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Suļæ¼ļæ¼cks that the least filtered selfies Iāve ever taken donāt show my facial scars at all
#at least in the last few years#I have a very prominent scar in the middle of my forehead and a smaller one on my lower right (? my right) lip#I just took em normal on my phoneā¦#you can see all my zits and blemishes but not my scars that I earned from being silly#I donāt have any of my old selfies either ahhhh
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(looks at upcoming card releases)
I'm in danger :)
#art#twisted wonderland#twisted wonderland spoilers#stage in playful land#stage in playfulland#smoking#my favorite horrible crime guys are back!!!!#(my hot take is that glomas had a better story but these goobers were just SO fun)#(they should be allowed to kidnap and murder(?) at least a few dozen people. as a treat.)#man i knew there was probably going to be a fellow card and yet i still did a bad job of saving my keys#and there's this year's halloween to think about too!#normally i try to avoid leaks and spoilers but i did accidentally see some stuff and if it's real then holy SHIT#on the other hand fellow attacks by basically throwing gidel at people and i desperately need this on my team#regardless of whether or not the card is actually any good#(if they change the animation to remove gidel i am going to RIOT it needs to be either exactly the same or EVEN SILLIER)#actually it would be hilarious if their stats were terrible. just the worst. and yet...#grown man and his kid with a hammer vs a bunch of teen wizards who can shoot fire#the results may shock you#(if they do the same duos-with-the-last-release as they have been with the staff cards then i will absolutely lose it)#(please twst. it would so useless to me but SO funny)#fellow: it's showtime rollo! :)#rollo: who are you
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People ask me sometimes how I'm so confident that we can beat climate change.
There are a lot of reasons, but here's a major one: it would take a really, really long time for Earth to genuinely become uninhabitable for humans.
Humans have, throughout history, carved out a living for themselves in some of the most harsh, uninhabitable corners of the world. The Arctic Circle. The Sahara. The peaks of the Himalayas. The densest, most tropical regions of the Amazon Rainforest. The Australian Outback. etc. etc.
Frankly, if there had been a land bridge to Antarctica, I'm pretty sure we would have been living there for thousands of years, too. And in fact, there are humans living in Antarctica now, albeit not permanently.
And now, we're not even facing down apocalypse, anymore. Here's a 2022 quote from the author of The Uninhabitable Earth, David Wallace-Wells, a leader on climate change and the furthest thing from a climate optimist:
"The most terrifying predictions [have been] made improbable by decarbonization and the most hopeful ones practically foreclosed by tragic delay. The window of possible climate futures is narrowing, and as a result, we are getting a clearer sense of whatās to come: a new world, full of disruption but also billions of people, well past climate normal and yet mercifully short of true climate apocalypse. Over the last several months, Iāve had dozens of conversations ā with climate scientists and economists and policymakers, advocates and activists and novelists and philosophers ā about that new world and the ways we might conceptualize it. Perhaps the most capacious and galvanizing account is one I heard from Kate Marvel of NASA, a lead chapter author on the fifth National Climate Assessment: āThe world will be what we make it.ā" -David Wallace-Wells for the New York Times, October 26, 2022
If we can adapt to some of the harshest climates on the planet - if we could adapt to them thousands of years ago, without any hint of modern technology - then I have every faith that we can adjust to the world that is coming.
What matters now is how fast we can change, because there is a wide, wide gap between "climate apocalypse" and "no harm done." We've already passed no harm done; the climate disasters are here, and they've been here. People have died from climate disasters already, especially in the Global South, and that will keep happening.
But as long as we stay alive - as long as we keep each other alive - we will have centuries to fix the effects of climate change, as much as we possibly can.
And looking at how far we've come in the past two decades alone - in the past five years alone - I genuinely think it is inevitable that we will overcome climate change.
So, we're going to survive climate change, as a species.
What matters now is making sure that every possible individual human survives climate change as well.
What matters now is cutting emissions and reinventing the world as quickly as we possibly can.
What matters now is saving every life and livelihood and way of life that we possibly can.
