' and 'what's wrong with you' (in jest granted but still) ALL the time#so having a professor straight-up say that science is an art? validating!!!!#i think english and physics are extremely compatible subjects because they have a similar goal in a way you know?#and im not a good artist but nothing helped me understand HOW i can be better at drawing than calculus#i never knew how to draw a sphere until i had to put one on a graph of a 3d function yknow? and looking at the numbers that govern it#just made me Understand how it's Supposed To Be. and i think thats kinda cool?#also like. again. LINGUISTICS#and dont think this is like. in any way against the ideas of abstraction and subversion and whatnot in art#chaos right? antimatter? the entire study of quantum mechanics? there are so many parallels to draw#obviously nothing is a 1:1 but i just. art is science science is art and its so fuckin COOL
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fanon craig headcanons because i'm making another one of these despite the fact that i already made 2 (i have chimp brain and i forgot i made 2 already just ssshhhhh)
ok absurdly long title aside. new thoughts about my little scientist man have spawned into my head i need to write them down,,, most of this is projection and very self-indulgent (and very gay) but that's what we do here on this blog babeeyy B) (also i was kind of sleepy while writing this so please excuse any sloppy writing
general headcanons
Craig is on the aroace spectrum, specifically demisexual and demiromantic. throughout his life, he's never really felt the "need" to be interested in other people in any way. he'd never felt attraction to anyone, he'd never really thought about pursuing a relationship with anyone, and the idea of him dating anyone felt foreign and strange to him because he just couldn't see himself doing that, especially not with a random stranger he barely knew. stuff like blind dating confused him. "why would you want to spend your life with someone you barely even knew yet?" was a thought that crossed his mind a lot whenever the topic would come up. for a while, he even considered himself completely aroace because of never feeling attraction to anyone before... that was, until he became close friends with Barry. the build up was gradual, but because of Craig never having been interested in anyone before, he initially didn't really recognise it as attraction until the realisation that he like-liked Barry suddenly hit him like a bag of bricks one day. it was like an instant "ohhh so THAT'S what i'm feeling" moment, followed immediately by panic. he could never let Barry know how he really felt, until it of course accidentally slipped out one day and he was super embarrassed about it until Barry admitted he kinda felt the same way about him, much to his shock (and relief). since then, the two have been dating for a little over a couple of years and have gone through a LOT of adventures with each other, growing closer and closer with every outing.
he's also not really sure what type of person he's attracted to yet. he's guessing he's probably either gay or pan for the time being.
Craig, as i've described before in earlier posts, is on the autism spectrum and was diagnosed fairly young. he ended up being diagnosed with the outdated term 'Aspergers Syndrome', as he was diagnosed well before the removal of Aspergers from the DSM in 2013.
Craig is very introverted. he's not shy per se, but he easily gets overwhelmed and overstimulated when around a lot of people and needs more than a few business days to himself to recharge. Barry, on the other hand, is an extrovert, and so him and Craig's needs often conflict with one another, leading to the occasional boyfriend argument.
Craig has chronic back pain and Vitamin-D deficiency, like most scientists at Legitimate Research. he gets exhausted quite easily and sometimes experiences painful headaches, which makes quite a few of his adventures with Barry a lot more difficult for him.
Craig is partially blind in his right eye due to the explosion that happened in 'Level 2', which ended up with a scar forming down his cornea. Craig never really had the best eyesight to begin with, but due to this incident, he now needs to wear prescription glasses underneath his visor. Barry feels kinda guilty about partially causing this to happen, but Craig has assured him that he doesn't blame him for the explosion damaging his eye and that he was just in the wrong place at the wrong time.
Craig is slightly taller than Barry, being 5''7. for reference, Barry is 5''5.
Craig is quite an ambitious and creative person, especially when he's highly emotional or focused, such as when he's doing anything related to his special interests. this made him a good friend and partner to Toni, who was also an ambitious and creative type, although Toni was quite impulsive and didn't exactly think through a lot of ideas until he was already finished developing and prototyping them. Craig was the anchor to his ship of creative endeavors, as he incorporated a lot more logic and practicality into his ideas.
backstory related stuff
Craig was a high-ranking scientist who worked at Legitimate Research around the same time as Toni and Peter Simpkins. he'd always had an affinity for science and mechanical engineering since he was young, as it was a pretty significant special interest for him. he would enter robotics and engineering classes and clubs during high school, and he eventually achieved so much academically that he ended up getting an invitation to fly overseas to study at a university in Australia, which was supposedly one of the most prestigious universities that offered many science and engineering-related courses (although oddly enough, it seemed to be funded by a "Legitimate Funding Co"). Craig had met Toni at university, the two studying in the same field together. they bonded over their common interests and creative ideas for machines and robots, and they often would spend hours throwing ideas around and developing what would later become some of Legitimate Research's weirder and wackier gadgets. Peter Simpkins was someone Craig met a lot later after getting his rank at LR, and while Craig wasn't as close with him as he was with Toni, he found his more upbeat, laidback and jovial personality to be quite endearing. oddly though, despite how upbeat Simpkins was, he was quite secretive about himself. Craig never really knew Simpkins that well before his untimely passing, which would happen only a few years later Craig and Toni became employees at LR.
when the news of Simpkins' death hit the high ranking scientists of Legitimate Research, it hit them hard. Toni was the most heartbroken and was utterly crushed with the guilt that something he had worked on directly resulted in the careless demise of his friend. not only that, but Toni had just been let go by the company within the same week following the failures of his experiments, which absolutely broke him. Craig, who was also grieving the loss of a fellow coworker, had attempted to provide some sort of comfort to Toni, trying to convince him that it wasn't completely his fault and that he'd never meant for it to happen, but it backfired incredibly badly, resulting in the grief-stricken scientist lashing out and breaking apart their friendship. Craig never saw or heard from Toni ever again since that day.
also: it's not exactly clear when and where Simpkins died canonically in Jetpack Joyride's story. it's said on the Legitimate Scientists' bio image that he died during the development of Mr. Cuddles, so it can be assumed he probably died when the 'Robot Bird' rock opera took place. Craig and Toni became scientists at Legitimate Research a few years before Barry discovered the laboratory, and everything went down a few weeks after Barry's first break-in.
i haven't fully crafted this part yet, but because of Simpkin's death and the incident pretty much breaking apart Craig's entire social circle, he decided to take leave and even considered resigning indefinitely. he felt as though the joy he'd once had for developing machinery had been fizzled out, and he was still just beginning to process everything that had happened. he'd planned to send out goodbye letters to his fellow coworkers, pack up everything he had brought over from university and stay back with his family throughout the grieving process.
this would never end up happening.
Professor Brains was overtaken by rage following the death of his closest friend, his decisions becoming much more rash, destructive and uncaring than before. much like Craig was an anchor to Toni, Simpkins was an anchor to Brains' more evil tendencies, and without him, he began to spiral into villainy. he developed a strict and harsh system of employment, having it be absolutely mandatory for every single non-clone employee to have their memories and names wiped, effectively brainwashing them and forcing them to be his slaves. Craig, unfortunately, happened to be one of the unlucky few to become a test subject to this system. almost every piece of identifying information about him was erased, including the memory of Toni, Simpkins' death and the aftermath (it was to prevent any free will from Craig), and he was booted down to being a regular blue-glove scientist (i like to think the gloves have meaning like the stripes) (they're like uniform colours and badges having separate meanings in star trek).