#hope my reasoning here makes sense#idk I'm just a person who does a lot of research and posting talking about my take on things#I'm not any kind of Real Authority#but still#and for what it's worth the climate and climate transition data I've been following DOES make me confident in this conclusion#I struggled with the line between recognizing the very real damages of climate change#especially on the global south and especially in the last few years#and focusing on the positive instead of regaling you all with depressing situations#especially when there is so much amazing work being done throughout marginalized countries and marginalized groups#literally if rich countries just paid climate reparations and did actual decolonization/landback#a lot of communities could sort out the shit they need to sort out themselves#and/or in alliance and solidarity with each other#or at least most of the things they need to sort out!!#cough anyway#climate change#climate action#climate emergency#climate crisis#global warming#climate solutions#hope#hope posting#not news#me
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I finished my second quilt! It's for my grandma :)
Like the first quilt I made, I just used charm packs - bundles of pre-cut fabric squares with patterns that go well together.
I used two charm packs (5" squares, not 10") from Fat Quarter Shop. Would recommend! Not expensive, lots of pretty packs, and fast shipping. The light blue and light maroon border and back are just whatever Joann printed cottons, and the binding is plain black cotton.
Using charm packs definitely made this project pretty easy. Just arrange the squares in a pretty pattern and sew them together (well, there are smart ways of doing that, and owning an iron is highly recommended, but whatever). I hand-sewed the binding this time. It was actually way easier and faster than I thought it would be.
#quilting#sewing#crafting#speaks into the void#i need to get pictures of my first quilt#my mom has it stored away somewhere because she doesn't want to use it because it'll get dirty >:(#she should use the nice thing i made!#but maybe she doesn't use it because it reminds her of dad... i made it for him when he was dying in the hospital earlier this year#he did love that thing for the last few weeks of his life at least#and now my grandma is probably dying š#i need to stop making quilts for dying people#my next one is planned for my mom and i don't think she's actively dying yet so hopefully that'll break the trend
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One of those aus where Starscream defects from the decepticons to the autobots in order to play spyā but the more he stays here the more he realizes he might actually prefer being an autobot
Does he get a redemption arc? A little bit
A little bit not though :)
#transformers#maccadam#Starscream#is he still an asshole? yes#but one can become an asshole who does good#''i bet you twenty shanix he goes back by the end of the week'' ''really? i bet you he lasts at least a month''#THREE MONTHS LATER#FOUR YEARS LATER#THIRTEEN YEARS LATER#TWO DECADES LATER#you get what i mean?#him initially being a spy is non-negotiable though#extra points if this is a continuity where Starscream is often especially loud about his plans and opinions like in g1#does he try to take over the autobots for himself a few times? yes#but like. that's proof he intends on staying an autobot right?
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āI think I have to climb to the top of the hill if I wanna see what's going on on the other side...ā
Drew this through tears as an acceptance that Ojima will be the killer of this chapter and that heāll die and Iāll never see him again.
Vent/rant under cut
āāā Iām actually crying right now while writing this. I canāt see any other possibility where Ojima isnāt the killer. Just everything story wise and plot and symbolic wise makes sense. Heās already the prime suspect with his shaky alibi, him going to the medbay at midnight, the blood on Hiroakiās bed where he slept for the night, his strange disassociating more than usual.Ā
At this point thereās so much evidence pointing towards Ojima being the one who killed Chiba Iām already grieving his inevitable death this trial. Just, even with the parallels between him and Chiba with the story time episode where he wrote a childrenās book with her, hence the text in the art referencing that. And how that one time he talked during his dissociative haze he said the exact words that Chiba said to him while writing the book. I can only think of this as Ojima in shock with how he killed her. Thereās also their parallels as well with both having sorts of age regression and coping by living through a childish fantasy lens. Itād be so sad thinking how that could be symbolic of Ojima killing a perception of himself. And with Ojima being a childrenās book illustrator who had his childhood taken away from him and Chiba looking like a child and having a similar form of regression I canāt imagine how tragic this story would play out through with the trial.Ā
I really thought Ojima would have more time as I felt itād be inevitable weād get a breakdown scene with his PTSD and learning more about that story, but with how things are going I could imagine that happening during the trial. God I donāt even wanna imagine how his execution would be if it goes the route on playing up his trauma, these killing game staff are sadists and I could completely imagine them doing that, especially with the mention of working on the execution in the staffside.