Craig's initial memory erasure lead to him developing an unhealthy habit of erasing any and all bad memories going forward as a sort of trauma response to something that was no longer accessible to his brain. the trauma imprinted on him before he could even process that he'd went through trauma at all, so now he just has this bad habit he can't remember the origin of.
potential story beats and headcanons related to that
i want Craig to have a character arc where he finally becomes more brave and action-oriented, standing up for himself more against the villains and even kicking ass in a few fights.
i also think a story where Craig becomes absolutely enraged at the sheer extent of Legitimate Research's unethical memory-wiping practises and how his life had practically been taken away from him with the promise of a good career doing something he'd love, by taking advantage of his gullible nature and eagerness to please authority. he and Barry hatch a plan to take over the entire establishment, free all the scientists and turn it into a sort of scientific haven for developing technology that would enhance the world, rather than technology made for evil.
with this revelation, Craig would go by two names, being his original one and the one Barry gave him, as he views the name Barry gave him as a symbol of rebellion. (i haven't decided on what his OG name would be yet,,, i'm bad with names lmao)
Craig kinda gets carried away with this idea though, and it doesn't get idealised until much later in the story where he takes a step back and reflects on his actions, admitting to Barry that maybe he was swinging too much in the direction of impulsivity from the inner need to be a more brave and active person.
also. i want a really super exquisitely gay scene where, probably around the middle of Craig's becoming more confident arc, he finally reveals his face to Barry. it's a slow scene. the two are resting somewhere outside, watching the stars together. they've been silent for a while, just admiring the twinkling sky in peace, before Barry looks over at Craig and notices he's looking a little pre-occupied with something to the point of nervousness. he's fidgeting with his hands and seems pretty uneasy. Barry asks him what's bothering him, and Craig's a little hesitant to answer. "Barry, I... I need to show you something". they get up and move to a nearby hill (i always picture this taking place on a hill), before Barry once again asks him what's going on. Craig explains that the two have been dating for such a long time by now, and their three year anniversary is coming up soon. he mentions that something really big and important has been bothering him for such a long time, only becoming more and more bothersome with each month that passes in their relationship. it's gotten to the point where he feels guilty that, despite how close they've become, he's essentially kept himself locked away behind a hazmat suit visor for so long out of his own selfish insecurities. if he doesn't do this now, he'll never be able to do it ever. taking a deep breath, he slowly pulls off his helmet, Barry staring with intense anticipation.
and there he was, fully unmasked, fully revealed to what felt like the whole world. and it was incredible. messy blond hair that was modest and reserved, yet ever so slightly daring in its flow. jade coloured eyes that caught the twinkling light of the stars perfectly. his scar, his nerdy little glasses that were taped together, everything about him, all of it took Barry's breath away. "I'm, uh... Sorry if it's not what you expected, Barry." Craig bashfully apologised, making to turn his head away, but the gentle touch of Barry's hands stopped him before he could. "Craig", he began, a big, gleeful grin forming on his face. the scientist could've sworn Barry's eyes were starting to become wet with tears as he continued to speak. "You're just as beautiful as I imagined."
they get married on the spot after that /j
also i got a little bonus headcanon/story thing that i was writing in the tags but couldn't fit in!!! it's related to the apple experiment he was doing during the Halfbrick Multiverse Madness events.
it's not really explained in the JJ2 canon as to why Craig is experimenting with this apple and why it works the way it does, so i'm putting my own explanation to it in this fanon. now i believe the Halfbrick Multiverse Madness came out before Nixie's boss was added??? i think??? i don't exactly remember when everything came out, but even if it was added after her appearance, i'm still going to have this experiment take place before Barry defeats all the main bosses and then have it come up again after he defeats them.
i just thought of a way i could implement this story beat happening in the background of the main story before it starts to become more of a central point again. like, maybe Barry, Betty and Robo Barry were all having a celebration for defeating all the bosses and the sectors, but Craig seems to be quite preoccupied and dissociated from everything going on around him because now he has more time to think about and develop the apple, and he just can't shake the thought that he's missing something very integral to his memory. Barry notices this odd behaviour, but he reckons he should wait until after the party's finished to ask Craig what's up. it starts to get very late into the night, and the party begins to quiet down. Barry figures that this is the perfect time to check up on Craig, but when he goes to look for him, the scientist has already disappeared. Barry becomes increasingly more concerned and decides to leave to go look for him at the lab. "Maybe he's just tired tonight," he thinks, but there's a pit in his stomach telling him that something's wrong, he just knows it. without turning back to tell his friends where he's going, he rushes outside and straps on his jetpack, flying over to the lab as quick as he can.
Barry dashes to Craig's laboratory room and pushes the door open, being met with a startled Craig who was hunched over his desk and seemed to be working on a blueprint of some sort. one of the papers he was working on flies off the desk with his startled movements, and Barry goes to pick it up. he asks Craig if he's okay and that he was acting a little strange earlier, and Craig quickly stands up from his desk and awkwardly brushes his odd behaviour off as having important scientific research to do that just couldn't wait, taking the blurprints back from Barry. the jetpacker in question suspiciously raises an eyebrow. he isn't convinced. "You don't sound too sure about that, mate." he says. "Why'd you wait until so late into the night to work on this thing? Are you hiding something?". Craig gets more frustrated with Barry's questioning, his tone quickly becoming more snappy and irritated. "Barry, this is very important work. I'm fine." He turns back to his desk, reaching for a white pencil so he can get back to working on his blueprints, but he's stopped when Barry pushes him once again. "Listen, Craig, I just think you're acting a bit--" "I'M COMPLETELY FINE, OKAY!? Quit prodding at me so much and let me get back to my work!"
Barry's expression falters, looking even more worried than he was before. Craig is immediately hit with a twinge of guilt, and he apologises. "Look, I-I'm sorry Barry, I'm just... I really need to get this done. This is really important to me and... Brains needs these blueprints in by tomorrow." he felt absolutely horrible lying to Barry like that, but he just couldn't bring himself to tell him what was really going on. Barry nods, before apologising himself.
"... Yeah, I get it. Sorry about that, I'll stop pushin' you about it. It's just that... I'm worried about you Craig, that's all." Barry's voice became more gentle and convicted as he spoke. Craig didn't respond. Barry smiled and placed a hand on his shoulder and gave it a gentle pat, shaking the scientist a little. "You take care and get some sleep, okay? G'night, Craig."
"... 'Night, Barry." Craig mustered as Barry walked out the door, closing it behind him. the scientist sighed, slumping back down at his desk, quietly fidgeting with his pencil. A wave of exhausted determination washed over Craig as his eyes scanned over the incomplete blueprints. he just needed to get this done, and then he could finally rest.
ignore the fact that this became a complete fanfic at the end lmao. these are my ideas and headcanons for what i want to do with my fanon Craig and i think they're intriguing enough to possibly develop into a full-fledged story :D there are so many possibilities to explore with him and i just find him to be an interesting little specimen to think about and rotate in my head like a 3d object looll
#jetpack joyride#jetpack joyride 2#craig the scientist#fanon!craig the scientist#so sorry there are so many craig headcanon posts lmaooo#there's like two of them...#also i gave craig a slight redesign too#it's not much i just changed his hair a bit cause i didn't like how it looked before#made him a bit taller looking too#also slightly unrelated but toni is toni's original name#as he never went through the memory erasing process to forget it and get a nickname instead#toni will be important to craig at some point in my wacky little story my brain is making#i like the idea of him helping craig overthrow legit research but he ends up manipulating his emotions to do it#and he tries to make craig turn on barry because he has a grudge against him for partially causing his downfall#i like the idea of toni creating secret technology to use to control craig or something when the plan goes awry#because craig won't betray barry so he has to make him do it through force#and that's a part of why he had disappeared for so long. he was making stuff and planning revenge#so many ideas are just spawning out of nowhere right now......#i think one of my favourite headcanons from here is craig's backstory with toni and his memory erasing being a bad habit induced by trauma#they're the most interesting out of the bunch to me and they'd be cool to expand on#and the apple experiment one of course#also like the idea of craig turning LR into a sort of medical science development centre. i like the idea of him becoming a doctor#my headcanons#fanon
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I'm about to throw all my academic values overboard to get this fucking article done