Iām also in absolute tears over his relationship with Hiroaki. Justā¦ purple is so devastating with the likely idea that Ojima is the killer, and even imagining if he already killed at that time. Them sharing an intimate moment and Hiroaki confessing how heās so reliant and attached to him and how theyāre basically codependent, and as well with how heās almost finished the drawing for Ojima. When heās the killer heāll never be able to show it to him and heāll have absolutely no one by his side anymore who cares about him or even loves him. It would be the most heartbreaking thing ever.
Ojima is such an incredibly amazing character like Iāve never seen before I canāt prepare for him to be the chapter 2 killerā¦ he wouldāve gone too early and Iām such despair. Iāll never be able to see him again in the series, heāll never speak again Iāll never be able to get exited whenever an episode pops up in a thumbnail heāll never dissociate again heāll never be funny and sassy again heāll never help Hiroaki to open up again heāll never have a hilariously gay moment with Hiroaki again. Heās lived 16 years of his life going through the worst abuse a human could face, only for when he escapes to be dragged into a killing game and forced to commit a murder of someone who shares so much similarities with him. Iām already feeling the effects of his death a week before it happens and Iād rather fall into despair than yearn for hope only to have it taken away from me. I canāt imagine how Iāll be able to watch tetro with Ojima gone forever. I have been crying the entire day over this and my tears are making this hard to write.
#Tetro danganronpa pink#tetro danganronpa#tetro pink#tetro danganronpa pink spoilers#tetro danganronpa spoilers#fanganronpa#ojima takeshi#tw pink blood#how in only a span of a couple months can I love a character as much as Ojima#It was his birthday just a few days ago he shouldnāt be repaid with the likelyhood of killing someone then being executed#The trial hasnāt even started yet Iām grieving so hard#I know I shouldnāt be this upset over a fictional character#Last time this happened was two years ago#but at least if anything this shows the testament to how absolutely amazing of a story tetro danganronpa pink is#And how much I want to repay my love to the series and the characters
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just a girl and her dog that mightve been taken from a dead guy(?)
#idk i dont remember. i think unity has a different ot though ? maybe . i know at least a few of her pokemon do#tiempa aegislash..........#anyways melia scibble with her shiny dog. because im trying to get a shiny dog in blaze black 2. like an idiot.#started this run last year btw. yes im doing all shinies#not a good idea even with the vastly reduced odds#ive been in this cave for so long......... ive phased 4 times.... im really not cut out for shiny hunting i have no patience#we move though#pokemon rejuvenation
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FIC: BEFORE THE ENDING, A DANCE the quarry | travis/laura | work-in-progress | pacific rim AU
The day after the kaiju attack on Anchorage, Laura Kearney has her first drift compatibility trial with her partner. It doesnāt go well.
Seven years after the apocalypse begins, Laura Kearney enlists in the Jaeger Academy on Kodiak Island. There, she meets Travis Hackett, her instructor and a retired Jaeger ranger. To achieve her dream of piloting a Jaeger, Laura must find a drift-compatible partner. It's just not as easy as she thinks.
#travis x laura#hackearney#travis hackett#laura kearney#the quarry#hackearney fanfiction#my writing#i am so sorry this is not an update of bite the hand buuut i have an almost fully drafted fic instead#that will definitely by finished by the end of the year?? honestly i'm hoping i finish these last couple chapters in a couple weeks#i've got some runway for at least a few regular updates until then#also sorry about the blurry cap for siobhan i tried my bestttt#i told myself i would never write anything but canonverse AUs for the quarry (unless it was for a request) and now well. here i am.#first cap from seaquest; second from pacrim; third from tracker#sometimes i make things
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I made a meme
#Itās like one psychic blow after the other i stg#I have been injured terribly these last few weeks#OFMD#WWDITS#good omens#at least with good omens the story will finish in a good place hopefully and it wonāt be for another few years
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aloy despite the nora
#horizon forbidden west#hfw#aloy#mark of pride#i don't think i have the time/energy to do pride paint shots every day this year lmao *sob*#but here are some i never used from my favorite photoshoot from last year :)#i'm sure i'll have a few new ones at least!#<3 you everyone
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WELL, YA GURL FUCKED UP
My ipad is trash, icloud is now on my shit-list, and I think I'm gonna cry.