#linguistics are my enemy#not because I don't like the subject#I'm just........ so much less at ease with this than with literary sciene oh my god#I'm so glad I can mostly focus on lit in the future but let me tell you these few linguistics articles I have/had to do have really brought#me to my limit#and I thought I was already fed up and not giving a shit when I did that one article in summer... oh I had NO IDEA how much less of a shit#was capable of giving!!!#the thing is.... I think objectively I'm still? idk not the worst I could technically be doing#like there ARE people who straight up... idk don't even try to have a research question or who don't read more than a handful or articles b#t ugh#I like academic writing so much and I love putting in the work and I love actually getting into the reseach and finding the most important#texts and writing a balanced and well researched article but ugh..... I just feel like I keep reaching my limits with linguistics#and this time is worse than the others because this topic is SO FAR from being standardized and all I can do is ???? mention that there's#like a hundred different models and then just??? choose one and go with it? which is so fucking unsatisfying#but I swear... everybody in this field is just making up a new model that's just different words for the same thing (and not in the /normal#way that science /always/ is about making up a new model. no. this time they are very unnecessarily making up new models)#ugh. everything about this sucks#I should've chosen a different seminar I should've chose a different topic and I especially should've written more of this in summer when I#technically still had a little more time#sorry for blowing up your dash with complaints this festive season lol. I am just having a time (TM) with the different writing tasks on my#hands and I need a place to vent I guess#simon.out.#sounds so drastic btw I'm not about to cheat or plagiarize or anything but I'm about to do so much less of a proper work than I ever wanted#to allow myself to do. cherrypicking and all.
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me: why donāt I remember some things
also me: OH YEAH L TAKES OVER FOR LIKE 87% of EVERYTHING
#-pop#L save me. Save me L. L save me.#she knows how to do maths and wonāt tell me#and like so much other things the skills I have learned are writing related and herās are maths and science and shit#and she takes notes. She actually fucking takes notes. Unlike me who does not#she basically did most of all the highschool equivalent stuff. And proto-pop did some (before me and poppie split)#poppie took all the maths with her. Freaking why. I had to relearn most of it from scratch iugviuvvhiuuivh#my skills are like so unrelated to anything useful lol#L knows how to fence. How to kinda write? Not really. she can read really well and is good at maths. She also is very practical and pragmat#She also NEVER swears. Even Under penalty of death. her honor would be ruined if she did#You look at her and sheās this bright person who just wants to do things#it was mostly her idea for the whole drafting stuff. Anyway so far we are all on board#Itās fun honestly building houses is fun. I like all the writing parts and doing all the material picking#and writing. I love writing#she would rather cry#itās why I took over for most of it smh and then I struggled because I donāt take notes bc I donāt need to#L loves to leave me with the parts she just doesnāt wanna do and then I HAVE TO DO IT when she could have just fucking wrote some shit and-#been done 4 months ago
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I was always under the impression that you are Dutch.... Succesful dutchification
ah huh! i have fooled another one (jk jk).
i am not, i am very much still a humble australian, last time i checked. and unless this ancestry dna test on my desk proves anything otherwise, i remain very much Not Dutch.
#i do think something to note is i have never actually um. claimed to be dutch.#people have always just assumed !?#i am Never beating the allegations people are shocked when i say im not dutch#my dutchification actually intrigues me and i think it should be studied for science#like i fully understand that the netherlands is a Choice but here is my bed i made so i will go and sleep in it#there is a reason i keep that ask pinned on here.#even when i let my mutual who knows who she is read goud i mentioned how i avoided mentioning anne-fleur and merel's high school years#like in depth. bc like. i dont know and thats complex and i could research it but its better not to#it also means i would have had to choose what high school type they went to like ? i have an idea but i didnt wanna do that#anyways long story short she was like to me 'yeah i think you know more than you let on based on this alone'#even though i avoided it because ... i didnt really#anyways idk why thats relevant right now but it came to my mind#but i think that alone is also a sign of success n the dutchification department#now all i need to do is get back into learning dutch and we swell.#also funny is that i can pinpoint the start of my dutchifcation to 2020 and now its been weird to see a bunch of joost fans#essentially go through what i did#i see my past self in some of them. its weird#thanks for the ask i chuckled
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maybe i should have gone into practical effects instead of computer science...