I just lost all of my files on Procreate. All of my artwork, brushes, WIPS, and the next four parts to my Undercover Angel AU.
Fuck my life
#hahah gonna go throw myself into a pit#its fine#no its fine really#it was just all the artwork I had for the last two years#siiigh#I do have quite a few of them saved in my discord#my favorites at least#but still#fuck my life#FUCK MY LIFE#I had so much in there#I had so many things I was working on#FUUUUUUCCCCKKKKK#šµ i am in misery šµ#šµ there ain't no body who can comfort for me šµ#AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#š¤¬#š#Husk voice: I lost the ability to love ten minutes ago#FUCK YOU IPAD#AND YOU ICLOUD#AND YOU PROCREATE FOR NOT HAVING A FUCKING BACK UP SYSTEM FUUUCK#im in such distress#I think im in the throes of Lucifer depression
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hellooooo. It's time to clear out my closet and take care of summer expenses while I continue my excruciating job hunt. It's an art sale post! šØ I have 20 original pieces of art for sale. This includes 5" wood cuts and small canvases that are 6x6 and go up to 12x12. Price: I have name-your-own-price on many canvases because I want people to have pretty things! Other canvases and woodcuts are $30-$100. Have a look and see if anything strikes your fancy! Currently shipping US only unless otherwise discussed - please DM me on tumblr or discord if you're outside the US and find something of interest and we can work out shipping. -> ko-fi gallery š¼ļø
-> my redbubble store has all of my previous artwork if you're in the mood for stickers or notebooks.
Reblogs and tips are greatly appreciated. ā¤ļø ko-fi | redbubble | @snowpinecone | #artdora
#artdora#my art#acrylic art#artdora shop boost#the job hunting process has been so exhausting esp the last few months#i meant to make this post like a week and a half ago but at least i finally did it wheeee#been handwringing about how to write and format this post for tumblr. like i've never written an art sale post before#i've written like sixteen dozen of them over the years on all other platforms#idk why the brain has been so resistant to posting art here#probably cause it's not fanart#but also probably cause of the burnout. everything is hard#but i always turn back to art when i need to remember to breathe and focus again
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classes are over
#the exhaustion from last semester is starting to hit full force#it may be a WHILE before I feel like so much as picking up my pen again#on the bright side i finally bucked up and bought a new tablet#my current one is a year away from being a decade old and its startin to show its age#so we'll see#im not sure how ill feel but i know i need a few days at least where i dont think about drawing
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Bam bing bong, summary of my doodles in 2024
#what a year#ive never compiled it neatly before#i was gonna wait it out cuz i havent finish my Christmas pieces yet but im also like ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh fuck it so yeah hehe#this year Iāve expanded my socials to bluesky and instagram#Iāve always did two collabs this year which is still wild to me (im planning to do more next year hopefully)#(if my social anxiety can just get over it)#in tappyās voice: gomz no balls#i also need to do more color piece#launching āļø this year has helped to do that#to do at least one colored piece each month#i have a video of me going thru my doodles from January to December in the works but i think i might not able to finish it on time#weāll see#still gotto tackle the last few āļø requests after con#this year Iāve drawn a lot more Price!! thatās why heās the main character this year#i would put Raven but sheās always a main so#im really happy to have found a nice chibi style and stick with it#consistency is always a struggle for me esp with my non chibi style#some of what i drew this year was awful HDJSHSHS but its nice seeing progress#December suit Price is my proudest non-chibi work and I wish to continue that style next year#moving forward I want to continue to improve and do better but also take it easy#burnt myself out too many times this year due to drawing nearly every day + stress + uni#stress management plan is needed but i SUCK at it#me as a pharmacy student counselling patients [it is important to try to relax and manage stress properly]#what a joke JDJDHDHHD#at least my blood pressure readings stabilized finally on gawd it was on the borders for a few months#itās been a fun year and Iāve made a lot of new friends too#drabbled in a few fandom and community here and there#thank you for having me everyone :)#gummmyart#art summary 2024
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okay, when was someone going to tell me that
oh, idk, steven started at 19, burgh has a younger sister, clay actually isn't born american, skyla's whole fam thing and ELESA IS 15???? (even younger than skyla like wtf???)