#when i was in middle school i used to use red and black pens + spit for blending to make it look like the backs of my hands were torn open#i can't believe it's almost 4am. i just spent 5 hours typing up an essay about MM's erik that i just fuckin privated bc i was embarrassed#AND I STILL NEVER SPELL HIS NAME RIGHT THE FIRST TIME AAAAAAAA#i was right but im going to save all my points for the fanfic im currently planning out and promptly NEVER GOING TO ACTUALLY WRITE#I say shoving my plans for my h2o s3 rewrite off the table#yes i skipped from s2 to s3 i had a BRILLIANT idea [season 3 h2o spoilers ahead be wary my mutuals who are still watching]#okay so you know how lewis goes to the american institute of marine bio in the middle of 3? since this is tied to my s2 rewrite fic i wante#to actually finally reasonably re-introduced dr denman to the story because i never liked that she just fucked off at the end of s1#despite WITNESSING the moon pool magic. so i made it so she runs into lewis while doing a presentation for the college and they have a chat#(because her JAW paper plays an important part in my s2 rewrite bc i imagine lewis is the kind of guy who SAYS he deleted every copy of#it... but ACTUALLY he secretly printed himself out a copy to study in private to compare to his own notes bc#[lewis voice] come *on* guys just THINK of the progress that he could make with this! [grabby hands in front of chest])#so yeah they have a chat and Linda kind of gives Lewis the opposite dilemma in s3 that Louise gives him in s1 about science and magic#since SHE knows about the moon pool and has been biding her time and she knows Lewis knows and Lewis is like ah... uh oh.#it will eventually tie into the idea it's not about forcing science and magic together or separating them#its abt respectfully and responsibly utilizing both to see their fullest potential. which lewis learned in s2 and Linda has... not.#BUT#later on she gets a call from 1 (one) ryan who is like 'hey so i heard u did environmental studies on mako for dr bennett a couple years ag#and i was wondering if you've seen anything weird there as im currently doing a-' and she's immediately like 'YOU SON OF A BITCH IM IN'#and he's like 'wha-' and she's like 'i have already booked my plane tickets we're going to have a great time we have lots to talk about :)'#and wheeee now they have someone who knows about mermaids on their team and it's the perfect way to bring lewis back to relevancy in s3 :D#it also gives me reason to have two bad bitches (linda and sophie) meet and get to know each other which is not a dynamic ive seen in#any of the H2O fics i've ever read so im very hyped to delve into how they'll play off each other#also charlotte is there so technically three bad bitches (only in my au Charlotte never lost her tail and is part of the gang she just move#because she felt like she needed to leave to really be able to find herself without being in her grandmother's shadow but she comes back bc#well... it's season 3 mako is sounding the fucking emergency alarms everyone is showing up sdkghkfjhg)#im also so so so hyped to show u guys who's coming back in the s2 rewrite because it ISNT denman and i think everyone thinks it will be :3c#(i said she when telling ppl to look forward to a familiar face... but can u blame me for getting hype she's one of my favorite characters!#i love u H2O#cruddy rambles
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though, it was already obvious that my perception of canon was fucked up the moment i called ansem seeker of darkness a fucking test tube freak.
#robo ramble#this isnt even like a āoh this used to apply to canon but is now outdatedā moment#NO. this shit was never the case to begin with#it was just a misconception i had that i am now rolling with. because i think its funny.#dont put emblems on heartless who werent the product of fucked up experimentation or i will start calling them test tube freaks#hope this helps .#OK BUT IN SERIOUSNESS. ermm im trying to fuck around with this idea because i think there are interesting things that can come out of it#like ansem essentially being created as an immortal successor to xehanort. a heartless with a will of its own.#and āhe does his cute and fucked up science yaayy#xehanort doing this because one day even terras body will get old and die.#ansem and xemnas being xehanorts awesome successors. something something the line where#xemnas says that he went further than diz ever could with his research#ok so do you get why im like this now. its both funny AND genuinely interesting. to me.
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