(also the 'alder' at the bottom is supposed to be drayden lol)
and that's not all
say hello to:
viola being 18??? 'black whirlwind' korrina, RAMOS MEETING AZ'S FLOETTE AS A KID, genderfluid and apparently also age-fluid olympia, CLEMONT?? AND HIS WHOLE THING DOWN TO BEING 12 OF ALL AGES???
(you know what, marlon being 30 definitely makes sense with the hippie vibes)
wikstrom SAYING that he only wears that suit in pokemon battles but i've never seen his casual wear, malva being pr for flare lol, drasna selling dragon merch + great family lore if you want to know, siebold having to third-wheel lysandre and sycamore while eating (move aside malva, you're not the only elite 4 dealing with this) and 20?? YEARS OLD?? DIANTHA????????????
(way too many men in kalos are getting ladies, c'mon)
ethan being into history is such a neat detail hmmm, idk much of the frontier brains ngl, and we've finally got the region for looker and it's... hoenn??? you know what, makes sense with his chaotic vibes so i'll take it (throws away unova taped to a rock behind my back). also he's abolsutely cheating we all see that he's just relying on knowing us as protags, should've known smh
(um i think someone said that 'caitlin' should've been anabel but idk)
oh and the last one is charon, if we care about how much of a loser he really is. forget about birch and the poochyena, this guy is the lowest heh. imagine being charon (please don't).
(when the protags of johto are the same age as clemont lol) (yeah i know there are years between those events just let me have this)
and last but not least:
aaron š¤ valerie: wanting to be pokemon (and ig gotta toss in shauntal with the ao3 writer gift heh, don't know if they would commission her or stay away), bertha's description???? i love flint just saying, cynthia šš is absolutely doing something illegal šš, roark is WHAT??? (child labour laws in sinnoh must be lax ngl), maylene as well???? fantina watching scary movies is something i'll have to incorporate into my worldview and bryon?? are you okay??
so yeah. credit goes to @/KuroBlitz96 on the twitter/x for having this up, i'm just here to project sheer surprise at this massive dump of ages... my thoughts on pokemon have completely turned on its head once more lol (this is fine)
#sinnoh is the most surprising out of the regions avaliable#but c'mon 12 year old clemont?? he is legit baby#steven is really just chilling around for at least 4 years until the protag got him huh??#when i was first watching bw i thought that cilan was middle child until that 3rd last ep?? with the fight for the gym#and having the bros come to him cemented the idea that he was the oldest#so hearing that is good to know#even though i have to make peace that they never left the city lol#WHY IS ELESA/ROARK/MAYLENE/DIANTHA SO DANG YOUNG???#i can maybe let go of viola. in time. maybe.#i also love some of that lore/history dump here as well#lenora's dad bringing back fossils and lyra being torn between countryside/city#viola being a big sister figure and getting that camera from her father#crasher wake being a fake fan but also heavily embodying that barry spirit in his own way#the ramifications of the mother dying after bonnie was born and wow that gag in the anime is suddenly a lot more sadder huh#on the brighter side the prism tower used to be a part of a travelling amusement park lol#flint's hype!!! maylene being confused over her own strength!!! (thoughts about paul's insults hit a lot harder after this hmm)#wulfric being an explorer!! and i'm still not over ramos and az's floette oh god#unfollow me right now. this is all i can talk about for the next few weeks. my brain is way too small for this knowledge help#is it canon now?? idk. but the fact that this was here is killing me#pokemon teraleak#save#deep stuff
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A few thoughts about Louis and being sidelined / supporting in s3.
I'll preface this - again - to say that this "supporting" is nothing I want. It is simply something that's been said, and set to happen from the get go, and before it really hits I would like to get my thoughts on it out.
Under the cut, imagine the Ao3 disclaimer here, please, so read on your own volition:
Over the last few days I have seen posts triggered by the awards mostly, but also seen "the discussion" on discords and in DMs.
"The discussion" being the fear of a black character being sidelined once more, as has happened so many times before.
Which is unfortunately a more than valid fear, but one that I find difficult to address, in this fandom, but also especially in this setup of the show.
Because:
The show set them up for this fall, this trap from the very beginning.
I'm not saying this to invalidate the fear, nor point a finger going "it was always there!!", no, I'm pointing this out because in the joy and relief to have a lead like that - to have Jacob in a role like that, to have representation like that - it is often overlooked that it was all very much deliberate.
This Louis is more, thankfully. He has eclipsed book Louis for me, and I am extremely grateful, because this Louis is so much more.
He was created as more, too.
And he was created... for Lestat.
I am not trying to be hyperbolic here. Or argumentative. Rolin Jones said in the season one podcast, when asked how these "famously white men" could make Louis black, that they came at Louis through Lestat. Crafted him, so he would appeal to Lestat. (Episode 8 of the IWTV podcast)
The show reimagined Louis, and brilliantly so, and Jacob lifted him to something truly special, but the switch we are about to witness was always set to come. Louis, "the" vampire of IWTV (the book), was sidelined after said book in the VC as well, Anne had to leave him behind, imho, because he was her stand-in for the very real pain of losing her daughter.
This won't happen here, at least not in that capacity.
Thankfully.
But it will still feel grating.
Because the black lead of the first season (which was split in half by covid, therefore giving us more) will take the step back. Become supporting.
And no matter what they will do, that will look... bad to some extent at the very least.
And it was inevitable from the get-go, unfortunately.
Because this is the setup they chose.
It won't be fair, it is not fair. It was always inevitable doing the VC.
These things... can and do co-exist in this show. A two-edged sword, in a way. To have a lead like Jacob, brilliantly reimagined, but knowing by recasting him color-consciously they are setting themselves up for the backlash, from the get go.
I have no doubt this backlash will come. It will come with accusations of racism, of them "wanting to push out the black character." Of them wanting to finally get to their "white hero", "look at AMC, they can finally promote as they want to", have already started. I have seen sentiments of the teaser at SDCC being already "more" than what Jacob "got".
I get where these statements come from.
I get that. I get the frustration, and also the very real context it stems from, in our so unfair world.
I get wanting, and needing the representation. I get wanting and needing to keep Jacob.
I get that what they did with Lestat in s1, and especially episode 1x05 and 1x06 that realizing he will be lead will feel like a slap to the face for some, no matter the revelations of 2x08.
I get that this feels like a trap, and the show is walking right into it, deliberately.
Itās just been... "a trap" thatās been set up from the beginning, and to a large part intentionally.
And I say that completely understanding the feelings on the matter: it is, and unfortunately so.
Which leaves us... where?
I don't know. The disappointment and apprehension of seeing it happening is understandable and very much based on real experience after all. Which does not negate that it would have happened in this show in any case, because, well... it's the Vampire Chronicles. And Lestat.
And they are doing the books, even closer than I anticipated.
Closer, too, than I, personally, would have wanted them to(!), for some parts, because some of these stories... do and will come with similar "traps".
So ultimately, with what's to come I hope...that they manage to give Louis the "more" they obviously try to give him. I hope that will work(!). I hope the change won't feel too grating.
#amc iwtv#iwtv#I bet people will pull parts of this out once more to make up lies about it#but oh well#saying this now before what I fear will happen really starts#if the last few years serve as indication it will be a shit show of epic proportion when it hits#amc interview with the vampire#interview with the vampire#and not because people are totally wrong#but because they are not and yet they are at the same time#and there will be no way this will go over well#for a certain part of the fandom at least#iwtv s3#louis de pointe du lac#also tagging this#rant#though it isn't really#but to find it again#sidelined
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